People do some really messed up things to us when they are desperate. And all you can do is sit back and watch and pray for them.
I should hate you
for your betray
but I don't
I should want‒
to humiliate you
call you crazy, insane
like you did to me
‒but I can't
I should despise you
want to lay‒
all your shit out
the truth...unlike you
who told lie upon lie
‒but I don't...I can't
I should resent you
and, at first, I did
now...I want to
‒but something's changed
I should want‒
to kill myself
over all the things‒
(each and everyone of you)
after all that's been‒
robbed from me
after all the names‒
you called me
after all your manipulation
‒but I can't
without family or a home
just empty dial tones
on a phone
my only connection‒
to do...all these things
all those wrongs
‒but I won't
I'll just go on
on my own
what you do
I forgive you
now I feel‒
sorry for you
for the things‒
for you don't answer‒
to pray for you
I should ask God†
to be with you
for He's the one‒
you answer to
to Him† I voice
then Jesus† carefully
I, like Him†...the lamb
for your darkness to hide
only...God† has eyes
He† saw all‒
so I should‒
go against you
but I won't...I can't
I am God's† child
every, single, tiny inch
of this journey's miles
I do what I should
not what I could
‒WHAT I SHOULD!
for I read His† book
He† taught me‒
bad from good
I don't have to just‒
give it a look
I know...in pure certainty
I do what my Brother†
I'm not leaving behind
what could be burned‒
I'm leaving behind
what'll be known‒
because I didn't
cross that line‒
that place where
and hope dies
Note: The photograph is from September 27, 2019: Love from Heaven. I titled that set of photographs that because it was love from heaven. I was having a hard time understanding what was being told to me. This trip, egged on by David of course, helped me get with my perspectiveness.
The following, written in February, is very interesting. I don’t know how this virus is affecting the world. As of today, I’ve kept my distance from the news as I as asked to. God is asking for the healing of the world. Since February, He has proven what He’s telling me is truth. He wants everyone to heal from their pain. It is your will, as in the work I published today, ‘Inhuman Love‘ [Jesus’ words in commentary].
(February 2, 2020)—This morning I sat drinking my coffee going over the reason I was the sacrificial lamb in my family. I went over everything that I’ve been through and then I said to the Lord and to David, ‘I don’t want to think about this anymore.’ Then I went to write. The title, ‘I Should’ came to my heart, so I asked the Lord to direct me to a Scripture that will help me write what was in my heart. And He did….
There’s always the ‘If’ factor! And here it is. God would have given the Israelites, at that time, anything. He would give you anything, but there’s the ‘if’ factor! Even myself.
oh! the human-driven hocus-pocus
so many seeking out
not even believing
in the rising of lazarus
‒let along Jesus†
they just laid back‒
not wanting another exodus
the actual olympus
but, oh! my....
in actions of oedipus
is...and always will be‒
part of the here-and-now focus
secrets tucked in closets
'what's in the dark
will be brought to light'
‒life in its living circus
brought out by a scourging virus
I could be the daring orpheus
but who gives a fuck
I'd rather hop a boat
ride a wave on oceanus
while my being's one
with the numinous
instead of listening
to what will fall under
Note: The photograph was taken on November 9, 2019…Certainty of Visions. You may not be able to see what I see. I’m called a Seer because God allows me to see things. I see…I SEE…a bride and groom! Couple that with the doves that I’ve been given personally and those in the photographs for all of us and what do you get? Does Jesus come to mind? He should.
(May 25)―I wrote ‘Dubious’ then was told to open my Bible. I shouldn’t be surprised anymore, but this is so amazing!
The toilet paper, amazing…God is surely the creator of all. Why wouldn’t He have a sense of humor!
Wipe Your Mess Away
you've been given council the Lord's† spoken without riddle but through His† usual way ‒that of the symbol
He's† preparing you having you buy staples‒ sanitation of your body as the indicating principle sanitation...circumcision of your heart ‒God's† precious sanctuary of His† almighty temple
He's† shown you His† ways in the bible He† sent prophets‒ giving you lessons‒ direct recitals you killed them you insulted them ‒then He† sent His† Son† who hushed your babble by performing miracles but Him†, too, you killed ‒then went on and babbled
as a people in general from the four corners you still don't see God's† principles
so He's† sent more riddles He's† sent more prophets He's† set in place...symbols to circumcise your heart before the visions‒ become more
wipe clean your trespasses turn to Jesus† ‒cleanse your sins away forgive...get rid of shame learn God's† process ‒stop judging, criticizing help the poor, the sick, the lame learn God's† truth ‒all laid out in the bible! ‒without having to babble
14)—I didn’t get it until yesterday. I was told the day before to go to the
store and get the makings for a vege soup. Okay…is
always my reply. The store was crowded with people. I felt like I was back home
and it was a couple of days before a major hurricane, only beer remained on the
shelf and the meats were being sold out. During hurricanes it’s mainly water,
canned foods and beer. We don’t buy out the toilet paper, ever! And during
hurricanes like Andrew, we’re sometimes without electricity for months so no
use buying out meat. The meat usually spoils!
The first message was on confusion. This one is on shame…i. e. narcissism. This isn’t a joke. This is straight from the BIBLE!]
Walk through Fires
like a sending of locust or placing emphasis on simple diagnoses of an incoming virus
it's all a simple token not any hocus-pocus just a lacking in trust of the power behind Jesus†
sit up and pay attention to the numinous ‒understand the happenings of judas then the coming re-focus shouldn't have you denying the promise
turn all your energy...inward focus on your resurrection in that...become victorious allow in the metamorphosis throw out the dubious and look at your own holiness
[Note: Also included in this writing is another Decipher. This time the Scripture is from Daniel. I should stress that the second time I was in front of Jesus Christ, He told me that I had a blessing coming. The ability to Decipher these Scriptures is the blessing. The first one I did I was allowed to share the whole process with you and that is included with the piece titled ‘I Am Truth’s Voice’ which also includes 3 direct messages from God and Jesus. Looking up the definitions of the words is easy, it’s choosing which definition is the correct one. This is where the blessing comes in. I’m guided. I am not in no way taking away or adding to the Bible, nor am I rewriting it. I’m simply revealing what is already there, but hidden. The Decipher included here I was not allowed to show you the middle step. I’m told you will try and concentrate too much on the process instead of the message.
All of these Deciphers, and I’ve done 3 so far, they take a very long time to do, reveal God’s process. I’m told this was revealed a long time ago and the person whom it was revealed it to took it and decided to be selfish, the psychology field was the result of this. This information was suppose to be given to the people for free. What’s directly from God Himself is not suppose to be used for gain or profit. So, He’s given this spiritual blessing to me and I’m to pass it to you. I will do what I’m instructed to do. Your criticisms and disbelief are your own. The first message was on confusion. This one is on shame…i. e. narcissism. This isn’t a joke. This is straight from the BIBLE!
I should note here that a couple of days ago, Jesus came and asked me if I understood my blessing. I said yes. He then asked me if I knew what a miracle is. I said yes. He told me I had a small miracle coming. David asked me later to describe to him what I thought a miracle was. I did. He said those were gifts, not miracles. So, I’m scared in a way. Anything is possible with God!]
It doesn’t matter the reason, false doctrine is false doctrine, and more people are following it than ever before.
times long ago when we weren't yet ready to go
a time when we had no control –a stripping of our solid gold
the place...where– began our fold the place...where– our freedom of self selfishly sold
–without us ever...being told
Note: The photograph that accompany’s this work was taken November 9, 2019, Certainty of Visions. God showing off His art. God time is not ours, but He warns through His prophets so that you may prepare because you do not know when His time is coming. And it IS coming!
22, 2020)—Before the age of 18, our inner makings change because of something
someone else did. It doesn’t matter all the wrong decisions we might have made
before that exact time when another person came into our lives and told us the
ultimate lie, and we believed it because we were too young to know the
single one of us has this moment.
I wrote ‘Wrecked Moments’ this morning before reading
anything, then I hear David say, ‘Open the Bible, I’ll lead you to the Scripture that
goes with that.’ So, I did. Amazing. The first letter Paul wrote to
Timothy from Macedonia to encourage him to not give up because there was a lot
of fools loose mixing up things. Not much has changed. In fact, many things are
worse; hence, what was pointed out to me today. As the commentarians of my Bible write:
Paul gives Timothy personal instruction and advice on
a variety of matters and warns him concerning both false doctrine and those who
would teach false doctrines, whose only goals in teaching is either making
money or achieving popularity.—The Daily Bible in Chronological
Do you really believe that God doesn’t speak to us anymore? How is it that the world’s society as a whole have come to this? Have you ever questioned this? Do you know why? Are you not concerned to the why of it? Just the answers to these questions should have you rattled.
Spilling of Blood (A Plea for the Innocent)
Lord†, is it of mercy as esther pleaded for her people that I plead for all the innocent all those defenseless souls struggling for hope as they are submerged in hate as they are submerged in the greed of others –innocent lives sold for sex as those buying and selling worship and praise– proclaiming it is all right in God's† eyes!
Lord†, I plead for them I beg for Your† hand to come to slam into these fools for stealing the innocence for robbing their dignity, their grace
Lord†, it's all over the earth every where I turn– I see beauty and nature but lying beneath this mask is what's smothering Your† love
condemned, I stand suffering with all the innocent pillaged, I withstand hate and angry words from those unhealed –those who cause strife those who spread bitterness
Lord†, I feel Your† heart I feel Your† disappointment I feel Your† disapproval –please bring comfort to all those putting their souls in Your† hands for their bodies are sold to the highest bidder all declaring it is right in God's† name!
Lord†, this isn't just one nation Lord†, this isn't just one people it's all over the earth the darkness has consumed them –God's† veils have reached the maximum they do not see as God's† prophets of the past deemed...to say it will be IT IS!
Lord†, Your† time is coming those with malicious hearts those will never be allowed to see –this, as God's† servant, I understand
Lord†, I ask for those in see I ask for those with good hearts –they stand the victims of the blind Lord†, I ask that You† continue to keep their hearts pure whatever comes to them– in their suffering at the hands of the blind give them the strength to remain in You† give them the strength– in all the wickedness around them– to understand Your† unconditional love give them the strength– in their given gift of free will to continue to choose You†, Lord Jesus† so that God's† kingdom will be their inheritance
as I write this– I humbly pray for the broken– those in the mince of their choosing may they make the right choice may their veils be removed and they see Your† grace they see the energy of God† all around them –bring them their salvation so when it's time a proper room will be prepared for them
help those weak in faith help those lost to the bad shepherds help them discover Your† truth help them see God's† wrath help them see why He† is so angry
as I write this– as a servant of God† I know this world will see worse I know the war is escalating
I humbly pray for the innocent I humbly pray for the good in heart I humbly pray for those fighting through the tests God† has them in
I humbly pray that they come to understand that God† is always in charge –all good, all evil God† is the Alpha, the Omega
I humbly pray that they come to understand what You†, Jesus the Christ†, meant by saying:
'everyone is invited, but not everyone gets in'
may the innocent take it into advisement: Your† hand is their only salvation
this my loving, gracious Brother† this my humble Lord Jesus the Christ† I ask in God's† righteous glory for His† wrath be spared to leave the innocent with humble hearts and lighted souls
this, God's† humble servant ask and beg for those who remain in You† for ever and ever amen
(January 19, 2020)—Since the middle of last year, I have been led to Esther over and over again, and each time there’s something new pointed out to me. Today was no exemption. The two Scriptures that I include here point out this: Standing up for the innocent. Standing up to the adversary, the bully, the mean people of the world.
Last night I was led to a documentary titled, ‘Iraq’s Secret Sex Trade’. I had no idea. I have been led to this abuse of ‘sex‘ since I began this journey. In the Visions, in the last of the visions, God points out this horrible truth. It was a horrible thing to write about and it was an even more horrible thing to see! He told me in the visions that these things were happening now. I didn’t want to believe that. So, He’s been showing me examples of all of it around the world.
To be a witness to abuse in its ugliness is the saddest of things. I have been saying that ‘everything is not what it seems’ and it has been pointed out to me over and over the truth in that.
‘You aren’t to pillage and force My covenant! Each person has to find Me and My Son on their own. PLANT SEEDS. Be graceful….’Another Direct Message from God!
A Bid for the People
I have sat here, my Lord† wrote psalm after psalm read Your† words over and over heard every word You've† sent
I pray they hear I pray they open their eyes I pray their hearts heal
have mercy on them, O Lord† show those who know You† the way show them Your† grace– through Your† Son, Jesus the Christ† give them salvation‒ for trusting in You† keep them safe and secure ‒help them understand Your† process help them to remain in Your† love
Lord†, there are many who still fight against You† they are still many persecuting‒ in Your† name there are still many persecuting‒ because of Your† Son†
Lord†, bring Your† wrath upon them ‒awaken Your† mercy for the people who honor You† give them relief‒ in the new coming year reveal to them Your† glory reveal to them Your† splendor
my heavenly Father† reveal Jesus the Christ† ‒His† love and His† salvation reveal His† enemy‒ to those who seek You† protect them in all ways ‒as the enemy comes to destroy I know it's Your† hand‒ upon them I know it's You† testing them please, Lord†, be easy on them for the enemy hates them ‒and they have remained faithful to You†
my gentle, everlasting God† in the wake of Your† coming wrath‒ pave the road to the kingdom's gate for all those gentle hearts who's day will arrive‒ without warning ‒release any pain that we see awaken their soul's to the kingdom's glory
in Your† coming vengeance‒ raise the children softly they have done nothing wrong ‒for all those eyes opened help them understand the glory of Your† love
for those struggling in death‒ Lord†, please guide them allow Jesus'† grace to fall upon them release the enemy's hold on them so they can purify their hearts unite with Your† holy sanctuary ‒walk from the darkness with upright, cleansed minds
oh, my precious Lord† bless this land on all the earth she is proof of Your† everlasting wonders from the mountains to the plains from the deserts to the seas all the animals of the wild all that lives in the sea place Your† glorious hand on them ‒for their innocence is beyond measure
Lord†, I know Your† unending power I understand Your† pent-up anger I've seen the coming storm Lord†, the innocent fight evil every day they conquer deceit and manipulation they survive the thieves, the rapists and the murderers Lord†, bless them‒ save them from their grief help them understand Your† love help them feel Jesus'† gentle arms around them
my almighty Lord† my eyes weep for the lost‒ their pride has consumed them their idols have taken control of their hearts their politics mean more to them‒ than Your† strongest wrath they have succumbed to their fall as shepherds misrepresent You† they have fallen to the glitz‒ of a shepherd's stage ‒to those leading them from Your† truth
Lord†, I don't know how to pray for them I meet resistance I meet anger and hate I meet the words of those of the world ‒who set my emotions in a dizzying swirl
Lord†, condemn me at every turn I can't force myself‒ to speak against them ‒their hearts are just weak their strength has left them ‒they hold no guns in their hands Lord†, their malice...are just results‒ from their own pillage so, I give them to You† they deserve Your† love the most ‒for their suffering here on earth is deep they aren't the worse on earth they're just lost‒ in their sea of grief ‒hand them over to Your† Son† let Him† give them a shake ‒a chance for redemption before Your† wrath comes to shake all the earth
Lord†, be with all those suffering in disease their cross is their burden ‒man has egged on their pain at no fault of their own so ease their pain put acceptance in their hearts help them see the kingdom‒ which is more glorious than all the earth
Lord†, my almighty Father† bring Your† wrath upon the true enemy‒ the greedy corporations ‒the very hand the enemy plays we, Your† people are innocent‒ of the blood they shed we, Your† people honor You† ‒unlike them who deceive and manipulate ‒all for money that does not last
Lord†, be with the true silver and gold that which You† created‒ to think of You† to feel Your† love ‒in all these words I write I pray for all Your† people‒ who stand tall in strife who run towards, not away‒ terrors of the night who aid the hunger, the weak the suffering who put others before themselves who follow the truth of love ‒that of Jesus the Christ†
Lord†, humble us all protect us in the sight‒ of Your† wrath protect us after it passes against the false against the hate ‒all evil to come help us see the true nature of the heavenly kingdom ‒the throne that You† sit upon
all of this, my Lord† prayers for the people as a new decade falls upon us without seeing the truth of Your† mighty hand
in love and devotion to Your† Son, Jesus the Christ† in true gratefulness in Your† glory ‒this, Your† faithful servant pleads to You† for Your† people forever and ever. Amen.
Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken October 23rd when God sent the first dragon, the All-Seeing eye, the cross in the sky, the daisy again, the faces and images of the spiritual world and the Dove, the sign of Jesus!
(December 31, 2019)—‘You aren’t to pillage and force My covenant! Each person has to find Me and My Son on their own. PLANT SEEDS. Be graceful. What is this attack on the Jew? Who gave you the right to take matters in your own hands? You are but a tiny spec in My eye. This is the Lord, Almighty, the One and only God. I put you on trial, you simple servant. Who gives you power to take matters in your hands? Did I pass on My glory to you? You are but a bug in My eye with your self-directed wrath. Look at your skin…does that tell you that you are My people? NO! It tells you you have skin. I will unleash My power on you, you small little bug. You are not listening to My Son. He will judge you accordingly. The scales are out. Hearts are to be weighed according to each’s pillage of another human being. Peace. How is you striking another human being peace? Who told you to do so? Who told you it’s My order to pierce another human being? Who told you you can condemn another human being? Peace. Love those near you. Listen to My scribe. You are not honoring My name. Come to My throne. My kingdom is mighty. Erase your sorrow. The vine is drying up and needs water. The hungry are starving, they need the good, best meats. I see the leopards deceiving My people. I see all. This is your One and only God. My Son speaks. Listen to Him. He is the only judge. He is the only judge. Do away with your condemnation. Strike yourself in the chest…all nations….strike yourself in the chest! Listen to words I have sent. My love outweighs My anger. My wrath will strike. Only My wrath! Your self-induced power will not save you. Listen or bid farewell.’ The Lord has spoken.
I saw a
video with these young black boys attacking a Jew and the caption stated that
this has been happening all over New York. This has been bothering me. There,
clearly, on the video were these black boys doing exactly what was done to
young black boys in the early part of the 19th century by another ethic group.
This really bothered me.
‘…This child is destined to cause the falling and rising of many in Israel, and to be a sign that will be spoken against, so that the thoughts of many hearts will be revealed….’—Luke 2:25-35
blessed is He† within me for another child will be born one to be consecrated by God† to help those in harm ‒for His† first born came His† spirit remains in truth...for all's salvation
He's† building His† army seeds planted to save His† love spreads pulling all who answers from the dead
His† good shepherd will come against all odds bring true love in sum opening wide the gates of the kingdom ‒with his gentle seed he'll plant the helper the one who'll come to empower His† church stripping evil of its game ‒for Jesus'† spirit in him...will remain
the good shepherd will join his wife ‒a marriage in God's† eyes paving the way‒ together...a boy and a girl born to an aged mother who's granted favor by the holy Father† who'll be guided by Jesus the Savior†
born will be a family to aid...fight the enemy ‒no evil...with them will take company ‒for Jesus'† hand will wrap them in holy
blessed will come this new birth extending Jesus'† hand healing the broken fighting the enemy as God† begins the journey ‒calling some home then deciding the inheritance‒ only His† tribes to share
holy, holy the almighty Lord† embraces what's to come growing His† kingdom spreading love through a sum ‒the good shepherd made from a sinner paving the way ‒his seed's coming to say
'two gates are opened'
then he'll help the way for those choosing Jesus' Way
Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken December 10th. The baby is at the left bottom of frame. This is just one of the babies God has put in the sky for me to photograph.
(December 25, 2019)―This morning I opened my Bible to Acts then closed it. With tears in my eyes, I asked God my usual question, ‘What do You want me to write about?’ But I added this: ‘Since I’ll be doing this for the rest of my life.’ I opened my Bible again and the Scripture pertaining to John the Baptist and Jesus’ birth. This is no accident.
I read through it, then ‘Within Me’ bled on the page. I write what I hear. I know I head this clear. God has been showing me a baby for a while now. This baby is not Jesus. Go look underGod’s Mercy. He has put a baby in the sky several times. No, I’m not pregnant. I don’t even have a boyfriend. It is still clear that God is pointing this out to us. There are things that are being revealed to me that I cannot tell yet, but I will eventually.
this all really going to happen? I know God. Yes, it will happen. When? I’m not
God. His time is not ours. I am His messenger. I write what He tells me. I
don’t doubt that it is Him and Jesus that I talk to, although I question it all
the time. God is in charge. He can make us hear
what He wants us to hear. He can make us see what He wants us to see. So, no matter who is talking to me, it still is God. For He
is in control! I fear God. Whatever He wants from me, He gets. If you don’t
live your life this way, then you should question why.
the words in ‘Within Me’ this morning,
the day we celebrate His Son’s birth, for a reason. He directed me to this
Scripture to tell me, ‘Yes, Karen, it is I you
are talking to.’
‘…Are there not twelve hours of daylight? A man who walks by day will not stumble, for he sees by this world’s light. It is when he walks by night that he stumbles, for he has no light.’…—John 11:5-16
Note: The photo that accompanies this work was taken November 9th. Jesus love as it is told to me, as I believe what I’m told.
In Good Faith
I pillaged my sorrowful soul filling up an empty bankroll with dried-up tears in cold trying desperately to unload ‒tiring moments in fold
then Jesus† comes in‒ pulls my restless body from the cold shows me there's no loopholes in this faith-bearing role
He† directs me over and over prophets, disciples, apostles‒ all forced down the foxhole doubt lingering under a microscope all needing signs ‒the tiniest of pigeonholes
'I know...but please give me a porthole'
as God's† faithful heart knows humans must fight the trolls signs needed for the role so easy...to show who's in control
not offended...He† abides His† chosen souls ‒erases doubt emptying of every bit of the cajole
(December 8, 2019)―The story of Lazarus. That’s where I was brought yesterday. But I wasn’t told to post it yet, instead after prayer with David, I was instructed to get my nails done. I’ve been wanting to do this, but I kept putting it off. My nails get quite long and when they reach a certain length, they get really hard and when one breaks, it usually breaks by the skin part, which hurts. And that…the nail parlor…is where this story led me.
Deal! Lies kill. Lies destroy. Manipulation and living a fake life…God sees ALL!
God† brings in tests evil, the prince of sin freely plays for the win –it's all testing each person involved in each test
who's going to lie who's going to hide who's going to fall to ego and pride who's going to confess ease their soul to rest
who's truly the enemy in disguise in captivity –on their backs a haunting spirit lost in unrest
who's going to pass blame who's the target of their aim who'll seal it with a kiss of a snake's hiss
God† uses each for each's test –those fallen to the hiss covering up their sin for secrets shh, hush, hush are best protecting their darkness as they steal innocence –do whatever it takes– blacken a stolen light
God† sends in the hardest tests –the devil's unquenchable taste its darkened thirst of lust– to those His† heart knows will win –taking its time in condemn– rebuilding for His† brethren as the eating away takes its place of the one who brought in sin or rather– those covering up– the true ones in sin the ones forbidding the healing protecting their own skin –they are the ones to the pit...condemned failing God's† tests for their own fake rest