oh, precious, precious maiden!
see that the Lord†, you forsaken
so simple His† ways
‒the laws He† gave
a Son†...sent to ease the craves
pretending you're saved
with those natural resources
in your caves
feeling protected by those hands
oh, broke, pillaged virgin!
your beauty masked in sin
sunk to greedy corporations
stolen by man-made
you haven't looked in mirrors
you haven't diagnosised
your lack of accountability
has awakened every surety
God's† unconditional love
‒forcing you into maturity
He's† waiting patiently
for truth's sincerity
for love's vulnerability
but...on blind eyes, deaf ears
you failed to see
you failed to hear
welcoming all nations
by your vulgar invitation
you've sold yourself
‒lust and corruption
lies and manipulation
drowning God's† vision
‒He's† pass frustration
your beautiful skirts
can they be mended
your long wavy hair
He† can spare
‒your jewels have
lost their shine
let this be your warning
and your sign
the world has fallen
at your feet
now...God† is out
of His† seat
on HIS† feet
‒He's† coming for full
think of the body
‒too late...in retreat
it's your soul‒
you must seek
(September 20, 2019)―Oh, my sweet, sweet Job! This second writing I received today was revealed through the following passages from the Book of Job. In this set of passages, Job is making a case for himself on his righteousness. For you, God is telling you what to do. He’s giving you so many chances. Of course, byway of Jesus. He’s the one appealing for you. You should appreciate that because God’s already revealed through the visions He sent to me that the button’s been pushed.
In ‘Taken Accountability’, He is telling you it is too late, it has all begun. Of course, He has said that in verbal context to me and I’ve written it up in the visions that He directly said, It has begun. Of course, not many people are reading it because I don’t pay to run traffic to my website. But that’s okay because He has assured me over and over that they will pay attention when I show them the truth. So, I don’t doubt what He says.
So, I’ll go through each passage and explain what was revealed to me. No, I’m not a freaking preacher, which I’ve stated many times in my writings. I hear Him. I just do. In ‘Distinction Made’, He calls to all who can hear and speak out. It’s time to stop the nonsense of being afraid of what society thinks. He’s way above society and when He shows us exactly what He means by the button’s been pushed, I think you will change your minds.
In the below passages, He is pointing out to you, byway of me, what He does NOT like. You are given a chance to fix your life. It is totally up to you to understand that after your body quits on you, there’s a soul in there that is very much real. I can’t stress that enough. Your soul goes on after the body quits. It depends on you whether you want your soul to go to the light or the pit. That’s your mind. Sit there and pay attention to your thinking…your ability to know. That lives on. Yes. It continues. When I write about David, my spiritual guide, I will enlighten you on what He has told me about the life after this one. I’ll give you this much right here: I’m totally not afraid of my body quitting! I want to do what David does!
*Faithful To Wife—‘If my heart has been enticed by a woman, or if I have lurked at my neighbor’s door, then may my wife grind another man’s grain, and may other men sleep with her. For that would have been shameful, a sin to be judged. It is a fire that burns to Destruction; it would have uprooted my harvest.—Job 31:9-12 (Job is Speaking)
NOTES: Maturity. Self. Sin.—There is the word shame again! This passage is clear to what God is saying. He detest unfaithfulness! It is very important to know the meaning of sexual immortality. I’m not being a holy-roly here. I’m being true. I’ve written about this many times and He still wants me to write about. So…get the freaking message: It’s IMPORTANT!
In one of my visions, He referred to the penis as a gift. I think that is pretty powerful. The woman has to suffer through childbirth, having periods and menopause. The man…he suffers through his gift…his penis. He has been given the weakness of desire to fight. It is a man’s ultimate test! The woman falls to this because of man. It is his job to have self-control. It is his job to ensure that his wife is happy. She follows his lead. That is how she is built. I have always said that when you see a happy woman, you see a man who’s done his job! This is God’s truth.
The orgasm is given to us to make children and to heal. If you don’t understand that, then you need read. When I say heal, I mean when 2 people become 1. When love is part of the equation, then the orgasm mixed between those 2 people helps heal each other’s body, heart and mind. No, you will not get this benefit with having sex with just anyone. It has to be your blend, your perfect. I’m not making this up and screw science. God gives them what He wants to give them. This was shown to me many times and I’ve written about it. Here’s the kicker: With that perfect, your perfect, you can be as naughty as you want. It just has to be kept between the two of you!
By sexual immortality, He is talking about having sex with multiple partners, cheating, having sex with children, having sex with non-human things like animals. I’m not going to touch on same-sex relations because I was not shown anything on this. I was shown clearly that Jesus is the head and we are the body of God’s church. To disrespect our bodies is disrespecting our Lord! We are all guilty of this in one way or another…that’s why Jesus came. To give us the chance to resurrect from our death…sin! He’s giving you a chance to come to terms with your sins. Do it. It’s not hard. You don’t have to live a dull life living according to God. You can have all the fun you want. Just love. Know that He hates sexual immortality. Just get that in your head. Other than that love…don’t impede on another and make them sin, or be uncomfortable, and don’t take advantage of what He’s given to us. His way is so easy.
it would have uprooted my harvest.…Job wouldn’t dare destroy what he harvested as in the family he created. That is the job of the man…to keep what he built (harvested) together. It is his weakness that causes the destruction!
Servants Treated Justly—‘If I have denied justice to my menservants and maidservants when they had a grievance against me, what will I do when God confronts me? What will I answer when called to account? Did not He who made me in the womb make them? Did not the same One form us both within our mothers?—Job 31:13-15 (Job is Speaking)
NOTES: God’s in Charge.—For us, God is telling us through this passage that we are all from HIM! He is telling us that all those marks on our hearts because of all the wrongs we have done to people, will have to be answered to. All this racism, God hates that shit! He made us ALL! He’s telling us that it’s time to get this hatred out of our hearts. He’s had enough!
Benevolent to Needy—‘If I have denied the desires of the poor or let the eyes of the widow grow weary, if I have kept my bread to myself, not sharing it with the fatherless―but from my youth I reared him as would a father, and from my birth I guided the widow―if I have seen anyone perishing for lack of clothing, or a needy man without a garment, and his heart did not bless me for warming him with the fleece from my sheep, if I have raised my hand against the fatherless, knowing that I had influence in court, then let my arm fall from the shoulder, let it be broken off at the joint. For I dreaded destruction from God, and for fear of His splendor I could not do such things.—Job 31:16-23 (Job is Speaking)
NOTES: Self. Sins.—God is telling us here what to do. Although Job is examining his own life, God is letting his words speak to us. We must examine our hearts…our lives…and see where we are falling short. His biggest request: Take care of MY people! He has never changed on this. Ever! If you’ve lived a life of sin, greed, corruption…you have a choice to turn that around. God always likes to be surprised. So, surprise Him! What are you waiting for?! The choice to choose is currently on the table. In the messages I’m sent, that choice won’t be on the table for long. Time is moving forward. He showed me that the clock was ticking. It’s your choice. It’s His unconditional love to give you the free-will to choose. He will NOT force His love on you. Ever!
No Trust in Riches—‘If I have put my trust in gold or said to pure gold, ‘You are my security, if I have rejoiced over my great wealth, the fortune my hands had gained,….’—Job 31:24,25 (Job is Speaking)
NOTES: Self. Sin.—God is showing us here what sins are. Are you paying attention? Money is not of God. He does NOT approve of it because it creates temptation to sin. He is not telling you to be poor. Here’s a way to surprise Him: Give. Help people. Trust in Him instead of wealth.
I see it constantly on Facebook. I understand the need of money. We need it in order to live, in order to help people. That is NOT what He is talking about. He provides us with what we need. If you don’t have what you need, then you NEED to examine your life. His mercy is waiting for you. He has plenty of grace to give. You have to ask for it with a good, honest heart. That’s the only catch. By showing Him you are willing to work for it, to meet Him half way…then you are showing Him that you trust Him. All this wanting to get rich…wrong direction. See the movie War Room if you are having trouble with the concept. You are not working for this life…you are working for the one that follows: The light or the pit. It’s your choice. And HE will not force the choose.
No Idolatry—‘…if I have regarded the sun in its radiance or the moon moving in splendor, so that my heart was secretly enticed and my hand offered them a kiss of homage, then these also would be sins to be judged, for I would have been unfaithful to God on high.’—Job 31:26-28 (Job is Speaking)
NOTES: God’s in Charge. Self. Sins.—God is everything. He’s sent me some wonderful things byway of the sun, but the sun is not a god. God made the sun and can use it at His will. It’s the same as the stars and money and the trees and nature. He is the only God. Putting all your faith in money, panicking because a lack of it, striving day and night to get more of it…that’s idols. We all do this. We have to give our faith to Him and release all our worries about material possessions. Living our lives according to our phones…idols. Sorry but it is. Living our lives in front of the t.v….idols. You must not put anything before God. When your life goes into strife, He’s trying to tell you that you are going in the wrong direction. He’s sent strife into your life for a reason. Pay attention.
No Vengeful Gloating—‘If I have rejoiced at my enemy’s misfortune or gloated over the trouble that came to him―I have not allowed my mouth to sin by invoking a curse against his life―….’—Job 31:29,30 (Job is Speaking)
NOTES: Self. Sin.—This is something I try my damnest not to do. I’ve caught myself from time to time in my life saying, That’s good for her, when something bad happened to a person who treated me bad. That was when I was young. I always got this horrible, guilty feeling. I always say that God scolds me. I’m not kidding. The worse way is that guilty feeling. It forces me to reexamine what I had done.
Since, I’ve had children, I’ve found that wishing harm on another person, or celebrating their weaknesses or failures is NOT a good thing. Oh, I’ve wanted to. I’ve wished the police would catch someone who’s done me wrong. I’ve even reported some. I did learn that we are to call those who do wrong out, bring it to the light. But God will direct that…He will put it in our hearts. I’ve learned the difference between calling someone out because I was somewhat unhappy inside that they did me wrong and God calling them out. When God calls them out, it breaks your heart. When we call someone out, we feel guilt! Big difference.
We want everyone to succeed, to be healthy, etc. When they are not, we have to remember they are going into a God-test and we should support them. Also remember that God uses each one of us to test each one of us. So, if someone hurts you…God is testing! Pay attention!
Hospitable to Strangers—‘…if the men of my household have never said, ‘Who has not had his fill of Job’s meat?―but no stranger had to spend the night in the street, for my door was always open to the traveler―…’—Job 31:31,32 (Job is Speaking)
NOTES: Self. Sin.—In today’s world, it is sort of risky to be hospitable to strangers. That’s the fear that society has put us in. That’s the violence that is spreading. I was tested on this back in March of this year. A stranger was put before me. He was homeless. He helped me. I was also shaken up (something added to the test), so my mind wasn’t in the right place. It was a cold night. I left him. When I got home, something kept telling me to see if he was still where he was and go get him. I had a sofa and a clean, warm place. But I let fear of others, fear of myself stop me. I failed that test. I felt so guilty for a long time, still do.
We shouldn’t fear taking care of God’s people.
I know never in my life have I ever denied anyone. If they needed something, if I had it, I gave it. There were a few times in which I was a bit selfish…but that was only when resentment came in because I kept doing for others and they didn’t help me in any way. I’ve learned that I did for God. And that I have to deal with my resentment and get over it because He will repay me for all that I’ve done for His people.
If you have a lot of money, your burden is great. You have to look within your own heart…what is more important: God’s people or your money? Be careful. God is watching always! You can think of it this way: I have a lot of money and I can help a lot of people…what is stopping me! Do you know that by helping another person, you plant a seed, a God seed, and if that seed grows and that soul is saved, you erase a bunch of sin marks off your heart? Something to thing about!
I look forward to making a lot of money. I really do. I want to help as many abused women as possible. I want to buy a very, very large house and create Carol’s House for severely abused women and children. A place they can go to heal and take as long as they need without interrupting. That takes money. I’m happy in a small house by the water with a small porch. The rest of the money I’d build a Jesus Army! Damn straight!
No Hypocrisy—‘…if I have concealed my sin as men do, by hiding my guilt in my heart because I so feared the crowd and so dreaded the contempt of the clans that I kept silent and would not go outside―….’—Job 31:33,34 (Job is Speaking)
NOTES: Self. Sin.—I know I haven’t concealed anything. I write about everything. Of course, I never hear from anyone except for a few friends. I write truth. People don’t like that very much. Those who are lost in sin, shame, guilt…they come at you with a vengeance because they don’t want to face their own truth. So, if you talk about your truth and that interferes with them hiding theirs, look out…they will tear you to pieces by way of telling everyone you are a liar and crazy! Trust me…I know.
Here’s a bigger truth: Bowing down to these types is hypocrisy! Don’t fall for it. They are lost and haven’t found their way to Jesus. God is working on them. So, just be you. Stay true. Don’t be afraid to admit your faults. God likes that. He wants to hear it. DO NOT let SHAME rule you! Don’t. If you are embarrassed about something, figure out why. Do NOT live in the dark. That’s where that evil whore lives. Whatever you are feeling, bring it to the light. If you are hiding something deep within, you are living in the dark. God doesn’t like that.
Indictment Welcomed—‘…(Oh, that I had someone to hear me! I sign now my defense―let the Almighty answer me; let my accuser put His indictment in writing. Surely I would wear it on my shoulder, I would put it on like a crown. I would give Him an account of my every step; like a prince I would approach Him.)―….’—Job 31:35-37 (Job is Speaking)
NOTES: Self. Sin.—I fear the Lord. When I was told Jesus was talking to me, I was overwhelmed but doubtful. When God spoke to me, I was doubtful. I mean, come on, Jesus?, God?, I’m not worthy of that! But, they assured me that I was. That’s pretty great!
Let me share something with you: I was sitting at my dining table after meditation and a bit of complaining to God, and suddenly this voice was in my head, Karen. Now, Jesus calls me Karen Elizabeth. Okay, I should explain that. If you were raised Catholic and confirmed then you know you must choose a name as your Christian name if your regular name isn’t Christian. Well, mine isn’t so I chose Elizabeth. I don’t believe this is written anywheres and the only person who might remember this is my mother and she died. So, when this voice called me this, I knew.
God straight-up calls me Karen, but He has a unique way of saying it. It is stern. And I’ve only heard Him in meditation and He’s always far away. But here was this voice in my face. It’s a strange thing to hear a voice that is NOT yours…like it’s right there crystal clear. I have learned David’s voice. He’s far off too, but not too far. But this night, this voice was in my face. Like…if someone was actually standing in front of me. So, I answered, Who’s this?
‘It is I.’ I knew right away who He was! He was calling me into meditation…to hear HIM…I’m 50 years old and I turn into like a child knowing He’s around. That’s not a joke.
I’ve been totally scolded by Him in meditation. He’s…very firm! Take your earth father scolding you and times that a million, why not a billion! God is of few words with me, but what He says is solid and firm.
He’s revealed a lot to me through the Bible. I ask a question or have a question that’s on my mind…I open the Bible and there’s the answer…straight up. This isn’t something I just ask and bam. No, it’s something that’s serious that’s been lingering in my mind. God doesn’t bother with foolishness. So, you’ve got to be serious with Him and honest. Remember He knows everything, so you lying to Him is ludicrous at best.
I’ve brought my case up to Him. What was my case? What was happening in meditation. My website page titled God’s Mercy…all those pictures…that was the answer to my case. He’s revealed more to me but I’m not allowed to talk about it until it happens. So, I’m keeping record. God knows all….ALL! If you have an issue, bring it up to HIM. Out Loud! As often as you can. Trust me on this!
No Tenants Mistreated—‘…if my land cries out against me and all its furrows are wet with tears, if I have devoured its yield without payment or broken the spirit of its tenants, then let briers come up instead of wheat and weeds instead of barley.’ The words of Job are ended.—Job 31:37-40 (Job is Speaking)
NOTES: Self. Sin.—A large number of God’s tribes were sold into slavery. If you are still mad about that, you need to get over yourself because that was God’s will. Genesis.
Here’s the thing: If any part of your history is slavery, know that you belong to God…You are a part of one of His 12!
And here’s another kicker: You must forgive. If you are still hurt, mad, preaching anger against the white man, whatever, about your ancestors being slaves, you are sinning. God told His tribes that they would be sold into slavery, but He will rescue them. If you call yourself a believer and you don’t know what this means, you are still, very much, an infant in the Gospel! It means God’s will was done! He sent your ancestors into slavery, but He also rescued them.
Unconditional Love. This is where He is testing the hell out of you. It’s just like with the Jews. He tested their truth, their belief and they killed a man, and they tried to kill more. That was the true test of the Jews.
God veiled them because of His test and Jesus had to be crucified. Then after the veils were lifted and they realized God used them, they held it against God, but their ultimate failure was them going against His laws ‘Thou shall not kill.’!
This is the same thing…anybody who has anger in their hearts because of slavery. You aren’t angry at those who held your ancestors, you are angry at God. You are being a hypocrite. It doesn’t matter what man did. It matters what GOD did. He sent your tribe into slavery. He brought your tribe out of slavery. He’s in charge! Where’s your unconditional love for HIM?