Tag: Jesus

‘Abasement of Time’ (Yeshuah)

‘Abasement of Time’ (Yeshuah)…’…The Lord thunders at the head of His army; His forces are beyond numbers, and mighty are those who obey His command. The day of the Lord is great; it is dreadful. Who can endure it?—Joel 2:1-11

Abasement of Time (Yeshuah)

the significance that lingers
is improperly put out
it is not for a showmen
to tell

I† am not here
for that
a showmen entertaining
I†, Yeshuah†, was never a showmen

I† singed the dirge
I† didn't play the flute
or the tambourine
I sang it quietly
that only a few heard
the mourning cry of the Son†

I† no longer sing the dirge
I† watch instead
with a legion of My† own
as sin prevails over the soul
of many

the prophet cries
inside her heart
'who will hear? who will testify?'
a cry from long ago

the answer is simple
the truthful will hear

the sadness that lingers
is witnessing
the numbers of truthful

they are not those
burying themselves
in a showmen's clothes
or surrounding themselves
with showmen activities
to impress others

no, showmen are full of tricks
full of desires
that amounts to just stuff
glittering and polished
filled with lust

this cup I† offer
has none of those things
this cup
has nothing
the world wants

it has no pride, no ego
no laughter to conceal
the hurt inside

are those  who drink from this cup
victims?
for the most part, yes
they fall to the lowest
struggling in pain

but most―rise
so few
want to fully drink
from this cup I† offer

it is painful
in the beginning
and thoughts roam
but does not take
what is truly Mine†

do not be afraid
to drink from this cup

it will open you up
to all that is true

hold on tight
to the salvation it gives
the world desires
to strip you of this salvation
to claim glory
all its own

but the salvation
does not come from the world
it does not hold riches
of wealth and power
it stripes you of these things
for the kingdom of God†
is far more luxurious than riches
of the world

there is no need to seek this
while in the world
for if you forfeit worldly riches
you gain so much more
than the world can give

this is the cup I† offer

go about your day
in praise of all that is divine
do not seek
what the world can give

seek all that the Father†
can give

(September 23, 2023)―This was given September 22nd. Directly after, He led me to Joel 1:13-20 through Joel 2:1-11.

Note: ‘The Coming Sequential‘ is the prelude to six other writings, only one by me, that I was told to hold until today, the 23rd. The others are ‘Raised Windows’ (Yeshuah),‘Time’s Sequential Move’ (Yeshuah), ‘Thoughts Encircled’ (Yeshuah), ‘Tried’ (God), ‘Abasement of Time’ (Yeshuah), and ‘A Song of Dirge’ by me. All of the given pieces are concentrating on the seven churches under the sun, continuing what God said in ‘Heaven’s Sword’ and  ‘The First and the Last’.

Continue reading “‘Abasement of Time’ (Yeshuah)”

‘Tried’ (God)

‘Tried’ (God)…Jeremiah 45:1-5…’…should you then seek great things for yourself? Seek them not. For I will bring disaster on all people, declares the Lord, but wherever you go, I will let you escape with your life.’

Tried (God) 

'o singled out Ephesus
you know so well
the act of betrayal
the kingship of your adulteries

the hand coming upon you
has already begun

your have been tried
in the court of divinity
and found unjust
in actions
of your past

divided are you
from the beginning
your division was set upon you
I† have set it
I†, the Lord Almighty God†
have painted it in place

the betrayal of My† Son†
is grand
more than Axinamous
deeper than the hebrews
of old

I† have put My† hand on you
from the beginning
to spread the poison
that leeks from you
onto the earth
and it was spread well

take courage Ephesus
the things you know
the things you've done
can be redeemed
if you turn back to My† Son†
and worship Him†
to the fullest of measures

the curses of ishmael
follow you
the ravages of esau and ham
seek comfort in you
but you Ephesus
can overcome this torture
but your division
has befallen upon you
because of this curse
it will remain

at the end of this age
My† wrath will be upon you
singling out your most faithful heart
dawn the gown of greatness
put the crown on your head
for out of you
came a crown of thrones

so I† spread you out
like a scepter without a throne
and the most highest leader of you
will fall to the ground
and weep
for torture given
will be the torture given
in due process of your judgment

fight 'o peoples of Ephesus
not all will be condemned
at the last calling
at the last trumpet
but you will suffer
at the hand of those you oppressed

for My† wrath will fall upon  you
more than ever before
for your faith is shaky
your body is spread thin
prostituted and hung

this is your chance
of preparation
prepare and reconnect
what has been disconnected

for your throne against
My† Son's† most favorite servant
will crumble
at the hand of My† Son†

the throne you set up
to mock My† Son†
with gantry untruth
smothered in cloth of riches
will burn
as warned over and over

the sign of this fall
has already been given
you missed it
pity are you, 'o great Ephesus
your celebration is over
your fall to judgment
has begun

but a remnant will be saved
within you
a remnant of those I† sent
into captivity
out of them alone
will emerge
the partition that will be saved

I† am

I† leave the selection
to My† Son's† hand

(September 23, 2023)—This was given September 21st. Directly after, He led me to Ephesians 4:25-32.

Note: ‘The Coming Sequential‘ is the prelude to six other writings, only one by me, that I was told to hold until today, the 23rd. The others are ‘Raised Windows’ (Yeshuah), ‘Time’s Sequential Move’ (Yeshuah), ‘Thoughts Encircled’ (Yeshuah), ‘Tried’ (God), ‘Abasement of Time’ (Yeshuah), and ‘A Song of Dirge’ by me. All of the given pieces are concentrating on the seven churches under the sun, continuing what God said in ‘Heaven’s Sword’ and  ‘The First and the Last’.

Continue reading “‘Tried’ (God)”

‘Thoughts Encircled’ (Yeshuah)

‘Thoughts Encircled’ (Yeshuah)…’….’Write: Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord from now on.’ ‘Yes,’ says the Spirit, ‘they will rest with their labor, for their deeds will follow them.’—Revelations 14:13

Thoughts Encircled (Yeshuah)

Thyatira has been a sacred wand
she has come through
staying sacred
but uncertainty lays
in her thoughts

with faith
uncertainty is a plus
when you stay true

build around your uncertainty
your struggles
with pureness

go in peace
and continue
breathing life in your people

although few
compared to the others
you'll know how to battle
what is coming upon the earth

your life will change
don't let the change
conquer you

bear strength from within
and hold on to the strength
already given

be well My† fair lady
I† see
I†, Yeshuah†, sees your heart
the nature of your soul

help those who have fallen away
bring them back to your heart
but bring them back
gently
with love and devotion

the world tries to penetrate you
don't let them
for peace will be upon you

(September 21, 2023)―This was given on September 21st. After, He directed me to Revelations 14:8-13.

Note: ‘The Coming Sequential‘ is the prelude to six other writings, only one by me, that I was told to hold until today, the 23rd. The others are ‘Raised Windows’ (Yeshuah), ‘Time’s Sequential Move’ (Yeshuah), ‘Thoughts Encircled’ (Yeshuah), ‘Tried’ (God), ‘Abasement of Time’ (Yeshuah), and ‘A Song of Dirge’ by me. All of the given pieces are concentrating on the seven churches under the sun, continuing what God said in ‘Heaven’s Sword’ and  ‘The First and the Last’.

Continue reading “‘Thoughts Encircled’ (Yeshuah)”

‘Raised Windows’ (Yeshuah)

‘Raised Windows’ (Yeshuah)…’When the Son of Man comes in His glory, and all the angels with Him, He will sit on His throne in heavenly glory. All the nations will be gathered before Him, and He will separate the people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats….’—Matthew 25:31-46

Raised Windows (Yeshuah)

things change
as deemed
for reasons
only the Father† knows
reasons
not even I†, the Son†, knows

the possibilities are endless
and the less known
of these changes
the better

but when a multitude
of these changes
takes place
that will displace many
throughout the world
the Father† sends notice

He† has always sent notices
but few actually see them
let alone hear them

it is only after many years
go by
that the attention is paid
always too late

but for reason as well
so you will know
man heard God†
and recorded His† warnings

predictions, divination
are all prophecies
gone unnoticed by man
because of arrogance
superstitions
that mean nothing

it is I†, Yeshuah†
announcing the Father's† intentions
though you, as man, still
have your eyes closed
you still deem the called
as crazy, insane
you fail to see the mystery
of God† Himself†

this called servant
sees for God† deemed it
what she is told to pass on
is for reason
as all things the Father† does
is for reason―purpose
to reveal Himself† to man
in a profound way

the changes coming upon earth
are too vast
you must be warned
in all ways
to prepare the souls

yet, it goes unnoticed
My† repetition
as the Father's† repetition
is too redundant for you
to even fathom
these words are indeed
from the kingdom

ray sēē Fortîēg

it is not a prediction
what is sent through the prophet
is not make believe

she sees what she tells you
she hears what she tells you

as the Father† has warned
you will forego
what is being told
and shown

the seven churches
are being prepared
it is deemed
they will know which is which
when the time is the time
the time put upon them
now is not the time

go seek redemption
all peoples
sell your riches
feed the hungry
house the poor
give prayer to those lacking
but do not force
love is not forced
if they turn away
let them

do not show your efforts
let God† deem them
He† will deem them

braggers are not noticed

seek comfort in prayer
I† gave you the prayer

hold readings of the word
but do read all of the word
you're picking apart the word
only leads to confusion

confusion is on you
do not willingly add to it

do not put on shoulders
burdens that are fatal

lift the spirit
but always tell the truth

do not ask for money
for your efforts for God†
if they offer freely
put it to good use
do not make yourself wealthy
‒this is the opposite way
of the Father†

do not be a showmen
nor an entertainer
making people happy with love
is sufficient for God†
He† does not like showmen
or hypocrites

let your yes be yes
and your no be no
maybes are hypocrisy
in the making

hold your word honorably
and with great humility

the world will need humility
in the approaching years

humility will help you see
through the greed coming
through the confusion
that will increase
with each passing day

a darkness does not descend
in one night
it comes in gradually
prepare yourselves
for its total dissention
for it is coming

keep the beckon of light
close to your heart
the treasure is sacred
and holy
in God's† eyes

although when the darkness
totally descends
the Father† and the Son†
will be put away
the messengers are always
awake, watching
they will see you
the seven churches of earth
the seven under the sun

it is time to be clear
in all ways
hear the words from My† mouth
darkness is approaching
these words are to comfort
and to prepare

thus, what I† am charged to do

alā bēn söbēn

go in peace
then peace I† will give
call on My† name
and I† will come
but I† come slow
for preciseness
is what the
Father†
desires

(September 23, 2023)―This was given September 19th. Directly after, He led me to Matthew 25:14-46.

Note: ‘The Coming Sequential‘ is the prelude to six other writings, only one by me, that I was told to hold until today, the 23rd. The others are ‘Raised Windows’ (Yeshuah), ‘Time’s Sequential Move’ (Yeshuah), ‘Thoughts Encircled’ (Yeshuah), ‘Tried’ (God), ‘Abasement of Time’ (Yeshuah), and ‘A Song of Dirge’ by me. All of the given pieces are concentrating on the seven churches under the sun, continuing what God said in ‘Heaven’s Sword’ and  ‘The First and the Last’.

Continue reading “‘Raised Windows’ (Yeshuah)”

‘Elevation Required’ (Yeshuah/The Sixth Sin Against Humanity)

‘Elevation Required’ (Yeshuah/The Sixth Sin Against Humanity)….Jesus said to them, ‘Have you never read in the Scriptures: ‘The stone the builders rejected has become the capstone; the Lord has done this, and it is marvelous in our eyes’ [Psalm 118:22,23]? Therefore I tell you that the Kingdom of God will be taken away from you and given to a people who will produce its fruit. He who falls on this Stone will be broken to pieces, but he on whom It falls will be crushed.’—Matthew 21:42-44; Mark 12:10,11; Luke 20:17,18

Elevation Required (Yeshuah/The Sixth Sin Against Humanity)

She's the mother of thought
I† am the giver
I†, the Son†, gives
what She desires to give
and takes what I† desire
to take

from the beginning
She has been
the overall queen
put before all
even Me†

Wisdom is just and clear
in all Her words

man has never understood Her
from the beginning
as God's† plan for man
was put upon earth
His† footstool
His† lady of magnificent

why is earth and Wisdom
She?

man has never fathomed
this one question

for was it
that eve ate the fruit first?
was that it?

as I†, those thought
was forbidden to seek woman
as they de-elevated her
as they elevated themselves
without thought of this one question

woman bore man
earth, she carries man
Wisdom, instructs man

why wasn't it reversed?

man's idea….overtakes Him†
for Wisdom Herself
shielded his eyes
from the answer to this
basic question

listen to My† words closely
whom bore Me†?
to whom did I† appear first
after My† resurrection?

whom washed My† feet
with sweet perfume?
cleansed them
with tears?
dried them with hair?

whom did all these things?

do you still not know?

why was it allowed
for man to have many wives?
from the time of the beginning?

only a few understood God†
and took only one wife
or no wife at all

why?
have  you ever asked?

why do men need to be tested
so harshly?
and why did God† choose woman
to do the testing?

you failed to see

instead you took literal
without seeking Wisdom Herself

it is time
to seek Wisdom
to understand
at least part
of God's† plan
and why

like little children
you still need your hand held

you, man, have masqueraded
in a showman's world
and if that weren't enough
you took the gift given
‒pillaged her, brought her low
until, out of desperation
she chose to be just like you!

she is not like you
woman is not like man
and those who condemned her
are already condemned
unless they repent
seek salvation
and remove what they
put in place

the de-elevation of the gift

she is not hard
man has made her hard
she is not a boy
man has desired this
and God's† love is unconditional

what you see before you
is generations of thoughts
brought into existence
for the desire was strong
and passed from father to son
over and over

the Father's† love is unconditional
as the people desired
a man king
so He† gave it
and watched the destruction
as He† already knew
what man's rule would do

so as to the thoughts of man

it is every age
the same

lustful desires take root
only this age
has gone further than any age
because each age
the brain is opened more
and its capabilities are vast
‒more choices given
more paths paved
setting the course
for the end of the age

changing the assignments given
falling into what God† hates
willingly
is the most destructive
of this generation!

it was done
the path to destruction
when the first changed assignment
took place

and it will be
an advancement
for the next age
more matter
more choices
more will fail
if they do not learn
from this age

things have been set in place

to give instruction
to the next age
the new age
to prevent them 
from repeating
this generation's sin
is My† charge

the scribe will write
all that is needed
to aid the salvation
of the new earth

these words
this present age
will not want
because you are taught
toleration, acceptance
and equality
in the wrong context

you have accepted
what God†, the Father†, hates
in order to fit into
the collection
you have allowed
advancement
to move toward satan's house
in order to be accepted
to receive honor from the world
to enjoy riches from the world

all of this
has been lies given by satan, himself
and I† told you
through My† actions
what to do
when satan tempts you
with the world

but you failed
you built churches on satan's lies

I† will destroy your churches
your synagogues, your shrines

they will fall
by My† hand

you failed to know God†
hence, you do not know Me†

this is the sixth sin
against humanity
all peoples of the world
it is I†, the Son†, truth

(September 12, 2023)—He led me to pages 1444 through 1445…notices the 4s….the Final Week—Tuesday morning.

The Lord has been keeping me really busy along with sending me things. I still see visions…only it’s at night when all my lights are off and my eyes are wide open. And…He’s not letting me remember them. I clearly remember seeing them. Last night and the night before, I saw drawings and boxes. The night before box was right on the side of me, so close I could have jumped into it if I could have. Both these boxes were of people, so thus far, I’ve had three boxes with humans in them.

He said I will remember soon, now is not the time. I don’t know what that means, but I do know that I still feel as if I’m a child, too immature for what He has waiting for me.

For now, it is what He is teaching me and telling me to share it if I want to. He knows you won’t listen. Very few, at least. And I’m banking on those ‘very few‘ to insure that the remnants have what they need to survive what is coming. I’m know you will come through for them, wherever they are because I know a small amount of righteous will inherit the new Earth coming.

There is something I’m to briefly discuss and it’s been being asked of me and I chose to ignore it. I’m still reading the Apocrypha. I’ve discussed several of the things that I know for sure in previous writings: Isaiah and Enoch’s trips to Heaven, which they killed Isaiah over. Those trips explain the ‘s‘ put on Heaven in the Bible. It also verifies what I was instructed to write in 2019 and 2020 about the hierarchy of Heaven. You don’t have to believe that at. It still is. Hence, they killed to keep this fact out of the populace of man!

Continue reading “‘Elevation Required’ (Yeshuah/The Sixth Sin Against Humanity)”

‘Breaking Hearts’ (Yeshuah)

Breaking Hearts (Yeshuah)…’…What He opens no one can shut, and what He shuts no one can open….I will also keep you from the hour of trial that is going to come upon the whole world to test those who live on the Earth….—Revelations 3:7-13; ‘…To whom, then, will you compare God? What image will you compare Him to? As for an idol, a craftsman casts it, and a goldsmith overlays it with gold and fashions silver chains for it. A man too poor to present such an offering selects wood that will not rot. He looks for a skilled craftsman to set up an idol that will not topple.―Isaiah 40:18-20

Breaking Hearts (Yeshuah)

truth does this
breaks hearts
what truth shows you
and what people do
to hide away from truth

it has always been
the nature of man
to run from truth
to hide from its acknowledgement
to place blame
to hate
to discourage

don't be discouraged, prophet
I†, Yeshuah†, am your witness
as you witness
the falling away

it will get worse
to the left
the world is headed
it is already begun

to hold onto truth
will get harder and harder
the lie will become greater

[at this point my left leg
began to hurt really bad]

many will fall for the deception

I† have you, prophet
they don't want to believe you
because of their shame
their shame controls them
all of those whose truth
you saw

it takes a lot of courage
and Me†
to break away from
their shame
not many are willing
to face the cause
of their shame
‒embarrassment, humiliation
they feel these things
because they horde shame
and in return
they will place blame
they have placed blame
on you

you gave them truth
as was charged to you
your place is sealed

listen! all you peoples
peas in the eyes of God the Almighty†
see what He† has done
through the prophet of words
see what it takes
to win the favor of the Lord†

what is said is said
it will keep being said
for all to be a witness
to what is being said

I† hold them
I† hold the sickles
in My† hands
My† legion holds them
in their hands

judgment is coming around
again
far much more
than the first time around

the choice is on the table
it's time for your preparation

as My† servant prepared
and shared with you
as was deemed

as was charged

as so not only to prepare her
for her call to the Lord†
so you must do
for your call to the Lord†
to become a servant
in His† kingdom
or be thrown
into the fire

a choice is given
as for those of recent
so will be the same for you

I†, Yeshuah†, am speaking
have you not learned yet
that My† words
are true

the time is approaching
your lessons are not in vane
if you keep learning
if you keep studying
if you fall into Me†
you will meet the Father†

but if  you turn away
like so many have
like so many will
I† will turn you away
from Him† who created you

I† am not a religion
I† am not part of a building

as the Father† is
so am I†

your choice:
will you become as I† have become
or not?

repent, seek your redemption
come into Me†
and I† will give you salvation

[He led me to Isaiah 40:6-26]

it was already written
but I† must keep reminding you
for the end of the age
is near
you are coming upon it
when I† will be taken out the way
a change
unfathomable by man
will be

confusion has been released
confusion will build upon
confusion
beware of confusion

the illusion is underway

I† am He†
calling for My† sheep
hear My† voice

read what is already written
read what is being written
the words already written
long ago
will lead you to
the one writing the truth
today

there are many writing
claiming it is from God†
claiming it is from Me†
claiming it is from Heaven
but there is only seven
who are true
out of the seven
there is only one bold one

the seven servants
are the beginning of what's to come
the seven churches
that I† will call by name
the seven‒
whom all nations will fall
under
whom all peoples will be
grouped

the time has come
and the words of the future
has begun

it is I†, He†, the Son† of God†
the creator of all
I† am

(September 11, 2023)—Directly after the writing, He said, ‘Open the book deep.’ I did and to my amazement four of the churches of Asia (under the sun): Thyatira, Sardis, Philadelphia, and Laodicea. But it was the lines I previously underlined under Philadelphia that immediately caught my eye.

‘…What He opens no one can shut, and what He shuts no one can open….I will also keep you from the hour of trial that is going to come upon the whole world to test those who live on the Earth….—Revelations 3:7-13

With the help of the Spirit: These things you must consider. All the things included in the words sent. You must judge between what is true and what is not in your own heart. But you must remember: Lean on God, not your own understanding. There are a lot of bad shepherds misguiding you and it was bound up a long time ago that this would happen. It is.

Continue reading “‘Breaking Hearts’ (Yeshuah)”

‘Prudent’s Income’

‘Prudent’s Income’…Then Paul said to him, ‘God will strike you, you whitewashed wall! You sit there to judge me according to the law, yet you yourself violate the law by commanding that I be struck!’….Acts 22:30-23:5

Prudent's Income

go graciously into the night
hear the words of 'patient'

'be gentle with your self
for I am fighting within'

it is the main ingredient
that brings what is intelligent

to the surface of relevant

when asked for knowledge‒
its very wise instrument
it is given‒
without impairment

when you take what is given
‒after your needed persistence
refuse its enlightenment
because of your tireless judgment
Wisdom slams shut‒
that which was transparent

Her gentle allowance
sending in Her pronouncement
through whoever's involvement‒
was Her assistance
without much infringement

when you took it
as indifferent
‒a wise-ass
subtle in your knowledge
of insufficient‒
She'll back off‒
cause a disturbance
in God's† witness
of the grievance

not a good acquaintance
or a combining
in allegiance

She'll strip away the inheritance
through God's† hand
of adjustment
for He† is intolerant
of self-induced arrogance

His† time for you
becomes an impeachment
‒what appears to be grace
a bold renaissance
to Him†―is defiance
a well-placed impediment
that arrogance
cannot see‒
through their blindness

through prudency
Wisdom shows Her reverence
through self-indulgence
She returns to silence
‒you return to adolescence
lost without forbearance

Wisdom is a sacred disturbance
without grievance
or reluctance
She gives every allowance
‒demands perseverance

if on self―your only reliance
wanting a cliquish resemblance
in other's eyes‒
be significance
you―always a performance

Wisdom's beautiful radiance
backs off in disappearance

my children, I'm passing on
knowledge
‒if you deny Wisdom's
direct instrument
from whatever source She chooses
‒a backward's walk
in reconnaissance
will be your forever resident

though it may not seem
‒look around
see what I mean

it is full of importance
to do away with ignorance

step up―acknowledge Wisdom's
keen observance

•money's abundance
•materialism's investment
•greed's conveyance‒
always turning
always moving towards more

•a constant repeated repugnance
of so much around you
without having courage
to face yourself

•fearing transparent‒
hiding and coveting
engrossing one's self
in the world's tolerance
to fit in a collective insurgence

all of this influence
has you captive‒
to worldly indulgence
‒far from being prudent

for you to release it
feels like a confinement
‒this is the bewilderment
of the world's achievement

you―its victim
you―in alignment
with satan's advancement

the prudent are rare indeed
their wisdom is not an advertisement
but a fulfillment
of Yeshuah's† accomplishment

this is not a discouragement
but an announcement
‒become adherent
for a kingdom's inheritance

(September 8, 2023)―Prudent means ‘acting with or showing care and thought for the future’…I do all of this writing for a future I do not know, instructed by God, Himself, and I cannot refuse Him. He has made me prudent. No man could ever do this. And looking back, I was always this way. It is not bragging, it is teaching you what it means to be the prudent of the world.

The world says it wants prudency, but it does not act on what it says. That is the basics of their hypocrisy.

Just a couple of questions: How many cars do you have? How many boats? Do you constantly cut your grass to make it look pretty? Is your home full of stuff? Is your home way bigger than needed because you want to show-off? Are you constantly buying fast food instead of buying or even raising your own things to cook yourself? Are your children baptized in Jesus’ name? Do you teach your children about God and Yeshuah and read to them the Bible? Do you sin? Do you teach your children not to sin? Do you tolerate what God hates? Do you rally for what God hates? Do you build weapons that kill people? Are you a party to killing, maiming, injury to another human being? And, most importantly, are you learning who God and Yeshuah are?

Can you be honest to any of these questions? Do you see how I’ve covered the whole, entire world with just these simple questions?

Honesty is hard, isn’t it?

Continue reading “‘Prudent’s Income’”

‘Broken Wings’ Folly’

‘Broken Wings’ Folly’…’…Can you image a world where there is no weapons, no disease, no hate, no angry, no jealousy, no envy, no obsessions, no wantings, no needings, no bad anything? This is the utopia of God’s Kingdom. I am going to experience that because I know it exist. I know it is….’

Broken Wings' Folly

how is it
to feel like a fool
when silence leaves
God† puts words
on your tongue
‒that offends everyone

how is it
to sit all alone
stuck in silence all around
recording what's heard
without being told or forced
‒just loved by the Son†

how is it
the fullness felt
from knees knelt
was actually emptiness
truth…constantly blurred
ears constantly buzzing
‒taking on everything
wishing for a bullet and a gun

how is it
after asking for the 'whys'
begging and pleading
anger and self-pity
mixed in a romance's flirt
with words pouring from the pen
‒the replacement of death
bleeding my pain out
with walks in the sun

how is it
dancing through life
like a light-feathered bird
on what's coming out of my head
as others laugh and joke
my children…fed
‒lies between malicious buns

how is it
the 'whys' were answered
as God† directed words heard
record―explain
the process of blame
repeating…over and over…its rhythm

how is it
things have changed
Wisdom is the true surge
to obtain
as her 'whys' are answered
enters in—the 'hows'
as faith is built
‒hanging on to
what becomes…belief
to see how God† works
from His† kingdom
in Heaven

for 'learned' has done
what its intentions
were charged to do
‒it was never an individual issue

it was always heart
the decreasing and increasing
of scars

the vine failed or succeeded
the mixture―well put
not one…an expert
all…with dirt…will flirt
‒while breathing air
all....life's network

the how of it
a learned lesson from life
to wipe off my face…the smirk
not be so much…the jerk
Yeshuah† came to rejuvenate
give us a perk
replacing many a proverb
became the honor, the ransom
the mortar of much needed
patchwork

the 'how' has become
the mixture of old and new

dear children, no need to worry
He† chose the how
before your birth
‒for every soul on earth

to end this personal byword, dear children
you were never broken
‒just traveling down the path
it's all basic homework
you can fail or pass
the next path will emerge
anyway

go up or down
entirely your decision
‒Wisdom will always decide
good fruit or bad fruit
a mockingbird or a shepherd
you hear the word
or it goes unheard

all left to you
in your journey's pathing works
the hows
Wisdom's greatest churns
lessons
for you to learn

(September 7, 2023)―It is said that if we are given Wisdom, it is a sin to not share. We are worse off then someone who is a thief. I’m charged with sharing the lessons given to me because they are not for me, they are for the future that hasn’t arrived yet, and you are part of that future. Although He said you would not understand, or refuse to understand, that you would not hear, I believe in you. The future of the righteous depends on you hearing today.

With that said, He didn’t lead me to Scripture today. He led me to Wisdom Herself. The proverbs of Solomon and all those written after him, that is what He was teaching me today…that they were before Yeshuah. Yeshuah came to change things. He did. But there are still a lot of folks teaching what was before…BEFORE…this change.

Money is not grace. Women are not evil. In fact, the woman has been elevated way before the writings He has given to me. Man chose to put her low. This is a major sin against man himself.

Poor and humbled and meek are elevated. You who are these things do not know how good you have it. You are Yeshuah’s children. Do not ever think that you are less because of your financial situation.

The tongue. This has always been my worry. And, believe me, I had people criticize me heavily to my face about my tongue and how I use it. What is in the dark will be brought to light. This is how it is brought to the light…the tongue. Did you think otherwise?

Continue reading “‘Broken Wings’ Folly’”

‘Belittled Humility’

‘Belittled Humility’…This is what the Lord says: ‘Where is your mother’s certificate of divorce with which I sent her away? Or to which of my creditors did I sell you? Because of your sins you were sold; because of your transgressions your mother was sent away. When I came, why was there no one? When I called, why was there no one to answer? Was My arm too short to ransom you? Do I lack the strength to rescue you? By a mere rebuke I dry up the sea, I turn rivers into a desert; their fish rot for lack of water and die of thirst. I clothe the sky with darkness and make sackcloth its covering.’―Isaiah 50:1-3

Belittled Humility 

I say these words 
in my head 
I say too little 
‒sin I've fed 
I say too much 
‒my soul is dead 

where to decipher Wisdom 
without causing condemn 

it is a question of 'instead' 
without having a heart bled 

I consider the 'affect' 
never in accord with 'accept' 

I remember I'm not the architect 
but, instead, a 'reflect' 
of words given 
for self-reflect 

I'm not the only subject 
‒I know―in comes―reject 
for a word in Jesus† dialect 
is to take sin―dissect 
separate 
prove the misled 
‒true maliciousness―fed 

in order to reconnect 
what's been disconnected 

not by myself 
I'm not the architect 
thriving to interject 
what's not part‒ 
of my prospect 
it's only added 
in suspect 
by those losing 
to 'deflect' 

I throw up my hands 
‒willingly be used 
in the correct 
my mouth―a buffet 
not a casket 
not a puppet 
but like a bayonet 
jabbing sin―wickedness 
whatever's in secret 
‒spewing it 
like a rocket 

each one of us 
can be the subject 
or the object 
for Wisdom's pulpit 
so understanding 
becomes the outlet 

so speak―don't gossip 
seek understanding 
discuss all of it 
even when wickedness 
remains in quiet 
hiding and running 
hoping 
you won't acknowledge it 

don't get lost 
in all the thicket 
be brave as you 
sound the trumpet 

God's† ways 
are ultraviolet 

things you covet 
keep in secret 
will surface 
not lost in forget 

for to acknowledge 
‒forgive, accept 
learn from the foul of it‒ 
is seen as courage 
by the highest of pulpits 

leave life lived 
without regrets 

seek Wisdom 
fill up your pockets 
with seeds 
to give 
without a budget 

then humility 
will be the ultimate 
peace will surround your soul 
as you exit the casket

(September 7, 2023)―I wrote this piece yesterday after a mellow lesson on self and Wisdom. Directly after I wrote this, I was led to Isaiah 49:8-13 through Isaiah 50:4-9. I don’t, at all, believe in coincidences anymore. As time goes by, I see how everything is connected and how we are all used for each other’s tests. You can deny this…that is all right. You are just not ready to willingly accept the truth.

I thought my part in the poetry was over except to write prayers here and there. Boy, am I wrong. I know that my own writing is different from the previous work that is in the books, and there’s a good reason, which most don’t acknowledge about themselves. The greatest of works are written during our trials, not after, during. It is a point to our trials that we suffer: To bring us low so we can share what we have learned or learning. And these great works that are written during the worse part of our trials are the most sincere.

These current writings of mine are not like those. These are sort of like those I wrote in 2010 before the seriousness of my trials began. They were more of the self discovery type…me trying to find meaning behind what I knew was coming. These are the opposite of those. All the ones I posted yesterday ( ‘Trapped Under’, ‘The Riches of Lowliness’, ‘Humble’s Renaissance’, ‘The Ant’s Surface’, ‘Lesson’s Given’, ‘To Be Known’, ‘The Showth of God†‘ and ‘‘a Ways from Danger’) and this one, and, it seems, there will be much more of these, are lessons learned after our trial…the part that no one really wants to hear. Trust me, they don’t want to hear our sorrow and grief, nor want to hear what we’ve learned even less.

Continue reading “‘Belittled Humility’”

‘Step Found’ (Yeshuah)

Step Found (Yeshuah)….Surely, He took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows, yet we considered Him stricken by God, smitten by Him, and afflicted. But He was pierced for our transgressions, He was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon Him, and by His wounds we are healed. We all, like sheep, have gone astray, each of us has turned to his own way; and the Lord has laid on Him the iniquity of us all.―Isaiah 53:4-6

Step Found (Yeshuah)

it is profound…knowledge
to know Wisdom
it is a choice
to seek Her

unlike a history class
where knowledge is fed
with spoons
Wisdom comes with experience
a hands-on tool
through living and walking
a journey paved

it is I†, Yeshuah†, the Son†
instructing on the ways of Wisdom

She hides Herself well
well enough, forcing you to seek Her
over and over

you can't take Her
and say you know Her
She finds YOU
at the right time
She shows Herself to you

She wants you to know Her
but She does not force you
to know Her
you must be willing

She keeps coming to you
each time
you turn Her away
each time
experience is too weak
She'll get stronger and stronger

it is not enough
just one experience
through that one experience
She begins to open your eyes
to something bigger than your self

She opens you up
to the vine
its support
and
its torture

the vine is Her tool
to give the experience

Wisdom in all Her wonder
shows you truth
in the nature
of the vine

yes, this is I†, Yeshuah†
assuring you
She will break your heart
tears will run down your cheeks
and spill to your chest

Wisdom is Divine
in all Her ways

She does not come to you
unprepared
She's aware of you
in all your ways

the Father† watches over Her
reveals to Her
which lesson
you are ready for

She is subtle, gentle
but the lessons are not
She seeks your humility
humility comes through
understanding

if you are not ready
for understanding
Wisdom will hide Herself
until you are

it is just
Wisdom, Herself
in all that She reveals

I have testified
I have revealed
that the world
does not want Her
for Her truth
testifies to failures
of man

do not shut out Wisdom
do not run from Her
for Her truth
reveals
life in its proudness
of what's Divine

if they have ears to hear
let them hear
go in peace
then peace I'll† give you

then Isaiah

it is not about a past life
the past life has fallen away
a new life is to emerge
says the Lord†, Yeshuah† is My† name
the Father† will restore
but in new light
from the darkness
light will emerge
to glorify the Father†
and all His† mysteries

rise up 'o future
let the past slip away
a new heart is coming
into the world
to rejuvenate and reconcile
for redemption
of the forgotten of israel

sing praise for the lost sheep
here I† am, cries the Son† of God†
awake to Me†
for I† am here
waiting for your call
amen. amen. amen.
cries the Son† of God†
from the Son of Man
who has risen
and sits at the right hand
of the Father†
who proclaims truth
in all these words
prepare
for the Father† will shake the world
in a way
never known to man

hear what is spoken
as isaiah's words breathed
so will these

I† stand as witness, Myself†
I† am He†

(September 5, 2023)—He led me to Isaiah 52:13-15 through 54:1-3 directly after. Read both the writing and the Scripture carefully. The Scripture was given AFTER. It took me several times of reading the Scripture to see it. I am not to tell you. You must discover it yourself.

(September 6, 2023)―The following works: ‘Trapped Under’, ‘The Riches of Lowliness’, ‘Humble’s Renaissance’, ‘The Ant’s Surface’, ‘Lesson’s Given’, ‘To Be Known’, ‘The Showth of God†‘ and ‘‘a Ways from Danger’ were written between August 27 and September 3, 2023 preceding Yeshuah’s ‘Step Found’ which was given September 5, 2023. I did not share all the above except for this one on social media. Although Yeshuah and God teach me and have me write, my writings doesn’t seem as important as theirs. No, mine aren’t. I am giving them to you because I was asked to give.

The photograph David chose is a photograph was taken again from September 27, 2019: Love from Heaven. I’m doubting the promise. I guess I needed a reminder.

Continue reading “‘Step Found’ (Yeshuah)”