‘Happy’s Gathering’ (Yeshuah)

This makes me cry not because I’ve been called but because of all these people who claim to believe but can’t recognize Their words when they are speaking. All this helps me understand how they didn’t see Yeshuah when He walked the Earth as man. They didn’t see Him even though they preached about Him!

Happy's Gathering (Yeshuah)

what purpose is there
of life

have you ever wondered
life's purpose
has it crossed your mind

it is I†, Yeshuah†
let Me† tell you

happiness

it is to find your place
where happiness lives
then acquire only what it takes
to live in happiness

how do you find happiness

it isn't hard
it is that place
between
who you are…and
what you do

the place where any need
to hurt anyone
is absent

that place where joy
reveals itself
completely

happiness yearns to be found
it revels itself
in joy

wealth in materialness
is not its home

it lives in wonder
it lives in comfort
of touch and of love

you cannot find its meaning
in materialness

its meaning lies in self
its connection to Me†
and to the Father†
in the deepest part
of the heart

in finding this place
use the very tools given
mastering what you do
with your hands
taking each day
and using it for the simple

enjoying a garden
reading a book
doing…

happiness is simple
healing the heart
begins its beginning

(August 19, 2022)—‘Happy’s Gathering’ was given yesterday, August 18. I didn’t post it until now because for a few days Yeshuah brought me down. I cried and didn’t eat much and I didn’t go into prayer, but I prayed. Then God brought my three children to me in video chat and I still felt this ‘dead‘ feeling, really said and I told Him that I didn’t feel alive, that there was no passion present. I felt like I did after my divorce where my heart beat but it was empty and I couldn’t feel anything.

I’m reminded this: I am strong when you are weak…Yeshuah!

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”O Blissful Summer’ (Yeshuah)

…the Most High does not live in houses made by men—Acts 7:39-53

'O Blissful Summer' (Yeshuah)

times approaching
be well on your journey
speak well of others
do well by others
no matter what they do to you

be kind and gentle
soar in wings of hope

let the past speak
don't forget it
heal from it
let its memory
just be a memory
that doesn't scorch
your soul

it is I†, Yeshuah†
teaching you
how to breathe life
into you

don't frail over
what others have done
to you
remember, go over it
in your mind
but accept it
[as] part of the experience
your journey to the light

don't let it conquer you
it is only memories
yesterday is gone
today is here
let today be today
breathe in its magnificence

awaken
so tomorrow will be today
a new thought
a new experience

the ways of the Father†
will be
each journey crossing another
forgive
use the words I† send
as a guide in hope
as a way to lighten the load
of another's trespasses

the sun is beautiful
as is the rain
the mountains and trees
lakes and rivers
grass and sand

take it all in
be in nature
feel its calmness

the pains of yesterday
let them not be today
but take them
help others get pass
their pain

smile 'o blissful child
let a bird sing to you
smell the flowers
and the trees
hear the wind
talk to you
feel the rain
on your skin

be well in all the glory
God†, the Father†, gives

a time is coming
a darkness so overwhelming
will plague the earth
for man is bent
on not redeeming himself
but instead
being his own master
instead of listening
to the one who is always true

He† holds back and lets go
the Father† has that control
He† knows when to hold back
and when to let go

know in yourself
tears are okay
anger is okay
but then let it go

each day is today
the importance of today
is vast
it is a chance to heal
it is a chance to do good
replace all the sins done

take today and make it yours
ask Me† to come into you
so that I† can show you
the way to the Father†

it is just

I† am as you are

take today and breathe
let the sunlight
hit your face
feel its warmth
bath in its light

happy are those
who feel the light
over all the pain
of yesterday

be well 'o child of Mine†
seek comfort in Me†
so that your today
goes well

it is I†, Yeshuah†
speaking of today
for I† give you today
to live and not die

peace

(August 19, 2022)—After ”O Blissful Summer’, He led me to Stephen.

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‘Dreams Upon Dreams’ (Yeshuah)

They don’t see Earth as God does. She is His lady, His footstool, His creation. The Potter’s clay constantly evolving. She matters more than you. You respect her. He respects you. It is that simple.

Dreams Upon Dreams (Yeshuah)

imaginations are vast
there are good ones
there are bad ones
to learn the difference
takes humbleness

what is humbleness
it is simple
respecting earth
and all that she is

it is respecting people
understanding
the vast amounts
of differences
accepting

staying focused
on the Lord's† words
and all that He† says
all His† truth

not parts of it
to suit your situation
not parts of it
to make light
of your darkened thoughts

it is I†
the one that adhered
to all His† commands
as I†, Jesus†, had to give
new commands
but
staying with the old

I† had to stick
to His† word
the Father†
while giving new
by replacing old
with one
love

it is not easy
stripping a tradition
from under stiff-necked
people
who like how previous
generations
molded their own ways
into the Father's ways

these ways of man
are not the Father's† ways

these ways of man
all from the imagination
of man
their own ways
to make their selfishness
seem righteousness

it isn't

building on high places
sitting in high places
are ways of man
ways of the world
and the strongest way
to see what lies
in a human's heart

comfort can come
from many things
things don't breathe
they just sit there
monuments of stuff
not helping anyone

comfort comes from
what breathes

humbleness doesn't come
from things
it comes from what is
how you use the imagination
for the good of man
from all aspects
not some
all


if what you imagine
disrespects earth
in any way
but brings comfort
to man
by things
it is a defeated purpose
a helpless try
disguised in wealth
of the world

the poorest of the poor
have My† sympathy
if only they would ask
My† giving
is simple
to keep you humble
to keep your soul safe

it is not in riches
that you find this kind
of 'safe'

be well with your life
understand
right and wrong
adhere to right
even if wrong
the tempter's song
bullies you
teases you
right is the way
wrong is of the world

the imagination
a vastness of thoughts
has to be sorted
prayed on
and wondered about

just because millions
of people
want what you imagined
doesn't make it right

I† am He†
the one and only Son†
go in peace
then peace I'll† give you

(April 23, 2022)—I was awakened twice this morning. Once at 2:22 and once at 4:44. No joke. Then this morning I got 22 and 44 again. I’ve been up to ‘a thing’ lately. In fact, just the last few days. It’s a testing of sorts. I’m looking at buying a house. I’m not wealthy by any means. I live on a fixed income and I make do. In my mind, this house is extraordinary. I can have a vivid imagination and design beautiful things when I want or desire. It’s just that: Thoughts. What God has in mind, and I’ve always known, is simplicity. Humbleness. So, in the process of buying this house, which I’ve gone through the steps of the pre-approval process and picking a place that is simple, but being careful of what I asked for, because I’m fighting these thoughts of ‘much‘. It isn’t easy in the world that we live in.

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‘Give Me a Pulse’

The Lord said at the end the young will be disrespectful. Yes. He also said in the writings He has sent to me that confusion will be vast. Yes. It is time for us to make our own choice. You have a choice to forgive or not.

Give Me a Pulse
 
a sacrifice on a cross
wasn't the only beat of the toss
‒opening up the vault
sent everyone in a summersault
seeing truly
who was righteous
who was false
 
adding to the one
with the highest pulse
adding ease
adding difficult
adding a given choice
to their final result
 
melchizedek sends word
as God† instructs the waltz
‒a judge to consult
love or a revolt
each has a cross
each has sins to exhaust
up and down
goes their waltz
then it's time to talk
‒take Jesus† along
for the walk
 
until the lesson's taught
each person is left
in sought
finding their own way
separately...together
‒but it isn't necessary
each is still caught
for the final result
 
all individual hearts
carefully weighed
measuring each scar
as its pulled out
the forgotten time-vault
‒waiting patiently
for the toss
 
the judge's final straw
a decision based on law
decided on your own draw

(October 14, 2020)―Thoughts. We are all basically on our own in the choices that we make. I was put into a very hard place over the weekend. I wrote a piece I haven’t published yet. I wanted to but the Lord says it’s not time. Instead this piece.

The Lord said at the end the young will be disrespectful. Yes. He also said in the writings He has sent to me that confusion will be vast. Yes. It is time for us to make our own choice. You have a choice to forgive or not. You have a choice to dishonor your parents or not. It’s not on them. My mother gave me so many reasons to dishonor her. I couldn’t. I would get mad at her, not speak to her for weeks, but then the need of her would come. I never, ever yelled at my mother, nor would even considered it, though at times I wanted to. I bit my tongue. She was my mother. My love for her outweighed anything she did to me. My father has been a different story. I saw the way he treated my mother. Everyone praises him. I don’t. I love him. I do. But I can’t honor him. So, I choose to forgive and let mom take care of the rest.

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‘What Says You’

I am woman and my faith is my Choice!

 What Says You
 
defiance in its true nature
reaches those too immature
to know the difference
‒a veiled struggling creature
avoiding words of the one
true teacher
 
over two thousand years ago
blood fell on hands‒
those in the know
as they began to sow
deceptions made
of silver and gold
dawning black hats and robes
ignoring what Jesus† came to show
choices of ignorance
they choose
‒God† released His† grasp
His† hold
 
time slips in its venture
here and there...new adventures
‒words remain
from the one and only teacher
He† will come
without another lecture
He† will come
in storms of weather
they'll be no guessing‒
go on being the hater, the abuser
you won't have to wonder
when it's time‒
you won't deny
the presence of the creator
 
so go on...go!
be the reason
for destruction...hold
be thoughtless and bold
He's† coming!
He's† coming
absent silver and gold
He's† coming to decide‒
who stays, who goes
who rises, who He† shall behold
 
152...a good number to consider
ignore...it doesn't matter
He's† never been the taker
‒a constant in giver
lessons, tests‒
giving all chances in reconsider
now His† patience is on the damper
time is over...in chatter
get on your knees‒
be the prayer
change your heart
to the honest giver
repent in matters of sinner
‒time in choose
is now on the ledger‒
no turning back‒
He's†  becoming the taker!

(August 8, 2019)—My spiritual journey is continuing. I’m not really ready to talk about it but I’m sure there will come a day. Today, I was led to Acts…pages that I never marked up. I have been questioning my journey lately. I’m a woman…as a former Catholic…I asked: I’m a woman. What authority do I have to talk about such things? I’m not kidding. The Catholic church has re-positioned the woman below man for hundreds and hundreds of years. I’m lucky to have finally had my eyes opened to their cruel injustice…truly against anything the Bible teaches!

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‘Channel’

Don’t change your independent self because of another person.

 Channel
 
a bird flies when its free
it stagnates
in captivity
its colors blossom
in variety
fading in ambiguity
‒plucking them out
in atrocity
 
in nature...the act in free
all the same
in its facility
a trapping technicality
‒being free has its complexity
 
as a woman
in her diplomacy
giving true
to her effeminacy
when treated
with significancy
 
when she's satisfied
in her sexuality
she falls into compliancy
even in another's complacency
giving up her self-sufficiency
even her style in flossy
being, at first
blissful in buoyancy
 
as it goes...comes the decadency
becoming aware
of the deficiency
–a broken down fallacy
as she meets each exigency
 
outward...comes her adamancy
as gone goes her sexy
–an inward building pudency
her usual controlled diplomacy
loses its bearing
to rampancy
 
as goes the controlling austerity
saving-money hostility
‒slowly caving
in her impetuosity
 
attention...gone its notoriety
even her newly shaped nudity
once praised with delicacy
gone...with looks
words in vulgarity
stripping
all her sexy naughty
–leaving vagueness
in commonality
 
lack of interest
opens a familiarity
once ignoring
so much secrecy
once ignoring the mendacity
pulling forward
all its perfidy
as gone...all her sensuality
understanding
its diverted generosity
she becomes lost
in recalcitrancy
–the precious kitty lost
to lunacy
 
all for giving her free
to submissive captivity
for the awakening
of her sexuality!

(May 9, 2019)―It’s funny how life repeats itself when we don’t learn the lesson the first time around. The funny thing for me is that I wrote about this before. I guess it pays to write about it again. The woman and all of her charm and personality has a way of turning into the woman her man wants her to be. Hold on before you scream: That’s not true. I do have a very good point.

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‘Love in Action’

Actions, in spite of resentment, still say LOVE

 Love in Action
 
no matter the resentment
it was given then taken
actions of love
still...not just a must
but a do
 
it's all giving
without judgment
helping without faking
actions in love
doing
without needing a clue
 
it's helping another
without commitment
being truthful
without manipulation
actions in love
doing
for words are not enough
 
it's getting over
the resentment
‒those taking without
returning the give
actions in love
still...a beautiful mark
on the heart
in the making

(April 30, 2019)―Resentment. I’ve written a lot about resentment in Book 12. It’s part of the codependency deal. A codependent will give and give without thinking of themselves and then they begin to resent it because they carry the expectation of being given in return. Of course, the given in return doesn’t happen most of the time. A codependent is a bit fucked up in a sense because of this expectation.

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‘What Comes Out’

Anger: How changing this one emotion can change your entire life!

 What Comes Out
 
she weighed
the things she's said
‒those retaliating words
she weighed
the things she's done
thinking it all hard love
but it was anger
‒acting out
over another's danger
 
what makes you do
these things?
 
she pondered the question
the only answer: retaliation
she bowed her head
in confession
responding to those living
in secret
putting her in the dark...deeper
 
she weighed
her lost of control
‒all man things took their toll
grabbing at her in hold
her...letting it all
use her in bold
 
anger's put her in the red
shaped thoughts in head
then actions without thought
knowing the wrong
in every heart beat
then came further heat
 
she weighed
all these things
knowing too late always rings
seeking truth
sets off anger in sing
it's her life
not just some fling
 
she sighed just a bit
thinking these things
anger's become a distraction
at times
giving satisfaction
‒the evil whore's demolition
 
she bowed her head
in greater confession
this her greatest sin
one...with‒
she no longer
wants to blend

control‒
a fight she's determined
to win
‒using gratitude
from God's† den‒
the only way to contend
‒be put in the light
from way deep within

(April 27, 2019)―There are 2 large garbage cans that came with the house I live in. When we first moved in, they were in the corner of the garage. The side where I park my car. My car door opens up to the wall side of the garage. I have boxes stacked in there, which I never unpacked also on the side where I park my car. About a month ago, we were told by the landlord that we had to clean up the backyard. After the winter, the pine needles and pine cones had added up. So, in order to make my job a little easier, I moved the garbage cans to the side of the house, inside the metal gate. Since, they were out of the way in the garage, I moved over some boxes, which made getting out of my car easier.

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‘Hidden Treasure’

Discovering the hidden treasure in yourself!

 Hidden Treasure
 
I found it
in the mince of broken
it was afraid and hidden
an abundantly harvested token
‒over used and forsaken
 
I took it in
without fear's notion
‒not even feeling a demotion
I bathed
in its scented potion
rolled around
in its storied creation
 
I overlooked‒
its wicked formation
for I saw‒
a different translation
‒one that needed
a believer's gratification
one with a heart-filled formulation
 
I listened
to its every beckon
sometimes, in stages of drunken
 
all around...deemed it poison
something to be shackled‒
in a far-away prison
 
I threw out‒
traditionalized opinions
nothing stuck‒
rotten or forbidden
its scent just heightened
‒nothing could be wrong
or mistaken
 
I moved like lightening
intentional burns‒
gone...forgotten
‒days passing slow, steadfast‒
good ridden!
I drove it‒
to an endless vacation
‒whatever conviction
out...came my eviction
 
I smiled as I saw its rising
all my stops...fully opened
pulling it out of hopeless‒
with my inner-most motivation
‒a darkened star had risen!
 
I fought everything
in grand petition
every inside concentration‒
I put aside
rose to the occasion
‒with the fierceness of driven
this hidden treasure
overcoming every treason
to become the lamination
of a new generation!
 
stop!....
 
reveal
came its different ideas written
all avenues taken‒
off records...stricken
–beating all those defeating‒
overcoming...petitions
a losing validation!
 
I lost to its mention
‒there...in its private station
came to life‒
its own treasure hidden
in all its careful motions‒
belts and strings
forcefully tightened
 
I craved to be enlightened
–nothing valued...given
anything to elevate my vision
halted in moments of frighten
 
I fought constant bent roads‒
tried to straighten
tried to remember each lesson
through all that glistened‒
it had its own secrets woven
‒knowledge in listen
mixing up pointless decisions
taking all the forgivens
icing them‒
in the forever of frozen
 
yes, I found it
in the mince of broken
it was afraid and hidden
an abundantly harvested token
‒over used and forsaken
 
but all the good of will‒
off...steadily shakened
breathing‒
living a horrid token
in anger's hidden conviction
‒all that's been stolen‒
on others
its constant reliving
 
it found its way‒
in rebuilding
using knowledge given
slashing‒
all help's salutations
keeping to itself‒
a stolen formulation
‒to avoid sharing‒
treasures hidden
as I sit
in lost wanderings–
moments
I took it
out of forsaken
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Commentaries: Matthew 13:44-46

[k. e. leger’s Note: This article and all that goes with it from biblehub.com is not originally written in the English language. It was translated and I will correct spelling and punctuation as in keeping with the meaning of their content. In some places, I had to let it be. I hope that you enjoy this piece anyway. This goes with my article title ‘Discovering the Hidden Treasure in Yourself’.]

Ellicott’s Commentary [Introduction]

The kingdom of heaven is like unto treasure hid in a field.—Probably no parable in the whole series came more home to the imagination of the disciples than this. Every village had its stories of men who had become suddenly rich by finding some hidden hoard that had been hastily concealed in time of war or tumult.

Then, as now, there were men who lived in the expectation of finding such treasures, and every traveler who was seen searching in the ruins of an ancient town was supposed to be hunting after them. As far back as the days of Solomon, such a search had become a parable for the eager pursuit of wisdom (Proverbs 2:4).

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