‘Depression’s Mango’ (Yeshuah)

…But in order that sin might be recognized as sin, it produced death in me through what was good, so that through the commandment sin might become utterly sinful. We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin.—Romans 7:13,14

Depression's Mango (Yeshuah)

it's words you
don't want to hear
passiveness
anguish
stagnation
wanting to survive
with anger in your heart

the sadness draws you
in
pulling you deep
twisting knots
avoiding good
for the sadness
begins to feel good
it becomes familiar

let Me† take you
on a journey
walk with Me†
I†, Yeshuah†
can help you see through
this dark void

there's light
through Me†
I† can help you
find it
but you've got to be
willing

if not
the suffering continues
you begin to use means
any means
to make you feel good

it's an illusion
it is not truth

use Me† instead
to give you strength

the strength comes
slowly
but it comes

it wages up
boundaries
small little walls
protection
where…before
none was found

it's preciseness
giving what you need
to see pass the darkness
giving you a strength
to stand alone
in all the confusion
hate and anger
jealousy and envy
that surrounds you

in this time
your strength builds
learning
the pain has given you
lessons to teach

the sadness turns
to wisdom
little by little
you rise
from way down deep

a careful way
for you
is being paved

it is your choice
once you call upon Me†
to take the path
being laid out to you

I† will offer a cup
to you
it is a choice
to drink from the cup

don't let man fool you

there are many cups
being offered

how can you tell
from which cup to drink?

is it the one in force?

no, it is the one felt
deep in your heart
one of sorrow
the one to humble
the one which brings upon you
questions
questioning your very self

this cup I† offer
is divine in nature
it becomes in you
the seeker of truth
your truth
that which made you
into who you are becoming

it is a solo journey
one very much needed
tears of anguish will fall
but so will anger and hate
jealousy and envy
even pride
they all fall to the ground
down the sides
of your face
they begin to fall away
as sin begins to fade

until you emerge
washed clean
by the tears shed
tears of My† hand

then you have defeated
sin
it falls beneath your feet
no more
does sin live inside you

I† can help you do this
I† am the strength
you need
for sin to be defeated

from this fear
of diving into this sadness
to not be afraid
of what awaits you
of not being afraid
to let tears fall
strength shows its wonderful
face

a new self emerges
as sadness dissipates
and your rebirth
given to the Spirit†
and the Spirit† returns
to you
truth

it isn't easy
but it isn't hard either

you must overcome pride
and face self
your God†-self
without interference
of the sinful nature

be well in your journey
many are too afraid
to take this journey
they fear the pain
needed
to truly let in the light

Me†!

(October 30, 2022)—This writing was given on October 29, 2022, and after He led me to Romans 7: 7-12 through Romans 7:21-25.

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‘Animosity’s Grievance’ (God and Yeshuah)

…If anyone teaches false doctrines and does not agree to the sound instruction of our Lord Jesus Christ and to godly teaching, he is conceited and understands nothing. He has an unhealthy interest in controversies and quarrels about words that result in envy, strife, malicious talk, evil suspicions and constant friction between men of corrupt mind, who have been robbed of the truth and who think that godliness is a means to financial gain.―1 Timothy 6:3-5

Animosity's Grievance (God and Yeshuah)

a forsaken window
has been placed
before you

a grievance you're afraid
to face

you tolerate what is hated
by the Lord†
you pick races over people
go at them with a vengeance
when they depict words
of 'your' unnatural stance
but you by-pass
the ongoing torture
of women and children
‒call it a disease
of the mind

where's your worth?

you are torturing Me†, Yeshuah†
all over again
by your toleration
of what the Father† hates
of these crimes against
His† children

a combine is coming
one of great magnitude

don't you see?
it's the pillage of My† name
that's brought on
this grievance

I† am not money
I† am truth
worthy of a crown
that's denied by many

[at this point, God took over]

and I† gave this crown
I†, the Lord Almighty God†
the creator of all

listen to My† Son†
He's† endowed with honor
heavily bestowed
with grace
from My† scepter

this grievance He† speaks
has marked its place
taken its tow
paved ways of acceptance
instead of correction

shame has engrossed you
to award and celebrate
changing what's given
the portion given
to fit thy self
instead of honoring Me†
with gratitude

and you strip
those who speak words
you dishonor them
by their mere words

man is allowed to sell and trade
human beings
and put them in slavery
rape and torture them
kill them

and you sit by
wag your tails
and let this atrocity continue

but a man defends himself
or speaks his mind
practicing the freedoms
you demand they have
and you judge them
with your own accord

look at who is doing the judging!

how vaguely ruthless of you!

I†, the Lord Almighty God†
show these things
to the prophet of words
as a lesson
of what not to do

I† give you My† words
as warnings
of your reckless behavior
‒your judgment
will not stand!

you 'o arrogant ones
have shown your heart
the pureness of your empty soul

tell Me†, for I† demand
an answer!

your outwardness means
nothing to Me†
what you carry inside
the temple
I† scrutinize
with the heaviest of hands

you preach your words
but then do things in secret
‒the heaviness will
fall upon you!

these words will end
when I† give the prophet rest
not one word sooner

it is your employ
to look into them all
for the riddle maker speaks
confusion is set
it is on you, 'o endless peas
to see through the confusion

through the prophet of words
I† have sent you a map
one disguised in code
and words
it is left to you
to decide if you are worthy enough
to be opened to it

I† over power
whom I† over power
I† discipline those
who need discipline

taking My† Son's† holy name
and pillaging it
for money
is worthy of discipline

take the lesson
shown to you
and change your ways
before the light
turns to dark
and wailing covers the streets

you have My† words!
you cannot say 'o arrogant
that you were not set straight
before the dark
takes the light

you are being set straight!

I† am!

(October 30, 2022)—This was given on October 28, 2022. I cannot speculate or assume anything about what is sent to me, but the Scriptures He leads me to directly after giving me the writings backs up, either in the message or the words themselves, what He has given me. Today, it was 1 Timothy 6:3-5 and 1 Timothy 6:6-10.

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‘Blessed Art Thou’ (Yeshuah)

…I know your deeds. See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut. I know that you have little strength, yet you have kept My word and have not denied My name. I will make those who are of the synagogue of Satan, who claim to be Jews though they are not, but are liars—I will make them come and fall down at your feet and acknowledge that I have loved you. Since you have kept My command, to endure patiently, I will also keep you from the hour of trial that is going to come upon the whole world to test those who live on the Earth…—Revelations 3:7-13

Blessed Art Thou (Yeshuah)

sway with the sound
of the wind
blessed the feel 
of the sun

hammer in
but don't be sealed
protect thy self
but don't forget
nature's canopy
a shelter of vastness

seek comfort
in God's† great big land
adorn yourself
in His† love

His† wrath will not be forever
but it still is

don't get lost
in the illusion
that's being sold to you

it is I†, still, Yeshuah†
teaching you
guiding you
instructing you
for one purpose

the kingdom is vast
its rooms are many
but so is the evil one's house

a choice is given
a choice is taken

which road you take
is a choice given

seek comfort in Me†
the one who makes
the final choice

don't waver in your faith
faith is gold
a commodity
that can't be bought
with a payment
of materialism

be well in your choice
it is a good choice
but there is also a bad choice
which of the two
draws favor
from the Father†

be careful
they can be confused
with each other

it is the balance
of life
it must be

have careful eyes
to see
and careful ears
to hear

the confusion set upon you
is vast
and curious
learn well in your choosing
what sounds good
to your immature ears
may just be
the wrong things to hear

I† am awoke
as I† am awakening you

this is not conjuring
affect
this is the kingdom
with a massive invitation
in hand

it is being passed to you
each person on earth
what you do with it
is a choice
only you can make

be well in your journey
all things are meant
to happen
in one direction
or another

it is your chosen peril
if you choose the wrong path

but heed this warning
a path can always
be changed
by the next choice chosen
but there are consequences

ábee nay bean

be willing to accept
the consequences
in order to straighten
your path
for the good of you

if this can't be done
if shame has you
in its grip
things only seem well
with you
you are headed
to the path of destruction
an eternal fire of flames

halt your expedition
search your way
seek redemption
the Father† is relentless
in His† love
seek Me†
and He† will turn to you

be well those who are loved
the elect
your paths are harder
for humble must remain

don't involve yourselves
in the ways of man
keep holy in your heart
and all will go well with you

I† am the final choice
for every man and woman

(October 26, 2022)―He led me to Revelations 3:7-13 and Revelations 3:14-22. I was told to look up the meanings of the two churches presented here. So I have. It is also wise to reiterate that Asia means under the sun.

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‘Song of Songs’ (Yeshuah and Multicolored House Vision)

…’you have been in constant suspense and have gone without food—you haven’t eaten anything. Now I urge you to take some food. You need it to survive. Not one of you will lose a single hair from his head.’…—Acts 27:33-38

Song of Songs (Yeshuah)

flowers bloom in spring
the water of nourishment
touches
then
brings them a song
to sing

hear openly, the bell's ring
put on her finger
a golden ring

come now 'o gentle soul
drink from the cup
and not the bowl

for a bowl of soup
was sold
for the price
of a bitter soul

don't be bitter
'o cherished one
all the hurt
upon your heart
can be undone

justice given to her
in this golden ring
in the world
a child she will bring

'o deep in bitter cold
breathes the rebreath
of an old soul
one cherished long ago
one whispered to
one who held the fold

a name given
then a name taken

handed over
a new name
one that was unjustly tamed
reeking in fame
of the crucifixion
of a lighted flame

come 'o withered soul
rise up and retake your crown
not in a king
but through a golden ring
placed on the finger
of the elect
when bells heard their ring

rise up 'o rebirthed soul
a soul conceived
of the resurrection
entitled to be the son
of a king

come now fighting one
look up to the sun
see the light
its glistening tower

come to her
the breath of life
who sings the song of truth
you are no fool
nor a common tool
it is I†, Yeshuah†
planting the seed
take the seed
and let it grow

rise up 'o old soul
the time is arising
for your coming into the world
when barriers will be broken
and war brings pillage
all over My† name

don't succumb to the pillage
but rise up
take your place
this throne I† prepared for you
for the one who bore you
did not fear My† voice
honored and cherished
so will you be

a humbleness
you will carry
walls will fall
on account of your light
a light she has given you
a light evil cannot put out

rise up 'o gentle soul
the makers of you
will gather the grain
the sheath will sort
the good from the bad

awaken 'o gentle light
coming into the world
will be the light
a light I† will pass
through the bleakness
of hope

capture the light
'o gentle one
the helper of many
defeating evil's basked
darkness

you will
for the Father† deems it

(October 26, 2022)—‘Song of Songs’ was given on October 24, 2022. Directly after hearing this morning, He led me to Acts 27:1-8 through Acts 28:11-15.

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‘Astronomy’ (God)

…Listen to my prayer, O God, do not ignore my plea; hear me and answer me. My thoughts trouble me and I am distraught at the voice of the enemy, at the stares of the wicked; for they bring down suffering upon me and revile me in their anger….—Psalm 55

Astronomy (God)

the stars of wonder
the stars of night
are you ready My† people
are you ready to fight

gather the armor
gather the strength
I† give favor
I†, the Lord Almighty God†
to the one willing
to keep Me† in sight

I† give you this might
I† give you insight
to follow My† command
that of love
to do what is right

I†, the riddle maker
I†, the creator
has His† hand
out stretched
with the full might
of a people
soon in flight

don't waiver My† glory
for the false stories
I† come
I† came
I'm† here
in full sight
right in front
of your eyes

see, see clear
I'm† not in the rear
I'm† not one to disappear
but the one to love
and to fear

the mightiness of My† draw
is bond to no armor
of man
but to the kingdom
zion
My† holy of holy

zion is pledged to earth
to conquer
the evil living
amongst you

to balance the wrong
not with song
no song lives with you
but with the throne
of My† wrath

seek comfort in words
from My† mouth
I† put it upon you
a favor
for a prophet's prayers
for an unruly lot
who's bound
to the earth

I† am the wrath
but I† am also the glory
the Father† of salvation
the keeper of redemption

ask and it shall be given

sincerity of heart
for I† know every heart

the evil builds
the punisher is moving
the words will breathe
for you do not heed
what I have demanded

silence, 'o wickedness
My† hand is stronger
you do not move
on your own accord

My† mouth has spoken

it will be done
as instruction is given
and will continue
until I† say 'enough'

be gone 'o weariness
you have not prevailed
mourning and wailing
in the streets
of all nations
grow stronger

you do not know
sadness
as a whole

you will

for I† have come
I'm† awakening fully
My† ears hear
My† eyes see
all that you are doing

chaos and madness
you do not know fully

you will

seek salvation quickly
'o peoples of the nations
for the time of nines
is growing in strength

I† have spoken

(October 9, 2022)―‘Astronomy’ was given October 8. After, He led me to Psalms 43, 46 and 55.

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‘Trivosity’ (God)

…Now you, if you call yourself a Jew; if you rely on the law and brag about your relationship to God; if you know His will and approve of what is superior because you are instructed by the law; if you are convinced that you are a guide for the blind, a light for those who are in the dark, an instructor of the foolish, a teacher of infants, because you have in the law the embodiment of knowledge and truth―you, then, who teach others, do you not teach yourself? You who preach against stealing, do you steal? You who say that people should not commit adultery, do you commit adultery? You who abhor idols, do you rob temples? You who brag about the law, do you dishonor God by breaking the law? As it is written: ‘God’s name is blasphemed among the Gentiles because of you’ [Isaiah 52:5; Ezekiel 36:22].―Romans 2:17-24

Trivosity (God)

the coming sanctions
won't help you
against the hand
that's upon you

no mention of My† name
in this wrath of Mine†
you have forfeited Me†
surrendered
your ownership

it is I†, the Most High†
the giver and the taker
the grace and the inducer
the riddle maker
the story writer
the condemner
and the forgiver

how is it
after all this time
that you cannot fathom Me†?

I† showed you My† hand
I† controlled a plague
set out before you
I† held the rain
I† hold the rain
I† released the rain

still  you place blame
on man
on the very earth

how can you be so dull?

it is My† hand
who weakens you
it is My† hand
who hardens hearts
who sends and takes

flooding a desert land
do you sincerely believe
earth has this power?

the time has been released
you've forsaken My† name
mocked My† very law

I† put the rainbow in the sky
a sign of My† peace
to never destroy the earth
by water again
I† will not
despite your mockery
using My† symbol
for which I† hate

go! you blasphemous peas
go in wonders of your sins

I† will not destroy earth
by mere water
I† once did
though you don't believe
it was I†

water is a necessary tool
to wash things clean
to help things grow

you manipulating the rain
have caused your own
destruction

did you not think
that by being your own god
that you wouldn't suffer
the reactions
brought forth

your arrogance deceives you!

the change is moving forward
there is no turning back
a darkness is falling upon you
o' nations of deceit

do you not see
that I† see all things?

you scream foul
but do not see truth

I† sent you truth
though you are blinded
by hatred and greed

I† am the one moving
the hand
that moves you

darkness is surrounding you
but you continue doing
falling into its hands

the discipline is not over
arrogance will prove
your arrogance
without you having to try

I† am the Lord† of all lords
the one and only
the beginning
and the end

your fruitless moves
will become known
your paved ways of wealth
will fall short
and turn its hand
upon you

I† am the seeker
the giver and the taker
I'm† aware of your sins

turn back from your sins
and I† will give you life
learn from the words
of the one I† sent
taste His† name upon
your tongue

I† will squeeze you
until you are forced to choose
a yes or no
I† demand an answer
'o wayward souls

My† children will know
My† hand
they will bow
seek mercy
and I† have mercy to give

says the Lord Almighty God†
the one that gives
and the one that takes

seek redemption
before the words are no longer
given

(September 25, 2022)―The title is as I heard it. He said it very slowly twice. tri (try) vos-ity.

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‘Repetition’ (Yeshuah)

‘He was led like a sheep to the slaughter, and as a lamb before the shearer is silent, so He did not open His mouth. In His humiliation He was deprived of justice. Who can speak of His descendants? For His life was taken from the earth’ [Isaiah 53:7,8]

Repetition (Yeshuah)

you have repeated
over and over
the same actions
to the same actions

learning has not taken place
passion has overruled
simple logic

a govern
cannot perform its task
without a willing people

a people
cannot be secure
without a willing govern

to take one from the other
is like removing a cub
from the lion's den

violence is always the result

I† am He†
the one and only Son†
you see Me† as one with the Father†
this is good
you see Me† as separate from the Father†
this is also good

I† am both
as you are

when you can't see Me†
in you
when you can't see the Father†
in you
a grave injustice has been done
for I† am in you
and you are in Me†
the Christ†
as I† am in the Father†
the Father† is in Me†

the teachings that go against this
are false

violence
no, it is not of God†
but God† is in charge
He† gives each individual
a choice
these choices are many
for there are many souls
breathing on earth
each choice crosses each choice

if a soul has died
it waits
I† wait
it is the choice of the soul
to 'want' to resurrect or not
God† does not force
neither do I†

it is a willing choice
to breathe life back into the soul

a soul can die
over and over again
until it gets a solid foundation
this is only accomplished
through the vine of life

you cannot give breath
through death
you can only give breath
through life

if a soul is surrounded
by death
it will stay in death
and will not resurrect
back to life

that is the failure
of the connected vine
which has become disconnected

seek the light
do away with the darkness

when you are struggling
hold on to the light

it is your journey
each journey
each person
that has to be fulfilled
no matter what
the journey is

it is a choice
which way you choose to go
it is always a choice
there is always a way out
of every situation
it is your choice
which way you choose to go

the hard way
or the easy way

the struggle
a necessary learning tool
includes many things:
shame is the ultimate
shame causes many wrong
decisions
shame is responsible for all
anger and hate
shame leads to all killings
of every kind

it is a choice
to allow shame's control

all that you see
the confusion set on earth
shame is ahead of it all

you are still using color
of skin
as your easy way out

but the easy way
has become the hard way

it does not matter
if your shame, your hate
and anger
pilled what's necessary
in your mind
to kill
either the body or the spirit

you still used the easy way
you decided
you considered
you chose
the mark of each time
is embedded on your heart

how to unembed such a mark

do

help the poor
help the hungry
help the homeless
help the lame
help the sick
help the ignorant

there's so much work to do

teach them truth

all of these journeys
cross each other
which leads to chaos
misunderstandings
faithlessness

the ungodly take cover
change minds and hearts

I† see each journey
you see the collide
you see confusion
I† see it clear

I† give you the choice
the Father† gives you the choice

adhere to your traditions
or hear truth
as it is meant to be told

I† am He†
Yeshuah†
I† am truth
listen and you shall live

too much dying
too many wayward souls
lost because of man

I† am He†
the way to the light
darkness covers you
awaken to the light

secrets are revealing
tall-tales are being known
the light will overrule
don't worry about the dark
God† sees all
He† will deal in His† time
pray
seek the light
the Father† always brings
the dark to light

seek and you shall find

alá for ray

(May 18, 2022)―What I am going to write here comes from a discussion with the Lord nearly four or more hours after He gave the writing this morning. I will relay it to you as clear and as precise as I can.

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‘Sad Silver Bells’ (W/God)

I can NOT post what He sends me and be normal and accepted by mankind, or…OR I can post what He sends and be accepted by Jesus! Let me see…Jesus wins EVERY TIME! I can’t deny Him.

 Sad Silver Bells (W/God)
 
can you hear it
the wailing, the moaning
it's everywhere
 
no blood, no, there's none
no funerals
or sad goodbyes
just wailing
‒a dim shock
at how real
the Judge's† deal
 
there are eyes staring
into empty space
there was no time
to heal
no where's
 
can you hear it

there's strings of lights
here and there
glistening crimson and gold
but the packages‒
they stopped coming
there's no desires
‒just wailing
that doesn't seem to stop
 
won't they be quiet

I'd rather the silence
I don't wanna see
too much in their eyes
‒this answer of why
oh! hold me
while, I, too, sigh
‒turn to my God†
but He† already answered
why
 
can you hear it

the lack of praying
even as they lay dying
oh! there...is that it
is that prayers to God†
is that prayers seeking
Yeshuah†
 
is that Love
is that what I'm hearing
 
'no, it's your imagination,'
they say
'God†? there is no god
look at all this death!'

 
oh! my sweet, sweet Yeshuah†
why can't they hear it

(Then, God comes in like He answers the vision I had.)
 
look! He's† there
riding on His† white horse
bow down
worship Him†
He's† standing in
standing between
you and God†
seek Him†
the sickles are ready
the judging is already begun
 
look! how shiny they are
He† sweeps a silent sweep
absent of blood
they fall to the ground
 
the dove is here
open your ears...hear
be not afraid
in comes the age
‒time, times time and
a half
the beginning has arrived

 
all says the Lord Almighty†
 
left up your head
 
can you hear it?
 
the sound of His† voice


can you hear His† anger?


'I† am He†,' the Lord† says
'I† am the alpha and the omega
the beginning and the end
I† am in Him†
and He† is in Me†'


says the Lord Almighty†
 
'repent!
find your glory in My† Son†
find your redemption in Me†
repent!
the time has come
I† am
therefore
I† am

 
this is the only living God†
the one above and below
hear!'

 

(December 9, 2020)―I got the title, as I always do, then, ‘Write,’ came. Half way through He took over. That would be God. Then when He left, David told me, ‘Open the book,’ and Revelations! It is the first time in all of this writing that I have been led to Revelations directly after a writing!

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