Bases for Virginity I have bedded many men I've committed this sin that sin but none to go above win I've dipped my foot in stealing I've never been much in dealing or...others...mistreating still...God's† hand found its way where ever I stand down, down, down to a pitted clown even when I helped all around even when I gave with a mind in sound oh! the tears I've shed oh! the pain I've bled betrayed by the wed ‒humans in dread that knife dug in 'til they thought I was dead abandonment was their hymn out of sight, out of mind with her away‒ she's the blame of all of them my anger grew‒ you understand deception...I'm not a fan money, power‒ I don't think that grand everyone...at me...frowned me...a different direction bound God† needed my feet on the ground He† needed to rebuild me so solidly...I'd be found He† pounded and pounded my home, my family my friends, my children my dreams, my education my experiences‒ all of it...He† did shred pushing me pounding me blocking me ‒as I lay screaming and crying yelling and denying my Father† kept disciplining me ‒on and on 'til I wanted to rest in dying but He† wouldn't let me He† placed guilt in my heart so I cried 'til I fell apart again and again piercing me over and over with His† mighty dart forcing my hand to deliver words to man for the Lord† to take His† stand where ever I ran He† killed me after building me then rebuilt me ‒made me His† witness His† pain lays on my body He† revels to me His† plan for a new history then I watch it unfold making me feel old but His† love‒ I'm completely sold for He† tore me then put me together to wane any weather with a force making me cry even wishing to die for His† glory surrounding me for His† power holds me for He† has unscaled my eyes ‒unwaxed my ears all my senses are completely His† but first...I had to break not once, not twice but over and over 'til I knew it was Him† 'til I knew my Father† wanted me to write for Him† not out of my imagination but directly Him† Tetragrammaton† for I am in Him† and He† is in me so it goes with Jesus† me with the Holy Trinity†
Notes: On Feb. 9, Rough Waters…Millions Will Die, a lot of things were revealed to me, but I wasn’t allowed to see them until about a week ago. The question mark (?) was in the sky several times that day, as well as the anchor and images of faces in the clouds. That was on top of the strong waves in the lake, which I had never seen before. Not that the lake has never been rough. I’m sure it has. It was just my first time experiencing it. How this came about is explained on the subpage. Just click the link and see all the things David pointed out to me.
(June 24)—I’ve written millions of words for you, the future, but the Lord wants me to still go deeper. He wants me to write what He does to me so that you will understand who He is in every sense of the word, every being of your body. I hope when my life ends and you are left with just the words I wrote for Him that I have done right by Him so that you may prevail.Continue reading “‘Bases for Virginity’”