‘Crucifying Jesus†’

Persecution. I was led to the following Scriptures today. Acts. The historical account of what happened to Peter and the rest of them who initially was appointed to tell the world about their experience, their testimony, about Jesus Christ. Nothing much has changed!

Note: The purple ray that you see in the picture that accompanies this writing is the purple love of Jesus. It is a blessing that He is placing on the 2 orbs inside of the red bubble. Those 2 orbs represent 2 people whom God has already married. There is a marriage under God and a marriage under man. You will know who these 2 people are, I’m told, in the near future. I already know. (I’m told to write this because of my self-doubt. It is dated now as everything else I’m told to write. It is for the sole purpose of revealing truth to me, personally, and to you. I can’t deny my self-doubt because I can’t see how this will happen, but in God and in Jesus, everything is possible. In Jesus’ name, Amen.)

(October 6, 2019)—Persecution. I was led to the following Scriptures today. Acts. The historical account of what happened to Peter and the rest of them who initially was appointed to tell the world about their experience, their testimony, about Jesus Christ. Nothing much has changed!

I say I’m told to write about how I feel. I hate writing how I feel. I used to not, but that was before the veils were lifted and I had this I-don’t-give-a-damn kind of heart. Things are different. God told me that now…there will be no more veils put on me. I must deal with my resentment of how others behave towards me and what they have done to me in the past. Currently, I’m told not to meditate, to wait…and write.

In ‘Crucifying Jesus†’, I wrote ‘I am in Christ†, Christ† is in me’. These words were put into my heart when I first heard Jesus’ voice. I was overwhelmed with Him. I couldn’t wait to tell the world that He was so real, and so humble, and so…everything! I never dreamed that by revealing this, I’d be worse off than I was before…crucified!

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‘The Way―Still in Dispute!’

Choices to follow is exactly that…a CHOICE! We don’t have to. That’s unconditional love. [Thou shall not kill? The Torah anyone? Hello! They killed Jesus, too! THOU SHALL NOT KILL! And NO ONE Questioned/Questions this!].

(September 11)―I’m been paying attention to the hypothesis of my writings…as in the people’s reaction. There’s next to nothing or deletion of it all together. Quite the opposite of Paul’s journey. ‘The Way―Still in Dispute!’ was the answer I got this morning…byway of Acts 25:23-27 through Acts 26:30-32. Isn’t that something!

This answer is a serious one because of the last vision I was sent. Horrifying! Disgusting! It left me in a state of sadness for the rest of the evening. And there was a question on the table. Not a outspoken one…it was put into my heart: Will you continue? I have a choice to go back into meditation or not. A choice. Just as the vision of Jesus walking ahead of me after He put me on the cross with Him. I had a choice to follow Him. He was not going to force me. I chose to follow. Did I choose right away…at that very second? No. I stood there as He kept walking. He had His hand out slightly by His side and He looked back at me once. He beckoned me to follow Him, but I stood there in hesitation. It was left as my freewill to think about it. And I did. I was not condemned for that…for taking that moment to think about it. Then I decided that I would follow. And I did. Because I did, He allowed me  to see the pregnant woman. He allowed me to feel His sadness. He allowed me to feel the fact that He suffered, too. He allowed me to see that He didn’t let pride and ego stand in the way of His emotions. That’s pretty special to me.

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‘Solitary Confinement’

The Truth of Planting Seeds By-Way of Jeremiah! The Truth of Planting Seeds byway of Jeremiah! It’s time for narcissists to take the personal responsibility to heal.

(July 23)—There’s a lot going on but little of nothing. What’s taking place in my life is not on the outside per say. I never really knew what was meant by Spiritual Awakening. To be honest, I thought it was all a bunch of crap. But I could never deny the things I’ve experienced when it came to the spiritual world. All the experiences I’ve written about in My 12-Book Series, well, they actually happened. Everything I’m experiencing now…it’s actually happening. It’s not in my mind, or some crazy deal. I think this is the part that separates the spiritual realm from the rest of the world. People go to church every day all around the world, but they really don’t understand what they are hearing or reading about because so much is left out of those preachings.

I’ve been having a lot of questions lately. I know what I’ve been experiencing. I began my journey in meditation. I think maybe I jumped a few steps and went directly to the meat of it all. It’s work. It’s of the spiritual realm, the place I go when I fall deep into meditation. I have questions answered and my mom seems to be part of this journey now. She is the truth of the spiritual realm for me. She is on my team per say. Anyway, a lot has been put before me lately. And my questions keep adding up.

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‘A Waiting Maze’

God Patiently Awaits For You To Choose By-Way of Zechariah!. God’s Patient Wait For You To Choose! The 4th message to you ‘Today’s Society’…It’s Up To You To Listen!

(July 18)—I didn’t want to write anymore. Well, I got two today. The first ‘A Waiting Maze’ and Zechariah! The second ‘Hold Them Hard!’ and Ezekiel! Again…this is all concerning today’s society!

The Scripture I was led to this morning is about the Jews building the temple. This is during Haggai’s mission…some time around 520 B.C. This was NOT why I was lead to this. A theme starting in ‘Orchestrated Part’ and it is continuing…almost every 2 days. So, I’m going with it.

Before I bring in the Scripture, there were several things I’ve been wondering about. One of them is what is a true messenger of God. So, I goggled it. The shit I found. One thing I know for certain: If any entity denies food,  and a life that each person sees fit to live like getting married and having sex in the marriage, not celebrating religious days, etc. they are of the world and not of God. That’s just the truth. I’m saying this because I ran across one organization, brotherhood of something or other, and they appear to be big…I read down on their page. They were giving all these points on how to deem a person a messenger of God. I will tell you right now…Peter, Paul, and the rest of them…were NOT righteous. So this brotherhood bullshit is of the world already. Then this deemed messenger (according to them) can’t eat meat! Of the world! Fake!

Yes, I’m saying it. They are fake!

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‘When You Are Sure!’

The Veils Revealed Through Ezekiel 38 and 39

(July 16)―I’m to write my truth to you. A lot has been going on in my world and it is happening fast. I seem to have written enough about the healing…what we are responsible to do for ourselves. Now, the writing is upsetting in a way. I’ve had some hormonal days topped with the upstairs neighbor having strife…I’ve been sucking up the energy, and then getting this spiritual awakening (go ahead and smirk…I had to look all this up myself), now these writings that are coming. I’ve been crying for two days.

As I posted, as you can see here on my website between this posting and the posting two days ago, a post that I did not post. I didn’t get on this website on the 15th. I had too many things to do. Early, early this morning, I got notice of a posting on my author page. I didn’t post this. I contacted my website provider who also handles my security…no hacks. The post came from MY computer. No way! I didn’t post it. During the last two days, I’ve had some serious talks with God. I’ve been forced to look at my entire life, my entire sinful life and repent.

The Book of Job! Twice last night I was led to it.

Bragging, boasting. No. I’m to reveal this. I guess when this all ends for me, you will fully understand.

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‘Orchestrated Part’

The Orchestrated Part of the Jews in Jesus’ Death…the Same In Me and YOU! The Veils! The Veils are put on to teach us, in order for us to grow! Trust is so very important!

(July 12)—Are you worried about your life? You shouldn’t. But I do know how it feels to NOT know. It’s a scary feeling. What would you do if someone came to you and gave you a message from above? Clearing up matters for you in such a way that it sort of all made sense. Would you listen?

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‘His Pickup’

Have You Answered The Call? He’s Waiting On You!

He’s Waiting On You!

(July 5, 2019)—I haven’t written in a while…been busy with the testimony of my recent events, which has proven not difficult, but more of a soul-searching deal that’s taking me nearing over a month now to work on. It’s okay. I have plenty time. There’s never a rush for things these days. In due time, they do come. But I have been working diligently and long hours. I went to bed at 5 a.m. this morning and woke up at around noon to people asking me if I felt the earthquake. No. I’ve been busy.

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Commentaries: Matthew 13:44-46

[k. e. leger’s Note: This article and all that goes with it from biblehub.com is not originally written in the English language. It was translated and I will correct spelling and punctuation as in keeping with the meaning of their content. In some places, I had to let it be. I hope that you enjoy this piece anyway. This goes with my article title ‘Discovering the Hidden Treasure in Yourself’.]

Ellicott’s Commentary [Introduction]

The kingdom of heaven is like unto treasure hid in a field.—Probably no parable in the whole series came more home to the imagination of the disciples than this. Every village had its stories of men who had become suddenly rich by finding some hidden hoard that had been hastily concealed in time of war or tumult.

Then, as now, there were men who lived in the expectation of finding such treasures, and every traveler who was seen searching in the ruins of an ancient town was supposed to be hunting after them. As far back as the days of Solomon, such a search had become a parable for the eager pursuit of wisdom (Proverbs 2:4).

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The Case of the Buried Treasure

by Ray Stedman, Authentic Christianity

[k. e. leger Note: This article was written June 27, 1971. Please take note how this article, written 48 years ago, still holds true today. This really helps us to understand the struggle with Israel, and why the governments are acting the way they are. This goes with my article titled ‘Discovering the Hidden Treasure in Yourself.’]

In the great series of parables in Matthew 13 our Lord gave us, as He said, ‘The secrets of the kingdom of heaven.’ The kingdom of heaven is God’s work among men, God’s rule and authority in the midst of human affairs. In this series, Jesus is revealing the work of the kingdom as it is going on throughout the centuries of this present age since His first coming and before His return. We come to the fifth parable this morning, the parable of the buried treasure.

I don’t know what that may evoke in your mind. It always reminds me immediately of Robert Louis Stevenson’s Treasure Island, of Long John Silver, and doubloons and pieces-of-eight, peg-leg pirates, and all the exciting things usually associated with the idea of buried treasure. It is intriguing to realize that Scripture deals with this subject as well. It recognizes the allure and the mystery, which always gathers around the notion of hidden treasure. God has His buried treasures and He is speaking of them in this parable.

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‘Humble of Mercy’

You Want It to Be! So Bad….

A sample from Book 12

(September 26, 2018)—

Praise for Joy and Security of the RighteousKeep me safe, O God, for in You I take refuge. I said to the Lord, ‘You are my Lord; apart from You I have no good thing.’ As for the saints who are in the land, they are the glorious ones in whom in all my delight. The sorrows of those will increase who run after other gods. I will not pour out their libations of blood or take up their names on my lips. Lord, You have assigned me my portion and my cup; You have made my lot secure. The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; surely I have a delightful inheritance.

I will praise the Lord, who counsels me; even at night my heart instructs me. I have set the Lord always before me. Because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices; my body also will rest secure, because You will not abandon me to the grave, nor will You let Your Holy One see decay. You have made known to me the path of life; You will fill me with joy in Your presence, with eternal pleasures at Your right hand.―Psalm 16

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