Note: The photograph was taken November 11th when we were sent the Avenging Angel in the sky.
Vastness of Discourse
it never fails
tiny bits...adds up
to the vastness
the Lord† showing His† face
only to be disgraced
the loaded gun of control
–in their seamlessness
nineveh...your given symbol
truth of its legacy
–a failed heart
in its self-destructiveness
you aren't any better–
your stripping cadence
forgetting then adhering
–never knowing truth
in all its easiness
this lure of money's faithfulness
has again...trapped you
not knowing truth
'why am I here'
your constant weariness
due to the end result–
the control of you
the seekers of the doers
keeping you sedated
over and over
you...not seeing God†
His† endless process
thousands of years
captured by your hunger
sexual, murderous mutilation
the connection of oneness
(December 19, 2010)―I was a little girl. My mother was sitting in her chair on the edge of the seat. I was standing in front of her. My back towards her, sort of leaning on her. Her arms around me. Daddy is stooping in front of me. My eyes are even with his. He has his arms up and he’s looking up. He has his fingers in my hair, moving my hair around. I feel the liquid running down each side of my face. He’s trying to clear the path so he can see the damage done.
I don’t remember the pain. In fact, I don’t remember much more than that. I know the scar is there on top of my head. I know what mama told me. My little sister and I had bunk beds. We were taking turns running and jumping into the bottom bed. My head clipped the board of the top bunk.
During this spiritual journey I’m on…or should I even say that because this journey will not end…many things are revealed to me. Memories are slowly awakening to show me things. Like last night, the scar. There’s more to it…that more changed my life forever.
There was a trial going on at the time of this event. As for as what I know there was this store, two young black boys walked in, robbed it and killed the couple who owned the store. I don’t know the facts about any of it. I do know that my daddy was one of the jury members on that trial. It was a big deal. That’s all I remember. What was revealed to me is this: I was his little girl, bleeding. He was so anxious to talk about the trial that he wouldn’t bring me to the hospital. I was little and I had blood dripping down my face with this big cut…it was big, the scar is still very visible and apparent…and he could careless. He was focused on hatred, gossip, and glory that he was on this jury panel. His hatred outweighed any love or concern for his little girl. That is how the spiritual world works for me…they reveal to me the heart of a person.
I had forgotten the ugliness of this day. It changed my life forever because my eyes became open to truth…even as a little girl. From that day on, I was never the same. This is the day my questioning self was born! I began to pay attention, or rather, it was pointed out to me the ‘do as I say, not as I do’ concept…hypocrisy in all its ugly forms. This made me different…I just didn’t understand it as I was growing up. I just knew I didn’t fit in anywheres.
This day also did something else: I learned betrayal. Even though I wanted to trust after that day, I never could fully trust anyone. From that day forward, I lived on the surface of life…hiding the depths of me. It was supposed to be. God had to teach me, show me truth way before I asked for it. I was always going to write for Him. I learned during this revelation that everything we do is connected. Everything!
That day…God began preparing me to see traditions, their lies…for one day, He would have me writing against it. Those very people, who betrayed me from the beginning, would betray me in the biggest way, and through them, God would reveal what being the sacrificial lamb is. He would reveal to me the heart of racism, the heart of abuse…all the reasons for such evil. God is in charge.
Growing up in church there was this saying, ‘I’m going to have a Nineveh said.’ I never exactly understood this. I don’t think I still understand it fully, but Nineveh was saved when the king heard Jonah, only for another king to fall 125 years later. They listen, then they fall. Maybe having a Nineveh said is praying for the rise from the fall. After all, Jonah…the name means resurrection. It is only fitting that what was revealed to me about my childhood was revealed now. It has everything to do with resurrection. We learn about ourselves. We face everything in our past and realize that without it, we wouldn’t be going to where God wants us to go. Everything that He brought us through was a symbol of where He has always going to take us…as a world and as an individual.
The following Scripture, Nahum’s prophecy against Nineveh, is like everything else in the Bible, symbolic. Have you ever wondered why such events were included in this one book which God calls His book? Do you really think it’s all put in there for some historic account? If so, you are a fool and don’t know God at all. These events were written down as they were written down, in such the way, and in included…for God was the one who chose them…for a reason….not just to have it included. These Scriptures aren’t just for the biblical times of it. In fact, if you aren’t aware, every time is BIBLICAL. It’s just really simple: God thought He only needed to say it once! He had it all written down so that He didn’t need to say it again!
Do you know what got in the way? As if you have to ask: Power, Control, Greed…all those lustful things that silly men think will take the place of God. They really don’t get that God put them in those positions…that God is in charge every step of the way. You…the human being…have a choice: Follow them or not. The easy road or the one less traveled. Remember: Everyone is invited but not everyone gets in. It’s a choice.
The Scripture: Nineveh…the Assyrians. Aren’t we still experiencing their wrath? Back then, they skinned and boiled their enemies alive! Not pleasant people. These are the same people whom Jonah…you know Jonah and the whale…saved. Shame we don’t learn from history. No, we like to pretend it didn’t exist, and then repeat it else where. We like to say the history professors and history books lie. We like to blame. Do you know that when you blame, you are blaming God? Maybe you should read for understanding instead of reading to say you’ve read that or have something irrelevant to discuss at parties trying to make yourself look smart. Truth…no one likes that very much. In denying truth, everyone is also denying God and Jesus!
Note: [A little background information] Nineveh: an ancient city located on the eastern bank of the Tigris River, opposite the modern city of Mosul. It was the oldest city of the ancient Assyrian empire and its capital until it was destroyed by a coalition of Babylonians and Medes in 612 B.C. The name Nineve is of Arthurian origin. The meaning of Nineve is “the lady of the lake”.
Preface―An oracle concerning Nineveh. The book of the vision of Nahum the Elkoshite.―Nahum 1:1
God’s Wrath Against Enemies―The Lord is a jealous and avenging God; the Lord takes vengeance and is filled with wrath. The Lord takes vengeance on His foes and maintains His wrath against His enemies. The Lord is slow to anger and great in power; the Lord will not leave the guilty unpunished. His way is in the whirlwind and the storm, and clouds are the dust of His feet. He rebukes the sea and dries it up; He makes all the rivers run dry. Bashan and Carmel wither and the blossoms of Lebanon fade. The mountains quake before Him and the hills melt away. The earth trembles at His presence, the world and all who live in it. Who can withstand His indignation? Who can endure His fierce anger? His wrath is poured out like fire; the rocks are shattered before Him.―Nahum 1:2-6
NOTES: The Lord is a jealous and avenging God; the Lord takes vengeance and is filled with wrath. The Lord takes vengeance on His foes and maintains His wrath against His enemies….God’s in Charge. The visions. His wrath is coming. It doesn’t matter when, it is coming. The visions He sent to me aren’t directed towards any 1 country, although He points out the United States in my writings since the beginning. He’s not particular pleased with this country. I think the truth in how God feels will be truly felt soon. Pay attention because man will try to convince you that’s it’s not God. I’m telling you…the plates will shift left.
He also stressed this issue of His vengefulness on November 9th by putting the V in my hair and pointing out what is coming as in the cracks and oil and waves, and on November 11th when He sent us the Avenging Angel.
He is sending the same message over and over. Read my work going backwards from this one, and you’ll see. The writing for ‘Prophecy’ covers the Joel and Joel pretty much says the same things as Nahum. In this message, He is focused on drugs and what it does and how man has used this to control His people. He’s not happy.
Nineveh Has Refused Mercy—The Lord is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in Him, but with an overwhelming flood He will make an end of Nineveh; He will pursue His foes into darkness.—Nahum 1:7,8
NOTES: Within this Scripture, as in all the Scripture, God tells us over and over the same thing. It seems like we would have gotten it by now. I mean we are smart. We are advanced people. Here’s the kicker: Man introduced drugs into society. This wasn’t by accident. Man wants you controlled. Drugs was the way to do it. Of course, God gave the formulas to test man. Do you see their choice? Now, they messed so much up because their control got away from them…that now power…all their friends…are controlled and they are being controlled and this one and that one…they messed so much up that no one truly knows who’s in control. Oh, they forgot the most logical one: God. All their drugs and chemicals polluted not only His vine, but also His lady. You people just screwed up. Face the music…because its coming if you like it or not!
On a personal level, we each have an individual responsibility: Accountability. We have to take responsibility for our own actions first. We have to look within ourselves first. The Lord brings you down to the darkness, but He will bring you out. How? ASK! Then invite Jesus in. It’s IS that simple.
Capture While Army Drunk—Whatever they plot against the Lord He will bring to an end; trouble will not come a second time. They will be entangled among thorns and drunk from their wine; they will be consumed like dry stubble.—Nahum 1:9,10
NOTES: If you are from cane country then you know what they do to the fields after harvest: they burn them. The political scene today is not good at all. Here in the United States, they are so worried about crucifying another human being in public that when God’s wrath comes, they’ll all be in shock. Is D.C. less than 200 miles from the coast? Just wondering.
Stubble: Noun: the cut stalks of grain plants left sticking out of the ground after the grain is harvested; short, stiff hairs growing on a part of the body that has not been shaved for a while, especially on a man’s face.
Sin of Sennacherib—From you, O Nineveh, has one comes forth who plots evil against the Lord and counsels wickedness.—Nahum 1:11
Sennacherib: (died 681 B.C.) king of Assyria 705–681; son of Sargon II. In 701, he put down a Jewish rebellion and laid siege to Jerusalem, but spared it from destruction (according to 2 Kings 19:35). He also rebuilt the city of Nineveh and made it his capital. Meaning of Sennacherib name: Bramble of destruction.
Judah’s Vassalage Will Cease—This is what the Lord says: ‘Although they have allies and are numerous, they will be cut off and pass away. Although I have afflicted you, O Judah, I will afflict you no more. Now I will break your yoke from your neck and tear your shackles away.’—Nahum 1:12,13
NOTES: He brings you there. He will bring you out. Ask. Invite Jesus in. It’s your choice.
Completeness of Destruction—The Lord has given a command concerning you, Nineveh: ‘You will have no descendents to bear your name. I will destroy the carved images and cast idols that are in the temple of your gods. I will prepare your grave, for you are vile.’—Nahum 1:14
NOTES: I guess so…they burned and boiled people alive! Do you see the Aztec Indians around or any of those ancient South American Indian tribes? Ever wonder why? The modern man is pillaging in other ways. Do you really think you can keep on? Earth is not going anywheres. Man is. Don’t you understand that?
Judah Will Be Safe―Look, there on the mountains, the feet of one who brings good news, who proclaims peace! Celebrate your festivals, O Judah, and fulfill your vows. No more will the wicked invade you; They will be completely destroyed.―Nahum 1:15
NOTES: Vows. God came through for the Jews over and over. God came through for the Hebrews over and over. Enough said today on that. Fulfill your vows…this phrase is in the Bible a lot. There’s a reason. Do it. Whatever you said to God in your despair, when you were on the floor crying, do it!
Destruction To Restore Israel—An attacker advances against you, Nineveh. Guard the fortress, watch the road, brace yourselves, marshal all your strength! The Lord will restore the splendor of Jacob like the splendor of Israel, though destroyers have laid them waste and have ruined their vines.—Nahum 2:1,2
NOTES: Again…as in everything the Lord has told us, everything is not what it seems. There are always two meanings: the world lesson and the individual lesson. The vines are us! Those responsible for putting drugs on the street, for murders, for rapes, for evil shit, you are going to the pit. Do you know what that shit means? You are pillaging God’s people. All you governments…look around you. Do you really think that God isn’t watching?
The fortress is your body. The road is that which you face: Everything. Brace yourself…strife will come your way…marshal all your strength…and fight! Stay true to the Lord, don’t forget Him when you are down there and He will see the truth in your heart, the value of you and raise you up. You must accept His Son as your high priest. I am in Christ. Christ is in me. The vine…you can NOT forget that you are part of this vine. If you forget…the other gate is open.
Details of the Fall—The shields of his soldiers are red, the warriors are clad in scarlet. The metal of the chariots flashes on the day they are made ready; the spears of pine are brandished. The chariots storm through the streets, rushing back and forth through the squares. They look like flaming torches; they dart about like lightening. He summons His picked troops, yet they stumble on their way. They dash to the city wall; the protective shield is put in place. The river gates are thrown open and the palace collapses. It is decreed that the city be exiled and carried away. Its slave girls moan like doves and beat upon their breasts. Nineveh is like a pool, and its water is draining away. ‘Stop! Stop!’ they cry, but no one turns back. Plunder the silver! Plunder the gold! The supply is endless, the wealth from all its treasures! She is pillaged, plundered, stripped! Hearts melt, knees give way, bodies tremble, every face grows pale.—Nahum 2:3-10
NOTES: Do you truly believe that this was written just for these certain people, to be placed in a book then have you memorize it over 2,000 years later for nothing? Really? Hold on…it is coming!
The visions. His troops. You will soon know. ‘Stop! Stop!’ they cry, but no one turns back. Plunder the silver! Plunder the gold! The supply is endless, the wealth from all its treasures! She is pillaged, plundered, stripped! Hearts melt, knees give way, bodies tremble, every face grows pale….Earth. You have pillaged her. He needs to repair her. She is stripped. God’s Will will be. And you will know it is Him!
Atrocities Will Cease—Where now is the lions’ den, the place where they fed their young, where the lion and lioness went, and the cubs, with nothing to fear? The lion killed enough for his cubs and strangled the prey for his mate, filling his lairs with the kill and his dens with the prey. ‘I am against you,’ declares the Lord Almighty. ‘I will burn up your chariots in smoke, and the sword will devour your young lions, I will leave you no prey on the earth. The voices of your messengers will no longer be heard.’—Nahum 2:11-13
NOTES: God uses the lion a lot in the Bible. Do you really think that He’s used the lion all through the messages He sent just for those in this particular country? You pillaged those who are helpless with your introduction of drugs to the streets. You made them fall to your control and they don’t even see it. You blocked their minds from hearing the Lord. You ravaged their bodies by desecrating them with your drugs. You casted the Lord’s people out for your wealth and greed. He’s coming. His wrath is walking. The button’s been pushed. He’s coming to undo all your wrongs and to punish you for what you have done.
Guilt of Bloodshed—Woe to the city of blood, full of lies, full of plunder, never without victims! The crack of whips, the clatter of wheels, galloping horses and jolting chariots! Charging cavalry, flashing swords and glittering spears! Many causalities, piles of dead, bodies without number, people stumbling over the corpses—all because of the wanton lust of a harlot, alluring, the mistress of sorceries, who enslaved nations by her prostitution and peoples by her witchcraft.—Nahum 3:1-4
NOTES: city of blood…do you think He used this just to use it? What is the city of blood? Do you really think it’s just one particular place? Are you that naïve? You who destroy lives…city of blood. You who have made those homeless without homes, without health, without love. But you still don’t see. You see money in your banks, power in your hands. What you fail to see is those things: Money and power…won’t get you in the right gate.
The crack of whips, the clatter of wheels, galloping horses and jolting chariots! Charging cavalry, flashing swords and glittering spears!…The visions. Need you now ask who His troops are?
Many causalities, piles of dead, bodies without number, people stumbling over the corpses—all because of the wanton lust of a harlot, alluring, the mistress of sorceries, who enslaved nations by her prostitution and peoples by her witchcraft….Read it again and again. The visions. He has shown you what He is talking about. Who is her? Don’t you know? Your power and your greed and your money. Your lust. Your fall to evil thinking you are good, thinking nothing will come to harm you. It is not of this world that you need to worry about. There is another world in which you go to once your soul leaves Earth. Once you leave the destruction in which you caused. You pay the price for that…there’s no running from it. There’s nothing you can do. You will see the bodies. As I have seen them. As God has shown me in the visions. It is coming. He has shown us all over and over in all the writings and photographs on God’s Mercy, but you are blinded.
Same and Disgrace—‘I am against you,’ declares the Lord Almighty. ‘I will lift your skirts over your face. I will show the nations your nakedness and the kingdom your shame. I will pelt you with filth, I will treat you with contempt and make you a spectacle. All who see you will flee from you and say, ‘Nineveh is in ruins—who will mourn for her?’ Where can I find anyone to comfort you?—Nahum 3:5-7
NOTES: Nations. The world. He said that this would be a test for ALL nations, not just one or two. Certain countries are going to suffer worse. What are you going to do? Are you going to move to create more wealth? Are you going to use the death of millions to build your bank accounts? Are you going to build monuments as you’ve done before? Are you going to spend millions and millions of money on the dead? He’s expecting that. He knows already. He is a God of the living…NOT the dead. He’s watching to see what you will do for the living. Your bank accounts won’t make their way to the pit. I assure you.
Fate Same as Victims—Are you better than Thebes, situated on the Nile, with water around her? The river was her defense, the waters her walls. Cush and Egypt were her boundless strength; Put and Libya were among her allies. Yet she was taken captive and went into exile. Her infants were dashed to pieces at the head of every street. Lots were cast for her nobles, and all her great men were put in chains. You too will become drunk; you will go into hiding and seek refuge from the enemy.—Nahum 3:8-11
NOTES: You pillaged His earth. You pillaged the weak and the sick. You are killing children and raping them and making a mockery of His word. Do you really think He’s going to allow this to continue? You have put invisible chains on so many people. All of you who were put into high places…you are held accountable for them as they are held accountable for themselves. You didn’t sound the alarm. You didn’t help those whom God put in front of you. You blamed. You stole. You raped. You killed. You imprisoned. You will know it is Him. He will leave you without doubt. It is only up to each individual to accept that truth. It is only up to each individual to know where the true power lies.
Assyria’s Vulnerability—All your fortresses are like fig trees with their first ripe fruit; when they are shaken, the figs fall into the mouth of the eater. Look at your troops—they are all women! The gates of your land are wide open to your enemies; fire has consumed their bars. Draw water for the siege, strengthen your defenses! Work the clay, tread the mortar, repair the brickwork! There the fire will devour you; the sword will cut you down and, like grasshoppers, consume you. Multiply like grasshoppers, multiply like locusts! You have increased the number of your merchants till they are more than the stars of the sky, but like locusts they strip the land and then fly away. Your guards are like locusts, your officials like swarms of locusts that settle in the walls on a cold day—but when the sun appears they fly away, and no one knows where.—Nahum 3:12-17
NOTES: The fig tree is spoken about often throughout the Bible. Here’s a little analogy: When I was a young girl, we had a number of fig trees in our yard. Us girls, me and my little sister, would pick the figs and sell them for twenty-five cents a gallon. Mom would make preserves and jams as well. The fig trees made us itch, so we’d wear long pants and long-sleeves, which was really hot in the summer time. We’d always go pick them early in the morning before the birds could come and eat them. Wasp was our next obstacle. The wasp loved the figs and there was always wasp hanging around. Their stings would make my hands swell up and they would hurt really bad. The trees weren’t that difficult to climb in the center for the inside branches were thick and strong. But the outter branches were a different story. There was this one tree by the carport and we’d climb up on the roof to get to the higher and outter thin branches. At that time, we had a shingled roof and it was really hot up there. In other places, we’d use daddy’s ladder, which was old and had a broken step, but we made do. I actually paid for my high school graduation ring by picking figs…one quarter per gallon at a time. My parents paid for my sisters’ rings, of course they went with the regular ring people at school. I didn’t like their rings, and Mom said if I didn’t buy from them, then I had to pay for my own. It cost to be different.
You can’t really shake a fig tree and have the figs fall like olive trees. When figs fall from the tree, they are usually too ripe to keep. They are all mushy. Dad would push us to get the figs picked before that happened. The eaters…the wasps and the birds and the ants…we had to work diligently before the figs fell into their mouths. We had to be strong and suffer through the heat and the itching. Isn’t that something!
Everything is connected. Everything that we do is teaching us how to be what God is building us for. Man, in all of its need to control, gets in the way of what God wants. Of course, God is always in control. We experience poverty, the streets, hate, bitterness, drugs, death, abandonment…and the good shepherds are few. Oh, there are a lot of bad shepherds. They want you to believe that you have to be this holier-than-thou deal for you to be saved. They are only fooling themselves. Of course, the bad shepherds are only in it for themselves. Do you read history? It will astonish you. The bad shepherds are doing what they do because of the governments and such…all to keep that control!
Many hate people who write this stuff. Truth. No one likes that much.
Draw water for the siege, strengthen your defenses! Work the clay, tread the mortar, repair the brickwork!…You are the clay. You’ve got to heal. You’ve got to take the responsibility and learn the truth, live by the truth. Oh, there are so many out that that want you blinded to the truth. I’ve seen so many angles of this…sad. You were brought down to strife for a reason. Everything happens for a reason. There IS a bigger plan for you. So many out there want you to close your mind up…giving you drugs and drink, filling your mind with psychological bull shit. All to control you. All to have a nation…across the globe…with little robots walking around in control. Free thinkers are ostracized and condemned…hung on an invisible cross. You are NOT a robot. You are a child of God. You have a mind of your own and it is really powerful. Learn to use it.
grasshoppers, consume you. Multiply like grasshoppers, multiply like locusts!…Then there is the locusts again. God just had me write about the locusts in ‘Prophecy‘. Locusts eat things up…like what eats up the figs when they fall naturally from the tree. He’s sending His warnings in so many ways. Things are coming to a huge change. It will be not of man’s hand. God gives us time to fix our ways. He’s not asking you to be some robe-wearing clown. He’s asking you to heal. He’s asking you to sound the alarm. He’s asking you to become part of the vine and produce the good fruit. He’s asking you to fully understand what ‘I am in Christ. Christ is in me.’ means. He’s asking you to understand His process.
like locusts they strip the land and then fly away. Your guards are like locusts, your officials like swarms of locusts that settle in the walls on a cold day—but when the sun appears they fly away, and no one knows where…Oh that secretness! Oh all those lies! Hiding because they are so scared of truth! All those who caused all this strife in the world, sitting there in your mansions, driving your fancy cars. Shame you can’t see who really IS in charge. There are two gates being opened. You have to decide which gate your soul will go through. Eternity is a very long time.
fire has consumed their bars….Interesting choice of terms. What are the bars?
World Will Celebrate Fall—O king of Assyria, your shepherds slumber; your nobles lie down to rest. Your people are scattered on the mountains with no one to gather them. Nothing can heal your wound; your injury is fatal. Everyone who hears the news about you claps his hands at your fall, for who has not felt your endless cruelty?—Nahum 3:18,19
NOTES: Those in charge of nations, schools, man-made churches…you are failing. You have denied the one power that can’t be denied. You foolish, foolish, people. The cycle is coming to an end. The mass rapture is coming. A change is coming, too. A war is coming which you can’t win with weapons. You all need to start taking care of the people. God has given enough on Earth to feed and cloth every human being. He’s given all the formulas for cures. He’s given everything that we need. Man has decided that he is more important than God. Man has decided not to believe in Jesus. Man has decided, with a mind that he didn’t create, that he is more powerful than the true Creator. Where…oh where did you get this stupid idea? Man…you have failed God. Man…you have fail His Son. Man…the button’s been pushed. Heed the warnings because it is coming because it’s God’s will. Amen.
It may come as a surprise, but God just recently had me write about Jonah…a few months maybe…when he first delivered the message to Nineveh…125 years before the above message from Nahum. These words are from God. He is speaking to you through me. You will understand the truth in that one day.