‘A Life Earned’

‘A Life Earned’…We have to lose our life in order to find our life, our purpose. If we don’t lose our life, we never find the truth of our being.

A Life Earned

I sit, stand, lay
wonder
over all these words
ponder
‒who am I
to earn such trust

sitting for hours and hours
doing His† work
for a future
I do not know
‒making my little fuss

thinking about
my own children
how much I'm missing
then...not guessing
for whom
lies my lust

all these days
have turned to years
from normal every-day living
to hurting and crying
laughing and just being
putting the kids
on a bus
to feeling like rust

all this time
listening
then writing
hearing His† soft voice
‒so many words
building a crust
with gustive thrust

'here I am'

I easily said
fighting anguish
in my head
as so many
labeled me‒
crazy, insane, obsessed
‒when all along
a teacher was saying

'don't hush
take this brush
put these words
in rush'

I had to forgo
every-day living
to sit in a silent room
listen
hear
to words being pushed

all the while‒
hoping for a hug
a gentle kiss
even the slightest touch
‒a bit of support
to this worded rush

over ten years now
I lost my life
in all its plush
because of the brush
the Lord† handed to me
in a lover's crush

'sing My† song to them
earn your place
you're running a good race'

words in reassuring gust
so that
I may continue
in faith's undying trust

Notes: The photograph is the second one that was chosen. I say the second because the first was of my face. I’m sick of my face. So, He chose His! It is from October 8, 2019: Oil Spill Warning.

(April 16, 2022)—No, He isn’t the author of this piece, He’s the author of the next. This piece is one directed from my heart. He was setting me up, to answer me. You will understand when you read the next piece titled, ‘The Void of Absence’ and the prayer of Nehemiah.

We have to lose our life in order to find our life, our purpose. If we don’t lose our life, we never find the truth of our being. As in ‘Dismissed Authority’ which was written on the fourteenth. It was a guided writing as well and it speaks truth. You can only dismiss truth for so long. It will catch up to you.

I’ve been made a promise. One…I don’t need to explain. I don’t know the how or the when. I do know the why. It is a BIG why. It is a sad why, but one I must accept. It is sad to watch truth unfold. The world has conquered itself into controlling the flow of Yeshuah. Only…they can’t. They just believe they have. Yeshuah is powerful. He is love. That pure kinda thing. That kind of love you can’t touch.

People are just stupid. Yes, I said that.

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‘Drey á yá bēan, Come to Me†, My† Children’ (God)

‘Drey á yá bēan, Come to Me†, My† Children’ (God)…You are already doing it because we are entering the vastness of this new world of confusion…look around…if you haven’t seen it, you are late to the party!

Drey á yá bēan, Come to Me†, My† Children (God)

it's coming
this plague among men
a plague created by arrogance
a plague of too much
a plague of greed
a plague of selfishness

'they do not know
what they do'

is gone
a phrase that no longer
applies

'come with Your† wrath
for they know
and they still do'

is a phrase that now applies

they have become wickedness
an uncaring lot


'is there anything I can do,' I asked

'no,' He† says

a continuation of deterioration
with self-centeredness
at the helm
they do not see what they do
because they choose to

america is babylon
in it's very nature
they bring in the refugee
but at a price for everyone
slaves are slaves
I† am putting the shackles on
tighter
they will go on even tighter
for a price must be paid
for My† name
they have exploited

they have ransomed My† name
for privilege
for prestige
they have bond the yokes
around the necks of the poor
without a gun fired

more yoke is coming
a lesson in mockery
return to full flavor
its vile taste will be bitter
more bitter than ever were
a taste

bring forth, you who prostitute
a lady worth bowing down to
bring forth, heathen upon heathen
who call themselves worthy
they are not
they pillage My† air
they pillage My† ocean's deep
they pillage My† mountain

all for golden calves!

shame will consume you
confusion will ravage you

drey òco nânâ

this is I†, the Lord Almighty God†

you'll soon see My† hand
on its forth wave
a wave you have not
seen before

ring, ring 'o sickles of Him†
the one you don't hear
the one you don't believe

He† is your judge
for I† gave Him† authority
for He† reigns
for I† gave Him† power

you will see all these things
the experience will be vast

Notes:  The photograph finally chosen is again from November 11, 2019: The Avenging Angel. I say finally because David kept choosing my face. I didn’t want my face again, so he chose this one!

(April 14, 2022)—You should study the Book of Ester. Again the foreign language lines I wrote phonically and He tells me to stop trying to figure them out, they aren’t for me to figure out, just like the codes in the photographs. So, I leave that to you.

A lesson through me to you. I wrote Dismissed Authority’ early this morning. Then later in the morning, ‘Drey á yá bēan, Come to Me†, My† Children’. Then my daughter called. I don’t much like writing about my family these days, but I’m instructed to write this. My daughter is doing me, when I was her age. I was all about politics. I don’t want to talk much about politics anymore. It is a waste of time. I don’t feel that bitching and gripping about other’s behavior solves anything. It’s a total waste of energy.

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‘Consurgent’ (God)

‘Consurgent’ (God)…I would be worried if I were you. He says to fear HIM! You don’t. But you will! Babylon is no more!

Consurgent (God)

it is the briefest of times
that faith remains
when the skies are blue
the waters flow
and money prevails

this happens on agenda
but hear Me†
all you peoples of the nations
the Lord Almighty's† hand
has not lifted
you are bound to Me†
weakness prevails

all things are possible
with Me†
do you not think
I† can do
what I† said I† will do?

are you blind
to My† hand?

My† ways are deep
sunk into life itself
things are going to change
I† change slow
but I† am precise
in My† change of things

then I'm† not precise
I† am abrupt
fast and quick

in all lives
I† move

listen! now you peas!
the same
in every lane
curious, you are not!
‒following the collection

My† will is coming to complete
in this immediate matter
but not yet

your fauci is not sure
he's wavering on political
matters
and not human matters
the being that lives

'o sweet, sweet servant
stop reading the world
the world does not serve you
nor I†
you serve Me†

My† time is My† time
I† am the alpha
and the omega
and all in between

'o islands of Mine†
sink low
forgive
and see truth

'o cold iron of steel
illusion has been set

'o calm delusional desert
how weak you've become
the foolishness placed
on sand
the sunken need to
withstand
is all but delusion
for greed's hand

'o strung out mountains
My† pillaged heart
nothing stays
it all waits
for My† command

the words come
the words go
as I† deem them
but you won't believe them
veils…blinded eyes
are still in place

ask My† servant
what is it like to hear
what is directly in front of you
but cannot see

I† gave her this
so she will know
it is I† who speaks

no need for others
to believe
she writes for ones
who have not arrived

these words
will not carry weight
with you
but with those who
have not arrived 
they will know by
your deeds today
in this mindless generation
that you were told
but didn't listen
that the Lord Almighty God†
spoke
but you didn't recognize
that He† sent His† Son†
and again
you did not hear

proving history is
it's own story
repeating the same lessons
without learning


the jews' destruction
happened
what makes you think
your destruction
won't happen, too?

(March 20, 2022)―I did my thing as I always do every morning: Drink coffee and write. This morning I was on my own in my writing. I went lay down after this and then I heard, ‘Write.’ I got up and got my pen and pad and ‘Consurgent‘ was given to me. I heard clearly ‘consurgent‘. The following is the result of my research. The other word the computer kept giving me is convergent, which I defined for you as well. I clearly heard the ‘s’.

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‘Mercy’s Grace’

‘Mercy’s Grace’…I get angry because of the person lost in the sinfulness of telling lies. I know what course they are on. It’s not judgment. It’s love. It makes me understand God’s love for all of us and why His wrath is upon us. He loves us enough to discipline us, to help force us to do right.

Mercy's Grace

mercy's the hammer of life
it keeps you right
while others fight

mercy gives insight
when others fall out of sight
wanting to sink into blight
mercy comes with the light

when things seem contrite
and winning seems‒
too great a height
mixed up in misdirection
concealed in lies
‒mercy raises its kite
a 'way' sent in by God†
making things welcoming
and bright

be careful in the delight
don't get caught up in the night
using the 'feel good'‒
to cover up the plight
mercy may take flight
leave you to fall
with a hammer in might
let more years pass
outright

mercy's granted for reasons on high
where angels fly
and no one cries
be sensible to the why
to mercy's guiding light

Notes: The photographs is from October 2, 2019: Wave Warning.

(November 25, 2021)—“Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of Me.” Jesus and the Beatitudes below. If you are persecuted, called names like I am because you came out of sin and now walk the Way, you are blessed more than you know.

‘Holier than Thou’, ‘crazy’, ‘insane’, ‘liar’…the list goes on and on…all because I went the distance and now God’s hand is upon me and I have to post all the writings I’m sent. But not just that…lies make me angry. Not because I’m jealous of anyone or anything remotely close to concerning myself. I get angry because of the person lost in the sinfulness of telling lies, or too filled with shame to admit their sins. I know what course they are on. It’s not judgment. It’s love. To want someone to pull themselves out of the darkness is love. And, of course, those of us who do our best to raise this awareness are always shot down.

This all makes me understand God’s love for all of us and why His wrath is upon us. He loves us enough to discipline us, to help force us to do right.

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‘Treacherous Rendition’ (Jesus)

‘Treacherous Rendition’ (Jesus)…The Lord Almighty Said: The second sin against humanity…all nations.

Treacherous Rendition (Jesus)

they moved in
mixed the mixers
from the beginning
soiled the format

but it was all pre-determined

a new world
to blend all worlds
taken bit by bit
like a pot of soup
each ingredient added
one at a time

as one ingredient settled
once their boiling simmered down
another ingredient was added
until the mixture was done
and evil set its tone
and the testing begun

they used the Father†
as their cornerstone
they said they trusted Him†
but they never truly did

the pot already included a foundation
it had been boiled and simmered
and settled down

its vastness spread out
pure and lustral
one of the Father's† greatest creations
beauty abound

but the ways of the cursed
had to be part of it
they always have to be part of it

then the testing begun
the mixing of all bloods
settled this boiling pot

it never simmered
it continues to boil

putting heavy burdens
on shoulders
throughout the whole world
every nation
all parts of abraham

it took its lead
the Father† made it so
it was always going to fall
every great empire falls
this one is no different
its living legacy
always in the Father's† hands


where israel sins
is where the Father† disciplines
the mixture spread throughout
all the earth
so does the discipline

this is He†, the one and only Son†
the first

you are being summoned
to listen
the time is approaching
you have time enough still
to do as the Father† commanded

it is
He† is
I† am

it is I†, Emmanuel†
the one who judges you
before you stand before Him†
if you follow His† commands
My† command will be easy
for you


sell your riches
feed the hungry
house the poor
do the good deeds
of the good shepherd
I† will reward such deeds
accordingly

go in peace
peace I† give you

it is offered
it is up to you
to drink

Note: The photograph was taken September 27, 2019: Love from Heaven.

(August 27, 2021)—The Lord Almighty Said: The second sin against humanity…all nations.

Numbers 25 was shown to me today. It’s for you.

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‘No More Sabbath’

‘No More Sabbath’…The Lord Almighty said: The first sin against humanity…all nations!

No More Sabbath

mourn, you people, cry loud
sunday was chosen
man's indication
man's decision
so be it
as a king they kept
as God's† eyes wept

mourn, you intolerable beast
you couldn't keep
what you chose deep
as so long ago
they panhandled in the temple
as they couldn't either
keep God's† principle

not one day
given...in break
as a blessing to the Lord†
a given day
from the heart

one solid day
to rest thy weary body
one solid day
to rest the animals
to rest the air and water
no, not one single day
given to the Lord†
for what He† gave 
from the heart

bow down...pay homage
this sin can't be counted
for you gave...honored it
then let money replace it

as the Lord† almighty contends:
you can't worship both
Him† and money
‒you must choose

He† is all
money is of the world
a testing tool
specific for fools

His† grace is not money
false sheppards
have fooled you honey

so it is written
so it is spoken

Notes: Date and time of photograph: 10.07.2019.17.50.51 (5:55). Faces: October 7, 2019.

(August 24, 2021)—The Lord Almighty said: The first sin against humanity…all nations!

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Q & A with God:

Is this virus over? No

Is there another mutation? YES!

Is it Delta? No

Will these vaccines work? No

Are we going into another lockdown? Yes

Will it be longer than the first? Yes……everything will close

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(Untitled) (God)

I know this much: What God tells me and shows me. He is the only one I trust. Everyone lies if it means they will fit some where. The collective lie as Jesus teaches us in ‘Aliens are Not’.

 (Untitled) (God)
  
 oh! brave America
 oh! arrogant 
 oh! selfishness
 in all you produce
 shame, shame, shame
  
 I roar with anger
 how can you negotiate life
 if your medicine is good
 how can you be wealthy
 over it
 when destruction lies
 among you?
  
 it can't!
  
 oh! humble writer
 tell them I see‒
 says the Lord Almighty
 tell them I hear‒
 says the King of all the Earth
  
 a plague is among you
 I sent it
 a vicious tyrant awakens
 among you
 I sent this as well
  
 you learn
 what you desire to learn
 you hear
 what you desire to hear
 you speak
 only what you…YOU!..
 desire to speak!
  
 I rule the Earth
 I rule the heavens
 there is no one above Me!
 you adolescent child!
  
 must I rage?
 must I prove who I am?
  
 Yes, I must rage!
 Yes, I must prove who I am!
  
 I am He
 the one before
 the one after
  
 I am He
 the beginning
 the middle
 the end
  
 I am He!
 the Alpha 
 AND
 the Omega!
  
 you foolish, foolish descendants
 of man
 you who came after Abraham,
 Jacob and Isaac
 you were taught well
 you were given all means
 to learn more
 but your arrogance
 cost you
  
 the simple
 the humble
 the meek
 the suffering
  
 they deserve My mercy!
  
 oh arrogance...you do NOT!
  
 awaken and humble
 yourselves before Me
 says the Lord Almighty
 every word the scribe writes
 are from the Kingdom
 heed…they will save you
 Not your body
 your body does not need saving
 your soul
 that which sees, hears, smells, feels
 save your own soul
 ‒this is your God
 the one and only living God
 My words
 are going to deaf ears
 you have provoked My anger
 what happens next
 is a humbling of arrogance!
 I shall humble arrogance!
 says the Lord Almighty
 the God of all the heavens
 and all the Earth. 

Note: October 23, 2019: The Dragon and the All-Seeing Eye. The below is the full picture. The picture at the top is a screen shot of what David pointed out…the Green Orb. The Lord reveals in all these pictures that He is in control and that He uses His energy to point things out to help you understand who He is. All you Christians who claim to know God and Jesus, do yourself a favor and question what man-made churches taught you. They lied to you in a very big way.

(May 8, 2021)—Happy Mother’s Day weekend. Our Father decided today was a good day for another message and it isn’t too nice. He led me to Psalm 112 and 115. They are below. I had to really think about them for a while. I was so empty in my mind then He showed up. There is nothing for me to add except to encourage you to read all the visions. The last one World Death Vision wasn’t a fun thing to witness. Neither is reading how these vaccine corporations have made billions on the calamity of the world. Neither is hearing from people that they can’t see their grandkids unless they are vaccinated. Neither is hearing people think that these vaccines are a cure. They are not. Their own data says that they don’t prevent you from getting it. Read. That’s all I can tell you.

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‘Punishments of Me’

 Punishments of Me
  
 You† give, You† take away
 I've seen the dark of night
 I've seen the brightest of Your† light
 I've written it all―outright
 including this plea―wrong or right
  
 You've† taken me down
 turn me up-side-down
 round and round
 I plea with Job in sound
 how much more 'til I'm found
 ‒in the complete of bound
  
 I'm doing the work
 my body withering in hurt
 my heart, with death, does flirt
 my eyes filled with dirt
 how much longer will my legs‒
 vertical―surf
  
 You† give, You† take away
 ‒a constant revolving sway
 I pray every day
 sometimes, struggling with faith
 holding on, happiness‒
 one day, You'll† pay
 maybe, that day‒
 I finally finish these words in say
  
 how much longer, Lord†‒
 how many more days must I wait
 ‒too much time in weigh
 passed me by
 so much gone away
 so much anger said
 without anything given in brave
  
 hear my words, Lord†‒
 please return my grateful, humble way
 please return a home‒
 where peace remains in stay
 ‒I'm just asking today
 for You† to hear my say 

Notes: The photograph was taken September 7, 2019. It was part of a message to me regarding a promise made to me by God. It was, and is, a promise that I find hard to believe. It is one of those laughable, incomprehensible deals…like when Abraham told Sarah she would conceive a child in her old age after being barren for 80 years! She laughed. Well, this is one of those! I know God does not lie and that His will always comes to pass. So, when this promise comes to pass, I will disclose the entire set of photographs that go with this one photograph (there’s quite a few). The most amazing part of the revelation of these particular photographs, and the whole deal was amazing, was that David told me to look at the photographs backwards and then the promise was revealed! God sort of pulled a Moses on me…when He turned Moses’ staff into a snake. Well, these pictures, what He put in the sky, matched what David was telling me before, which I recorded every word! Maybe some wonder why I’m so bold in the Lord. This is why. He revealed Himself to me profoundly in all of the photographs He had me take and events that took place in person. The photographs are so revealing to me because David told me about them BEFORE I took them! One day, you will understand this and see GOD!

*God the ‘I Am’Moses said to God, ‘Suppose I go to the Israelites and say to them, ‘The God of your fathers has sent me to you,’ and they ask me, ‘What is His name? Then what shall I tell them?’ God said to Moses, ‘I AM who I AM. This is what you are to say to the Israelites: ‘I AM has sent me to you.” God also said to Moses, ‘Say to the Israelites, ‘The Lord, the God of your fathers—the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac and the God of Jacob—has sent me to you.’ This is My name forever, the name by which I am to be remembered from generation to generation.’—Exodus 3:13-15

‘Punishments of Me’ was written July 10, 2017. I was struggling. I had a job to do for the Lord, I always knew it, and it had been years since the promise ‘Write and they will come.’ They didn’t come. They still haven’t come. But then I know the truth of my work now. This work isn’t for this generation. It is for the future. This generation, I’m told, has failed.

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‘Chastise Me’

Just because they say it, doesn’t mean it’s true.

Chastise Me
 
You† place a dare
I abide
by the heir
 
You† had me write it
I questioned it
You† demanded it
‒O Lord†, did I fake it
 
hearing Your† voice
through the ages‒
ever so rare
‒over the top
do I care
‒into space
I stare
for with the world
You† demand
I share
 
my heavenly Father†
my sincere Brother†
of all...the most holy
if I have heard wrong
with all the strength
in strong
chastise me
flog me
strip me of life
for I only heard
what was there
to write
 
now, I beg, O Lord†
teach this young heart
how close
to being an heir
do I fare
in words You† declare
all the responsibility
on my sleeve‒
I wear
because You† said it
in Your† sovereign declare
 

Note: The photograph is from the February 9, 2019: Rough Waters…Millions Will Die collection. The title was given to me. In every set of photographs there’s a cross. This cross is combined with the Anchor. It’s there. If you see it, you see it. Many other things were revealed with God using the Clouds to help me, help you. If you don’t want to learn, I can’t help you understand. It is…still!

(November 7)—God does not lie. I woke up this morning to the declaration that Biden won the USA presidency. I’m told it’s a lie. I’m not at all involved in politics and I hate having to write or comment about it because the US government has become too corrupt to even consider it worthy of writing about. I should know. I do have several books on it. I have done enough research to know truth. The accepted truth in America is the lie.

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‘Mighty is His Hand’ (God)

The day of the Lord is near for all nations. As you have done, it will be done to you; your deeds will return upon your own head…I underlined this in 2007. I would listen.

Mighty is His† Hand (God)
 
you get your warnings–
more is at play
but you refuse
to open up and say
you refuse
to give it–
the time of day
 
'trust in Me†'–
His† only way
–avoid His† truth
you'll be shaken up
–left in a weary shake
a small earthquake today
tomorrow sunken land–
as smash goes the waves
 
you have peril–
on your own clay
stick to your own
leave all others...alone
you have rights–
correcting the wrong
on your own tray
 
called...will come
another quake
you don't have a say
eyes...watching
every which way
 
paranoia…your spying drones
won't sing this song
–you've never been alone
yet you think
you make your own…bong
 
decisions are already in place
from an unseen face
the time is nearing–
for His† hand in play
 
shake, shake, shake
 
one single quake
just a call in wake
–not just for one
but for all
on the take

Note: October 15, 2019: The Phoenix. The photograph I chose for this piece: It is taken of my face and hair. The object to pay attention to is to the left of my hair in this screen shot. Faces. God has tried to reveal who He is in these photographs. Don’t worry. It doesn’t matter if you listen or not. He still is!

Taken October 15, 2019 at 16:52:22.
You should be able to see the face. If you can’t, I’d question that hard. If you are scared, I’d question what are you scared of. You should be jubilant knowing that our being, what is inside of us, lives on and has a purpose. Knowing that…the truth…should aid you in your healing and help you understand the world a little better.

(October 28)―This piece and the following commentary was written January 9, 2020. I have plenty more. He’s, that would be God, keeps me busy, so much so that I haven’t had time to put together last year’s book. As I’m doing my work for Him, I come across (or it was directed to me) pieces that seemed simple when they were written, but weren’t at all. I think you are spiritual mature enough to see this.

The scriptures are explained to me in the fashion that you read the notes. It was explained to me how everything written in the Bible, the only book of God, was written on purpose for specific reasons, as it was written. I try to point these specifics out to you as it is pointed out to me. If you don’t understand this, that’s okay. The future will understand it.

(January 9, 2020)―This was written after the Iranian earthquake.

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