Tag: healing

‘The Puzzle’s End’

When God wants you, He will shake your world up! And He will keep shaking you until you get the memo, ‘Hey dude, I’m calling you, answer the phone!’ It steadily rings until you DO pick it up!

  The Puzzle's End
  
 so young
 so in between
 –living and running
 fast-paced scenes
  
 knowing this
 knowing that
 putting it all together
 in fact
 not knowing
 it's all a trap

 –in will come
 the collapse
 in physical or in mind–
 the hands will clap
 they'll stand a little
 for that
 –then you'll see
 only their backs
 obvious or not
 it'll happen...count on that
  
 you'll question
 all in your habitat–
 where you once felt
 the autocrat
 –sometimes the bureaucrat
 –even the true diplomat
 whatever format
 –your knowledge–
 the smart-ass cat
 was all that
  
 then you fell to rat
 on the ground...splat
 or against a wall...splash
  
 all you knew crashed
 leaving you lost
 in a unquestionable gasp
  
 it's when you see the vast
 –after that sudden ask
 –like it was a forced task
 but it happened so fast
 yet so slow in contrast
  
 it's when you recognize
 this upper-class act
 this thing beyond
 just a simple glass
 it seems‒
 a I-don't-want-to-let-go mask
 but it's not at all...a mask
 it's an all-around broadcast
 –you know, but you don't
 you think you're in trespass
 but you're not an outcast
 so how can it be that
 ‒it's a different hourglass
 catching you in pizzazz 
  
 it's when you understand
 the acrobat
 simply doesn't swing
 but glides with hands clasped
 around their back
  
 it's knowing your mind
 was kidnapped
 but now it's back
 –you no longer live
 in a man-driven syntax
 no need for a polygraph
  
 you now hear the phonograph
 although...it's not a phonograph
 you just know the path
 like knowing truth about this
 and that
 like spacecrafts, even witchcraft
 it's now above all that
  
 it's knowing–
 you can know that
 then not know that
 it's knowing–
 you can see that
 or not see that
 it's knowing–
 you can hear that
 or not hear that
  
 it just depends on 
 where you're at
 –your journey's path
  
 it's understanding–
 not being mad
 accepting–
 knowing who can change
 all that
 ‒with a wind's simple laugh
  
 that's when you've crossed
 the graph
 from ignorance in testing
 to knowledge in wisdom
  
 there's a path
 –you will enact
 you will react–
 adhere to the telegraph:
  
 stay on the raft
 however hard the path
 it won't last
 if you fall off–
 get back on the raft
 it will pass
 deal with the riffraff
 –the wiretap
 question...ask
 it will all pass
 don't get off the raft
 whatever sass–
 stay on the raft!

(February 24, 2020)—This was written on January 3 of this year, my 51st Birthday! I spent it alone. In fact, against my will, but I understand it now, I’m working on spending an entire year by myself! Something I’ve been wanting to do for a very long time. No more codependency! God is awesome! No more need for a man in my life. I don’t even need my family. Just me. And this awesome experience with the spiritual world. And birds! Twice a day, they come to the trees outside my apartment and hold meetings! They commence all at once and then they adjourn ALL at once! It’s really interesting and beautiful!

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‘Mocker’s Beat’

From the simplest of person to the biggest of corporations or non-profit corporations, lies are a dime a dozen. Job’s story is a symbol of how God works. He does not change. 

 Mocker's Beat
  
 the counsel of hypocrites
 will never be it
 they will smother
 the best of it
  
 to no wrongs‒
 do they admit
 they'll speak of Yeshuah†
 say God† is guiding it
 while bedding that and this
 while lying...
 taking no credit
 ‒for the wrong of it
  
 they'll say all is good‒
 enjoy it
 they'll say God† saved it
 when they were...actually‒
 the poison of it
  
 they'll say all that material bliss
 God† gave it
 they'll demand it!
 ‒they'll say you're a witch
 a down-right b....h‒
 when you don't give in
 to their shit
  
 it all adds up‒
 to the job of it
 those not truly in it
 don't know the half of it
  
 they're blinded‒
 to the God† of it
 ‒for He† does the blinding
 they're deaf‒
 to the God† of it
 ‒for He† blocks out
 their hearing
  
 why does He† do it

 ‒they aren't His† kids
 He† washes
 His† hands of it
 He's† not present‒
 in the death of it
 ‒not even the Spirit
 sees any of it
  
 He's† all about His† kids
 those who know‒
 the Truth of it
 they suffered for it
 ‒by the hands
 of the mockers of it
  
 He's† not in the materialistic
 that's satan's dish
 ‒have fun with it
 it's the prelude
 to the pit

(February 10, 2020)—A few things have been bothering me lately. The healing of a narcissist is one of them, and the terror in which a narcissist puts on their victims. Their cunningness. Their manipulative ways. Their stealing, lying, cheating. All of it has me really thinking how can they be healed when they refuse to even admit they are not healed, and because of this line of thought, God shows me a lot in the Bible that relate to this. This morning it was through Job. I love Job! I wrote the process of God through the experience as it happened and in steps, that’s the books. Job wrote about it as an all-at-once experience and sometimes this does happen, but a lot of time it’s a losing of things over a period of time.

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‘His† Pardon’ (w/God)

For you, know that you have to pay attention to what is happening around you. I know it can get really crazy with anguish, crying, heartache…all those emotions you have and the emotions other people have. It gets hard to see through all of that. But…in God’s process…you have to. 

 His† Pardon (w/God)
  
 'I† pardoned you, My† servant
 I† washed you clean
 you have listened to instructions
 –you now have rules
 in forbidden'
  
 Words He† said to me
 more instructions
 in see
 –to abide by carefully
  
 'give Forgiveness
 but take what was given
 to give the Forgiveness
 and, in return, give
 –reveal the wrongs
 of the giver
 teach the ways 
 of the Christ†
 –don't give advice
 (this...this isn't advice)
 this...teach...what is right
 through all these Words
 you write'
  
 instructions given
 from Him†–
 who gave me life
  
 who am I to argue

 (for sure not with you)

 He's† given me the tools
 go on...over...drool
 jealousy, envy–
 not things to do
 –only Heaven
 I'm to get you to
  
 He† pardoned my sins
 by washing me clean
 by keeping His† hands
 on me
 all His† mystery–
 teaching me
 as His† test (satan)–
 comes at me
 as God† moves me
 –humble...in its means
 of complete
  
 I'm not here for you–
 to believe in me
 neither for you–
 to like me
 –His† Love for me
 greater than any human
 will ever be
  
 I am free
 from any in deceive
 He† will awaken me
 –each time
 you cry in lies
 your heart is revealed–
 you can no longer conceal
 your darkened seals
  
 He† pardoned me
 He† removed the chains
 –freed me from captivity
  
 He† gave me
 the heart of Love
 to cry and mourn
 to pray and see
 –vows to Him†
 I'm sworn
  
 for Him†...I'm enough
 for He† pardoned me
 –completed in freewill and....
 in unconditional Love

(February 5, 2020)―God is wonderful in all ways. There was something serious on my mind this morning. In fact, the role of man and woman has been a debate between me and the Lord for sometime now. When I was called to the prophet service, I debated that I was not worthy enough for this calling. The Scribe, I understand, but anything more, I have an issue with. God led me to the patriarchs in the Bible. Why? Because one of my issues was the fact that I have three children with two different men and that I went through my sexual immorality…which makes me feel unclean. Abraham had four baby-mamas! Point taken. When God calls us to do His work, He already knows who we are. When He elevates us, He washes us clean of our previous sin. He was very physical with me on that part.

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‘Your Death’

Yes, Abraham and all the prophets and all the patriarchs’ bodies gave out…quit! But they didn’t die! Neither did Yeshuah. This you need to understand…this you fully don’t!

Your Death
  
 in the depths of sin
 ‒your sin‒
 when God† leaves you
 ‒you enter your test‒
 you die
  
 that is your True death
 it is on you
 ‒not the rest‒
 to resurrect‒
 rise from your own death
  
 it is your own conflict
 ‒no matter the test‒
 to see God's† process
 to Love Him†
 at your worse
 as you Love Him†
 at your best
  
 it's from your heart
 when it is purest
 after satan has issued–
 time in its punish
 that you seek‒
 in childish
 God's† Mercy
 –this...when He†
 hears your anguish
  
 it is in this rise
 that God† reappears
 in your life
 piece by piece‒
 a humbled light
 begins its revive
 bringing...all around you
 back to life
  
 a tested heart‒
 proves wrong or right
 sometimes needing‒
 twice, even thrice
 to fully see Truth's light
 ‒keeping you in blind's death
 or bringing you‒
 to eyes opened wide
 ‒that of the True light

(February 3, 2020)―‘Your Death’…this is really important to God that you understand this. I wrote this small post on my Facebook page about judgment because of all the posts I read concerning the half-time show during the Super Bowl game. Then I was lead to the following Scripture:

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‘Enclosed We Go!’

This isn’t a joke. I didn’t elect to spend all my free time writing all of this just for the sake of doing it to piss you off. God told me to write all of this. Did you hear that? He TOLD me! 

 Enclosed We Go!
  
 His† wrath is coming‒
 ‒a sending of bull dogs
 with their spike-filled teeth
 growling at the innocent
 ‒playfulness...they seek
 in indecent
 inviting willing men
 hand in hand‒
 their spears
 their only Needed weapon
 ‒confusing minds
 controlling every line
  
 His† wrath is coming‒
 His† Words will disappear
 He'll† hide Himself† totally
 –from every hemisphere
  
 you'll search
 but you won't find
 unless you're one‒
 in the divine
  
 then you will see
 parts of Him†
 here and there
 leaving you hungry
 and thirsty‒
 begging around every turn

 'where is He†? 
 I Need to know!'
  
 His† Words‒
 will become your Lust
 His† Words‒
 will become your Greed
 His† Words‒
 will become your Lies
 His† Words‒
 will become your darkness
  
 ‒all the things you so Love
 better than He†
 all that evil‒
 you will trade it all
 –just for one look!
 just for one tiny glimpse!
  
 how precious‒
 He† will become!
  
 after, He† closes
 Himself† out
 ‒leaves Earth in Destruction
 after He† hides
 He† will become‒
 ALL that you seek!  

(January 23, 2020)―I was led to Amos for the second time this week. There was something that the Lord wanted me see and I did finally. I had to include the entire Scripture concerning what Amos saw and heard so you’ll see how God reveals things through His prophets. But before…I have to release a little whoop-ass per say.

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‘Oh! Sorrowful Heart!’ (w/God)

‘…the whole land will be laid waste because there is no one who cares…’―Jeremiah 12:5-7

 Oh! Sorrowful Heart! (w/God)
  
 I felt a fragment
 of His† heart
 –barely a fragment
 the Sorrow buried deep–
 I can't even start
  
 He† looks east
 He† looks west
 –there is no one
 I beg for Him†–
 'look some more'
 He† says:

 'it's no use
 they are too proud
 even with the given tools
 they conceal‒
 what they're told
 –they Fear the crowd'
  
 He† bows His† head
 –shows me all those dead
 He† wishes they'd understand
 to whom they are wed
  
 but they refuse to listen
 as did their forefathers
 –the law of Love
 they easily shed
 so their egos‒
 can get fed
  
 as to me–
 each time He† speaks
 more silver...in sneaks
 of more and more Truth‒
 Wisdom....
 He† gives me a peek
 –clearly...the why–
 I see
 ‒then not–
 all lost at sea
  
 'do your part'

 He† tells me

 'it'll be okay'

 He† reassures me
  
 but my heart
 feels the Sorrow
 time can no longer–
 be borrowed
 the harvest...soon–
 to be sorted
 the Good from the bad
 what will live
 what will be burned
  
 the judgment is spewing
 a peach that won't survive
 yet the target will die
 before he finishes the job
  
 a people up in roar
 no longer able to soar
  
 all across the Earth
 sticks and bricks–
 equal the same
 a spilled Sorrowful heart
 plants itself in every town
 plants itself–
 against every nation
  
 oh! Sorrowful, mourning heart
 taking the children–
 for its own
 for it found no home
 ‒all sacred, Holy Love
 disappeared‒
 in trye's blood-soaked flood
  
 'prophesy against them'

 says the Almighty Lord†

 –all I want to do is pray

 He† says:

 'it's too late‒
 they live in sedate'
  
 so I cry–
 I feel His† Sorrowful heart
 a tiny, tiny piece of it
 He† bows His† head
 as I close my eyes
 see...all those dead
 all those who forgot
 to whom–
 they were wed
  

(January 25, 2020) Note: The photograph that accompany’s this work was taken November 9, 2019, Certainty of Visions. It may seem a random shot of my hair, but it isn’t. The V was put there and not by me. It symbolizes Vengeance. To further state His, that would be God, message, on November 11, 2019, He sent us the Avenging Angel, which He not only points out with the green Orb but also by putting an arrow in the sky to be sure that I see it and point it out to you. This isn’t a joke. This is as real as it gets. People from all around the world will start getting messages. Pay attention.

As always, the bold italic in the work is the Words of God. He directed me to Jeremiah last night and the line that He wanted me to see: ‘because there is no one who cares’. You think He isn’t here for some reason. You think He isn’t paying attention. He is always paying attention.

‘Permission’

To be reborn, as Yeshuah said, you are not baptized in water but in the Spirit. This comes after you’ve died…for in order to be reborn, you must first die.

Permission
  
 He† sits there waiting for you to say it
 He's† giving you permission
 –why don't you take it
  
 He† stands there patiently–
 His† hands thumbing
 His† toes tapping
 He† sits then stands again
 He† paces...up and down, up and down
  
 He† can't intervene
 in frustration...He† waits
 He† goes to His† Father†
 tries to intercept
 wants to intercept
 but a mighty hand goes up
  
 'an adult's bitter heart is still present'
  
 so back to waiting
 He† goes
  
 He† watches, sends in the angel
 the guide
 hoping you'll see
 –that breaking you down
 is a matter of keep
  
 the permission is granted–
 fall to your knees
 cry over all those horrible deeds
 yell, curse, scream
 curl into a ball–
 hug, go on, hug those knees
 sniffle, let all your crevices bleed
 –wipe them on your sleeve
 pucker them lips
 suck air in deep
 –go on and just breathe
  
 look around, go ahead, look around
 things are beginning to look differently
 they seem...simple
 maybe almost magical
  
 go ahead, cry more if you need
 go ahead, sniffle
 pucker up them lips in pout
  
 things, indeed, have changed
 you are feeling your child-heart
 you are granted permission
 by He†...who is the Lord
  
 in the depths of your scream
 you called out His† name
 you see....
 that's what He† was waiting for
  
 He† was waiting for:
 the coming apart
 of your adult heart
 He† knows sincerity
 only lives in the child heart
 –that place where God†
 wants you to turn...truly
  
 when you get there–
 He† knows you died...truly
 for you called out–
 now....
 the crumbs of Yeshuah† comes in
  
 it is the time–
 for you to be redeemed
 the beginning of your new birth
 –a new baptism
 when the Spirit comes over you
 and you become clean
  
 patient...it's a slow process
 for Good reason
 a child's first steps are careful
 go too fast and you'll fall
 –you'll have to restart it all
  
 shh...slow, slow, slow
 the Lord† is waiting
 it's your choice to succeed
 –all you have to do
 is believe!

(January 24, 2020) Note: The photograph that accompany’s this work was taken on December 10, 2019, The Dragon, Angel, Mom and Baby. You can go to the page and read the work to understand the title and what is in the photograph.

‘He† Breathes’ (Yeshuah)

‘Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light.’…John 3:1-21

He† Breathes (Yeshuah)

there's a temple
it's aged and pristine
a glorious monument
celebrated, cherished
there's a cross in this temple
an image solidified to this cross
I† look at it
I† crumble inside
for they do not know
why

there was this boy
He† watched His† parents work
He† did what He† could to help
but He† kept hearing a voice
from way deep inside
He† said:
'do not be afraid
You'll† soon remember'
you see, I† was veiled, too
so that I† could learn Truth

it is normal to feel different
when our Father† speaks to you
He† changes you
the deeper parts of you
so do not Fear
it is more normal
than living on Earth

to believe is to truly feel
this unquenchable Desire
way deep in the heart
to Love our Father†
with everything we have

it is normal...to feel this Love
when the heart is pure
it is normal to question yourself
for to offend our Father†
is the worse thing
for a believer to do

rest in Him†
the One who gives Life
Fear Him†
for He† also takes Life

be patient in your rest
go about daily chores
forget your troubles

trust in Him†
our Father† knows
come to Me†
and I† will show you Him†

Love is all you Need
a heart bursting with Joy
for each other
without curses and Hate

lean on Me†
I'll† make your burdens light
trust in God's† journey
for you
‒He† will make you whole

let Me† Comfort you
invite Me† in
I'll† pave the Way to the Kingdom
in Love, through our Father's† Mercy
forever and ever
amen.


Words of Yeshuah, the Christ

(January 16, 2020)―I blushed and felt shy after writing what I heard today. I knew who was talking to me. Then I heard God ask after I wrote it, ‘You adore My Son?’ I said, ‘Yes.’ He replied: ‘As it should be.’

This is the second writing I’ve done for Yeshuah. The first titled ‘The Adjunct’ was written January 5th. This is going to be a very interesting year. I don’t know if anyone else has recorded Words of Yeshuah other than those in the Bible. This is extraordinary and I so want to share with everyone. He isn’t much of a poet, today…He was better at breaking the lines.

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‘How’s the Wine’

‘See, darkness covers the Earth and thick darkness is over the peoples…It still is (meaning the darkness is still present) because He then says…Nations will come to your light…The key word is will. It hasn’t happened yet… Isaiah 60:1-14

 How's the Wine
  
 you planted the seeds
 ensured their soil...fertile
 richly mixed within–
 the best nutrients
 –you watched day and night
 plucked every weed
 –babied every seed
  
 your fields were blessed
 for you cared for their crest–
 sun came when needed
 rain came when needed
 all your vines began to grow
 healthy, vibrant
 –'til the grapes began to show
  
 you marveled at their birth
 giving thanks and praise
 but you missed...a thing or two:
 your eyes started to go blind
 you started dreaming prosperity
 –as more grapes appeared
 your eyes grew big:
 you can buy more land
 you can build a bigger house
 –money spent...not yet earned
 not yet understanding–
 the return
  
 you became so careless
 you didn't even see–
 as your presses grew
 as your cellars filled
 as your variety increased
 –you forgot about the nutrients
 you forgot what was needed
 –what each vine required
 –you even forgot
 about the weeds
 –how they root and feed
  
 you forgot to tend‒
 below the surface
 –all you saw...shiny vines
 but in the dark‒
 weeds and pest
 began to ingest
  
 a slow building nest
 –leaving you to guess
 but you didn't
 –did you?
  
 years have passed‒
 since that first glass
 you've grown‒
 ‒so many things
 you own
  
 you don't even access–
 what's 'a mess
 you just keep moving‒
 never wondering–
 what's next
 never even asking–
 how many vines...lost
 to the infest
  
 you just keep spending
 you just keep enjoying
 –drinking....
 your well-brewed wine
 –making....
 a simple toast to your lost
  
 and to you–
 nothing else adds to the cost
 you've become the boss
 whatever...you have rights
 to toss!
  
 so, my friend....
 how's the wine?

(January 15, 2020)―I have been writing and not completing. I have quite a few pieces to work on. But there’s a few things God is wanting of me. Being number 1 since I began meditation back in July: Stop smoking. I’m on day 5. So it’s been interesting, but I’m about to move to the next part of my journey, so zero nicotine is part of that. I always knew this. Back in 2016, I was told this as well. So, wherever I’m going, I’m willing!

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‘The Adjunct’ (Yeshuah)

Yeshuah speaks.

 The Adjunct (Yeshuah)
  
 it is written
 time and time again
 to be Faithful
 to listen to the Words
of the Lord†
 but Pillage continues
 false gods are still in place
 My† people still misplaced
  
 they wreaked My† lineage
 they seized My† Father's† house
 where, O where are you
 gentle souls–
 who rest in the Lord†?

 seek Refuge in Me†
 Humble yourself before Me†
 I will guide you
 I will remove the fools
  
 bow down and pray
 Mercy will be yours
 come to Me† and seek
 change your ways
 violence is coming 
 He† is angered
 His† hands are drawn
  
 you can't fight His† wrath
 you can't mellow His† anger
 bow down, seek Me†

 there are wondrous things
on Earth
 to keep it–
 you must save it
 all the gold and silver
won't do
 it's inside you
 the place of Refuge
 open your hearts
 clear your minds
  
 it's time to change
 His† angered hand is coming
 His† wrath will decide
 –hold Comfort in My† name
 listen and hear
 have Glory in the Father†
 for He† is the vessel
 all who comes into Me†
 will open to Him†
  
 blessed is the Kingdom
 forever and ever
 in the Lord Yeshuah's, the Christ†, name
 Humble and Praise
 with My† brothers and sisters
 amen

(January 5, 2020)—The word adjunct means something added on, but not part of the whole; something added or connected to a larger or more important thing; an adjunct is a word, a phrase, or a clause that can be removed from a sentence without making the sentence grammatically wrong. An adjunct is usually an adverb used to modify a verb. When used as an adverb, an adjunct will usually indicate a time, a manner, a place, a frequency, a reason, or a degree.

I was directed to the Scripture concerning The Fall of Israel for the second time this week. After rereading it, the title ‘The Adjunct’ came. I wrote what I heard and later looked up the meaning of the word adjunct because frankly it threw me off…not to mention the whole piece, which I wrote what I heard as I always do. Only this time…it wasn’t my Father speaking or David. I wrote each word, each sentence as I heard it. I made no changes. My Brother is not the poet, but His words are eloquent…and this is Him!

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