abuse – k. e. leger

‘Perils Unwrapped’ (God/Tattooed Skin Dream)

‘Perils Unwrapped’ (God/Tattooed Skin Dream)…If a man curses his father or mother, his lamp will be snuffed out in pitch darkness.―Proverbs 20:20; Listen to your father, who gave you life, and do not despise your mother when she is old. Buy the truth and do not sell it; get wisdom, discipline and understanding. The father of a righteous man has great joy; he who has a wise son delights in him. May your father and mother be glad; may she who gave you birth rejoice!―Proverbs 23:22-25

Perils Unwrapped (God/Tattooed Skin Dream)

you think I† don't see
you think I† am not here

I† see
for I† make My† prophet see
as well
to remind you peoples
of the world
your evils are seen
your rape of My† seed
your sacrifice of My† seed
your immoral displacement
of My† seed
your torture of My† seed
has angered Me†
beyond matters already
at hand

now! to change their assignment!
you filthy peas!

‒says the Lord Almighty God†

do you think I† approve
of your slaughter of My† seed?

I† shall slaughter you!
each and everyone
who brings harm to even
one strand of hair
on My† seed!

your evil is noted
I† gave you what you desired
you went through with it
now I† condemn you!

ALL! all peoples involved!
all peoples who's hand
suffered My† seed!

I† will torture you
in the same manner
for eternity!

satan has many rooms
and you are filling them up!
a choice you have chosen

why have you condemned
yourselves?
why can't you face the
truth and live?

you've fallen to the world
the world has swallowed
you up

I† accept your surrender
to the world!

My† people will know you
and shun you
all your slaves will
enter My† kingdom
including the prostitutes
but you 'o slaver
will perish in the fires
forever!

go 'o waves
brush against the mountains
mourn 'o refuge
for many have fallen
on the battle ground
and will never rise again

sing 'o peoples of the land
the time of nines advances
desires will continue
lust will continue
I† will see the strength
of My† people prevail

you 'o world are condemned
already?
work through My† people
work your hands raw

the strong will prevail
and they will sing
from the mountains
and from zion I† will hear

''o Lord, grant us salvation.'

and I† will grant them
salvation

all of My† wrath
will pillage the remaining
of the earth

and then you will know
I† am the Lord†
the Alpha AND the Omega!

Notes: The photograph David chose is from October 23, 2019: The Dragon and the All-Seeing Eye! There are no accidents!

(April 24, 2023)—I wanted to forget the dream. It was just too horrible and I don’t know why I dreamed it until this morning when I was told to write down the dream. I didn’t want to at first, I just wanted to forget it, but then He asked again and kept me from blocking it out. I could feel His anger as He gave the words, then He led met to the Proverbs below. For you not to understand that God is talking, you are a fool!

Tattooed Skin Dream: I saw this news report first. They were talking about another one missing and where. I thought they were talking about adults, then suddenly there was this little boy and this man treating him rough. I saw him walking, being yanked by the arm, then I saw the boy, who seemed 8 or 9 years old, in a trunk of a car, then treated bad again, then dead. I saw another complaining that it hurt.

‘Nothing’s ‘No More”

‘Nothing’s ‘No More”…You can talk all day long about these things, but if the very people who are not suppose to be doing it are doing it, then why not you do it, too.

Nothing's 'No More'

you can't make another feel
when lost is the deal

a heart you can't steal
when it refuses to heal

you can't live in a memory
‒be in constant harmony
without bringing calamity
to yourself
locked in your own history

...and...you can't just let it all go
expect to just flow
expect it all to turn to gold
‒have bank accounts
full of do'

you have to break the seal
what you managed to conceal

you have to relive its mystery
unlock its misery

take every memory…choke
'til your mind-set goes broke

you have to feel
every hurtful chill
you have to pull it all out
hand it
its final bill

sing it
write it
build from it

whatever it takes
rebuild from its hold
with a self so bold
‒that no more
lies corrode

instead
you're ready to share
lay your heart bare
be the gold
that pulls someone else
from the cold

Notes: The photograph is from November 11, 2019: The Avenging Angel. A powerful moment. The arrow moved down pointing to the V, the face is to the right. Simple. Yet powerful.

§Lament Over Jerusalem—‘O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, you who kill the prophets and stone those sent to you, how often I have longed to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, but you were not willing. Look, your house is left to you desolate. For I tell you, you will not see Me again until you say, ‘Blessed is He who comes in the name of the Lord’ [Psalm 118:26].―Matthew 23:37-39

(February 10, 2022)—I wrote ‘Nothing’s ‘No More” November 10, 2021. I received another writing from Jesus this morning and I feel perplexed in a strange sort of way. But it isn’t for me to question. I hear. I write. I give. But before I give, I have to clear my mind, so I continued editing this morning and ‘Nothing’s ‘No More’ was put before me.

I read my Facebook wall often. It’s distracting from what I need to do, but it’s also comforting oddly. We battle. We battle with weight. We battle with abuse and all its after-affects. We battle with not feeling loved enough. We are designed to be fighters.

Healing. This has been my subject, topic, from the beginning of all my writing. And it’s no longer a wonder for me, for I know from whom it comes from. This demand to heal. And you totally can’t become whom God wants you to become if you refuse to heal. That’s the bottom line.

‘Adaptable Indifference’ (Jesus)

‘Adaptable Indifference’ (Jesus)…Jesus said, ‘It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. But go and learn what this means: ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice.’ For I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners.’

Adaptable Indifference (Jesus)

why do you not touch My† words
do you not know
they are true and just

what is in this unbelief
that just because I've† chosen a woman
you prowl yourself away
ignoring because of her

don't you see
this is the very reason I† chose her
she wrote about abuse
no one was listening
how far is it to write for Me†

you don't stand up for those abused
no one stood up for her
no one stood up for Me† either
it's God's† will
testing a person's heart
will you give to that person
will you stand up for this person
will you help mend that person
will you endure and save this person

as I† demonstrate through My† prophet's life
people run at the first sight of strife
this isn't what the Father† calls for
He† has shown through the prophet
now I† tell you as well

strife test the most
it's fire
and many can't take the heat
it is that heat which pushes the hardest
gets under your skin
digs in deep
it wants you to give up
it wants you to walk away
it pushes and pulls
tearing at your very heart
making you the fool
to the outside...the collection

but it is the inside that matters
that push and pull
strife or the collection

'what will you do'

the easy answer comes easy
the hard answer comes hard
the harder the answer
the more confusion comes in
mixing the boiling pot
the heart carries the truth
listen
it is not always what you want
to hear
but it is the truth

the road to the kingdom
will not be the easy road
trust inside instead of out

—says the Lord Jesus† the Christ†
the first Son†
of the one, true living God†

Note: The photograph was taken in October 2019…in fact, October 3, 2019 at 13.56.22…the key: 22. I got 22 several times today. Jesus. David chose the photograph. It is in a set I did not publish.

(September 11, 2021)—Mercy.

Matthew (Levi) Is Called—Once again Jesus went out beside the lake. A large crowd came to Him, and He began to teach them. As He walked along, He saw Levi son of Alphaeus sitting at the tax collector’s booth. ‘Follow Me,’ Jesus told him, and Levi got up and followed Him.—Matthew 9:9; Mark 2:13-14; Luke 5:27,28 (Galilee)

Eating with Sinners—[Luke] Then Levi held a great banquet for Jesus at his house, and a large crowd of tax collectors and others were eating with them. But the Pharisees and the teachers of the law who belonged to their sect complained to His disciples, ‘Why do you eat and drink with tax collectors and ‘sinners’?’ On hearing this, Jesus said, ‘It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. But go and learn what this means: ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice.’ For I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners.’—Matthew 9:10-13; Mark 2:15-17; Luke 5:29-32

Disciples Not Fasting—They said to Him, ‘John’s disciples often fast and pray, and so do the disciples of the Pharisees, but Yours go on eating and drinking.’ Jesus answered, ‘Can you make the guests of the bridegroom fast while He is with them? But the time will come when the bridegroom will be taken from them; in those days they will fast.’ He told them this parable: ‘No one tears a patch from a new garment and sews it on an old one. If he does, he will have torn the new garment, and the patch from the new will not match the old. And no one pours new wine into old wineskins. If he does, the new wine will burst the skins, the wine will run out and the wineskins will be ruined. No, new wine must be poured into new wineskins. And no one after drinking old wine wants the new, for he says, ‘The old is better.”—Matthew 9:14-14; Mark 2:18-22; Luke 5:33-39

‘Give Me a Pulse’

Give Me a Pulse
 
a sacrifice on a cross
wasn't the only beat of the toss
‒opening up the vault
sent everyone in a summersault
seeing truly
who was righteous
who was false
 
adding to the one
with the highest pulse
adding ease
adding difficult
adding a given choice
to their final result
 
melchizedek sends word
as God† instructs the waltz
‒a judge to consult
love or a revolt
each has a cross
each has sins to exhaust
up and down
goes their waltz
then it's time to talk
‒take Jesus† along
for the walk
 
until the lesson's taught
each person is left
in sought
finding their own way
separately...together
‒but it isn't necessary
each is still caught
for the final result
 
all individual hearts
carefully weighed
measuring each scar
as its pulled out
the forgotten time-vault
‒waiting patiently
for the toss
 
the judge's final straw
a decision based on law
decided on your own draw

Note: Are you going to tell me it’s a camera trick? Are you going to tell me it’s normal for the human eye? I wonder. Because you would be wrong! These, the purple faces, are spiritual beings. Face it: You could be one of them one day. And depending on how you live is what determines your rank in heaven. These, the ones in the pictures, are extremely happy. They didn’t go to the pit! They are the eyes of God whom many prophets where shown in order to tell you! See more: October 7, 2019: Faces. God is testing all those who SAY they believe!

(October 14)―Thoughts. We are all basically on our own in the choices that we make. I was put into a very hard place over the weekend. I wrote a piece I haven’t published yet. I wanted to but the Lord says it’s not time. Instead this piece.

The Lord said at the end the young will be disrespectful. Yes. He also said in the writings He has sent to me that confusion will be vast. Yes. It is time for us to make our own choice. You have a choice to forgive or not. You have a choice to dishonor your parents or not. It’s not on them. My mother gave me so many reasons to dishonor her. I couldn’t. I would get mad at her, not speak to her for weeks, but then the need of her would come. I never, ever yelled at my mother, nor would even considered it, though at times I wanted to. I bit my tongue. She was my mother. My love for her outweighed anything she did to me. My father has been a different story. I saw the way he treated my mother. Everyone praises him. I don’t. I love him. I do. But I can’t honor him. So, I choose to forgive and let mom take care of the rest.

Instead of keeping me on this path of thoughts, the Lord moved me to truth…total truth. I’ve written many pieces about this, and it seems it is hard to believe to some because they are not taught this. I’m taught this by Jesus, and not only this. In the photographs, October 7, 2019: Faces, it was explained to me the hierarchy of heaven. It was also explained to me the fact that God is in Jesus and Jesus is in God and Christ is in me and I am in Christ. Do you understand this? God’s energy is in all of us. He tells us this at the beginning of the Bible that He has made man in His likeliness. That is why it is said that what we do with our bodies, we also do to God.

‘Words in Wisdom’ and ‘Removing of Chains’

We have to break those chains. If we constantly carry that pain and keep feeding it then we never achieve total peace. We have to be able to lift that hurt off of us.

(July 10)―Today, I was lead to Psalm 107 (included fully at the end of the commentary for ‘Removing of Chains’). From that, I was led back into the past and Jesus made me cry. An order I placed weeks ago came in today. It was a dress. It’s the third of six dresses that I ordered in the size 2x. I’m not really a 2x, but I’m not a 6 or a 10 or even a 12 anymore. The 2x dresses fit loose and they are comfortable…COMFORTABLE is the key word. Then I was led to ‘Removing of Chains’ written in 2012. When I got to the end of that writing, that’s when the tears came. And David saying, ‘Yes!’ When you read it, you will totally understand. It is included below, as this is long…an afternoon-sit-with-coffee-or-tea type of writing!

Words in Wisdom
 
look up to what's up
oppression happens
in the mind
over years, over time
it brings on despair
something that traumatized‒
and wasn't...at all...fair
 
it took from you
it robbed from you
of an innocence
leaving your mind
in distress
your heart
in confusion
‒it became your affliction
your personal calamity
though you refused to see
too young, too naïve
‒you just saw
it wasn't the way to be
 
so you learned differently
a game of hide and seek
that moved you
to disbelief
 
you threw away empathy
not caring‒
way down deep
‒you learned how to surface
keep things out of seep
showing simple compassion
without making a decision
or turning it into
an intrusion
 
instead you learned to lift
take it off of you‒
to a cause...shift
then bounce it back
‒whomever got a whiff
 
you aced the summersault
getting out of discomfort
byway of other's vaults
‒it's easy for you to stomp
whomever comes‒
revealing your faults
 
‒from your mind
you built a special cult‒
those who live
in the same confusion
‒truth is abruptly put
in halt
cast out...the door barred
in bolt
 
you learned‒
became the master
in shield
‒the enemy
the hidden iniquities:
the unfairness
the immorality
the unjust
the wrong
the evil
the viciousness‒
all that you blame
passed around
with emotions inflamed
 
‒are yours....

Note: The photograph was taken October 7, 2019: Faces. In this set of frames, David points the faces out to me. I didn’t see them before. He said I wasn’t ready to see them. I point them out to you as much as I can. He also points out other things, things that pass a message on. I discuss these messages on the page, just click the link. You can see or not. All I can do is present. I can’t help your unbelief or your pain. I can plant a seed and give it to God. May the Lord always be in your corner. Amen.

Both ‘Removing of Chains’ and ‘Words in Wisdom’ parallel each other and then to read Psalm 107, either written by King David or Asaph, it doesn’t matter. This writing was written in a time when God clearly made Himself known in big ways. Today, He does it in simple ways that people can see…at least, those who CAN see.

‘Death Groom’

The one thing that I did learn for sure: They hate anyone who wasn’t traumatized. In fact, they fantasize killing them or hurting them. It takes their own pain away.

Death Groom
 
it fell on their lips
‒a rehearsed transcript
among themselves
alone...in their thoughts
 
truth has its way
in profit
‒thoughts in doing it
everyone goes through it‒
doing away with toxic
beating it with a stick
in their face...spit
yelling at them
calling them dick or bitch
 
‒thoughts of the innocent
roaring out in conflict
then to God†‒
an all-in-it submit
 
it's what truth does
in contradict
that which adds to affliction‒
the afflict
reasons to be called
dick or bitch
 
I've been the victim
in the script
among evil's summit
the test in transit
‒taken almost..to it
 
places...playing out‒
taking me to the pulpit
with lies on their lips
their eyes following a skit
‒they were going to do it
 
but something stopped it
not once, not twice
but thrice
I was the object of it
I was the bait in trick
 
but He† stopped it
took me out of it
as they paid for it
sunk deeper down
into it
‒for even thinking it

Note: The Dragon and the All-Seeing Eye…October 23, 2019. I read in places where people associate the dragon with evil. God says, ‘I am.’ He is ALL things. He says, ‘I am the dragon.’ And He has sent the dragon twice. I didn’t go looking for this. David tells me when to go take the photographs. God sends what He needs us to SEE. If you see it, you are open to Him and know Him. If you can’t see, you are veiled from the truth because your heart is full of scars. If you want to be unveiled, you have to do the work of unveiling yourself! It IS that simple.

(June 27)―Things were revealed to me about my life this afternoon. I sort of knew this, but wasn’t sure. Now I know. After the revelation, I was instructed to write about it then I’d be shown the Scripture, hence, ‘Death Groom’. After I wrote it, ‘Open the book,’ and ‘Jonah’s Prayer’!

Jonah’s Prayer—From inside the fish Jonah prayed to the Lord his God. He said: ‘In my distress I called to the Lord, and He answered me. From the depths of the grave I called for help, and You listened to my cry. You hurled me into the deep, into the very heart of the seas, and the currents swirled about me; all Your waves and breakers swept over me. I said, ‘I have been banished from Your sight; yet I will look again toward Your holy temple.’ The engulfing waters threatened me, the deep surrounded me; seaweed was wrapped around my head. To the roots of the mountains I sank down; the earth beneath barred me in forever. But You brought my life up from the pit, O Lord my God. When my life was ebbing away, I remembered You, Lord, and my prayer rose to You, to Your holy temple. Those who cling to worthless idols forfeit the grace that could be theirs. But I, with a song of thanksgiving, will sacrifice to You. What I have vowed I will make good. Salvation comes from the Lord.—Jonah 2:1-9

My Lord brought me through all of what He put me in, as He used me as the ultimate test for others. The ex husband, the plantation and the sweet man were the three ultimate tests. Sure, there were an amazing amount of tests for me, and I, too, had to go through this ultimate test, but not like these three did.

‘Enclosed We Go!’

This isn’t a joke. I didn’t elect to spend all my free time writing all of this just for the sake of doing it to piss you off. God told me to write all of this. Did you hear that? He TOLD me!

 Enclosed We Go!
  
 His† wrath is coming‒
 ‒a sending of bull dogs
 with their spike-filled teeth
 growling at the innocent
 ‒playfulness...they seek
 in indecent
 inviting willing men
 hand in hand‒
 their spears
 their only needed weapon
 ‒confusing minds
 controlling every line
  
 His† wrath is coming‒
 His† words will disappear
 He'll† hide Himself† totally
 –from every hemisphere
  
 you'll search
 but you won't find
 unless you're one‒
 in the divine
  
 then you will see
 parts of Him†
 here and there
 leaving you hungry
 and thirsty‒
 begging around every turn
 'where is He†? 
 I need to know!'
  
 His† words‒
 will become your lust
 His† words‒
 will become your greed
 His† words‒
 will become your lies
 His† words‒
 will become your darkness
  
 ‒all the things you so love
 better than He†
 all that evil‒
 you will trade it all
 –just for one look!
 just for one tiny glimpse!
  
 how precious‒
 He† will become!
  
 after, He† closes
 Himself† out
 ‒leaves earth in destruction
 after He† hides
 He† will become‒
 ALL that you seek!

Note: The photograph that accompany’s this piece was taken on November 9, 2019, when God sent the Avenging Angel. He uses the light on my camera to show the coming night, night, and the coming dawn. He does this numerous times in the photographs on God’s Mercy. As His Seer, I’m instructed on what the changes in light mean in the photographs. God does not lie…and it IS God whom I’m speaking to!

(January 23, 2020)―I was led to Amos for the second time this week. There was something that the Lord wanted me see and I did finally. I had to include the entire Scripture concerning what Amos saw and heard so you’ll see how God reveals things through His prophets. But before…I have to release a little whoop-ass per say.

‘Wrecked Moments’ has brought out the judgment again. I can’t challenge this judgment or debate it. God and Jesus have already told me that you can’t debate truth. The truth IS and that is final! So, I won’t debate, but I will forewarn you, God always…ALWAYS…SEES everything that you do. There are two types of responses: Your thoughts and your acting upon those thoughts. Meaning you respond to your thoughts, thoughts that you are not really sure of, thoughts you think out of ignorance by action, by doing…so, if you respond by commenting on my pages, I’d be careful that you don’t blasphemy the Lord. If you need to understand what blasphemy is, then read ‘Tests of Worth’…God gives us a really good example of it. Here’s one sure thing: I write for God. I hear the spiritual world that is His kingdom. When you question you don’t know who I am talking to, you are questioning God. God is ALL. He is in charge of everything! You need to fully understand this.

‘Mechanical’s Return’

The worse mark on the heart: Malicious intent: refers to the intent, without just cause or reason, to commit a wrongful act that will result in harm to another. It is the intent to harm or do some evil purpose.

 Mechanical's Return
  
 I could tell you to heal
 it doesn't mean–
 I'm not gonna have to deal
  
 I've been fooled by men, too–
 saying they were real
 giving me all the deep thrills
 while kicking my ass
 on the treadmill
 –that looking-good-for-them
 became a perfected skill
 –to be honest–
 that inside need of mine–
 they never fulfilled
  
 I've been lied to by family–
 that bloodline...not sealed
 it's the worse manipulative
 battlefield–
 I've ever saw revealed
 –especially when your ex–
 helps the overkill
  
 it all adds up in life–
 becomes the great ball
 of surreal
 'did that really happen'–
 you asking yourself
 trying to peel
 all those layers–
 in betrayal's ordeal
  
 you move, then move again–
 time...trying to steal
 just to keep the heavy pounding
 in your heart...still
  
 you forgive all of them–
 a bit of goodwill
 done...you wipe up–
 every tear you spill
 alone...you move about
 doing the ordinary:
 eat, dress, clean, pay bills
 waiting for the phone to squeal
 waiting for:
 'I'm sorry'
 'I was wrong'
 'what was I thinking, please forgive me'
 'mom, I'm so sorry...you were right'
  
 but it never comes–
 even when the total truth...revealed
 you realize you're dispensable–
 you've been repealed
 all their shame–
 placed on your head–
 without having to drill
 –for them...it was so easy
 your whole life gone…killed
  
 of course, I know what comes next:
 it's all your fault–
 they'll claim you had control
 of the wheel
 they'll demand you get down–
 kneel
 pray, get saved
 to God†...appeal
 they'll shake you down–
 all done in freewill
 –you were put on a platter
 served up like choiced veal
  
 yes, I could tell you to heal
 your life...rebuild
 stitch together–
 all the parts of your quilt
 then put it all behind you–
 move forward–
 on an even keel
  
 but then...I'd be lying to you–
 I'd be better off
 buying you a cocktail
 take you...get some pretty nails
 put your hair in a ponytail
 then get ready...do some blackmail
  
 but then...you'd be no better
 than that betraying cartel
 you'd become just  a plain ole infidel
 –your soul...so easy to sell
  
 to heal...you yourself
 has to...outright...deal
  
 you gotta face truth–
 you're not the jezebel
 you're better than all they dispel
 you're stronger, wiser–
 ring, ring goes the liberty bell
 but first–
 you've gotta face the swell
 all that shit that put you in hell–
 you've gotta roll in its pungent smell
 you've gotta cry, scream, yell
 –get it all out
 in movements of a snail
 you've gotta face every detail
 learn why...in came...the fail–
 their destructive zeal
 –not anything...for long
 you can conceal
  
 then you're gonna bounce–
 that's right...bounce
 all that pain–
 you're gonna unveil
 forward....
 you're gonna willingly propel
 –the chains of your forced jail
 no longer for the regale
 –no longer...you...for sale
  
 after you popped those chains–
 you'll realize you fucking derailed
 all they tried to nail
 on your pretty little fingernails
 –you done exhaled
 you put yourself in prevail
 the mechanical tall-tell
 –the tipping of the scales
  
 you're gonna learn
 –on your own–
 you've done been rebuilt
 they can't even drown you–
 in the best of ales
 they can't even go
 to the court of appeals
 or on you–
 seek the navy seals
  
 you've become the real
 in deal
 for you didn't just heal
 you've become the truth–
 of the kneel!

Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken October 23rd, which revealed a lot through the spiritual world: the All-Seeing Eye (an interesting use of the gazebo to tell us that God sees all); the Dragon (The Dragon in Symbolization: The dragon, a legendary creature symbolizes protection, success, wisdom, loyalty, fearlessness, strength, balance, and immense possibility. Being the master of all four elements of Fire, Water, Earth, and Wind, it also embodies primordial power. Details of the Power Primordial Force is the primordial energy that originated everything – reality, time, space, life, death, matter, energy, and every possible and impossible concept existing and non-existing in the omniverse, from a single particular to the infinite omniverse….God revealing His power and that He is over everything); the cross, God’s use of His energy through the orbs; faces and images of those present…spirits; and the earth’s change coming. In this particular photograph, the All-Seeing Eye; the promise made to me in the pink bubble; and Jesus’ love or presence showing through in the purple light.

(January 6, 2020)―This morning: Write from the heart today. I was empty then full…thinking about the things people will do and say when they have a mark on their heart labeled: Malicious Intent. These thoughts that I write about today started yesterday with me taking myself out for dinner and listening to hypocrites talk about segregated pre-planned housing and how they didn’t want to mix with other people’s traditions and cultures.

‘The Sending of Lies’

‘…The new wine dries up and the vine withers; all the merrymakers groan. The gaiety of the tambourines is stilled, the noise of the revelers has stopped, the joyful harp is silent….’―Isaiah 24:1-23

 The Sending of Lies
  
 God's† mercy is upon thee–
 when asked
 for a place to be
 with a good-weighing heart
 –absent of deception and deceit
  
 pray that you see
 all the angels sent
 see to it...their time
 is well spent
  
 God† works–
 in ways mysteriously
 in the smallest set
 of flowers seen
 to the destruction
 of your security
 He'll† raise you up
 to free
 or bring you down
 to your knees
  
 the heart...a scaled commodity
 God† praises its divinity
 but first–
 He's† going to hand you over
 to the enemy
 –this...is life's certainty
  
 there are a few things
 He† needs to see
 it's the process of He†
 –seeing....
 'are you worth the light
 of eternity'
  
 so He† takes away
 the moon, the sun, the stars
 darkness becomes–
 your reality
 –destruction changes
 your me
 in mind and heart–
 you struggle in fighting
 –depending on His† variety
 which cross is your certainty
  
 there...down there....
 comes in the enemy
 setting your heart to stone
 confusing your mind–
 everything seems wrong
 –fighting your every bit
 of strong
  
 it'll offer you some peace
 it'll tell you to ease
 –you...it's sent to burn
 push you to the limits
 –see what decisions
 you'll enlighten
 in firm
  
 for years and years–
 it'll stick around
 tearing you down
 piece by piece
 it'll bring in–
 hurt, anger...even disease
 leaving behind
 the final key
 in destroying you
 with ease
  
 shame
  
 its ultimate end game
 –what's left behind
 the struggle
 of crossing the line
  
 God† is watching: patiently
 –the ask from a good heart
 sets the good vine apart
  
 'what will you do'
  
 as one by one–
 His† angels appear
 a ragged-out homeless chum
 a raging woman
 pushing you to dumb
  
 the looking glass–
 staring back at you
 the enemy enjoys its play
 it'll pull you further in
 welcoming you–
 in its den
 it'll send false friends
 put you into win
 –it'll build your pride and ego
  
 'those angels have to go
 this isn't...that kind of show'
  
 oh! no, no, no!
  
 your heart still confused
 –back around you go
 the same show–
 again and again
 as you keep on seeing
 every angel sent to you
 –forcing the enemy
 to drool
  
 'run..they're the fiends
 hide within
 shh...I'll bring you to win
 –all the world's possessions
 I'll bring on in'
  
 God† continues on watching
 tapping His† toes
 waiting
 sometimes...shaking His† head
  
 'oh my! back around again!'
  
 He† hears you beg and plead
 He† sees your heart bleed
  
 'oh that vine...so diseased'
  
 but...He† waits patiently
 for your heart–
 to finally heed
 –knowing the worse
 could very well
 lead you to the hearse
  
 the ultimate end game
 shame
 the hardest part to heal
 God† very well–
 knows the deal
 –shame carries
 the strongest seal
 –it's the humble
 that awaits
 after the stumble–
 the over and over rumble
 –for shame:
 destroys, steals, and kills
  
 it is the ultimate real
 that which breaks
 a man's strongest will

Note: The photograph that accompanies this piece was taken on October 23rd when God sent the first dragon and the All-Seeing Eye.

(December 30, 2019)—Shame: Again the poem came first this morning. This is really odd for me, especially since the Scripture usually inspires the poem. Instead the poem is coming, then I’m led to the Scripture that backs it!

Shame. This is the latest topic that has been a chief instrument in the writings. You can’t heal unless you deal with shame. That emotion that has you in chains, that which binds you. You can’t testify that you are not ashamed if your actions and words say it all. And I’m talking to the ones who need to hear this. Oh, it won’t be right now. No. The time is coming when you will NEED to hear this and just anyone won’t do. God will send you here…His words will be waiting.

‘Soulful Fight’

True love. When you’re willing do hard love to save another person…when you sacrifice your own self, your own heart, to force the heal, God sees. When you do that, you’ve done Jesus’ work…laying a foundation for His love to take over.

Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken on November 9th. The bride and groom. The sign of Jonah plays an important part in this image. Resurrection. Heal.

 Soulful Fight
  
 I went after the leprosy
 with everything I had–
 in my raging diplomacy
  
 as you crucified me
 I forced my eyes in see
 there was evil lurking–
 in supremacy
 it had you by the balls–
 sucking you up
 in turbulency
  
 so I forced the trenchancy
 put my own life–
 in uneasy
 fighting in urgency
 in a faith-based vagrancy
 using a ferocious vulgarity
 mixed with heart-filled tranquility
  
 it was a war in predominancy
 a constant in persistency
 with a Jesus†-driven prophecy
 in scripture proficiency
  
 I refused to give in–
 to its juvenile delinquency
 as it continued
 its obvious redundancy
  
 no...I had a certain resiliency
 a God†-powered superiority
 –a whole lot of
 bayou-girl tenacity
  
 I wavered all my
 constitutionality
 plus my respectability
 –my inward-driven notability
  
 yeah, I rebuked its notoriety
 with a whole lot of animosity
 a bit of flavored immaturity
 –a bit of raging hostility
  
 no matter the difficulty
 I broke its embedded dynasty
  
 all to save your soul
 from a firing eternity!

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