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‘Rebuke Me’

God is in Charge. Believe that or not…it’s a choice. Eternity means forever…unending.

 Rebuke Me
  
 I've already felt the breeze
 that which makes one freeze
 the kind that rolls off tongues–
 those doing evil's deeds
  
 I've felt...deep inside...the need
 become like the trees
 swaying...back and forth–
 feel inside their stagnation of free
 even if a chain saw came–
 cut them down by the knee
 they're better off
 than the millimeter
 of a bad seed
  
 so take your crimes...rebuke me
 for I am as clean
 as fallen leaves
 without even having to plead
  
 go on...get down on your knees
 try...in your heart...to believe
that I've come...you...to deceive
 –your abundance in receive
 will be a constant in dream
  
 He† said 'trust Me†'
 so I stagger around
 in watchful need
 waiting around
 for what I've seen
 but...it's not for me to worry
 bleep out all parts of history
  
 for time is measured
 in discrepancy
 in which man doesn't understand
 –can't possibly conceive
 the mystics in heaven's mystery
  
 so be brave
 with a tunic in your hand–
 let ego and pride cast the vote
 turn the other cheek
 believe instead
 what you see every day
 whisper in corners...rebuke me
 for the Lord† said 
 'write what you see'
 not
 'write what you conceive
 so they will love you–
 it's best to be accepted by society
 instead of think of eternity'
  
 His† words...short and sweet
 precise and demanding
 what He† says today
 in a human's guess of proceed
 in an hour or a hundred years
 –it's all in His† hands
 breaks or makes
 of a society

(October 24, 2019)—I have been in a personal battle of sorts. I fully understand how God responds to us, how He speaks to us, yet I question because of people. I shouldn’t do this. And because I question, I say things to God and Jesus that I shouldn’t. I know I’m fully understood, but it still bothers me. Hence, Jeremiah this morning. First page turned to…what you will read below.

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‘Crucifying Jesus†’

Persecution. I was led to the Acts in the Bible today. The historical account of what happened to Peter and the rest of them who initially was appointed to tell the world about their experience, their testimony, about Jesus Christ. Nothing much has changed!

 Crucifying Jesus†
  
 I'm part of the body
 ‒that of Christ†
 the head
  
 the bullying of me
 is the bullying of Him†
 the name calling...judgment
 of me
 is the judgment of Him†
  
 I am special
 for He† is special
 if am part of Him†
 He† lives
 inside of me
  
 for:
  
 I am in Christ†
 Christ† is in me
  
 you forsake His† name
 deny His† claim
 I shall speak‒
 all the same
 –for He† removed my chains
 as to peter‒
 the angel came
  
 you crucify Jesus†
 when you crucify me
  
 you ignore Jesus†
 when you ignore me
  
 your faith is tested
 ‒as mine
  
 I cry for you
 as your doubt...revealed
 no longer can you conceal
 a heart...wasted
  
 for:
  
 I am in Christ†
 Christ† is in me
  
 not just words
 someone once heard
 but forever in flight
 the light
 ‒the saving bird
 who gave His† life
 –to redeem the world

(October 6, 2019)—Persecution. I was led to the following Scriptures today. Acts. The historical account of what happened to Peter and the rest of them who initially was appointed to tell the world about their experience, their testimony, about Jesus Christ. Nothing much has changed!

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‘Equal Parts’

God is waiting on you and you are taking too long to respond. He’s given you adequate proof that what is sent through me is from Him. Time is ticking. The button has been pushed. It’s up to you to decipher what He has sent thus far. He already knows that your faith is weak. He already knows how many people will die. Will you be one of them? You have a chance to change that number…more or less?

Equal Parts
  
 you are not better than me
 I am not better than you
 together
 we are sinners
 set in small parts
 ‒equal before the Lord†
  
 we are given chances‒
 jump
 over...under
 fences
 then judged by agendas
 ‒not circumstances
  
 will we abandon others' needs
 or give until we bleed
 will we warn for safety‒
 protecting others
 ‒even for precaution's sake
 or will we forsake
 know but not tell
 for fear of society's yell
 ‒that would sink us to hell
  
 our judgment comes on merits
 not what we say
 ‒but what we do
  
 how will we respond‒
 will we see and hear
 in love
 or will we judge‒
 through hatred, lies and fear
  
 are we willing to risk
 ‒go against society's twist
 show our faith in Jesus†
 even as they attack us‒
 condemn, crucify us
  
 can we live as we speak
 ‒putting God† and Jesus†
 on social media walls‒
 can we truly live the call
 ‒not be afraid to fall
  
 you are not better than me
 I am not better than you
 together
 we are sinners
 set in small parts
 ‒equal before the Lord†
  
 living our lives in parts
 makes it all‒
 not hard
 for we are part
 of the Lord†‒
 actions of the heart
 ‒instead of through
 hate, lies and fear‒
 we live in sincere
 ‒without anyone
 to sheer

(October 4, 2019)—God’s time is not ours. I waited yesterday for someone to show up because I was told they would. (The numbers 3 and 13 played an important role in this event, so I was sure it was going to happen.) I cried because I felt betrayed when they didn’t show up by 10 p.m. I said my peace to the Lord, letting Him know I was not happy, even though He already knew. Then I fell asleep for the first time in a very long time without a sleep aid.

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‘Told but Not Heard’

God’s choice on how He reveals Himself is His call. He’s leaving how we see it up to us individually. Will you see it?

 Told but Not Heard
  
 the past is not history
 ‒its repeating
 to God†
 not a mystery
  
 no matter the millennium
 not matter the decade
  
 the repeated rebellion
 against the Father†
 of all creation
 who sent His† Son†
 ‒seeing how hard
 to listen with the heart‒
 He† dealt an easier card
 but that too...too hard
  
 His† wrath was shown
 again and again
 ‒disasters of nature
 turned to scientific adventure
  
 to Him†...forgotten amends
 left for a sunday's amen
 instead of an every day win
  
 lessons not learned
 as fires in forests burned
 as wars over and over turned
 ‒rewards taken
 not earned
  
 rape, murder, lies
 pillage, corruption
  
 on and on and on
 then judge
 when God steps 
 on the ledge
 ‒criticizing, condemning
 those He† uses
 to spread His† news
  
 go on, go on, go on‒
 He's† already prepared them
 for your abuse
 ‒they...have a place
 reserved...in heaven's muse
 your criticism
 doesn't have a chance
 ‒only puts you further
 out of heaven's range
  
 look to your selves
 seek refuge inside
 rather than outside
 ‒debate with your self
 heal your own
 spiritual health‒
 then and only then
 can you reach out
 beyond your self
  
 repeating of history
 not at all a mystery
  
 nothing is better
 ‒hence God's† coming wrath
 coming...to re-gather
 what's been shattered

(October 2, 2019)—I posted some really serious messages on my personal Facebook page a couple of days ago. Basically, in response to the visions and pictures and other things that I’m receiving. I don’t feel, in my heart, right if I don’t try to warn. I don’t care if it happens or not, my heart would be broken either way if I didn’t try. So, in response, even though I haven’t gone on my page since, I received messages from family, which I warned personally, that I need to see a doctor. They are worried about my mental health. That’s how they see God…as a mental disease. This is rather odd.

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‘Taken Accountability’

Accountability is everything. It’s the first step to saving your own soul.

Taken Accountability
  
 oh, precious, precious maiden!
 see that the Lord†, you forsaken
 so simple His† ways
 ‒the laws He† gave
 a Son†...sent to ease the craves
  
 but...in...you caved
 pretending you're saved
 ‒feeling protected
with those natural resources
 in your caves
feeling protected by those hands
 you shake
  
 oh, broke, pillaged virgin!
 your beauty masked in sin
 sunk to greedy corporations
 stolen by man-made
 religious congregations
  
 you haven't looked in mirrors
 you haven't diagnosised
 your fevers
 your lack of accountability
 has awakened every surety
 God's† unconditional love
 ‒forcing you into maturity
  
 He's† waiting patiently
 for truth's sincerity
 for love's vulnerability
 in correcting‒
 through accountability
  
 but...on blind eyes, deaf ears
 you failed to see
 you failed to hear
  
 welcoming all nations
 by your vulgar invitation
 you've sold yourself
 ‒lust and corruption
 lies and manipulation
 drowning God's† vision
 ‒He's† pass frustration
  
 no longer‒
 your beautiful skirts
 can they be mended
 no longer‒
 your long wavy hair
 He† can spare
 ‒your jewels have
 lost their shine
  
 let this be your warning
 and your sign
  
 the world has fallen
 at your feet
 now...God† is out
 of His† seat
 standing firm
 on HIS† feet
 ‒He's† coming for full
 accountability
  
 no longer‒
 think of the body
 ‒too late...in retreat
 it's your soul‒
 in spirituality
 that salvation‒
you must seek

(September 20, 2019)―Oh, my sweet, sweet Job! This second writing I received today was revealed through the following passages from the Book of Job. In this set of passages, Job is making a case for himself on his righteousness. For you, God is telling you what to do. He’s giving you so many chances. Of course, byway of Jesus. He’s the one appealing for you. You should appreciate that because God’s already revealed through the visions He sent to me that the button’s been pushed.

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‘The Divine’s Chase’ and ‘Chastisement…Useless’

You can lead a horse to water but you can’t make him drink. Oh, how true that is!

 The Divine's Chase
  
 simon peter drew his sword
 a high priest's servant‒
 stood before the Lord†
 down came peter's arm
 a broken ear
sounded the alarm
  
 before His† disciples
 before armed men‒
 Jesus† healed that ear‒
 without needing a friend
 still...eyes were crippled
 in shackles, He† was taken
 ‒His† disciples had forsaken
  
 all around today's world
 worshiping of many gods
 still a bended swirl
 ‒so long ago
 what was written
twisted and twirled
  
 miracles shown to all who seen
 a resurrection on bended knees
 still
illusions behind smoke screens
 as common as movie screens
  
 why are you trying to see God†
 when you couldn't...can't
 even see His† Son†
 you can't even feel His† Spirit†
 you can't even be that clever
  
 you question the unseen
 but clearly
you've felt its beam
 you don't question the seen
 but clearly
allow its soul-spirit stealing ream
  
 you follow all these mega-churches
 with their millions in fame
 their fancy sermons
with lights that gleam
 ‒ages of expensive suits
and seats so clean
  
 but you don't see
the poor on the street
 living in dirt
 everyday...with evil...flirt
 you don't see
these millions
helping them
 finding a way
to shoulder them
  
 no...too much a burden
 reputations in forbidden
 on goes their money...overseas
 where eyes don't really see
 ‒truth of the unseen
  
 stories, stories, stories
 history, history, history
  
 how 'bout present day
 all it takes...is faith
 instead of mri'ing the brain
 searching, searching, searching
 for God's† remains‒
 try looking inside
 maybe with Him†
 you'll actually collide!
  

(September 9, 2019)—My fuck-you church awakens again! I sit day after day waiting for people to change, waiting for them to actually mean what they say. It’s been over 10 years now and I watch them fail their tests over and over again. It’s really sad because to say that you love then to crucify someone that you called friend, to ignore your parent when they’ve done nothing to you but say the truth, to ignore your family because they are doing what they are supposed to do is not following the way of love.

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‘Pulling A Jonah’

Adhering to the Message!

 Pulling A Jonah
  
 you can run
but you can't hide
 upon you, lies God's† eye
 from one end to the next‒
 He† does not change His† tide
 He† remains the same‒
 in all colors of die
  
 no use in the pretend‒
 no use in loud or shy
 His† call to you to ride–
 to accept or to deny
 either way
you'll pay with your life
 eternity in die
 eternity in the light
 you choose
you have that right
  
 ‒that calling comes
from really high‒
 you can run
but you can't hide
 you...He'll† seek and find
 throw you in perils of life
 'til you accept with every sigh
  
 cry little birdie...cry
 He'll† wait
'til you get the right high
 bowing your head
reaching for the sky
  
 He'll† force your comply
 He† knows your heart inside
 His† calling
from within or outside
 important for the rise
 He'll† rage the water‒
 'til you submit to the cry
 then you'll see‒
 the beauty of the light

(August 13, 2019)―The things we do NOT listen to! Oh, my! Karen, you’re such a hard-headed child! Agreed! Agreed! The story of Jonah. That’s where I was led to this morning. I’ve written about Jonah before comparing it to the feeling of depression. That’s how I find the separate parts of each Scripture is: They tell us something different to each individual, but as a whole, the story of Jonah is much more powerful.

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‘Renewing Spirit’ and ‘The Awakening’

For the Children…It’s a CHOICE!

 Renewing Spirit
  
 I wake up to an empty dawn
 raise my hands up
 give thanks...without a yawn
 knowing I wasn't deceived
 I wasn't a pawn
 by the One† wiser
than a fawn
  
 take me, take me whole
 in Your† arms...hold
 for I'm just in mold
 clay being recast
in gentle's bold
  
 awaken me
give me strength
 take me from death‒
 wash away my sins
 put joy in my heart
 weaken this defensive anguish
 steady my hands
calm my pulse
 give me the words
 to speak to them
like a boss

(July 29)―It all led to the children this morning. It all led to the Coming and how it will affect them by way of their parents. Isn’t that something! I figured it was coming to this!

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‘Men of Songs’

Understanding depression and the veils by-way of Job!

 Men of Songs
  
 I thrash out my complaints
 I take the hurt, the blame
 put it all on my shoulders‒
 knowing
through all this rough terrain
 not one showed sincerity
not one came
  
 so I let tears fall
like rain
 open my mouth
my worded train
 feeling alone, empty
worthless...plain
 wondering if I'm really insane
  
 I cast out my stones to You†
 ‒Your† broken little dame
 all these tasks
my life...so drained
 not knowing the final aim
 just take it all in‒
 the arrows of false names
 on invisible ropes...I hang
  
 told...life is but a game
 learn to play it...you win fame
  
 You† and I know‒
 that's not how it's framed
 life isn't at all a game
 You†...no one can tame
 someone so righteous‒
 You† easily cast in flames
 and that person
will never be the same
  
 when this heart
feels weak in faint
 I look at all my I can'ts
 I re-hear all those filthy names
 know...none of them...I ain't
 but I know‒
 I'm such a tiny piece of grain
 and the only fame
to be claimed
 is that of Your† sweet, sweet name
  
 I'm so, so tired
of being maimed
 so tired of lonely's strain
 what have I gained
 on this hateful, lonely lane
  
 I know it's part of Jesus'†
 each and every vein
 I'm so weary...feelings‒
 my work done in vane
 so, I call on you...Jesus†
 please take all my complaints
 straight to our Father†
 ‒pull me out
this agonizing drain
 forgive all my trespasses
 turn me over‒
 to at least one heart
who feels the same
 ‒a bit of hunger
a bit of tame
 to do works of good‒
 in Your† sweet, sweet name

(July 24, 2019)—Our mothers. Veils. Mercy. I’ve been having a hard time putting my thoughts on paper lately. It may not seem like it but it’s still true. I end up writing it in my head then when I sit down, the same thoughts that I had don’t come out. I didn’t want to write anymore. For the past week or so, I’ve been in a battle with my self I guess you could say. I’m tired. I’ve been doing this work for seven years now. I’ve been writing and teaching and learning for over 10. I’m tired. But I’m to keep going.

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‘Solitary Confinement’

The truth of planting seeds by-way of Jeremiah! It’s time for hurting to take the personal responsibility to heal.

 
 Solitary Confinement
  
 they're out there enjoying life
 those who lied and betrayed
 while she sits in silence
 waiting for her time
  
 they all believe the opposite
 of what is true
 they are all blinded in fool
 while her tears cause her to drool
 praying...her inward tool
 for being condemned
 doing what she was supposed to do
  
 all abandoned her
 deciding to judge
 where no judgment was due
 pitying her–
 where no pitying was due
  
 so she accepts the cross
 ‒knowing full well...who's in charge
 in the waves of other's flaws
 like a rage doll...she was tossed
  
 but her hopes
stayed with the light
 their insecurities
weren't even her fight
 in her eyes
she just watched their blight
 screamed at them
in her troubled fight
 thinking it was her right
 standing up for herself
against the night
 those suffering for lack of insight
 in only the Lord†
can things ever be right
  
 yes, she watched...screamed
 with all her might
 years of blight‒
 but it was never her fight
 ‒she was already in the light
  
 so she waits...sometimes in cry
 accepting the silence
 her temporary confinement
 for ever lasting enlightenment
 as those who suffer inside
 play with false lives
on the outside
 ‒the lost coveting what they lost
 concealing in lies...lost
 not knowing what it means
 to take it to the cross
  
 yes, they condemn her, judge her
 placing her in depressed...lost
 when all the while‒
 what they refused to see
 she was always a faithful child
 of the Boss†!

(July 23, 2019)—There’s a lot going on but little of nothing. What’s taking place in my life is not on the outside per say. I never really knew what was meant by Spiritual Awakening. To be honest, I thought it was all a bunch of crap. But I could never deny the things I’ve experienced when it came to the spiritual world. All the experiences I’ve written about in My 12-Book Series, well, they actually happened. Everything I’m experiencing now…it’s actually happening. It’s not in my mind, or some crazy deal. I think this is the part that separates the spiritual realm from the rest of the world. People go to church every day all around the world, but they really don’t understand what they are hearing or reading about because so much is left out of those preachings.

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