You are worth every bit of struggle. It is up to you to take those struggles and help others with theirs. That’s the meaning of being the body and Jesus† being head. He† is with you. Never forget that!
Undo What's Done
you are His† son
a tiny dot of sun‒
that can wage wars
beneath the stars
from so close
yet so far
I feel it all‒
what it takes
undo what's done
‒show the world
you are His† son
larger than life
cut by a knife
from the inside
‒throw it, throw it
far from your outside
prove to Him†
you are more‒
than just a son
‒you are a light
from a darkened sun
Using Our Gifts The Right Way byway of Matthew! How do we discover our gifts? How to use them? How to multiple our inside wealth? Easy. Listen.
(July 24)―There’s reasons for everything! Twice during meditation this past week I was presented with doors. The first time there were two doors. They were white and side by side. I went to open the door directly in front of me and it was locked. My team (I actually can hear them.) told me to try the other. I did. It opened. I was cheered. I didn’t see myself walk through this door. I just knew that I had entered. And the manifestation process began. The second time there was just one very large white door. I opened it and saw myself walk through it.
I’ve been talking to myself a lot lately, mainly out loud.
Going over and over all that I’ve learned these past 7 years. 7…such a magical
number, isn’t it! As I said in my post yesterday, a lot of questions come up.
The mystery of God is extraordinary to say the least! It is important to speak
out loud, but what we question to ourselves is also heard, just not as quick
Continue reading “‘Shelters From Storms’”
Have You Answered The Call? He’s Waiting On You!
He’s Waiting On You!
(July 5, 2019)—I haven’t written in a while…been busy with the testimony of my recent events, which has proven not difficult, but more of a soul-searching deal that’s taking me nearing over a month now to work on. It’s okay. I have plenty time. There’s never a rush for things these days. In due time, they do come. But I have been working diligently and long hours. I went to bed at 5 a.m. this morning and woke up at around noon to people asking me if I felt the earthquake. No. I’ve been busy.
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Actions, In Spite of Resentment, Still Say LOVE
(April 30, 2019)―Resentment. I’ve written a lot about resentment in Book 12. It’s part of the codependency deal. A codependent will give and give without thinking of themselves and then they begin to resent it because they carry the expectation of being given in return. Of course, the given in return doesn’t happen most of the time. A codependent is a bit fucked up in a sense because of this expectation.
I’ve written many poems about letting go and having zero expectations. That’s because it’s part of the fight to break codependency. I’ve been judged a lot when it comes to my writings by those I love. They really don’t understand the process. My writings are about feelings or emotions in the moment during this struggle of healing. When I read some of it, it hurts me, too. But that is the whole point…writing every single feeling/emotion down in order for myself and others to see ourselves and understand what we are feeling. If that makes sense.
Continue reading “‘Love in Action’”