‘Deception’s Malice’ (Yeshuah)

‘Deception’s Malice’ (Yeshuah)…’When a man believes in Me, he does not believe in Me only, but in the One who sent Me. When he looks at Me, he sees the One who sent Me. I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in Me should stay in darkness. As for the person who hears My words but does not keep them, I do not judge him. For I did not come to judge the world, but to save it. There is a Judge for the one who rejects Me and does not accept My words; that very word which I spoke will condemn him at the last day. For I did not speak of My own accord, but the Father who sent Me commanded Me what to say and how to say it. I know that His command leads to eternal life. So whatever I say is just what the Father has told Me to say.’—John 12:44-50

Deception's Malice (Yeshuah)

to do something extraordinary
you don't have to be extraordinary
all you have to be
is faithful
all you have to be
is honest and true

to deceive is easy
everyone is doing it
to hide from truth is easy
everyone is doing that, too

to wage on in courage
refusing to follow crowds
risking standing alone
risking to stand with truth
now, that is extraordinary
not many are doing this

it is exceptional to watch
those claiming to be true
when their backs
are against the wall
they succumb to death
quickly
especially when those around them
offer blissful encouragement

even if it is wrong
the encouragement sounds so sincere
and too many are offering it
that to change your mind
‒away from truth
is easy

I† am truth, Yeshuah†
I† witness this sad phenomena
all the time
the saddest part:
those breaking
following those wrong
know the truth
and their weakness wins
‒it doesn't matter who is hurt
the crowd
maybe those known for a long time
must be right

I† was denied three times
while I† walked among you
by a brother, a devoted brother
but his fall was forgiven
he was not weak
the Father's† power is immense
this brother fell
because the Father† was teaching
how He† can harden hearts
in order to awaken hearts

forgiveness is key
forgive the Father†
forgive yourself

those of the world
always have an agenda:
to turn you away
from Me† and the Father†

they do it in such a way
‒including Me† and the Father†
their manipulation is grand
satan enjoys the play

it is all allowed
the Father† always gives a choice

the prophet of words had a choice
she chose correctly
those who know her
as those who knew Me† first
they chose incorrectly

the crowds of man-made churches
always say they know Me†
they always say the know the Father†
but they are quick to judge
they preach anger is from satan
is it?
I† had anger
when I† saw the sins against
My† Father†
I† grew angry

the Father† declared
I† was without sin!

I† called the hypocrites out
you preach not to do such things
hence the vine is broken
how can a hypocrite heal
unless someone reveals
their hypocrisy

I† called the hypocrite out
the Father† declared
I† was without sin

satan tempted Me† with riches
with kingship on earth
I† refused.
I† refused because this isn't
the way of the Father†

riches are the ways of satan

you don't like My† teachings
about money
you deny these teachings

but worse
because of money
you deny Me†!

I† am not God†!
God† is not Me†

I† am in God†, the Father†
as God†, the Father†, is in Me†

I† am in you
as you are in Me†

God†, the Father†, is Spirit†
I† am a being He† elevated
as His† Son†

He† is in Me† as I† am in Him†
and if I† am in Him†
so are you in Me†
and I† am in you
so the Father† is in you
and you in the Father†

you cannot have God†
without Me†
nor can you have Me†
without God†

the Father†, the Son† and
the Holy Spirit†

three

you can't have the Holy Spirit†
nor ever claim to know Him†
if you lie
He† is Truth
Truth does not lie
Truth cannot be tested
even God† holds the Holy Spirit†
to the highest regard

all of the false prophets
teach this wrong
as they teach a rapture wrong
you are being deceived
to the highest regard
and you accept this

hence, the times written about
are approaching
as they approached before
hence, the need of a scribe
called to the highest position
on earth
to forewarn you
to prepare you
with words of the Father†

most are in denial of truth
most see money as success
most celebrate people
and things

look around!

most accept the lie over truth
labeling righteousness
as a karen
criticizing righteousness
and truth

hence, the prophet chosen
karen, the very essence of light
the rays of truth
I† am Yeshuah†
the very essence of salvation
who gives the light
byway of the right hand
of the Father†, the Lord Almighty God†

these are many words given
not one is wasted

each time a servant is called
many words are given
more, much more
than what is included
in the Father's† book
a gift compiled at His† hand
a gift written at His† command

I† told you, it is written:
you first have to lose your life
in order to gain your life
let the prophet's life
reveal truth
I† took her life
in order to give her life

she is drinking
from the cup served

all must drink
the good and the bad
in belief of truth or not
you will still drink

Notes: The photograph David chose was chosen against my will. He keeps bringing me to pictures of my face, and I’m reluctant to use them. Today, he said that my face, as all faces, represent God in the flesh! The photograph was taken October 3, 2019. I didn’t put this batch up because it’s all of my face and I have quite a bit of photographs of my face already put up. David said there’s a reason for this and I must accept this reason. We are all made in likeness of God! We are NOT God, but we are made in His likeness because His spirit lives in all of us and all around us.

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(July 23, 2022)—After receiving, ‘Deception’s Malice’, I was lead to the Scripture that describes Jesus’ final Wednesday on Earth as a man, a mere human. I was told to include the commentators’ remarks. I often questioned some of the things I was taught growing up when it came to Jesus. I questioned it so much, that I didn’t pay much attention to Him. I didn’t truly know Him, and because of this, I didn’t too much call on Him. I was raised a Catholic, and there were so many pictures of Him and statues of Him were every where including a massive cross with Him on it right before my eyes every time I was in church, which kind of scared me. The truth is always hidden to control and scare!

I was scared, thus controlled.

And you, the masses, are in the same boat that I was in as a little girl.

I’m a journalist by trade. I’m a historian by nature. I want to know truth. I don’t want to hear your bull shit, and I usually can spot bull shit. Most people are full of it. Every man I ever dated was full of it. I had to be retrained by the Master Himself, and I was. He took my life as I knew it and rebirthed me. That is what He meant in this writing. That would be from 2011 until 2019.

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‘I Should’

People do some really messed up things to us when they are desperate. And all you can do is sit back and watch and pray for them.

I Should
 
I should hate you
for your betray
but I don't
 
I should want‒
to humiliate you
call you crazy, insane
like you did to me
‒but I can't
 
I should despise you
want to lay‒
all your shit out
the truth...unlike you
who told lie upon lie
‒but I don't...I can't
 
I should resent you
and, at first, I did
now...I want to
‒but something's changed
 
I should want‒
to kill myself
over all the things‒
you did
(each and everyone of you)
I should
after all that's been‒
robbed from me
I should
after all the names‒
you called me
after all your manipulation
‒but I can't
 
even...here...standing alone
without family or a home
just empty dial tones
on a phone
my only connection‒
in clone
 
I should
want
to do...all these things
for...against me‒
all those wrongs
‒but I won't
 
I'll just go on
on my own
speaking truth
no matter‒
what you do
 
I forgive you
now I feel‒
sorry for you
for the things‒
you do
for you don't answer‒
to me
 
I should
want
to pray for you
I should ask God†
to be with you
‒I do
 
for He's the one‒
you answer to
like me‒
to Him† I voice
my complain
then Jesus† carefully
explained
I, like Him†...the lamb
‒your sacrifice
for your darkness to hide
only...God† has eyes
He† saw all‒
your lies
 
so I should‒
go against you
but I won't...I can't
 
I am God's† child
every, single, tiny inch
of this journey's miles
I do what I should
not what I could
‒WHAT I SHOULD!
 
for I read His† book
He† taught me‒
bad from good
I don't have to just‒
give it a look
I know...in pure certainty
I do what my Brother†
would!
I'm not leaving behind
what could be burned‒
with wood
I'm leaving behind
what'll be known‒
as divine
 
because I didn't
cross that line‒
that place where
darkness thrives
and hope dies
 

Note: The photograph is from September 27, 2019: Love from Heaven. I titled that set of photographs that because it was love from heaven. I was having a hard time understanding what was being told to me. This trip, egged on by David of course, helped me get with my perspectiveness.

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The following, written in February, is very interesting. I don’t know how this virus is affecting the world. As of today, I’ve kept my distance from the news as I as asked to. God is asking for the healing of the world. Since February, He has proven what He’s telling me is truth. He wants everyone to heal from their pain. It is your will, as in the work I published today, Inhuman Love [Jesus’ words in commentary].

(February 2, 2020)—This morning I sat drinking my coffee going over the reason I was the sacrificial lamb in my family. I went over everything that I’ve been through and then I said to the Lord and to David, ‘I don’t want to think about this anymore.’ Then I went to write. The title, ‘I Should’ came to my heart, so I asked the Lord to direct me to a Scripture that will help me write what was in my heart. And He did….

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‘Equal Parts’

God is waiting on you and you are taking too long to respond. He’s given you adequate proof that what is sent through me is from Him. Time is ticking. The button has been pushed. It’s up to you to decipher what He has sent thus far. He already knows that your faith is weak. He already knows how many people will die. Will you be one of them? You have a chance to change that number…more or less?

NOTE: Every word here is God’s message, not mine. I was to include how I feel and background information. Every link added here was by request from David to ensure that you KNOW that this is important. I’m also repeating myself again…this is very important. What I REPEAT, HE WANTS you to really know!

Equal Parts
 
you are not better than me
I am not better than you
together
we are sinners
set in small parts
equal before the Lord†
 
we are given chances‒
jump
over...under
fences
then judged by agendas
not circumstances
 
will we abandon others' needs
or give until we bleed
will we warn for safety‒
protecting others
‒even for precaution's sake
or will we forsake
know but not tell
for fear of society's yell
‒that would sink us to hell
 
our judgment comes on merits
not what we say
‒but what we do
 
how will we respond‒
will we see and hear
in love
or will we judge‒
through hatred, lies and fear
 
are we willing to risk
‒go against society's twist
show our faith in Jesus†
even as they attack us‒
condemn, crucify us
 
can we live as we speak
‒putting God† and Jesus†
on social media walls‒
can we truly live the call
‒not be afraid to fall
 
you are not better than me
I am not better than you
together
we are sinners
set in small parts
equal before the Lord†
 
living our lives in parts
makes it all‒
not hard
for we are part
of the Lord†‒
actions of the heart
‒instead of through
hate, lies and fear‒
we live in sincere
‒without anyone
to sheer
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‘Fight!’

Crimes against you…it’s nothing to do with you. It’s a test of will…those God holds dearest are tested the hardest. Don’t give up! Don’t lose faith.

 Fight!
 
put your heart
into it
fight the beast
of it
cry, yell, scream‒
beat the walls
of it
‒tear it down
to bits
you got this
all the evil‒
resist
 
fight, fight, fight it
 
you can get
the best of it
 
strip it, yank it
‒it wasn't your bit
it wasn't your fault‒
in any of it
 
destroy that bitch
 
fight, fight, fight
 
punch the shit
out of it
be bigger than it
you've got this
 
scream...hiss!
 
tear it
to fucking bits
 
fight! fight!
fight it!

‘Undo What’s Done’

You are worth every bit of struggle. It is up to you to take those struggles and help others with theirs. That’s the meaning of being the body and Jesus† being the head. He† is with you. Never forget that!

 Undo What's Done
 
you are His† son
a tiny dot of sun‒
that can wage wars
beneath the stars
from so close
yet so far
 
I feel it all‒
deep inside
‒you have
what it takes
undo what's done
‒show the world
your sum
 
you are His† son
larger than life
cut by a knife
bleeding deep‒
from the inside
‒throw it, throw it
far from your outside
grow outward‒
don't hide
 
prove to Him†
you are more‒
than just a son
‒you are a light
shining
from a darkened sun

‘Breaking Hold’

You have the strength in Christ to heal. Use it. Open your heart. He’s waiting for the ask!

 Breaking Hold
 
it made you lose self
separating you
put your real
on a shelf
tied your arms
with a belt
put your mind
in constant hell
 
look up! there's your help
He's† rung your bell
letting you know–
your soul
you didn't sell
 
you're doing well
listen to words in tell
it's on you
break the hold
that which belongs
to hell
 
your wealth
is in the one
who rung the bell
 
it was hard–
you lost and fell
 
He† saw all your good
forward...you
He† propelled
–a gentle Father's† compel
pulling you
from the bottom
of the well
 
listen to words
in tell
He† sent it in force
screaming...and some yell
all for you–
save others from hell
 
so waddle and stumble
in your needs and wants–
don't linger...dwell
sit...pen in hand
a truth to tell
for you are more than self
you were meant
to be used
–put on a shelf
you were meant
to experience
some hell
then rise little birdie–
be courageous in truth
to tell

‘Backlash’

You must learn to fight with your mind!

 Backlash
 
He's† coming
His† fierce wrath
–a warning
that will steal your laugh
 
He's† waited
as you gently
took your bath
seeing you
enjoy your treasures
He's glad
 
His† simplicity‒
riddled with an interesting sass
if you fall too far behind
on the graph
He† has an unwavering strap
administered by
a father's unconditional love‒
in a dash
giving you a chance
to bounce back
from your deep, darkened nap
 
but you haven't read
the telegraph
you haven't heard
the endless knocking raps
you haven't heard
the crash, the clash
or the blast
you haven't even heard
the slush
of His† slow drag
 
instead
you waddle like an ass
pretending to celebrate
honor His† flag
while others...with a bat
so willing to bash
 
round and round
lap after lap
slowly distorting Him†
in every class
mixing it all up–
commoners can't even grasp
leaving it all
to be given in mass
not willing
to take on the task
–it's all been a trap
 
the mark of the beast–
will be an easy lash
they will be willing–
without any wording sass
let alone
a flame from a shiny blast
 
how to measure gullibility–
the strength needed
to cure this rash
will take more
than attending a mass
or around waist
wrapping a sash
 
in the mind
will come the nag
–a played-out invisible rag
strange thoughts
making a face sag
doubt...oh! how nasty!
its constant drag
heaviness and confusion–
mixing it all up in lag
 
there's a better way to combat
this dark invisible rag
–powers hidden
once sealed–
too high to be grasped
it's now time
to bathe in its vast
opening it up–
the vaults...down...smash
 
mind for mind...slash
taking control back
before the Lamb† comes
in a flash
open up for a higher stash
–sorting through trash
with an energy in splash
 
yes, He's† coming
a warning in passing
a chance to be given
for a new class
a higher way
fighting in blast
a choice in self's brass
–thrive in eternity's musical jazz
or fall in evil's
forever fire-pitting trap
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‘To Not See in Shame’

Micah adds to the importance of the Choose!

 To Not See in Shame
 
He's† coming–
He's† watching and...tired
nothing has changed
all lost in shame
playing a tireless game
for simple gain
‒forgetting His† glorious name
 
He's† coming‒
your songs are deranged
your mentality strange
believing in sports' games
gold chains and diamond rings
leaving His† name
out of range
condemning those who sang
glorifying His† name
 
He's† coming‒
152 sets the range
in time...sets the change
choose which side‒
you'll play your game
then it will be set
no more chances to change
you choose
it's your time
to arrange the change
before time
gets out of range
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‘Pulling A Jonah’

Adhering to the Message!

 Pulling A Jonah
 
you can run
but you can't hide
upon you, lies God's† eye
from one end to the next‒
He† does not change His† tide
He† remains the same‒
in all colors of die
 
no use in the pretend‒
no use in loud or shy
His† call to you to ride–
to accept or to deny
either way
you'll pay with your life
eternity in die
eternity in the light
you choose
you have that right
 
‒that calling comes
from really high‒
you can run
but you can't hide
you...He'll† seek and find
throw you in perils of life
'til you accept with every sigh
 
cry little birdie...cry
He'll† wait
'til you get the right high
bowing your head
reaching for the sky
 
He'll† force your comply
He† knows your heart inside
His† calling
from within or outside
important for the rise
He'll† rage the water‒
'til you submit to the cry
then you'll see‒
the beauty of the light
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‘What Says You’

I am woman and my faith is my Choice!

 What Says You
 
defiance in its true nature
reaches those too immature
to know the difference
‒a veiled struggling creature
avoiding words of the one
true teacher
 
over two thousand years ago
blood fell on hands‒
those in the know
as they began to sow
deceptions made
of silver and gold
dawning black hats and robes
ignoring what Jesus† came to show
choices of ignorance
they choose
‒God† released His† grasp
His† hold
 
time slips in its venture
here and there...new adventures
‒words remain
from the one and only teacher
He† will come
without another lecture
He† will come
in storms of weather
they'll be no guessing‒
go on being the hater, the abuser
you won't have to wonder
when it's time‒
you won't deny
the presence of the creator
 
so go on...go!
be the reason
for destruction...hold
be thoughtless and bold
He's† coming!
He's† coming
absent silver and gold
He's† coming to decide‒
who stays, who goes
who rises, who He† shall behold
 
152...a good number to consider
ignore...it doesn't matter
He's† never been the taker
‒a constant in giver
lessons, tests‒
giving all chances in reconsider
now His† patience is on the damper
time is over...in chatter
get on your knees‒
be the prayer
change your heart
to the honest giver
repent in matters of sinner
‒time in choose
is now on the ledger‒
no turning back‒
He's†  becoming the taker!
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