‘Bases for Virginity’

Drinking from His cup isn’t easy. Adhering to Satan, now that’s easy: drink it up, smoke it up, sex it up, lie, manipulate, deceive steal, kill, hate, argue, blame, judge, yell. Jesus’ cup: LOVE!

Bases for Virginity
 
I have bedded many men
I've committed this sin
that sin
but none to go above win
I've dipped my foot
in stealing
I've never been much
in dealing
or...others...mistreating
 
still...God's† hand
found its way
where ever I stand
 
down, down, down
to a pitted clown
even when I helped
all around
even when I gave
with a mind in sound
 
oh! the tears I've shed
oh! the pain I've bled
betrayed by the wed
‒humans in dread
 
that knife dug in
'til they thought
I was dead
 
abandonment was their hymn
out of sight, out of mind
with her away‒
she's the blame
of all of them
 
my anger grew‒
you understand
deception...I'm not a fan
money, power‒
I don't think that grand
 
everyone...at me...frowned
me...a different direction
bound
God† needed my feet
on the ground
He† needed to rebuild me
so solidly...I'd be found
 
He† pounded and pounded
my home, my family
my friends, my children
my dreams, my education
my experiences‒
all of it...He† did shred
 
pushing me
pounding me
blocking me
‒as I lay screaming
and crying
yelling and denying
my Father† kept disciplining
me
‒on and on
'til I wanted to rest
in dying
 
but He† wouldn't let me
He† placed guilt
in my heart
so I cried
'til I fell apart
again and again
piercing me over and over
with His† mighty dart
forcing my hand
to deliver words to man
for the Lord† to take
His† stand
where ever I ran
 
He† killed me
after building me
then rebuilt me
‒made me His† witness
His† pain lays
on my body
He† revels to me
His† plan
for a new history
then I watch it unfold
making me feel old
but His† love‒
I'm completely sold
for He† tore me
then put me together
to wane any weather
with a force making me cry
even wishing to die
for His† glory surrounding me
for His† power holds me
for He† has unscaled my eyes
‒unwaxed my ears
all my senses
are completely His†
 
but first...I had to break
not once, not twice
but over and over
'til I knew it was Him†
'til I knew my Father†
wanted me to write for Him†
not out of my imagination
but directly Him†
Tetragrammaton†
for I am in Him†
and He† is in me
so it goes with Jesus†
me with the Holy Trinity†
 
 

Notes: On Feb. 9, Rough Waters…Millions Will Die, a lot of things were revealed to me, but I wasn’t allowed to see them until about a week ago. The question mark (?) was in the sky several times that day, as well as the anchor and images of faces in the clouds. That was on top of the strong waves in the lake, which I had never seen before. Not that the lake has never been rough. I’m sure it has. It was just my first time experiencing it. How this came about is explained on the subpage. Just click the link and see all the things David pointed out to me.

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(June 24)—I’ve written millions of words for you, the future, but the Lord wants me to still go deeper. He wants me to write what He does to me so that you will understand who He is in every sense of the word, every being of your body. I hope when my life ends and you are left with just the words I wrote for Him that I have done right by Him so that you may prevail.

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‘His† Fellowship’ (Jesus)

“…hearts will darken, as the nights darken, but the sun will still shine, will you turn to Him†, will you call on Him†, will you allow Me† in, ‒time…all it needs is time….”–Jesus, the Son of God

His† Fellowship (Jesus)
 
He† has spoken through prophets
He† has come
He† has gone
still...their attention lacks
they want this
they want that
‒but they don't follow
His †commands
 
to love is not difficult
but they must hate
but they must compete:
'she's better than me'
'he has more things than me'
‒why do these things
isn't what you have enough
 
His† punishments
range in many sizes
‒support:
each should support the other
 
you can't be happy‒
for each other
you've got to out do
you're so afraid of losing
‒when it's not 'losing' at all
it's change
He† changes you
for something better
do you hate Him† for that
or do you love Him† even more
 
He† welcomes you
He† welcomes your cries
and concerns;
your anger and hate
He† wants to hear it
then He† wants you to release it
‒He† wants to humble you
 
I am here
every step, I am here
if you're honest,
I will help you through
these pains
‒I will help build you
to what He† wants of you
 
look all around you:
in deserts, on mountains
in marshes, on islands
in forests, in plains
‒there's something
for everyone
 
His† changes are meant to help
His† discipline is true
His† anger comes
His† anger goes
He's† always teaching
‒learn from My† prophet
she writes truth
learn His† ways:
it is your way to the light
 
things are coming!
My† prophet looks out her window
she doesn't see this change
she wonders about‒
these things she hears
‒the sun shines
she goes out early to hear‒
the cadence of the birds
she keeps herself from sleeping‒
wondering about what
He† shows her
‒she cries often...for you
but you do not know
‒she prays for you
but you do not hear
 
all these things‒
has her worried
‒she should not worry
 
His† plans are still!
those blind will not see
those deaf will not hear
‒she doesn't believe this
she continues to speak out
she continues to try and save‒
those not willing
‒her heart is pure
 
listen to her fight!
it is useless
‒but her heart
doesn't allow her to stop
 
why aren't more like her?
 
the sun will continue to shine
day and night will continue‒
to be
He†, the one and only living God†
will always be
as I will always be Jesus†
 
still‒
His† wrath will be
His† arm will sweep
the sickles are out
it's already begun
mourning will be
it will consume all the earth
cries will be heard
‒before the laughter
again rings
 
hearts will darken
as the nights darken
but the sun will still shine
will you turn to Him†
will you call on Him†
will you allow Me† in
‒time...all it needs is time

Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken November 11. The date and time stamp of this particular frame is: 11.11.2019.15.00.33…which is amazing. To the top right, notice the arrow, then below the cloud mass notice the orb. Both the arrow and the orb are pointing out the middle cloud mass which will become the avenging angel.

Here it is again if you can’t see it at the beginning or entrance to this piece.
This frame is dated: 11.11.2019.15.23.22, when the cloud mass turns into the avenging angel and the green orb is pointing this out. I would not have known what God was trying to say if it hadn’t been for David pointing it out to me. The circumstances of these pictures is quite amazing as well, please read about it and see the remaining pictures from this day on God’s Mercy, The Avenging Angel…November 11, 2019.

(April 28)—I was led to Isaiah today. I read over it once then the need to write, only I wasn’t writing today. He named it. He…that would be Jesus. I have to address this now because in this piece He speaks of me and it’s rather odd writing about myself as it is being said by someone else. It is not I who is writing these that I tell you are not from me. (The list is at the end of this post). I can clearly tell when someone is talking to me. Jesus is not the poet, although He has said a few pieces that are poems. He does pause and I write as He speaks. This I have been trained to hear for many years now.

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‘This ‘If’ By-Law’ (Apr. 25: Virus Vision)

In 1918, the virus mutated when it made the wave in September of that year. I’m told this one will do the same.

This 'If' By-Law
 
God† gave word
to solomon
in a face-to-face embrace
‒even that
didn't return grace
 
can you imagine
that place
standing there
without haste
the Lord† almighty
visiting
face to face
all solomon had to do‒
follow...abide
without disgrace
 
then God† sent in
the base
the testing of space
solomon fell
right on his face
‒lust over God†
won the race
 
solomon didn't fall
from a king's grace
instead wisdom
consumed his every pace
a force in see
'see all that you laced
‒watch as I take it away'
 
God† did say 'if'
He† didn't stutter
or fake
‒conditions goes
His† grace
‒fail Him†
from you‒
He goes away
covering you with mace
 
Him...you won't find
a trace

Note: The photograph was taken September 12. You can find all of the photographs taken that day under God’s Mercy under the sub page title Messages By Way of the Sun My 555 Lake Visits. Beginning this day and in many, many more frames of myself, there is this code on my neck. I say code because that’s what David calls it. I knew they were trying to get me to quit smoking. Trust me this was odd for me as well! But it meant something way more! It was a warning not just about me quitting smoking, but for everyone that we were going towards something that we would be struggling to breathe.

It is very hard to take ME out of the equation in these photographs because God is using me and my body to talk to YOU! Like the scars He places on my face. I would see them and cry and cry! I knew my face didn’t look like that and I felt so ugly, and it took a while for me to understand what David was telling me about them. God was pointing out what our hearts look like when they get to Him…full of scars. In all of these photographs, He was telling us about what was coming…this virus and the warnings in the visions! Now I understand all the markings on my neck.

(April 25)—I grew up in the Catholic religion. Went to church every Sunday. Went to religion classes on Saturday mornings. Went to youth organization rallies. Yes, my mom made sure I was aware of God and Jesus. But there was something missing. That ‘if’ deal! I learned it well in my mid-forties…almost half my life was gone before I learned the truth!

The churches like to preach God’s promises, but they casually leave out the ‘if’ clause and there is ALWAYS an ‘if’ clause. Why do they leave these out? Oh, they may read them, but they do NOT explain them at all. Jesus said these clauses as well. We have not been hearing properly. You need to go back and read the Bible and this time underline every single ‘if’…then you will see what I’m talking about. We have all been shepherded by bad shepherds!

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March 22: Four Discs Dream (God)

“…I will make your forehead like the hardest stone, harder than flint. Do not be afraid of them or terrified by them, though they are a rebellious house…” Ezekiel 3:4-11

It is 4:44 on March 22, 2020! It is Sunday. I was typing up Ezekiel when I was told to record the dream that I had early this morning before I lose the details.

The Dream: There was a hallway. It was long but interesting. It looked to be in a fancy home or office building. The wood was like dark cherry and dark oak stain. I remember seeing one door entrance to my left and a few to my right. The door entrances were surrounded by very detailed molding. The top of each had an arch to the molding. There were lines down this hall way, and shapes on the floor and walls although I don’t remember them. I just know they were there. There was nothing bright. It was all dark colors. It was exquisite and had my full attention. I chose not to go down this hall. To my left was another hall exactly like the first. I picked this one and began walking in it, but I stopped right inside the hallway because I saw spider webs.

Taken March 1, all I saw were rainbows in the clouds…it was an angel.
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‘The Sending of Lies’

‘…The new wine dries up and the vine withers; all the merrymakers groan. The gaiety of the tambourines is stilled, the noise of the revelers has stopped, the joyful harp is silent….’―Isaiah 24:1-23

 The Sending of Lies
 
God's† mercy is upon thee–
when asked
for a place to be
with a good-weighing heart
–absent of deception and deceit
 
pray that you see
all the angels sent
see to it...their time
is well spent
 
God† works–
in ways mysteriously
in the smallest set
of flowers seen
to the destruction
of your security
He'll† raise you up
to free
or bring you down
to your knees
 
the heart...a scaled commodity
God† praises its divinity
but first–
He's† going to hand you over
to the enemy
–this...is life's certainty
 
there are a few things
He† needs to see
it's the process of He†
–seeing....
'are you worth the light
of eternity'

 
so He† takes away
the moon, the sun, the stars
darkness becomes–
your reality
–destruction changes
your me
in mind and heart–
you struggle in fighting
–depending on His† variety
which cross is your certainty
 
there...down there....
comes in the enemy
setting your heart to stone
confusing your mind–
everything seems wrong
–fighting your every bit
of strong
 
it'll offer you some peace
it'll tell you to ease
–you...it's sent to burn
push you to the limits
–see what decisions
you'll enlighten
in firm
 
for years and years–
it'll stick around
tearing you down
piece by piece
it'll bring in–
hurt, anger...even disease
leaving behind
the final key
in destroying you
with ease
 
shame
 
its ultimate end game
–what's left behind
the struggle
of crossing the line
 
God† is watching: patiently
–the ask from a good heart
sets the good vine apart
 
'what will you do'
 
as one by one–
His† angels appear
a ragged-out homeless chum
a raging woman
pushing you to dumb
 
the looking glass–
staring back at you
the enemy enjoys its play
it'll pull you further in
welcoming you–
in its den
it'll send false friends
put you into win
–it'll build your pride and ego
 
'those angels have to go
this isn't...that kind of show'

 
oh! no, no, no!
 
your heart still confused
–back around you go
the same show–
again and again
as you keep on seeing
every angel sent to you
–forcing the enemy
to drool
 
'run..they're the fiends
hide within
shh...I'll bring you to win
–all the world's possessions
I'll bring on in'

 
God† continues on watching
tapping His† toes
waiting
sometimes...shaking His† head
 
'oh my! back around again!'
 
He† hears you beg and plead
He† sees your heart bleed
 
'oh that vine...so diseased'
 
but...He† waits patiently
for your heart–
to finally heed
–knowing the worse
could very well
lead you to the hearse
 
the ultimate end game
shame
the hardest part to heal
God† very well–
knows the deal
–shame carries
the strongest seal
–it's the humble
that awaits
after the stumble–
the over and over rumble
–for shame:
destroys, steals, and kills
 
it is the ultimate real
that which breaks
a man's strongest will

Note: The photograph that accompanies this piece was taken on October 23rd when God sent the first dragon and the All-Seeing Eye.

(December 30, 2019)—Shame: Again the poem came first this morning. This is really odd for me, especially since the Scripture usually inspires the poem. Instead the poem is coming, then I’m led to the Scripture that backs it!

Shame. This is the latest topic that has been a chief instrument in the writings. You can’t heal unless you deal with shame. That emotion that has you in chains, that which binds you. You can’t testify that you are not ashamed if your actions and words say it all. And I’m talking to the ones who need to hear this. Oh, it won’t be right now. No. The time is coming when you will NEED to hear this and just anyone won’t do. God will send you here…His words will be waiting.

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‘Tests of Worth’ (God in Commentary)

What is life worth to you? What would you do to get it?

 Tests of Worth
 
will you remain the playa
the prima donna
stuck in propaganda
or will you see
as did hezekiah–
stand still
drop all pride of heart
pull out deception's dart
do your part
for the one and only Lord†
 
in words of isaiah
in words of the Messiah†
–now...will you continue
to adhere to false dogma
ridicule His† agenda
words sent to heal, to save
not break down, destroy
 
will you see the difference
change your ways
will you continue your
judging hoopla
praise in a manipulative
hosanna
will you turn
see truth in Jesus the Saviour†
or abuse His† cross
for money's gala
 
what's your worth
avoiding the pit
why won't you heal
from your trauma
–understand the true utopia
heaven's doors...opened
 
God† won't send a subpoena
–it's all upon self
seeing true worth
the reason for the Messiah†
from death to resurrection
from fall to rise
the truth
to your dilemma
as in the life of hezekiah
stand firm
in God's† agenda

Note: A direct message from God begins this commentary. The photograph that accompanies this work was taken November 9th. The V in my hair. God’s vengeful side. Read the commentary on that page to fully understand. It’s time that you did!

(December 3, 2019)―I was told to wait and post this. I’ve been waiting for the go ahead. I finally got it.

On November 15th, I received the following message directly from God:

‘You will see. The test is coming. They will see I am the God, the Lord Almighty, the Alpha, the Omega. They will see My wrath around the world. I will shake it, rattle it, put it all in unstable. Unite or see the end. Unite. Come together. Help. The time has come. For the prophet Isaiah warned so now a new prophet warns. This is the one and only God. The warning is set. The button’s been pushed. You will soon know it is I.’

I can’t really force you to believe God’s messages. But things are happening in my personal life, which I’ll divulge when God says it’s time, that I can’t dispute what He’s telling me…at all. He’s pretty stern in His words. When I hear Him, I can hear His tone…and I can tell the sincerity, and He’s not very happy!

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‘Good of Earth’

Reason…in my personal life…because they had a dark secret as well! The guilty help the guilty. So, when the victim of a crime screams wolf….all the wolves help the wolf.

Note: The photograph that accompanies this writing was taken on October 23rd. It is the white dove that I write about later in this writing when talking about the Sign of Jonah!

 Good of Earth
 
healing begins
in the heart
setting pride aside
that which tears us apart
letting out the light
which brightens stars
building another's heart
by halting pain
from the start
 
without this healing bark
pain lives on
adding to its cart
more parts of the dark
stripping lives
–that mercy of heart
building the prince of the earth
–it's army in surf
 
it is only through
admittance, accountability
that we add a ball
in curve
understanding...fully
who we serve
 
by casting out
pain's dart
dealing immediately
byway of God's†
merciful heart
that we justify
Jesus'† part
 
His† death wasn't a fart
for the innocent–
always pay the heaviest cost
 
go to the cross
then sort
–the heaviness
won't be a part
 
hide in the dark
deny the sort
–the heaviness
becomes the burden
in pain's cross
becoming too difficult
to sort
leading us to
true intimacy
of the dark
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‘The Good Samaritan’s Heart’

‘They will hate you because of Me’ He said. He meant that. That evil whore is out to destroy all that is Love. Are you going to allow that?

 The Good Samaritan's Heart
 
we pay homage–
to the good life
dressing nice
buying nice
painting our faces and nails
wearing aftershaves and perfumes
wearing diamonds and gold
building pretty buildings
polishing its glass and steal
 
leaving out in life–
what is real
 
we raise glasses to toast
we eat and drink
gossip in the roast
we turn to gluttony–
our bodies reveal its sincerity
in pictures...it shows
 
we turn the other cheek
off...we blow
saying
'it's the good life
we've earned its glow'

 
then we pass them
on the street
cough it up–
'they don't try
they let their dreams die
oh, poor them–
let the devil fry'

 
then return to our
fat-ingested life
of fancy buildings
dry-cleaned clothes
shiny diamonds and gold
drinking merrily
with friends in loads
laughing and gossiping
–as another dies
from the fry
 
it is those
who were crucified
by those ignorant lives
who doesn't just walk on by
–they give up their life
for those lost in the fry
for it’s the reason
why
Jesus†...on the cross
died
 
and as they struggle
in their own lives–
they help
the poor, the meek, the mild
they comfort those mourning
they tend the sick and lame
having to beg for money
pulling in their pride
asking...begging
from those who crucified
from those letting Jesus† die
over and over
in the tears shed
from the fry
 
the good heart
willing to do their part
as the ignorant
tears them a part
for they know
this is just a stop
the part filled with knots
on their way to God†
–in His† house
where lives
no more knots
no timings of clocks!
 
 
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‘Entrusted Servant’

It is through the power of the Lord that we listen and hear His voice and then do what He ask of us. For it is through faith, that we hear. For it is through love, that we do.

 Entrusted Servant
 
I do not know you
I do not know
if you answered the do'
 
I have
 
I know God's† providence
for me
I questioned
then He† made me see
 
I do not know
what  you are to do
I do what He's† told me to–
deliver His† message to you
‒now I know the voice–
who it belongs to
 
you may not know
what He† wants of you
but I know
what He† wants of me
I must give to you
what He's† given to me
 
I cannot turn back
I cannot undo
what He's† done for me
 
what He† has not given to you
you do not have to worry
what you cannot undo
‒you do not have to worry
doing...what He's† asked of you
for you do not know
 
I do know
‒I cannot undo
what He's†
asked me to do
so I'll do
what He† wants me to do
for He's† asked me to
 
it is so
what I now know
He's† given me seeds to sow
I don't have to guess
who will help them grow
for I already know
for He† told me so

‘A Waiting Maze’

God patiently awaits for you to choose by-way of Zechariah! The 4th message to you ‘Today’s Society’. It’s up to you to listen!

 A Waiting Maze
 
He's† not going to help
what you can do yourself
be wise, full of zeal
each other...truth...tell
don't condemn your brother
stay clear and calm of harm
evil...raise alarms
don't buy into charm
 
recognize...yes, recognize
what's in disguise
your responsibility
your turn to be wise
see through lies
it's time to stop the randomize
heal those traumatized
‒save them from lies
 
there's no such thing as elves
‒must believe in self
feelings for another...felt
in order for you to help
 
you've wasted enough time
draw that much needed line
understand...the Divine†
before it's too late
to even try
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