The Look of Despair (God)
it is in the nature of man
to wreak havoc
in his own life
by his own choosing
but he is not alone
dan, the patriarch of havoc
knows this well
as the laws of God†
are given freely
so is the choice of havoc
havoc is the choice of anger
but he does not move alone
jealousy, envy, vainglory
accompany his right to move
in order for humiliation
to seize
in order for depression
to overcome
bring you down to despair
the ultimate of beings
in a dark world
why such things must be?
I† implore it
I†, the Lord Almighty†, give reason
it is in the depths of foundness
where 'found' can be found
a humbleness of temper
a vigilance of self
stripping the self down
to nothing
it is the fondess of job
who seized all wickedness
which attacked from all sides
as I† brought attack against
the prophet of the pen
to bear the heart open wide
disclosing all that lay in it
for self needs to see
the secrets within
humiliation is conquering
if humiliation drives itself within
you have been conquering
to the depths of despair
it is a choice
to rise above, calling My† name
or to continue following
ways of the world
with anger at the hem
a vengeance and unforgiveness
holding the reigns
of your very soul
to release these trifling beings
you must seek My† Son†
the way of salvation
the given of redemption
to whom He† pleases
is your soul worthy of such grace?
can you, are you
willing to give mercy,
strip resentment from the depths
of your heart?
dan proved unworthy
loving idols and women
blaming, arguing, and ultimately
betraying
he sought lying at every turn
and is the prince of despair
is despair evil?
no, it is the choices that are made
during the moments of despair
it is gifts given
to seek out your worthiness
this journey is not an easy one
long suffering is proof
of this deep despair
once it grips you
it rarely fully lets go
for with despair
comes the deepness of depression
depression in itself is not evil
it is what one does
to hurt others intentionally
speaking words out the mouth
is hurtful
truth or lies
to the ones lying
it is worthy of blame's innuendo
when truth abounds
and shows the light of just
lie gets agitated
spews hate, jealousy, envy
trying to enclose truth
with Me† and My† holy hill
truth always prevails
even when it appears not to
My† Son† squashed evil's tendency
within the path of light
evil tendency and all its fellowship
are allowed to engross
to push evil down
evil rises within evil
where there is evil
evil will prosper
where the light lives
even in its struggle
light will prevail
take heart in knowing
I†, the Lord Almighty†
the God† of light
and the leader of the movement
of dark
does not falter
will never falter
discipline is a matter of light
to discipline, the dark is needed
I† give grace
and I† take grace
how one goes
how one receives
and how one takes
all depends on how they perceive Me†!
on the second hand
of the hour
every hour
one can change one's course
they must choose on their own
to welcome in change
to release their hold of the world
material possessions and all its worth
is not evil in itself
it is what carries with the possession
that is where evil employs
vainglory, leader of all mischief's
that I† hate
to revisit vainglory over and over
one learns to let go
of it totally
this is the process of age
to see one's face diminish
is the final voyage
of vainglory
will you be afraid
yes, it is normal behavior
but to be willing to continue
and move slowly out of vainglory
is utmost courage
and Wisdom shows Her beautiful face
along with Wisdom
comes more mischief
from those entering the millstones
of youth
cycles going on and on
and along with each cycle
the strength of self grows weaker
I† am self
the weaker I† get in each person
each body
the weaker the nations are
at the end of each age
this never ceases to take place
so don't worry of what you witness
as dan fell
then learned the strength of Wisdom
so will the remnant
(November 2, 2023)—After, He led me to Zephaniah 3:14-20.
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