Indecisive Humanist
all of these emotions
beings‒
living in the Kingdom
sent to stir
from He†―the top Sir
in order to set in Confusion‒
a top being
where wars are waged
where Jealousy and Hate‒
kill and maim
where folks go insane
it is the outside humanist
trying
to make sense
of this inside being
separating the two
we have no clue
when sealed tight
without spiritual glue
in comes―Faith
we all have a date
with this here bait
most win, ya know
they learn
which way to go
some trial and error
a lot of fear
much tears
but it comes
‒it's never too late
the rest do lose
too lazy
to punch through
they roll around
in the Confusion
never cross over to Faith
they bask in Delusion
which is never real, ya know
it's just a ho'
to the ultimate Confusion
standing firm
‒ways to learn
listening to the heart
even when it's breaking
apart
it'll help you sort
‒leave the mind
out of it
there―too much
hit or miss
the heart‒
wearing surety in insist
pounding its beat
just right
wrong or right
listen close
it'll tell you
exactly what to do
the Kingdom
watches close
‒all the mind over matter
all its clatter
all its humanistic chatter
‒the banter
of so desperately
trying to be a winner
how extraordinary
they must see us
the mind always turns to rust
seeing lust and distrust
all‒
in the same sentence
so baffling‒
to them―we must seem
patience
they do have
to our humanist
in crazy
in lazy
‒all watching
waiting
what will they do
as God† moves
all these emotions
through our lives
‒just to save us
from die
(June 7, 2021)—‘Indecisive Humanist’ was written June 3 under the guidance of something higher than me. It is instruction of sorts. I sat on it because I wasn’t sure of its nature, then this morning I had another real-time vision experience. It was a continuation of ‘Rejection Undone‘ (Sinking Vision/Dead Body Vision), in which things around me became very large and I seemed to sink or shrink. This morning it happened again, but there was something different.
(Second Sinking Vision)…I stepped OUT of the vision. I know that is hard to understand but it was like I was in the vortex of sorts where everything around me was very large and I was small or sinking into the ground then there was a door of sorts that I stepped through back to me being normal. So try to picture this: one second you are in this world where everything is large then the next everything is normal and you are very aware of the moment things became normal!
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