‘Time’s Vastness’

…Therefore, I cut you in pieces with My prophets, I killed you with the words of My mouth; My judgments flashed like lightning upon you. For I desire mercy, not sacrifice, and acknowledgement of God rather than burnt offerings….—Hosea 6:4-11

Time's Vastness

we are given time
with those we Love
we are given rhyme
to express that Love

how much more
is there
to cover the heart
in time
to understand
the rhyme

in words
we express
there could be
nothing less
then passing a test
of humble's duress

a moment
one single moment
where Love's duress
is challenged

a small challenge
mixed in all the moments
taken
from one moment

is it fully done
can you undo the moment
or continue
to the next moment

time
the ultimate test
a heart
on the block
as goes the hands
on the clock

shhh, shhh
wishing it would stop
roll back
recover the moment
rewind the clock

but no, time moves
forward
regrets linger
as the opening and closing
of a finger
it steadies in front of us
lingers
like smells of perfume

time doesn't stand still
as, at times
feelings we feel

forever changing
as in this world
comes and goes
danger

open up to time
hear it in
rhythm and rhyme
as goes time
so does the rhyme

(January 10, 2024)—After I wrote this, which I’m not sure I wrote it at all. I know that sounds silly, but it sounded like it was fed to me. After, I heard, ‘Open the book,’ and Hosea 6:4-11, which in my Bible, it is titled ‘Repentance Short-Lived’.

Continue reading “‘Time’s Vastness’”

‘Savory’s Moment’ (Yeshuah)

…To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But He said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore, I will boast all the more gladly about my weakness, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weakness, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.—2 Corinthians 12:7-10

Savory's Moment (Yeshuah)

it is a day of reckoning
a long day


can you take time
to abuse this day?


or will you use it
to redeem
yourself?

it is a question
at hand
one the Father† seeks

can you tolerate
the pain of Redemption?


are you willing
to go through
what it takes
for Redemption?

many claim
that Redemption
is immediate
many Lie
to get your money
and your support

Redemption is a process
there are steps involved
necessary ones
to cleanse the scars
on your heart

will you look pass man
and all his unwanted judgment
to continue down
the road of Redemption?

or will you be
on the road
to Redemption
and falter
because of judgment by men?

I† ask these questions
I†, Yeshuah†, ask them
for the better of you
for Redemption is a carefully
laid out process
for each individual
to relieve each individual
of the burdens of Shame
of Resentment
of all the pain
they carry in their heart

you cannot do this process
without Me†, the Son†

it is a moment
of personal toleration
to seek Understanding
of why the Father†
brought the transgression
into your Life

it isn't a matter
of forget
instead
it is a matter
of remember

to circle back
and relive this transgression
in order to seek Understanding

when you are far enough
away from this pain
your eyes can open wider
to see the lesson
brought to you
for Understanding to appear
for Wisdom
to show Her magnificent face

it is a time of Forgiveness
of self
and of the Father†

to understand why He† chose you
for each particular transgression

it is a very uncomfortable journey
to turn around
from man's directed healing
and return to the uncomfortableness
that first brought Shame
and Resentment and Hate
to you

but in order to completely heal
through Me†
you have…you must see
the lesson
or it will never leave you

you will see
once this is done
how I† work
to remove this uncomfortableness
without man's medicine
and completely free
the being inside of you

it is a willingness
of self
to seek the Redemption
it is a process
that is most Holy
in the eyes of God†, Himself†

the acceptance of the journey
to Humble your being
to bring your being closer to Him†

it is a process
of willingness
none forced
slow and precise
where Understanding
releases itself
and returns Joy
to its highest form

I† am always waiting
for those willing to travel
this journey
for it is the ultimate
and what is truly meant
by Redemption
‒allowing Salvation
to do His† work
without interference
from man
then you are ready
to fully know Me†

without this willingness
you'll keep circling back
replaying the horror
as it eats you alive
inside
tormenting you

the easier process
is with Me† guiding you

for those who have ears
let them hear
go in Peace
then Peace I† will give you

(August 25, 2023)—He led me directly to 2 Corinthians 12:7-10. It wasn’t necessary the passage but what I had underlined in red: My grace is sufficient for  you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.’

Continue reading “‘Savory’s Moment’ (Yeshuah)”

‘Deception’s Malice’ (Yeshuah)

…’When a man believes in Me, he does not believe in Me only, but in the One who sent Me. When he looks at Me, he sees the One who sent Me. I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in Me should stay in darkness. As for the person who hears My words but does not keep them, I do not judge him. For I did not come to judge the world, but to save it. There is a Judge for the one who rejects Me and does not accept My words; that very word which I spoke will condemn him at the last day. For I did not speak of My own accord, but the Father who sent Me commanded Me what to say and how to say it. I know that His command leads to eternal life. So whatever I say is just what the Father has told Me to say.’—John 12:44-50

Deception's Malice (Yeshuah)

to do something extraordinary
you don't have to be extraordinary
all you have to be
is Faithful
all you have to be
is Honest and True

to Deceive is easy
everyone is doing it
to hide from Truth is easy
everyone is doing that, too

to wage on in Courage
refusing to follow crowds
risking standing alone
risking to stand with Truth
now, that is extraordinary
not many are doing this

it is exceptional to watch
those claiming to be True


when their backs
are against the wall
they succumb to Death
quickly
especially when those around them
offer blissful encouragement

even if it is wrong
the encouragement sounds so sincere
and too many are offering it
that to change your mind
‒away from Truth
is easy

I† am Truth, Yeshuah†
I† witness this sad phenomena
all the time
the saddest part:
those breaking
following those wrong
know the Truth
and their Weakness wins
‒it doesn't matter who is hurt
the crowd
maybe those known for a long time
must be right

I† was denied three times
while I† walked among you
by a brother, a devoted brother
but his fall was Forgiven
he was not weak
the Father's† Power is immense
this brother fell
because the Father† was teaching
how He† can harden hearts
in order to awaken hearts

Forgiveness is key
Forgive the Father†
Forgive yourself

those of the world
always have an agenda:
to turn you away
from Me† and the Father†

they do it in such a way
‒including Me† and the Father†
their Manipulation is grand
satan enjoys the play

it is all allowed
the Father† always gives a choice

the prophet of Words had a choice
she chose correctly
those who know her
as those who knew Me† first
they chose incorrectly

the crowds of man-made churches
always say they know Me†
they always say they know the Father†
but they are quick to judge


they preach Anger is from satan


is it?


I† had Anger
when I† saw the sins against
My† Father†
I† grew angry

the Father† declared
I† was without Sin!

I† called the hypocrites out
you preach not to do such things
hence the vine is broken


how can a hypocrite heal
unless someone reveals
their hypocrisy?

I† called the hypocrite out
the Father† declared
I† was without Sin

satan tempted Me† with riches
with kingship on Earth
I† refused.
I† refused because this isn't
the way of the Father†

riches are the ways of satan

you don't like My† teachings
about money
you deny these teachings

but worse
because of money
you deny Me†!

I† am not God†!
God† is not Me†

I† am in God†, the Father†
as God†, the Father†, is in Me†

I† am in you
as you are in Me†

God†, the Father†, is Spirit
I† am a being He† elevated
as His† Son†

He† is in Me† as I† am in Him†
and if I† am in Him†
so are you in Me†
and I† am in you
so the Father† is in you
and you in the Father†

you cannot have God†
without Me†
nor can you have Me†
without God†

the Father†, the Son† and
the Holy Spirit

three

you can't have the Holy Spirit
nor ever claim to know Him
if you Lie


He† is Truth
Truth does not Lie
Truth cannot be tested
even God† holds the Holy Spirit
to the highest regard

all of the false prophets
teach this wrong
as they teach a rapture wrong
you are being Deceived
to the highest regard
and you accept this

hence, the times written about
are approaching
as they approached before
hence, the Need of a scribe
called to the highest position
on Earth
to forewarn you
to prepare you
with Words of the Father†

most are in denial of Truth
most see money as success
most celebrate people
and things

look around!

most accept the Lie over Truth
labeling Righteousness
as a karen
criticizing Righteousness
and Truth

hence, the prophet chosen
karen, the very essence of Light
the rays of Truth


I† am Yeshuah†
the very essence of Salvation
who gives the Light
byway of the right hand
of the Father†, the Lord Almighty God†

these are many Words given
not One is wasted

each time a servant is called
many Words are given
more, much more
than what is included
in the Father's† book
a gift compiled at His† hand
a gift written at His† command

I† told you, it is written:
you first have to lose your Life
in order to gain your Life


let the prophet's Life
reveal Truth
I† took her Life
in order to give her Life

she is drinking
from the cup served

all must drink
the Good and the bad
in belief of Truth or not
you will still drink

(July 23, 2022)—After receiving, ‘Deception’s Malice’, I was lead to the Scripture that describes Yeshuah’s final Wednesday on Earth as a man, a mere human. I was told to include the commentators’ remarks. I often questioned some of the things I was taught growing up when it came to Yeshuah. I questioned it so much, that I didn’t pay much attention to Him. I didn’t truly know Him, and because of this, I didn’t too much call on Him. I was raised a Catholic, and there were so many pictures of Him and statues of Him were every where including a massive cross with Him on it right before my eyes every time I was in church, which kind of scared me. The truth is always hidden to control and scare!

Continue reading “‘Deception’s Malice’ (Yeshuah)”

‘Equal Parts’

God is waiting on you and you are taking too long to respond. He’s given you adequate proof that what is sent through me is from Him. Time is ticking. The button has been pushed. It’s up to you to decipher what He has sent thus far. He already knows that your faith is weak. He already knows how many people will die. Will you be one of them? You have a chance to change that number…more or less?

Equal Parts
  
 you are not better than me
 I am not better than you
 together
 we are sinners
 set in small parts
 ‒equal before the Lord†
  
 we are given chances‒
 jump
 over...under
 fences
 then judged by agendas
 ‒not circumstances
  
 will we abandon others' Needs
 or give until we bleed
 will we warn for safety‒
 protecting others
 ‒even for precaution's sake
 or will we forsake
 know but not tell
 for fear of society's yell
 ‒that would sink us to hell
  
 our judgment comes on merits
 not what we say
 ‒but what we do
  
 how will we respond‒
 will we see and hear
 in Love
 or will we judge‒
 through hatred, lies and fear
  
 are we willing to risk
 ‒go against society's twist
 show our faith in Yeshuah (Jesus)†
 even as they attack us‒
 condemn, crucify us
  
 can we live as we speak
 ‒putting God† and Yeshuah†
 on social media walls‒
 can we truly live the call
 ‒not be afraid to fall
  
 you are not better than me
 I am not better than you
 together
 we are sinners
 set in small parts
 ‒equal before the Lord†
  
 living our lives in parts
 makes it all‒
 not hard
 for we are part
 of the Lord†‒
 actions of the heart
 ‒instead of through
 hate, lies and fear‒
 we live in s bincere
 ‒without anyone
 to sheer 

(October 4, 2019)—God’s time is not ours. I waited yesterday for someone to show up because I was told they would. (The numbers 3 and 13 played an important role in this event, so I was sure it was going to happen.) I cried because I felt betrayed when they didn’t show up by 10 p.m. I said my peace to the Lord, letting Him know I was not happy, even though He already knew. Then I fell asleep for the first time in a very long time without a sleep aid.

Continue reading “‘Equal Parts’”

‘Fight!’

Crimes against you…it’s nothing to do with you. It’s a test of will…those God holds dearest are tested the hardest. Don’t give up! Don’t lose faith.

 Fight!
  
 put your heart
 into it
 fight the beast
 of it
 cry, yell, scream‒
 beat the walls
 of it
 ‒tear it down
 to bits
 you got this
 all the evil‒
 resist
  
 fight, fight, fight it
  
 you can get
 the best of it
  
 strip it, yank it
 ‒it wasn't your bit
 it wasn't your fault‒
 in any of it
  
 destroy that b---h
  
 fight, fight, fight
  
 punch the shit
 out of it
 be bigger than it
 you've got this
  
 scream...hiss!
  
 tear it
 to f--king bits
  
 fight! fight!
 fight it! 

(Written October 4, 2019)

‘Undo What’s Done’

You are worth every bit of struggle. It is up to you to take those struggles and help others with theirs. That’s the meaning of being the body and Jesus† being the head. He† is with you. Never forget that!

 Undo What's Done
  
 you are His† son
 a tiny dot of sun‒
 that can wage wars
 beneath the stars
 from so close
 yet so far
  
 I feel it all‒
 deep inside
 ‒you have
 what it takes
 undo what's done
 ‒show the world
 your sum
  
 you are His† son
 larger than Life
 cut by a knife
 bleeding deep‒
 from the inside
 ‒throw it, throw it
 far from your outside
 grow outward‒
 don't hide
  
 prove to Him†
 you are more‒
 than just a son
  ‒you are a Light
 shining
 from a darkened sun 

(Written September 25, 2019)

‘Backlash’ (Crucifixion Vision)

You must learn to fight with your mind!

 Backlash
  
 He's† coming
His† fierce wrath
 –a warning
that will steal your laugh
  
 He's† waited
as you gently
took your bath
 seeing you
enjoy your treasures
He's glad
  
 His† simplicity‒
 riddled with an interesting sass
 if you fall too far behind
on the graph
 He† has an unwavering strap
 administered by
a father's unconditional love‒
 in a dash
 giving you a chance
to bounce back
 from your deep, darkened nap
  
 but you haven't read
the telegraph
 you haven't heard
the endless knocking raps
 you haven't heard
the crash, the clash
 or the blast
 you haven't even heard
the slush
 of His† slow drag
  
 instead
you waddle like an ass
 pretending to celebrate
honor His† flag
 while others...with a bat
so willing to bash
  
 round and round
 lap after lap
 slowly distorting Him†
in every class
 mixing it all up–
 commoners can't even grasp
 leaving it all
to be given in mass
 not willing
to take on the task
 –it's all been a trap
  
 the mark of the beast–
 will be an easy lash
 they will be willing–
 without any wording sass
 let alone
a flame from a shiny blast
  
 how to measure gullibility–
 the strength needed
to cure this rash
 will take more
than attending a mass
 or around waist
wrapping a sash
  
 in the mind
will come the nag
 –a played-out invisible rag
 strange thoughts
making a face sag
 doubt...oh! how nasty!
its constant drag
 heaviness and confusion–
 mixing it all up in lag
  
 there's a better way to combat
 this dark invisible rag
 –powers hidden
once sealed–
 too high to be grasped
 it's now time
to bathe in its vast
 opening it up–
 the vaults...down...smash
  
 mind for mind...slash
 taking control back
 before the Lamb comes
in a flash
 open up for a higher stash
 –sorting through trash
 with an energy in splash
  
 yes, He's† coming
 a warning in passing
 a chance to be given
for a new class
 a higher way
fighting in blast
 a choice in self's brass
 –thrive in eternity's musical jazz
 or fall in evil's
forever fire-pitting trap 

(August 24, 2019)―Wow! is how today began. A jolting out of bed at 4 a.m. to write. I didn’t want to get up. Three times I was literally jolted out of bed. I finally got up and I’ve been writing ever since. That’s what I’m suppose to do: keep writing.

I mentioned in a few writings that I’ll eventually have a section on here about my meditation journey…it will either be in a category or an entire section to itself. All I know is that I’m on an extraordinary journey and I’ve been on this journey for years now, only this time it’s elevated, and I’m to share the entire process here.

Continue reading “‘Backlash’ (Crucifixion Vision)”

‘To Not See in Shame’

Micah adds to the importance of the Choose!

 To Not See in Shame
  
 He's† coming–
 He's† watching and...tired
 nothing has changed
 all lost in Shame
 playing a tireless game
 for Simple gain
 ‒forgetting His† glorious name
  
 He's† coming‒
 your songs are deranged
 your mentality strange
 believing in sports' games
 gold chains and diamond rings
 leaving His† name
out of range
 condemning those who sang
 glorifying His† name
  
 He's† coming‒
 152 sets the range
 in time...sets the change
 choose which side‒
 you'll play your game
 then it will be set
 no more chances to change

 you choose
it's your time
 to arrange the change
 before time
gets out of range 

(August 14, 2019)―It’s not fair you know. Being the bearer of such news. But it seems only fair. Micah in the Bible. I bet he felt a similar feeling. Only I’m not a prophet. All I know is that the book is written. The only one needed. No need for another. History repeats itself. The warnings always the same. How many times will it have to be?

Continue reading “‘To Not See in Shame’”

‘Pulling A Jonah’

Adhering to the Message!

 Pulling A Jonah
  
 you can run
but you can't hide
 upon you, lies God's† eye
 from one end to the next‒
 He† does not change His† tide
 He† remains the same‒
 in all colors of die
  
 no use in the pretend‒
 no use in loud or shy
 His† call to you to ride–
 to accept or to deny
 either way
you'll pay with your Life
 eternity in die
 eternity in the Light
 you choose
you have that right
  
 ‒that calling comes
from really high‒
 you can run
but you can't hide
 you...He'll† seek and find
 throw you in perils of Life
 'til you accept with every sigh
  
 cry little birdie...cry
 He'll† wait
'til you get the right high
 bowing your head
reaching for the sky
  
 He'll† force your comply
 He† knows your heart inside
 His† calling
from within or outside
 important for the rise
 He'll† rage the water‒
 'til you submit to the cry
 then you'll see‒
 the beauty of the Light 

(August 13, 2019)―The things we do NOT listen to! Oh, my! Karen, you’re such a hard-headed child! Agreed! Agreed! The story of Jonah. That’s where I was led to this morning. I’ve written about Jonah before comparing it to the feeling of depression. That’s how I find the separate parts of each Scripture is: They tell us something different to each individual, but as a whole, the story of Jonah is much more powerful.

Continue reading “‘Pulling A Jonah’”

‘What Says You’

I am woman and my faith is my Choice!

 What Says You
  
 defiance in its True nature
 reaches those too immature
 to know the difference
 ‒a veiled struggling creature
 avoiding Words of the One
True teacher
  
 over two thousand years ago
 blood fell on hands‒
 those in the know
 as they began to sow
 deceptions made
of silver and gold
 dawning black hats and robes
 ignoring what Yeshuah† came to show
 choices of Ignorance
they choose
 ‒God† released His† grasp
His† hold
  
 time slips in its venture
 here and there...new adventures
 ‒Words remain
from the One and only teacher
 He† will come
without another lecture
 He† will come
in storms of weather
 they'll be no guessing‒
 go on being the hater, the abuser
 you won't have to wonder
 when it's time‒
 you won't deny
the presence of the Creator
  
 so go on...go!
 be the reason
for Destruction...hold
 be thoughtless and bold
 He's† coming!
 He's† coming
absent silver and gold
 He's† coming to decide‒
 who stays, who goes
 who rises, who He† shall behold
  
 152...a good number to consider
 ignore...it doesn't matter
 He's† never been the taker
 ‒a constant in giver
 lessons, tests‒
 giving all chances in reconsider

 now His† patience is on the damper
 time is over...in chatter
 get on your knees‒
 be the pray-er
 change your heart
to the honest giver
 repent in matters of sinner
 ‒time in choose
is now on the ledger‒
 no turning back‒
 He's†  becoming the taker! 

(August 8, 2019)—My spiritual journey is continuing. I’m not really ready to talk about it but I’m sure there will come a day. Today, I was led to Acts…pages that I never marked up. I have been questioning my journey lately. I’m a woman…as a former Catholic…I asked: I’m a woman. What authority do I have to talk about such things? I’m not kidding. The Catholic church has re-positioned the woman below man for hundreds and hundreds of years. I’m lucky to have finally had my eyes opened to their cruel injustice…truly against anything the Bible teaches!

Continue reading “‘What Says You’”