You are worth every bit of struggle. It is up to you to take those struggles and help others with theirs. That’s the meaning of being the body and Yeshuah being the head. He is with you. Never forget that!
Undo What's Done you are His† son a tiny dot of sun‒ that can wage wars beneath the stars from so close yet so far I feel it all‒ deep inside ‒you have what it takes undo what's done ‒show the world your sum you are His† son larger than Life cut by a knife bleeding deep‒ from the inside ‒throw it, throw it far from your outside grow outward‒ don't hide prove to Him† you are more‒ than just a son ‒you are a Light shining from a darkened sun
(Written September 25, 2019)
You must learn to fight with your mind!
Backlash
He's† coming
His† fierce wrath
–a warning
that will steal your laugh
He's† waited
as you gently
took your bath
seeing you
enjoy your treasures
He's glad
His† simplicity‒
riddled with an interesting sass
if you fall too far behind
on the graph
He† has an unwavering strap
administered by
a father's unconditional love‒
in a dash
giving you a chance
to bounce back
from your deep, darkened nap
but you haven't read
the telegraph
you haven't heard
the endless knocking raps
you haven't heard
the crash, the clash
or the blast
you haven't even heard
the slush
of His† slow drag
instead
you waddle like an ass
pretending to celebrate
honor His† flag
while others...with a bat
so willing to bash
round and round
lap after lap
slowly distorting Him†
in every class
mixing it all up–
commoners can't even grasp
leaving it all
to be given in mass
not willing
to take on the task
–it's all been a trap
the mark of the beast–
will be an easy lash
they will be willing–
without any wording sass
let alone
a flame from a shiny blast
how to measure gullibility–
the strength needed
to cure this rash
will take more
than attending a mass
or around waist
wrapping a sash
in the mind
will come the nag
–a played-out invisible rag
strange thoughts
making a face sag
doubt...oh! how nasty!
its constant drag
heaviness and confusion–
mixing it all up in lag
there's a better way to combat
this dark invisible rag
–powers hidden
once sealed–
too high to be grasped
it's now time
to bathe in its vast
opening it up–
the vaults...down...smash
mind for mind...slash
taking control back
before the Lamb comes
in a flash
open up for a higher stash
–sorting through trash
with an energy in splash
yes, He's† coming
a warning in passing
a chance to be given
for a new class
a higher way
fighting in blast
a choice in self's brass
–thrive in eternity's musical jazz
or fall in evil's
forever fire-pitting trap
(August 24, 2019)―Wow! is how today began. A jolting out of bed at 4 a.m. to write. I didn’t want to get up. Three times I was literally jolted out of bed. I finally got up and I’ve been writing ever since. That’s what I’m suppose to do: keep writing.
I mentioned in a few writings that I’ll eventually have a section on here about my meditation journey…it will either be in a category or an entire section to itself. All I know is that I’m on an extraordinary journey and I’ve been on this journey for years now, only this time it’s elevated, and I’m to share the entire process here.
Continue reading “‘Backlash’ (The Crucifixion Vision)”Have you answered God’s call? He’s waiting on you!
His† Pickup I talk to the air pretending someone's there –it's only fair since no one sees how I comb my hair I go for days, weeks in this brave affair feeling angels everywhere then I fall to despair acknowledging no one's really there wondering if anyone really cares I go until I can't my hand to face in cry– this isn't fair too long I've been waiting for the care working, doing wanting someone truly there but...just surrounds me thin air I get completely lost in this temporary despair then...comfort arrives out of thin air I was pushed back and about to fall, but the Lord helped me. the Lord is my strength and my song; He has become my salvation. revealing there's someone there someone who truly cares waiting, fighting there waiting to become fully before the Lord...bare dealing in past affairs –having courage to dare shouts of joy and victory resound in the tents of the righteous; the Lord's right hand has done mighty things! the Lord's right hand is lifted high; the Lord's right hand has done mighty things! victory is every where I can feel I in the air I will not die but live, and will proclaim what the Lord has done. the Lord has chastened me severely, but He has not given me over to death. I know all won't be lost in despair I know there will be saved so many little hairs so I basked in this empty air as...taking place the attended affairs open for me the gates of righteousness; I will enter and give thanks to the Lord. this is the gate of the Lord through which the righteous may enter. I will give You thanks for You answered me; You have become my salvation. all things will be fair as comes...the perfect affair the stone the builders rejected has become the capstone; the Lord has done this, and it is marvelous in our eyes. this is the day the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it. seeing truth...so there I anticipate with welcoming flair I know this heart I wear –out of pure despair comes a star's brilliant glare o Lord, save us; o Lord, grant us success. blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord. from the house of the Lord we bless you. the Lord is God, and He has made His light shine upon us. with boughs in hand join in the festal procession up to the horns of the altar in bowed head...I do declare life is as it should be– it's not in the tear but in the solid of repair that God† reveals His† humble stare You are my God and I will give You thanks; You are my God and I will exalt You. give thanks to the Lord for He is good; His love endures forever.—Psalm 118
(July 5, 2019)—I haven’t written in a while…been busy with the testimony of my recent events, which has proven not difficult, but more of a soul-searching deal that’s taking me nearing over a month now to work on. It’s okay. I have plenty time. There’s never a rush for things these days. In due time, they do come. But I have been working diligently and long hours. I went to bed at 5 a.m. this morning and woke up at around noon to people asking me if I felt the earthquake. No. I’ve been busy.
Continue reading “‘His Pickup’”Actions, in spite of resentment, still say LOVE
Love in Action
no matter the resentment
it was given then taken
actions of love
still...not just a must
but a do
it's all giving
without judgment
helping without faking
actions in love
doing
without needing a clue
it's helping another
without commitment
being truthful
without manipulation
actions in love
doing
for words are not enough
it's getting over
the resentment
‒those taking without
returning the give
actions in love
still...a beautiful mark
on the heart
in the making
(April 30, 2019)―Resentment. I’ve written a lot about resentment in Book 12. It’s part of the codependency deal. A codependent will give and give without thinking of themselves and then they begin to resent it because they carry the expectation of being given in return. Of course, the given in return doesn’t happen most of the time. A codependent is a bit fucked up in a sense because of this expectation.
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