Tag: acts

‘Crucifying Jesus†’

Persecution. I was led to the Acts in the Bible today. The historical account of what happened to Peter and the rest of them who initially was appointed to tell the world about their experience, their testimony, about Jesus Christ. Nothing much has changed!

Note: The purple ray that you see in the picture that accompanies this writing is the purple love of Jesus. It is a blessing that He is placing on the 2 orbs inside of the red bubble. Those 2 orbs represent 2 people whom God has already married. There is a marriage under God and a marriage under man. You will know who these 2 people are, I’m told, in the near future. I already know. (I’m told to write this because of my self-doubt. It is dated now as everything else I’m told to write. It is for the sole purpose of revealing truth to me, personally, and to you. I can’t deny my self-doubt because I can’t see how this will happen, but in God and in Jesus, everything is possible. In Jesus’ name, Amen.)

 Crucifying Jesus†
  
 I'm part of the body
 ‒that of Christ†
 the head
  
 the bullying of me
 is the bullying of Him†
 the name calling...judgment
 of me
 is the judgment of Him†
  
 I am special
 for He† is special
 if am part of Him†
 He† lives
 inside of me
  
 for:
  
 I am in Christ†
 Christ† is in me
  
 you forsake His† name
 deny His† claim
 I shall speak‒
 all the same
 –for He† removed my chains
 as to peter‒
 the angel came
  
 you crucify Jesus†
 when you crucify me
  
 you ignore Jesus†
 when you ignore me
  
 your faith is tested
 ‒as mine
  
 I cry for you
 as your doubt...revealed
 no longer can you conceal
 a heart...wasted
  
 for:
  
 I am in Christ†
 Christ† is in me
  
 not just words
 someone once heard
 but forever in flight
 the light
 ‒the saving bird
 who gave His† life
 –to redeem the world
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‘The Way―Still in Dispute!’

Choices to follow is exactly that…a CHOICE! We don’t have to. That’s unconditional love. [Thou shall not kill? The Torah anyone? Hello! They killed Jesus, too! THOU SHALL NOT KILL! And NO ONE questioned/questions this!].

 The Way―Still in Dispute!
  
 two thousand nineteen years‒
 why...still questions
 why...still debates
 why...still doubt, disbelief
 when God† brings home‒
 unwavering tears
 that His† Son†‒
 still...not held dear!
  
 charges slammed against paul
 intended to maul
 by a people
denying the great hall
 for using them...veils in null
 to unleash a great stall
 against God†‒
 their voiced sword
was their draw
  
 oh! all these many years
 oh! so many useless tears
 ‒doesn't it feel a bit queer
 how evil continues its sheer
  
 after the sacrificing Lamb†‒
 God† gifted the Spirit†
 talking to us
as individual y'alls
 giving each...a different call
 instead of a slew of laws
 sending us to the wine
 –giving up to the ways of crime
  
 teaching us byway of paul
 there's one...love
the final law
 still...a crawl instead of a walk
 ways known better‒
 according to the dark
  
 all because...their attitude
in pissed off
 didn't...yet...thaw
 ‒God† using them
byway of the cross
  
 freewill...unconditional love
 they decided to withdraw
 spreading their anger
 like a slithering little claw
 not seeing
their self-inflected flaw
  
 years and years
spreading across the world‒
 their instilled fear
 as they tried to silence paul
 40 years, 40 years, 40 years
 ‒plus more years
 we don't live that long anymore dear
 ‒and questions rise?
 ‒isn't that a bit queer!
  
 as Jesus† rose above the law
 these people stripped love to raw
 spreading hate, egging hostility
 ‒'til rape, greed, murder
sincere's fall
 got up from crawl
 ran with come on y'all!
  
 the way to God†...in halt
 arrogance, ignore...their insult
 instead...the way to God†
the law
 they opened...wider
evil's vault
 for it
making everyone do summersaults
 happy in their material pursuits
 laughing at God†‒
 as they bang the wall
 mocking God†, cursing His† Son†‒
 at the drop of a jaw
 studying His† words‒
 pondering, pondering
 questioning, questioning
 instead of actions...good deeds‒
 allowing suffering to spread
 ‒becoming common law!
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‘What Says You’

I am woman and my faith is my Choice!

 What Says You
  
 defiance in its true nature
 reaches those too immature
 to know the difference
 ‒a veiled struggling creature
 avoiding words of the one
true teacher
  
 over two thousand years ago
 blood fell on hands‒
 those in the know
 as they began to sow
 deceptions made
of silver and gold
 dawning black hats and robes
 ignoring what Jesus† came to show
 choices of ignorance
they choose
 ‒God† released His† grasp
His† hold
  
 time slips in its venture
 here and there...new adventures
 ‒words remain
from the one and only teacher
 He† will come
without another lecture
 He† will come
in storms of weather
 they'll be no guessing‒
 go on being the hater, the abuser
 you won't have to wonder
 when it's time‒
 you won't deny
the presence of the creator
  
 so go on...go!
 be the reason
for destruction...hold
 be thoughtless and bold
 He's† coming!
 He's† coming
absent silver and gold
 He's† coming to decide‒
 who stays, who goes
 who rises, who He† shall behold
  
 152...a good number to consider
 ignore...it doesn't matter
 He's† never been the taker
 ‒a constant in giver
 lessons, tests‒
 giving all chances in reconsider
 now His† patience is on the damper
 time is over...in chatter
 get on your knees‒
 be the prayer
 change your heart
to the honest giver
 repent in matters of sinner
 ‒time in choose
is now on the ledger‒
 no turning back‒
 He's†  becoming the taker!
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‘Testing Will’

Testimony: One of God’s messengers. Saying YES to the Big Man Upstairs…no matter what! My 4-year journey for love, no matter the consequences!

 Testing Will
  
 He† knows me deep within
 He† knows I'd give in
 then...feel the guilt of sin
  
 He† held me
within this evil den
 all along–
 as I felt alone and abandoned
 as I cried and cried
struggling, fighting
 –evil's bid to win
  
 four years in this brethren
 a feel of insanity's hymn
 negative thoughts...pounding
 smothered in foreign emotions
 evil aware of the reason
 –knowing
the purpose of my season
  
 sometimes
losing it without praying
 lost in extreme's commotion
 at me...came every explanation
 learning my self
in its manipulation
  
 evil tried to win
 it tried everything
 digging its teeth within
  
 my angels were fighting
 holding me in their wings
 'til I was in delivering
 –my will weakening...strengthening
 a day-to-day variation
 –wanting it all to end
  
 this sixth sense
gave its warning
 the stay kept on coming
 along with each
secretive manifestation
in hiding
 as anxiety and panic
kept attacking
  
 my self-esteem
furiously stripping
 burying me in ignoring
 playing in my sexuality–
 what was left
of its intention
 through emotional baiting
fight's annihilation
 this dizzying world
kept me sinking
 'til my hands
living in jittering
 my eyes...blurring, drying
 my hair in constant falling
 my weight in agonizing gaining
 my chest in heavy palpitations
 my body lost
in fatigue's aggravation
 my mind fighting negative
horrid inventions
 my mouth became
acid's salutation
 from yelling, screaming
foul annotations
 to a vicious appeal
in chanting
  
 I held on tight
to the calling
 knowing...soon...it was ending
 pleading and begging
 praying and sleeping
 dreaming and imagining
 –holding on to
the coming glorification
  
 packing and moving
 God's† quick verification
 to do it
even through questioning, doubting
 –it all wasn't fabrication
 or some childish exaggeration
 but a purposeful delivering intention
 –a message coming through....
 fighting evil's blocking mechanism
 for a soul in saving
 me: a favor in returning
 as God's† hardened instrumentation
  
 I took it in breaking
 codependency's formulation
 –holding on tight
to God's† coming verification
 all...
leading to enlightening, awakening
 a coming out
spiritual connection
  
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