‘Good of Earth’

Reason…in my personal life…because they had a dark secret as well! The guilty help the guilty. So, when the victim of a crime screams wolf….all the wolves help the wolf.

Note: The photograph that accompanies this writing was taken on October 23rd. It is the white dove that I write about later in this writing when talking about the Sign of Jonah!

 Good of Earth
healing begins
in the heart
setting pride aside
that which tears us apart
letting out the light
which brightens stars
building another's heart
by halting pain
from the start
without this healing bark
pain lives on
adding to its cart
more parts of the dark
stripping lives
–that mercy of heart
building the prince of the earth
–it's army in surf
it is only through
admittance, accountability
that we add a ball
in curve
who we serve
by casting out
pain's dart
dealing immediately
byway of God's†
merciful heart
that we justify
Jesus'† part
His† death wasn't a fart
for the innocent–
always pay the heaviest cost
go to the cross
then sort
–the heaviness
won't be a part
hide in the dark
deny the sort
–the heaviness
becomes the burden
in pain's cross
becoming too difficult
to sort
leading us to
true intimacy
of the dark

(November 12, 2019)―Judgment. Abandoning the weak for pride and selfish ego. Today’s Scripture: WOW!

I posted a number of things on my Facebook personal page this weekend and past week. Again, God working through me. Judgment. I said posted today: They crucified Jesus for the words He said. Not what He did. And the Lord directed me to more of the good works Jesus did. He did not ONE thing wrong. He spoke. And they nailed Him to a cross because of the words He spoke. Hypocrites!

This has been going on ever since I began writing out loud! Nothing has changed. Don’t you get it by now?

Canaanite Woman Pleads—[Matthew] Leaving that place, Jesus withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sidon. [Mark] He entered a house and did not want anyone to know it, yet He could not keep His presence secret. [Matthew] A Canaanite woman from the vicinity came to Him, crying out, ‘Lord, Son of David, have mercy on me! My daughter is suffering terribly from demon-possession.’ Jesus did not answer a word. So His disciples came to Him and urged Him, ‘Send her away, for she keeps crying out after us.’ He answered, ‘I was sent only to the lost sheep of Israel.’ The woman came and knelt before Him. ‘Lord, help me!’ she said. He replied, ‘It is not right to take the children’s bread and toss it to their dogs.’ ‘Yes, Lord,’ she said, ‘but even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their masters’ table.’ Then Jesus answered, ‘Woman, you have great faith! Your request is granted.’ And her daughter was healed from that very hour.—Matthew 15:21-28; Mark 7:24-30 (Tyre and Sidon)

NOTES: Faith. Sinners. He said...‘I was sent only to the lost sheep of Israel.’ That’s exactly what God has had me write about for ten years now. Jesus didn’t come to bring peace. He came to divide. Do you know who the lost sheep are? YOU! Every single soul on earth! Those in denial…well, they work for the other side. I’m a sinner! I am a prophet of HARD LOVE! Fuck…is just a word. Bitch…is just a word. When I write them! Using these words and seeing the reaction is what God is looking for. You hypocrites!

This week I received 2 judgments from people because of what I wrote! I had about five people delete me as their ‘friend‘ on Facebook! Hypocrites! The guilty run, hide, criticize, judge! They always do. Those are truly the lost sheep! Instead of running, they need to be found…seek the light.

‘It is not right to take the children’s bread and toss it to their dogs.’ ‘Yes, Lord,’ she said, ‘but even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their masters’ table.’ Then Jesus answered, ‘Woman, you have great faith! …What this woman did was what a MOTHER should do. I was told yesterday that a mother does what she can to protect her child. Okay. But are you a mother when you protect a child who rapes, kills, steals, does drugs, lies? Are you protecting your child? No. The woman here is a symbol of what a mother should do. She calls her daughter out to the Lord. He questions her motives. And she responds by saying even a sinful person (a dog) needs the words of Jesus, of God (crumbs).

I write a lot about Jesus giving us crumbs as we crawl our way out of our darkness. I don’t make this stuff up as I go. Jesus taught us all. It’s written down. In GOD’S BOOK! Just…the churches aren’t teaching you right!

You HAVE to hold others accountable for their actions. You have to force the heal. If you don’t, they will do…what they did…again. That’s the freaking dark! If you didn’t quite get it the first time. If you fuck up, you HAVE to make amends. It won’t magically go away. Sorry, that’s not how it works!

Deaf Mute Healed—[Matthew] Then Jesus left the vicinity of Tyre and went through Sidon, down to the Sea of Galilee and into the region of the Decapolis [the Ten Cities]. There some people brought to Him a man who was deaf and could hardly talk, and they begged Him to place His hand on the man. After He took him aside, away from the crowd, Jesus put His fingers into the man’s ears. Then He spit and touched the man’s tongue. He looked up to heaven and with a deep sigh said to him, ‘Ephphatha!’ (which means, ‘Be opened!’) At this, the man’s ears were opened, his tongue was loosened and he began to speak plainly. Jesus commanded them not to tell anyone. But the more He did so, the more they kept talking about it. People were overwhelmed with amazement. ‘He has done everything well,’ they said. ‘He even makes the deaf hear and the mute speak.’ [Matthew] Great crowds came to Him, bringing the lame, the blind, the crippled, the mute and many others, and laid them at His feet; and He healed them. The people were amazed when they saw the mute speaking, the crippled made well, the lame walking and the blind seeing. And they praised the God of Israel.—Matthew 15:29-31; Mark 7:31-37

NOTES: Healing.

Jesus commanded them not to tell anyone. …Why do you think He does this? He doesn’t just do this here. He does it a lot throughout His time on Earth. I was a teacher. The way of human behavior is amazing. And adults…they are not any better than children in the capacity of the tongue. In a mass communications class one year, the professor had us sit in a huge circle (all older adults) and she whispered something in the person’s ear next to her. That person then told the next, then the next…all whispers. By the time that message got back to the professor, it was a totally different message! People do NOT hear. They gossip. They like to do the drama card without knowing truth…they like to talk shit when there is actually zero shit to talk about, so they make stuff up! So, Jesus used this part of the human character against them. I used it as well. When I needed my students to remember something, or I just wanted to teach them a small good-news lesson, I’d say, ‘But don’t tell anyone.’ When you tell someone not to tell anyone, they WANT you to tell! Truly. They may not think that way, but the subconscious mind is saying differently!

Four Thousand FedDuring those days another large crowd gathered. Since they had nothing to eat, Jesus called His disciples to Him and said, ‘I have compassion for these people; they have already been with Me three days and have nothing to eat. If I send them home hungry, they will collapse on the way, because some of them have come a long distance.’ His disciples answered, ‘But where in this remote place can anyone get enough bread to feed them?’ ‘How many loaves do you have?’ Jesus asked. ‘Seven,’ they replied. He told the crowd to sit down on the ground. When He had taken the seven loaves and given thanks, He broke them and gave them to His disciples to set before the people, and they did so. They had a few small fish as well; He gave thanks for them also and told the disciples to distribute them. The people ate and were satisfied. Afterward the disciples picked up seven basketfulls of broken pieces that were left over. About four thousand men were present. And having sent them away, He got into the boat with His disciples and went to the region of Dalmanutha.—Matthew 15:32-39; Mark 8:1-10 (Hills by sea)

NOTES: If I send them home hungry, they will collapse on the way, because some of them have come a long distance.’ …In the darkness, we are in a place to ask for God’s mercy. We are fed bits and pieces…until we resurrect in full. In my darkness, as I’m used in all that I wrote as an example, people judged me because I was angry. I wrote in anger. I responded in anger. They called me a hypocrite. Laugh. I was receiving crumbs of God’s food. Why? Because I couldn’t handle the meat yet! The full of His word. I talked and wrote about Him and His mercy and His grace over and over until He brought me to my full resurrection. His bits and pieces kept me from totally dying! Don’t you get it yet? During this process, the reactions of others towards our healing, He takes notes because He uses us to tests others as we are being tested!

‘But where in this remote place can anyone get enough bread to feed them?’….Do you see it yet? Our darkness is the remote place. The feed is God’s words.

Faith. Miracles. Jesus did so many of them. Also in the writings I put on my personal Facebook page today in response to the judgments, I wrote how Jesus did all this good stuff…and they still crucified Him over words….WORDS…He spoke. God looks at our actions. When it comes to what I do, do you know what I do? I write for God. It’s a choice. I go take pictures for Him. I saw visions from Him and wrote them. Why? Because He asked me to. Simple. He wants world healing to take place. He’s reaching you through me, but first you have to do your judgment thing. He’s warned me. He knows exactly what your reactions will be. Do you not think He knows?!

Do you think this is new for me? NO! Ten years now. He keeps telling me: Patience. Hold on. A little while longer. He knows what’s coming. He’s shown me what’s coming. I write what He shows me because He tells me to. He knows my heart. He knows I’m going to try to warn you in my way, in Paul’s way, in every way I can. If I have to say fuck you…listen! I will! I know it doesn’t matter in the long run. No matter my delivery. No matter what words I choose to use. He already told me. You are veiled. You are blind to truth. When the time comes, you will…WILL…pay attention NO matter my words or delivery! And that will be truth…when you SEE and when you HEAR. And you will. That time is coming.

In the meaning time, He is using my way to see your heart. I’ve been telling people for years now. They still don’t get it. I often asked, ‘What have I done that would cause you to ignore me, cause you to hate me, cause you to ostracize me, cause you to lie about me, cause you to take action against me to hurt me?’ The answer: I wrote truth. Those in the wrong, those with a sorrowful heart can’t handle truth. They never did. Jesus healed people!HEALED people! But the truth…caused people to ignore that fact!

Yes, I’m comparing myself to Jesus Christ. Because: Christ is in me. I am in Christ. I am the body of Christ. You judge me. You judge Jesus Christ. I’m a sinner. God brought me down to sin so that I know what sin is, so that I can write it. I was a good Christian woman before He did this! There’s a reason for everything. Here’s a fact: People judged me when I didn’t sin. They judged me because of how I looked, how I behaved, how I took pride in myself as in dress and education and in behavior and in caring for my family. They took that and used it against me for their own sinful ways. Then…when darkness hit me…they took my sin and said: See, I told you! But during my darkness, I didn’t sin against them. I had anger…normal for the anger stage. They deepened that anger because of their own sin.

What I just wrote: That’s God using us to test each of us! See how those around me during my darkness failed. Instead of helping me, they harmed me. During my journey, those who helped me, I see their rewards. Those who failed me, I see their strife. So, it goes for those still judging. Their lives haven’t changed.

Pharisees Ask for Sign—[Matthew] The Pharisees and Sadducees came to Jesus and tested Him by asking Him to show them a sign from heaven. He replied, ‘When evening comes, you say, ‘It will be fair weather, for the sky is red,’ and in the morning, ‘Today will be stormy, for the sky is red and overcast.’ You know how to interpret the appearance of the sky, but you cannot interpret the signs of the times. A wicked and adulterous generation looks for a miraculous sign, but none will be given it except the sign of Jonah.’ [Mark] Then He left them, got back into the boat and crossed to the other side.—Matthew 16:1-4; Mark 8:11-13 (Magadan)

NOTES:  I’m guilty of this. I ask for concrete. I’m told I have a right because of what God has and is asking me to do. You haven’t gone and viewed the photographs yet. There are thousands…and more I haven’t put up. It’s a lot of work. So is all this writing. I get weary. I’m alone. I have barely any support. Maybe one or two people. No one calls or comments, ‘Karen, this writing is what I needed.’ Or anything like that. I used to get this. Not anymore. So, I’m moving on Faith. I have to. I won’t refuse God. And when I’m weary, He gives me some concrete.

You. Why do you need a miracle? What are you doing for God? You fall to your knees when your bank account goes dry or your boyfriend or girlfriend dumps you and shit like that. You beg God for help…then you bitch and complain when He doesn’t answer you right away. Okay. What have you done for Him? Did you thank Him when good was coming to you? Do you freely talk about His Son and glorify Him? or Are you embarrassed? Think how God feels! As Stephen said, ‘You foolish hypocrite!’

You foolish people stone the prophets who speak truth. You celebrate those who lie! Here’s truth: God’s wrath is coming! Stone the fuck away!

Jonah…this will be a big part of revelations in my personal life in the future. I will write on it when the time comes.

The sign of Jonah referred to in Matthew 16 is more than just the sign given for religious skeptics in the first century. It is a sign that will be given to religious skeptics in the twenty-first century as well. The sign is resurrection [healing]. It was a powerfully effective sign when Jesus arose and will be again when those after His kind arise in a glorified body to testify of the Lord of life. When the Bridegroom steals the Bride out of her Father’s house, the owners of the house will take note of the Sign of Jonah! Signs had been given in abundance, but only those with eyes to see recognized them. They could interpret the signs of the times but the religious leaders were blind and therefore could not. Those who followed the blind were also blind. What was, is. It’s common knowledge that the sign of Jonah relates to the three days and nights Jesus was in the grave according to the pattern of Jonah being in the belly of the fish.

The sign is not just the being in the fish belly grave but from being spit out on dry land. Resurrection is pictured in being spit out alive. It is the resurrection that limited the time in the fish belly grave to three days, and that is the sign. The sign of Jonah will again be given to those who cannot interpret the signs of the present times. These are the religious leaders appointed as the “head of the house” in the following scripture: But be sure of this, that if the head of the house had known at what hour the thief was coming, he would not have allowed his house to be broken into (Luke 12:39) . The church authorities and those who follow them by accepting accept their doctrine as truth will not know at what hour the Bridegroom Thief Y’shua is coming to steal His Bride away out from among the others in the house. When the Bride is stolen away, that resurrection event will be a sign to them: The sign of Jonah. What generation since Noah’s day has been more wicked and adulterous than this present generation? The name Jonah means “dove.” A dove is a symbol of the spirit, as seen at Y’shua’s baptism. (As Jesus was coming up out of the water, he saw heaven being torn open and the Spirit descending on him like a dove. (Mark 1:10)) [You can read more on the Sign of Jonah at The Open Scroll.)

As Jesus was coming up out of the water, he saw heaven being torn open and the Spirit descending on him like a dove. (Mark 1:10)…this was the passage that I wished for a white dove. God sent on in the pictures the next time He sent me out!

Warning About Leaders—[Mark] The disciples had forgotten to bring bread, except for one loaf they had with them in the boat. [Matthew] ‘Be careful,’ Jesus said to them. ‘Be on your guard against the yeast of the Pharisees and Sadducees.’ [Mark] They discussed with one another and said, ‘It is because we have no bread.’ Aware of their discussion, Jesus asked them: ‘Why are you talking about having no bread? Do you still not see or understand? Are your hearts hardened? Do you have eyes but fail to see, and ears but fail to hear? And don’t you remember? When I broke the five loaves for the five thousand, how many basketfuls of pieces did you pick up?’ ‘Twelve,’ they replied. ‘And when I broke the seven loaves for the four thousand, how many basketfuls of pieces did you pick up?’ They answered, ‘Seven.’ He said to them, ‘Do you still not understand? [Matthew] How is it you don’t understand that I was not talking to you about bread? But be on your guard against the yeast of Pharisees and Sadducees.’ Then they understood that He was not telling them to guard against the yeast used in bread, but against the teaching of the Pharisees and Sadducees.—Matthew 16:5-12; Mark 8:14-21

NOTES: Yet, to this day, you are still eating the bread that He warned you about. I am still in awe of this, but I sat in that pew as well. I didn’t read the Bible right away. But I started to see the hypocrisy of it early. All these people bowing down to man. Hypocrites. I’m not judging. I’m calling them out. It’s truth.

Pharisee: a member of an ancient Jewish sect, distinguished by strict observance of the traditional and written law, and commonly held to have pretensions to superior sanctity; a self-righteous person; a hypocrite. Sadducees: a member of a Jewish sect or party of the time of Jesus Christ that denied the resurrection of the dead, the existence of spirits, and the obligation of oral tradition, emphasizing acceptance of the written Law alone.

Blind Man Near BethsaidaThey came to Bethsaida, and some people brought a blind man and begged Jesus to touch him. He took the blind man by the hand and led him outside the village. When He had spit on the man’s eyes and put His hands on him, Jesus asked, ‘Do you see anything?’ He looked up and said, ‘I see people; they look like trees walking around.’ Once more Jesus put His hands on the man’s eyes. Then His eyes were opened, his sight was restored, and he saw everything clearly. Jesus sent Him home, saying, ‘Don’t go into the village.’—Mark 8:22-26 (Bethsaida)

NOTES: Jesus as He’s working on me does the same thing and ask the same thing. It’s a symbolic gesture…He keeps working on you until you see. You keep working on yourself and others until they see.

I was criticized by family and people who said they were my friend when I went through my darkness. I was hurt and angry. To them, I had no right. I was told over and over to forget and move on. I was shown that abuse was okay and those who do it are quickly forgiven by everyone and the victim is expected to do the same. Fuck you. Truly. Actions. The victim…me…called the abuse out. The abuser got away with what he did. All those who were supposed to help me, helped him. Reason…in my personal life…because they had a dark secret as well! The guilty help the guilty. So, when the victim of a crime screams wolf….all the wolves help the wolf.

Author: k. e. leger

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