‘Aggravation’s Portion’ (Yeshuah)

…But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God.”—John 3:1-21

Aggravation's Portion (Yeshuah)

we seek understanding
we demand that we know
but the only way
to truly know
which brings true understanding
is to allow truth to prevail

on the road to truth
aggravation endows
to exploit you

I† send you aggravation
I†, the Son†, Jesus†
send you thought's process
so deep inside
you are able to deal
with the chains that bind you

and there are chains
chains you cannot see
but can feel
and they hold you
in captivity
as long as needed
for you to heal from them

if it were sins you committed
against another
or sins that where committed
against you

hatred and anger
rage and disappointment
all bring into your heart
shame

I† charge each of you
to release this
from this day forward
stand against shame

and how do you do this?
you will ask

Me†!

I† put the words on your tongue
I† put the words on another's tongue

not to insult you
nor to bring on more shame

what you feel
when this is done
brings out what is already there
no less and no more

the aggravation
is formed in many ways

anger is the worse
what you feel as humiliation
is nothing more than the anger
you already felt
but hid from everyone

something was done to you
or you did something to another

this is where your 'humiliation'
the mask of hurt and anger
comes from

but this is how society
has made you feel:

•if it is not a certified person
meaning one who holds degrees
(given a status among men)
then you don't listen

•if it isn't a priest
or someone of the 'cloth'
that man deemed worthy
then you don't listen

I† have proven this truth
to the prophet of the pen
through the prophet of the pen

it does not matter
what man thinks
did you know that?

it matters what God† thinks

and He† is
as I† am

taking your shame out
on another
especially the one charged
with drawing it out
has become 'normal'
but it only places more marks
on an already scared heart

you have done this to yourself
for you were presented
with a choice
seeing the charge against yourself
and your 'self' not willing
to face the charge
you decided to hurt another
you decided to place blame
on an innocent being

do you know
that
that person charged
was a way of forcing
a healing of the heart
from God† Himself†
for He† found you worthy
and you refused His† help?

your life of luxury and leisure
does not mean you are favored

satan lies
he loves his tricks
he is charged with trickery
for he is evil and deceptive
but still a being
who is not above God†!

I† was crucified
a lamb without blemish
I† take those charged to Me†
and bring them low
through the Father†
they are also sacrificed
and the resurrection
that you proclaimed about Myself†
also happens to them
the first ascension

and for many being hard hearts
it takes several
to completely let go of the world

they will lose their life first
and until they do
they will continue going
around and around

the sacrifice for sin
is taking the innocent
and giving them to the Father†
in order for salvation
to be released

this is what you cannot understand
unless you seek truth
not in scientific data
or research or digging in the ground
nor debate that never reaches
any kind of conclusion

it is only in trusting
what you cannot see
'faith'
opening yourself to understanding

all of those who have truly
felt Me†
many of them
are willing to die for Me†
in life
and live with your ostracism
your ignore, your swords
your knives, your ropes,
your bullets
they fell into understanding
without a need to see

those on the other side of that
need to see
they cannot feel Me†
because they are stuck
in tradition
stuck in death
stuck in the world

release the aggravation
do not get frustrated
because you have felt Me†
and truly know the truth
and those you love don't
it is not their time
and perhaps never will be their time

it is not your choice
who is saved
and who is not

a choice is given
it is their choice to make

as long as each body lives
the choice is still theirs
they still have time
but they, as well as, you
do not know when I† will come for you

so always be prepared
keep the light in your 'self'
always lit
and each time the darkness comes
do not go to bed
until the light reemerges

the teachings will continue
until the time comes
which the Father† deemed

the charge is underway
you see it as 'normal'
explained away
as previously told to you
as 'normal'

as the change continues
as 'normal' explanations are given
so it will be
when the Father† and Myself†
slip away
for a time
you will not have the strength
to hold onto Me†
on the outside
it is only on the inside
that you will prevail
what you do in secret
the Father† will see
what you say in secret
the Father† will hear

hold Me† close to your heart
confined in the inner most recesses
the chamber where man
cannot go
for I† will remain with those
who remain in Me†

to save the world
the remnants have been chosen
those who's hearts are plenty
will feel the Spirit† upon them
and no matter what
their offspring will inherit
a new earth
and a new Heaven will emerge

(November 20, 2023)―He led me to the John 3:1-21 a day before this writing. Yesterday, in fact, after I was questioning myself and my life. He said, ‘Open the book,’ and there was the answer, then He said that He will give me a writing to be used with this Scripture. So, He has.

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‘The Look of Despair’ (God)

…I will give you honor and praise among all the peoples of the Earth when I restore your fortunes before your very eyes.’—Zephaniah 3:18-20

The Look of Despair (God)

it is in the nature of man
to wreak havoc
in his own life
by his own choosing
but he is not alone

dan, the patriarch of havoc
knows this well
as the laws of God†
are given freely
so is the choice of havoc

havoc is the choice of anger
but he does not move alone
jealousy, envy, vainglory
accompany his right to move

in order for humiliation
to seize
in order for depression
to overcome
bring you down to despair
the ultimate of beings
in a dark world

why such things must be?
I† implore it
I†, the Lord Almighty†, give reason

it is in the depths of foundness
where 'found' can be found
a humbleness of temper
a vigilance of self
stripping the self down
to nothing

it is the fondess of job
who seized all wickedness
which attacked from all sides
as I† brought attack against
the prophet of the pen
to bear the heart open wide
disclosing all that lay in it
for self needs to see
the secrets within

humiliation is conquering
if humiliation drives itself within
you have been conquering
to the depths of despair

it is a choice
to rise above, calling My† name
or to continue following
ways of the world

with anger at the hem
a vengeance and unforgiveness
holding the reigns
of your very soul

to release these trifling beings
you must seek My† Son†
the way of salvation
the given of redemption
to whom He† pleases

is your soul worthy of such grace?
can you, are you
willing to give mercy,
strip resentment from the depths
of your heart?

dan proved unworthy
loving idols and women
blaming, arguing, and ultimately
betraying
he sought lying at every turn
and is the prince of despair

is despair evil?
no, it is the choices that are made
during the moments of despair
it is gifts given
to seek out your worthiness

this journey is not an easy one
long suffering is proof
of this deep despair
once it grips you
it rarely fully lets go

for with despair
comes the deepness of depression
depression in itself is not evil
it is what one does
to hurt others intentionally

speaking words out the mouth
is hurtful
truth or lies
to the ones lying
it is worthy of blame's innuendo

when truth abounds
and shows the light of just
lie gets agitated
spews hate, jealousy, envy
trying to enclose truth

with Me† and My† holy hill
truth always prevails
even when it appears not to

My† Son† squashed evil's tendency
within the path of light

evil tendency and all its fellowship
are allowed to engross
to push evil down

evil rises within evil
where there is evil
evil will prosper

where the light lives
even in its struggle
light will prevail

take heart in knowing
I†, the Lord Almighty†
the God† of light
and the leader of the movement
of dark
does not falter
will never falter

discipline is a matter of light
to discipline, the dark is needed

I† give grace
and I† take grace

how one goes
how one receives
and how one takes

all depends on how they perceive Me†!

on the second hand
of the hour
every hour
one can change one's course
they must choose on their own
to welcome in change
to release their hold of the world

material possessions and all its worth
is not evil in itself
it is what carries with the possession
that is where evil employs
vainglory, leader of all mischief's
that I† hate

to revisit vainglory over and over
one learns to let go
of it totally

this is the process of age
to see one's face diminish
is the final voyage
of vainglory

will you be afraid
yes, it is normal behavior
but to be willing to continue
and move slowly out of vainglory
is utmost courage
and Wisdom shows Her beautiful face

along with Wisdom
comes more mischief
from those entering the millstones
of youth
cycles going on and on
and along with each cycle
the strength of self grows weaker

I† am self

the weaker I† get in each person
each body
the weaker the nations are

at the end of each age
this never ceases to take place

so don't worry of what you witness
as dan fell
then learned the strength of Wisdom
so will the remnant

(November 2, 2023)—After, He led me to Zephaniah 3:14-20.

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‘Trinidad’ (Yeshuah)

…Sir,’ they said, ‘we remember that while He was still alive that deceiver said, ‘After three days I will rise again.’ So give the order for the tomb to be made secure until the third day. Otherwise, His disciples may come and steal the body and tell the people that He has been raised from the dead. This last deception will be worse than the first.’ ‘—Matthew 27:62-66

Trinidad (Yeshuah)

things are matters
of time
everything
all things
are bleep minerals
of time

man has to figure
things out
he must know
it's a curious thing
this 'must know' mentality

but its reckoning
will not pay off
its consumption of time
is wasted
for man always returns
to the prospect
of the unknown

it is I†, Yeshuah†
let Me† teach you
let Me† teach all men
about his lapse
of time
this wasted energy
that he learns
nothing from

[excuse the change, prophet
I† don't mean to confuse you
I† want to be clear]

'man' is a general term
meaning humans

man digs for ancient histories

let's start there

all over the world
man is constantly searching
for the 'previous'

he finds many things
skeletons, tombs
bowels and spoons
even jewels
even entire cities
spending all kinds
of monies
on this searching
this digging

then man studies
the things he finds
spending much more monies
on this procedure

although it is good
working with his hands
staying out of trouble
but also finding trouble

a race begins
every time
since before the age
of industry
this race to be better
have more
claiming things first

all of this business
for status
'who's better than who'

trouble is found

greed is welcomed in
social standing
building of reputations
academia becomes squashed

true learning gets lost

instead of being educated
his findings become
a relic
logged and documented
and lost to volumes
upon volumes
of the same

so much learning lost

why?

passions
which include pride
jealousy and envy
anger and hate
to name just a few

after years and years
of this round and round
argument, debate
searching and discovering
categorizing and filing away

nothing is actually learned

the insides of man
stay the same

this is why words are sent
again and again
man has to be reminded

but this generation
the age of industrialization
and all that follows
has tormented man's soul
his need to discover
his need to achieve
has paralyzed him
to the point of backwardness

[it's 'okay', prophet
this knowledge
is not lost
just misplaced]

confusion has been released
to test man's heart
the orneriness of him
the selfishness of him
the greediness of him

righteousness is falling
away
it remains
but falling away

what is coming
is coming
the space is set

it is deep within
man's heart
that must be searched

all that was put before him
he must research
for truth has been hidden
buried under
mountains of documentation

all the words the Lord†
has allowed out
all the re-entering
all the careless script
all of the worthlessness
all the scramble
it has all been allowed
to weaken knowledge
confuse wisdom
with man itself

not wisdom
for wisdom cannot be confused
she is truth and honorable

man is not
man is prideful
he hungers for power
in every type of world‒
a country, a business
a relationship, a job
even in a family

this pridefulness
weakens man
it never strengthens him
in pride it is an illusion
dilapidation
of the mind and of time

it does not matter
what you put before him
that's the truth

he will forego it
for any chance of wealth
for any chance of prestige
status, power

he will believe the lie
because it's easy
to comprehend

Truth in all her beauty
is not so easy
she will bring a man
down to his knees
she will have the tears
rush from his eyes
she can make him
sell all his possessions

Truth does these things
for truth is sincerity

Truth needs no power
she needs no wealth
or status
Truth never seeks popularity
fame or fortune

for all these things
the world does not 
accept her
and never will
so to follow the world
means to give up Truth

imagine if everyone
sought Truth
instead of the world
industrialization
would cease to exist

for Truth only desires simple
and simple is the way
‒the safe passage
to the kingdom

of all the things
put before man
'and' the answers have been given
in all the things
man has found
he holds the answers
in his hands

but instead of paying attention
seeking the right things
he has buried it
under mountains
of research
that went no where's

I† am He†
Truth in salvation

(March 2, 2023)―The meaning of trinidad is three, triad, holy trinity.

[excuse the change, prophet
I† don't mean to confuse you
I† want to be clear]

…this part, He said ‘they‘ then changed it to ‘he‘ and ‘his‘. He wanted me to include this explanation.

He led me to His burial after the writing of this.

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‘Humble of Mercy’

You Want It to Be! So Bad….

A sample from Book 12

 Humble of Mercy
 
she shivered in the sun light
thinking of words in the night
take care of yourself
make this all count
it's not as bad as it seems

 
–wondering...
if this is really all right
 
she covers her eyes from the bright
words...thoughts in her head
filling her morning's sight
you've heard this before
words of deception
he doesn't want you no more
don't let 'fool' be your salvation

 
‒wondering...
why the needless blight
 
then the bible's insight
saying it's going to be all right
 
the unease feels her insides
but her heart digs in tight
it was always him‒
since all the darkened twilight
why so hard to get it right
why so much fight
 
she washed her face
forced a smile to the light
dawned her makeup
ignored age's height
the saddened night
throwing sorrow to the wind‒
the need to cry...howl
all night
 
her heart sits right
she adhered to the boundaries‒
set outright
time needed with the light
she can't fight
without insight
cleansing her insides, beautying her outsides
letting the magic pour from God†
as age moves on
lessening her life
–each piece
becomes more precious, more fragile
 
learning not anymore
to gamble
what's wrong, what's right
just listening to the light
without a fight

(September 26, 2018)—

Praise for Joy and Security of the RighteousKeep me safe, O God, for in You I take refuge. I said to the Lord, ‘You are my Lord; apart from You I have no good thing.’ As for the saints who are in the land, they are the glorious ones in whom in all my delight. The sorrows of those will increase who run after other gods. I will not pour out their libations of blood or take up their names on my lips. Lord, You have assigned me my portion and my cup; You have made my lot secure. The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; surely I have a delightful inheritance.

I will praise the Lord, who counsels me; even at night my heart instructs me. I have set the Lord always before me. Because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices; my body also will rest secure, because You will not abandon me to the grave, nor will You let Your Holy One see decay. You have made known to me the path of life; You will fill me with joy in Your presence, with eternal pleasures at Your right hand.―Psalm 16

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‘Truth’

Racism, hate: Evil’s best friends. Don’t let it consume you!

A sample from Book 11

 Truth
 
liars seek truth‒
falsifying a life
without any light
 
manipulation...their due
cutting it on cue
‒without noticing
the coming dues
 
their belief‒
trying to convince you
all they do
true, true, true
backing them‒
there are few
 
their spots change
sending you to the loo
oh! what to do?
‒without cursing them, too
 
truth is truth
existing
no half truths
‒it's either all true
or just makings
of a waterloo
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‘Troubled Soul’

Other people’s issues are not yours!

A sample from Book 9

  Troubled Soul
 
your mixed personality
doesn't blend with reality
 
your verbal kindness
doesn't add to
your stalking rudeness
 
returning to reality
‒stripping all vulnerability
takes...taking responsibility‒
actions of self
before experiencing life...truly
 
changing personalities
doesn't insure securities
needed‒
to strengthen possibilities
 
living in denial
mile after mile‒
brings the mind
to crash
heading south‒
once there
‒getting there
you can only ask...how
 
take a look inside
your round and round ride
‒a mind in hide
never subsides
'til you stop for a while
sink in like a child‒
all your wounds...untie
 
open that book
given by God†
look deep...deep into your I
write down your whys
all that pain
bringing you to hide‒
all those cries
 
all those ancient words‒
so many have heard
let them be your guide
it takes time
 
people won't untie‒
all those knots inside
‒admittance...of self
the help of only God†‒
your only needed drive
way...way deep inside
‒then He'll† show you
how to fly
without you‒
having to ask why
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”Secret’ No More!’

Their Play Is All the Same!

A sample from Book 9

 'Secret' No More!
 
the cat's out the bag
 
on the surface‒
I no longer scratch
‒don't want to sound
like a hag
not even a nag
but I'm done
playing this little game
of tag
 
I no longer want
the jab‒
that sneaky, sly syntax
keeping me in a corner
my existence entrapped
secrets over nightcaps
 
for so long
at it
I merely laughed
playing along‒
this hidden
out-of-sight craft
 
for so long
I fell into its path
to feel barely half
of a lover's swag
 
not any more
do these eyes sag
I now see
the repeated red flags
 
here they are‒
if you want to keep track
here they are‒
if your eyes
are stuck in lack:
 
away from public view‒
begins
the slow, gentle snatch
 
text this, text that

a hi here
a hey there
even the wyd flair
 
then the ignore
playing-with-the-mind anthrax's
added-on little snap
 
maybe a phone call or two‒
avoiding a bit of snag
 
(the now understood common trap)
 
oh! how texting does that
 
‒just a tiny dab
the get-what-they-want hatch
 
turning texting to sexting
in a flash
 
then sit back...relax
as she falls in the trap
her mind...now attacked
with a little zap‒
man-ego-driven
mind-boggling witchcraft
sealed and wrapped‒
one-sided—playing-out wrath
 
sexting‒
the perfect-controlling telegraph
 
then comes
the moving-on slow raft
to get that big splash
‒adding to their stash
images behind
a monitored glass
 
a little skin
in flash
with some sexy sass
 
the building in pizzazz
wanting more
of that flabbergast
 
building, building
téte-a-téte
 
then veiled in a masque‒
when questions invade
the on-and-off going chitchat‒
 
a quickened spat
back to the ignoring splat‒
ego...alive and well
in combat
 
'til comes that final blast
flesh to unmask
an act in diplomat
making her feel all that‒
the sexy little kitty cat
 
‒the play in chat
becomes
an in-the-flesh transact
 
good or bad‒
putting her in abstract
continued words on a pad‒
her mind to distract
rather hijacked
from their away-from-her
reality fact‒
 
she's not the only lass‒
their on-going sexting hack
blatant ways in acrobat‒
that and this
this and that
 
'til her avoided questions
forces a react‒
 
why not spend time with me
why the constant disappearing act

 
she innocently asks
wanting beyond
the sexual wrap‒
wanting out of secret's
hidden tap
 
the continued avoiding lap
puts her mind
in wondering's rasp
 
all-stop...hold
goes the lit glass‒
with no returned téte-a-téte
or to-the-door dash
or a together attach
nor explanations to patch
or synchronizing photographs
not even a social-media match
 
her mind opens up‒
I've seen all that
recognizing perfectly
the plotted graph
 
experience, experience
the exact-patterned zigzag
she's once again caught
knowings in fact‒
 
their intentions
won't go
any further than that
 
for her unanswered questions
suspicions‒
her experiences in reasoning
reality's opened-up rap‒
 
she's just one of many cats
in their secret's rattrap
 
‒with all these red flags
no need for a polygraph
I don't even need an ax
or a wiretap
not even some mindless booby-trap
 
just a sentence or two‒
seeing through the claptrap
then sit back
watch the unwrap‒
 
innocence offers a laugh
 
let's fix this hash
to you...I want to holdfast
let's have a blast
out in the open

'let's make our splash
 
guilt opens up the wrath
 
a shutting-down fast
placing-blame lash
social-media delete
the final smash‒
the secret
given the shaft
 
no longer do I fly half-mast
no longer am I the secret
in stash
 
yes, the red flags
seen in perfect format
 
I'm no spoiled brat
not even
lost in over-react
 
this kitty cat
just knows where it's at
 
I'm more than just a paragraph‒
a secret in scraps
 
I'm all or nothing
an out-in-the-open en masse
willing to adapt
with another walking
the same path
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‘Floating in Air’

Stress-Free Zone Ahead!

A sample from Book 8

 Floating in Air
 
I came around
to see change
shortening the range‒
just to see
all's the same
 
so I float
in this air
here and there
hoping for flair‒
hearts open
gentle love's token
but all's still broken
‒all's still forsaken
eyes still closed
minds sealed‒
that forever
round and round wheel
 
so I'll reside here
just for a while
give a little time
then off I'll fly
forget
all this here try
fully learning
no one can rearrange
what's lost
in derange
what refuses
to grow
stay stuck
in naysayer's flow
 
so here
I'll just float in air
give a chance
a second
a third
then off
I'll go
 
hit the road
seek places
where real love
flows
without needing
chances to prove
out right show‒
I won't just be there
flowing freely in airs
desiring to share
‒easy will come
care
 
yes, somewhere
out there
lies a place
one face
overshadows
two-faced
where real
the only deal
‒truth
over comes fool
this place
I'll feel the overwhelming
need
to drool
 
there‒
I'll come down
stand on solid ground
without a need
to just float in air
for then
I'll truly feel a need
to open up‒
for something
care
feel life's breath
in share
really be there
in that place
somewhere
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‘Quiets in Storms’

You Be You. Let Me Be Me!

A sample from Book 8

  Quiets in Storms
 
open thoughts
living only once
one...one long moment
in count
which way
which way
to bounce
choices to pound
determines ways bound
 
silence the rush‒
eyes in storms
see alarms‒
which hat worn
determines coming forms
 
stay in hate's way
or let go
just flow
talk...talk a lot
let life know
 
trust in God†
or in silence
build knots‒
life in compliance
 
open thoughts
one life
one...only one
given chance to bounce
 
live in it
or from coveted walls
let it stall
see it
without ever
actually
knowing it
at all
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