‘Equal Parts’

God is waiting on you and you are taking too long to respond. He’s given you adequate proof that what is sent through me is from Him. Time is ticking. The button has been pushed. It’s up to you to decipher what He has sent thus far. He already knows that your faith is weak. He already knows how many people will die. Will you be one of them? You have a chance to change that number…more or less?

NOTE: Every word here is God’s message, not mine. I was to include how I feel and background information. Every link added here was by request from David to ensure that you KNOW that this is important. I’m also repeating myself again…this is very important. What I REPEAT, HE WANTS you to really know!

(October 4)—God’s time is not ours. I waited yesterday for someone to show up because I was told they would. (The numbers 3 and 13 played an important role in this event, so I was sure it was going to happen.) I cried because I felt betrayed when they didn’t show up by 10 p.m. I said my peace to the Lord, letting Him know I was not happy, even though He already knew. Then I fell asleep for the first time in a very long time without a sleep aid.

I was awakened at 3:13 a.m.! I realized they didn’t show up, but I wasn’t as upset as I was before I fell asleep. I realized that it was a test of my true knowledge, but I still cried a little more, said more of my peace, which isn’t that great, then went back to sleep. I wasn’t going to write anymore. I swore I wouldn’t accept this person back into my life if they did show up because the day was over, the chance was gone!

When I woke up for the last this morning, all those angry thoughts were gone. No matter what I think, I can’t betray the Lord. It’s just how I’m built. I went over all the things that transpired this past week, and realized I was used to test others and I was tested, as well,  for my own good. It doesn’t matter what we think to ourselves or out loud to the Lord, we are still forgiven. We just have to forgive ourselves.

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‘Backlash’

You Must Learn To Fight With Your Mind!

(August 24)―Wow! is how today began. A jolting out of bed at 4 a.m. to write. I didn’t want to get up. Three times I was literally jolted out of bed. I finally got up and I’ve been writing ever since. That’s what I’m suppose to do: keep writing.

I mentioned in a few writings that I’ll eventually have a section on here about my meditation journey…it will either be in a category or an entire section to itself. All I know is that I’m on an extraordinary journey and I’ve been on this journey for years now, only this time it’s elevated, and I’m to share the entire process here.

I was warned by some to not talk about this, that it will open myself up to evil. I’m sure I’ve mentioned this already. The One who has been guiding my way for a good 10 years now says different. So, I haven’t been stirred wrong yet. It’s been down-right scary at times, but I haven’t been let down. So, I’m not going to ignore now. I’m told to write…I’m going to write.

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‘To Not See in Shame’

Micah Adds To The Importance of The Choose!

(August 14)―It’s not fair you know. Being the bearer of such news. But it seems only fair. Micah in the Bible. I bet he felt a similar feeling. Only I’m not a prophet. All I know is that the book is written. The only one needed. No need for another. History repeats itself. The warnings always the same. How many times will it have to be?

Micah. There are three messages to Israel (you). Micah 1:2-7- 2:12,13 is the first. I read this before but not one mark did I put. This has been happening lately, being led to pages that I never added a mark to. This may seem not of any significance, but apparently it is…when it comes to these writings of late. That’s the first discourse (message). Specific sins of covetousness and greed are mentioned as well as false prophets. Here’s the deal: False prophets―they seem to prophecy that all is well, God is always a forgiving God…that He doesn’t have a wrath and that prosperity is around the corner. That’s always been a lie!

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‘Pulling A Jonah’

Adhering to the Message!

(August 13)―The things we do NOT listen to! Oh, my! Karen, you’re such a hard-headed child! Agreed! Agreed! The story of Jonah. That’s where I was led to this morning. I’ve written about Jonah before comparing it to the feeling of depression. That’s how I find the separate parts of each Scripture is: They tell us something different to each individual, but as a whole, the story of Jonah is much more powerful.

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‘What Says You’

I Am Woman and My Faith Is My Choice!

(August 8)—My spiritual journey is continuing. I’m not really ready to talk about it but I’m sure there will come a day. Today, I was led to Acts…pages that I never marked up. I have been questioning my journey lately. I’m a woman…as a former Catholic…I asked: I’m a woman. What authority do I have to talk about such things? I’m not kidding. The Catholic church has re-positioned the woman below man for hundreds and hundreds of years. I’m lucky to have finally had my eyes opened to their cruel injustice…truly against anything the Bible teaches!

But I still have that embedded inside of me, so I battle with it. Acts 17! Woman is mentioned three times! Three. Always the power of three. But that is not all that is mentioned. This part of Scripture talks about how wrong the Jews were. A people who lived…LIVED…by the word of God! The way they treated Paul reminds me so much of Islam. Yeah, go ahead and ridicule me. I really don’t give a flying fuck. Facts are facts!

What is it about LOVE that the enemy hates so much!? That’s an honest question to ask. In my long-term relationships, I put love on the front always. It was the turn of events and the guys’ true nature when it came down to the truth about love. They defied it like it was a plague. Oh, that’s that evil whore by the way.

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‘Renewing Spirit’ and ‘The Awakening’

For the Children…It’s a CHOICE!

(July 29)―It all led to the children this morning. It all led to the Coming and how it will affect them by way of their parents. Isn’t that something! I figured it was coming to this!

I was first led to Isaiah this morning then closed my Bible. Isaiah spoke of restoration and forgiveness, but I’m mad about a few things. That mad didn’t last. So, again I opened the book. 1 Thessalonians. It’s the first of two letters Paul wrote to those living in Macedonia and Archaia. Paul is in another part of the world (Athens)…did you read that right…the world…and has suffered a great deal of strife due to his spreading of the gospel of Jesus. He had already visited Macedonia and Archaia and they received him well. He is anxious to know if their faith is still strong. So, he sends Timothy. I’m including most of the Scripture here.

I’m also including two poems today. One written without Scripture and one written after I read the Scripture here. I’m reluctant to write this, so reluctant that I had to confide in an old friend who has knowledge in places that I don’t. His advice to me was to trust. So I am.

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‘Men of Songs’

Understanding Depression and the Veils By-Way of Job!

(July 24)—Our mothers. Veils. Mercy. I’ve been having a hard time putting my thoughts on paper lately. It may not seem like it but it’s still true. I end up writing it in my head then when I sit down, the same thoughts that I had don’t come out. I didn’t want to write anymore. For the past week or so, I’ve been in a battle with my self I guess you could say. I’m tired. I’ve been doing this work for seven years now. I’ve been writing and teaching and learning for over 10. I’m tired. But I’m to keep going.

Last night, I had another, yet another, one of my heart-to-hearts with the air. No. With God really but it seems like air at times. I have written about codependency for seven years as well. I’ve written about what it is and how to conquer it. I realized that my issue hasn’t totally been about codependency…that’s not why the lonely is surrounding me. Lonely is surrounding me because I’m a writer! It is such a lonely world and, honestly, I’m tired of it! So, I’ve been sort of arguing…discussing it with God. Funny how He works by the way.

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‘Shelters From Storms’

Using Our Gifts The Right Way byway of Matthew! How do we discover our gifts? How to use them? How to multiple our inside wealth? Easy. Listen.

(July 24)―There’s reasons for everything! Twice during meditation this past week I was presented with doors. The first time there were two doors. They were white and side by side. I went to open the door directly in front of me and it was locked. My team (I actually can hear them.) told me to try the other. I did. It opened. I was cheered. I didn’t see myself walk through this door. I just knew that I had entered. And the manifestation process began. The second time there was just one very large white door. I opened it and saw myself walk through it.

I’ve been talking to myself a lot lately, mainly out loud. Going over and over all that I’ve learned these past 7 years. 7…such a magical number, isn’t it! As I said in my post yesterday, a lot of questions come up. The mystery of God is extraordinary to say the least! It is important to speak out loud, but what we question to ourselves is also heard, just not as quick sometimes.

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‘Solitary Confinement’

The Truth of Planting Seeds By-Way of Jeremiah! The Truth of Planting Seeds byway of Jeremiah! It’s time for narcissists to take the personal responsibility to heal.

(July 23)—There’s a lot going on but little of nothing. What’s taking place in my life is not on the outside per say. I never really knew what was meant by Spiritual Awakening. To be honest, I thought it was all a bunch of crap. But I could never deny the things I’ve experienced when it came to the spiritual world. All the experiences I’ve written about in My 12-Book Series, well, they actually happened. Everything I’m experiencing now…it’s actually happening. It’s not in my mind, or some crazy deal. I think this is the part that separates the spiritual realm from the rest of the world. People go to church every day all around the world, but they really don’t understand what they are hearing or reading about because so much is left out of those preachings.

I’ve been having a lot of questions lately. I know what I’ve been experiencing. I began my journey in meditation. I think maybe I jumped a few steps and went directly to the meat of it all. It’s work. It’s of the spiritual realm, the place I go when I fall deep into meditation. I have questions answered and my mom seems to be part of this journey now. She is the truth of the spiritual realm for me. She is on my team per say. Anyway, a lot has been put before me lately. And my questions keep adding up.

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‘Hold Them Hard!’ and ‘Rest in Certainty

Our Lord is Demanding Of Today’s Society Through Ezekiel: Accountability and Personal Responsibility! Our Lord is Demanding Of Today’s Society Through Ezekiel: Accountability and Personal Responsibility !

(July 18)—This is the second work today. This afternoon. I had no intention on type this stuff up today, or even posting, let along writing a second. I was led to yet another section of my Bible that is not marked up, nor visited since 2007. Again, the theme continues. If you made it to this one, you’ll need to go back to ‘Orchestrated Part’. This is the first time this has happened. I did several in a row on codependency, but nothing like this.

I was led back to Ezekiel. All of these Scriptures I’m being led to are blending and they were written at different times. Again, everything is referring to today’s society. So this is for you, again, as well as for me.

Personal Responsibility and Accountability continues…again He (that would be Our Lord!) goes after the people preaching His Word and making all that money! Oh! Boy! And…those listening to His Word and not practicing it. Hypocrisy! Greed! None-Accountability! Seems the message is clear.

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