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‘Summer’s Deed’ (God)

…Therefore, as it is written: ‘Let him who boasts boast in the Lord’ [Jeremiah 9:24].―1 Corinthians 1:26-31

Summer's Deed (God)

it is a massive endeavor
one not counted
by man

it's a slow process
an even one
smooth and precise
hackit and jibbery
but on-going

a turn around
back and forth
rocking
steady and smooth

'why' you ask 'must this be?'
or maybe 'it'll never happen'
'that it's just the natural
movement of the Earth'
or 'science already proved
there is no god'

let Me†, the Lord Almighty†
enlighten you
to the prospects of Me†, Myself†

I† give notice
all around the Earth
but you don't take notice
you are so cofounded
in Earth itself
that you fail to see
what can't be explained
by man himself

you pass by Me† every day
but you cofounded yourself
to man's idea of Me†
or no idea at all

I† am

the energetic way
in which man implores Me†
is amusing
you, man, have no idea
of Me†

some do
some understand My† power
very few do

I† am He†, the Mighty One†
who moves you
like the stars above you
each having a place
none are out of place
living their life
as I† deemed
until its time to undeem

the architect of all things
I† implore them
all things
for My† reasons alone

man has a way
with himself
to enginicate himself
into trying to out do Me†
he can't
but he tries
at the same time
denying My† existence
how uncanny of him!

I† am

[Then He led me to 2 Chronicles 15:1-7: The Spirit of God came upon Azariah son of Oded. He went out to meet Asa and said to him, 'Listen to me, Asa and all Judah and Benjamin. The Lord is with you and you are with Him. If you seek Him, He will be found by you, but if you forsake Him, He will forsake you. For a long time Israel was without the true God, without a priest to teach and without the law. But in their distress, they turned to the Lord, the God of Israel, and sought Him, and He was found by them. In those days, it was not safe to travel about, for all the inhabitants of the lands were in great turmoil. One nation was being crushed by another and one city by another, because God was troubling them with every kind of distress. But as for you, be strong and do not give up, for your work will be rewarded.']

do you not understand
the words already written?

or are you still like your forefathers
stiff-necked
like peas in a bowl
denying the truth
and seeking to fit in
a world that doesn't belong
to you?

I† am, there is no other

'your wickedness has awakened Me†'
they say
but what they do not know
is that I† am always

those who forsake Me†
those who deny the one I† sent
have made a choice
not to live

I† am not the god of the dead
they have chosen
hence they do not see Me†
nor know Me†
I† have turned My† back to them
nation or people
it does not matter

false is false
a choice is made

true hearts I† see
I† am aware of their struggle
for I† put them in struggle
I† brought Struggle to them

'why?' you ask
for I† am the Lord† your God†
being a father to My† children
discipline in accordance
with the thoughts of their hearts

how worthy are you?

as you test Me†
so shall I† test you

those who know Me†
but not fully

those who know Me†
fully

I† am

I† seek the need of Me†
always

I† want your full understanding
your full dependence
your full alliance

your understanding means nothing
without Me†
but it is a will
to rely on Me†

[Then He led me to Lamentations 1:7-22:

In the days of her affliction and wandering, Jerusalem remembers all the treasures that were hers in days of old. When her people fell into enemy hands, there was no one to help her. Her enemies looked at her and laughed at her destruction. Jerusalem has sinned greatly and so has become unclean. All who honored her, despised her, for they have seen her nakedness; she herself groans and turns away. Her filthiness clung to her skirts; she did not consider her future. Her fall was astounding; there was none to comfort her. 'Look, O Lord, on my affliction, for the enemy has triumphed.' The enemy laid hands on all her treasures; she saw pagan nations enter her sanctuary—those You had forbidden to enter Your assembly. All her people groan as they search for bread; they barter their treasures for food to keep themselves alive. 'Look, O Lord, and consider for I am despised.'—Lamentations 1:7-11

Is it nothing to you, all you who pass by? Look around and see. Is any suffering like my suffering that was inflicted on me, that the Lord brought on me in the day of His fierce anger?' 'From on high He sent fire, sent it down into my bones. He spread a net for my feet and turned me back. He made me desolate, faint all the day long. My sins have been bound into a yoke; by His hands they were woven together. They have come upon my neck and the Lord has sapped my strength. He has handed me over to those I cannot withstand. The Lord has rejected all the warriors in my midst; He has summoned an army against me to crush my young men. In His winepress, the Lord has trampled the Virgin Daughter of Judah. This is why I weep and my eyes overflow with tears. No one is near to comfort me, no one to restore my spirit. My children are destitute because the enemy has prevailed. Zion stretches out her hands, but there is no one to comfort her. The Lord has decreed for Jacob that his neighbors become his foes; Jerusalem has become an unclean thing among them.'—Laminations 1:12-17

'The Lord is righteous, yet, I rebelled against His command. Listen, all you peoples; look upon my suffering. My young men and maidens have gone into exile. I called to my allies, but they betrayed me. My priests and my elders perished in the city while they searched for food to keep themselves alive. See, O Lord, how distressed I am! I am in torment within, and in my heart I am disturbed, for I have been most rebellious. Outside, the sword bereaves; inside, there is only death. People have heard my groaning, but there is no one to comfort me. All my enemies have heard of my distress; they rejoice at what You have done. May Your bring the day You have announced so they may become like me.'—Lamentations 1:18-22]

I† did what I† said I† would do
I† caused it
you see an enemy
I† see discipline
to save all who are Mine†

you stumble
for the words of man
created confusion among men
are you sure it wasn't Me?
who told you it wasn't the Lord† 
creating the confusion?

I† am all things

you brought the confusion
for I† gave what you asked for
I† was honorable
why weren't you?

now, what you asked for
has been set upon you
now, Confusion rules you

will you be able to tell
the difference
between I and Confusion?

who is Confusion?
will you be able to tell
between My† house and satan's?
or is satan from My† house?

if you know the answer
then why are you teaching
the opposite?

now, you have to live
what you asked for

so sentimental yet so naïve
you won't have to pay the price
of your prostitution
those generations after you
will

cry 'o nations
for the boundaries are in place
the draw line snapped
the points placed
for the horses and chariots
have their orders

I† will depart as the tens
make their final tribute
to the nines' resting place

hundreds will follow
a dark blankness
without light

but don't worry careless ones
I† will return
to a gentle, hungry generation
and fill them up
they will rediscover Me†
and My† Son† will cover them
and they will hunger no more

so says the Lord Almighty God†

[He led me to 1 Corinthians 1:10-17 through 1 Corinthians 2:14-16: 

I appeal to you, brothers, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that all of you agree with one another so that there may be no divisions among you and that you may be perfectly united in mind and thought. My brothers, some from Chloe's household have informed me that there are quarrels among you. What I mean is this: One of you says, 'I follow Paul'; another, 'I follow Apollos'; another, 'I follow Cephas'; still another, 'I follow Christ.' Is Christ divided? Was Paul crucified for you? Were you baptized into the name of Paul? I am thankful that I did not baptize any of you except Crispus and Gaius, so no one can say that you were baptized into my name. (Yes, I also baptized the household of Stephanas; beyond that, I don't remember if I baptized anyone else.) For Christ did not send me to baptize, but to preach the Gospel―not with words of human wisdom, lest the cross of Christ be emptied of its power.'—1 Corinthians 1:10-17

For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. For it is written: 'I will destroy the wisdom of the wise; the intelligence of the intelligent I will frustrate' [Isaiah 29:14]. Where is the wise man? Where is the scholar? Where is the philosopher of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world? For since, in the wisdom of God, the world through its wisdom did not know Him, God was pleased through the foolishness of what was preached to save those who believe. Jews demand miraculous signs and Greeks look for wisdom, but we preach Christ crucified; a stumbling block to the Jews and foolishness to Gentiles, but to those whom God has called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God. For the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength.―1 Corinthians 1:18-25

Brothers, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble births. But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things―and the things that are not―to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before Him. It is because of Him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God―that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption. Therefore, as it is written: 'Let him who boasts, boast in the Lord' [Jeremiah 9:24].―1 Corinthians 1:26-31

When I came to you, brothers, I did not come with eloquence or superior wisdom as I proclaimed to you the testimony about God. For I resolved to know nothing while I was with you except Jesus Christ and Him crucified. I came to you in weakness and fear, and with much trembling. My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the Spirit's power, so that your faith might not rest on men's wisdom, but on God's power.―1 Corinthians 2:1-5

We do, however, speak a message of wisdom among the mature, but not the wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age, who are coming to nothing. No, we speak of God's secret wisdom, a wisdom that has been hidden and that God destined for our glory before time began. None of the rulers of this age understood it, for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. However, as it is written: 'No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him' [Isaiah 64:4]―but God has revealed it to us by His Spirit. The Spirit searches all things, even the deep things of God. For who among men knows the thoughts of a man except the man's spirit within him? In the same way, no one knows the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God. We have not received the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, that we may understand what God has freely given us. This is what we speak, not in words taught us by human wisdom, but in words taught by the Spirit, expressing spiritual truths in spiritual words.―1 Corinthians 2:6-13

The man without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to him, and he cannot understand them, because they are spiritually discerned. The spiritual man makes judgments about all things, but he himself is not subject to any man's judgment: 'For who has known the mind of the Lord that he may instruct Him?' But we have the mind of Christ [Isaiah 40:13].―1 Corinthians 2:14-16]

(May 14, 2024)—The Scripture that He directed to are within the piece itself as He instructed.

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‘Time’s Difference: A Vagueness of Sorts’ (Yeshuah)

… Wisdom is better than weapons of war, but one sinner destroys much good.—Ecclesiastes 9:13-18

Time's Difference: A Vagueness of Sorts (Yeshuah)

'of sorts' a prophet's uncertainty
of what is asked of her
if she has 'uncertainty'
then the rest has it as well

let Me† be clear
I†, Yeshuah†, am clear

uncertainty is given
from years of war
from years of force

before I† came
many wars were fought
for the mixing of blood
created doubt and turmoil
in a people that once was certain

for the Father† sat back
for a plan was laid
things were written
when He† gave the will
for it to be written
always at the precise time
then, at times, hidden
for reason

after I† came, a new divide took place
before a divide existed
evil and righteous
the circumcised and the uncircumcised
a bodily notification
‒one pure and whole
and felt and noticeable
one separating by bodily notice
as a scar was placed outside the body
thousands of years later
so was the circumcision

a difference was set
to set apart
those God† called and desired

then there was I†

all that came before
was for My† arrival
the time between
God† teaching those chosen
and My† coming
war, uncertainty
confusion

all seemingly on one side of earth
yet, as the servant questions
'what about the rest of earth?'
and I† ask, 'how do you know
that there was a 'rest' of earth?'
is it because of the things
found in the ground?

many things were hidden in earth
to be discovered at precise times

the earth opens its mouth
to hide
for none other than the Father†

how do you know 'dates'?
do you not understand, yet?

the Father† allows
what the Father† allows

your 'calculated' dates of things
all things
is merely a guess by men

I† am
I† speak truth

nothing is as it seems

man has always sought position
man has always sought esteem
by other men

it's the way of the human

they don't teach in man-made churches
the bloodshed of war
there were many
many women and children
were killed

do you really believe man
can save you?

man only has the power to save
as God† will allow
He† has proven over and over
how small armies
can overtake large ones

do you think man has done this?

you over-esteem yourselves

I† have shown the prophet
what man is capable of
and it will happen

God† is not concerned
with the shell
but with the Spirit

can you save your Spirit?
are you willing?

do you think everything is an accident?

there is nothing done accidentally

God's† purpose is for God† alone
and for the greater good of the
human being

wars are designed to teach
as soon as you forsook that lesson
time was marked
for war to come

you bring these lessons
upon yourselves

there are so many scholars
so many self-declared gods
yet, all the truth of the Father†
is already written
not just the Bible
but many books

the ōnasay, theosian
the written prophecies
the almanac of the human being
was given for a reason
so you would know
where you come from
and why
to teach you about
your Creator†
and His† power and strength
His† compassion and loyalty
His† mercy and His† revenge
against the unmerciful

He† gave that freely
and He† can wipe it out

as these words are given
telling you what will be
your arrogance says:
'it will never be'
so says the arrogance
of every empire before this one:

the egyptians, the greeks, the assyrians
the persians, the syrians, the samarians
the babylonians, the romans

all of them were once 'great'
all of them ruled the rest of the world

how about the british?
do you remember them?

all battles are planed
all battles are created
small and large

you never know
when one will sprout up
to unplant

but being prepared is key
in the world of today
preparation for nations
is armor
as all the nations before
and technology is built
created
to advance the times
for war

who gave the creation
of these things?
man?

are you still that dull?

the preparation needed for war
is the same as all areas
of life
but you miss the most important
one

the Spirit

in war
casualties are immense
the Father† is warning
if you listen then your soul
is prepared for death of the body
if you are not
your body dies and so does the soul
Spirit

the Father is warning
in plain words
through a simple shepherd girl
who has been betrayed, abused
and redeemed
just like Me†

and they didn't accept Me†
for I† wasn't a pharisee
they won't accept her
because she's a woman

times have moved forward
times have advanced
but the basics of the human mind
has not

(December 11, 2023)— This writing from Yeshuah was given yesterday. After the writing, He led me to Ecclesiastes 5:8-20 through Ecclesiastes 9:13-18. I’m putting them first before I write the commentary which I assume will be a long one.

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‘Apocrypha’s Hide-ness’ (Yeshuah)

….This is the covenant I will make with the house of Israel after that time, declares the Lord. I will put My laws in their minds and write them on their hearts. I will be their God and they will be My people. No longer will a man teach his neighbor, or a man his brother, saying, ‘Know the Lord,’ because they will all know Me, from the least of them to the greatest. For I will forgive their wickedness and will remember their sins no more’ [Jeremiah 31:31-34]….—Hebrews 8:8-13

Apocrypha's Hide-ness (Yeshuah)

once upon a time
there was a writer
he was subtle in his words
but clear and precise
he questioned his authority
didn't understand the words
or their meaning
but he wrote them anyway

he was agitated most of the time
not knowing
what to do with all the words
that came to him

he was not priestly
did not consider himself holy
but the words kept coming
and he wrote them

he didn't have paper or pen
nor pencil
he had ink in a jar
he had parchment
thin leathery-like ornaments
that had to dry
before he could roll them up

at one point in time
during his older years
all his rooms were scattered parchment
drying words he didn't understand
but knew they were important

no validation came to him
just words
and the mind of a clear man

isaiah was a better man
than he
so was jeremiah and malachi

all those before him
were better
at understanding
from where the words came

he just knew

without witness or helper
he wrote

crazy, insane
many thought he was
and they left him alone

ramzee was part of a short list
zerabeniah was another

names forgotten, gone
all because man refused
to understand
the importance of their work

some wrote for the prophet daniel
some wrote for jeremiah
even for paul
the scribes that are forgotten
because they didn't perform
for the people

it is I†, Yeshuah†, explaining
the debts of the called

they know their purpose
and their purpose differ
in many ways
from each other

it is only when
what they leave behind
proves them true

they know they will not receive
while in the world
they know from whom
they will receive

they have received

there are many called today
this time of the world

man has conditioned society
not to speak of such things
to hide them
all the words that come to them
then exploit or deem unworthy
if God's† hand shows through them

the fear of God†
escapes many
especially those
who refuse to accept Me†, the Son†
in their man-directed kingdoms
God† leaves their pillage go on
the condemnation is there
living amongst them

their lives are only meaningful
in the world
they live in confusion
and hopelessness
massive chaos surrounds them
demons live in them
and they bring horror to life 

they are the visible dead
and are used as tools of God†
in disciplining all through
the earth

then they perish
never to see life again

you wonder how such things
can be
you only wonder this
when you don't know the Father†

as time moves forward
the message of these types
of hardened hearts
spreads throughout earth

through their pillage
building more and more
for satan's house

there comes a time
for salvation to be needed
and the Father† rises up His† band
of the elect

these elect cannot pillage
sin is removed
and truth is set in place
for God† to speak
through the confusion
He† set

in each time
confusion gets worse
leading up to
massiveness of sin
where salvation is hard
following a simple command
is difficult

to love one another
in the ways of God†
not man, God†
almost seems impossible

as the promise God† made the prophet
He† has shown her in every way
how it seems impossible

but it only seems

showing love throughout
one's life
without sin
is easy with Me†
once you let Me† in
I† fight as you pray
in love and in truth

the words of God† never stop
the world just stops listening
they have a strict line
of devotion
to one thing
and cannot accept more

they build their rules around
this one thing
and spread it throughout the world
without considering
the massiveness of the power of God†

their was the law
then the years in between
the prophets
then Me†
and all the words and the apostles

then man deemed
no more prophets
no more words

how many years lay
between the law and Me†?

how many years lay
between Me† and now?

it's time to listen to God†

[He stopped briefly and led me to Hebrews 8:8-13 through Hebrews 10:15-18. I was instructed to read it out loud. Once I was done, He continued.]

the sins have been forgiven
for those who came before Me†
I† came and did what God†
commanded of Me†
I† am the way
there is no other way

are all sins forgiven?
that depends on the sinner
will you heal and sin no more?

I† told those I† healed
while I† was a man on earth
to sin no more
after I† healed them

did you not hear Me†?

will you falter after I† cleanse you?
small and subtle sometimes
but not big like you did before

are you willing to change, heal?
are you willing to release pride and status
among men
for Me†?

these you must consider

words are sent
not to hide them
but to give freely
and listen to them

how will you know
when are you listening to the right words?

pray to the Father†
He† will show you

the right words may condemn you
at first
they may challenge you
but you are drawn to them

I†, the Son†, am telling you
the right words, the truth
will bring clarity
if you stick with them
they will bring light
to the darkness
they will make you question
yourself
at first, make you feel uncomfortable

come into Me† with sincerity
and I† will go into you

the prophet has doubts, too
but she continues to write
all God's† words
she continues to hear
and seek understanding
she refuses to listen to man
even when they condemn her

this is how understanding words
leaves behind tradition
tradition always changes truth
in order to multiply

I† do not seek anything from you
but truth
for I† give only truth
and I† have salvation
to give
whenever you seek it

healing is hard work
and I† am willing
if you are

(July 2, 2023)—The Scriptures, Hebrews 8:8-13 through Hebrews 10:15-18.

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‘Backlash’ (Crucifixion Vision)

You must learn to fight with your mind!

 Backlash
  
 He's† coming
His† fierce wrath
 –a warning
that will steal your laugh
  
 He's† waited
as you gently
took your bath
 seeing you
enjoy your treasures
He's glad
  
 His† simplicity‒
 riddled with an interesting sass
 if you fall too far behind
on the graph
 He† has an unwavering strap
 administered by
a father's unconditional love‒
 in a dash
 giving you a chance
to bounce back
 from your deep, darkened nap
  
 but you haven't read
the telegraph
 you haven't heard
the endless knocking raps
 you haven't heard
the crash, the clash
 or the blast
 you haven't even heard
the slush
 of His† slow drag
  
 instead
you waddle like an ass
 pretending to celebrate
honor His† flag
 while others...with a bat
so willing to bash
  
 round and round
 lap after lap
 slowly distorting Him†
in every class
 mixing it all up–
 commoners can't even grasp
 leaving it all
to be given in mass
 not willing
to take on the task
 –it's all been a trap
  
 the mark of the beast–
 will be an easy lash
 they will be willing–
 without any wording sass
 let alone
a flame from a shiny blast
  
 how to measure gullibility–
 the strength needed
to cure this rash
 will take more
than attending a mass
 or around waist
wrapping a sash
  
 in the mind
will come the nag
 –a played-out invisible rag
 strange thoughts
making a face sag
 doubt...oh! how nasty!
its constant drag
 heaviness and confusion–
 mixing it all up in lag
  
 there's a better way to combat
 this dark invisible rag
 –powers hidden
once sealed–
 too high to be grasped
 it's now time
to bathe in its vast
 opening it up–
 the vaults...down...smash
  
 mind for mind...slash
 taking control back
 before the Lamb† comes
in a flash
 open up for a higher stash
 –sorting through trash
 with an energy in splash
  
 yes, He's† coming
 a warning in passing
 a chance to be given
for a new class
 a higher way
fighting in blast
 a choice in self's brass
 –thrive in eternity's musical jazz
 or fall in evil's
forever fire-pitting trap

(August 24, 2019)―Wow! is how today began. A jolting out of bed at 4 a.m. to write. I didn’t want to get up. Three times I was literally jolted out of bed. I finally got up and I’ve been writing ever since. That’s what I’m suppose to do: keep writing.

I mentioned in a few writings that I’ll eventually have a section on here about my meditation journey…it will either be in a category or an entire section to itself. All I know is that I’m on an extraordinary journey and I’ve been on this journey for years now, only this time it’s elevated, and I’m to share the entire process here.

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‘To Not See in Shame’

Micah adds to the importance of the Choose!

 To Not See in Shame
  
 He's† coming–
 He's† watching and...tired
 nothing has changed
 all lost in shame
 playing a tireless game
 for simple gain
 ‒forgetting His† glorious name
  
 He's† coming‒
 your songs are deranged
 your mentality strange
 believing in sports' games
 gold chains and diamond rings
 leaving His† name
out of range
 condemning those who sang
 glorifying His† name
  
 He's† coming‒
 152 sets the range
 in time...sets the change
 choose which side‒
 you'll play your game
 then it will be set
 no more chances to change
 you choose
it's your time
 to arrange the change
 before time
gets out of range

(August 14, 2019)―It’s not fair you know. Being the bearer of such news. But it seems only fair. Micah in the Bible. I bet he felt a similar feeling. Only I’m not a prophet. All I know is that the book is written. The only one needed. No need for another. History repeats itself. The warnings always the same. How many times will it have to be?

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‘Pulling A Jonah’

Adhering to the Message!

 Pulling A Jonah
  
 you can run
but you can't hide
 upon you, lies God's† eye
 from one end to the next‒
 He† does not change His† tide
 He† remains the same‒
 in all colors of die
  
 no use in the pretend‒
 no use in loud or shy
 His† call to you to ride–
 to accept or to deny
 either way
you'll pay with your life
 eternity in die
 eternity in the light
 you choose
you have that right
  
 ‒that calling comes
from really high‒
 you can run
but you can't hide
 you...He'll† seek and find
 throw you in perils of life
 'til you accept with every sigh
  
 cry little birdie...cry
 He'll† wait
'til you get the right high
 bowing your head
reaching for the sky
  
 He'll† force your comply
 He† knows your heart inside
 His† calling
from within or outside
 important for the rise
 He'll† rage the water‒
 'til you submit to the cry
 then you'll see‒
 the beauty of the light

(August 13, 2019)―The things we do NOT listen to! Oh, my! Karen, you’re such a hard-headed child! Agreed! Agreed! The story of Jonah. That’s where I was led to this morning. I’ve written about Jonah before comparing it to the feeling of depression. That’s how I find the separate parts of each Scripture is: They tell us something different to each individual, but as a whole, the story of Jonah is much more powerful.

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‘What Says You’

I am woman and my faith is my Choice!

 What Says You
  
 defiance in its true nature
 reaches those too immature
 to know the difference
 ‒a veiled struggling creature
 avoiding words of the one
true teacher
  
 over two thousand years ago
 blood fell on hands‒
 those in the know
 as they began to sow
 deceptions made
of silver and gold
 dawning black hats and robes
 ignoring what Jesus† came to show
 choices of ignorance
they choose
 ‒God† released His† grasp
His† hold
  
 time slips in its venture
 here and there...new adventures
 ‒words remain
from the one and only teacher
 He† will come
without another lecture
 He† will come
in storms of weather
 they'll be no guessing‒
 go on being the hater, the abuser
 you won't have to wonder
 when it's time‒
 you won't deny
the presence of the creator
  
 so go on...go!
 be the reason
for destruction...hold
 be thoughtless and bold
 He's† coming!
 He's† coming
absent silver and gold
 He's† coming to decide‒
 who stays, who goes
 who rises, who He† shall behold
  
 152...a good number to consider
 ignore...it doesn't matter
 He's† never been the taker
 ‒a constant in giver
 lessons, tests‒
 giving all chances in reconsider
 now His† patience is on the damper
 time is over...in chatter
 get on your knees‒
 be the prayer
 change your heart
to the honest giver
 repent in matters of sinner
 ‒time in choose
is now on the ledger‒
 no turning back‒
 He's†  becoming the taker!

(August 8, 2019)—My spiritual journey is continuing. I’m not really ready to talk about it but I’m sure there will come a day. Today, I was led to Acts…pages that I never marked up. I have been questioning my journey lately. I’m a woman…as a former Catholic…I asked: I’m a woman. What authority do I have to talk about such things? I’m not kidding. The Catholic church has re-positioned the woman below man for hundreds and hundreds of years. I’m lucky to have finally had my eyes opened to their cruel injustice…truly against anything the Bible teaches!

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‘Renewing Spirit’ and ‘The Awakening’

For the Children…It’s a CHOICE!

 Renewing Spirit
  
 I wake up to an empty dawn
 raise my hands up
 give thanks...without a yawn
 knowing I wasn't deceived
 I wasn't a pawn
 by the One† wiser
than a fawn
  
 take me, take me whole
 in Your† arms...hold
 for I'm just in mold
 clay being recast
in gentle's bold
  
 awaken me
give me strength
 take me from death‒
 wash away my sins
 put joy in my heart
 weaken this defensive anguish
 steady my hands
calm my pulse
 give me the words
 to speak to them
like a boss

(July 29)―It all led to the children this morning. It all led to the Coming and how it will affect them by way of their parents. Isn’t that something! I figured it was coming to this!

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‘Men of Songs’

Understanding depression and the veils by-way of Job!

 Men of Songs
  
 I thrash out my complaints
 I take the hurt, the blame
 put it all on my shoulders‒
 knowing
through all this rough terrain
 not one showed sincerity
not one came
  
 so I let tears fall
like rain
 open my mouth
my worded train
 feeling alone, empty
worthless...plain
 wondering if I'm really insane
  
 I cast out my stones to You†
 ‒Your† broken little dame
 all these tasks
my life...so drained
 not knowing the final aim
 just take it all in‒
 the arrows of false names
 on invisible ropes...I hang
  
 told...life is but a game
 learn to play it...you win fame
  
 You† and I know‒
 that's not how it's framed
 life isn't at all a game
 You†...no one can tame
 someone so righteous‒
 You† easily cast in flames
 and that person
will never be the same
  
 when this heart
feels weak in faint
 I look at all my I can'ts
 I re-hear all those filthy names
 know...none of them...I ain't
 but I know‒
 I'm such a tiny piece of grain
 and the only fame
to be claimed
 is that of Your† sweet, sweet name
  
 I'm so, so tired
of being maimed
 so tired of lonely's strain
 what have I gained
 on this hateful, lonely lane
  
 I know it's part of Jesus'†
 each and every vein
 I'm so weary...feelings‒
 my work done in vane
 so, I call on you...Jesus†
 please take all my complaints
 straight to our Father†
 ‒pull me out
this agonizing drain
 forgive all my trespasses
 turn me over‒
 to at least one heart
who feels the same
 ‒a bit of hunger
a bit of tame
 to do works of good‒
 in Your† sweet, sweet name

(July 24, 2019)—Our mothers. Veils. Mercy. I’ve been having a hard time putting my thoughts on paper lately. It may not seem like it but it’s still true. I end up writing it in my head then when I sit down, the same thoughts that I had don’t come out. I didn’t want to write anymore. For the past week or so, I’ve been in a battle with my self I guess you could say. I’m tired. I’ve been doing this work for seven years now. I’ve been writing and teaching and learning for over 10. I’m tired. But I’m to keep going.

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‘Shelters From Storms’

Using our gifts the right way byway of Matthew! How do we discover our gifts? How to use them? How to multiple our inside wealth? Easy. Listen.

 Shelters From Storms
  
 take these gifts...give them more
 open, open...will be doors
 no more seeking to find
 say this is mine
 it shall be yours
  
 place bets on things
 instead of doors
 what's yours will be no more
  
 treasures are found
 in gifts stored
 open, open the doors
 heal from your sores
 be fierce...the power is yours
  
 take these gifts...do more
 help the needy, help the poor
 put life in their décor
 never asking what for
  
 open, open the door
 don't be the evil's whore
 take what you know‒
 take it and soar
 high, high...my little commodore
 what you wish...will be yours
 for without fear‒
 the Lord†, you adored!

(July 24, 2019)―There’s reasons for everything! Twice during meditation this past week I was presented with doors. The first time there were two doors. They were white and side by side. I went to open the door directly in front of me and it was locked. My team (I actually can hear them.) told me to try the other. I did. It opened. I was cheered. I didn’t see myself walk through this door. I just knew that I had entered. And the manifestation process began. The second time there was just one very large white door. I opened it and saw myself walk through it.

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