‘Time’s Vastness’

…Therefore, I cut you in pieces with My prophets, I killed you with the words of My mouth; My judgments flashed like lightning upon you. For I desire mercy, not sacrifice, and acknowledgement of God rather than burnt offerings….—Hosea 6:4-11

Time's Vastness

we are given time
with those we love
we are given rhyme
to express that love

how much more
is there
to cover the heart
in time
to understand
the rhyme

in words
we express
there could be
nothing less
then passing a test
of humble's duress

a moment
one single moment
where love's duress
is challenged

a small challenge
mixed in all the moments
taken
from one moment

is it fully done
can you undo the moment
or continue
to the next moment

time
the ultimate test
a heart
on the block
as goes the hands
on the clock

shhh, shhh
wishing it would stop
roll back
recover the moment
rewind the clock

but no, time moves
forward
regrets linger
as the opening and closing
of a finger
it steadies in front of us
lingers
like smells of perfume

time doesn't stand still
as, at times
feelings we feel

forever changing
as in this world
comes and goes
danger

open up to time
hear it in
rhythm and rhyme
as goes time
so does the rhyme

(January 10, 2024)—After I wrote this, which I’m not sure I wrote it at all. I know that sounds silly, but it sounded like it was fed to me. After, I heard, ‘Open the book,’ and Hosea 6:4-11, which in my Bible, it is titled ‘Repentance Short-Lived’.

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‘Savory’s Moment’ (Yeshuah)

…To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But He said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore, I will boast all the more gladly about my weakness, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weakness, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.—2 Corinthians 12:7-10

Savory's Moment (Yeshuah)

it is a day of reckoning
a long day
can you take time
to abuse this day?
or will you use it
to redeem
yourself?

it is a question
at hand
one the Father† seeks

can you tolerate
the pain of redemption?
are you willing
to go through
what it takes
for redemption?

many claim
that redemption
is immediate
many lie
to get your money
and your support

redemption is a process
there are steps involved
necessary ones
to cleanse the scars
on your heart

will you look pass man
and all his unwanted judgment
to continue down
the road of redemption?

or will  you be
on the road
to redemption
and falter
because of judgment by men?

I† ask these questions
I†, Yeshuah†, ask them
for the better of you
for redemption is a carefully
laid out process
for each individual
to relieve each individual
of the burdens of shame
of resentment
of all the pain
they carry in their heart

you cannot do this process
without Me†, the Son†

it is a moment
of personal toleration
to seek understanding
of why the Father†
brought the transgression
into your life

it isn't a matter
of forget
instead
it is a matter
of remember

to circle back
and relive this transgression
in order to seek understanding

when you are far enough
away from this pain
your eyes can open wider
to see the lesson
brought to you
for understanding to appear
for Wisdom
to show Her magnificent face

it is a time of forgiveness
of self
and of the Father†

to understand why He† chose you
for each particular transgression

it is a very uncomfortable journey
to turn around
from man's directed healing
and return to the uncomfortableness
that first brought shame
and resentment and hate
to you

but in order to completely heal
through Me†
you have…you must see
the lesson
or it will never leave you

you will see
once this is done
how I† work
to remove this uncomfortableness
without man's medicine
and completely free
the being inside of you

it is a willingness
of self
to seek the redemption
it is a process
that is most holy
in the eyes of God†, Himself†

the acceptance of the journey
to humble your being
to bring your being closer to Him†

it is a process
of willingness
none forced
slow and precise
where understanding
releases itself
and returns joy
to its highest form

I† am always waiting
for those willing to travel
this journey
for it is the ultimate
and what is truly meant
by redemption
‒allowing Salvation
to do His† work
without interference
from man
then you are ready
to fully know Me†

without this willingness
you'll keep circling back
replaying the horror
as it eats you alive
inside
tormenting you

the easier process
is with Me† guiding you

for those who have ears
let them hear
go in peace
then peace I† will give you

(August 25, 2023)—He led me directly to 2 Corinthians 12:7-10. It wasn’t necessary the passage but what I had underlined in red: My grace is sufficient for  you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.’

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‘Deception’s Malice’ (Yeshuah)

…’When a man believes in Me, he does not believe in Me only, but in the One who sent Me. When he looks at Me, he sees the One who sent Me. I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in Me should stay in darkness. As for the person who hears My words but does not keep them, I do not judge him. For I did not come to judge the world, but to save it. There is a Judge for the one who rejects Me and does not accept My words; that very word which I spoke will condemn him at the last day. For I did not speak of My own accord, but the Father who sent Me commanded Me what to say and how to say it. I know that His command leads to eternal life. So whatever I say is just what the Father has told Me to say.’—John 12:44-50

Deception's Malice (Yeshuah)

to do something extraordinary
you don't have to be extraordinary
all you have to be
is Faithful
all you have to be
is honest and true

to deceive is easy
everyone is doing it
to hide from Truth is easy
everyone is doing that, too

to wage on in courage
refusing to follow crowds
risking standing alone
risking to stand with Truth
now, that is extraordinary
not many are doing this

it is exceptional to watch
those claiming to be true


when their backs
are against the wall
they succumb to Death
quickly
especially when those around them
offer blissful encouragement

even if it is wrong
the encouragement sounds so sincere
and too many are offering it
that to change your mind
‒away from Truth
is easy

I† am Truth, Yeshuah†
I† witness this sad phenomena
all the time
the saddest part:
those breaking
following those wrong
know the Truth
and their weakness wins
‒it doesn't matter who is hurt
the crowd
maybe those known for a long time
must be right

I† was denied three times
while I† walked among you
by a brother, a devoted brother
but his fall was forgiven
he was not weak
the Father's† power is immense
this brother fell
because the Father† was teaching
how He† can harden hearts
in order to awaken hearts

forgiveness is key
forgive the Father†
forgive yourself

those of the world
always have an agenda:
to turn you away
from Me† and the Father†

they do it in such a way
‒including Me† and the Father†
their Manipulation is grand
satan enjoys the play

it is all allowed
the Father† always gives a choice

the prophet of Words had a choice
she chose correctly
those who know her
as those who knew Me† first
they chose incorrectly

the crowds of man-made churches
always say they know Me†
they always say they know the Father†
but they are quick to judge


they preach Anger is from satan
is it?
I† had Anger
when I† saw the sins against
My† Father†
I† grew angry

the Father† declared
I† was without Sin!

I† called the hypocrites out
you preach not to do such things
hence the vine is broken


how can a hypocrite heal
unless someone reveals
their hypocrisy?

I† called the hypocrite out
the Father† declared
I† was without Sin

satan tempted Me† with riches
with kingship on Earth
I† refused.
I† refused because this isn't
the way of the Father†

riches are the ways of satan

you don't like My† teachings
about money
you deny these teachings

but worse
because of money
you deny Me†!

I† am not God†!
God† is not Me†

I† am in God†, the Father†
as God†, the Father†, is in Me†

I† am in you
as you are in Me†

God†, the Father†, is Spirit†
I† am a being He† elevated
as His† Son†

He† is in Me† as I† am in Him†
and if I† am in Him†
so are you in Me†
and I† am in you
so the Father† is in you
and you in the Father†

you cannot have God†
without Me†
nor can you have Me†
without God†

the Father†, the Son† and
the Holy Spirit†

three

you can't have the Holy Spirit†
nor ever claim to know Him†
if you lie
He† is Truth
Truth does not lie
Truth cannot be tested
even God† holds the Holy Spirit†
to the highest regard

all of the false prophets
teach this wrong
as they teach a rapture wrong
you are being deceived
to the highest regard
and you accept this

hence, the times written about
are approaching
as they approached before
hence, the need of a scribe
called to the highest position
on Earth
to forewarn you
to prepare you
with Words of the Father†

most are in denial of Truth
most see money as success
most celebrate people
and things

look around!

most accept the lie over Truth
labeling Righteousness
as a karen
criticizing Righteousness
and Truth

hence, the prophet chosen
karen, the very essence of Light
the rays of Truth
I† am Yeshuah†
the very essence of Salvation
who gives the Light
byway of the right hand
of the Father†, the Lord Almighty God†

these are many Words given
not one is wasted

each time a servant is called
many Words are given
more, much more
than what is included
in the Father's† book
a gift compiled at His† hand
a gift written at His† command

I† told you, it is written:
you first have to lose your life
in order to gain your life


let the prophet's life
reveal Truth
I† took her life
in order to give her life

she is drinking
from the cup served

all must drink
the good and the bad
in belief of Truth or not
you will still drink

(July 23, 2022)—After receiving, ‘Deception’s Malice’, I was lead to the Scripture that describes Yeshuah’s final Wednesday on Earth as a man, a mere human. I was told to include the commentators’ remarks. I often questioned some of the things I was taught growing up when it came to Yeshuah. I questioned it so much, that I didn’t pay much attention to Him. I didn’t truly know Him, and because of this, I didn’t too much call on Him. I was raised a Catholic, and there were so many pictures of Him and statues of Him were every where including a massive cross with Him on it right before my eyes every time I was in church, which kind of scared me. The truth is always hidden to control and scare!

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‘Equal Parts’

God is waiting on you and you are taking too long to respond. He’s given you adequate proof that what is sent through me is from Him. Time is ticking. The button has been pushed. It’s up to you to decipher what He has sent thus far. He already knows that your faith is weak. He already knows how many people will die. Will you be one of them? You have a chance to change that number…more or less?

Equal Parts
 
you are not better than me
I am not better than you
together
we are sinners
set in small parts
equal before the Lord†
 
we are given chances‒
jump
over...under
fences
then judged by agendas
not circumstances
 
will we abandon others' needs
or give until we bleed
will we warn for safety‒
protecting others
‒even for precaution's sake
or will we forsake
know but not tell
for fear of society's yell
‒that would sink us to hell
 
our judgment comes on merits
not what we say
‒but what we do
 
how will we respond‒
will we see and hear
in love
or will we judge‒
through hatred, lies and fear
 
are we willing to risk
‒go against society's twist
show our faith in Jesus†
even as they attack us‒
condemn, crucify us
 
can we live as we speak
‒putting God† and Jesus†
on social media walls‒
can we truly live the call
‒not be afraid to fall
 
you are not better than me
I am not better than you
together
we are sinners
set in small parts
equal before the Lord†
 
living our lives in parts
makes it all‒
not hard
for we are part
of the Lord†‒
actions of the heart
‒instead of through
hate, lies and fear‒
we live in sincere
‒without anyone
to sheer

(October 4, 2019)—God’s time is not ours. I waited yesterday for someone to show up because I was told they would. (The numbers 3 and 13 played an important role in this event, so I was sure it was going to happen.) I cried because I felt betrayed when they didn’t show up by 10 p.m. I said my peace to the Lord, letting Him know I was not happy, even though He already knew. Then I fell asleep for the first time in a very long time without a sleep aid.

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‘Fight!’

Crimes against you…it’s nothing to do with you. It’s a test of will…those God holds dearest are tested the hardest. Don’t give up! Don’t lose faith.

 Fight!
 
put your heart
into it
fight the beast
of it
cry, yell, scream‒
beat the walls
of it
‒tear it down
to bits
you got this
all the evil‒
resist
 
fight, fight, fight it
 
you can get
the best of it
 
strip it, yank it
‒it wasn't your bit
it wasn't your fault‒
in any of it
 
destroy that bitch
 
fight, fight, fight
 
punch the shit
out of it
be bigger than it
you've got this
 
scream...hiss!
 
tear it
to fucking bits
 
fight! fight!
fight it!

(Written October 4, 2019)

‘Undo What’s Done’

You are worth every bit of struggle. It is up to you to take those struggles and help others with theirs. That’s the meaning of being the body and Jesus† being the head. He† is with you. Never forget that!

 Undo What's Done
 
you are His† son
a tiny dot of sun‒
that can wage wars
beneath the stars
from so close
yet so far
 
I feel it all‒
deep inside
‒you have
what it takes
undo what's done
‒show the world
your sum
 
you are His† son
larger than life
cut by a knife
bleeding deep‒
from the inside
‒throw it, throw it
far from your outside
grow outward‒
don't hide
 
prove to Him†
you are more‒
than just a son
‒you are a light
shining
from a darkened sun

(Written September 25, 2019)

‘Backlash’ (Crucifixion Vision)

You must learn to fight with your mind!

 Backlash
 
He's† coming
His† fierce wrath
–a warning
that will steal your laugh
 
He's† waited
as you gently
took your bath
seeing you
enjoy your treasures
He's glad
 
His† simplicity‒
riddled with an interesting sass
if you fall too far behind
on the graph
He† has an unwavering strap
administered by
a father's unconditional love‒
in a dash
giving you a chance
to bounce back
from your deep, darkened nap
 
but you haven't read
the telegraph
you haven't heard
the endless knocking raps
you haven't heard
the crash, the clash
or the blast
you haven't even heard
the slush
of His† slow drag
 
instead
you waddle like an ass
pretending to celebrate
honor His† flag
while others...with a bat
so willing to bash
 
round and round
lap after lap
slowly distorting Him†
in every class
mixing it all up–
commoners can't even grasp
leaving it all
to be given in mass
not willing
to take on the task
–it's all been a trap
 
the mark of the beast–
will be an easy lash
they will be willing–
without any wording sass
let alone
a flame from a shiny blast
 
how to measure gullibility–
the strength needed
to cure this rash
will take more
than attending a mass
or around waist
wrapping a sash
 
in the mind
will come the nag
–a played-out invisible rag
strange thoughts
making a face sag
doubt...oh! how nasty!
its constant drag
heaviness and confusion–
mixing it all up in lag
 
there's a better way to combat
this dark invisible rag
–powers hidden
once sealed–
too high to be grasped
it's now time
to bathe in its vast
opening it up–
the vaults...down...smash
 
mind for mind...slash
taking control back
before the Lamb† comes
in a flash
open up for a higher stash
–sorting through trash
with an energy in splash
 
yes, He's† coming
a warning in passing
a chance to be given
for a new class
a higher way
fighting in blast
a choice in self's brass
–thrive in eternity's musical jazz
or fall in evil's
forever fire-pitting trap

(August 24, 2019)―Wow! is how today began. A jolting out of bed at 4 a.m. to write. I didn’t want to get up. Three times I was literally jolted out of bed. I finally got up and I’ve been writing ever since. That’s what I’m suppose to do: keep writing.

I mentioned in a few writings that I’ll eventually have a section on here about my meditation journey…it will either be in a category or an entire section to itself. All I know is that I’m on an extraordinary journey and I’ve been on this journey for years now, only this time it’s elevated, and I’m to share the entire process here.

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‘To Not See in Shame’

Micah adds to the importance of the Choose!

 To Not See in Shame
 
He's† coming–
He's† watching and...tired
nothing has changed
all lost in shame
playing a tireless game
for simple gain
‒forgetting His† glorious name
 
He's† coming‒
your songs are deranged
your mentality strange
believing in sports' games
gold chains and diamond rings
leaving His† name
out of range
condemning those who sang
glorifying His† name
 
He's† coming‒
152 sets the range
in time...sets the change
choose which side‒
you'll play your game
then it will be set
no more chances to change
you choose
it's your time
to arrange the change
before time
gets out of range

(August 14, 2019)―It’s not fair you know. Being the bearer of such news. But it seems only fair. Micah in the Bible. I bet he felt a similar feeling. Only I’m not a prophet. All I know is that the book is written. The only one needed. No need for another. History repeats itself. The warnings always the same. How many times will it have to be?

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‘Pulling A Jonah’

Adhering to the Message!

 Pulling A Jonah
 
you can run
but you can't hide
upon you, lies God's† eye
from one end to the next‒
He† does not change His† tide
He† remains the same‒
in all colors of die
 
no use in the pretend‒
no use in loud or shy
His† call to you to ride–
to accept or to deny
either way
you'll pay with your life
eternity in die
eternity in the light
you choose
you have that right
 
‒that calling comes
from really high‒
you can run
but you can't hide
you...He'll† seek and find
throw you in perils of life
'til you accept with every sigh
 
cry little birdie...cry
He'll† wait
'til you get the right high
bowing your head
reaching for the sky
 
He'll† force your comply
He† knows your heart inside
His† calling
from within or outside
important for the rise
He'll† rage the water‒
'til you submit to the cry
then you'll see‒
the beauty of the light

(August 13, 2019)―The things we do NOT listen to! Oh, my! Karen, you’re such a hard-headed child! Agreed! Agreed! The story of Jonah. That’s where I was led to this morning. I’ve written about Jonah before comparing it to the feeling of depression. That’s how I find the separate parts of each Scripture is: They tell us something different to each individual, but as a whole, the story of Jonah is much more powerful.

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‘What Says You’

I am woman and my faith is my Choice!

 What Says You
 
defiance in its true nature
reaches those too immature
to know the difference
‒a veiled struggling creature
avoiding words of the one
true teacher
 
over two thousand years ago
blood fell on hands‒
those in the know
as they began to sow
deceptions made
of silver and gold
dawning black hats and robes
ignoring what Jesus† came to show
choices of ignorance
they choose
‒God† released His† grasp
His† hold
 
time slips in its venture
here and there...new adventures
‒words remain
from the one and only teacher
He† will come
without another lecture
He† will come
in storms of weather
they'll be no guessing‒
go on being the hater, the abuser
you won't have to wonder
when it's time‒
you won't deny
the presence of the creator
 
so go on...go!
be the reason
for destruction...hold
be thoughtless and bold
He's† coming!
He's† coming
absent silver and gold
He's† coming to decide‒
who stays, who goes
who rises, who He† shall behold
 
152...a good number to consider
ignore...it doesn't matter
He's† never been the taker
‒a constant in giver
lessons, tests‒
giving all chances in reconsider
now His† patience is on the damper
time is over...in chatter
get on your knees‒
be the prayer
change your heart
to the honest giver
repent in matters of sinner
‒time in choose
is now on the ledger‒
no turning back‒
He's†  becoming the taker!

(August 8, 2019)—My spiritual journey is continuing. I’m not really ready to talk about it but I’m sure there will come a day. Today, I was led to Acts…pages that I never marked up. I have been questioning my journey lately. I’m a woman…as a former Catholic…I asked: I’m a woman. What authority do I have to talk about such things? I’m not kidding. The Catholic church has re-positioned the woman below man for hundreds and hundreds of years. I’m lucky to have finally had my eyes opened to their cruel injustice…truly against anything the Bible teaches!

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