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‘Your Death’

Yes, Abraham and all the prophets and all the patriarchs’ bodies gave out…quit! But they didn’t die! Neither did Yeshuah. This you need to understand…this you fully don’t!

Your Death
  
 in the depths of sin
 ‒your sin‒
 when God† leaves you
 ‒you enter your test‒
 you die
  
 that is your True death
 it is on you
 ‒not the rest‒
 to resurrect‒
 rise from your own death
  
 it is your own conflict
 ‒no matter the test‒
 to see God's† process
 to Love Him†
 at your worse
 as you Love Him†
 at your best
  
 it's from your heart
 when it is purest
 after satan has issued–
 time in its punish
 that you seek‒
 in childish
 God's† Mercy
 –this...when He†
 hears your anguish
  
 it is in this rise
 that God† reappears
 in your life
 piece by piece‒
 a humbled light
 begins its revive
 bringing...all around you
 back to life
  
 a tested heart‒
 proves wrong or right
 sometimes needing‒
 twice, even thrice
 to fully see Truth's light
 ‒keeping you in blind's death
 or bringing you‒
 to eyes opened wide
 ‒that of the True light

(February 3, 2020)―‘Your Death’…this is really important to God that you understand this. I wrote this small post on my Facebook page about judgment because of all the posts I read concerning the half-time show during the Super Bowl game. Then I was lead to the following Scripture:

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‘Enclosed We Go!’

This isn’t a joke. I didn’t elect to spend all my free time writing all of this just for the sake of doing it to piss you off. God told me to write all of this. Did you hear that? He TOLD me! 

 Enclosed We Go!
  
 His† wrath is coming‒
 ‒a sending of bull dogs
 with their spike-filled teeth
 growling at the innocent
 ‒playfulness...they seek
 in indecent
 inviting willing men
 hand in hand‒
 their spears
 their only Needed weapon
 ‒confusing minds
 controlling every line
  
 His† wrath is coming‒
 His† Words will disappear
 He'll† hide Himself† totally
 –from every hemisphere
  
 you'll search
 but you won't find
 unless you're one‒
 in the divine
  
 then you will see
 parts of Him†
 here and there
 leaving you hungry
 and thirsty‒
 begging around every turn

 'where is He†? 
 I Need to know!'
  
 His† Words‒
 will become your Lust
 His† Words‒
 will become your Greed
 His† Words‒
 will become your Lies
 His† Words‒
 will become your darkness
  
 ‒all the things you so Love
 better than He†
 all that evil‒
 you will trade it all
 –just for one look!
 just for one tiny glimpse!
  
 how precious‒
 He† will become!
  
 after, He† closes
 Himself† out
 ‒leaves Earth in Destruction
 after He† hides
 He† will become‒
 ALL that you seek!  

(January 23, 2020)―I was led to Amos for the second time this week. There was something that the Lord wanted me see and I did finally. I had to include the entire Scripture concerning what Amos saw and heard so you’ll see how God reveals things through His prophets. But before…I have to release a little whoop-ass per say.

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‘Oh! Sorrowful Heart!’ (w/God)

‘…the whole land will be laid waste because there is no one who cares…’―Jeremiah 12:5-7

 Oh! Sorrowful Heart! (w/God)
  
 I felt a fragment
 of His† heart
 –barely a fragment
 the Sorrow buried deep–
 I can't even start
  
 He† looks east
 He† looks west
 –there is no one
 I beg for Him†–
 'look some more'
 He† says:

 'it's no use
 they are too proud
 even with the given tools
 they conceal‒
 what they're told
 –they Fear the crowd'
  
 He† bows His† head
 –shows me all those dead
 He† wishes they'd understand
 to whom they are wed
  
 but they refuse to listen
 as did their forefathers
 –the law of Love
 they easily shed
 so their egos‒
 can get fed
  
 as to me–
 each time He† speaks
 more silver...in sneaks
 of more and more Truth‒
 Wisdom....
 He† gives me a peek
 –clearly...the why–
 I see
 ‒then not–
 all lost at sea
  
 'do your part'

 He† tells me

 'it'll be okay'

 He† reassures me
  
 but my heart
 feels the Sorrow
 time can no longer–
 be borrowed
 the harvest...soon–
 to be sorted
 the Good from the bad
 what will live
 what will be burned
  
 the judgment is spewing
 a peach that won't survive
 yet the target will die
 before he finishes the job
  
 a people up in roar
 no longer able to soar
  
 all across the Earth
 sticks and bricks–
 equal the same
 a spilled Sorrowful heart
 plants itself in every town
 plants itself–
 against every nation
  
 oh! Sorrowful, mourning heart
 taking the children–
 for its own
 for it found no home
 ‒all sacred, Holy Love
 disappeared‒
 in trye's blood-soaked flood
  
 'prophesy against them'

 says the Almighty Lord†

 –all I want to do is pray

 He† says:

 'it's too late‒
 they live in sedate'
  
 so I cry–
 I feel His† Sorrowful heart
 a tiny, tiny piece of it
 He† bows His† head
 as I close my eyes
 see...all those dead
 all those who forgot
 to whom–
 they were wed
  

(January 25, 2020) Note: The photograph that accompany’s this work was taken November 9, 2019, Certainty of Visions. It may seem a random shot of my hair, but it isn’t. The V was put there and not by me. It symbolizes Vengeance. To further state His, that would be God, message, on November 11, 2019, He sent us the Avenging Angel, which He not only points out with the green Orb but also by putting an arrow in the sky to be sure that I see it and point it out to you. This isn’t a joke. This is as real as it gets. People from all around the world will start getting messages. Pay attention.

As always, the bold italic in the work is the Words of God. He directed me to Jeremiah last night and the line that He wanted me to see: ‘because there is no one who cares’. You think He isn’t here for some reason. You think He isn’t paying attention. He is always paying attention.

‘Permission’

To be reborn, as Yeshuah said, you are not baptized in water but in the Spirit. This comes after you’ve died…for in order to be reborn, you must first die.

Permission
  
 He† sits there waiting for you to say it
 He's† giving you permission
 –why don't you take it
  
 He† stands there patiently–
 His† hands thumbing
 His† toes tapping
 He† sits then stands again
 He† paces...up and down, up and down
  
 He† can't intervene
 in frustration...He† waits
 He† goes to His† Father†
 tries to intercept
 wants to intercept
 but a mighty hand goes up
  
 'an adult's bitter heart is still present'
  
 so back to waiting
 He† goes
  
 He† watches, sends in the angel
 the guide
 hoping you'll see
 –that breaking you down
 is a matter of keep
  
 the permission is granted–
 fall to your knees
 cry over all those horrible deeds
 yell, curse, scream
 curl into a ball–
 hug, go on, hug those knees
 sniffle, let all your crevices bleed
 –wipe them on your sleeve
 pucker them lips
 suck air in deep
 –go on and just breathe
  
 look around, go ahead, look around
 things are beginning to look differently
 they seem...simple
 maybe almost magical
  
 go ahead, cry more if you need
 go ahead, sniffle
 pucker up them lips in pout
  
 things, indeed, have changed
 you are feeling your child-heart
 you are granted permission
 by He†...who is the Lord
  
 in the depths of your scream
 you called out His† name
 you see....
 that's what He† was waiting for
  
 He† was waiting for:
 the coming apart
 of your adult heart
 He† knows sincerity
 only lives in the child heart
 –that place where God†
 wants you to turn...truly
  
 when you get there–
 He† knows you died...truly
 for you called out–
 now....
 the crumbs of Yeshuah† comes in
  
 it is the time–
 for you to be redeemed
 the beginning of your new birth
 –a new baptism
 when the Spirit comes over you
 and you become clean
  
 patient...it's a slow process
 for Good reason
 a child's first steps are careful
 go too fast and you'll fall
 –you'll have to restart it all
  
 shh...slow, slow, slow
 the Lord† is waiting
 it's your choice to succeed
 –all you have to do
 is believe!

(January 24, 2020) Note: The photograph that accompany’s this work was taken on December 10, 2019, The Dragon, Angel, Mom and Baby. You can go to the page and read the work to understand the title and what is in the photograph.

‘Spilling of Blood’ (A Plea for the Innocent)

Do you really believe that God doesn’t speak to us anymore? How is it that the world’s society as a whole have come to this? Have you ever questioned this? Do you know why? Are you not concerned to the why of it? Just the answers to these questions should have you rattled.

 Spilling of Blood
 (A Plea for the Innocent)
  
 Lord†, is it of Mercy
 as esther pleaded for her people
 that I plead for all the innocent
 all those defenseless souls
 struggling for Hope
 as they are submerged in Hate
 as they are submerged in the Greed of others
 –innocent lives sold for sex
 as those buying and selling
 worship and praise–
 proclaiming it is all right
 in God's† eyes!
  
 Lord†, I plead for them
 I beg for Your† hand to come
 to slam into these fools
 for stealing the innocence
 for robbing their dignity, their grace
  
 Lord†, it's all over the Earth
 every where I turn–
 I see beauty and nature
 but lying beneath this mask
 is what's smothering Your† Love
  
 condemned, I stand
 suffering with all the innocent
 Pillaged, I withstand
 Hate and Angry words
 from those unhealed
 –those who cause Strife
 those who spread Bitterness
  
 Lord†, I feel Your† heart
 I feel Your† disappointment
 I feel Your† disapproval
 –please bring Comfort
 to all those putting their souls
 in Your† hands
 for their bodies are sold
 to the highest bidder
 all declaring it is right
 in God's† name!
  
 Lord†, this isn't just one nation
 Lord†, this isn't just one people
 it's all over the Earth
 the darkness has consumed them
 –God's† veils have reached the maximum
 they do not see
 as God's† prophets of the past
 deemed...to say it will be
 IT IS!
  
 Lord†, Your† time is coming
 those with Malicious hearts
 those will never be allowed to see
 –this, as God's† servant, I understand
  
 Lord†, I ask for those in see
 I ask for those with Good hearts
 –they stand the victims
 of the blind
 Lord†, I ask that You† continue
 to keep their hearts pure
 whatever comes to them–
 in their suffering
 at the hands of the blind
 give them the strength
 to remain in You†
 give them the Strength–
 in all the Wickedness around them–
 to understand Your† unconditional Love
 give them the Strength–
 in their given gift of free will
 to continue to choose You†, Lord Yeshuah†
 so that God's† Kingdom
 will be their inheritance
  
 as I write this–
 I humbly pray for the broken–
 those in the mince of their choosing
 may they make the right choice
 may their veils be removed
 and they see Your† Grace
 they see the energy of God†
 all around them
 –bring them their Salvation
 so when it's time
 a proper room will be prepared for them
  
 help those weak in Faith
 help those lost to the bad shepherds
 help them discover Your† Truth
 help them see God's† wrath
 help them see why He† is so angry
  
 as I write this–
 as a servant of God†
 I know this world will see worse
 I know the war is escalating

 I humbly pray for the innocent
 I humbly pray for the Good in heart
 I humbly pray for those fighting
 through the tests God† has them in
  
 I humbly pray that they come to understand
 that God† is always in charge
 –all Good, all evil
 God† is the Alpha, the Omega
  
 I humbly pray that they come to understand
 what You†, Yeshuah, the Christ†, meant by saying:
  
 'everyone is invited, but not everyone gets in'
  
 may the innocent take it into advisement:
 Your† hand is their only Salvation
  
 this my loving, gracious Brother
 this my humble Lord Yeshuah, the Christ†
 I ask in God's† Righteous Glory
 for His† wrath be spared
 to leave the innocent with Humble hearts
 and lighted souls
  
 this, God's† Humble servant
 ask and beg
 for those who remain in You†
 for ever and ever
 amen

(January 19, 2020)—Since the middle of last year, I have been led to Esther over and over again, and each time there’s something new pointed out to me. Today was no exemption. The two Scriptures that I include here point out this: Standing up for the innocent. Standing up to the adversary, the bully, the mean people of the world.

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‘How’s the Wine’

‘See, darkness covers the Earth and thick darkness is over the peoples…It still is (meaning the darkness is still present) because He then says…Nations will come to your light…The key word is will. It hasn’t happened yet… Isaiah 60:1-14

 How's the Wine
  
 you planted the seeds
 ensured their soil...fertile
 richly mixed within–
 the best nutrients
 –you watched day and night
 plucked every weed
 –babied every seed
  
 your fields were blessed
 for you cared for their crest–
 sun came when needed
 rain came when needed
 all your vines began to grow
 healthy, vibrant
 –'til the grapes began to show
  
 you marveled at their birth
 giving thanks and praise
 but you missed...a thing or two:
 your eyes started to go blind
 you started dreaming prosperity
 –as more grapes appeared
 your eyes grew big:
 you can buy more land
 you can build a bigger house
 –money spent...not yet earned
 not yet understanding–
 the return
  
 you became so careless
 you didn't even see–
 as your presses grew
 as your cellars filled
 as your variety increased
 –you forgot about the nutrients
 you forgot what was needed
 –what each vine required
 –you even forgot
 about the weeds
 –how they root and feed
  
 you forgot to tend‒
 below the surface
 –all you saw...shiny vines
 but in the dark‒
 weeds and pest
 began to ingest
  
 a slow building nest
 –leaving you to guess
 but you didn't
 –did you?
  
 years have passed‒
 since that first glass
 you've grown‒
 ‒so many things
 you own
  
 you don't even access–
 what's 'a mess
 you just keep moving‒
 never wondering–
 what's next
 never even asking–
 how many vines...lost
 to the infest
  
 you just keep spending
 you just keep enjoying
 –drinking....
 your well-brewed wine
 –making....
 a simple toast to your lost
  
 and to you–
 nothing else adds to the cost
 you've become the boss
 whatever...you have rights
 to toss!
  
 so, my friend....
 how's the wine?

(January 15, 2020)―I have been writing and not completing. I have quite a few pieces to work on. But there’s a few things God is wanting of me. Being number 1 since I began meditation back in July: Stop smoking. I’m on day 5. So it’s been interesting, but I’m about to move to the next part of my journey, so zero nicotine is part of that. I always knew this. Back in 2016, I was told this as well. So, wherever I’m going, I’m willing!

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‘A Bid for the People’ (God in Commentary)

‘You aren’t to pillage and force My covenant! Each person has to find Me and My Son on their own. PLANT SEEDS. Be graceful….’Another Direct Message from God!

 A Bid for the People
  
 I have sat here, my Lord†
 wrote psalm after psalm
 read Your† Words
 over and over
 heard every Word
 You've† sent
  
 I pray they hear
 I pray they open their eyes
 I pray their hearts heal
  
 have Mercy on them, O Lord†
 show those who know You†
 the Way
 show them Your† grace–
 through Your† Son, Yeshuah, the Christ†
 give them Salvation‒
 for trusting in You†
 keep them safe and secure
 ‒help them understand
 Your† process
 help them to remain
 in Your† Love
  
 Lord†, there are many
 who still fight against You†
 they are still many persecuting‒
 in Your† name
 there are still many persecuting‒
 because of Your† Son†
  
 Lord†, bring Your† wrath upon them

 ‒awaken Your† Mercy
 for the people who honor You†
 give them relief‒
 in the new coming year
 reveal to them Your† glory
 reveal to them Your† splendor
  
 my heavenly Father†
 reveal Yeshuah, the Christ†
 ‒His† Love and His† Salvation

 reveal His† enemy
 to those who seek You†
 protect them in all ways
 ‒as the enemy comes to destroy
 I know it's Your† hand‒
 upon them
 I know it's You† testing them
 please, Lord†, be easy on them
 for the enemy hates them
 ‒and they have remained
 Faithful to You†
  
 my gentle, everlasting God†
 in the wake of Your† coming wrath‒
 pave the road to the Kingdom's gate
 for all those gentle hearts
 who's day will arrive‒
 without warning
 ‒release any pain that we see
 awaken their souls
 to the Kingdom's glory
  
 in Your† coming vengeance‒
 raise the children softly
 they have done nothing wrong
 ‒for all those eyes opened
 help them understand
 the glory of Your† Love
  
 for those struggling in death‒
 Lord†, please guide them
 allow Yeshuah's† grace
 to fall upon them
 release the enemy's hold
 on them
 so they can purify their hearts
 unite with Your† Holy sanctuary
 ‒walk from the darkness
 with upright, cleansed minds
  
 oh, my precious Lord†
 bless this land on all the Earth
 she is proof of Your† everlasting wonders
 from the mountains to the plains
 from the deserts to the seas
 all the animals of the wild
 all that lives in the sea
 place Your† glorious hand on them
 ‒for their innocence
 is beyond measure
  
 Lord†, I know Your† unending Power
 I understand Your† pent-up anger
 I've seen the coming storm
 Lord†, the innocent fight evil
 every day
 they conquer deceit and manipulation
 they survive the thieves, the rapists
 and the murderers
 Lord†, bless them‒
 save them from their grief
 help them understand Your† Love
 help them feel Yeshuah's† gentle arms
 around them
  
 my Almighty Lord†
 my eyes weep for the lost‒
 their pride has consumed them
 their idols have taken control
 of their hearts
 their politics mean more to them‒
 than Your† strongest wrath
 they have succumbed to their fall
 as shepherds misrepresent You†
 they have fallen to the glitz‒
 of a shepherd's stage
 ‒to those leading them
 from Your† Truth
  
 Lord†, I don't know how to pray
 for them
 I meet resistance
 I meet anger and hate
 I meet the words
 of those of the world
 ‒who set my emotions
 in a dizzying swirl
  
 Lord†, condemn me at every turn
 I can't force myself‒
 to speak against them
 ‒their hearts are just weak
 their strength has left them
 ‒they hold no guns in their hands
 Lord†, their malice...are just results‒
 from their own pillage
 so, I give them to You†
 they deserve Your† Love
the most
 ‒for their suffering here on Earth
 is deep
 they aren't the worse on Earth
 they're just lost‒
 in their sea of grief
 ‒hand them over to Your† Son†
 let Him† give them a shake
 ‒a chance for Redemption
 before Your† wrath
 comes to shake all the Earth
  
 Lord†, be with all those suffering
 in disease
 their cross is their burden
 ‒man has egged on their pain
 at no fault of their own

 so ease their pain
 put acceptance in their hearts
 help them see the Kingdom‒
 which is more glorious
than all the Earth
  
 Lord†, my Almighty Father†
 bring Your† wrath
 upon the True enemy‒
 the greedy corporations
 ‒the very hand the enemy plays

 we, Your† people, are innocent‒
 of the blood they shed
 we, Your† people, honor You†
 ‒unlike them
 who deceive and manipulate
 ‒all for money
 that does not last
  
 Lord†, be with the True
 silver and gold
 that which You† created‒
 to think of You†
 to feel Your† Love
 ‒in all these Words I write

 I pray for all Your† people‒
 who stand tall in strife
 who run towards, not away‒
 terrors of the night
 who aid the hunger, the weak
 the suffering
 who put others before themselves
 who follow the Truth of Love
 ‒that of Yeshuah, the Christ†
  
 Lord†, humble us all
 protect us in the sight‒
 of Your† wrath
 protect us after it passes
 against the false
 against the hate
 ‒all evil to come
 help us see the True nature
 of the heavenly Kingdom
 ‒the throne that You† sit upon
  
 all of this, my Lord†
 prayers for the people
 as a new decade
 falls upon us
 without seeing the Truth
 of Your† mighty hand
  
 in Love and devotion
 to Your† Son, Yeshuah, the Christ†
 in True gratefulness
 in Your† glory
 ‒this, Your† Faithful servant
 pleads to You†
 for Your† people
 forever and ever. Amen.

(December 31, 2019)—The Lord Almighty God says: ‘You aren’t to Pillage and force My covenant! Each person has to find Me and My Son on their own. PLANT SEEDS. Be graceful.

‘What is this attack on the Jew? Who gave you the right to take matters in your own hands? You are but a tiny spec in My eye. This is the Lord, Almighty, the One and only God. I put you on trial, you Simple servant. Who gives you Power to take matters in your hands? Did I pass on My glory to you? You are but a bug in My eye with your self-directed wrath.

‘Look at your skin…does that tell you that you are My people? NO! It tells you you have skin.

‘I will unleash My Power on you, you small little bug. You are not listening to My Son. He will judge you accordingly. The scales are out. Hearts are to be weighed according to each’s Pillage of another human being. Peace. How is you striking another human being Peace? Who told you to do so? Who told you it’s My order to pierce another human being? Who told you you can condemn another human being?

‘Peace. Love those near you. Listen to My scribe. You are not honoring My name. Come to My throne. My Kingdom is mighty. Erase your sorrow. The vine is drying up and Needs water. The hungry are starving, they Need the Good, best meats. I see the leopards deceiving My people. I see all. This is your One and only God. My Son speaks. Listen to Him. He is the only judge. He is the only judge. Do away with your condemnation.

‘Strike yourself in the chest…all nations….strike yourself in the chest! Listen to Words I have sent. My Love outweighs My anger. My wrath will strike. Only My wrath! Your self-induced Power will not save you. Listen or bid farewell.’

The Lord has spoken.

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‘The Sending of Lies’

‘…The new wine dries up and the vine withers; all the merrymakers groan. The gaiety of the tambourines is stilled, the noise of the revelers has stopped, the joyful harp is silent….’―Isaiah 24:1-23

 The Sending of Lies
  
 God's† mercy is upon thee–
 when asked
 for a place to be
 with a good-weighing heart
 –absent of deception and deceit
  
 pray that you see
 all the angels sent
 see to it...their time
 is well spent
  
 God† works–
 in ways mysteriously
 in the smallest set
 of flowers seen
 to the destruction
 of your security
 He'll† raise you up
 to free
 or bring you down
 to your knees
  
 the heart...a scaled commodity
 God† praises its divinity
 but first–
 He's† going to hand you over
 to the enemy
 –this...is life's certainty
  
 there are a few things
 He† needs to see
 it's the process of He†
 –seeing....
 'are you worth the light
 of eternity'
  
 so He† takes away
 the moon, the sun, the stars
 darkness becomes–
 your reality
 –destruction changes
 your me
 in mind and heart–
 you struggle in fighting
 –depending on His† variety
 which cross is your certainty
  
 there...down there....
 comes in the enemy
 setting your heart to stone
 confusing your mind–
 everything seems wrong
 –fighting your every bit
 of strong
  
 it'll offer you some peace
 it'll tell you to ease
 –you...it's sent to burn
 push you to the limits
 –see what decisions
 you'll enlighten
 in firm
  
 for years and years–
 it'll stick around
 tearing you down
 piece by piece
 it'll bring in–
 hurt, anger...even dis-ease
 leaving behind
 the final key
 in destroying you
 with ease
  
 shame
  
 its ultimate end game
 –what's left behind
 the struggle
 of crossing the line
  
 God† is watching: patiently
 –the ask from a good heart
 sets the good vine apart
  
 'what will you do'
  
 as one by one–
 His† angels appear
 a ragged-out homeless chum
 a raging woman
 pushing you to dumb
  
 the looking glass–
 staring back at you
 the enemy enjoys its play
 it'll pull you further in
 welcoming you–
 in its den
 it'll send false friends
 put you into win
 –it'll build your pride and ego
  
 'those angels have to go
 this isn't...that kind of show'
  
 oh! no, no, no!
  
 your heart still confused
 –back around you go
 the same show–
 again and again
 as you keep on seeing
 every angel sent to you
 –forcing the enemy
 to drool
  
 'run...they're the fiends
 hide within
 shh...I'll bring you to win
 –all the world's possessions
 I'll bring on in'
  
 God† continues on watching
 tapping His† toes
 waiting
 sometimes...shaking His† head
  
 'oh my! back around again!'
  
 He† hears you beg and plead
 He† sees your heart bleed
  
 'oh that vine...so diseased'
  
 but...He† waits patiently
 for your heart–
 to finally heed
 –knowing the worse
 could very well
 lead you to the hearse
  
 the ultimate end game
 shame
 the hardest part to heal
 God† very well–
 knows the deal
 –shame carries
 the strongest seal
 –it's the Humble
 that awaits
 after the stumble–
 the over and over rumble
 –for Shame:
 destroys, steals, and kills
  
 it is the ultimate real
 that which breaks
 a man's strongest will

(December 30, 2019)—Shame: Again the poem came first this morning. This is really odd for me, especially since the Scripture usually inspires the poem. Instead the poem is coming, then I’m led to the Scripture that backs it!

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‘Careful Watch’

‘…judgment and justice have taken hold of you. Be careful that no one entices you by riches; do not let a large bribe turn you aside. …’Job 36:16-21

 Careful Watch
  
 He's† taken the chalice of my womb
 sent it away
 He's† taken the depths of my knowledge
 stripped it and remade
 He's† taken the love in my heart
 succumbed it to death
 ‒strangled it in plea
 forced me into bleed
  
 He's† forced me to see man
 the depths of his heart
 from the agonizing of sin
 as he pillaged my soul
 to see breaks of beauty within
  
 He's† taken my pride
 emptied its glass
 He's† smashed my vanity
 revealed how beauty doesn't last
  
 He's† placed His† hands on me
 holding me down deep
 'til all anger seeped
 ‒as on my bed...I selfishly wept
 He's† forced me to see
 depths of insecurity
 every seam of my body
 ‒forcing me to look at it
 in sincerity
  
 He† strangled my throat
 stripped me of my prideful-laden coat
 He† put strips of silver in my hair
 lowered my cheeks
 ‒keeping me from smiles
 as I laid down to weep
  
 He† sent rivers to my eyes
 He† laced me with horrible scenes
 ‒revealing man's discrepancies
 truth in what he denies
 ‒right before his very eyes
  
 He† brought pain to my heart
 as I listened to man's lies
 ‒lessons from He†
 forcing me to see‒
 the depths...inside of me
  
 like the thunder in the night
 He† forced me into fight
 turning me inside out
 struggling through a blind man's sight
  
 He† waged His† war on me
 taking me from a marsh, soggy land
 to a desert's broken sea
 He† swarmed me with locust
 He† opened up the lion's den
 devouring me down to bones
 covered in a blanket of skin‒
 not seeming my own
 ‒lost and unsure
 of where I belong
  
 He† singled me out
 forcing me to see man's empty clout
 He† filled me again with knowledge
 put a strong whip in my hand
 slashing a worded belt
 pulling empty judgment
 from man's mouth
  
 He† forced my body in paradise
 striping this mind
 with His† roll of the dice
 ‒using my voided, naked body
 as an eagle grips a helpless bunny
 He† took my heart and mind
 drawing out evil in kind
 ‒as I crossed every line
  
 ―†―†―
  
 His† power is beyond
 anything known to mankind
 He† can force us to see
 what He† wants us to see
 He† can force us to hear
 what He† wants us to hear
 ‒nothing is beyond His† reach
 it all happens‒
 for Him to teach
  
 man thinks he understands
 man thinks he's reached
 the depths of God†
 man throws:
 'listen, we can teach you'
 'listen, let us correct you'
 but man is wrong

 God† controls every song
 His† whispers are louder
 than the lowest of sounds
 His† eyes pierce the thickest of walls
  
 man can not teach
 where God† instructs
 His† knowledge out weighs
 any man's scale
 His† abilities are beyond
 any notion of achievement
  
 He† can bring you pleasure
 endless treasures
 then in a swipe of His† hand
 destroy with a swift puff
 of the sand
  
 who can dispute
 who can say they understand
  
 who buries themselves in science
 thinking they are in control
 of their conscience

 who can perform surgery
 thinking they are in control‒
 their knowledge is their own mastery
  
 who can build their wealth
 thinking they rule their money
 thinking they outsmarted
 the one and only Creator
  
 who bows down to statues‒
 man's endless idols
 thinking praying to them
 will grant their request
 thinking God† doesn't see
 their devotion to idolatry
  
 who controls industry
 thinking they themselves
 came up with the designs
 came up with the formulas
 came up with the ideas

 who writes a book
 who sings a song
 who acts in a play
 who plays an instrument
 who dances a dance
 who paints a picture
 who mothers a child
 who marries a wife
 who does any type of art
 ‒any type of skill
 thinking they rule their nest
 thinking they are excellence
 ‒above all the rest
  
 lost sheep
 in a blind man's sea
 ‒not looking at the truth of He†
  
 the Artist of artists
 gives you the heart
 ‒you have a responsibility
 through this given creativity
  
 He† puts it all into motion
 from the slightest of movements
 to the biggest of bangs
 from the slightest of whispers
 to the loudest of declarations
 ALL...at the mercy of His† hands
  
 —†—†—
  
 SEE in ALL things‒
 God† created
 ‒there is nothing
 that does not belong to Him†
  
 He† sends the good
 He† sends the bad
  
 ALL answer to Him†
  
 who can say
 tomorrow will be theirs
 who can say
 their lamp is good
 who can say
 they are seeing in careful watch
 who can declare righteousness
 through anger and hate
  
 SPEAK UP! ANSWER!
  
 He† gives knowledge
 where knowledge is due
 He† gives wisdom
 where wisdom is due
 He† will give, He† will take away
 He† will veil‒
 seal your mind
 seal your eyes
 seal your ears
 when He† needs to move you
 when it's time for you to prove
 the depths of your heart
  
 He† will send in hard love
 He† will challenge the depths of you
 ‒see what lies deep in your heart
 He† will shake you
 He† will rattle you
 He† will put before you
 what your mind cannot conceive
  
 when He† calls you
 He† will seek you
 when you turn on Him†
 He† will darken you
 until you answer Him†
 until you blast open your heart
 until you face your self
  
 that's
 that's
  
 the mercy...God's† help
  
 that's
 that's
  
 the reveal in judgment
 ‒the love of a Son†
 coming in‒
  
 for only then
 have you opened your eyes
 in careful watch‒
 you see truth all around you
 you become aware‒
 those blankets in deception
 that try to again steal you
 ‒absent is hate and angre's drool
 for Yeshuah†, you become the fool
 LOVE...LOVE is all around you
  
 that's
 that's
  
 when true knowledge awakens
 you become just a child
 your Father† tested you
 your Father† challenged you
 ‒you've learned...at last
 how to win your prized key
  
 by the force of heal
 from wounds buried deep
 ‒what God† wanted you to see
 destroying the shame
 that kept you in captivity
  
 that's
 that's
  
 when you are totally free
 ‒no fear to see
 for you surrendered
 to the ultimate Holy in See!

(December 28, 2019)—A hypocrite. Shame. I addressed the hypocrite on my personal Facebook page discussing that I wasn’t a preacher. You can go read it. It’s public. Karen E. Leger…my page name. or k. e. leger my author page name. A hypocrite. I was called that too many times to count. Yeshuah called the Jews who were entrusted to teach the Law of Moses (God’s Law) hypocrites. Do you know why? Apparently not. I also heard that I needed to hang out with other Christians, so that they can correct me, by someone who calls himself a Christian, while calling me  names and saying I am the worse thing in the world and the cause of all his miseries. He is the second person to say such a thing in my life. How can I be the cause of another person’s misery? That’s the solid question.

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‘Ringing of Ears’

Humble. When you break, when you fall to your knees and feel shame leave your body, you aren’t afraid of people: No! You become afraid of the LORD!

 Ringing of Ears
  
 it's been pushed
 by the Lord†
  
 'say what I† need you to say'
  
 I dug deep
 within my heart
  
 'I can't...it's just too hard'
  
 then He† stopped
 the coming of love
 ‒taking flight
 the wounded dove
  
 so I sat...thought about it
  
 'what more can I shift'
  
 gave in...so here it is:
  
 'whatever they say about me
 whatever words run deep
 it's the eagle that's going to seep
 ‒fall from its perch
 send many to the hearse
  
 it's not I...my little ole self
 who has to heal
 from the burst
  
 the eagle has surfed
 the wrong turf
 out stretched‒
 the hands of the Lord†
  
 think...think with your hearts
 the idol worship
 has to end
 the eagle has been taken
 ‒has become the fiend
  
 go away, go away
 my voice has to tell
 no matter the yell
 or who sends me to hell
  
 the Lord† has His† grip
 even if you call me a witch
 He's† in charge‒
 control of this ship
 your hat...go ahead and tip
  
 the eagle has deceived
 ‒what was given to her
 has been stripped
 no longer a graceful flight
 ‒the wings are soon to be clipped
  
 hear, hear what I say
 it's about to be the Lord's day
 hear, hear what He† has to say
 ‒the eagle's flown
 the wrong way
  
 down, down, down
 she will fall
 roll to the ground
 like a frustrated ball
 oh! how once she stood tall
 ‒helping every bit of y'all
  
 sad, sad rings these bells
 as with my ears‒
 I openly, loudly hear
 the fall is drawing near
 the Lord's† strapped me‒
 in this corner
 pledging...me move no further
 ‒unless I write the hear
  
 ring, ring goes the bells
 remembering...once the gentle flight
 the eagle way up high
 soaring through the open sky
  
 the Lord† took notice‒
 her careful ways
 hearing her calls
 helping in the save
  
 oh! how she lost her way
 that once beautiful eagle‒
 so large and strong
 how! over the edge
 she has gone
 as her young starve
 ‒sitting there alone
  
 open your eyes
 oh! beautiful eagle
 see how you lost‒
 your principle
 your strong hold
 has weakened
 oh! how the Lord†
 you have forsaken
  
 awaken, awaken
 hear the ring of the bells
 deaf and blind
 as you sit on a throne
 ‒one to soon fall
 for the Lord† Almighty
 has seen it all
 ‒His† hand is wrapping
 around the ball
 He† has sounded
 His† final call'

(December 27, 2019)—Today, the poem came first. After I finished writing it, ‘Open the book,’ came. Zephaniah. What is highlighted in the Scripture below is what I underlined in red back in 2007, the first time I read through the Bible. Amazing.

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