Tag: godsmessengers

‘Mocker’s Beat’

From the simplest of person to the biggest of corporations or non-profit corporations, lies are a dime a dozen. Job’s story is a symbol of how God works. He does not change. 

 Mocker's Beat
  
 the counsel of hypocrites
 will never be it
 they will smother
 the best of it
  
 to no wrongs‒
 do they admit
 they'll speak of Yeshuah†
 say God† is guiding it
 while bedding that and this
 while lying...
 taking no credit
 ‒for the wrong of it
  
 they'll say all is good‒
 enjoy it
 they'll say God† saved it
 when they were...actually‒
 the poison of it
  
 they'll say all that material bliss
 God† gave it
 they'll demand it!
 ‒they'll say you're a witch
 a down-right bitch‒
 when you don't give in
 to their shit
  
 it all adds up‒
 to the job of it
 those not truly in it
 don't know the half of it
  
 they're blinded‒
 to the God† of it
 ‒for He† does the blinding
 they're deaf‒
 to the God† of it
 ‒for He† blocks out
 their hearing
  
 why does He† do it
 ‒they aren't His† kids
 He† washes
 His† hands of it
 He's† not present‒
 in the death of it
 ‒not even the Spirit
 sees any of it
  
 He's† all about His† kids
 those who know‒
 the Truth of it
 they suffered for it
 ‒by the hands
 of the mockers of it
  
 He's† not in the materialistic
 that's satan's dish
 ‒have fun with it
 it's the prelude
 to the pit

(February 10, 2020)—A few things have been bothering me lately. The healing of a narcissist is one of them, and the terror in which a narcissist puts on their victims. Their cunningness. Their manipulative ways. Their stealing, lying, cheating. All of it has me really thinking how can they be healed when they refuse to even admit they are not healed, and because of this line of thought, God shows me a lot in the Bible that relate to this. This morning it was through Job. I love Job! I wrote the process of God through the experience as it happened and in steps, that’s the books. Job wrote about it as an all-at-once experience and sometimes this does happen, but a lot of time it’s a losing of things over a period of time.

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‘His† Pardon’ (w/God)

For you, know that you have to pay attention to what is happening around you. I know it can get really crazy with anguish, crying, heartache…all those emotions you have and the emotions other people have. It gets hard to see through all of that. But…in God’s process…you have to. 

 His† Pardon (w/God)
  
 'I† pardoned you, My† servant
 I† washed you clean
 you have listened to instructions
 –you now have rules
 in forbidden'
  
 Words He† said to me
 more instructions
 in see
 –to abide by carefully
  
 'give Forgiveness
 but take what was given
 to give the Forgiveness
 and, in return, give
 –reveal the wrongs
 of the giver
 teach the ways 
 of the Christ†
 –don't give advice
 (this...this isn't advice)
 this...teach...what is right
 through all these Words
 you write'
  
 instructions given
 from Him†–
 who gave me life
  
 who am I to argue
 (for sure not with you)
 He's† given me the tools
 go on...over...drool
 jealousy, envy–
 not things to do
 –only Heaven
 I'm to get you to
  
 He† pardoned my sins
 by washing me clean
 by keeping His† hands
 on me
 all His† mystery–
 teaching me
 as His† test (satan)–
 comes at me
 as God† moves me
 –humble...in its means
 of complete
  
 I'm not here for you–
 to believe in me
 neither for you–
 to like me
 –His† Love for me
 greater than any human
 will ever be
  
 I am free
 from any in deceive
 He† will awaken me
 –each time
 you cry in lies
 your heart is revealed–
 you can no longer conceal
 your darkened seals
  
 He† pardoned me
 He† removed the chains
 –freed me from captivity
  
 He† gave me
 the heart of Love
 to cry and mourn
 to pray and see
 –vows to Him†
 I'm sworn
  
 for Him†...I'm enough
 for He† pardoned me
 –completed in freewill and....
 in unconditional Love

(February 5, 2020)―God is wonderful in all ways. There was something serious on my mind this morning. In fact, the role of man and woman has been a debate between me and the Lord for sometime now. When I was called to the prophet service, I debated that I was not worthy enough for this calling. The Scribe, I understand, but anything more, I have an issue with. God led me to the patriarchs in the Bible. Why? Because one of my issues was the fact that I have three children with two different men and that I went through my sexual immorality…which makes me feel unclean. Abraham had four baby-mamas! Point taken. When God calls us to do His work, He already knows who we are. When He elevates us, He washes us clean of our previous sin. He was very physical with me on that part.

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‘Enclosed We Go!’

This isn’t a joke. I didn’t elect to spend all my free time writing all of this just for the sake of doing it to piss you off. God told me to write all of this. Did you hear that? He TOLD me! 

 Enclosed We Go!
  
 His† wrath is coming‒
 ‒a sending of bull dogs
 with their spike-filled teeth
 growling at the innocent
 ‒playfulness...they seek
 in indecent
 inviting willing men
 hand in hand‒
 their spears
 their only Needed weapon
 ‒confusing minds
 controlling every line
  
 His† wrath is coming‒
 His† Words will disappear
 He'll† hide Himself† totally
 –from every hemisphere
  
 you'll search
 but you won't find
 unless you're one‒
 in the divine
  
 then you will see
 parts of Him†
 here and there
 leaving you hungry
 and thirsty‒
 begging around every turn

 'where is He†? 
 I Need to know!'
  
 His† Words‒
 will become your Lust
 His† Words‒
 will become your Greed
 His† Words‒
 will become your Lies
 His† Words‒
 will become your darkness
  
 ‒all the things you so Love
 better than He†
 all that evil‒
 you will trade it all
 –just for one look!
 just for one tiny glimpse!
  
 how precious‒
 He† will become!
  
 after, He† closes
 Himself† out
 ‒leaves Earth in Destruction
 after He† hides
 He† will become‒
 ALL that you seek!  

(January 23, 2020)―I was led to Amos for the second time this week. There was something that the Lord wanted me see and I did finally. I had to include the entire Scripture concerning what Amos saw and heard so you’ll see how God reveals things through His prophets. But before…I have to release a little whoop-ass per say.

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‘Oh! Sorrowful Heart!’ (w/God)

‘…the whole land will be laid waste because there is no one who cares…’―Jeremiah 12:5-7

 Oh! Sorrowful Heart! (w/God)
  
 I felt a fragment
 of His† heart
 –barely a fragment
 the Sorrow buried deep–
 I can't even start
  
 He† looks east
 He† looks west
 –there is no one
 I beg for Him†–
 'look some more'
 He† says:

 'it's no use
 they are too proud
 even with the given tools
 they conceal‒
 what they're told
 –they Fear the crowd'
  
 He† bows His† head
 –shows me all those dead
 He† wishes they'd understand
 to whom they are wed
  
 but they refuse to listen
 as did their forefathers
 –the law of Love
 they easily shed
 so their egos‒
 can get fed
  
 as to me–
 each time He† speaks
 more silver...in sneaks
 of more and more Truth‒
 Wisdom....
 He† gives me a peek
 –clearly...the why–
 I see
 ‒then not–
 all lost at sea
  
 'do your part'

 He† tells me

 'it'll be okay'

 He† reassures me
  
 but my heart
 feels the Sorrow
 time can no longer–
 be borrowed
 the harvest...soon–
 to be sorted
 the Good from the bad
 what will live
 what will be burned
  
 the judgment is spewing
 a peach that won't survive
 yet the target will die
 before he finishes the job
  
 a people up in roar
 no longer able to soar
  
 all across the Earth
 sticks and bricks–
 equal the same
 a spilled Sorrowful heart
 plants itself in every town
 plants itself–
 against every nation
  
 oh! Sorrowful, mourning heart
 taking the children–
 for its own
 for it found no home
 ‒all sacred, Holy Love
 disappeared‒
 in trye's blood-soaked flood
  
 'prophesy against them'

 says the Almighty Lord†

 –all I want to do is pray

 He† says:

 'it's too late‒
 they live in sedate'
  
 so I cry–
 I feel His† Sorrowful heart
 a tiny, tiny piece of it
 He† bows His† head
 as I close my eyes
 see...all those dead
 all those who forgot
 to whom–
 they were wed
  

(January 25, 2020) Note: The photograph that accompany’s this work was taken November 9, 2019, Certainty of Visions. It may seem a random shot of my hair, but it isn’t. The V was put there and not by me. It symbolizes Vengeance. To further state His, that would be God, message, on November 11, 2019, He sent us the Avenging Angel, which He not only points out with the green Orb but also by putting an arrow in the sky to be sure that I see it and point it out to you. This isn’t a joke. This is as real as it gets. People from all around the world will start getting messages. Pay attention.

As always, the bold italic in the work is the Words of God. He directed me to Jeremiah last night and the line that He wanted me to see: ‘because there is no one who cares’. You think He isn’t here for some reason. You think He isn’t paying attention. He is always paying attention.

‘Wrecked Moments’

It doesn’t matter the reason, false doctrine is false doctrine, and more people are following it than ever before. 

Wrecked Moments
  
 times long ago
 when we weren't yet
 ready to go
  
 a time when
 we had no control
 –a stripping of our
 solid gold
  
 the place...where–
 began our fold
 the place...where–
 our Freedom of self
 selfishly sold
  
 –without us
 ever...being told

(January 22, 2020)—Before the age of 18, our inner makings change because of something someone else did. It doesn’t matter all the wrong decisions we might have made before that exact time when another person came into our lives and told us the ultimate lie, and we believed it because we were too young to know the difference.

Every single one of us has this moment.

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‘Spilling of Blood’ (A Plea for the Innocent)

Do you really believe that God doesn’t speak to us anymore? How is it that the world’s society as a whole have come to this? Have you ever questioned this? Do you know why? Are you not concerned to the why of it? Just the answers to these questions should have you rattled.

 Spilling of Blood
 (A Plea for the Innocent)
  
 Lord†, is it of Mercy
 as esther pleaded for her people
 that I plead for all the innocent
 all those defenseless souls
 struggling for Hope
 as they are submerged in Hate
 as they are submerged in the Greed of others
 –innocent lives sold for sex
 as those buying and selling
 worship and praise–
 proclaiming it is all right
 in God's† eyes!
  
 Lord†, I plead for them
 I beg for Your† hand to come
 to slam into these fools
 for stealing the innocence
 for robbing their dignity, their grace
  
 Lord†, it's all over the Earth
 every where I turn–
 I see beauty and nature
 but lying beneath this mask
 is what's smothering Your† Love
  
 condemned, I stand
 suffering with all the innocent
 Pillaged, I withstand
 Hate and Angry words
 from those unhealed
 –those who cause Strife
 those who spread Bitterness
  
 Lord†, I feel Your† heart
 I feel Your† disappointment
 I feel Your† disapproval
 –please bring Comfort
 to all those putting their souls
 in Your† hands
 for their bodies are sold
 to the highest bidder
 all declaring it is right
 in God's† name!
  
 Lord†, this isn't just one nation
 Lord†, this isn't just one people
 it's all over the Earth
 the darkness has consumed them
 –God's† veils have reached the maximum
 they do not see
 as God's† prophets of the past
 deemed...to say it will be
 IT IS!
  
 Lord†, Your† time is coming
 those with Malicious hearts
 those will never be allowed to see
 –this, as God's† servant, I understand
  
 Lord†, I ask for those in see
 I ask for those with Good hearts
 –they stand the victims
 of the blind
 Lord†, I ask that You† continue
 to keep their hearts pure
 whatever comes to them–
 in their suffering
 at the hands of the blind
 give them the strength
 to remain in You†
 give them the Strength–
 in all the Wickedness around them–
 to understand Your† unconditional Love
 give them the Strength–
 in their given gift of free will
 to continue to choose You†, Lord Yeshuah†
 so that God's† Kingdom
 will be their inheritance
  
 as I write this–
 I humbly pray for the broken–
 those in the mince of their choosing
 may they make the right choice
 may their veils be removed
 and they see Your† Grace
 they see the energy of God†
 all around them
 –bring them their Salvation
 so when it's time
 a proper room will be prepared for them
  
 help those weak in Faith
 help those lost to the bad shepherds
 help them discover Your† Truth
 help them see God's† wrath
 help them see why He† is so angry
  
 as I write this–
 as a servant of God†
 I know this world will see worse
 I know the war is escalating

 I humbly pray for the innocent
 I humbly pray for the Good in heart
 I humbly pray for those fighting
 through the tests God† has them in
  
 I humbly pray that they come to understand
 that God† is always in charge
 –all Good, all evil
 God† is the Alpha, the Omega
  
 I humbly pray that they come to understand
 what You†, Yeshuah, the Christ†, meant by saying:
  
 'everyone is invited, but not everyone gets in'
  
 may the innocent take it into advisement:
 Your† hand is their only Salvation
  
 this my loving, gracious Brother
 this my humble Lord Yeshuah, the Christ†
 I ask in God's† Righteous Glory
 for His† wrath be spared
 to leave the innocent with Humble hearts
 and lighted souls
  
 this, God's† Humble servant
 ask and beg
 for those who remain in You†
 for ever and ever
 amen

(January 19, 2020)—Since the middle of last year, I have been led to Esther over and over again, and each time there’s something new pointed out to me. Today was no exemption. The two Scriptures that I include here point out this: Standing up for the innocent. Standing up to the adversary, the bully, the mean people of the world.

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‘The Adjunct’ (Yeshuah (Jesus))

Yeshuah speaks.

 The Adjunct (Yeshuah (Jesus))
  
 it is written
 time and time again
 to be Faithful
 to listen to the Words
of the Lord†
 but Pillage continues
 false gods are still in place
 My† people still misplaced
  
 they wreaked My† lineage
 they seized My† Father's† house
 where, O where are you
 gentle souls–
 who rest in the Lord†?

 seek Refuge in Me†
 Humble yourself before Me†
 I will guide you
 I will remove the fools
  
 bow down and pray
 Mercy will be yours
 come to Me† and seek
 change your ways
 violence is coming 
 He† is angered
 His† hands are drawn
  
 you can't fight His† wrath
 you can't mellow His† anger
 bow down, seek Me†

 there are wondrous things
on Earth
 to keep it–
 you must save it
 all the gold and silver
won't do
 it's inside you
 the place of Refuge
 open your hearts
 clear your minds
  
 it's time to change
 His† angered hand is coming
 His† wrath will decide
 –hold Comfort in My† name
 listen and hear
 have Glory in the Father†
 for He† is the vessel
 all who comes into Me†
 will open to Him†
  
 blessed is the Kingdom
 forever and ever
 in the Lord Yeshuah's, the Christ†, name
 Humble and Praise
 with My† brothers and sisters
 amen

(January 5, 2020)—The word adjunct means something added on, but not part of the whole; something added or connected to a larger or more important thing; an adjunct is a word, a phrase, or a clause that can be removed from a sentence without making the sentence grammatically wrong. An adjunct is usually an adverb used to modify a verb. When used as an adverb, an adjunct will usually indicate a time, a manner, a place, a frequency, a reason, or a degree.

I was directed to the Scripture concerning The Fall of Israel for the second time this week. After rereading it, the title ‘The Adjunct’ came. I wrote what I heard and later looked up the meaning of the word adjunct because frankly it threw me off…not to mention the whole piece, which I wrote what I heard as I always do. Only this time…it wasn’t my Father speaking or David. I wrote each word, each sentence as I heard it. I made no changes. My Brother is not the poet, but His words are eloquent…and this is Him!

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‘A Bid for the People’ (God in Commentary)

‘You aren’t to pillage and force My covenant! Each person has to find Me and My Son on their own. PLANT SEEDS. Be graceful….’Another Direct Message from God!

 A Bid for the People
  
 I have sat here, my Lord†
 wrote psalm after psalm
 read Your† Words
 over and over
 heard every Word
 You've† sent
  
 I pray they hear
 I pray they open their eyes
 I pray their hearts heal
  
 have Mercy on them, O Lord†
 show those who know You†
 the Way
 show them Your† grace–
 through Your† Son, Yeshuah, the Christ†
 give them Salvation‒
 for trusting in You†
 keep them safe and secure
 ‒help them understand
 Your† process
 help them to remain
 in Your† Love
  
 Lord†, there are many
 who still fight against You†
 they are still many persecuting‒
 in Your† name
 there are still many persecuting‒
 because of Your† Son†
  
 Lord†, bring Your† wrath upon them

 ‒awaken Your† Mercy
 for the people who honor You†
 give them relief‒
 in the new coming year
 reveal to them Your† glory
 reveal to them Your† splendor
  
 my heavenly Father†
 reveal Yeshuah, the Christ†
 ‒His† Love and His† Salvation

 reveal His† enemy
 to those who seek You†
 protect them in all ways
 ‒as the enemy comes to destroy
 I know it's Your† hand‒
 upon them
 I know it's You† testing them
 please, Lord†, be easy on them
 for the enemy hates them
 ‒and they have remained
 Faithful to You†
  
 my gentle, everlasting God†
 in the wake of Your† coming wrath‒
 pave the road to the Kingdom's gate
 for all those gentle hearts
 who's day will arrive‒
 without warning
 ‒release any pain that we see
 awaken their soul's
 to the Kingdom's glory
  
 in Your† coming vengeance‒
 raise the children softly
 they have done nothing wrong
 ‒for all those eyes opened
 help them understand
 the glory of Your† Love
  
 for those struggling in death‒
 Lord†, please guide them
 allow Yeshuah's† grace
 to fall upon them
 release the enemy's hold
 on them
 so they can purify their hearts
 unite with Your† Holy sanctuary
 ‒walk from the darkness
 with upright, cleansed minds
  
 oh, my precious Lord†
 bless this land on all the Earth
 she is proof of Your† everlasting wonders
 from the mountains to the plains
 from the deserts to the seas
 all the animals of the wild
 all that lives in the sea
 place Your† glorious hand on them
 ‒for their innocence
 is beyond measure
  
 Lord†, I know Your† unending Power
 I understand Your† pent-up anger
 I've seen the coming storm
 Lord†, the innocent fight evil
 every day
 they conquer deceit and manipulation
 they survive the thieves, the rapists
 and the murderers
 Lord†, bless them‒
 save them from their grief
 help them understand Your† Love
 help them feel Yeshuah's† gentle arms
 around them
  
 my Almighty Lord†
 my eyes weep for the lost‒
 their pride has consumed them
 their idols have taken control
 of their hearts
 their politics mean more to them‒
 than Your† strongest wrath
 they have succumbed to their fall
 as shepherds misrepresent You†
 they have fallen to the glitz‒
 of a shepherd's stage
 ‒to those leading them
 from Your† Truth
  
 Lord†, I don't know how to pray
 for them
 I meet resistance
 I meet anger and hate
 I meet the words
 of those of the world
 ‒who set my emotions
 in a dizzying swirl
  
 Lord†, condemn me at every turn
 I can't force myself‒
 to speak against them
 ‒their hearts are just weak
 their strength has left them
 ‒they hold no guns in their hands
 Lord†, their malice...are just results‒
 from their own pillage
 so, I give them to You†
 they deserve Your† Love
the most
 ‒for their suffering here on Earth
 is deep
 they aren't the worse on Earth
 they're just lost‒
 in their sea of grief
 ‒hand them over to Your† Son†
 let Him† give them a shake
 ‒a chance for Redemption
 before Your† wrath
 comes to shake all the Earth
  
 Lord†, be with all those suffering
 in disease
 their cross is their burden
 ‒man has egged on their pain
 at no fault of their own

 so ease their pain
 put acceptance in their hearts
 help them see the Kingdom‒
 which is more glorious
than all the Earth
  
 Lord†, my Almighty Father†
 bring Your† wrath
 upon the True enemy‒
 the greedy corporations
 ‒the very hand the enemy plays

 we, Your† people, are innocent‒
 of the blood they shed
 we, Your† people, honor You†
 ‒unlike them
 who deceive and manipulate
 ‒all for money
 that does not last
  
 Lord†, be with the True
 silver and gold
 that which You† created‒
 to think of You†
 to feel Your† Love
 ‒in all these Words I write

 I pray for all Your† people‒
 who stand tall in strife
 who run towards, not away‒
 terrors of the night
 who aid the hunger, the weak
 the suffering
 who put others before themselves
 who follow the Truth of Love
 ‒that of Yeshuah, the Christ†
  
 Lord†, humble us all
 protect us in the sight‒
 of Your† wrath
 protect us after it passes
 against the false
 against the hate
 ‒all evil to come
 help us see the True nature
 of the heavenly Kingdom
 ‒the throne that You† sit upon
  
 all of this, my Lord†
 prayers for the people
 as a new decade
 falls upon us
 without seeing the Truth
 of Your† mighty hand
  
 in Love and devotion
 to Your† Son, Yeshuah, the Christ†
 in True gratefulness
 in Your† glory
 ‒this, Your† Faithful servant
 pleads to You†
 for Your† people
 forever and ever. Amen.

(December 31, 2019)—The Lord Almighty God says: ‘You aren’t to Pillage and force My covenant! Each person has to find Me and My Son on their own. PLANT SEEDS. Be graceful.

What is this attack on the Jew? Who gave you the right to take matters in your own hands? You are but a tiny spec in My eye. This is the Lord, Almighty, the One and only God. I put you on trial, you Simple servant. Who gives you Power to take matters in your hands? Did I pass on My glory to you? You are but a bug in My eye with your self-directed wrath.

Look at your skin…does that tell you that you are My people? NO! It tells you you have skin.

I will unleash My Power on you, you small little bug. You are not listening to My Son. He will judge you accordingly. The scales are out. Hearts are to be weighed according to each’s Pillage of another human being. Peace. How is you striking another human being Peace? Who told you to do so? Who told you it’s My order to pierce another human being? Who told you you can condemn another human being?

Peace. Love those near you. Listen to My scribe. You are not honoring My name. Come to My throne. My Kingdom is mighty. Erase your sorrow. The vine is drying up and Needs water. The hungry are starving, they Need the Good, best meats. I see the leopards deceiving My people. I see all. This is your One and only God. My Son speaks. Listen to Him. He is the only judge. He is the only judge. Do away with your condemnation.

Strike yourself in the chest…all nations….strike yourself in the chest! Listen to Words I have sent. My Love outweighs My anger. My wrath will strike. Only My wrath! Your self-induced Power will not save you. Listen or bid farewell.’

The Lord has spoken.

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‘The Sending of Lies’

‘…The new wine dries up and the vine withers; all the merrymakers groan. The gaiety of the tambourines is stilled, the noise of the revelers has stopped, the joyful harp is silent….’―Isaiah 24:1-23

 The Sending of Lies
  
 God's† mercy is upon thee–
 when asked
 for a place to be
 with a good-weighing heart
 –absent of deception and deceit
  
 pray that you see
 all the angels sent
 see to it...their time
 is well spent
  
 God† works–
 in ways mysteriously
 in the smallest set
 of flowers seen
 to the destruction
 of your security
 He'll† raise you up
 to free
 or bring you down
 to your knees
  
 the heart...a scaled commodity
 God† praises its divinity
 but first–
 He's† going to hand you over
 to the enemy
 –this...is life's certainty
  
 there are a few things
 He† needs to see
 it's the process of He†
 –seeing....
 'are you worth the light
 of eternity'
  
 so He† takes away
 the moon, the sun, the stars
 darkness becomes–
 your reality
 –destruction changes
 your me
 in mind and heart–
 you struggle in fighting
 –depending on His† variety
 which cross is your certainty
  
 there...down there....
 comes in the enemy
 setting your heart to stone
 confusing your mind–
 everything seems wrong
 –fighting your every bit
 of strong
  
 it'll offer you some peace
 it'll tell you to ease
 –you...it's sent to burn
 push you to the limits
 –see what decisions
 you'll enlighten
 in firm
  
 for years and years–
 it'll stick around
 tearing you down
 piece by piece
 it'll bring in–
 hurt, anger...even dis-ease
 leaving behind
 the final key
 in destroying you
 with ease
  
 shame
  
 its ultimate end game
 –what's left behind
 the struggle
 of crossing the line
  
 God† is watching: patiently
 –the ask from a good heart
 sets the good vine apart
  
 'what will you do'
  
 as one by one–
 His† angels appear
 a ragged-out homeless chum
 a raging woman
 pushing you to dumb
  
 the looking glass–
 staring back at you
 the enemy enjoys its play
 it'll pull you further in
 welcoming you–
 in its den
 it'll send false friends
 put you into win
 –it'll build your pride and ego
  
 'those angels have to go
 this isn't...that kind of show'
  
 oh! no, no, no!
  
 your heart still confused
 –back around you go
 the same show–
 again and again
 as you keep on seeing
 every angel sent to you
 –forcing the enemy
 to drool
  
 'run...they're the fiends
 hide within
 shh...I'll bring you to win
 –all the world's possessions
 I'll bring on in'
  
 God† continues on watching
 tapping His† toes
 waiting
 sometimes...shaking His† head
  
 'oh my! back around again!'
  
 He† hears you beg and plead
 He† sees your heart bleed
  
 'oh that vine...so diseased'
  
 but...He† waits patiently
 for your heart–
 to finally heed
 –knowing the worse
 could very well
 lead you to the hearse
  
 the ultimate end game
 shame
 the hardest part to heal
 God† very well–
 knows the deal
 –shame carries
 the strongest seal
 –it's the Humble
 that awaits
 after the stumble–
 the over and over rumble
 –for Shame:
 destroys, steals, and kills
  
 it is the ultimate real
 that which breaks
 a man's strongest will

(December 30, 2019)—Shame: Again the poem came first this morning. This is really odd for me, especially since the Scripture usually inspires the poem. Instead the poem is coming, then I’m led to the Scripture that backs it!

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‘Laying It Down’ and ‘Tell Me, My Lord†’

‘…I am the gate; whoever enters through Me will be saved….The thief comes only in to steal and kill and destroy…’He is demon-possessed and raving mad. Why listen to Him?” (John 10:7-21)

 Laying It Down
  
 these hands are up
 accepting this love
 come, gather round–
 this joined-together vine
 is all but enough
  
 take this chalice
 drink from the cup
 –you brave little cub
 this journey...not a strut
 it's a slow walking 
 in rub
  
 go on, take it...drink up
 but be warned little bug
 in will come...the judge
  
 then they'll be the tug
 some will come to bluff
 –making the drink
 a little tough
 there'll be a bit
of obstruct
 –some bumps and stuff
 maybe a little more
 in rough
  
 you may have to shed
some blood
 a time or two–
 you'll be covered in mud
 even some crud– 
 when you try to be a stud
 –it's just a kick
in the butt
 for being somewhat smug
  
 don't worry...it's just Yeshuah† love
 when things get too dicey–
 He'll† unplug
 give you a bit of a shrug
 but not all-together...pluck
 He'll† just help
 through the hiccups
  
 He's† patient...seeing
if you'll give up
 watching you
 with brotherly love
 pushing you
 to come out of thug
 –understand the tug
  
 go on, take it...drink up
 –it's unconditional
 and full of love
  
 but there isn't any luck
 and at times
 you'll get stuck
 in will come...floods
 jitterbugs and fluff
 you'll have to be
 strong enough
 decide differences–
 that moonstruck stuff
 and the real of love
  
 no, it won't be easy–
 so much will turn to muck
 you may see handcuffs
 even be awe-struck
 by the wrong products
 –just keep your head up
 things will ease up
 along the way
 somewhat
  
 it's your choice to drink up
 the hard love
 gets you through
 the rough stuff– 
 when Yeshuah† wants
 you healed enough

 –once you get over the fluff
 you'll see the true love
 that didn't give up
on you...in a puff
 ‒that's the truth
 of Yeshuah's† love
  

(December 29, 2019)—The ways of Yeshuah are simply amazing. He speaks to me when I’m troubled. I woke up around 2:30 a.m. after again laying down and saying, pretty much the hell with it all. I wrote about this man texting me. Horrible. I write about me being alone and how my family pretty much ousted me out for their own sins. I write about how people don’t read these writings or even consider them to be true. I’m working on faith, except for the small signs I’m sent…like the text I received day before yesterday.

So, I went to bed with all of this on my shoulders. (Don’t judge. I have to write this journey if you don’t understand it or not.) I get up this morning, not wanting to write, but I’m encouraged. I open my Bible to the following Scriptures:

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