‘Time’s Innuendo at Hand’ (Yeshuah)

‘Are there not twelve hours of daylight? A man who walks by day will not stumble, for he sees by this world’s light. It is when he walks by night that he stumbles, for he has no light.’—John 11:5-16

Time's Innuendo at Hand (Yeshuah)

a different time is at hand
one you cannot see
but if you feel
then you can sense the change
at hand

I† am giving you a chance
to feel
wage up and feel

it's in the air
this feeling
one of great remorse
one of great indifference
to the times at hand

the times you refuse to face
for parties and games
for mere entertainment
ignoring the Spirit
upon you

it is I†, Yeshuah†
instructing you about the times
you are in
all peoples
over all the Earth

it's a shortness of breath
uncounted
a tingling of fingers and toes
unfathomed

an innuendo of change
an emotional rampage
unmatched
by any other time
on Earth

it's a time to pray
beyond the religions
of the world

it's a time to learn the Father†
the Truth
unlike any other time

He† has let you see
His† work
in so many ways

He† has given opportunity
to change your ways

you choose to look
the other way
you choose to walk
the opposite path

your celebrations are in vain
without the Father† on your heart
without Me†, the Son†, in your soul

wake up to the feelings
upon you
encircling you
feelings to bring you
great disaster
if not tended to
feelings unmatched
by time, itself

hold onto the Words
of My† Father†
learn Them
teach Them
not in pieces
but in whole
all of Them
the old and the new

heed to the warnings at hand
changes are being made
slowly and precisely
at the Father's† will

not learning the Words
leaves emptiness of heart
a Vagueness unfulfilled

rise up 'O Words
speak to them
all the peoples of the world
give them solitude
in their absence of Life
breathe Life into them
take hold of their hearts
and teach them Love
teach them Forgiveness
what the Father† Desires
more than anything
Mercy

teach My† children
how to avoid Strife
all the evils of this world
give the Strength
to overcome adversaries
and Calamity

for what is coming into the world
is great
and cannot be avoided

be well, My† children who hear
you have Good ears
your soul is right with the Lord†
pray through your Despair
come into Me†
and I† will go into you
and place the Spirit of Truth
on your heart

'O My† children
'O My† sisters and brothers
'O My† Father's† chosen
rise up on this most troubled
of times
one masked as Peace
but under its craving Joy
is villainess of heart
a grave Delusion
setting the pace
for what's to come

Peace will evade you
in the coming years
it will render itself
useless

but in Me†
you will find Calm
you will find Solitude
Salvation is My† name

avoid the things told to you
stay clear of these Desires
and it will go well with you

sing alleluia
sing loud to the Lord†

bow down in your Solitude
give thanks to the Lord Almighty†
for He† is Good and Just
and must bring Calamity
to right wrongs done
to His† people
those who hear
those who walk in the Word
those who knew new Words
are given
not to replace
but to remind, to add
clarity to the old

wake up 'O sleepy ones
the change is upon you
great remorse is coming

prepare and be enlightened
to the change the Father†
is sending to you

embrace His† Words
drink up Their cause
for Their cause is Good

hear the choirs in Heaven rejoice
for the Father's discipline
is Righteous

'mellow out, 'O Father†' you sing
but the Father's† hand is Just
His† wrath is Just

be well 'O hearer of Words
sing praises to Them
while you still have Them
the treasure of the world
will soon hide its face
and those wandering the Earth
will search
but will not find
they will thirst
but their thirst will not be quenched
they will hunger
but will not feed their hunger

they will walk in darkness
search for a Light
but will not find
until the time is given
for the treasure
to reveal itself again

'awaken, awaken 'O Words of old'
they will cry
but the Father† will hide Them
from the eyes of the wicked
and the Righteous
for generations before
forgot to teach Them

don't forget 'O generations
of now
teach My† children all the Words
the old and the new
for neither will ever fall away
but They will be lost for a while
but not completely
to those who have Them
stamped on their hearts

be well to hear
this time is coming
after this time passes

all the churches of the world
will crumble
because I† will crumble them
for they have forsaken Me†, the Son†

a new church will arise
one of great multitude
after the old has fallen away
they will not combine
one will fall away
and the other will rise
and be built on the rock intended
not for money or Power
nor for influence or prestige
but for Love and devotion

then all the choirs of Heaven
will sing
alleluia to the Lord Almighty†
for He† is Good and Righteous
and His† laws are Just

(June 14, 2023)―He led me to John 11:5-54 directly after giving me this.

I was given ‘Times Innuendo’ from God in 2022.

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‘Fiscal’s Stand’ (God)

…As I have given the wood of the vine among the trees of the forest as fuel for the fire, so will I treat the people living in Jerusalem. I will set My face against them. Although they have come out of the fire, the fire will yet consume them. And when I set My face against them, you will know that I am the Lord. I will make the land desolate because they have been unfaithful, declares the Sovereign Lord.’—Ezekiel 15:1-8

Fiscal's Stand (God)

breathe deep
open eyes in see
unbelief is all around
for Lies run deep
in that place
where you breathe

you can't over-estimate
your unbelief
as you sit there
in your Arrogantness
wearing jewels
and fine furs
using so much 'stuff'
with your nose held
so far up
that you can't see
what you are doing

it is I†, the Lord Almighty God†
the One you don't believe
exist
a wave is coming
a wave of My† hand
taking everything
and mixing it up

be silent!

I've† come to balance
your Massiveness
of everything

all of your waste
has Pillaged My† mountain
I† will hold you
accountable
on your day of judgment

'O Arrogant nations
living in denial
the mark is upon you
the mark of Destruction

your industrial time
is coming to an end
you have Pillaged
enough
for gain
as My† people lay in streets

but the wage of words
coming out of
indecent mouths
blanketed hearts
is winning you over
making you believe
'stuff' is more important
than I†!

making you believe
I† am not here

don't you see Me†?

can't you feel My† hand?

you wage your war
against Me†
you wage your war
against everyone
except self

your self!

the balance is off key
more of this Pillage
will beat your door
'O great big 'O Arrogance
sitting in your high places
ignoring those in Need
you will awaken
to piles of debris at your door
it will take your beauty
and disarrange it

for the sake of your Sins
to Redeem you
somehow
your ransom has to be paid

I† am the Lord Almighty God†
speaking to the prophet of Words
as I've† spoken to the 
ancient prophets
the ones Needed
to establish the course
of My† Son†

this prophet is different
so are her counterparts
they are witnesses
to your Arrogance
your unneed for My† leadership

how vastly Ignorant
are you

without the Need
you go without the protection

wake up 'O My† peoples
the lawlessness
has awakened
you will know them
by their fruits
‒their actions

pay attention
awaken from your slumber

I† am the Lord†

(September 21, 2022 (Written September 14, 2022))—He led me to Ezekiel 14:1-14 through Ezekiel 15: 1-8 after He gave me ‘Fiscal’s Stand’.

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‘Abasement’ (God)

If you still don’t believe that God is speaking to me, I feel sorry for you. He is speaking. And He is speaking a lot for reason. It is up to you to hear Him.

Abasement (God)

a struggling
it's all over the world
a not knowing
what to do
not knowing
who to believe

Confusion has its grip
so the best thing
in minds of men
is just to live
forget about it
not think
pretend
ignore

it is an odd notion
to live amongst
the unseen

let's compare
let the Teacher speak
I† will speak to you

a virus, a biologic
and Me†, God†, the Creator

can you compare?

is it possible?

both you cannot see
yet both you can feel

some wear gobs of clothing
keeping a virus
from entering them

is it not the same?

minus the clothing of fabric
don't you put on other things
to keep Me† from entering

a mask
a faceless hide
secretness
jobs, partying, entertainment
relationships
Sexual Immorality
Deception
money: houses, cars, clothes
jewelry

it's all this garb
just clothes keeping Me† out

you are ignoring a plague
as you ignore the hungry
the poor, the imprisoned
the abused

'O Arrogant ones of the world

mask

you already had a mask on
before My† discipline
I† just put one on your face
on your body
to awaken what you
refuse to see

I† have that Power
'O restless one
or didn't you know
My† charge?

your concealment of Me†
is senseless
a useless act
but is has been
in many forms
this useless masking
over what can't be hidden

you think it is hidden
you think everything
is Forgiven
you think your Sins
are waters beneath bridges
that you will never
have to answer to

My† Son† didn't wash them away

'because of Him†
your Sins are unseen'

who told you this?

Liars!

I†, the Lord Almighty God†
will set the record straight

those who came before Him†
those who lived when He†
walked with them
their beginning began
a past Forgiven
a fresh start

I† charged followers
to teach His† purpose
to teach His† sacrifice
to glorify My† name
because of His† sacrifice
for man

a great Deception
swallowed the Truth
a Deception so great
many souls were lost
for man Needed the world
instead of Me†

from the moment
I† glorified Salvation
all the world learned
they all heard
what I† had done

a path was laid
an easier path

control was at stake
many things were deemed
a choice was laid
My† Love gave this choice
Love
True Love
it is acceptance
of Love given
without remorse
without betrayal
without resentment
without force

I† do not force
it is a choice

all of these marvelous wonders
you are constantly
fighting to understand
your science was given
to discover My† hand
My† genius

NOT MAN'S!

but many things
are at work
man's ability to choose
is great
to choose himself
over Me†
has always been

it is a given choice
My† Love is grand
and I† give
what man seeks
for My† Love
does not falter

to teach man
what is Good for him
and what is not Good for him
is this purpose
and the purpose of Salvation

everything is permissible
but not everything is Good

but I† give man
the Desires of his heart
some Desires only hurt one
others hurt others

man brings Sin to man

it is preventable
but man has Pride
man has Arrogance
man's boast is usually
in man

thus biologic takes over

all because man has too much
Wants too much
Greed always brings Strife
Calamity
Pillage
Abuse
the misuse of My† creation

I† am the only living God†
your idols cannot
instruct
nor can they save

wealthy cannot save

the wealthiest of them
if I† Want them to die
they will die

if I† use them as a tool
to teach
the right way
and the wrong way
I† take them directly
under My† subject

I† am the charge
that you don't Consider

I† am no different
than a biologic
I† am in charge

every seed after Salvation
has been charged with self
for they have become aware
of Salvation

all of this time
the charge is to self first
then to others

I† didn't misinterpret
the Word of Myself†
you did

Sin is Sin
mouth is mouth
will is will

you have charge of self

for Sin
you must Repent
and not return to Sin

for Sin
you are charged

Blame does not take
the charge away

getting on your knees
blabbering a few Words
doesn't take the charge away

your man-made confessional
doesn't take the charge away

your elaborate dressed shepherds
don't take the charge away

My† Son† doesn't take the charge away
on His† own

DO!

the charge will not disappear
on its own
nor by Divine interventions
that man deems

the charge must be
reconciled by self

compare Me† to a biologic

to rid the body of a biologic
you employ medicine
of the man-made type
you cover your face
and body

to save your Life
other people take care of you

since I† am in charge
of the biologic
why don't you cover yourself
and others
with My† giving Spirit?

why are you so dumb?

haven't you heard
I† can kill the body
and the soul?

says the Lord Almighty God†

Repent
rejoice in the Repent
Repent

a separation
in combine
but combine
will not separate

you are adhering
to the wrong things

the soul outlives the shell
if you live
if you choose to die
the soul will also die

the Light has been paved
My† Son† gave you
this Light
it is a choice to follow
to live
to die
it is a choice given
because My† Love is pure
I† am Faithful
to the covenant given
the covenant sealed
by My† Son's† blood

says the Lord Almighty God†

for ever and ever

(May 13, 2022)—The Scripture He led me to is Nehemiah. You can look this Scripture up. I’ve written about it many times. This is when Nehemiah rebuilds the wall of Jerusalem. It has significant meaning to us as human beings. I will not do a commentary on this writing. His Words are too powerful. If you still don’t believe that God is speaking to me, I feel sorry for you. He is speaking. And He is speaking a lot for reason. It is up to you to hear Him.

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‘Blessings’ (Yeshuah)

The picture, another from March 1, is the clouds in the shape of a dove. There’s no mistaking what it is. As the one below which I posted with a few earlier works. Yeshuah speaks again. All I saw was rainbows in the clouds.

Blessings (Yeshuah)
 
they come
and they go
they believe
and they don't
it still is
 
you shake
and you steady
you look up
and you look down
you are here
then you are not
what price to pay
for following Me†
 
I† am supreme
My† Father† appointed Me†
to shepherd you
those who know Me†
will follow Me†
those who hear
will know
My† Father† will ensure
they know
 
you follow
I† will lead
you will know
it is I†
you will know
it is My† Father†
 
you will not turn
to Sin any longer
you will not Want to
you will not judge
you will not ignore
or insult
you will honor Me†
 
those who do not
see Me†
will fight against you
they don't Want Me†
to take their Sins away
they are of the world
 
you are not of the world
you that have found Me†
I've† taken your sinful nature

away
I† have given you
a Kind heart
I† have blocked out
evil
you must fight for Me†
while you are in the world
but you
are not of the world
 
they will not like
your Words
trust in Me†
I† will send you
what you Need
when you Need it
 
do not grow weary
I† am here
you are Mine†
I† will protect you
 
listen My† Father† speaks
His† prophet writes
listen I† speak
My† prophet writes

 
…words of Yeshuah, the Christ

(April 15, 2020)—The three Scriptures I was led to this morning follow. After I read them, Yeshuah came. I typed it in as it was given. The crosses I added, sticking to my usual manner in which I honor God and Yeshuah.

I published ‘As the Children Lay’ this morning without explanation. I’ve had a hard time with a few things that the Lord has revealed to me. So, after I wrote this up yesterday morning, I was told to rest. This morning I woke up to a video in my messenger that I really needed to hear then I shared it with a few friends. One, whom God sends to me when I’m troubled, answered me and we had a good conversation. I needed it. I needed to be reminded why the Lord chose me. I needed reassurances that no matter what ignorance says to me, God and Yeshuah matter beyond any of it.

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‘Backlash’ (The Crucifixion Vision)

You must learn to fight with your mind!

 Backlash
 
He's† coming
His† fierce wrath
–a warning
that will steal your laugh
 
He's† waited
as you gently
took your bath
seeing you
enjoy your treasures
He's glad
 
His† simplicity‒
riddled with an interesting sass
if you fall too far behind
on the graph
He† has an unwavering strap
administered by
a father's unconditional love‒
in a dash
giving you a chance
to bounce back
from your deep, darkened nap
 
but you haven't read
the telegraph
you haven't heard
the endless knocking raps
you haven't heard
the crash, the clash
or the blast
you haven't even heard
the slush
of His† slow drag
 
instead
you waddle like an ass
pretending to celebrate
honor His† flag
while others...with a bat
so willing to bash
 
round and round
lap after lap
slowly distorting Him†
in every class
mixing it all up–
commoners can't even grasp
leaving it all
to be given in mass
not willing
to take on the task
–it's all been a trap
 
the mark of the beast–
will be an easy lash
they will be willing–
without any wording sass
let alone
a flame from a shiny blast
 
how to measure gullibility–
the strength needed
to cure this rash
will take more
than attending a mass
or around waist
wrapping a sash
 
in the mind
will come the nag
–a played-out invisible rag
strange thoughts
making a face sag
doubt...oh! how nasty!
its constant drag
heaviness and confusion–
mixing it all up in lag
 
there's a better way to combat
this dark invisible rag
–powers hidden
once sealed–
too high to be grasped
it's now time
to bathe in its vast
opening it up–
the vaults...down...smash
 
mind for mind...slash
taking control back
before the Lamb comes
in a flash
open up for a higher stash
–sorting through trash
with an energy in splash
 
yes, He's† coming
a warning in passing
a chance to be given
for a new class
a higher way
fighting in blast
a choice in self's brass
–thrive in eternity's musical jazz
or fall in evil's
forever fire-pitting trap

(August 24, 2019)―Wow! is how today began. A jolting out of bed at 4 a.m. to write. I didn’t want to get up. Three times I was literally jolted out of bed. I finally got up and I’ve been writing ever since. That’s what I’m suppose to do: keep writing.

I mentioned in a few writings that I’ll eventually have a section on here about my meditation journey…it will either be in a category or an entire section to itself. All I know is that I’m on an extraordinary journey and I’ve been on this journey for years now, only this time it’s elevated, and I’m to share the entire process here.

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‘Time Allotment’

Healing individual and nation byway of God’s tests!

 Time Allotment
 
there were so many‒
but not quite like the three
babylon, rome, egypt
 
babylon wiped from the map
rome...an enemy-insertion trap
as egypt turns
to left-over scrap
 
there were many other nations
tribes around the world
worshiping their gods
in a swirl
disappearing...gone
‒their gods' validation
 
God† over-shadows all others
they last quite a while
then smothered
God† doesn't interfere
doesn't even bother
‒leave them to the world's wonder
just how many gods
are under the thunder?
 
once mighty rulers
having gold and emeralds
hundreds of years‒
forcing slaves
to dry them tears
in each heart
placements of fear
thousands of years
controllers held dear
 
all before: Yeshuah† appeared
 
slowly, slowly rulers
of such magnitude...disappeared
 
are you blind...think so queer
that you can out smart‒
thousands of years!
 
just three: babylon, rome, egypt
oh my! thousands of years
they had reason‒
held their egos so dear
forcing love to the rear
live by hate, pride‒
the shield...instilling fear
 
but barely old enough
to even see rough!
built up pride and ego
not even three hundred years!
laugh, laugh, laugh
‒the emptying of the glass
chances were given
to help you last
‒you're just using it in sass
 
sweet, sweet land of milk and honey
days are coming less sunny
 
countries with more maturity
countries with much more history
fell to the feet
of the Mystery
ancestors left
with no one to call majesty
‒take heed to that of sincerity
you're wasting a gift‒
too young...a baby
not even close to maturity
ego, pride, greed‒
wasted years in cruelty
falling to the hands
of evil in royalty!

(July 5, 2019)—I was led to Ezekiel again today. Political mess. Shootings again in America. Not schools or theaters this time…Wal-Marts! I ask: Why not Target, or the malls, or Walgreens, or any other branded store. Why Wal-Marts? Strange occurrences. The schools. Sure there were a few out-of-sort shootings trying to throw it off, but mostly schools. Then theaters. Random? Across the country. Even less than six minutes from my house! Then a concert…I’m thinking it was going to be the first of many, but then security took over. Stupid really…to target a place like Vegas…that shit spills all over the country. I went to several concerts after. Security is high! Now stores….

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‘Solitary Confinement’

The truth of planting seeds by-way of Jeremiah! It’s time for hurting to take the personal responsibility to heal.

 
 Solitary Confinement
  
 they're out there enjoying Life
 those who Lied and betrayed
 while she sits in silence
 waiting for her time
  
 they all believe the opposite
 of what is True
 they are all blinded in fool
 while her tears cause her to drool
 praying...her inward tool
 for being condemned
 doing what she was supposed to do
  
 all abandoned her
 deciding to judge
 where no judgment was due
 pitying her–
 where no pitying was due
  
 so she accepts the cross
 ‒knowing full well...who's in charge
 in the waves of other's flaws
 like a rage doll...she was tossed
  
 but her hopes
stayed with the Light
 their insecurities
weren't even her fight
 in her eyes
she just watched their blight
 screamed at them
in her troubled fight
 thinking it was her right
 standing up for herself
against the night
 those suffering for lack of insight
 in only the Lord†
can things ever be right
  
 yes, she watched...screamed
 with all her might
 years of blight‒
 but it was never her fight
 ‒she was already in the Light
  
 so she waits...sometimes in cry
 accepting the silence
 her temporary confinement
 forever lasting enlightenment
 as those who suffer inside
 play with false lives
on the outside
 ‒the lost coveting what they lost
 concealing in Lies...lost
 not knowing what it means
 to take it to the cross
  
 yes, they condemn her, judge her
 placing her in depressed...lost
 when all the while‒
 what they refused to see
 she was always a Faithful child
 of the Boss! 

(July 23, 2019)—There’s a lot going on but little of nothing. What’s taking place in my life is not on the outside per say. I never really knew what was meant by Spiritual Awakening. To be honest, I thought it was all a bunch of crap. But I could never deny the things I’ve experienced when it came to the spiritual world. All the experiences I’ve written about in My 12-Book Series, well, they actually happened. Everything I’m experiencing now…it’s actually happening. It’s not in my mind, or some crazy deal. I think this is the part that separates the spiritual realm from the rest of the world. People go to church every day all around the world, but they really don’t understand what they are hearing or reading about because so much is left out of those preachings.

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‘His Pickup’

Have you answered God’s call? He’s waiting on you!

 His† Pickup
  
 I talk to the air
 pretending someone's there
 –it's only fair
 since no one sees
how I comb my hair
  
 I go for days, weeks
in this brave affair
 feeling angels everywhere
 then I fall to despair
 acknowledging
no one's really there
 wondering
if anyone really cares
  
 I go until I can't
my hand to face in cry–
  
 this isn't fair
  
 too long I've been waiting
for the care
 working, doing
wanting someone truly there
 but...just surrounds me
thin air
  
 I get completely lost
in this temporary despair
 then...comfort arrives
out of thin air
  
 I was pushed back
and about to fall,
 but the Lord helped me.
 the Lord is my strength
and my song;
 He has become
my salvation.
  
 revealing there's someone there
 someone who truly cares
 waiting, fighting there
 waiting to become fully
before the Lord...bare
 dealing in past affairs
 –having courage to dare
  
 shouts of joy and victory
 resound in the tents
of the righteous;
 the Lord's right hand
has done mighty things!
 the Lord's right hand
is lifted high;
 the Lord's right hand
has done mighty things!
  
 victory is every where
 I can feel I in the air
  
 I will not die but live,
 and will proclaim
what the Lord has done.
 the Lord has chastened me severely,
 but He has not given me
over to death.
  
 I know all won't be lost
in despair
 I know there will be saved
so many little hairs
 so I basked in this empty air
 as...taking place
the attended affairs
  
 open for me
the gates of righteousness;
 I will enter
and give thanks to the Lord.
 this is the gate of the Lord
 through which
the righteous may enter.
 I will give You thanks
for You answered me;
 You have become my salvation.
  
 all things will be fair
 as comes...the perfect affair
  
 the stone the builders rejected
 has become the capstone;
 the Lord has done this,
 and it is marvelous in our eyes.
 this is the day the Lord has made;
 let us rejoice and be glad in it.
  
 seeing truth...so there
 I anticipate
with welcoming flair
 I know this heart I wear
 –out of pure despair
 comes a star's brilliant glare
  
 o Lord, save us;
 o Lord, grant us success.
 blessed is he who comes
in the name of the Lord.
 from the house of the Lord
we bless you.
 the Lord is God,
 and He has made His light
shine upon us.
 with boughs in hand
join in the festal procession
up to the horns of the altar
  
 in bowed head...I do declare
 life is as it should be–
 it's not in the tear
 but in the solid of repair
 that God† reveals
His† humble stare
  
 You are my God
and I will give You thanks;
 You are my God
and I will exalt You.
 give thanks to the Lord
for He is good;
 His love endures forever.—Psalm 118 

He’s Waiting On You!

(July 5, 2019)—I haven’t written in a while…been busy with the testimony of my recent events, which has proven not difficult, but more of a soul-searching deal that’s taking me nearing over a month now to work on. It’s okay. I have plenty time. There’s never a rush for things these days. In due time, they do come. But I have been working diligently and long hours. I went to bed at 5 a.m. this morning and woke up at around noon to people asking me if I felt the earthquake. No. I’ve been busy.

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‘Love in Action’

Actions, in spite of resentment, still say LOVE

 Love in Action
 
no matter the resentment
it was given then taken
actions of love
still...not just a must
but a do
 
it's all giving
without judgment
helping without faking
actions in love
doing
without needing a clue
 
it's helping another
without commitment
being truthful
without manipulation
actions in love
doing
for words are not enough
 
it's getting over
the resentment
‒those taking without
returning the give
actions in love
still...a beautiful mark
on the heart
in the making

(April 30, 2019)―Resentment. I’ve written a lot about resentment in Book 12. It’s part of the codependency deal. A codependent will give and give without thinking of themselves and then they begin to resent it because they carry the expectation of being given in return. Of course, the given in return doesn’t happen most of the time. A codependent is a bit fucked up in a sense because of this expectation.

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‘What Comes Out’

Anger: How changing this one emotion can change your entire life!

 What Comes Out
 
she weighed
the things she's said
‒those retaliating words
she weighed
the things she's done
thinking it all hard love
but it was anger
‒acting out
over another's danger
 
what makes you do
these things?
 
she pondered the question
the only answer: retaliation
she bowed her head
in confession
responding to those living
in secret
putting her in the dark...deeper
 
she weighed
her lost of control
‒all man things took their toll
grabbing at her in hold
her...letting it all
use her in bold
 
anger's put her in the red
shaped thoughts in head
then actions without thought
knowing the wrong
in every heart beat
then came further heat
 
she weighed
all these things
knowing too late always rings
seeking truth
sets off anger in sing
it's her life
not just some fling
 
she sighed just a bit
thinking these things
anger's become a distraction
at times
giving satisfaction
‒the evil whore's demolition
 
she bowed her head
in greater confession
this her greatest sin
one...with‒
she no longer
wants to blend

control‒
a fight she's determined
to win
‒using gratitude
from God's† den‒
the only way to contend
‒be put in the light
from way deep within

(April 27, 2019)―There are 2 large garbage cans that came with the house I live in. When we first moved in, they were in the corner of the garage. The side where I park my car. My car door opens up to the wall side of the garage. I have boxes stacked in there, which I never unpacked also on the side where I park my car. About a month ago, we were told by the landlord that we had to clean up the backyard. After the winter, the pine needles and pine cones had added up. So, in order to make my job a little easier, I moved the garbage cans to the side of the house, inside the metal gate. Since, they were out of the way in the garage, I moved over some boxes, which made getting out of my car easier.

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