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‘Walk through Fires’

The first message was on confusion. This one is on shame…i. e. narcissism. This isn’t a joke. This is straight from the BIBLE!

 Walk through Fires
  
 like a sending of locust
 or placing emphasis
 on simple diagnoses
 of an incoming virus
  
 it's all a simple token
 not any hocus-pocus
 just a lacking in trust
 of the Power behind Yeshuah†
  
 sit up and pay attention
 to the numinous
 ‒understand the happenings
 of judas
 then the coming re-focus
 shouldn't have you denying
 the promise
  
 turn all your energy...inward
 focus on your resurrection
 in that...become victorious
 allow in the metamorphosis
 throw out the dubious
 and look at your own holiness

(March 7, 2020)―Before I get into the writing, I have to share some extraordinary things that have manifested in my life. The first is the picture of me taken a few days ago. I didn’t think anything of it until I posted it on Facebook and noticed the ring around my chest. That is not normal and it’s never been there before. I can see it with my naked eye. It is clearly there and it’s part of my skin. I have zero idea what has caused this or when it actually appeared. I do have a doctor’s appointment next week and I will ask her about it. But it is very clear that there is now a ring on my chest!

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‘Historical Mockery’

The Earth is defiled by its people; they have disobeyed the laws, violated the statues and broken the everlasting covenant. -Isaiah 24:1-23

 Historical Mockery
  
 I stand...watch
 a blended time
 tic-toc, tic-toc
 on goes the clock
 right, left, right, left
 as all the Earth will rock
  
 I sit...hear from the top
 their politics‒
 as the clown went flop
 so now a virus tries to chop
 all eyes away
 from the capturing sway
  
 the heels of gog
 already consuming the fog
 run, hide little frog
 you sat there like a log
 tail between legs‒
 shameful little dog
  
 rock, rock, rock
 tic-toc, tic-toc
 the button's been pushed
 told by the Words of God†
  
 laugh, play in your sexual immorality
 drink, be jolly
 it won't halt
 the coming somersault
  
 sway, sway, sway
 splash, splash, splash
  
 a timings of the clock
 alls right on time
 you don't hear
 lost in deceptional minds
 the broken vine
 refusing to read the rhymes
 all the important signs
  
 be well, be well
 the call came
 the call went
 messages sent
 messages ignored
 you've become the whore
 the keys rest
 in the hands of the Lord†
  
 not, not, not
 stop, stop, stop
 too late, too late
 the riddles from God†
 to stop them
 ‒think not
  
 you pray and betray
 what's up, what's down
 you'd rather play
 instead of heal
 this here...the deal
 all's for real
  
 rock, rock, rock
 the timings of the clock
 you didn't listen to reason
 now it's out of season
 so how about
 something loud
 from way beyond the clouds

(March 2, 2020)―This not the first time I write about Isaiah’s vision of the last days. ‘The Sending of Lies’ was the first time. The same things are pointed out this time. But the words in ‘Historical Mockery’ are different with a whole different meaning then ‘The Sending of
Lies.’

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‘Love Exist!’ (Yeshuah (Jesus))

Yeshuah replied, ‘The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified. I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds….’—John 12:20-26

 Love Exist! (Yeshuah (Jesus))
  
 they say it's for the Righteous
 that I† came
 but there was no one Righteous

 they say it's for the sinner
 that I† came
 ‒those kneeling down
 begging for Mercy
 but what about those standing
 didn't I† come for them, too
 ‒can't they hear, too
  
 it is for them
 that I† came, too
 for them to have honor
 and Forgiveness
 for them to be given Light
 but they don't hear
 they are blinded
 for their hearts are dark
  
 veiling them from Understanding
 reveals the Truth on their hearts
 if they are bad fruit
 they will not see Truth
 because their hearts are dark
 they will perish
 the same way
 they have lived–
 confused...not certain
  
 it was never meant to be clear
 Confusion sets the pace
 if you can see through it
 ‒remember the sea
 how it parted
 trust kept the waters parted
 Confusion then enclosed
 the water...it returned
  
 hear My† Words
 I† am here

 you have to see through
 the Confusion
 you can return to Me†
 if you Wanted to
 I† will not force you

 through the waters‒
 trust
  
 it is I†
 go in Peace
  
 ....the Lord, Yeshuah, the Christ

(February 27, 2020)―‘The Adjunct’ and ‘He† Breathes’ and ‘I Am Truth’s Voice’ now ‘Love Exist!’. And this is Yeshuah. Our heavenly Father is every where and He is in control. To hear our Brother…He’s like this precious flower and He’s very difficult to write for because I don’t want to mess what He says up. I feared writing directly for God! It was one thing writing indirectly, but directly is a whole different story.

[I wrote what He had to say first. Then the title came. That’s a first! Like He wanted me to know.]

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‘The Puzzle’s End’

When God wants you, He will shake your world up! And He will keep shaking you until you get the memo, ‘Hey dude, I’m calling you, answer the phone!’ It steadily rings until you DO pick it up!

  The Puzzle's End
  
 so young
 so in between
 –living and running
 fast-paced scenes
  
 knowing this
 knowing that
 putting it all together
 in fact
 not knowing
 it's all a trap

 –in will come
 the collapse
 in physical or in mind–
 the hands will clap
 they'll stand a little
 for that
 –then you'll see
 only their backs
 obvious or not
 it'll happen...count on that
  
 you'll question
 all in your habitat–
 where you once felt
 the autocrat
 –sometimes the bureaucrat
 –even the true diplomat
 whatever format
 –your knowledge–
 the smart-ass cat
 was all that
  
 then you fell to rat
 on the ground...splat
 or against a wall...splash
  
 all you knew crashed
 leaving you lost
 in a unquestionable gasp
  
 it's when you see the vast
 –after that sudden ask
 –like it was a forced task
 but it happened so fast
 yet so slow in contrast
  
 it's when you recognize
 this upper-class act
 this thing beyond
 just a simple glass
 it seems‒
 a I-don't-want-to-let-go mask
 but it's not at all...a mask
 it's an all-around broadcast
 –you know, but you don't
 you think you're in trespass
 but you're not an outcast
 so how can it be that
 ‒it's a different hourglass
 catching you in pizzazz 
  
 it's when you understand
 the acrobat
 simply doesn't swing
 but glides with hands clasped
 around their back
  
 it's knowing your mind
 was kidnapped
 but now it's back
 –you no longer live
 in a man-driven syntax
 no need for a polygraph
  
 you now hear the phonograph
 although...it's not a phonograph
 you just know the path
 like knowing truth about this
 and that
 like spacecrafts, even witchcraft
 it's now above all that
  
 it's knowing–
 you can know that
 then not know that
 it's knowing–
 you can see that
 or not see that
 it's knowing–
 you can hear that
 or not hear that
  
 it's just depends on 
 where you're at
 –your journey's path
  
 it's understanding–
 not being mad
 accepting–
 knowing who can change
 all that
 ‒with a wind's simple laugh
  
 that's when you've crossed
 the graph
 from ignorance in testing
 to knowledge in wisdom
  
 there's a path
 –you will enact
 you will react–
 adhere to the telegraph:
  
 stay on the raft
 however hard the path
 it won't last
 if you fall off–
 get back on the raft
 it will pass
 deal with the riffraff
 –the wiretap
 question...ask
 it will all pass
 don't get off the raft
 whatever sass–
 stay on the raft!

(February 24, 2020)—This was written on January 3 of this year, my 51st Birthday! I spent it alone. In fact, against my will, but I understand it now, I’m working on spending an entire year by myself! Something I’ve been wanting to do for a very long time. No more codependency! God is awesome! No more need for a man in my life. I don’t even need my family. Just me. And this awesome experience with the spiritual world. And birds! Twice a day, they come to the trees outside my apartment and hold meetings! They commence all at once and then they adjourn ALL at once! It’s really interesting and beautiful!

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‘Mocker’s Beat’

From the simplest of person to the biggest of corporations or non-profit corporations, lies are a dime a dozen. Job’s story is a symbol of how God works. He does not change. 

 Mocker's Beat
  
 the counsel of hypocrites
 will never be it
 they will smother
 the best of it
  
 to no wrongs‒
 do they admit
 they'll speak of Yeshuah†
 say God† is guiding it
 while bedding that and this
 while lying...
 taking no credit
 ‒for the wrong of it
  
 they'll say all is good‒
 enjoy it
 they'll say God† saved it
 when they were...actually‒
 the poison of it
  
 they'll say all that material bliss
 God† gave it
 they'll demand it!
 ‒they'll say you're a witch
 a down-right bitch‒
 when you don't give in
 to their shit
  
 it all adds up‒
 to the job of it
 those not truly in it
 don't know the half of it
  
 they're blinded‒
 to the God† of it
 ‒for He† does the blinding
 they're deaf‒
 to the God† of it
 ‒for He† blocks out
 their hearing
  
 why does He† do it

 ‒they aren't His† kids
 He† washes
 His† hands of it
 He's† not present‒
 in the death of it
 ‒not even the Spirit
 sees any of it
  
 He's† all about His† kids
 those who know‒
 the Truth of it
 they suffered for it
 ‒by the hands
 of the mockers of it
  
 He's† not in the materialistic
 that's satan's dish
 ‒have fun with it
 it's the prelude
 to the pit

(February 10, 2020)—A few things have been bothering me lately. The healing of a narcissist is one of them, and the terror in which a narcissist puts on their victims. Their cunningness. Their manipulative ways. Their stealing, lying, cheating. All of it has me really thinking how can they be healed when they refuse to even admit they are not healed, and because of this line of thought, God shows me a lot in the Bible that relate to this. This morning it was through Job. I love Job! I wrote the process of God through the experience as it happened and in steps, that’s the books. Job wrote about it as an all-at-once experience and sometimes this does happen, but a lot of time it’s a losing of things over a period of time.

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‘His† Pardon’ (w/God)

For you, know that you have to pay attention to what is happening around you. I know it can get really crazy with anguish, crying, heartache…all those emotions you have and the emotions other people have. It gets hard to see through all of that. But…in God’s process…you have to. 

 His† Pardon (w/God)
  
 'I† pardoned you, My† servant
 I† washed you clean
 you have listened to instructions
 –you now have rules
 in forbidden'
  
 Words He† said to me
 more instructions
 in see
 –to abide by carefully
  
 'give Forgiveness
 but take what was given
 to give the Forgiveness
 and, in return, give
 –reveal the wrongs
 of the giver
 teach the ways 
 of the Christ†
 –don't give advice
 (this...this isn't advice)
 this...teach...what is right
 through all these Words
 you write'
  
 instructions given
 from Him†–
 who gave me life
  
 who am I to argue

 (for sure not with you)

 He's† given me the tools
 go on...over...drool
 jealousy, envy–
 not things to do
 –only Heaven
 I'm to get you to
  
 He† pardoned my sins
 by washing me clean
 by keeping His† hands
 on me
 all His† mystery–
 teaching me
 as His† test (satan)–
 comes at me
 as God† moves me
 –humble...in its means
 of complete
  
 I'm not here for you–
 to believe in me
 neither for you–
 to like me
 –His† Love for me
 greater than any human
 will ever be
  
 I am free
 from any in deceive
 He† will awaken me
 –each time
 you cry in lies
 your heart is revealed–
 you can no longer conceal
 your darkened seals
  
 He† pardoned me
 He† removed the chains
 –freed me from captivity
  
 He† gave me
 the heart of Love
 to cry and mourn
 to pray and see
 –vows to Him†
 I'm sworn
  
 for Him†...I'm enough
 for He† pardoned me
 –completed in freewill and....
 in unconditional Love

(February 5, 2020)―God is wonderful in all ways. There was something serious on my mind this morning. In fact, the role of man and woman has been a debate between me and the Lord for sometime now. When I was called to the prophet service, I debated that I was not worthy enough for this calling. The Scribe, I understand, but anything more, I have an issue with. God led me to the patriarchs in the Bible. Why? Because one of my issues was the fact that I have three children with two different men and that I went through my sexual immorality…which makes me feel unclean. Abraham had four baby-mamas! Point taken. When God calls us to do His work, He already knows who we are. When He elevates us, He washes us clean of our previous sin. He was very physical with me on that part.

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‘Your Death’

Yes, Abraham and all the prophets and all the patriarchs’ bodies gave out…quit! But they didn’t die! Neither did Yeshuah. This you need to understand…this you fully don’t!

Your Death
  
 in the depths of sin
 ‒your sin‒
 when God† leaves you
 ‒you enter your test‒
 you die
  
 that is your True death
 it is on you
 ‒not the rest‒
 to resurrect‒
 rise from your own death
  
 it is your own conflict
 ‒no matter the test‒
 to see God's† process
 to Love Him†
 at your worse
 as you Love Him†
 at your best
  
 it's from your heart
 when it is purest
 after satan has issued–
 time in its punish
 that you seek‒
 in childish
 God's† Mercy
 –this...when He†
 hears your anguish
  
 it is in this rise
 that God† reappears
 in your life
 piece by piece‒
 a humbled light
 begins its revive
 bringing...all around you
 back to life
  
 a tested heart‒
 proves wrong or right
 sometimes needing‒
 twice, even thrice
 to fully see Truth's light
 ‒keeping you in blind's death
 or bringing you‒
 to eyes opened wide
 ‒that of the True light

(February 3, 2020)―‘Your Death’…this is really important to God that you understand this. I wrote this small post on my Facebook page about judgment because of all the posts I read concerning the half-time show during the Super Bowl game. Then I was lead to the following Scripture:

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‘Enclosed We Go!’

This isn’t a joke. I didn’t elect to spend all my free time writing all of this just for the sake of doing it to piss you off. God told me to write all of this. Did you hear that? He TOLD me! 

 Enclosed We Go!
  
 His† wrath is coming‒
 ‒a sending of bull dogs
 with their spike-filled teeth
 growling at the innocent
 ‒playfulness...they seek
 in indecent
 inviting willing men
 hand in hand‒
 their spears
 their only Needed weapon
 ‒confusing minds
 controlling every line
  
 His† wrath is coming‒
 His† Words will disappear
 He'll† hide Himself† totally
 –from every hemisphere
  
 you'll search
 but you won't find
 unless you're one‒
 in the divine
  
 then you will see
 parts of Him†
 here and there
 leaving you hungry
 and thirsty‒
 begging around every turn

 'where is He†? 
 I Need to know!'
  
 His† Words‒
 will become your Lust
 His† Words‒
 will become your Greed
 His† Words‒
 will become your Lies
 His† Words‒
 will become your darkness
  
 ‒all the things you so Love
 better than He†
 all that evil‒
 you will trade it all
 –just for one look!
 just for one tiny glimpse!
  
 how precious‒
 He† will become!
  
 after, He† closes
 Himself† out
 ‒leaves Earth in Destruction
 after He† hides
 He† will become‒
 ALL that you seek!  

(January 23, 2020)―I was led to Amos for the second time this week. There was something that the Lord wanted me see and I did finally. I had to include the entire Scripture concerning what Amos saw and heard so you’ll see how God reveals things through His prophets. But before…I have to release a little whoop-ass per say.

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‘Oh! Sorrowful Heart!’ (w/God)

‘…the whole land will be laid waste because there is no one who cares…’―Jeremiah 12:5-7

 Oh! Sorrowful Heart! (w/God)
  
 I felt a fragment
 of His† heart
 –barely a fragment
 the Sorrow buried deep–
 I can't even start
  
 He† looks east
 He† looks west
 –there is no one
 I beg for Him†–
 'look some more'
 He† says:

 'it's no use
 they are too proud
 even with the given tools
 they conceal‒
 what they're told
 –they Fear the crowd'
  
 He† bows His† head
 –shows me all those dead
 He† wishes they'd understand
 to whom they are wed
  
 but they refuse to listen
 as did their forefathers
 –the law of Love
 they easily shed
 so their egos‒
 can get fed
  
 as to me–
 each time He† speaks
 more silver...in sneaks
 of more and more Truth‒
 Wisdom....
 He† gives me a peek
 –clearly...the why–
 I see
 ‒then not–
 all lost at sea
  
 'do your part'

 He† tells me

 'it'll be okay'

 He† reassures me
  
 but my heart
 feels the Sorrow
 time can no longer–
 be borrowed
 the harvest...soon–
 to be sorted
 the Good from the bad
 what will live
 what will be burned
  
 the judgment is spewing
 a peach that won't survive
 yet the target will die
 before he finishes the job
  
 a people up in roar
 no longer able to soar
  
 all across the Earth
 sticks and bricks–
 equal the same
 a spilled Sorrowful heart
 plants itself in every town
 plants itself–
 against every nation
  
 oh! Sorrowful, mourning heart
 taking the children–
 for its own
 for it found no home
 ‒all sacred, Holy Love
 disappeared‒
 in trye's blood-soaked flood
  
 'prophesy against them'

 says the Almighty Lord†

 –all I want to do is pray

 He† says:

 'it's too late‒
 they live in sedate'
  
 so I cry–
 I feel His† Sorrowful heart
 a tiny, tiny piece of it
 He† bows His† head
 as I close my eyes
 see...all those dead
 all those who forgot
 to whom–
 they were wed
  

(January 25, 2020) Note: The photograph that accompany’s this work was taken November 9, 2019, Certainty of Visions. It may seem a random shot of my hair, but it isn’t. The V was put there and not by me. It symbolizes Vengeance. To further state His, that would be God, message, on November 11, 2019, He sent us the Avenging Angel, which He not only points out with the green Orb but also by putting an arrow in the sky to be sure that I see it and point it out to you. This isn’t a joke. This is as real as it gets. People from all around the world will start getting messages. Pay attention.

As always, the bold italic in the work is the Words of God. He directed me to Jeremiah last night and the line that He wanted me to see: ‘because there is no one who cares’. You think He isn’t here for some reason. You think He isn’t paying attention. He is always paying attention.

‘Permission’

To be reborn, as Yeshuah said, you are not baptized in water but in the Spirit. This comes after you’ve died…for in order to be reborn, you must first die.

Permission
  
 He† sits there waiting for you to say it
 He's† giving you permission
 –why don't you take it
  
 He† stands there patiently–
 His† hands thumbing
 His† toes tapping
 He† sits then stands again
 He† paces...up and down, up and down
  
 He† can't intervene
 in frustration...He† waits
 He† goes to His† Father†
 tries to intercept
 wants to intercept
 but a mighty hand goes up
  
 'an adult's bitter heart is still present'
  
 so back to waiting
 He† goes
  
 He† watches, sends in the angel
 the guide
 hoping you'll see
 –that breaking you down
 is a matter of keep
  
 the permission is granted–
 fall to your knees
 cry over all those horrible deeds
 yell, curse, scream
 curl into a ball–
 hug, go on, hug those knees
 sniffle, let all your crevices bleed
 –wipe them on your sleeve
 pucker them lips
 suck air in deep
 –go on and just breathe
  
 look around, go ahead, look around
 things are beginning to look differently
 they seem...simple
 maybe almost magical
  
 go ahead, cry more if you need
 go ahead, sniffle
 pucker up them lips in pout
  
 things, indeed, have changed
 you are feeling your child-heart
 you are granted permission
 by He†...who is the Lord
  
 in the depths of your scream
 you called out His† name
 you see....
 that's what He† was waiting for
  
 He† was waiting for:
 the coming apart
 of your adult heart
 He† knows sincerity
 only lives in the child heart
 –that place where God†
 wants you to turn...truly
  
 when you get there–
 He† knows you died...truly
 for you called out–
 now....
 the crumbs of Yeshuah† comes in
  
 it is the time–
 for you to be redeemed
 the beginning of your new birth
 –a new baptism
 when the Spirit comes over you
 and you become clean
  
 patient...it's a slow process
 for Good reason
 a child's first steps are careful
 go too fast and you'll fall
 –you'll have to restart it all
  
 shh...slow, slow, slow
 the Lord† is waiting
 it's your choice to succeed
 –all you have to do
 is believe!

(January 24, 2020) Note: The photograph that accompany’s this work was taken on December 10, 2019, The Dragon, Angel, Mom and Baby. You can go to the page and read the work to understand the title and what is in the photograph.