‘Give Me a Pulse’

Give Me a Pulse
 
a sacrifice on a cross
wasn't the only beat of the toss
‒opening up the vault
sent everyone in a summersault
seeing truly
who was righteous
who was false
 
adding to the one
with the highest pulse
adding ease
adding difficult
adding a given choice
to their final result
 
melchizedek sends word
as God† instructs the waltz
‒a judge to consult
love or a revolt
each has a cross
each has sins to exhaust
up and down
goes their waltz
then it's time to talk
‒take Jesus† along
for the walk
 
until the lesson's taught
each person is left
in sought
finding their own way
separately...together
‒but it isn't necessary
each is still caught
for the final result
 
all individual hearts
carefully weighed
measuring each scar
as its pulled out
the forgotten time-vault
‒waiting patiently
for the toss
 
the judge's final straw
a decision based on law
decided on your own draw

Note: Are you going to tell me it’s a camera trick? Are you going to tell me it’s normal for the human eye? I wonder. Because you would be wrong! These, the purple faces, are spiritual beings. Face it: You could be one of them one day. And depending on how you live is what determines your rank in heaven. These, the ones in the pictures, are extremely happy. They didn’t go to the pit! They are the eyes of God whom many prophets where shown in order to tell you! See more: October 7, 2019: Faces. God is testing all those who SAY they believe!

(October 14)―Thoughts. We are all basically on our own in the choices that we make. I was put into a very hard place over the weekend. I wrote a piece I haven’t published yet. I wanted to but the Lord says it’s not time. Instead this piece.

The Lord said at the end the young will be disrespectful. Yes. He also said in the writings He has sent to me that confusion will be vast. Yes. It is time for us to make our own choice. You have a choice to forgive or not. You have a choice to dishonor your parents or not. It’s not on them. My mother gave me so many reasons to dishonor her. I couldn’t. I would get mad at her, not speak to her for weeks, but then the need of her would come. I never, ever yelled at my mother, nor would even considered it, though at times I wanted to. I bit my tongue. She was my mother. My love for her outweighed anything she did to me. My father has been a different story. I saw the way he treated my mother. Everyone praises him. I don’t. I love him. I do. But I can’t honor him. So, I choose to forgive and let mom take care of the rest.

Instead of keeping me on this path of thoughts, the Lord moved me to truth…total truth. I’ve written many pieces about this, and it seems it is hard to believe to some because they are not taught this. I’m taught this by Jesus, and not only this. In the photographs, October 7, 2019: Faces, it was explained to me the hierarchy of heaven. It was also explained to me the fact that God is in Jesus and Jesus is in God and Christ is in me and I am in Christ. Do you understand this? God’s energy is in all of us. He tells us this at the beginning of the Bible that He has made man in His likeliness. That is why it is said that what we do with our bodies, we also do to God.

Don’t worry I was highly sexual, too, and I had that promiscuousness in my dark periods of life. I have questioned this, to the dry bone of it, to how can I be chosen to write for the Lord, for Jesus and do work directly for Him when I’ve dishonored my body, when I’ve sinned. What I talk about in ‘Give Me a Pulse’…we all have our test to go through before we are humbled.

Me…I had all these books to write for God and the only way to write them…truth…was to put me through sin. It hurt. It did. For a time, He had me flying so fast that I didn’t care or see the sin. That was the point. It was the coming down from that that He wanted me to write about. The pain of it. The hurt of it. I had to lose in order to feel the pain in order to write what He wanted me to write…absolute truth of Him!

Then it was to teach me, to break me down to nothing and rebuild me until I was totally ready to receive the baptism in the Spirit. That’s book 12! God’s way of doing things is a little different from our way. There are so many movies…movies, yes I said that…that get it right, then there are so many preachers preaching it wrong. Always remember the ‘if’ factor. People reveal the truth in books and movies as in fiction because they are afraid to tell you it’s actually non-fiction! They are afraid of putting some stigma to their name instead of truly putting faith to the test.

Jesus. I got condemned because I said there was only ONE king. There is only one king. God. There are so many ways Jesus is described in the Bible that even I get confused. In the Revelations, He describes Himself as the Alpha and the Omega…He is the judge! The highest priest, that whom we have to go through before we can see God. A strange occurrence for me because I heard God before Jesus. I heard God say my name before I heard Jesus! I don’t know what that means. I do know that I’ve learn I’m lucky to be still alive because I heard God say my name. He did say He wasn’t done with me. He did say that He was going to put me in the lion’s den and that He was going to be with me. He did. He was.

I’m sure there’s more to come.

Jesus. These Scriptures came after I wrote ‘Give Me a Pulse’…the pulse is Jesus by the way:

Christ Superior to Priesthood (This is talking about the order in Heaven)—

Christ’s Sacrifice—When God made His promise to Abraham, since there was no one greater for Him to swear by, He swore by Himself, saying, ‘I will surely bless you and give you many descendants’ [Genesis 22:17]. And so after waiting patiently, Abraham received what was promised. Men swear by someone greater than themselves, and the oath confirms what is said and puts an end to all argument. Because God wanted to make the unchanging nature of His purpose very clear to the heirs of what was promised, He confirmed it with an oath. God did this so that, by two unchangeable things in which it is impossible for God to lie, we who have fled to take hold of the hope offered to us may be greatly encouraged. We have this hope as an anchor for the soul, firm and secure. It enters the inner sanctuary behind the curtain, where Jesus, who went before us, has entered on our behalf. He has become a high priest forever, in the order of Melchizedek.—Hebrews 6:13-20

Notes: The hierarchy of heaven!

…it is impossible for God to lie…He has me thinking about this a lot. I want to cry at times, I do cry at times, because I have these doubts. His promise to me is great and, to me, impossible. He says that I’m human and that it is okay to have doubts. Jesus says that I believe and I haven’t seen any miracles to believe in. I say, ‘You are wrong.’ He laughs. Our belief in what constitutes a miracle is not what the spirit world constitutes a miracle. I believe because I’ve received gifts and quite a few. Now I believe because He brings me low to build His strength and I feel it and I know it and I don’t fight it, well…not all the time! God has told me many things and has given me many signs to say it is Him. He doesn’t lie. What He says will come to pass. He has already done things through me to prove this. The toilet paper. He told me to tell you to buy this back in October. Jesus said in January that we will be experiencing violence and we have. In the visions, California, Oregon and Washington were shown to me. In the writings at the beginning of this year, I wrote about the smell of smoke.

All of these have come to pass, so I can’t argue that what this promise He has told me will not happen. It will. And it scares me shitless! It does. I believe we pushed the Lord too far. I believe the time is coming, the time that He mentions over and over in the Bible, but it’s not the end. This I know for sure. I know that the judge is speaking and there IS a lot of people listening.

Priest Like Melchizedek—This Melchizedek was king of Salem and priest of God Most High. He met Abraham returning from the defeat of the kings and blessed him, and Abraham gave him a tenth of everything. First, his name means ‘king of righteousness’; then also, ‘king of Salem’ means ‘king of peace.’ Without father or mother, without genealogy, without beginning of days or end of life, like the Son of God he remains a priest forever.—Hebrews 7:7-3

Notes: Melchizedek. I call him M. He was a very, very important priest…the highest of priest who is still very powerful.

Melchizedek’s Superiority—Just think how great he was: Even the patriarch Abraham gave him a tenth of the plunder! Now the law requires the descendants of Levi who become priests to collect a tenth from the people―that is, their brothers―even though their brothers are descended from Abraham. This man, however, did not trace his descent from Levi, yet he collected a tenth from Abraham and blessed him who had the promises. And without doubt the lesser person is blessed by the greater. In the one case, the tenth is collected by men who die; but in the other case, by Him who is declared to be living. One might even say that Levi, who collects the tenth, paid the tenth through Abraham, because when Melchizedek met Abraham, Levi was still in the body of his ancestor.—Hebrews 7:4-10

Notes: Think about it…M came way before the 12 tribes! There was much before the 12 Tribes. Much before Noah. An old cycle. God allows us to see what He wants us to see. This…people don’t get. The earth was changed before this cycle. It will be changed again after this cycle. Has anyone figured out yet what are the 4 corners of the earth are? The earth is round yet there ARE 4 corners! I’m curious to this because at these precise 4 corners, the Lord is going to reconstruct.

M…all of the rules about priesthood were given to Moses way after M was gone! Does that ring any bells? Some things are hard to comprehend. Others are easy. As Jesus was and is always. As God was and is always.

Christ’s Priesthood—If perfection could have been attained through the Levitical priesthood (for on the basis of it the law was given to the people), why was there still need for another priest to come―one in the order of Melchizedek, not in the order of Aaron? For when there is a change of the priesthood, there must also be a change of the law. He of whom these things are said belonged to a different tribe, and no one from that tribe has ever served at the altar. For it is clear that our Lord descended from Judah, and in regard to that tribe Moses said nothing about priests. And what we have said is even more clear if another priest like Melchizedek appears, one who has become a priest not on the basis of a regulation as to His ancestry but on the basis of the power of an indestructible life. For it is declared: ‘You are a priest forever, in the order of Melchizedek’ [Psalm 110:4]. Therefore former regulation is set aside because it was weak and useless (for the law made nothing perfect), and a better hope is introduced by which we draw near to God.—Hebrews 7:11-19

Notes: For when there is a change of the priesthood, there must also be a change of the law…There was always high priests on earth. Always, and they were always powerful. Jesus changed this because these high priests weren’t making a dramatic affect on the people. Jesus was born in the tribe that weren’t priest for a reason. He was born outside of priesthood of man because He wasn’t appointed and would never be appointed by man! He was directly appointed by God. God put Him through sanctification through His own blood…Crucifixion…’basis of the power of an indestructible life.’

You are a priest forever, in the order of Melchizedek‘ [Psalm 110:4]….David…That would be King David who wrote this like 900+ years before Christ was born! This is how God works. He’s taught me this. I’ve written pieces that have lines, or just one line, come true. Like for my mother’s death, I wrote in early February 2018 a poem for her and one line reads something like ‘and none of her girls have to see’…and we didn’t. None of us three girls, who were with her night and day were there in her presence when she went home. This is how God works through His prophets and His dedicated servants!

I’m not bragging…or am I. I write for my creator. It’s terrifying and exciting and honorable and courageous and humiliating all at the same time. And He wants me to explain Him…how HE works. Like I’m good enough for this! He’s teaching me. So what I give you is what He gives me.

Here’s Psalm 110: The Messiah Will Be Priest and King (Of David. A psalm.)—‘The Lord says to my Lord: ‘Sit at My right hand until I make Your enemies a footstool for Your feet.’ The Lord will extend Your mighty scepter from Zion; You will rule in the midst of Your enemies. Your troops will be willing on Your day of battle. Arrayed in holy majesty, from the womb of the dawn You will receive the dew of Your youth. The Lord has sworn and will not change His mind: ‘You are a priest forever, in the order of Melchizedek.’ The Lord is at Your right hand; He will crush kings on the day of His wrath. He will judge the nations, heaping up the dead and crushing the rulers of the whole earth. He will drink from a brook beside the way; therefore He will lift up His head.’—Psalm 110

Therefore former regulation is set aside because it was weak and useless (for the law made nothing perfect)…Have you ever sat there and read the law? God was very picky about things. He is big on procedure. He has me doing things and there’s a specific procedure on everything or He will stop me…literally! His steps take time but, in the end, they make sense.

*Guarantee of Covenant—And it was not without an oath! Others became priests without any oath, but He became a priest with an oath when God said to Him: ‘The Lord has sworn and will not change His mind: ‘You are a priest forever.” [Psalm 110:4]. Because of this oath, Jesus has become the guarantee of a better covenant.—Hebrews 7:20-22

Notes: ‘The Lord has sworn and will not change His mind…I tried to get Him to change His mind on the promise He has made to me. This promise I have written about a lot because He wants me to so that when it happens you will know it was Him. I begged Him that it was not necessary. It is something I didn’t personally ask for. He says it is necessary because it will change me in a way that He needs me to be changed. He doesn’t change His mind on things like this.

It is the same as in the visions He sent to you through me. These things will happen. As in the dreams He has opened me up to see. I give them to all the people because it is by far too important to contain. You ignore them. You have shunned the Lord, even when you say you haven’t. Money has become your god. Jewelry, houses, cars, sports, entertainment, things have become your god. God asked me to walk away from it all. He asked me to give it all up. It was hard. I’m not bragging. I’m to reveal how He works. It took me nearly six years to give it all up. I moved things…THINGS…from one storage place to another, from one house to another until I exhausted all help. I wasn’t through moving. God was determined to get through to me. So moving me to another state served several purposes and one was to finally get rid of all the THINGS I kept holding on to. This week, my child threw it in my face that I let the house go. I didn’t let anything go! God said walk away. And I did. God said, ‘JOB!’ And I knew what He meant. He will give me my Job when He is ready, when He knows I’m humbled enough. He will allow others to enjoy my Job when they are humbled, and He WILL humble them. THIS is how God works!

Christ a Permanent Priest—Now there have been many of those priests, since death prevented them from continuing in office; but because Jesus lives forever, He has a permanent priesthood. Therefore He is able to save completely those who come to God through Him, because He always lives to intercede for them.—Hebrews 7:23-25

Notes: He is able to save completely those who come to God through Him,…word choices in the Bible are interesting and on purpose: GOD PURPOSE. ‘save completely’ is very interesting to me because God does not waste words. So this sort of explains to me the different functions of the tester (the punisher). More on this later. I’ve been writing how everyone on the planet has…HAS…to go through Jesus to get to God. There’s no other way around this. Sorry. There’s no gambling to be done. You either do or you don’t.

Christ a Perfect Priest—Such a high priest meets our needs―one who is holy, blameless, pure, set apart from sinners, exalted above the heavens. Unlike the other high priests, He does not need to offer sacrifices day after day, first for His own sins, and then for the sins of the people. He sacrificed for their sins once for all when He offered Himself. For the law appoints as high priests men who are weak; but the oath, which came after the law, appointed the Son, who has been made perfect forever.—Hebrews 7:26-28

Notes: If you read the law then you know there is a lot of sacrificing going on. We are talking about bulls and lambs and sheep and birds…yuk! I can imagine how it smelled. Yes, I have a smell thing! Jesus changed all of that by sacrificing His own self. He made that decision. He was before He came and He still is after He left! But He didn’t die so you can go do all sorts of sins then go kneel in some pew and say, ‘Jesus forgive me.’ There’s more to it than that. Your heart has to feel Jesus. He knows when you are lying boo! You are only wasting your time and breath if you can’t feel Him in your heart.

The one serious truth you need to be aware of is this: Jesus is truth. He already knows your sins. He’s no fool. Your heart HAS to feel Him. There isn’t this over and over sinfulness and hypocrite way of living. He knows you. He sees every sin you make. I did some really naughty things during my darkness, when David revealed this all to me, I was so embarrassed and ashamed, but he said don’t. Our sins are meant to be. God is humbling us. There are two things that has to come: Forgiving God for the places He brings us in order to humble us and forgiving ourselves. Forgiving God is easy. He’s won me over and I know He’s won many over. It’s the forgiving of ourselves that is the hardest. Many twist that around and blow it up on other people. Me…from my first meditation last year until the beginning of this year, I had to face all my sins and all the sins other people did to me. Jesus still keeps reminding me of all of this because I still feel unworthy of this calling. He made me see that I didn’t do anything drastically wrong, and the evilness of others has twisted my life to suit theirs, to make them look good. He said not to defend truth. Truth is. Those who are lost in lies have to go through their test. He said I can’t go through it for them. This is hard especially when it’s your own child, but I’m always reminded: If you can’t leave behind your parents, your friends, your spouse, your kids and follow me, then you don’t love me. Jesus said that. I believe. I choose Him.

Superiority of Christ’s Covenant and Sacrifice—

*Tabernacle A Pattern—The point of what we are saying is this: We do have such a high priest, who sat down at the right hand of the throne of the Majesty in heaven, and who serves in the sanctuary, the true tabernacle set up by the Lord, not by man. Every high priest is appointed to both gifts and sacrifices, and so it was necessary for this one also to have something to offer. If He were on earth, He would not be a priest, for there are already men who offer the gifts prescribed by the law. They serve at a sanctuary that is a copy and shadow of what is in heaven. This is why Moses was warned when he was about to build the tabernacle: ‘See to it that you make everything according to the pattern shown you on the mountain’ [Exodus 25:40].—Hebrews 8:1-5

Notes: Do you understand what is being said here? I’ve seen parts of heaven. It is real. There is a such thing as having the ability to leave one’s body and travel by the mind. You just have to learn how. The Spirit…oh! the Spirit is powerful but be faithful. It is not a good idea to invite the Spirit in and then…well…you figure it out!

All the directions given to Moses and Ezekiel were floor plans of a smaller version of what already exist. This you really need to understand. In one post I made, I said heaven is very far away and someone commented that I shouldn’t say this because it will scare people. Dghhh. Why shouldn’t you know this? It’s the truth. Heaven is very far away, but yet really close. David is in heaven, the kingdom, yet he talks to me in my mind, he can move my head, he can move my fingers. I felt him outside of my body. I heard him outside of my body. Yet, he is in the kingdom. Look at the September pictures, there’s a cage in my hair. Those are beings in that cage. One of them was my mother here on Earth, after her death! You figure it out.

I keep telling David, ‘They are going to lock me up for talking like this.’ He says I’m not. Why would they? Of course, my own daughter said I must be mental if I hear voices. I wonder if they thought that of Jeremiah? I can hear and I pass on the warnings as I understand them. What better thing to have then an advanced warning system so everyone can prepare? It doesn’t matter how long it takes before God comes through on what He said, you’re still prepared right? Every generation knows that they need to fear God first, they need to help each other no matter what, they need to reuse as much things as possible instead of waste, they need to learn God’s words and love Jesus, they need to reframe from sin, they need to have supplies to always be ready for a disaster…how bad is that? You want to know other things that aren’t as important! Like the weather, football scores, politic BS that are mostly lies! Why wouldn’t you WANT to know what God, your creator, says besides what He says in the Bible (And He does continue to speak. He doesn’t sleep.)? Oh, I know: those of the world, the testers, who are sent to confuse you and reveal your true heart. See, true hearts are listening and preparing! Look around! Notice how many true hearts are really in this world. Not many! The Lord did say: Many are invited but few will get in!

*Christ’s Covenant Greater—But the ministry Jesus has received is as superior to theirs as the covenant of which He is mediator is superior to the old one and it is founded on better promises. For if there had been nothing wrong with that first covenant, no place would have been sought for another.—Hebrews 8:6,7

Notes: I do talk more on this covenant, especially in book 12. This is when Jesus was teaching me. The first covenant taught the people what sin was. It taught them how to stay clean and pure. Jesus replaced all that nick-picky with one Royal Law: Love. If you love then you don’t want to do any of those sinful things.