Tag: Relationships

‘Breached Contract’ (God)

‘Breached Contract’ (God)…’How can there be peace,’ Jehu replied, ‘as long as all the idolatry and witchcraft of your mother Jezebel abound?’…—2 Kings 9:14a,15b-26

Breached Contract (God)

to live true
you must learn
what to do

to lie in deception
brings on
malicious intent

to deceive is malicious intent
to not be true
turns others to blue

relationships are the bases of life
if you can't be true there
how can anyone expect different
in other places in your life

relationships are a contract
each learn about the other
when enough favor is given
you move forward

you betray the one
you're in a relationship with
you put a stumbling block
on their shoulder
you cause them to stumble
it is your fault
everything they do
after your betrayal

does that sound harsh
it should
the truth is always working

Yes, I†, the Lord†
am giving a lesson
on relationships
as My† servant deciphers through
her own emotions
you must decipher through
yours

relationships determine everything
it's unconditional love
by saying what hurt you
understanding why you hurt another

it's forgiving
as My† Son† forgave
it's accepting fault
it's accepting what I† call
people to do
if it's not honorable
I† didn't call it

the warnings I've† sent
are liable
if you chose to appease My† warnings
your choice is made
that choice determines your
relationship with Me†

relationships are the heartbeat
of life
and it's left on man's shoulders
to establish this
in this is where man was put ahead
to maintain in good standing
first with Me†
then with woman
then with children
then when it was time
with My† chosen one
which now comes before
woman and children

everything else comes after
thus creating the vine of life

if you fail at the vine of life
you fail Me†

Notes:  The photograph chosen is from December 10, 2019: The Dragon, Angel, Mom and Baby. In this picture, I didn’t see this before, David points out: to the far right of the picture, the upper corner, there is a boy facing a dragon. If you expand the picture, you can see this plainly. Below the boy, in the thickest part of the cloud formation is a cross and below the large cloud formation is an anchor.

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(July 27, 2022)—After ‘Breached Contract’, He led me to the final demise of Ahab’s house: 2 Kings 9:14a,15b-26 (including  2 Chronicles 22:7) through 2 Kings 10:1-11. Ahab and Jezebel are known as one of the most ruthless couples to ever walk the Earth. Jehoshaphat was favored by God and so his son was called for redemption of God’s people.

Everything starts with self. When you look in the mirror, you are looking at God. When you look at nature, you are looking at God. To dishonor either, you are dishonoring God Himself.

I was led to an article this morning before this piece was given. It was about the United States. It read that a movement is taking place where they are moving to combine ‘religion‘ and politics. Interesting. Religion is NOT God nor Jesus. Religion is man-made, reshaping the words of God and Jesus into man’s on accord…every man-made religion did this. You can’t call yourself a follower of Yeshuah and do the things you do in politics at the same time. But that’s not the message I was shown this morning. I was shown, and He does this a lot to me to help me, that what He has warned, is taking shape. You fail to see because you are blinded, because He has blinded you.

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‘Here’s My Mercy’

The Lord is here for the broken. Jesus said that the healthy don’t need to be healed. He didn’t come for the healthy. He came for the sick! What part of this don’t you understand?

Here's My Mercy
 
He† said to have mercy
on you
‒I fought what He† said
for I see you
as a fool
for I see you
as stupid drool
‒a wasted vestibule
that dishonors the gift
dishonors yourself, too
 
He† demands from me
mercy
He† wants me to comfort you
me...to be your place
of refuge
‒I damn well scream
and refuse
for you steal from hands
that help you
for you strangle and use
for you demean and abuse
you are reckless
and dangerous
‒but the Lord†, wants you
as He† wanted saul
 
He† scaled saul
He† will scale your eyes
too
He's† waiting for you
‒in a corner
He's† moving you
into the force of you
‒to heal through and through
 
He† said to have mercy
on you
that He† will heal you
He† will convert all the things
you did do
into good deeds
‒using what's been done to you
what He† put you through
to help others get through
 
I do
what He† wants me to do
if it's mercy given to you
then mercy I will do
 
pride is something
I want to do
but it escapes my drool
‒I can't help
but obey His† rule
 
so do what ya gotta do
 
He's† called you
there's nothing you can do
He'll† scale you
when He's† ready to
‒that's when
mercy
I'll grant to you
for I'll know‒
it is ALL true!

Note: The photographs used are included on God’s Mercy under Messages By way of the Sun, My 555 Lake Visits. After the last Vision, I couldn’t handle what I was being shown, so David started wanting to go for a walk around the lake. It wasn’t long before I realized he wanted me at a certain spot at 5:55. This set of photographs were the beginning of that. I also did a few night ones, where he had me be at that same spot but at 11:11 p.m. It was very interesting. All I can tell you is what David has pointed out in the photographs and what these things mean. So, the photographs replaced the visions for a while. Then there were other places, other photographs taken for various messages. You can discover them all, there are thousands of them on God’s Mercy. You can also learn about the sweet man and what happened with him by reading the testimony which is really long but worth the read if you are open to the spiritual realm of life.

(June 8)—I received a call this morning from a first cousin, Jennifer, who is sitting at the side of her husband, waiting for him to pass to the other side. She is having a difficult time. She knows death. She’s already lost her parents and sister, grandmothers and aunts. She’s comforted others and not many are there to comfort her. This all led to me the New Testament and Jesus!

Oh, how I love me some Jesus! The Sermon on the Mount and the beatitudes which starts with Matthew 5:1-12, read them in your Bible. I  have included them in Book 12, under the piece titled ‘Mercy’s Hallo‘, if you care to get that book. Below is the part of Jesus’ sermon that day that struck me hard this morning.

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‘Tested Hearts’

‘If you don’t stand for something, you’ll fall for anything.’―Author Unknown

Tested Hearts
  
 I tested them you know
 to see how'd they flow
 to see if their love would show
 to see...if they were real
 in gold
  
 every, single one–
 fell to the flo'
 just hit it...out...sold
 my little libido
 love's true row
 –they so easily
 put it out in the cold
  
 on me, they all rolled
 put me on death row
 for a popularity show
 'she's crazy ya know'
 –all for a people-pleasing fold
  
 I tested the forceful in bold
 just to tell myself–
 'I told ya so'
  
 easy...so very easy–
 they'd made me the mold
 for themselves...blame to unload
 –without a second thought–
 any love for me
 to hold

Note: The photograph that accompanies this piece was taken October 15th after I asked David to prove himself again by sending me a daisy. I knew the spiritual world could manipulate technology by what they had already shown me in the previous photographs and by a message put on this website (I left them up) back in August. When I was reviewing this set of frames and noticed the daisy sun, it was a bow-the-head moment. This was also the day the Phoenix was sent over the water, to reveal new birth is coming. In this particular frame: The daisy sun, the promise made to me in the pink bubble and the ray of purple light: Jesus blessing the promise.

‘Laying It Down’ and ‘Tell Me, My Lord†’

‘…I am the gate; whoever enters through Me will be saved….The thief comes only in to steal and kill and destroy…’He is demon-possessed and raving mad. Why listen to Him?” (John 10:7-21)

 Laying It Down
  
 these hands are up
 accepting this love
 come, gather round–
 this joined-together vine
 is all but enough
  
 take this chalice
 drink from the cup
 –you brave little cub
 this journey...not a strut
 it's a slow walking 
 in rub
  
 go on, take it...drink up
 but be warned little bug
 in will come...the judge
  
 then they'll be the tug
 some will come to bluff
 –making the drink
 a little tough
 there'll be a bit
of obstruct
 –some bumps and stuff
 maybe a little more
 in rough
  
 you may have to shed
some blood
 a time or two–
 you'll be covered in mud
 even some crud– 
 when you try to be a stud
 –it's just a kick
in the butt
 for being somewhat smug
  
 don't worry...it's just Jesus† love
 when things get too dicey–
 He'll† unplug
 give you a bit of a shrug
 but not all-together...pluck
 He'll† just help
 through the hiccups
  
 He's† patient...seeing
if you'll give up
 watching you
 with brotherly love
 pushing you
 to come out of thug
 –understand the tug
  
 go on, take it...drink up
 –it's unconditional
 and full of love
  
 but there isn't any luck
 and at times
 you'll get stuck
 in will come...floods
 jitterbugs and fluff
 you'll have to be
 strong enough
 decide differences–
 that moonstruck stuff
 and the real of love
  
 no, it won't be easy–
 so much will turn to muck
 you may see handcuffs
 even be awe-struck
 by the wrong products
 –just keep your head up
 things will ease up
 along the way
 somewhat
  
 it's your choice to drink up
 the hard love
 gets you through
 the rough stuff– 
 when Jesus† wants
 you healed enough

 –once you get over the fluff
 you'll see the true love
 that didn't give up
on you...in a puff
 ‒that's the truth
 of Jesus'† love
  

Note: The photograph taken November 9th is one of many. It is God’s energy. The orbs…changed into His footprint. You don’t have to believe me. It IS all the same. Maybe you should start paying attention instead of hanging on to hate and anger. God is sending you all of this because He loves you, not because He’s trying to trick you.

(December 29, 2019)—The ways of Jesus are simply amazing. He speaks to me when I’m troubled. I woke up around 2:30 a.m. after again laying down and saying, pretty much the hell with it all. I wrote about this man texting me. Horrible. I write about me being alone and how my family pretty much oused me out for their own sins. I write about how people don’t read these writings or even consider them to be true. I’m working on faith, except for the small signs I’m sent…like the text I received day before yesterday.

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‘Not Much’

To love…you make that choice. It’s not changing your mind. To truly love, you can’t change your mind because it is not with your mind that you love: It’s with your heart.

Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken November 9th. The image of the double Orbs in the bubble, which appears many times since September 27th, stands for love…a two that becomes a one in harmony because of pure hearts truly loving each other and forgiving each other for each’s short-comings. The purple light coming from the bottom and shining on the Orbs stands for Jesus’ love. You can’t be truly in love without Him guiding you. He IS love.

 Not Much
  
 it doesn't take much to love me
 –your enchanting laugh
 sharing everything inside
 (outside is too surface)
 it's that place...way down deep
 where I know you–
 and you know me
 –the deepest of secrets–
 we keep
 between God†, you and me
 –and no one else
 gets to see
  
 it doesn't take much to love me
 in my arms...you're free to weep
 while letting me hold you–
 without having to be neat
 letting go...a time in baby
 knowing I don't think you're weak
 but courageous and strong–
 for letting it all out...seep
  
 it doesn't take much to love me
 it's having our song–
 you holding me gently
 never embarrassed–
 to dance with me
  
 it's touching my body
 desiring to hold me
 –whatever my shape...wanting
 giving me that security
 that it's my heart–
 that sets you free
 –not sexy or beauty
  
 it's building me up in strength–
 gestures and words in tiny
 just because you are happy
 –to be in my company
  
 no, it's not much to set me free
 putting me on a course–
 you...wanting–
 not needing...wanting
 to please
 in a world so hectic–
 slowing it down in ease
 –giving you back...all of it
 what you gave to me

‘Soulful Fight’

True love. When you’re willing do hard love to save another person…when you sacrifice your own self, your own heart, to force the heal, God sees. When you do that, you’ve done Jesus’ work…laying a foundation for His love to take over.

Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken on November 9th. The bride and groom. The sign of Jonah plays an important part in this image. Resurrection. Heal.

 Soulful Fight
  
 I went after the leprosy
 with everything I had–
 in my raging diplomacy
  
 as you crucified me
 I forced my eyes in see
 there was evil lurking–
 in supremacy
 it had you by the balls–
 sucking you up
 in turbulency
  
 so I forced the trenchancy
 put my own life–
 in uneasy
 fighting in urgency
 in a faith-based vagrancy
 using a ferocious vulgarity
 mixed with heart-filled tranquility
  
 it was a war in predominancy
 a constant in persistency
 with a Jesus†-driven prophecy
 in scripture proficiency
  
 I refused to give in–
 to its juvenile delinquency
 as it continued
 its obvious redundancy
  
 no...I had a certain resiliency
 a God†-powered superiority
 –a whole lot of
 bayou-girl tenacity
  
 I wavered all my
 constitutionality
 plus my respectability
 –my inward-driven notability
  
 yeah, I rebuked its notoriety
 with a whole lot of animosity
 a bit of flavored immaturity
 –a bit of raging hostility
  
 no matter the difficulty
 I broke its embedded dynasty
  
 all to save your soul
 from a firing eternity!

‘Spaces to Stay’

Believing in love is hard after being let down. Sometimes, we just have to throw our hands up and trust in God’s plan. Those who don’t see God’s plan: they just keep going round and round. Trust in that Jesus Love. He’ll come through when He knows we are ready.

 Spaces to Stay
  
 I wanted to think
 you cared
 I wanted to believe
 I was more than a barbie doll
 to stare
 I wanted to be in arms
 somewhere...anywhere
 just to feel accepted
 –not just in skin...bare
  
 I was wrong
  
 a constant staring in air
 playing dress up–
 fixing my hair
 without a soul to care
  
 just once...wanting to be
 more than just a dare
 to not dawn sex to wear
 –just being there
 believing...I'm finally
 free of the tear
 leaving behind
 every frightful scare
 that I'd be left
 for another in bare
  
 I was wrong
  
 the weakest link–
 everywhere
 the spear always wanting
 to be somewhere
 –in a different anywhere
  
 in blank spaces I stare
 voiding empty glares
 all those running
 to somewhere
 spreading themselves
 anywhere
 –getting no wheres

‘I Work For You’

Keep pushing through. The gifts waiting are far more than you ever dreamed. Cry, scream, slam your fist into walls…know it will be okay. Your life is just beginning.—kel

 I Work For You
  
 I'm here
struggling, too
 run, jump...come through
 my energy
I pass to you
 in flight
I visit you
 my love
I give to you
 helping you get through
  
 I work for you
 say prayers in twos
 we said our adieus
 not in words of true
 but in faces of blue
 as pride and ego
forced the cue
 –what's already written
 in the book of truth
  
 I know you see it, too
 you feel my energy–
 in heart, get through
 leaving you
in tads of confuse
 run, jump...come through
 –it's the spirit of soothe
 passing it all to you
  
 look to the morning doves‒
 as on the ground
lies the dew
 no need to kneel in a pew
 just look up‒
 they are watching you
 even hearing
what you're thinking, too
  
 I work for you
 in a manifestation clue
 run, jump...come through
 it'll be okay
whatever you're going through
 keep going‒
 the time line...right on cue
 I'll be waiting for you
 through all your doubt‒
 through all the emotions
 that swarm you‒ 
 give it to the words do
 God's† waiting on you
 urgency in time's review
 as I lay
working for you
 knowing you'll get through
  ‒forgiven
will be
all your past dues
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‘Testing Will’

Testimony: One of God’s messengers. Saying YES to the Big Man Upstairs…no matter what! My 4-year journey for love, no matter the consequences!

 Testing Will
  
 He† knows me deep within
 He† knows I'd give in
 then...feel the guilt of sin
  
 He† held me
within this evil den
 all along–
 as I felt alone and abandoned
 as I cried and cried
struggling, fighting
 –evil's bid to win
  
 four years in this brethren
 a feel of insanity's hymn
 negative thoughts...pounding
 smothered in foreign emotions
 evil aware of the reason
 –knowing
the purpose of my season
  
 sometimes
losing it without praying
 lost in extreme's commotion
 at me...came every explanation
 learning my self
in its manipulation
  
 evil tried to win
 it tried everything
 digging its teeth within
  
 my angels were fighting
 holding me in their wings
 'til I was in delivering
 –my will weakening...strengthening
 a day-to-day variation
 –wanting it all to end
  
 this sixth sense
gave its warning
 the stay kept on coming
 along with each
secretive manifestation
in hiding
 as anxiety and panic
kept attacking
  
 my self-esteem
furiously stripping
 burying me in ignoring
 playing in my sexuality–
 what was left
of its intention
 through emotional baiting
fight's annihilation
 this dizzying world
kept me sinking
 'til my hands
living in jittering
 my eyes...blurring, drying
 my hair in constant falling
 my weight in agonizing gaining
 my chest in heavy palpitations
 my body lost
in fatigue's aggravation
 my mind fighting negative
horrid inventions
 my mouth became
acid's salutation
 from yelling, screaming
foul annotations
 to a vicious appeal
in chanting
  
 I held on tight
to the calling
 knowing...soon...it was ending
 pleading and begging
 praying and sleeping
 dreaming and imagining
 –holding on to
the coming glorification
  
 packing and moving
 God's† quick verification
 to do it
even through questioning, doubting
 –it all wasn't fabrication
 or some childish exaggeration
 but a purposeful delivering intention
 –a message coming through....
 fighting evil's blocking mechanism
 for a soul in saving
 me: a favor in returning
 as God's† hardened instrumentation
  
 I took it in breaking
 codependency's formulation
 –holding on tight
to God's† coming verification
 all...
leading to enlightening, awakening
 a coming out
spiritual connection
  
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‘Channel’

Don’t change your independent self because of another person.

 Channel
  
 a bird flies when its free
 it stagnates
in captivity
 its colors blossom
in variety
 fading in ambiguity
 ‒plucking them out
in atrocity
  
 in nature...the act in free‒
 all the same
in its facility
 a trapping technicality
 ‒being free has its complexity
  
 as a woman
in her diplomacy
 giving true
to her effeminacy
 when treated
with significancy
  
 when she's satisfied
in her sexuality
 she falls into compliancy
 even in another's complacency
 giving up her self-sufficiency
 even her style in flossy
 being, at first
blissful in buoyancy
  
 as it goes...comes the decadency
 becoming aware
of the deficiency
 –a broken down fallacy
 as she meets each exigency
  
 outward...comes her adamancy
 as gone goes her sexy
 –an inward building pudency
 her usual controlled diplomacy
 loses its bearing
to rampancy
  
 as goes the controlling austerity
 saving-money hostility
 ‒slowly caving
in her impetuosity
  
 attention...gone its notoriety
 even her newly shaped nudity
 once praised with delicacy
 gone...with looks
words in vulgarity
 stripping
all her sexy naughty
 –leaving vagueness
in commonality
  
 lack of interest
opens a familiarity
 once ignoring
so much secrecy
 once ignoring the mendacity
 pulling forward
all its perfidy
 as gone...all her sensuality
 understanding
its diverted generosity
 she becomes lost
in recalcitrancy
 –the precious kitty lost
to lunacy
  
 all for giving her free
 to submissive captivity
 for the awakening
of her sexuality!
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