‘Crucifying Jesus†’

Persecution. I was led to the following Scriptures today. Acts. The historical account of what happened to Peter and the rest of them who initially was appointed to tell the world about their experience, their testimony, about Jesus Christ. Nothing much has changed!

Note: The purple ray that you see in the picture that accompanies this writing is the purple love of Jesus. It is a blessing that He is placing on the 2 orbs inside of the red bubble. Those 2 orbs represent 2 people whom God has already married. There is a marriage under God and a marriage under man. You will know who these 2 people are, I’m told, in the near future. I already know. (I’m told to write this because of my self-doubt. It is dated now as everything else I’m told to write. It is for the sole purpose of revealing truth to me, personally, and to you. I can’t deny my self-doubt because I can’t see how this will happen, but in God and in Jesus, everything is possible. In Jesus’ name, Amen.)

(October 6, 2019)—Persecution. I was led to the following Scriptures today. Acts. The historical account of what happened to Peter and the rest of them who initially was appointed to tell the world about their experience, their testimony, about Jesus Christ. Nothing much has changed!

I say I’m told to write about how I feel. I hate writing how I feel. I used to not, but that was before the veils were lifted and I had this I-don’t-give-a-damn kind of heart. Things are different. God told me that now…there will be no more veils put on me. I must deal with my resentment of how others behave towards me and what they have done to me in the past. Currently, I’m told not to meditate, to wait…and write.

In ‘Crucifying Jesus†’, I wrote ‘I am in Christ†, Christ† is in me’. These words were put into my heart when I first heard Jesus’ voice. I was overwhelmed with Him. I couldn’t wait to tell the world that He was so real, and so humble, and so…everything! I never dreamed that by revealing this, I’d be worse off than I was before…crucified!

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‘The Way―Still in Dispute!’

Choices to follow is exactly that…a CHOICE! We don’t have to. That’s unconditional love. [Thou shall not kill? The Torah anyone? Hello! They killed Jesus, too! THOU SHALL NOT KILL! And NO ONE Questioned/Questions this!].

(September 11)―I’m been paying attention to the hypothesis of my writings…as in the people’s reaction. There’s next to nothing or deletion of it all together. Quite the opposite of Paul’s journey. ‘The Way―Still in Dispute!’ was the answer I got this morning…byway of Acts 25:23-27 through Acts 26:30-32. Isn’t that something!

This answer is a serious one because of the last vision I was sent. Horrifying! Disgusting! It left me in a state of sadness for the rest of the evening. And there was a question on the table. Not a outspoken one…it was put into my heart: Will you continue? I have a choice to go back into meditation or not. A choice. Just as the vision of Jesus walking ahead of me after He put me on the cross with Him. I had a choice to follow Him. He was not going to force me. I chose to follow. Did I choose right away…at that very second? No. I stood there as He kept walking. He had His hand out slightly by His side and He looked back at me once. He beckoned me to follow Him, but I stood there in hesitation. It was left as my freewill to think about it. And I did. I was not condemned for that…for taking that moment to think about it. Then I decided that I would follow. And I did. Because I did, He allowed me  to see the pregnant woman. He allowed me to feel His sadness. He allowed me to feel the fact that He suffered, too. He allowed me to see that He didn’t let pride and ego stand in the way of His emotions. That’s pretty special to me.

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‘The Divine’s Chase’ and ‘Chastisement…Useless’

You can lead a horse to water but you can’t make him drink. Oh, how true that is!

(September 9)—My fuck-you church awakens again! I sit day after day waiting for people to change, waiting for them to actually mean what they say. It’s been over 10 years now and I watch them fail their tests over and over again. It’s really sad because to say that you love then to crucify someone that you called friend, to ignore your parent when they’ve done nothing to you but say the truth, to ignore your family because they are doing what they are supposed to do is not following the way of love.

I’ve been writing a lot and reading and watching. I’ve been totally spending all my time alone…in prayer, in meditation. I’m not going to lie to you, it’s hard. Not the being alone part, the crucifixion part. Why? The solid questioning or challenging of what I’m saying. I haven’t said anything that isn’t in the Bible, and the thoughts are mine, the visions are not, but you won’t believe that because of….? Oh, man, that’s why. Yes, I’m sarcastic. I’ve always been this way from time to time. Hard Love. I’ve written about this a lot. Do you get it yet?

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‘Esau’s Children’

You can’t take back what you’ve done. It’s already written on your heart. But He’s given you a chance to redeem. I’d make a choose before He takes it off the table!

 Esau's Children
 
you pillaged us
you raped us
you sold Jesus'† blood
for a soft bed
–a crown of jewels
for your head
 
edom, edom, edom–
you did as God† instructed
your chances to redeem
you never seen
 
you turned further away
as each of His† tribes
you added to slave
 
He† has returned us
to lands given to us
He's† watched us...all along
each move was His† own
 
All those who willingly
followed your false thrown
will wear evil's mark–
never sound the bong
will sink in deception, manipulation–
your minds will turn
into cesspools
–an endless vaporization
of truth–
without a variation
 
He's† bringing us home
to lands of our own
confusion is already
in the known
–not knowing us from
your own
for hundreds of years
your careless
interbreeding
has put us in His†
safety zone
our bodies may sleep
but our souls are
going home
to where He† sits on the
one and only throne
 
You…dear edom
lost His† kingdom
your choice–
He's† giving to you alone
then happily
He† will be gone!

‘Backlash’

You Must Learn To Fight With Your Mind!

(August 24)―Wow! is how today began. A jolting out of bed at 4 a.m. to write. I didn’t want to get up. Three times I was literally jolted out of bed. I finally got up and I’ve been writing ever since. That’s what I’m suppose to do: keep writing.

I mentioned in a few writings that I’ll eventually have a section on here about my meditation journey…it will either be in a category or an entire section to itself. All I know is that I’m on an extraordinary journey and I’ve been on this journey for years now, only this time it’s elevated, and I’m to share the entire process here.

I was warned by some to not talk about this, that it will open myself up to evil. I’m sure I’ve mentioned this already. The One who has been guiding my way for a good 10 years now says different. So, I haven’t been stirred wrong yet. It’s been down-right scary at times, but I haven’t been let down. So, I’m not going to ignore now. I’m told to write…I’m going to write.

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‘To Not See in Shame’

Micah Adds To The Importance of The Choose!

(August 14)―It’s not fair you know. Being the bearer of such news. But it seems only fair. Micah in the Bible. I bet he felt a similar feeling. Only I’m not a prophet. All I know is that the book is written. The only one needed. No need for another. History repeats itself. The warnings always the same. How many times will it have to be?

Micah. There are three messages to Israel (you). Micah 1:2-7- 2:12,13 is the first. I read this before but not one mark did I put. This has been happening lately, being led to pages that I never added a mark to. This may seem not of any significance, but apparently it is…when it comes to these writings of late. That’s the first discourse (message). Specific sins of covetousness and greed are mentioned as well as false prophets. Here’s the deal: False prophets―they seem to prophecy that all is well, God is always a forgiving God…that He doesn’t have a wrath and that prosperity is around the corner. That’s always been a lie!

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‘Pulling A Jonah’

Adhering to the Message!

(August 13)―The things we do NOT listen to! Oh, my! Karen, you’re such a hard-headed child! Agreed! Agreed! The story of Jonah. That’s where I was led to this morning. I’ve written about Jonah before comparing it to the feeling of depression. That’s how I find the separate parts of each Scripture is: They tell us something different to each individual, but as a whole, the story of Jonah is much more powerful.

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‘What Says You’

I Am Woman and My Faith Is My Choice!

(August 8)—My spiritual journey is continuing. I’m not really ready to talk about it but I’m sure there will come a day. Today, I was led to Acts…pages that I never marked up. I have been questioning my journey lately. I’m a woman…as a former Catholic…I asked: I’m a woman. What authority do I have to talk about such things? I’m not kidding. The Catholic church has re-positioned the woman below man for hundreds and hundreds of years. I’m lucky to have finally had my eyes opened to their cruel injustice…truly against anything the Bible teaches!

But I still have that embedded inside of me, so I battle with it. Acts 17! Woman is mentioned three times! Three. Always the power of three. But that is not all that is mentioned. This part of Scripture talks about how wrong the Jews were. A people who lived…LIVED…by the word of God! The way they treated Paul reminds me so much of Islam. Yeah, go ahead and ridicule me. I really don’t give a flying fuck. Facts are facts!

What is it about LOVE that the enemy hates so much!? That’s an honest question to ask. In my long-term relationships, I put love on the front always. It was the turn of events and the guys’ true nature when it came down to the truth about love. They defied it like it was a plague. Oh, that’s that evil whore by the way.

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‘Time Allotment’

Healing Individual and Nation byway of God’s Tests!

(July 5)—I was led to Ezekiel again today. Political mess. Shootings again in America. Not schools or theaters this time…Wal-Marts! I ask: Why not Target, or the malls, or Walgreens, or any other branded store. Why Wal-Marts? Strange occurrences. The schools. Sure there were a few out-of-sort shootings trying to throw it off, but mostly schools. Then theaters. Random? Across the country. Even less than six minutes from my house! Then a concert…I’m thinking it was going to be the first of many, but then security took over. Stupid really…to target a place like Vegas…that shit spills all over the country. I went to several concerts after. Security is high! Now stores….

I’ve got to laugh at the stupidity of it all. Not about the lives lost. I pray for them. But I laugh at what the American people aren’t seeing. They are clearly after the guns…or, maybe, so it seems! Big brother. Orwell’s 1984. Think about it: They target the schools…security is beefed up. They target theaters…security is beefed up. They target concerts…security is beefed up. You can walked into any mall or store and there’s no security machine to pass through. Is that going to change as well? It all started with the airplanes. They managed to get every airport in the world tightly secured!

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‘Renewing Spirit’ and ‘The Awakening’

For the Children…It’s a CHOICE!

(July 29)―It all led to the children this morning. It all led to the Coming and how it will affect them by way of their parents. Isn’t that something! I figured it was coming to this!

I was first led to Isaiah this morning then closed my Bible. Isaiah spoke of restoration and forgiveness, but I’m mad about a few things. That mad didn’t last. So, again I opened the book. 1 Thessalonians. It’s the first of two letters Paul wrote to those living in Macedonia and Archaia. Paul is in another part of the world (Athens)…did you read that right…the world…and has suffered a great deal of strife due to his spreading of the gospel of Jesus. He had already visited Macedonia and Archaia and they received him well. He is anxious to know if their faith is still strong. So, he sends Timothy. I’m including most of the Scripture here.

I’m also including two poems today. One written without Scripture and one written after I read the Scripture here. I’m reluctant to write this, so reluctant that I had to confide in an old friend who has knowledge in places that I don’t. His advice to me was to trust. So I am.

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