‘Prudent’s Income’

…Then Paul said to him, ‘God will strike you, you whitewashed wall! You sit there to judge me according to the law, yet you yourself violate the law by commanding that I be struck!’….Acts 22:30-23:5

Prudent's Income

go graciously into the night
hear the Words of 'patient'

'be gentle with your self
for I am fighting within'


it is the main ingredient
that brings what is intelligent

to the surface of relevant

when asked for knowledge‒
its very wise instrument
it is given‒
without impairment

when you take what is given
‒after your needed persistence
refuse its enlightenment
because of your tireless judgment
Wisdom slams shut‒
that which was transparent

Her gentle allowance
sending in Her pronouncement
through whoever's involvement‒
was Her assistance
without much infringement

when you took it
as indifferent
‒a wise-ass
subtle in your knowledge
of insufficient‒
She'll back off‒
cause a disturbance
in God's† witness
of the grievance

not a good acquaintance
or a combining
in allegiance

She'll strip away the inheritance
through God's† hand
of adjustment
for He† is intolerant
of self-induced Arrogance

His† time for you
becomes an impeachment
‒what appears to be Grace
a bold renaissance
to Him†―is defiance
a well-placed impediment
that Arrogance
cannot see‒
through their blindness

through prudency
Wisdom shows Her reverence
through self-indulgence
She returns to silence
‒you return to adolescence
lost without forbearance

Wisdom is a sacred disturbance
without grievance
or reluctance
She gives every allowance
‒demands perseverance

if on self―your only reliance
wanting a cliquish resemblance
in other's eyes‒
be significance
you―always a performance

Wisdom's beautiful radiance
backs off in disappearance

my children, I'm passing on
knowledge
‒if you deny Wisdom's
direct instrument
from whatever source She chooses
‒a backward's walk
in reconnaissance
will be your forever resident

though it may not seem
‒look around
see what I mean

it is full of importance
to do away with Ignorance

step up―acknowledge Wisdom's
keen observance

•money's abundance
•materialism's investment
•Greed's conveyance‒
always turning
always moving towards more

•a constant repeated repugnance
of so much around you
without having courage
to face yourself

•fearing transparent‒
hiding and coveting
engrossing one's self
in the world's tolerance
to fit in a collective insurgence

all of this influence
has you captive‒
to worldly indulgence
‒far from being prudent

for you to release it
feels like a confinement
‒this is the bewilderment
of the world's achievement

you―its victim
you―in alignment
with satan's advancement

the Prudent are rare indeed
their Wisdom is not an advertisement
but a fulfillment
of Yeshuah's† accomplishment

this is not a discouragement
but an announcement
‒become adherent
for a Kingdom's inheritance

(September 8, 2023)―Prudent means ‘acting with or showing care and thought for the future’…I do all of this writing for a future I do not know, instructed by God, Himself, and I cannot refuse Him. He has made me prudent. No man could ever do this. And looking back, I was always this way. It is not bragging, it is teaching you what it means to be the prudent of the world.

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‘Time’s Accordance’ (Yeshuah)

…Jesus replied, ‘You are in error because you do not know the Scriptures or the power of God. At the resurrection people neither marry nor be given in marriage; they will be like the angels in Heaven. But about the resurrection of the dead―have you not read what God said to you, ‘I am the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob’ [Exodus 3:6]? He is not the God of the dead but of the living.’ When the crowds heard this, they were astonished at His teaching.—Matthew 22:23-33; Mark 12:18-27; Luke 20:27-28

Time's Accordance (Yeshuah)

time wastes away
then time doesn't waste away
it depends how you see it
from what aspect
from what prospective

having regrets
is wasted time
nothing is a regret
not doing things
or feeling not doing enough
was meant
it was part of your journey
either to help you
or help someone else
even if you don't see
the why
it isn't meant
for you to see

it's how you feel
that matters
and regrets
shouldn't be a part of it

when you feel this regret
you should examine it
to learn what was being
taught
living your Life fully
is a matter of circumstance

it is I†, Yeshuah†
telling you
through the writer of Words
it is My† mouth
that speaks

don't feel so alone
don't sit there in wander
especially because of others
your journey is your own

not getting to do something
was a lesson
either for you or someone else
don't wonder about it
that 'is' a waste of time

learn the lesson
then move on
to the next lesson

if you are alone
learn not to feel alone
you are safe in alone
a protection given
don't sit in alone
wondering
your Life is as it is
pray
dance
sing
enjoy the day

learn that others
may bring misery
to your door
unnecessary misery
so the Father†
keeps them at bay

be patient with self
the load of society
is plenty and overbearing
you do not Need the load

release the load
giving of time
is far more valuable
then giving of materialness

the age of Wisdom
comes with time spent
learn whatever you can
enjoy the gifts given
appreciate them
honor them
hold on to them

Life is Gentle
when it is Simple
but beware of Life
when Truth is absent
it will rob your Peace
it will steal Gentle
and confiscate Simple

I† am Peace within
the world is at war
with Peace
materialness has it
in captivity
more will come

separate yourself
from it
then help others

the Way that I† brought
to Earth
is Simple, meaningful
with abundance in Peace

those against this
deem the world
in Complex
because of materialism

it is hard separating
from this

those in control
make it this way
pushing what I† brought
further and further away

I† am not materialism
to make a profit
from My† Life
I† did not come for this

I† came to show
a different Way
a Way of caring
sharing, Loving
accepting
living the Way
the Father† deemed

man has turned
what I† came for
around
in mockery of the Father†
an enslavement
of purpose
for control on Earth

My† Way is free
a 'free' that stands
apart from the world

concentrate on this
these Words
instead of suffering
instead of focusing
on what you wish for
or what you don't have
focus on time
focus on what is free

Me†!

to celebrate My† birth
is admirable
to make a mockery of it
is blasphemy
is materialism

why are you so blind?

I† lived and died
in body
but I† live forever
in Spirit

celebrate My† Spirit
understand My† Spirit
then you will understand
My† Father†

(November 20, 2022)—‘Time’s Accordance’ was given on November 19. After, He led me to His final week on Earth, Tuesday morning.

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‘Backlash’ (Crucifixion Vision)

You must learn to fight with your mind!

 Backlash
  
 He's† coming
His† fierce wrath
 –a warning
that will steal your laugh
  
 He's† waited
as you gently
took your bath
 seeing you
enjoy your treasures
He's glad
  
 His† simplicity‒
 riddled with an interesting sass
 if you fall too far behind
on the graph
 He† has an unwavering strap
 administered by
a father's unconditional love‒
 in a dash
 giving you a chance
to bounce back
 from your deep, darkened nap
  
 but you haven't read
the telegraph
 you haven't heard
the endless knocking raps
 you haven't heard
the crash, the clash
 or the blast
 you haven't even heard
the slush
 of His† slow drag
  
 instead
you waddle like an ass
 pretending to celebrate
honor His† flag
 while others...with a bat
so willing to bash
  
 round and round
 lap after lap
 slowly distorting Him†
in every class
 mixing it all up–
 commoners can't even grasp
 leaving it all
to be given in mass
 not willing
to take on the task
 –it's all been a trap
  
 the mark of the beast–
 will be an easy lash
 they will be willing–
 without any wording sass
 let alone
a flame from a shiny blast
  
 how to measure gullibility–
 the strength needed
to cure this rash
 will take more
than attending a mass
 or around waist
wrapping a sash
  
 in the mind
will come the nag
 –a played-out invisible rag
 strange thoughts
making a face sag
 doubt...oh! how nasty!
its constant drag
 heaviness and confusion–
 mixing it all up in lag
  
 there's a better way to combat
 this dark invisible rag
 –powers hidden
once sealed–
 too high to be grasped
 it's now time
to bathe in its vast
 opening it up–
 the vaults...down...smash
  
 mind for mind...slash
 taking control back
 before the Lamb comes
in a flash
 open up for a higher stash
 –sorting through trash
 with an energy in splash
  
 yes, He's† coming
 a warning in passing
 a chance to be given
for a new class
 a higher way
fighting in blast
 a choice in self's brass
 –thrive in eternity's musical jazz
 or fall in evil's
forever fire-pitting trap 

(August 24, 2019)―Wow! is how today began. A jolting out of bed at 4 a.m. to write. I didn’t want to get up. Three times I was literally jolted out of bed. I finally got up and I’ve been writing ever since. That’s what I’m suppose to do: keep writing.

I mentioned in a few writings that I’ll eventually have a section on here about my meditation journey…it will either be in a category or an entire section to itself. All I know is that I’m on an extraordinary journey and I’ve been on this journey for years now, only this time it’s elevated, and I’m to share the entire process here.

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‘To Not See in Shame’

Micah adds to the importance of the Choose!

 To Not See in Shame
  
 He's† coming–
 He's† watching and...tired
 nothing has changed
 all lost in Shame
 playing a tireless game
 for Simple gain
 ‒forgetting His† glorious name
  
 He's† coming‒
 your songs are deranged
 your mentality strange
 believing in sports' games
 gold chains and diamond rings
 leaving His† name
out of range
 condemning those who sang
 glorifying His† name
  
 He's† coming‒
 152 sets the range
 in time...sets the change
 choose which side‒
 you'll play your game
 then it will be set
 no more chances to change

 you choose
it's your time
 to arrange the change
 before time
gets out of range 

(August 14, 2019)―It’s not fair you know. Being the bearer of such news. But it seems only fair. Micah in the Bible. I bet he felt a similar feeling. Only I’m not a prophet. All I know is that the book is written. The only one needed. No need for another. History repeats itself. The warnings always the same. How many times will it have to be?

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‘Pulling A Jonah’

Adhering to the Message!

 Pulling A Jonah
  
 you can run
but you can't hide
 upon you, lies God's† eye
 from one end to the next‒
 He† does not change His† tide
 He† remains the same‒
 in all colors of die
  
 no use in the pretend‒
 no use in loud or shy
 His† call to you to ride–
 to accept or to deny
 either way
you'll pay with your Life
 eternity in die
 eternity in the Light
 you choose
you have that right
  
 ‒that calling comes
from really high‒
 you can run
but you can't hide
 you...He'll† seek and find
 throw you in perils of Life
 'til you accept with every sigh
  
 cry little birdie...cry
 He'll† wait
'til you get the right high
 bowing your head
reaching for the sky
  
 He'll† force your comply
 He† knows your heart inside
 His† calling
from within or outside
 important for the rise
 He'll† rage the water‒
 'til you submit to the cry
 then you'll see‒
 the beauty of the Light 

(August 13, 2019)―The things we do NOT listen to! Oh, my! Karen, you’re such a hard-headed child! Agreed! Agreed! The story of Jonah. That’s where I was led to this morning. I’ve written about Jonah before comparing it to the feeling of depression. That’s how I find the separate parts of each Scripture is: They tell us something different to each individual, but as a whole, the story of Jonah is much more powerful.

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‘What Says You’

I am woman and my faith is my Choice!

 What Says You
  
 defiance in its True nature
 reaches those too immature
 to know the difference
 ‒a veiled struggling creature
 avoiding Words of the One
True teacher
  
 over two thousand years ago
 blood fell on hands‒
 those in the know
 as they began to sow
 deceptions made
of silver and gold
 dawning black hats and robes
 ignoring what Yeshuah† came to show
 choices of Ignorance
they choose
 ‒God† released His† grasp
His† hold
  
 time slips in its venture
 here and there...new adventures
 ‒Words remain
from the One and only teacher
 He† will come
without another lecture
 He† will come
in storms of weather
 they'll be no guessing‒
 go on being the hater, the abuser
 you won't have to wonder
 when it's time‒
 you won't deny
the presence of the Creator
  
 so go on...go!
 be the reason
for Destruction...hold
 be thoughtless and bold
 He's† coming!
 He's† coming
absent silver and gold
 He's† coming to decide‒
 who stays, who goes
 who rises, who He† shall behold
  
 152...a good number to consider
 ignore...it doesn't matter
 He's† never been the taker
 ‒a constant in giver
 lessons, tests‒
 giving all chances in reconsider

 now His† patience is on the damper
 time is over...in chatter
 get on your knees‒
 be the pray-er
 change your heart
to the honest giver
 repent in matters of sinner
 ‒time in choose
is now on the ledger‒
 no turning back‒
 He's†  becoming the taker! 

(August 8, 2019)—My spiritual journey is continuing. I’m not really ready to talk about it but I’m sure there will come a day. Today, I was led to Acts…pages that I never marked up. I have been questioning my journey lately. I’m a woman…as a former Catholic…I asked: I’m a woman. What authority do I have to talk about such things? I’m not kidding. The Catholic church has re-positioned the woman below man for hundreds and hundreds of years. I’m lucky to have finally had my eyes opened to their cruel injustice…truly against anything the Bible teaches!

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‘Time Allotment’

Healing individual and nation byway of God’s tests!

 Time Allotment
 
there were so many‒
but not quite like the three
babylon, rome, egypt
 
babylon wiped from the map
rome...an enemy-insertion trap
as egypt turns
to left-over scrap
 
there were many other nations
tribes around the world
worshiping their gods
in a swirl
disappearing...gone
‒their gods' validation
 
God† over-shadows all others
they last quite a while
then smothered
God† doesn't interfere
doesn't even bother
‒leave them to the world's wonder
just how many gods
are under the thunder?
 
once mighty rulers
having gold and emeralds
hundreds of years‒
forcing slaves
to dry them tears
in each heart
placements of fear
thousands of years
controllers held dear
 
all before: Yeshuah† appeared
 
slowly, slowly rulers
of such magnitude...disappeared
 
are you blind...think so queer
that you can out smart‒
thousands of years!
 
just three: babylon, rome, egypt
oh my! thousands of years
they had reason‒
held their egos so dear
forcing love to the rear
live by hate, pride‒
the shield...instilling fear
 
but barely old enough
to even see rough!
built up pride and ego
not even three hundred years!
laugh, laugh, laugh
‒the emptying of the glass
chances were given
to help you last
‒you're just using it in sass
 
sweet, sweet land of milk and honey
days are coming less sunny
 
countries with more maturity
countries with much more history
fell to the feet
of the Mystery
ancestors left
with no one to call majesty
‒take heed to that of sincerity
you're wasting a gift‒
too young...a baby
not even close to maturity
ego, pride, greed‒
wasted years in cruelty
falling to the hands
of evil in royalty!

(July 5, 2019)—I was led to Ezekiel again today. Political mess. Shootings again in America. Not schools or theaters this time…Wal-Marts! I ask: Why not Target, or the malls, or Walgreens, or any other branded store. Why Wal-Marts? Strange occurrences. The schools. Sure there were a few out-of-sort shootings trying to throw it off, but mostly schools. Then theaters. Random? Across the country. Even less than six minutes from my house! Then a concert…I’m thinking it was going to be the first of many, but then security took over. Stupid really…to target a place like Vegas…that shit spills all over the country. I went to several concerts after. Security is high! Now stores….

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‘Renewing Spirit’ and ‘The Awakening’

For the Children…It’s a CHOICE!

 Renewing Spirit
  
 I wake up to an empty dawn
 raise my hands up
 give thanks...without a yawn
 knowing I wasn't deceived
 I wasn't a pawn
 by the One wiser
than a fawn
  
 take me, take me whole
 in Your† arms...hold
 for I'm just in mold
 clay being recast
in gentle's bold
  
 awaken me
give me strength
 take me from Death‒
 wash away my Sins
 put Joy in my heart
 weaken this defensive anguish
 steady my hands
calm my pulse
 give me the Words
 to speak to them
like a boss 

(July 29)―It all led to the children this morning. It all led to the Coming and how it will affect them by way of their parents. Isn’t that something! I figured it was coming to this!

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‘Men of Songs’

Understanding depression and the veils by-way of Job!

 Men of Songs
  
 I thrash out my complaints
 I take the hurt, the Blame
 put it all on my shoulders‒
 knowing
through all this rough terrain
 not one showed Sincerity
not one came
  
 so I let tears fall
like rain
 open my mouth
my worded train
 feeling alone, empty
worthless...plain
 wondering if I'm really insane
  
 I cast out my stones to You†
 ‒Your† broken little dame
 all these tasks
my Life...so drained
 not knowing the final aim
 just take it all in‒
 the arrows of false names
 on invisible ropes...I hang
  
 told...Life is but a game
 learn to play it...you win fame
  
 You† and I know‒
 that's not how it's framed
 Life isn't at all a game
 You†...no one can tame
 someone so righteous‒
 You† easily cast in flames
 and that person
will never be the same
  
 when this heart
feels weak in faint
 I look at all my I can'ts
 I re-hear all those filthy names
 know...none of them...I ain't
 but I know‒
 I'm such a tiny piece of grain
 and the only fame
to be claimed
 is that of Your† sweet, sweet name
  
 I'm so, so tired
of being maimed
 so tired of lonely's strain
 what have I gained
 on this hateful, lonely lane
  
 I know it's part of Yeshuah's† name
 each and every vein
 I'm so weary...feelings‒
 my work done in vain
 so, I call on you...Yeshuah†
 please take all my complaints
 straight to our Father†
 ‒pull me out
this agonizing drain
 forgive all my trespasses
 turn me over‒
 to at least one heart
who feels the same
 ‒a bit of hunger
a bit of tame
 to do works of Good‒
 in Your† sweet, sweet name 

(July 24, 2019)—Our mothers. Veils. Mercy. I’ve been having a hard time putting my thoughts on paper lately. It may not seem like it but it’s still true. I end up writing it in my head then when I sit down, the same thoughts that I had don’t come out. I didn’t want to write anymore. For the past week or so, I’ve been in a battle with my self I guess you could say. I’m tired. I’ve been doing this work for seven years now. I’ve been writing and teaching and learning for over 10. I’m tired. But I’m to keep going.

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‘Shelters From Storms’

Using our gifts the right way byway of Matthew! How do we discover our gifts? How to use them? How to multiple our inside wealth? Easy. Listen.

 Shelters From Storms
  
 take these gifts...give them more
 open, open...will be doors
 no more seeking to find
 say this is mine
 it shall be yours
  
 place bets on things
 instead of doors
 what's yours will be no more
  
 treasures are found
 in gifts stored
 open, open the doors
 heal from your sores
 be fierce...the Power is yours
  
 take these gifts...do more
 help the needy, help the poor
 put Life in their décor
 never asking what for
  
 open, open the door
 don't be the evil's whore
 take what you know‒
 take it and soar
 high, high...my little commodore
 what you wish...will be yours
 for without fear‒
 the Lord†, you adored! 

(July 24, 2019)―There’s reasons for everything! Twice during meditation this past week I was presented with doors. The first time there were two doors. They were white and side by side. I went to open the door directly in front of me and it was locked. My team (I actually can hear them.) told me to try the other. I did. It opened. I was cheered. I didn’t see myself walk through this door. I just knew that I had entered. And the manifestation process began. The second time there was just one very large white door. I opened it and saw myself walk through it.

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