‘Summer’s Deed’ (God)

Therefore, as it is written: ‘Let him who boasts boast in the Lord’ [Jeremiah 9:24].―1 Corinthians 1:26-31

Summer's Deed (God)

it is a massive endeavor
one not counted
by man

it's a slow process
an even one
smooth and precise
hackit and jibbery
but on-going

a turn around
back and forth
rocking
steady and smooth

'why' you ask 'must this be?'
or maybe 'it'll never happen'
'that it's just the natural
movement of the Earth'
or 'science already proved
there is no god'

let Me†, the Lord Almighty†
enlighten you
to the prospects of Me†, Myself†

I† give notice
all around the Earth
but you don't take notice
you are so cofounded
in Earth, itself
that you fail to see
what can't be explained
by man, himself

you pass by Me† every day
but you cofounded yourself
to man's idea of Me†
or no idea at all

I† am

the energetic way
in which man implores Me†
is amusing
you, man, have no idea
of Me†

some do
some understand My† Power
very few do

I† am He†, the Mighty One†
who moves you
like the stars above you
each having a place
none are out of place
living their Life
as I† deemed
until its time to undeem

the architect of all things
I† implore them
all things
for My† reasons alone

man has a way
with himself
to enginicate himself
into trying to outdo Me†
he can't
but he tries
at the same time
denying My† existence


how uncanny of him!

I† am

[Then He led me to 2 Chronicles 15:1-7: The Spirit of God came upon Azariah son of Oded. He went out to meet Asa and said to him, 'Listen to me, Asa and all Judah and Benjamin. The Lord is with you and you are with Him. If you seek Him, He will be found by you, but if you forsake Him, He will forsake you. For a long time Israel was without the true God, without a priest to teach and without the law. But in their distress, they turned to the Lord, the God of Israel, and sought Him, and He was found by them. In those days, it was not safe to travel about, for all the inhabitants of the lands were in great turmoil. One nation was being crushed by another and one city by another, because God was troubling them with every kind of distress. But as for you, be strong and do not give up, for your work will be rewarded.']

do you not understand
the Words already written?

or are you still like your forefathers

stiff-necked
like peas in a bowl
denying the Truth
and seeking to fit in
a world that doesn't belong
to you?

I† am, there is no other

'your Wickedness has awakened Me†'


they say


but what they do not know
is that I† am always

those who forsake Me†
those who deny the One I† sent
have made a choice
not to live

I† am not the god of the dead
they have chosen
hence they do not see Me†
nor know Me†
I† have turned My† back to them
nation or people
it does not matter

false is false
a choice is made

True hearts I† see
I† am aware of their struggle
for I† put them in Struggle
I† brought Struggle to them

'why?' you ask


for I† am the Lord†, your God†
being a father to My† children
discipline in accordance
with the thoughts of their hearts

how worthy are you?

as you test Me†
so shall I† test you

those who know Me†
but not fully

those who know Me†
fully

I† am

I† seek the Need of Me†
always

I† Want your full Understanding
your full Dependence
your full Alliance

your Understanding means nothing
without Me†
but it is a will
to rely on Me†

[Then He led me to Lamentations 1:7-22. He said to include them here:

In the days of her affliction and wandering, Jerusalem remembers all the treasures that were hers in days of old. When her people fell into enemy hands, there was no one to help her. Her enemies looked at her and laughed at her destruction. Jerusalem has sinned greatly and so has become unclean. All who honored her, despised her, for they have seen her nakedness; she herself groans and turns away. Her filthiness clung to her skirts; she did not consider her future. Her fall was astounding; there was none to comfort her. 'Look, O Lord, on my affliction, for the enemy has triumphed.' The enemy laid hands on all her treasures; she saw pagan nations enter her sanctuary—those You had forbidden to enter Your assembly. All her people groan as they search for bread; they barter their treasures for food to keep themselves alive. 'Look, O Lord, and consider for I am despised.'—Lamentations 1:7-11

Is it nothing to you, all you who pass by? Look around and see. Is any suffering like my suffering that was inflicted on me, that the Lord brought on me in the day of His fierce anger?' 'From on high He sent fire, sent it down into my bones. He spread a net for my feet and turned me back. He made me desolate, faint all the day long. My sins have been bound into a yoke; by His hands they were woven together. They have come upon my neck and the Lord has sapped my strength. He has handed me over to those I cannot withstand. The Lord has rejected all the warriors in my midst; He has summoned an army against me to crush my young men. In His winepress, the Lord has trampled the Virgin Daughter of Judah. This is why I weep and my eyes overflow with tears. No one is near to comfort me, no one to restore my spirit. My children are destitute because the enemy has prevailed. Zion stretches out her hands, but there is no one to comfort her. The Lord has decreed for Jacob that his neighbors become his foes; Jerusalem has become an unclean thing among them.'—Laminations 1:12-17

'The Lord is righteous, yet, I rebelled against His command. Listen, all you peoples; look upon my suffering. My young men and maidens have gone into exile. I called to my allies, but they betrayed me. My priests and my elders perished in the city while they searched for food to keep themselves alive. See, O Lord, how distressed I am! I am in torment within, and in my heart I am disturbed, for I have been most rebellious. Outside, the sword bereaves; inside, there is only death. People have heard my groaning, but there is no one to comfort me. All my enemies have heard of my distress; they rejoice at what You have done. May You bring the day You have announced so they may become like me.'—Lamentations 1:18-22]

I† did what I† said I† would do
I† caused it
you see an enemy
I† see discipline
to save all who are Mine†

you stumble
for the words of man
created Confusion among men


are you sure it wasn't Me?


who told you it wasn't the Lord†
creating the Confusion?

I† am all things

you brought the Confusion
for I† gave what you asked for
I† was honorable


why weren't you?

now, what you asked for
has been set upon you
now, Confusion rules you

will you be able to tell
the difference
between I and Confusion?

who is Confusion?


will you be able to tell
between My† house and satan's?


or is satan from My† house?

if you know the answer
then why are you teaching
the opposite?

now, you have to live
what you asked for

so sentimental yet so naïve
you won't have to pay the price
of your prostitution
those generations after you
will

cry 'O nations
for the boundaries are in place
the draw line snapped
the points placed
for the horses and chariots
have their orders

I† will depart as the tens
make their final tribute
to the nines' resting place

hundreds will follow
a dark blankness
without Light

but don't worry careless ones
I† will return
to a gentle, hungry generation
and fill them up
they will rediscover Me†
and My† Son† will cover them
and they will hunger no more

so says the Lord Almighty God†

[He led me to 1 Corinthians 1:10-17 through 1 Corinthians 2:14-16 and told to include them here:

I appeal to you, brothers, in the name of our Lord Yeshuah, the Christ, that all of you agree with one another so that there may be no divisions among you and that you may be perfectly united in mind and thought. My brothers, some from Chloe's household have informed me that there are quarrels among you. What I mean is this: One of you says, 'I follow Paul'; another, 'I follow Apollos'; another, 'I follow Cephas'; still another, 'I follow the Christ.' Is the Christ divided? Was Paul crucified for you? Were you baptized into the name of Paul? I am thankful that I did not baptize any of you except Crispus and Gaius, so no one can say that you were baptized into my name. (Yes, I also baptized the household of Stephanas; beyond that, I don't remember if I baptized anyone else.) For the Christ did not send me to baptize, but to preach the Gospel―not with words of human wisdom, lest the cross of the Christ be emptied of its power.'—1 Corinthians 1:10-17

For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. For it is written: 'I will destroy the wisdom of the wise; the intelligence of the intelligent I will frustrate' [Isaiah 29:14]. Where is the wise man? Where is the scholar? Where is the philosopher of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world? For since, in the wisdom of God, the world through its wisdom did not know Him, God was pleased through the foolishness of what was preached to save those who believe. Jews demand miraculous signs and Greeks look for wisdom, but we preach the Christ crucified; a stumbling block to the Jews and foolishness to gentiles, but to those whom God has called, both Jews and Greeks, the Christ, the power of God and the wisdom of God. For the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength.―1 Corinthians 1:18-25

Brothers, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble births. But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things―and the things that are not―to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before Him. It is because of Him that you are in the Christ, Yeshuah, who has become for us wisdom from God―that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption. Therefore, as it is written: 'Let him who boasts, boast in the Lord' [Jeremiah 9:24].―1 Corinthians 1:26-31

When I came to you, brothers, I did not come with eloquence or superior wisdom as I proclaimed to you the testimony about God. For I resolved to know nothing while I was with you except Yeshuah, the Christ, and Him crucified. I came to you in weakness and fear, and with much trembling. My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the Spirit's power, so that your faith might not rest on men's wisdom, but on God's power.―1 Corinthians 2:1-5

We do, however, speak a message of wisdom among the mature, but not the wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age, who are coming to nothing. No, we speak of God's secret wisdom, a wisdom that has been hidden and that God destined for our glory before time began. None of the rulers of this age understood it, for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. However, as it is written: 'No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him' [Isaiah 64:4]―but God has revealed it to us by His Spirit. The Spirit searches all things, even the deep things of God. For who among men knows the thoughts of a man except the man's spirit within him? In the same way, no one knows the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God. We have not received the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, that we may understand what God has freely given us. This is what we speak, not in words taught us by human wisdom, but in words taught by the Spirit, expressing spiritual truths in spiritual words.―1 Corinthians 2:6-13

The man without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to him, and he cannot understand them, because they are spiritually discerned. The spiritual man makes judgments about all things, but he, himself, is not subject to any man's judgment: 'For who has known the mind of the Lord that he may instruct Him?' But we have the mind of the Christ [Isaiah 40:13].―1 Corinthians 2:14-16]

(May 14, 2024)—The Scripture that He directed to are within the piece itself as He instructed.

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‘Time’s Difference: A Vagueness of Sorts’ (Yeshuah)

Wisdom is better than weapons of war, but one sinner destroys much good.—Ecclesiastes 9:13-18

Time's Difference: A Vagueness of Sorts (Yeshuah)

'of sorts' a prophet's uncertainty
of what is asked of her
if she has 'uncertainty'
then the rest has it as well

let Me be clear
I, Yeshuah, am clear

Uncertainty is given
from years of war
from years of force

before I came
many wars were fought
for the mixing of blood
created Doubt and Turmoil
in a people that once was Certain

for the Father sat back
for a plan was laid
things were written
when He gave the will
for it to be written
always at the precise time
then, at times, hidden
for reason

after I came, a new divide took place
before a divide existed
Evil and Righteous
the circumcised and the uncircumcised
a bodily notification
‒one pure and whole
and felt and noticeable
one separating by bodily notice
as a scar was placed outside the body
thousands of years later
so was the circumcision

a difference was set
to set apart
those God called and Desired

then there was I

all that came before
was for My arrival
the time between
God teaching those chosen
and My coming
war, Uncertainty
Confusion

all seemingly on one side of Earth
yet, as the servant questions


'what about the rest of Earth?'


and I ask, 'how do you know
that there was a 'rest' of Earth?'


is it because of the things
found in the ground?

many things were hidden in Earth
to be discovered at precise times

the Earth opens its mouth
to hide
for none other than the Father

how do you know 'dates'?


do you not understand, yet?

the Father allows
what the Father allows

your 'calculated' dates of things
all things
is merely a guess by men

I am
I speak Truth

nothing is as it seems

man has always sought position
man has always sought esteem
by other men

it's the way of the human

they don't teach in man-made churches
the bloodshed of war
there were many
many women and children
were killed

do you really believe man
can save you?

man only has the Power to save
as God will allow
He has proven over and over
how small armies
can overtake large ones

do you think man has done this?

you over-esteem yourselves

I have shown the prophet
what man is capable of
and it will happen

God is not concerned
with the shell
but with the Spirit

can you save your Spirit?


are you willing?

do you think everything is an accident?

there is nothing done accidentally

God's purpose is for God alone
and for the greater Good of the
human being

wars are designed to teach
as soon as you forsook that lesson
time was marked
for war to come

you bring these lessons
upon yourselves

there are so many scholars
so many self-declared gods
yet, all the Truth of the Father
is already written
not just the bible
but many books

the ōn asay, theosian
the written prophecies
the almanac of the human being
was given for a reason
so you would know
where you come from
and why
to teach you about
your Creator
and His Power and Strength
His Compassion and Loyalty
His Mercy and His Revenge
against the unmerciful

He gave that freely
and He can wipe it out

as these Words are given
telling you what will be
your Arrogance says:


'it will never be'


so says the Arrogance
of every empire before this one:

the egyptians, the greeks, the assyrians
the persians, the syrians, the samarians
the babylonians, the romans

all of them were once 'great'
all of them ruled the rest of the world

how about the british?


do you remember them?

all battles are planned
all battles are created
small and large

you never know
when one will sprout up
to unplant

but being prepared is key
in the world of today
preparation for nations
is armor
as all the nations before
and technology is built
created
to advance the times
for war

who gave the creation
of these things?


man?

are you still that dull?

the preparation Needed for war
is the same as all areas
of Life
but you miss the most important
one

the Spirit

in war
casualties are immense
the Father is warning
if you listen then your soul
is prepared for Death of the body
if you are not
your body dies and so does the soul
Spirit

the Father is warning
in plain Words
through a simple shepherd girl
who has been betrayed, abused
and Redeemed
just like Me

and they didn't accept Me
for I wasn't a pharisee
they won't accept her
because she's a woman

times have moved forward
times have advanced
but the basics of the human mind
has not

Note: ōn asay is Scots Gaelic for ‘from the source‘;

(December 11, 2023)— This writing from Yeshuah was given yesterday. After the writing, He led me to Ecclesiastes 5:8-20 through Ecclesiastes 9:13-18. I’m putting them first before I write the commentary which I assume will be a long one.

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‘Apocrypha’s Hide-ness’ (Yeshuah)

This is the covenant I will make with the house of Israel after that time, declares the Lord. I will put My laws in their minds and write them on their hearts. I will be their God and they will be My people. No longer will a man teach his neighbor, or a man his brother, saying, ‘Know the Lord,’ because they will all know Me, from the least of them to the greatest. For I will forgive their wickedness and will remember their sins no more’ [Jeremiah 31:31-34].—Hebrews 8:8-13

Apocrypha's Hide-ness (Yeshuah)

once upon a time
there was a writer
he was subtle in his Words
but clear and precise
he questioned his authority
didn't understand the Words
or Their meaning
but he wrote Them anyway

he was agitated most of the time
not knowing
what to do with all the Words
that came to him

he was not priestly
did not consider himself Holy
but the Words kept coming
and he wrote Them

he didn't have paper or pen
nor pencil
he had ink in a jar
he had parchment
thin leathery-like ornaments
that had to dry
before he could roll them up


at one point in time
during his older years
all his rooms were scattered parchment
drying Words he didn't understand
but knew They were important

no validation came to him
just Words
and the mind of a clear man

isaiah was a better man
than he
so was jeremiah and malachi

all those before him
were better
at understanding
from where the Words came

he just knew

without witness or helper
he wrote

crazy, insane
many thought he was
and they left him alone

ramzee was part of a short list
zerabeniah was another

names forgotten, gone
all because man refused
to understand
the importance of their work

some wrote for the prophet daniel
some wrote for jeremiah
even for paul
the scribes that are forgotten
because they didn't perform
for the people

it is I†, Yeshuah†, explaining
the debts of the called

they know their purpose
and their purpose differ
in many ways
from each other

it is only when
what they leave behind
proves them True

they know they will not receive
while in the world
they know from whom
they will receive

they have received

there are many called today
this time of the world


man has conditioned society
not to speak of such things
to hide them
all the Words that come to them
then exploit or deem unworthy
if God's† hand shows through them

the Fear of God†
escapes many
especially those
who refuse to accept Me†, the Son†
in their man-directed kingdoms
God† leaves their Pillage go on
the Condemnation is there
living amongst them

their lives are only meaningful
in the world
they live in Confusion
and hopelessness
Massive Chaos surrounds them
demons live in them
and they bring horror to Life

they are the visible dead
and are used as tools of God†
in disciplining all through
the Earth

then they perish
never to see Life again

you wonder how such things
can be
you only wonder this
when you don't know the Father†


as time moves forward
the message of these types
of hardened hearts
spreads throughout Earth

through their Pillage
building more and more
for satan's house

there comes a time
for Salvation to be Needed
and the Father† rises up His† band
of the elect

these elect cannot Pillage
Sin is removed
and Truth is set in place
for God† to speak
through the Confusion
He† set

in each time
Confusion gets worse
leading up to
Massiveness of Sin
where Salvation is hard
following a Simple command
is difficult

to Love one another
in the ways of God†
not man, God†
almost seems impossible


as the promise God† made the prophet
He† has shown her in every way
how it seems impossible

but it only seems

showing Love throughout
one's Life
without Sin
is easy with Me†
once you let Me† in
I† fight as you pray
in Love and in Truth

the Words of God† never stop
the world just stops listening
they have a strict line
of devotion
to one thing
and cannot accept more

they build their rules around
this one thing
and spread it throughout the world
without considering
the Massiveness of the Power of God†

there was the law
then the years in between
the prophets
then Me†
and all the Words and the apostles


then man deemed
no more prophets
no more Words

how many years lay
between the law and Me†?

how many years lay
between Me† and now?

it's time to listen to God†


[He stopped briefly and led me to Hebrews 8:8-13 through Hebrews 10:15-18. I was instructed to read it out loud. Once I was done, He continued.]

the Sins have been Forgiven
for those who came before Me†
I† came and did what God†
commanded of Me†
I† am the Way
there is no other way

are all Sins Forgiven?


that depends on the sinner


will you heal and Sin no more?

I† told those I† healed
while I† was a man on Earth
to Sin no more
after I† healed them

did you not hear Me†?


will you falter after I† cleanse you?

small and subtle sometimes
but not big like you did before

are you willing to change, heal?


are you willing to release Pride and status
among men
for Me†?

these you must Consider

Words are sent
not to hide Them
but to give freely
and listen to Them

how will you know
when are you listening to the right Words?

pray to the Father†
He† will show you

the right Words may condemn you
at first
they may challenge you
but you are drawn to Them


I†, the Son†, am telling you
the right Words, the Truth
will bring clarity
if you stick with Them
They will bring Light
to the darkness
They will make you question
yourself
at first, make you feel uncomfortable

come into Me† with Sincerity
and I† will go into you

the prophet has doubts, too
but she continues to write
all God's† Words
she continues to hear
and seek Understanding
she refuses to listen to man
even when they condemn her

this is how Understanding Words
leaves behind tradition
tradition always changes Truth
in order to multiply

I† do not seek anything from you
but Truth
for I† give only Truth
and I† have Salvation
to give
whenever you seek it


healing is hard work
and I† am willing
if you are

(July 2, 2023)—The Scriptures, Hebrews 8:8-13 through Hebrews 10:15-18.

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‘Backlash’ (The Crucifixion Vision)

You must learn to fight with your mind!

 Backlash
 
He's† coming
His† fierce wrath
–a warning
that will steal your laugh
 
He's† waited
as you gently
took your bath
seeing you
enjoy your treasures
He's glad
 
His† simplicity‒
riddled with an interesting sass
if you fall too far behind
on the graph
He† has an unwavering strap
administered by
a father's unconditional love‒
in a dash
giving you a chance
to bounce back
from your deep, darkened nap
 
but you haven't read
the telegraph
you haven't heard
the endless knocking raps
you haven't heard
the crash, the clash
or the blast
you haven't even heard
the slush
of His† slow drag
 
instead
you waddle like an ass
pretending to celebrate
honor His† flag
while others...with a bat
so willing to bash
 
round and round
lap after lap
slowly distorting Him†
in every class
mixing it all up–
commoners can't even grasp
leaving it all
to be given in mass
not willing
to take on the task
–it's all been a trap
 
the mark of the beast–
will be an easy lash
they will be willing–
without any wording sass
let alone
a flame from a shiny blast
 
how to measure gullibility–
the strength needed
to cure this rash
will take more
than attending a mass
or around waist
wrapping a sash
 
in the mind
will come the nag
–a played-out invisible rag
strange thoughts
making a face sag
doubt...oh! how nasty!
its constant drag
heaviness and confusion–
mixing it all up in lag
 
there's a better way to combat
this dark invisible rag
–powers hidden
once sealed–
too high to be grasped
it's now time
to bathe in its vast
opening it up–
the vaults...down...smash
 
mind for mind...slash
taking control back
before the Lamb comes
in a flash
open up for a higher stash
–sorting through trash
with an energy in splash
 
yes, He's† coming
a warning in passing
a chance to be given
for a new class
a higher way
fighting in blast
a choice in self's brass
–thrive in eternity's musical jazz
or fall in evil's
forever fire-pitting trap

(August 24, 2019)―Wow! is how today began. A jolting out of bed at 4 a.m. to write. I didn’t want to get up. Three times I was literally jolted out of bed. I finally got up and I’ve been writing ever since. That’s what I’m suppose to do: keep writing.

I mentioned in a few writings that I’ll eventually have a section on here about my meditation journey…it will either be in a category or an entire section to itself. All I know is that I’m on an extraordinary journey and I’ve been on this journey for years now, only this time it’s elevated, and I’m to share the entire process here.

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‘Solitary Confinement’

The truth of planting seeds by-way of Jeremiah! It’s time for hurting to take the personal responsibility to heal.

 
 Solitary Confinement
  
 they're out there enjoying Life
 those who Lied and betrayed
 while she sits in silence
 waiting for her time
  
 they all believe the opposite
 of what is True
 they are all blinded in fool
 while her tears cause her to drool
 praying...her inward tool
 for being condemned
 doing what she was supposed to do
  
 all abandoned her
 deciding to judge
 where no judgment was due
 pitying her–
 where no pitying was due
  
 so she accepts the cross
 ‒knowing full well...who's in charge
 in the waves of other's flaws
 like a rage doll...she was tossed
  
 but her hopes
stayed with the Light
 their insecurities
weren't even her fight
 in her eyes
she just watched their blight
 screamed at them
in her troubled fight
 thinking it was her right
 standing up for herself
against the night
 those suffering for lack of insight
 in only the Lord†
can things ever be right
  
 yes, she watched...screamed
 with all her might
 years of blight‒
 but it was never her fight
 ‒she was already in the Light
  
 so she waits...sometimes in cry
 accepting the silence
 her temporary confinement
 forever lasting enlightenment
 as those who suffer inside
 play with false lives
on the outside
 ‒the lost coveting what they lost
 concealing in Lies...lost
 not knowing what it means
 to take it to the cross
  
 yes, they condemn her, judge her
 placing her in depressed...lost
 when all the while‒
 what they refused to see
 she was always a Faithful child
 of the Boss! 

(July 23, 2019)—There’s a lot going on but little of nothing. What’s taking place in my life is not on the outside per say. I never really knew what was meant by Spiritual Awakening. To be honest, I thought it was all a bunch of crap. But I could never deny the things I’ve experienced when it came to the spiritual world. All the experiences I’ve written about in My 12-Book Series, well, they actually happened. Everything I’m experiencing now…it’s actually happening. It’s not in my mind, or some crazy deal. I think this is the part that separates the spiritual realm from the rest of the world. People go to church every day all around the world, but they really don’t understand what they are hearing or reading about because so much is left out of those preachings.

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‘His Pickup’

Have you answered God’s call? He’s waiting on you!

 His† Pickup
  
 I talk to the air
 pretending someone's there
 –it's only fair
 since no one sees
how I comb my hair
  
 I go for days, weeks
in this brave affair
 feeling angels everywhere
 then I fall to despair
 acknowledging
no one's really there
 wondering
if anyone really cares
  
 I go until I can't
my hand to face in cry–
  
 this isn't fair
  
 too long I've been waiting
for the care
 working, doing
wanting someone truly there
 but...just surrounds me
thin air
  
 I get completely lost
in this temporary despair
 then...comfort arrives
out of thin air
  
 I was pushed back
and about to fall,
 but the Lord helped me.
 the Lord is my strength
and my song;
 He has become
my salvation.
  
 revealing there's someone there
 someone who truly cares
 waiting, fighting there
 waiting to become fully
before the Lord...bare
 dealing in past affairs
 –having courage to dare
  
 shouts of joy and victory
 resound in the tents
of the righteous;
 the Lord's right hand
has done mighty things!
 the Lord's right hand
is lifted high;
 the Lord's right hand
has done mighty things!
  
 victory is every where
 I can feel I in the air
  
 I will not die but live,
 and will proclaim
what the Lord has done.
 the Lord has chastened me severely,
 but He has not given me
over to death.
  
 I know all won't be lost
in despair
 I know there will be saved
so many little hairs
 so I basked in this empty air
 as...taking place
the attended affairs
  
 open for me
the gates of righteousness;
 I will enter
and give thanks to the Lord.
 this is the gate of the Lord
 through which
the righteous may enter.
 I will give You thanks
for You answered me;
 You have become my salvation.
  
 all things will be fair
 as comes...the perfect affair
  
 the stone the builders rejected
 has become the capstone;
 the Lord has done this,
 and it is marvelous in our eyes.
 this is the day the Lord has made;
 let us rejoice and be glad in it.
  
 seeing truth...so there
 I anticipate
with welcoming flair
 I know this heart I wear
 –out of pure despair
 comes a star's brilliant glare
  
 o Lord, save us;
 o Lord, grant us success.
 blessed is he who comes
in the name of the Lord.
 from the house of the Lord
we bless you.
 the Lord is God,
 and He has made His light
shine upon us.
 with boughs in hand
join in the festal procession
up to the horns of the altar
  
 in bowed head...I do declare
 life is as it should be–
 it's not in the tear
 but in the solid of repair
 that God† reveals
His† humble stare
  
 You are my God
and I will give You thanks;
 You are my God
and I will exalt You.
 give thanks to the Lord
for He is good;
 His love endures forever.—Psalm 118 

He’s Waiting On You!

(July 5, 2019)—I haven’t written in a while…been busy with the testimony of my recent events, which has proven not difficult, but more of a soul-searching deal that’s taking me nearing over a month now to work on. It’s okay. I have plenty time. There’s never a rush for things these days. In due time, they do come. But I have been working diligently and long hours. I went to bed at 5 a.m. this morning and woke up at around noon to people asking me if I felt the earthquake. No. I’ve been busy.

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‘Love in Action’

Actions, in spite of resentment, still say LOVE

 Love in Action
 
no matter the resentment
it was given then taken
actions of love
still...not just a must
but a do
 
it's all giving
without judgment
helping without faking
actions in love
doing
without needing a clue
 
it's helping another
without commitment
being truthful
without manipulation
actions in love
doing
for words are not enough
 
it's getting over
the resentment
‒those taking without
returning the give
actions in love
still...a beautiful mark
on the heart
in the making

(April 30, 2019)―Resentment. I’ve written a lot about resentment in Book 12. It’s part of the codependency deal. A codependent will give and give without thinking of themselves and then they begin to resent it because they carry the expectation of being given in return. Of course, the given in return doesn’t happen most of the time. A codependent is a bit fucked up in a sense because of this expectation.

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‘What Comes Out’

Anger: How changing this one emotion can change your entire life!

 What Comes Out
 
she weighed
the things she's said
‒those retaliating words
she weighed
the things she's done
thinking it all hard love
but it was anger
‒acting out
over another's danger
 
what makes you do
these things?
 
she pondered the question
the only answer: retaliation
she bowed her head
in confession
responding to those living
in secret
putting her in the dark...deeper
 
she weighed
her lost of control
‒all man things took their toll
grabbing at her in hold
her...letting it all
use her in bold
 
anger's put her in the red
shaped thoughts in head
then actions without thought
knowing the wrong
in every heart beat
then came further heat
 
she weighed
all these things
knowing too late always rings
seeking truth
sets off anger in sing
it's her life
not just some fling
 
she sighed just a bit
thinking these things
anger's become a distraction
at times
giving satisfaction
‒the evil whore's demolition
 
she bowed her head
in greater confession
this her greatest sin
one...with‒
she no longer
wants to blend

control‒
a fight she's determined
to win
‒using gratitude
from God's† den‒
the only way to contend
‒be put in the light
from way deep within

(April 27, 2019)―There are 2 large garbage cans that came with the house I live in. When we first moved in, they were in the corner of the garage. The side where I park my car. My car door opens up to the wall side of the garage. I have boxes stacked in there, which I never unpacked also on the side where I park my car. About a month ago, we were told by the landlord that we had to clean up the backyard. After the winter, the pine needles and pine cones had added up. So, in order to make my job a little easier, I moved the garbage cans to the side of the house, inside the metal gate. Since, they were out of the way in the garage, I moved over some boxes, which made getting out of my car easier.

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‘Hidden Treasure’

Discovering the hidden treasure in yourself!

 Hidden Treasure
 
I found it
in the mince of broken
it was afraid and hidden
an abundantly harvested token
‒over used and forsaken
 
I took it in
without fear's notion
‒not even feeling a demotion
I bathed
in its scented potion
rolled around
in its storied creation
 
I overlooked‒
its wicked formation
for I saw‒
a different translation
‒one that needed
a believer's gratification
one with a heart-filled formulation
 
I listened
to its every beckon
sometimes, in stages of drunken
 
all around...deemed it poison
something to be shackled‒
in a far-away prison
 
I threw out‒
traditionalized opinions
nothing stuck‒
rotten or forbidden
its scent just heightened
‒nothing could be wrong
or mistaken
 
I moved like lightening
intentional burns‒
gone...forgotten
‒days passing slow, steadfast‒
good ridden!
I drove it‒
to an endless vacation
‒whatever conviction
out...came my eviction
 
I smiled as I saw its rising
all my stops...fully opened
pulling it out of hopeless‒
with my inner-most motivation
‒a darkened star had risen!
 
I fought everything
in grand petition
every inside concentration‒
I put aside
rose to the occasion
‒with the fierceness of driven
this hidden treasure
overcoming every treason
to become the lamination
of a new generation!
 
stop!....
 
reveal
came its different ideas written
all avenues taken‒
off records...stricken
–beating all those defeating‒
overcoming...petitions
a losing validation!
 
I lost to its mention
‒there...in its private station
came to life‒
its own treasure hidden
in all its careful motions‒
belts and strings
forcefully tightened
 
I craved to be enlightened
–nothing valued...given
anything to elevate my vision
halted in moments of frighten
 
I fought constant bent roads‒
tried to straighten
tried to remember each lesson
through all that glistened‒
it had its own secrets woven
‒knowledge in listen
mixing up pointless decisions
taking all the forgivens
icing them‒
in the forever of frozen
 
yes, I found it
in the mince of broken
it was afraid and hidden
an abundantly harvested token
‒over used and forsaken
 
but all the good of will‒
off...steadily shakened
breathing‒
living a horrid token
in anger's hidden conviction
‒all that's been stolen‒
on others
its constant reliving
 
it found its way‒
in rebuilding
using knowledge given
slashing‒
all help's salutations
keeping to itself‒
a stolen formulation
‒to avoid sharing‒
treasures hidden
as I sit
in lost wanderings–
moments
I took it
out of forsaken
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Commentaries: Matthew 13:44-46

[k. e. leger’s Note: This article and all that goes with it from biblehub.com is not originally written in the English language. It was translated and I will correct spelling and punctuation as in keeping with the meaning of their content. In some places, I had to let it be. I hope that you enjoy this piece anyway. This goes with my article title ‘Discovering the Hidden Treasure in Yourself’.]

Ellicott’s Commentary [Introduction]

The kingdom of heaven is like unto treasure hid in a field.—Probably no parable in the whole series came more home to the imagination of the disciples than this. Every village had its stories of men who had become suddenly rich by finding some hidden hoard that had been hastily concealed in time of war or tumult.

Then, as now, there were men who lived in the expectation of finding such treasures, and every traveler who was seen searching in the ruins of an ancient town was supposed to be hunting after them. As far back as the days of Solomon, such a search had become a parable for the eager pursuit of wisdom (Proverbs 2:4).

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