‘Settling’s Notion’ (God)

You oppress the righteous and take bribes and you deprive the poor of justice in the courts. Therefore the prudent man keeps quiet in such times, for the times are evil. Seek good, not evil, that you may live. Then the Lord God Almighty will be with you, just as you say He is.—Amos 5:1-15

Settling's Notion (God)

Peace is not in the cards
it's a notion of time
that isn't here
presently

negotiations in talk
sanctions of time
won't stop the combine
I† set in motion

I†, the Almighty Lord†
see Me†
the Deception's Vastness
across the land
impeding My† mountain
celebrating idols
that can't breathe
figments of the imagination
searching for Hope
where there is no Hope

Hope lies in Him†
whom I† chose
to lead
He† is Light
Salvation's only notion

your statues and decorations
can't gain you Hope

wake up 'O sleepy ones
set your eyes on Salvation

I† am still at hand
My† wave incomplete

why are you so gumptious
so iridescently vile?

have you heard the Good news
of what I† have done?

the cornerstone
of the foundation of Life
has been set
it is sealed in Hope
waxed shut in Love
it is Salvation
where you seek it

it cannot be overturned
nor spilled
nor torn down

it is solid
the incurable cured
the broken healed
the unprepared prepared
the small made large
the dark turned to Light

your immeasurable indifference
will shoulder your Sorrow
straight into the fires
of eternity

there is no place for you to turn

except to Salvation
where lies the True Light

I† am He†
the Maker of the riddles
the Father† of all creation
your Doubt of My† existence
is your unbelief
is your fathomness
of weakness

your choice made

don't succumb to Death
I† sent the Light
you keep choosing Death

why are you so naïve?

wake up 'O wonderful you
I† made you
each and everyone
as I† am Myself†

awaken to the preciousness
of the temple
in all its gold and silver
feel the sanctuary 
within
the Love that's willing
to run through
if you let it

this is how you overcome
evil's intent
all the things I† hate

I†, the Almighty God†
gave you the map
of Life
I† left the charge to you
follow
or disregard My† precepts
My† commands
My† ideas
My† disciplines

I† am not your dollars and cents
I† am not your currency
of any

I† am ALL

the Greed that abounds you
has been a choice
as you see the poor
dying
as you see the homeless
pedaling garbage
laying in sewers

as you see the fatherless
turn to the darkness

your Maliciousness
peas without contrast

I'm† plucking your Vileness
for you are too Arrogant
to see your vile ways

your building has continued
your waste has excoriated
your vainness has overlapped
your Arrogance

your science is going to 
stumble
more than it already has

your mixture
your combination
a vile move

come, come now
see your Arrogance
merely for Power, for money
for status

the Deaths coming
is on your head
'O blissful, Arrogant science

your Blame is unmistakable
your denial of ownership
is volatility of choice
all for numbers
humans to remain
in the slave's seat

'O governments of Vastness
protecting My† seeds
for numbers in slavery's seat
you chose to make
your hearts known

the marks are indented
deep
your Malicious Intentions
are heard

your pillaging continues
as you sit in high places
sipping wine
eating like kings

I† AM THE ONLY TRUE KING!

My† wave is justified
My† wrath against
your earthly Sins
will prevail

I† am therefore you are

because you 'are'
your Sins against 
the multitudes
has increased

your Redemption is impossible
for you have not sanctioned
Hope and Love

you only sanctioned
Greed
on the highest regard

you will crumble
'O Arrogance
the fall will be sweet
as lilies in an open field

for the Humble
they will rise in Grace
replace your Arrogance
with Love and Decency
they will know Me†
unlike you who Pillage Me†
for money

they will reclaim Holiness
not in a building
or wearing fancy robes
but in the Life of Love
Grace will spill upon them
for they will glorify My† name

they will reinstate
the True nature of My† temple
gracing it with gold
and silver
the blood running through
its veins

they will claim My† Holiness
they will see My† Light
they will know where
the foundation lies
for it will never crumble
it will remain
no matter the weight
set upon it

and I† will call them
My† children
and they will call Me†
their Father†

says the Lord Almighty God†
who lives and reigns
forever

(May 26, 2022)—After ‘Settling’s Notion’ was given, He led me to these particular passages from the Book of Amos: Amos 4:12,13 through Amos 7:7-9. After Yeshuah’s resurrection, we all became Israel. He scattered the twelve tribes throughout the world and from there, we mixed until the promise of Abraham became spread throughout the world, throughout Earth. I’ve already explained about the cycles and how we are coming to an end: This cycle. I can’t make you change your ways. I can’t make you see what is. I can’t change what you see or hear. I can give you what the divine is giving me. I am bold in my stance, in what I write no matter how I’m criticized, ignored, ostracized, betrayed, condemned…and I am.

In all of these things. In my family, I’m labeled crazy…no one trusts me, no one can truly be honest with me for they believe bad things that are not true. I’m telling you this again and again because He wants you to know that if you are treated the same, know that you are true. Only the false shepherds, the false self-proclaiming prophets are accepted because they give the people what is pleasing to their ear, they give what the people want to hear. Not so for those of us truly chosen. Yeshuah said, ‘The world will hate you because of Me because they hated Me first.’ The world hates truth. Yeshuah is the truth. He is truth.

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‘In In-Between’ (Yeshuah)

So the last will be first, and the first will be last.—Matthew 20:1-16

In In-Between (Yeshuah)

it's not a state
of mind

it is

this world you see
it's not a world

it is

it is all things
prophet of Words
it is the middle
of the beginning
and the end

it is the soft
and the hard

it is more real
than your every-day seeing

it is a gift
to see what you see
so you will know
I† am

accept it
all that you're shown
it is for you
to know
that I† am

all the world
you are in
doesn't get to see
what you see

you are not privileged
you are chosen
prophet of Words

you saw samuel
the Words of his hand
the Father† made him write
what you saw
for the benefit
of those
who followed

you are among them

it is I†, Yeshuah†
you saw Me†
it is
what you saw
for the benefit of many

no, they won't see
what you see
for it is not time

you live in a world
encircled by Arrogance
they will deny
most
except the sum
who are chosen
they will know
Truth
which is beyond reason

reason
let's talk

Truth is
nothing can conquer
nor overshadow
what is

reason is of man
put together
of all things
man conceives
and perceives

what man sees
learns from man

together
all of these things
all of these years
compiled
creates reason

reason is not Truth

reason is justification
of what man
can possibly Consider

taking what they see
experience
in all matters
in all manners

reason is all they have
to Consider

it doesn't make it True
it is just reason
Understanding
as far as the Father†
will allow

there is more
than what is considered
more than what is
justified
to make reason
totally accepted by all men

this more
is beyond reason

this more
has been put before man
many times
like the in-between
that was put before
your eyes
prophet of Words

man cannot perceive
what they cannot
scientifically explain
‒the matters of fault
in reason

I† am therefore you are

the mind is a carefully
balanced being
to upset it
upsets balance

balance is important
it prevents
the stronghold of will
from being broken

only I† can do this

without Me†
the balance is broken
and will remain broken
this is where unfaithfulness
comes from
where wars and Fears
where Hate and Jealousy
where Anger and Bitterness
breathes

this I† explain
to the prophet of Words
not justifying
but stripping the missed marks
of harming others
and ones self

she ponders this
asking the why
society has missed
the point made

all things must be considered
to properly Consider
balance must be
or else
Confusion gets in easily
to upset what's left

missing the mark of Life
is crucial
it is a saddened acceptance
by your Arrogant world

My† vine is broken
where My† vine should work
the world
conceived its own
explanation
of this imbalance
justifying it
instead of healing it

Arrogance
working against itself
setting up a future
a darkened place
that will be allowed

samuel had this job
he grew Powerful
in Spirit
for he learned
and learned well

it is 
and it will be
prophet of Words
she writes
for I† instruct her to

she is not her own
I† am therefore she is
for your benefit

the ones struggling
I† am Hope
the Salvation
you seek

a masked cover
is in place
instruction is given
a moment
coming to an end

a Massiveness
in suffering
for Lies being told
and believed
is soon to impart
a coming, ringing of bells

it is I†
go in Peace
then Peace I'll† give you

(May 1, 2022)—Underground Destruction, Space, Energy, Suicide…man’s biggest faults…marks against God, Himself…per a conversation or rather explanation given to me earlier today. And I leave it at that.

Luke 18:1-8, Luke 18:9-14, and Matthew 20:1-16. He, Yeshuah, has led me to these three Scriptures a lot in the past year and a half. You know what they mean. You do. And still He wants me to explain.

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‘Alo Con dá, He Who Perceives’ (Yeshuah)

These people honor Me with their lips, but their hearts are far from Me. They worship Me in vain; their teachings are but rules taught by men.’―Isaiah 29:13

Alo Con dá
He Who Perceives (Yeshuah)

you're missing the point
a point has been made

suffice is the action
one grave mistake

listen, listen close
the point being made

all around the globe
a circle here
a circle there
you're failing to see
His† move

a move so precise
to see it
is to miss it

hush now
don't be so vain
it is in the taking
that moves
are suddenly made

listen close
I† will teach you
what you can't see
so clearly

it is I†, Yeshuah†
the Instructor
the Master of you
whom He† put Me† over
the hearer of Words
the seer of action

His† Vastness
is beyond you
the Confusion 
is set

look through the Words
decipher each
then you will see Truth
beyond
what is heard

'O wayward soul
stop hiding Truth
open up to your faults
the vaults are going to crack
as He† proceeds
His† plans

awaken 'O Wonder
see what you have missed
right before your eyes
a phantom in disguise

'O beautiful nature
'O cold, cold world
the beautiful lights
and skyscrapers
you have scraped
too far high

making space
a tiny circus
to wander
in imagined advance
what's done to the body
is also done to the soul

'O who will you Blame
this moment of Insane
your movements
are in vain
look out, look out
your 'space station' pane

you're not seeing
what you think
you are seeing

you are seeing
what is deemed
for you to see

'O naïve, blundered eyes
trusting in man
is unwise

a pillaging soul
has been released
as satan falls to His† feet
'let me out, let me out'
he screams
wondering about
in evil's little schemes

a message from the Father†
the Lord Almighty†
passed forth
by the Son†
the One sent to save

in the saving
bought on Ciaos
and Chaos
one thinks he knows
then another says, 'no, no, no'
all in an uproar
picking Words
picking noses
standing up straight
refusing to sit down
for the Lord† is speaking
Words to you
go on and reap
you've already sown
the careless Words seeped

a body soon to lie straight
white robes draped
a symbol
of His† take
wondering around
man's biggest mistake

He† warned the walls
to fall
not on knees
but in a crawl
He'll† put you in stall

years or days
how will you know?

to pray or to wail
which way to go?

as the Words come
do you pick Them all
or just some?

who do you hear
the Father† or the Son†
or both?

I† am in you
you are in Me†

for those not in Me†
a mass in Confusion
looms
like dead weight
sinking in the sea

carelessness
their words will speak
against all Good
deeds they'll seek
'not knowing right
from wrong'
No!
they know
they won't care
as long as it self-serves
their every false victory

listen close, listen close
the Words will flow
as long as you know
Love is on the go

Lies are in vast
as war will continue to last
but a spread in sass
as Arrogance
looks through glass
using money
to wage its defense
look what's falling
across the fence

cough, cough
I† hear it in the distance
look, there's the Son†
coming in defense
but only for those
who call His† name
this is not a game
this is what was written
after it was spoken

they kneel, they stand
without Me†
they'll remain
in no Understanding
they are just motions
in time's notion
what you see
is not all there is to see

strike four and five
until the numbers die

a riddle is easier
than a fiddle
a puzzle better than
a gun muzzle

look 'O gentle sky
bow your head and cry

the Lord†, the Almighty God†
is speaking through
His† Son†
as His† hand waves
mixing up a cocktail
one manifested
in the minds of men

sing loud to Him†
the Owner of the creation
Confusion is massive
the trap is set
for your surrender is met

awaken 'O Vastness
go wander the ground
see what you can find
I† know
you won't be so kind

keep bowing My† people
bow to Him†
for what is bound
for man brought it around
by carelessness
by greediness
by too much
that is not sound

He's† going to awaken
the chariots in sleeping
and burn it all down

Note: ‘Alo Con dá is Spanish for ‘Hello Con da’; ‘Alo C on dá is Slovak for ‘Hello C he gives’; ‘AloC ond á is Portuguese for ‘AloK, where is…’

(April 30, 2022)―After I received ‘Alo Con dá He Who Perceives’, He led me to John 6:41-51 – 6:67-71 and Matthew 15:1-20, Mark 7:1-23, which are on the same two pages in my Bible. I started reading it then the following explanation was given:

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‘To Wait Amongst Men’ (Yeshuah)

They did not use force, because they feared that the people would stone them.―Acts 5:21b-26

To Wait Amongst Men (Yeshuah)

God† takes time
Humbling the beasts of men
it is crucial
for the wait
signs are given
small ones
almost seemingly insignificant
but are more significant
than the large ones

as time marched on
less and less
signs were given
not because of God's† heart
no, because of man's heart

the plague of the romans
their sealed fate
began to take shape
their Maliciousness began to grow

it is in small parts
that Truth is made known
there is a lot of covers
for which to unravel
deep layers to peel
so deep that Truth
when uncovered
is shunned, ignored


example:
when I†, Yeshuah†, came
it was many years
that the prophets testified
to My† coming
written in books
in many languages
‒enough for the times
rolling off tongues
of the readers
for the privilege of reading
was limited

the choice was given
to the readers
how to interpret
how to pass along
Truth

they got really comfortable
with that position
they were looked
highly upon
regarded as worthy men
it was so nice for them
that the Truth became
a bit twisted

so when I† came
all the Words of the prophets
were ignored
by the majority


it is always a small amount
that get to see Truth
for the purpose of glorifying
the Father†

after I† came
did what I† came to do
a risen opportunity came
to Earth
a deal was struck
between the romans
and the jews

to keep from losing their
positions
their authorities‒
a combined 'place'
was created

no matter what happened
in between
and a lot happened
this combined 'place' in Life
still exist

this 'place'…status
was forced on the world
nation by nation

as empires fell
others grew up
but this 'place' continued
to grow


if only they would have
killed the apostles that day
then this 'place' would
not exist

but God's† plans are precise
the apostles were kept alive
in order for God's† plan
to grow and live

everything you see today
in your world
is connected by this 'place'

it is of great wealth
privilege and knowledge
it is dark
where evil thoughts
manifest
into acts without stopping
without control

for status is important
above all else
Shame is so heavily engrained
that to acknowledge it
would be suicide


but their living is the same
as suicide
for their marks are sealed
this 'place' has a name
the Devil's Den
satan Loves this 'place'
they are so easy for him

God† allows it
for His† plans are precise
and must proceed

His† plans are slow
and blend in your reality
it suppose to blend

there are many miracles
from Him†
but you don't see them
you see the Simple gifts given
these are not miracles

God's† moves are grand
shocking
you Blame the human
you give credit to the human

interesting, it is to watch

out of this 'place'
will come the lawless one
the punisher


it has many arms
the last empowering Words
I† gave while a man
explaining the essence of
the Kingdom
explaining the essence of
this 'place'

is not the end of Earth
it is the end of a revolution
coming is a circulatory change

it is not the first

it is I†, Yeshuah†
all will come to Light
the Lies are awakening
the veils…blinding eyes
are slowly being lifted
from the hearts of Truth

it is a world divided
I† brought this upon you
for God's† plans to begin
a change
an undecipherable move

all the signs are given
all the information passed on
how you interpret
how you give it
or how you conceal it
is an individual lot
put on the scientists‒
those given the authority
to decipher the signs


I sá vá yá

Note: I sá vá yá is Vietnamese for ‘I saw you‘, so says Google. Take the I out sá vá yá and Google says it’s Portuguese for ‘it’s all good‘. sá váyá is Icelandic for ‘that’s a shame’ and I sá váyá is now, according to Google ‘I am a Vaya‘…no longer ‘I am sorry’ as it showed me in 2022.

In 2026, Google Translate says sá vá yá is Portuguese for ‘Oh, come on!’, and I sá váyá is Vietnamese for ‘I’m wearing a dress’, sá váyá means the same as in 2022. Interesting.

(March 26, 2022)—Special Note: Throughout these writings since 2019, I get strange words or phrases sent to me. I often try to Google them and get no where. Today was different. I had forgotten about Google Translate or it was veiled from me. I didn’t want to post this. I asked for a sign and I haven’t received it yet. The signs keep me going because, as it is pointed out ‘You are human. It is expected.’ So, I’ve been frustrated. I haven’t heard from my kids in days and this has frustrated me as well. So, I said I’ll write up the piece and read it aloud which God loves, but that is it. Two of my children called me. And then this, giving me the ump to post this.

I took the phrases given to me this year, 2022,  and put them in Google Translate. He’s showing you from all angles that He is talking to me, they are talking to me. I write how I hear. When it is foreign, I write phonetically (how it sounds). It took me a while to put the letters correctly, but here they are. Yeshuah especially is speaking to me in many different languages!

  • ‘Referenced Lot‘: tongos santé us (French/Indonesian) Tongos health us; (2026) ton gos santé us is French for ‘your health matters’
  • Trinopoli: Trinopoli trinipoli (Italian) Trinipolis and trinápoli: (Slovak) no meaning
  • ‘Troubled Stones’: strol lábe (Slovack) foot shot, (2026) strol lábe is Hungarian for ‘Stroller’s foot‘, strol lá be is Czech for ‘walk on the beach’; corá cá domá (Portuguese) blush here doma (I looked up doma and this came up: The Defense of Marriage Act (DOMA) was a federal law passed by the 104th United States Congress intended to define and protect the institution of marriage.), (2026) corá cá do má is Portuguese for ‘Come here, you rascal.’
  • ‘The Sway of Truth’: c’est la vie, c’est la vie (French) this is life, this is life
  • ‘Faithfulness‘: trídánt so rá com (Hungarian) triad so it com, (2026) Slovak for ‘trident with a’, trí dánt so rá com is Irish for ‘three poems like this‘.
  • ‘Consurgent’: consurgent (Latin) Rise up; (2026) ‘they will rise up‘, con sur gent is French for ‘idiot among the well-bred‘.
  • ‘To Wait Amongst Men‘: I sá váyá (Vietnamese) I am sorry
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‘Shouldering Damage’

You deal and accept the physical damage caused by narcissism’s carelessness

 
Shouldering Damage
 
upon her shoulders
carries the weight–
shouldering damage
from those who couldn't stay
–a go-getter
they couldn't take
she...never wanting‒
any kinda hate
‒that was never
her intended fate
‒she let love lead the way
ending in heavy prices
to pay
 
only in moments
she lived in sedate
all them medical doctors
had to medicate
she just needed room‒
a bit of space
to grasp the idea
of her body ache
never using it as an escape
‒it hurt...and she was its bait
 
she knows she gave it all
she wasn't some pity rage doll–
standing somewhere in stall
she answered a simple call
–but others led her to fall
not caring the damage at all
 
upon her shoulders‒
she wears the cape
an anti-depressant to mask
a different kinda ache
–emotional chains
she couldn't tolerate
a burning heart
left in saturate
mixed with anger
lust and hate
screaming
without intentional berate
from love
that just couldn't stay
 
then again‒
she let love be her mate
a heart damaged‒
in too many ways
–again...a turn in obliterate
a brain burned in uncultivate
all that damage‒
on her shoulders
in blissful weight
men who couldn't bear
the cape
of her physical‒
being in waste
 
she knows she gave it all
she wasn't some pity rage doll–
standing somewhere in stall
she answered a simple call
–but others led her to fall
not caring the damage at all
 
she now wears‒
a suit of armor
from love's mate
as the heavy scars from fake–
I can't stay
you...I could only tolerate
builds her face
straight to a destiny's fate–
the writer in massive create
 
she...to never deny God
in whatever she faced
so she shoulders damage
left behind–
by carelessness
and self hate
building her rose‒
from a destroyer's
intentional state
 
she knows‒
she gave it all
she wasn't some pity rage doll–
standing somewhere in stall
she answered a simple call
–others led her to fall
not caring
the damage at all
 
oh! how
she can stand tall–
she picked herself up
from the fall
using the rest of her life
in God's hall
lost to true love's
missed call
she knows‒
she gave it her all
–it was not her
that caused
the fall!

(April 24, 21019)—I was sent to a heart specialist today. Although I’m 50, I’m always the youngest in the room when it comes to things like this. (I started saying this phrase back in 2013 when I returned to the VA. I was always the youngest in the room back then.) So, I’m sitting there going through Scriptures, keeping my mind occupied. I didn’t want to think about why I was there. Then I got called to the back. A slew of tests were ordered, including a monitor, which I’ll have to wear for a week.

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‘Depths of Heart’

Mind your heart or others will not!

A sample from Book 11

 Depths of Heart
 
protecting self‒
not letting any other
put it on a shelf
seems to be utmost important
‒above anything else
 
for in self
happiness lies
rises high
above health
any amount of wealth
‒pulling the heart
out of hell
out of the darkest well
 
for in truth heart dwells
untied from man's inhuman belt
released from whatever shelf
man tries to impel
keeping the heart from melt
‒happiness locked in a cell
 
get out, get out
see yourself‒
way deep inside
where happiness compels
in heart
where it truly swells
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‘Anger’s Brethren’

Don’t Use the Children!

A sample from Book 5

 Anger's Brethren
 
its face is ugly
peeking through
little by little
building its soul
one small piece at a time
 
vulnerability
it patiently waits
then the attack
increasing the heartbeat
clouding
a once throughout plan
wilting the roses
rains replacing sunshines
beautiful language
turns to spiteful vengeance
over ruling logic
hardening
closing open hearts
 
its face is ugly
destroying all good
taking its time
taking all time
closing doors
'til love exist
no more
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‘Basic Need’

You Have the Need: So Fucking Roar!

A sample from Book 1.

 Basic Need
 
we hide our self
behind
walls we built
 
not being good enough
truly felt
being afraid
fear tightens our belt
 
past haunts‒
needing to prove oneself
strengthens
our woven quilt
submersed
in unforgiving guilt
 
worries
attack our health
negative thoughts
keeping away life's wealth
 
once you've knelt
stop hiding
beneath the buried shelf
 
the past
takes care of itself
no longer
feeling like an elf
 
pain
will suddenly melt
you'll be happy
with yourself
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‘Attrition’

Ways Codependents React to Narcissists After a Breakup

A sample from Book 9

 Attrition
 
a stable life in good–
doing what you should
holding on tight–
what's under the hood
 
seasons change
all the same
knowing they would–
gripping firmly to strength
keeping sight
in positive's look
assuring self
you've done it right–
gave the love you could
 
then all stop–
a tied-up knot
the sudden chop
from what is
to the cold, calculated not
 
words thrown
you misunderstood
 
you...searching
for answers in known
looking back–
on grounds stood
phrases said–
bouncing in head
surely something mistook–
signs overlooked
 
you know what you felt
all the right moves dealt
–the magic read in clouds
stories in books
readings in prayer books
right there...underfoot
all the best
in adulthood
words clearly understood
 
but there...lacking input
missed lessons in hymn books
–deceptions little nook
misguided direction
landing
in betrayal's neighborhood
 
all the pieces
so well together...put
a bit in the odd–
the back-there look
 
a moved life
in sudden maidenhood
no written guidebook
teachings a foot–
these misguided ways
in falsehood
 
stripping moments of good–
losing self
in fancy-driven gook
scenes of hollywood
masterminds mastering weakness–
perils of womanhood–
–sly little crooks
robbing more livelihood–
what was already shook
 
tighter goes the knots
yet another sudden stop–
that letting-down drop
forcing
the non-welcomed re-surfacing
of anger's top
that place–
you thought chopped
 
lessons learned in crop–
that sudden stop
strengthens the lot
of hurt's already
worn-out blot
 
out goes buddhahood–
peaceful mind
turns to soot
promises of a finally found–
true
honesty in real's manhood
lost once again
in a dreamer
stuck in boyhood
 
all this defend
breaks self down–
losing the will it took
to again's stuck in pussyfoot
–for nothing more
than mere, stagnated driftwood–
too hard for firewood
too nimble-footed
too backwoods
to be anyone's
true knighthood
 
so you just dawn an old frock
cover all the clocks
mourn what's not
–lessons thrown to floors
then mopped
live a bit in shell-shock
 
then, again fight
return good
to its original spot
–add the lost
to false-love's overflowing
melting pot
–take a minute...sob
tie tighter the knot
listen to some hip-hop
suck on some lollipops
–try to forget
once more...robbed
trying to convince self–
heartbreak
not your mascot
 
but hope steps on in
forcing self
back into believe–
somewhere, out there
a heart's coming
your world to rock
without ever again
the sudden stop
from what is
to what's not–
love in flop
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This Is What Depression from Betrayal Looks Like

A sample from Book 7

All different shades! No one handles betrayal the same…or do we? We rage. We scream. We yell and cry. What happens after that? Depression. How you handle it is up to you. Many times…we don’t have a choice how that plays out. The following is from the Introduction of my 7th Book in My 12-Book Series.

“There are things you have to do to take care of yourself during this stage. You have to get out of it. I know showing you how I got through the initial shock of it, will help you make through alive!

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