‘Stepping into the Fear’

A sample from Book 6

 Stepping into the Fear
  
 what you are is what you think
 ―an old worn out thing
 but living half your life
you come to see
 how truly right
these words ring
  
 any day-dreaming thought
 even silently in the dark
 ―closed secret of the heart
 given enough time
begins to shape its part
  
 if the pictures seep in your head
 while laying in bed
 something you dread
or just want to unwed
 ―be careful
your repeated secret byline
 given enough time
 will come to you
will come true
  
 it takes years
to make the picture clear
 bits and pieces― 
many scenarios pass through
 your reality won't mock it
 your actions won't show it
 but in the universe
you did throw it
  ―over and over
believing it just fantasy
 only your mind can see
 nothing close to your reality
 what does it hurt
losing yourself to its scenes
  
 just a day-dreaming thought
 something imagined in the dark
 ―silently in your heart
 where no one has to be fought
 something you think
not really sought
 given enough time
begins to shape its part
  
 with enough passing days
 with enough nights to fade
 the fantasy slowly builds
 secret thoughts turn real
  
 the universe enjoys enough time
 fantasy to reality begins to align
 instead of in your head
 ―hidden secrets fed
soon to become
a life led
  
 deep inside
you try to deny
 your eyes continuously cry
 this can't be right
 you start a war
 ―feverously fight
 an outward dreaded fear
 ―at first unclear
 the day-dreaming thoughts stop
 as hands move on a clock
tic-toc, tic-toc
 all your eye-seeing reality
 becomes your secret fantasy
 not exactly the way you saw
 ―the same is the result
  
 wiping away the tears
 now, it's all perfectly clear
 what you wanted the most
 ―the secret you didn't boast
 was the one thing
you truly feared
 the fantasy
that only the universe
could hear
  
 so it changed your course
 ―it may feel forced
 you yell, scream, cry
over and over asking why
 repeat, repeat, repeat
'til you're hoarse
  
  it leaves you no choice
 but to step into your fear
 ―see your secret thoughts
 as the true reality
of your heart

(February 2, 2014)—[‘Stepping into the Fear’ was written June 25, 2013.] It’s hard to explain this to someone who doesn’t understand, to someone with a closed heart. The Law of Attraction is very powerful. If you think something long enough, if you have it in your mind over and over, sooner or later it comes to pass. I didn’t learn about the Law of Attraction until 2008. By then, it was too late for me.

My totally worse fear was being abandoned, left alone. I wrote about it over and over. My novel was centered around the idea. I really didn’t understand how the law worked, but after it came to pass for me, it has become fully understood. I had completely put the law out of my mind until a friend told me that he found his true love because of her belief in the law. So, its meaning has resurfaced for me. I wrote a lot about this law. Studied it. I have books on it.

To think about what you really want, instead of your fears, is very hard to do without placing doubt somewhere in there. I guess to overcome the fears in your life, you have to walk into them. That’s where ‘Stepping into the Fear’ comes from.

My worse fears had to become reality in order for me to move towards what I want the most: To make my living as a writer. In order to make that my reality, I have to let go of everything else and fully concentrate on this one thought. Dreams are dreams until you make them your reality, until you think them into reality. Love the skin you’re in.

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