‘Aggravation’s Portion’ (Yeshuah)

November 20, 2023: ‘Aggravation’s Portion’ (Yeshuah)…I tell you the truth, no one can enter the Kingdom of God unless he is born of water and the Spirit. Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to spirit…I tell you the truth, we speak of what we know, and we testify to what we have seen, but still you people do not accept our testimony…Just as Moses lifted up the snake in the desert, so the Son of Man must be lifted up, that everyone who believes in Him may have eternal life. For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life…This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God.”—John 3:1-21

Aggravation's Portion (Yeshuah)

we seek understanding
we demand that we know
but the only way
to truly know
which brings true understanding
is to allow truth to prevail

on the road to truth
aggravation endows
to exploit you

I† send you aggravation
I†, the Son†, Jesus†
send you thought's process
so deep inside
you are able to deal
with the chains that bind you

and there are chains
chains you cannot see
but can feel
and they hold you
in captivity
as long as needed
for you to heal from them

if it were sins you committed
against another
or sins that where committed
against you

hatred and anger
rage and disappointment
all bring into your heart
shame

I† charge each of you
to release this
from this day forward
stand against shame

and how do you do this?
you will ask

Me†!

I† put the words on your tongue
I† put the words on another's tongue

not to insult you
nor to bring on more shame

what you feel
when this is done
brings out what is already there
no less and no more

the aggravation
is formed in many ways

anger is the worse
what you feel as humiliation
is nothing more than the anger
you already felt
but hid from everyone

something was done to you
or you did something to another

this is where your 'humiliation'
the mask of hurt and anger
comes from

but this is how society
has made you feel:

•if it is not a certified person
meaning one who holds degrees
(given a status among men)
then you don't listen

•if it isn't a priest
or someone of the 'cloth'
that man deemed worthy
then you don't listen

I† have proven this truth
to the prophet of the pen
through the prophet of the pen

it does not matter
what man thinks
did you know that?

it matters what God† thinks

and He† is
as I† am

taking your shame out
on another
especially the one charged
with drawing it out
has become 'normal'
but it only places more marks
on an already scared heart

you have done this to yourself
for you were presented
with a choice
seeing the charge against yourself
and your 'self' not willing
to face the charge
you decided to hurt another
you decided to place blame
on an innocent being

do you know
that
that person charged
was a way of forcing
a healing of the heart
from God† Himself†
for He† found you worthy
and you refused His† help?

your life of luxury and leisure
does not mean you are favored

satan lies
he loves his tricks
he is charged with trickery
for he is evil and deceptive
but still a being
who is not above God†!

I† was crucified
a lamb without blemish
I† take those charged to Me†
and bring them low
through the Father†
they are also sacrificed
and the resurrection
that you proclaimed about Myself†
also happens to them
the first ascension

and for many being hard hearts
it takes several
to completely let go of the world

they will lose their life first
and until they do
they will continue going
around and around

the sacrifice for sin
is taking the innocent
and giving them to the Father†
in order for salvation
to be released

this is what you cannot understand
unless you seek truth
not in scientific data
or research or digging in the ground
nor debate that never reaches
any kind of conclusion

it is only in trusting
what you cannot see
'faith'
opening yourself to understanding

all of those who have truly
felt Me†
many of them
are willing to die for Me†
in life
and live with your ostracism
your ignore, your swords
your knives, your ropes,
your bullets
they fell into understanding
without a need to see

those on the other side of that
need to see
they cannot feel Me†
because they are stuck
in tradition
stuck in death
stuck in the world

release the aggravation
do not get frustrated
because you have felt Me†
and truly know the truth
and those you love don't
it is not their time
and perhaps never will be their time

it is not your choice
who is saved
and who is not

a choice is given
it is their choice to make

as long as each body lives
the choice is still theirs
they still have time
but they, as well as, you
do not know when I† will come for you

so always be prepared
keep the light in your 'self'
always lit
and each time the darkness comes
do not go to bed
until the light reemerges

the teachings will continue
until the time comes
which the Father† deemed

the charge is underway
you see it as 'normal'
explained away
as previously told to you
as 'normal'

as the change continues
as 'normal' explanations are given
so it will be
when the Father† and Myself†
slip away
for a time
you will not have the strength
to hold onto Me†
on the outside
it is only on the inside
that you will prevail
what you do in secret
the Father† will see
what you say in secret
the Father† will hear

hold Me† close to your heart
confined in the inner most recesses
the chamber where man
cannot go
for I† will remain with those
who remain in Me†

to save the world
the remnants have been chosen
those who's hearts are plenty
will feel the Spirit† upon them
and no matter what
their offspring will inherit
a new earth
and a new Heaven will emerge

(November 20, 2023)―He led me to the John 3:1-21 a day before this writing. Yesterday, in fact, after I was questioning myself and my life. He said, ‘Open the book,’ and there was the answer, then He said that He will give me a writing to be used with this Scripture. So, He has.

Now there was a man of the Pharisees named Nicodemus, a member of the Jewish ruling council. He came to Jesus at night and said, ‘Rabbi, we know You are a teacher who has come from God. For no one could perform the miraculous signs You are doing if God were not with Him.’ In reply Jesus declared, ‘I tell you the truth, no one can see the Kingdom of God unless he is born again.’ ‘How can a man be born when he is old?’ Nicodemus asked. ‘Surely, he cannot enter a second time into his mother’s womb to be born!’ Jesus answered, ‘I tell you the truth, no one can enter the Kingdom of God unless he is born of water and the Spirit. Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to spirit. You should not be surprised at My saying, ‘You must be born again.’ The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.’ ‘How can this be?’ Nicodemus asked. ‘You are Israel’s teacher,’ said Jesus, ‘and do you not understand these things? I tell you the truth, we speak of what we know, and we testify to what we have seen, but still you people do not accept our testimony. I have spoken to you of earthly things and you do not believe; how then will you believe if I speak of heavenly things? No one has ever gone into Heaven except the One who came from Heaven—the Son of Man. Just as Moses lifted up the snake in the desert, so the Son of Man must be lifted up, that everyone who believes in Him may have eternal life. For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through Him. Whoever believes in Him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God’s one and only Son. This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God.’—John 3:1-21

The photograph David led me to was actually a screenshot (below) is from September 27, 2019: Love from Heaven. The heart that was being formed in my hair. Notice the numbers to the right of that heart. I make out a 4 and a 6. There were no numbers on any billboards and such. Behind me were only trees.

You can read all of the visions, dreams and words, as well as see all the images and see the time frame in which they were given by clicking on Message Index.

‘The Look of Despair’ (God)

November 2, 2023: ‘The Look of Despair’ (God)…’The sorrows for the appointed feasts I will remove from you; they are a burden and a reproach to you. At that time, I will deal with all who oppress you; I will rescue the lame and gather those who have been scattered. I will give them praise and honor in every land where they were put to shame. At that time, I will gather you; at that time I will bring you home. I will give you honor and praise among all the peoples of the Earth when I restore your fortunes before your very eyes.’—Zephaniah 3:18-20

The Look of Despair (God)

it is in the nature of man
to wreak havoc
in his own life
by his own choosing
but he is not alone

dan, the patriarch of havoc
knows this well
as the laws of God†
are given freely
so is the choice of havoc

havoc is the choice of anger
but he does not move alone
jealousy, envy, vainglory
accompany his right to move

in order for humiliation
to seize
in order for depression
to overcome
bring you down to despair
the ultimate of beings
in a dark world

why such things must be?
I† implore it
I†, the Lord Almighty†, give reason

it is in the depths of foundness
where 'found' can be found
a humbleness of temper
a vigilance of self
stripping the self down
to nothing

it is the fondess of job
who seized all wickedness
which attacked from all sides
as I† brought attack against
the prophet of the pen
to bear the heart open wide
disclosing all that lay in it
for self needs to see
the secrets within

humiliation is conquering
if humiliation drives itself within
you have been conquering
to the depths of despair

it is a choice
to rise above, calling My† name
or to continue following
ways of the world

with anger at the hem
a vengeance and unforgiveness
holding the reigns
of your very soul

to release these trifling beings
you must seek My† Son†
the way of salvation
the given of redemption
to whom He† pleases

is your soul worthy of such grace?
can you, are you
willing to give mercy,
strip resentment from the depths
of your heart?

dan proved unworthy
loving idols and women
blaming, arguing, and ultimately
betraying
he sought lying at every turn
and is the prince of despair

is despair evil?
no, it is the choices that are made
during the moments of despair
it is gifts given
to seek out your worthiness

this journey is not an easy one
long suffering is proof
of this deep despair
once it grips you
it rarely fully lets go

for with despair
comes the deepness of depression
depression in itself is not evil
it is what one does
to hurt others intentionally

speaking words out the mouth
is hurtful
truth or lies
to the ones lying
it is worthy of blame's innuendo

when truth abounds
and shows the light of just
lie gets agitated
spews hate, jealousy, envy
trying to enclose truth

with Me† and My† holy hill
truth always prevails
even when it appears not to

My† Son† squashed evil's tendency
within the path of light

evil tendency and all its fellowship
are allowed to engross
to push evil down

evil rises within evil
where there is evil
evil will prosper

where the light lives
even in its struggle
light will prevail

take heart in knowing
I†, the Lord Almighty†
the God† of light
and the leader of the movement
of dark
does not falter
will never falter

discipline is a matter of light
to discipline, the dark is needed

I† give grace
and I† take grace

how one goes
how one receives
and how one takes

all depends on how they perceive Me†!

on the second hand
of the hour
every hour
one can change one's course
they must choose on their own
to welcome in change
to release their hold of the world

material possessions and all its worth
is not evil in itself
it is what carries with the possession
that is where evil employs 
vainglory, leader of all mischief's
that I† hate

to revisit vainglory over and over
one learns to let go 
of it totally

this is the process of age
to see one's face diminish
is the final voyage
of vainglory

will you be afraid
yes, it is normal behavior
but to be willing to continue
and move slowly out of vainglory
is utmost courage
and Wisdom shows Her beautiful face

along with Wisdom
comes more mischief
from those entering the millstones
of youth
cycles going on and on
and along with each cycle
the strength of self grows weaker

I† am self

the weaker I† get in each person
each body
the weaker the nations are

at the end of each age
this never ceases to take place

so don't worry of what you witness
as dan fell
then learned the strength of Wisdom
so will the remnant

Sing, O Daughter of Zion; shout aloud, O Israel! Be glad and rejoice with all your heart, O Daughter of Jerusalem! The Lord has taken away your punishment, He has turned back your enemy. The Lord, the King of Israel, is with you; never again will you fear any harm. On that day, they will say to Jerusalem, 'Do not fear, O Zion; do not let your hands hang limp. The Lord your God is with you, He is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing.—Zephaniah 3:14-17

'The sorrows for the appointed feasts I will remove from you; they are a burden and a reproach to you. At that time, I will deal with all who oppress you; I will rescue the lame and gather those who have been scattered. I will give them praise and honor in every land where they were put to shame. At that time, I will gather you; at that time I will bring you home. I will give you honor and praise among all the peoples of the Earth when I restore your fortunes before your very eyes.'—Zephaniah 3:18-20

(November 2, 2023)—Shocking of Stupid’s Genius’,Devil’s Seeker’, ‘The Paradigm of Israel’ (God), ‘The Sin of Reuben’ (Yeshuah),‘Lustful Content’ (Yeshuah),‘Brave In Its Wings’ (God),‘Abomination of Priesthood Among Men’ (Yeshuah/God), Sactionarism of Judah (Yeshuah),‘Single-Minded Waywardness’ (Yeshuah), ‘A Patriarch of Mercy’ (God), The Look of Despair’  (God),‘Be Ware of the Forsook’ (God), ‘Synchronism (Yeshuah),The Patriarch of Empathy’ (God),‘Weapon’s ‘a Wrath’ (God), ‘The Rites of Benjamin’ (God), ‘Remnant To be Saved (God), andLoved By The Father’.

The photograph David led me to is from October 23, 2019:  The Dragon and the All-Seeing Eye. The screenshot below is what was shown from the original photograph. Go and look at the images God revealed. This image was in my hair. The baby! A child is being revealed to me over and over. It is not for me to say. It is for you to consider.

You can read all of the visions, dreams and words, as well as see all the images and see the time frame in which they were given by clicking on Message Index.

‘Trinidad’ (Yeshuah)

‘Trinidad’ (Yeshuah)…Sir,’ they said, ‘we remember that while He was still alive that deceiver said, ‘After three days I will rise again.’ So give the order for the tomb to be made secure until the third day. Otherwise, His disciples may come and steal the body and tell the people that He has been raised from the dead. This last deception will be worse than the first.’ ‘—Matthew 27:62-66

Trinidad (Yeshuah)

things are matters
of time
everything
all things
are bleep minerals
of time

man has to figure
things out
he must know
it's a curious thing
this 'must know' mentality

but its reckoning
will not pay off
its consumption of time
is wasted
for man always returns
to the prospect
of the unknown

it is I†, Yeshuah†
let Me† teach you
let Me† teach all men
about his lapse
of time
this wasted energy
that he learns
nothing from

[excuse the change, prophet
I† don't mean to confuse you
I† want to be clear]

'man' is a general term
meaning humans

man digs for ancient histories

let's start there

all over the world
man is constantly searching
for the 'previous'

he finds many things
skeletons, tombs
bowels and spoons
even jewels
even entire cities
spending all kinds
of monies
on this searching
this digging

then man studies
the things he finds
spending much more monies
on this procedure

although it is good
working with his hands
staying out of trouble
but also finding trouble

a race begins
every time
since before the age
of industry
this race to be better
have more
claiming things first

all of this business
for status
'who's better than who'

trouble is found

greed is welcomed in
social standing
building of reputations
academia becomes squashed

true learning gets lost

instead of being educated
his findings become
a relic
logged and documented
and lost to volumes
upon volumes
of the same

so much learning lost

why?

passions
which include pride
jealousy and envy
anger and hate
to name just a few

after years and years
of this round and round
argument, debate
searching and discovering
categorizing and filing away

nothing is actually learned

the insides of man
stay the same

this is why words are sent
again and again
man has to be reminded

but this generation
the age of industrialization
and all that follows
has tormented man's soul
his need to discover
his need to achieve
has paralyzed him
to the point of backwardness

[it's 'okay', prophet
this knowledge
is not lost
just misplaced]

confusion has been released
to test man's heart
the orneriness of him
the selfishness of him
the greediness of him

righteousness is falling
away
it remains
but falling away

what is coming
is coming
the space is set

it is deep within
man's heart
that must be searched

all that was put before him
he must research
for truth has been hidden
buried under
mountains of documentation

all the words the Lord†
has allowed out
all the re-entering
all the careless script
all of the worthlessness
all the scramble
it has all been allowed
to weaken knowledge
confuse wisdom
with man itself

not wisdom
for wisdom cannot be confused
she is truth and honorable

man is not
man is prideful
he hungers for power
in every type of world‒
a country, a business
a relationship, a job
even in a family

this pridefulness
weakens man
it never strengthens him
in pride it is an illusion
dilapidation
of the mind and of time

it does not matter
what you put before him
that's the truth

he will forego it
for any chance of wealth
for any chance of prestige
status, power

he will believe the lie
because it's easy
to comprehend

Truth in all her beauty
is not so easy
she will bring a man
down to his knees
she will have the tears
rush from his eyes
she can make him
sell all his possessions

Truth does these things
for truth is sincerity

Truth needs no power
she needs no wealth
or status
Truth never seeks popularity
fame or fortune

for all these things
the world does not 
accept her
and never will
so to follow the world
means to give up Truth

imagine if everyone
sought Truth
instead of the world
industrialization
would cease to exist

for Truth only desires simple
and simple is the way
‒the safe passage
to the kingdom

of all the things
put before man
'and' the answers have been given
in all the things
man has found
he holds the answers
in his hands

but instead of paying attention
seeking the right things
he has buried it
under mountains
of research
that went no where's

I† am He†
Truth in salvation

(March 2, 2023)―The meaning of trinidad is three, triad, holy trinity.

[excuse the change, prophet
I† don't mean to confuse you
I† want to be clear]

…this part, He said ‘they‘ then changed it to ‘he‘ and ‘his‘. He wanted me to include this explanation.

He led me to His burial after the writing of this.

P.S. I’m instructed to hold this as well, but inform you that I’ve been instructed of this.

(April 13, 2023)—I was instructed to include this statement: There are news articles circulating that they found a linen cloth and claim it belongs to Jesus. On this cloth, they state they have found blood and it is said that ‘dead bodies don’t bleed’. Still, ’til this day they are still trying to elevate their lie. There is NO way of knowing that this cloth belongs to Jesus because there is NO blood in which to match because God took His body as He took Enoch and Elijah. God left no evidence except the miracles preformed and the words given.

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‘His Softness’

That which gives you inspiration to go on!

A sample from Book 12

 His Softness
(Sweet Man)
 
there's moments
I want to cry
in this aging bit of life
‒not understanding
what to fight
he comes into my sight
 
deep in my thoughts
I get lost...caught
 
then he kneels before me
‒my world gets lost
in his sea
cradling me in his arms
all that fight...gone
 
aren't you tired of this yet
 
his question without hiss
we both knowing
we keep rocking a boat
that just needs
to float
 
yes
 
my response in insist
over and over...rowing
untying
this knotting rope
without losing
gentle's hope
 
feeling it all melt away
with soft words‒
he has to say
as he pulls me
in his sway
 
I want this‒
not just for today
but every day, in every way
 
I know the truth‒
when I look into his face
love...in every line
to trace
as his black hair
fades to gray
by his side
I feel everything safe
 
when he leaves the room
behind...closes the door
I'm left with my thoughts
shifting deep
in my core
 
yes, I'm tired of this
 
love is far more perfect
surrounded by his softness
then sitting in a room
lost in miss
his love
trying to forget
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‘Humble of Mercy’

You Want It to Be! So Bad….

A sample from Book 12

(September 26, 2018)—

Praise for Joy and Security of the RighteousKeep me safe, O God, for in You I take refuge. I said to the Lord, ‘You are my Lord; apart from You I have no good thing.’ As for the saints who are in the land, they are the glorious ones in whom in all my delight. The sorrows of those will increase who run after other gods. I will not pour out their libations of blood or take up their names on my lips. Lord, You have assigned me my portion and my cup; You have made my lot secure. The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; surely I have a delightful inheritance.

I will praise the Lord, who counsels me; even at night my heart instructs me. I have set the Lord always before me. Because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices; my body also will rest secure, because You will not abandon me to the grave, nor will You let Your Holy One see decay. You have made known to me the path of life; You will fill me with joy in Your presence, with eternal pleasures at Your right hand.―Psalm 16

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‘Unconditional Terms’

‘Unconditional’ Fades When Another Takes Your Place!

A sample from Book 12

(July 25, 2018 [Didn’t post on Facebook.])—When toxicity takes its toll, there’s nothing to say or do.

A weak heart turns to go, finds a new heart to rip apart. A strong heart cries alone, struggling to regain ground, move on. You don’t lose to cheating. You lose to betrayal. That’s why those who don’t marry, stay single. They can just hang it up, move on to another. The faithful one can’t do this.

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‘Thoughts in Suicide’

When you’re driven to the point of wanting to take your life!

A sample from Book 11

 Thoughts in Suicide
 
I sit to write‒
I had a destructive night
one...again...I had to fight
get out, get out
I screamed in shout
then alone I pout
wanting to die
‒these thoughts in suicide
 
I gather the pills
then to the floor
let them spill
then picked up the phone
dialed somewhere
not to feel so alone
 
1-800-273-8255 press 1
my crying's already won
death won't come
I can't forget‒
a promise not moved to undone
 
she waits in my thoughts
the one in memories
brought
the one to the floor
pills fell
myself's destruction
caught
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‘Truth’

Racism, hate: Evil’s best friends. Don’t let it consume you!

A sample from Book 11

 Truth
 
liars seek truth‒
falsifying a life
without any light
 
manipulation...their due
cutting it on cue
‒without noticing
the coming dues
 
their belief‒
trying to convince you
all they do
true, true, true
backing them‒
there are few
 
their spots change
sending you to the loo
oh! what to do?
‒without cursing them, too
 
truth is truth
existing
no half truths
‒it's either all true
or just makings
of a waterloo
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‘My Turn, Your Turn’

You can’t take other people’s opinion of you seriously!

A sample from Book 9

 My Turn, Your Turn
(Sweet Man)

I'm not you
you're not me
in this
can we agree
 
there's pain‒
I've taken it
to gain
thinking‒
I'm insane
 
me...you blamed
called me names
‒your smeared campaign
left me in open terrain
running like a hurricane
‒remorse uncontained
returning
provoked disdain
batting back
in profane
my I...redirected blame
taking, absorbing‒
leaving me totally drained
 
‒all so, so in vain‒
 
in you...pain remains
‒I've not gained fame
just added pain
in me...a mixed-up pang
 
I'm not you
you're not me
in this
can we agree
 
without shame‒
from all other's pain
abstain
my I to reclaim‒
separated...strained
silencing the rein
my own thinking
regained
 
in God†
I acclaim
‒all that re-directed pain
forced anger
in defame‒
abolished...maimed
 
I've released the inflame‒
filling my own inane
understanding self-love's domain‒
to self first
be humane
 
I'm not you
you're not me
in this
can we agree
 
your pain
is your pain
 
no longer
in me
do I ingrain
what's not mine
to explain
 
I'll let you yell, complain‒
my I...constrained
these boundaries
can't be drained
 
have your say
me...you can't arraign
my I...in God's† grace
remains
 
I'm not you
you're not me
in this
there's no choice
but to agree
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‘360’

You have to re-examine the past first!

A sample from Book 9

 360
 
Lord†, You† took me
around
sound, bound, found
then back around
 
‒a 360
showing me what's wrong‒
all around me
 
I've seen plenty
I know in surety‒
it's not me
round and round
‒every degree
others can't see clarity
in self‒
running on empty
 
Lord†, I thank You†
I would have never
known‒
all this view
if it weren't for You†
taking me through
 
I pray
these words‒
I have to say
some call
silly riddles
‒but standing on principles
breaks hearts
after all
 
like the roundness
of balls
we surely fall
‒after the sudden
stall
 
the total...360
round, round
I openly see‒
after tears
I'm ready to be
what in me
You† see
 
Lord†, in Your† hands
I place me
this journey‒
back in trust
forward...I'm ready
for the thrust
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