Tag: Matthew

‘I Should’

People do some really messed up things to us when they are desperate. And all you can do is sit back and watch and pray for them. 

I Should
 
I should hate you
for your betray
but I don't
 
I should want‒
to humiliate you
call you crazy, insane
like you did to me
‒but I can't
 
I should despise you
want to lay‒
all your shit out
the truth...unlike you
who told lie upon lie
‒but I don't...I can't
 
I should resent you
and, at first, I did
now...I want to
‒but something's changed
 
I should want‒
to kill myself
over all the things‒
you did
(each and everyone of you)
I should
after all that's been‒
robbed from me
I should
after all the names‒
you called me
after all your manipulation
‒but I can't
 
even...here...standing alone
without family or a home
just empty dial tones
on a phone
my only connection‒
in clone
 
I should
want
to do...all these things
for...against me‒
all those wrongs
‒but I won't
 
I'll just go on
on my own
speaking truth
no matter‒
what you do
 
I forgive you
now I feel‒
sorry for you
for the things‒
you do
for you don't answer‒
to me
 
I should
want
to pray for you
I should ask God†
to be with you
‒I do
 
for He's the one‒
you answer to
like me‒
to Him† I voice
my complain
then Jesus† carefully
explained
I, like Him†...the lamb
‒your sacrifice
for your darkness to hide
only...God† has eyes
He† saw all‒
your lies
 
so I should‒
go against you
but I won't...I can't
 
I am God's† child
every, single, tiny inch
of this journey's miles
I do what I should
not what I could
‒WHAT I SHOULD!
 
for I read His† book
He† taught me‒
bad from good
I don't have to just‒
give it a look
I know...in pure certainty
I do what my Brother†
would!
I'm not leaving behind
what could be burned‒
with wood
I'm leaving behind
what'll be known‒
as divine
 
because I didn't
cross that line‒
that place where
darkness thrives
and hope dies
 

Note: The photograph is from September 27, 2019: Love from Heaven. I titled that set of photographs that because it was love from heaven. I was having a hard time understanding what was being told to me. This trip, egged on by David of course, helped me get with my perspectiveness.

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The following, written in February, is very interesting. I don’t know how this virus is affecting the world. As of today, I’ve kept my distance from the news as I as asked to. God is asking for the healing of the world. Since February, He has proven what He’s telling me is truth. He wants everyone to heal from their pain. It is your will, as in the work I published today, ‘Inhuman Love‘ [Jesus’ words in commentary].

(February 2, 2020)—This morning I sat drinking my coffee going over the reason I was the sacrificial lamb in my family. I went over everything that I’ve been through and then I said to the Lord and to David, ‘I don’t want to think about this anymore.’ Then I went to write. The title, ‘I Should’ came to my heart, so I asked the Lord to direct me to a Scripture that will help me write what was in my heart. And He did….

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‘Here’s My Mercy’

The Lord is here for the broken. Jesus said that the healthy don’t need to be healed. He didn’t come for the healthy. He came for the sick! What part of this don’t you understand?

Here's My Mercy
 
He† said to have mercy
on you
‒I fought what He† said
for I see you
as a fool
for I see you
as stupid drool
‒a wasted vestibule
that dishonors the gift
dishonors yourself, too
 
He† demands from me
mercy
He† wants me to comfort you
me...to be your place
of refuge
‒I damn well scream
and refuse
for you steal from hands
that help you
for you strangle and use
for you demean and abuse
you are reckless
and dangerous
‒but the Lord†, wants you
as He† wanted saul
 
He† scaled saul
He† will scale your eyes
too
He's† waiting for you
‒in a corner
He's† moving you
into the force of you
‒to heal through and through
 
He† said to have mercy
on you
that He† will heal you
He† will convert all the things
you did do
into good deeds
‒using what's been done to you
what He† put you through
to help others get through
 
I do
what He† wants me to do
if it's mercy given to you
then mercy I will do
 
pride is something
I want to do
but it escapes my drool
‒I can't help
but obey His† rule
 
so do what ya gotta do
 
He's† called you
there's nothing you can do
He'll† scale you
when He's† ready to
‒that's when
mercy
I'll grant to you
for I'll know‒
it is ALL true!

Note: The photographs used are included on God’s Mercy under Messages By way of the Sun, My 555 Lake Visits. After the last Vision, I couldn’t handle what I was being shown, so David started wanting to go for a walk around the lake. It wasn’t long before I realized he wanted me at a certain spot at 5:55. This set of photographs were the beginning of that. I also did a few night ones, where he had me be at that same spot but at 11:11 p.m. It was very interesting. All I can tell you is what David has pointed out in the photographs and what these things mean. So, the photographs replaced the visions for a while. Then there were other places, other photographs taken for various messages. You can discover them all, there are thousands of them on God’s Mercy. You can also learn about the sweet man and what happened with him by reading the testimony which is really long but worth the read if you are open to the spiritual realm of life.

(June 8)—I received a call this morning from a first cousin, Jennifer, who is sitting at the side of her husband, waiting for him to pass to the other side. She is having a difficult time. She knows death. She’s already lost her parents and sister, grandmothers and aunts. She’s comforted others and not many are there to comfort her. This all led to me the New Testament and Jesus!

Oh, how I love me some Jesus! The Sermon on the Mount and the beatitudes which starts with Matthew 5:1-12, read them in your Bible. I  have included them in Book 12, under the piece titled ‘Mercy’s Hallo‘, if you care to get that book. Below is the part of Jesus’ sermon that day that struck me hard this morning.

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‘The Heart of Love’

‘Not everyone can accept this word, but only those to whom it has been given….The one who can accept this should accept it.’…Mat. 19:10-12; Mark 10:10-12

 The Heart of Love
  
 to give up the right
 in affirm
 paying a ransom
 in servant
 not letting our hearts burn
 or even be concerned
 –with any payment
 to earn
  
 it is taking what is learned
 live it in firm
 over and over...churn
 ‒holding tight
 in preserve
 wanting‒
 without coerce
 without a need–
 preach in some church
  
 instead....
 living it–
 without a rehearse
 watch it–
 spill in the universe
 seeking more and more
 to read its verse
 –without needed words
 in splurge
  
 it's in the appearance
 of the return
 credits earned
 –leaving nothing
 to burn
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‘Pondering of Heart’

Jesus Speaks. What He said then applies to NOW as well! You haven’t heard…still!

Note: The photograph that accompanies this work was taken November 11th. The Orb near the cloud formation is telling us what to watch for in the photograph. The avenging angel slowly makes its way across the sky. You can ignore or pay attention. God always gives us a choice. His promises are coming all the same…if you believe or not. When it happens, don’t ask, ‘What the fuck is going on?’ He’s already told you through me. You just refused to listen and prepare.

 Pondering of Heart
  
 it's abundantly clear–
 a treasure
 from the house of asher
 –a simple, loud gesture
 giving, not taking–
 in the wavering
 of survivor
  
 don't look behind–
 in the rear
 what's lost...became
 of the wedding crashers
 taking, taking
 without thought–
 of the whiner or the loser
  
 from out of darkness–
 comes light
 from an impending doom–
 to...there's still room
 –stretching these arms
 peace raging–
 out of the storm
 –for someone
   sounded the horn

(December 5, 2019)―‘Pondering of Heart’, written on the 3rd, has taken me a while to think over. What Jesus has to say in the following Scripture is serious, and I usually write for God. Writing something for Jesus is a whole different emotion for me and I’ve been nervous, for He is my brother and my love for Him…always brings me to tears. Hard love. He had to dish it out as well and He’s showing me here that no matter how you put it, they won’t see if God doesn’t want them to see with their eyes. God’s biggest test is this: Can they see with their heart?

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‘Death March’

Deal! Lies kill. Lies destroy. Manipulation and living a fake life…God sees ALL!

 Death March
  
 God† brings in tests
 evil, the prince of sin
 freely plays
 for the win
 –it's all testing
 each person involved
 in each test
  
 who's going to lie
 who's going to hide
 who's going to fall
 to ego and pride
 who's going to confess
 ease their soul
 to rest
  
 who's truly the enemy
 in disguise
 in captivity
 –on their backs
 a haunting spirit
 lost in unrest
  
 who's going to pass blame
 who's the target
 of their aim
 who'll seal it
 with a kiss
 of a snake's hiss
  
 God† uses each
 for each's test
 –those fallen
 to the hiss
 covering up their sin
 for secrets
 shh, hush, hush
 are best
 protecting their darkness
 as they steal innocence
 –do whatever it takes–
 blacken a stolen light
  
 God† sends in
 the hardest tests
 –the devil's unquenchable taste
 its darkened thirst of lust–
 to those His† heart knows
 will win
 –taking its time
 in condemn–
 rebuilding
 for His† brethren
 as the eating away
 takes its place
 of the one
 who brought in sin
 or rather–
 those covering up–
 the true ones in sin
 the ones forbidding
 the healing
 protecting their own skin
 –they are the ones
 to the pit...condemned
 failing God's† tests
 for their own
 fake rest
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‘Share Grace—Repent’

To repent and forgive ourselves and others is really hard, but a must and it takes courage and a warrior heart. Do you have it?

 Share Grace—Repent
  
 it's all in how
 you run your race
 leaving behind
 God's† grace
 for the better
 of mankind‒
 changing their
 backward's trace
 relocating
 their hidden face
 to the onward‒
 Jesus†-inspiring base
  
 it's how you let
the pace
 ‒what you put
 on your plate
 then‒
 what others add‒
 for taste
 ‒it's up to you
 in good faith
 choosing what
 to debate
 recognize
 evil's bait
 what's merely
 for the vase
 what's meant
 as a trait
 what's inward‒
 to lace
 ‒adding up
 to hate
  
 be careful not
 to move‒
 with such haste
 it could all
 add up
 to common waste
  
 if you veered
 from straight
 let evil drown
 you in mace‒
 it's not too late
 ‒change that fate
  
 Jesus† is ready‒
 to hear your case
 ‒you are never
 a mistake
 you just carried‒
 on your shoulders
 on your back‒
 a bit of
 heavy weight
  
 stop putting off‒
 stop the wait
 ‒evil likes to place
 on you‒
 an unsteady rate
 its lying
 trying to debase
 ‒deep inside
 you are 
 a Jesus† mate
  
 it doesn't matter‒
 what...at all
 you ate
 ‒dig in...regain
 your faith
  
 ‒you'll find deep
 in your heart and mind‒
 combined
 a bright, shiny ace
 as you lose
 pride and ego‒
 move into
 a repenting state
 ‒willing in semi-sedate
 of your way
 in meditate
  
 opening doors
 for Jesus'† way
 ‒forgiveness of self
 for your grand entrance‒
 in God's† heavenly gate!
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‘Erase Anger’s Mark’

Forgiveness. It is not just about forgiving in general, it’s about all the little parts that go along with hurt…anger, resentfulness. It’s setting ego and pride aside. It’s not bowing down. It’s living up to God’s standards. It’s what truth is all about. 

 Erase Anger's Mark
  
 to fix the heart
 erase...has to go–
 anger's mark
 –leaving not one trace
 of remorse
  
 so how to start
 cleansing this heart
 to forgive all debts
 forgive being brought
 to death
 by another's empty head
  
 completely put love
 in every place
 when their name
 is but a trace–
 on any person's tongue
 –not one word, or thought
 in any formed base
 –can hate lace
  
 how to remove
 this force–
 that keeps wanting
 to have its course
  
 how to convert it
 to love
 –remove
 the resentment glove
 –to completely
 wipe anger away
  
 I ask for this answer
 –this tiny little favor
 if I'm to be a teacher
 –a hurt healer
 please tell, my Lord†
 my own heart–
 how do I wipe it off–
 those who broke it
 those who never
 said sorry
 or gave reason for it–
 –how do I cleanse it
 so I can teach it
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‘Shelters From Storms’

Using our gifts the right way byway of Matthew! How do we discover our gifts? How to use them? How to multiple our inside wealth? Easy. Listen.

 Shelters From Storms
  
 take these gifts...give them more
 open, open...will be doors
 no more seeking to find
 say this is mine
 it shall be yours
  
 place bets on things
 instead of doors
 what's yours will be no more
  
 treasures are found
 in gifts stored
 open, open the doors
 heal from your sores
 be fierce...the power is yours
  
 take these gifts...do more
 help the needy, help the poor
 put life in their décor
 never asking what for
  
 open, open the door
 don't be the evil's whore
 take what you know‒
 take it and soar
 high, high...my little commodore
 what you wish...will be yours
 for without fear‒
 the Lord†, you adored!
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