‘Careful Watch’

‘…judgment and justice have taken hold of you. Be careful that no one entices you by riches; do not let a large bribe turn you aside. …’Job 36:16-21

 Careful Watch
  
 He's† taken the chalice of my womb
 sent it away
 He's† taken the depths of my knowledge
 stripped it and remade
 He's† taken the love in my heart
 succumbed it to death
 ‒strangled it in plea
 forced me into bleed
  
 He's† forced me to see man
 the depths of his heart
 from the agonizing of sin
 as he pillaged my soul
 to see breaks of beauty within
  
 He's† taken my pride
 emptied its glass
 He's† smashed my vanity
 revealed how beauty doesn't last
  
 He's† placed His† hands on me
 holding me down deep
 'til all anger seeped
 ‒as on my bed...I selfishly wept
 He's† forced me to see
 depths of insecurity
 every seam of my body
 ‒forcing me to look at it
 in sincerity
  
 He† strangled my throat
 stripped me of my prideful-laden coat
 He† put strips of silver in my hair
 lowered my cheeks
 ‒keeping me from smiles
 as I laid down to weep
  
 He† sent rivers to my eyes
 He† laced me with horrible scenes
 ‒revealing man's discrepancies
 truth in what he denies
 ‒right before his very eyes
  
 He† brought pain to my heart
 as I listened to man's lies
 ‒lessons from He†
 forcing me to see‒
 the depths...inside of me
  
 like the thunder in the night
 He† forced me into fight
 turning me inside out
 struggling through a blind man's sight
  
 He† waged His† war on me
 taking me from a marsh, soggy land
 to a desert's broken sea
 He† swarmed me with locust
 He† opened up the lion's den
 devouring me down to bones
 covered in a blanket of skin‒
 not seeming my own
 ‒lost and unsure
 of where I belong
  
 He† singled me out
 forcing me to see man's empty clout
 He† filled me again with knowledge
 put a strong whip in my hand
 slashing a worded belt
 pulling empty judgment
 from man's mouth
  
 He† forced my body in paradise
 striping this mind
 with His† roll of the dice
 ‒using my voided, naked body
 as an eagle grips a helpless bunny
 He† took my heart and mind
 drawing out evil in kind
 ‒as I crossed every line
  
 ―†―†―
  
 His† power is beyond
 anything known to mankind
 He† can force us to see
 what He† wants us to see
 He† can force us to hear
 what He† wants us to hear
 ‒nothing is beyond His† reach
 it all happens‒
 for Him to teach
  
 man thinks he understands
 man thinks he's reached
 the depths of God†
 man throws:
 'listen, we can teach you'
 'listen, let us correct you'
 but man is wrong

 God† controls every song
 His† whispers are louder
 than the lowest of sounds
 His† eyes pierce the thickest of walls
  
 man can not teach
 where God† instructs
 His† knowledge out weighs
 any man's scale
 His† abilities are beyond
 any notion of achievement
  
 He† can bring you pleasure
 endless treasures
 then in a swipe of His† hand
 destroy with a swift puff
 of the sand
  
 who can dispute
 who can say they understand
  
 who buries themselves in science
 thinking they are in control
 of their conscience

 who can perform surgery
 thinking they are in control‒
 their knowledge is their own mastery
  
 who can build their wealth
 thinking they rule their money
 thinking they outsmarted
 the one and only Creator
  
 who bows down to statues‒
 man's endless idols
 thinking praying to them
 will grant their request
 thinking God† doesn't see
 their devotion to idolatry
  
 who controls industry
 thinking they themselves
 came up with the designs
 came up with the formulas
 came up with the ideas

 who writes a book
 who sings a song
 who acts in a play
 who plays an instrument
 who dances a dance
 who paints a picture
 who mothers a child
 who marries a wife
 who does any type of art
 ‒any type of skill
 thinking they rule their nest
 thinking they are excellence
 ‒above all the rest
  
 lost sheep
 in a blind man's sea
 ‒not looking at the truth of He†
  
 the Artist of artists
 gives you the heart
 ‒you have a responsibility
 through this given creativity
  
 He† puts it all into motion
 from the slightest of movements
 to the biggest of bangs
 from the slightest of whispers
 to the loudest of declarations
 ALL...at the mercy of His† hands
  
 —†—†—
  
 SEE in ALL things‒
 God† created
 ‒there is nothing
 that does not belong to Him†
  
 He† sends the good
 He† sends the bad
  
 ALL answer to Him†
  
 who can say
 tomorrow will be theirs
 who can say
 their lamp is good
 who can say
 they are seeing in careful watch
 who can declare righteousness
 through anger and hate
  
 SPEAK UP! ANSWER!
  
 He† gives knowledge
 where knowledge is due
 He† gives wisdom
 where wisdom is due
 He† will give, He† will take away
 He† will veil‒
 seal your mind
 seal your eyes
 seal your ears
 when He† needs to move you
 when it's time for you to prove
 the depths of your heart
  
 He† will send in hard love
 He† will challenge the depths of you
 ‒see what lies deep in your heart
 He† will shake you
 He† will rattle you
 He† will put before you
 what your mind cannot conceive
  
 when He† calls you
 He† will seek you
 when you turn on Him†
 He† will darken you
 until you answer Him†
 until you blast open your heart
 until you face your self
  
 that's
 that's
  
 the mercy...God's† help
  
 that's
 that's
  
 the reveal in judgment
 ‒the love of a Son†
 coming in‒
  
 for only then
 have you opened your eyes
 in careful watch‒
 you see truth all around you
 you become aware‒
 those blankets in deception
 that try to again steal you
 ‒absent is hate and angre's drool
 for Yeshuah†, you become the fool
 LOVE...LOVE is all around you
  
 that's
 that's
  
 when true knowledge awakens
 you become just a child
 your Father† tested you
 your Father† challenged you
 ‒you've learned...at last
 how to win your prized key
  
 by the force of heal
 from wounds buried deep
 ‒what God† wanted you to see
 destroying the shame
 that kept you in captivity
  
 that's
 that's
  
 when you are totally free
 ‒no fear to see
 for you surrendered
 to the ultimate Holy in See! 

(December 28, 2019)—A hypocrite. Shame. I addressed the hypocrite on my personal Facebook page discussing that I wasn’t a preacher. You can go read it. It’s public. Karen E. Leger…my page name. or k. e. leger my author page name. A hypocrite. I was called that too many times to count. Yeshuah called the Jews who were entrusted to teach the Law of Moses (God’s Law) hypocrites. Do you know why? Apparently not. I also heard that I needed to hang out with other Christians, so that they can correct me, by someone who calls himself a Christian, while calling me  names and saying I am the worse thing in the world and the cause of all his miseries. He is the second person to say such a thing in my life. How can I be the cause of another person’s misery? That’s the solid question.

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‘Ringing of Ears’

Humble. When you break, when you fall to your knees and feel shame leave your body, you aren’t afraid of people: No! You become afraid of the LORD!

 Ringing of Ears
 
it's been pushed
by the Lord†
 
'say what I† need you to say'
 
I dug deep
within my heart
 
'I can't...it's just too hard'
 
then He† stopped
the coming of love
‒taking flight
the wounded dove
 
so I sat...thought about it
 
'what more can I shift'
 
gave in...so here it is:
 
'whatever they say about me
whatever words run deep
it's the eagle that's going to seep
‒fall from its perch
send many to the hearse
 
it's not I...my little ole self
who has to heal
from the burst
 
the eagle has surfed
the wrong turf
out stretched‒
the hands of the Lord†
 
think...think with your hearts
the idol worship
has to end
the eagle has been taken
‒has become the fiend
 
go away, go away
my voice has to tell
no matter the yell
or who sends me to hell
 
the Lord† has His† grip
even if you call me a witch
He's† in charge‒
control of this ship
your hat...go ahead and tip
 
the eagle has deceived
‒what was given to her
has been stripped
no longer a graceful flight
‒the wings are soon to be clipped
 
hear, hear what I say
it's about to be the Lord's day
hear, hear what He† has to say
‒the eagle's flown
the wrong way
 
down, down, down
she will fall
roll to the ground
like a frustrated ball
oh! how once she stood tall
‒helping every bit of y'all
 
sad, sad rings these bells
as with my ears‒
I openly, loudly hear
the fall is drawing near
the Lord's† strapped me‒
in this corner
pledging...me move no further
‒unless I write the hear
 
ring, ring goes the bells
remembering...once the gentle flight
the eagle way up high
soaring through the open sky
 
the Lord† took notice‒
her careful ways
hearing her calls
helping in the save
 
oh! how she lost her way
that once beautiful eagle‒
so large and strong
how! over the edge
she has gone
as her young starve
‒sitting there alone
 
open your eyes
oh! beautiful eagle
see how you lost‒
your principle
your strong hold
has weakened
oh! how the Lord†
you have forsaken
 
awaken, awaken
hear the ring of the bells
deaf and blind
as you sit on a throne
‒one to soon fall
for the Lord† Almighty
has seen it all
‒His† hand is wrapping
around the ball
He† has sounded
His† final call'

(December 27, 2019)—Today, the poem came first. After I finished writing it, ‘Open the book,’ came. Zephaniah. What is highlighted in the Scripture below is what I underlined in red back in 2007, the first time I read through the Bible. Amazing.

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‘Vastness of Discourse’

Everything is connected! Everything is NOT what it seems!

Vastness of Discourse
 
it never fails
cruelty, disloyalty
forgetfulness
tiny bits...adds up
to the vastness
of ugliness
 
the Lord† showing His† face
only to be disgraced
man-made disobedience
the loaded gun of control
–in their seamlessness
of greediness
 
nineveh...your given symbol
truth of its legacy
–a failed heart
in its self-destructiveness
 
you aren't any better–
your stripping cadence
forgetting then adhering
–never knowing truth
in all its easiness
 
this lure of money's faithfulness
has again...trapped you
not knowing truth
in holiness
 
'why am I here'
 
your constant weariness
–your uncleverness
due to the end result–
the control of you
power, wealth
the seekers of the doers
keeping you sedated
over and over
 
you...not seeing God†
His† endless process
thousands of years
captured by your hunger
for lust
sexual, murderous mutilation
–without understanding
the connection of oneness

(December 19, 2019)―I was a little girl. My mother was sitting in her chair on the edge of the seat. I was standing in front of her. My back towards her, sort of leaning on her. Her arms around me. Daddy is stooping in front of me. My eyes are even with his. He has his arms up and he’s looking up. He has his fingers in my hair, moving my hair around. I feel the liquid running down each side of my face. He’s trying to clear the path so he can see the damage done.

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‘Prophecy’

‘for they scattered My people among the nations and divided up my land. They cast lots for My people and traded boys for prostitutes; they sold girls for wine that they might drink…’ He’s coming for Judgment…to fix Earth. It’s your choice on what gate you want to go in.

Prophecy
  
 it comes–
 a constant in proficiency
 each line in relevancy
 –nothing to be stuck in pudency
 except–
 for man's constant recusancy
  
 hundreds...hundreds of years–
 in between the aducacy
 comes the means in prophecy
 through oneiromancy
 releasing in recumbency
 –the authority in hearing
  
 pulling, pushing
 forcing the vibrancy
 reiterating its urgency
 repeating for reasons–
 in certainty
  
 always the same tendency
  
 coming for supremacy
 as man's lost in repellency
 –tipping over in dizzy
 his constant adamancy
  
 the warnings in relevancy
 'fix your infrequency'
 moving to and from–
 the only leg in legacy
 –what drives you to bankruptcy
 testing your ability
 in mercy
  
 lacking true love–
 the discrepancy
 –this awesome balance
 in delicacy
 giving into the divergency
 instead of remaining
 in consistency
  
 giving into currency
 being the shakable gypsy
 forgetting coherency
 –for materialism
 spiritual insufficiency
 –not seeing the blanket
 in urgency
  
 you're living in delinquency
 –for the Almighty Lord†
 lives in divine elegancy
 sitting as head abbacy
 –patiently waiting in consistency
 knowing the mind's balance
 in delicacy
 –struggling through its
 individual counterinsurgency
  
 He† waits...watching–
 in total clemency
 knowing He's† already told–
 the coming belligerency
 –over and over
 the constant discrepancy
  
 the coming hand that awaits–
 a sudden departure
 –a move in spiritual normalcy
 owning up to predominancy
 a time to mend–
 what's in virulency
  
 open in all transparency
 –His† voice in redundancy
 the reversal in testacy
 from right to left
 ...left to right
 –a rise from your somnolency
 for a shaking up in queasy
 the thief coming–
 destruction of the papacy
 removing all worldly certainty
 –in its pungency
  
 a fixing of inadequacy
 a lady lost in dressy
 –all lost in conspiracy
  
 a flip in intimacy
 so you'll know the Lord's† efficancy
 –comings–
 when the total of indecency
 smothers that of true divinity
  
 it's time–
 shaking, rattling, rolling
 just slightly
 all to become voided in hazy
 –a time for a soul
 to pick its currency
  
 bow your head–
 no time for immoral conspiracy
 the matter at hand:
 who's in supremacy
 –of all you see
 who heads the embassy
  
 what is true holy
  
 as the glass of water shakes–
 souls gone...sudden take
 remember your contumacy
 God† dwells over the living–
 over them
 He† stands always
 in ascendency
  
 do away with your hypocrisy
 in Yeshuah†–
 seek the true intimacy
 –a pure heart in frequency
 for whatever shakes
 will become steady again
 for whatever darkens
 will become light again
 it's up to you alone
 to decide your own competency
 no one can add the accuracy
 –truth of your heart
  
 the shake will determine
 a given time before the fire
 –this for your advertency
 no amount of worldly currency
 will aid allegiancy
  
 help the living–
 dead bodies no longer live
 the living breathes–
 that is certainty
  
 here's God's† consistency:
 the scales are out
 hearts are weighed
 rooms are being prepared
 two gates are being fully opened
 –the coming autopsies
 just the beginning
 –the constant in consistency
  
 words already given
 –without discrepancy
 line for line
 –a given conveniency
  
 the Lord† Almighty
 in all His† fragrancy
 awaits in His† diplomacy
 –your choice
 as given from the Abbacy 

(December 16, 2019)—What I write here is to the point. God has been revealing a lot to me. A lot that scares me. He’s shown me the unbelief of so many. He has shown me the reaction of the people after His warning happens. I pray that you choose from the heart. He’s expecting the greed, the lies, the hatred. Your job is to show Him differently. In Yeshuah’s name. Amen

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‘Rapture’

I don’t want to believe Him. I didn’t say I don’t believe Him. I said I don’t want to believe Him. It is true all the same. God doesn’t lie. He is truth. Jesus is truth. Truth is. You can’t defend what is. God’s will is. And what is…is. And what God’s will is…will be…therefore, it is.

Rapture
  
 on Earth‒
 lives all creatures
 in each‒
 lies a common feature
 one so misunderstood‒
 confusion set
 by so many preachers
  
 in came our Teacher
 setting things straight‒
 before His† departure
  
 but control was always
 man's infrastructure
 a way to push‒
 the foreclosure
 ‒the ways
 of the stagnated vultures
 ‒forcing many
 into dried-up pastures
 as their man-made kingdoms‒
 they nurture
 ‒building up
 to in-the-now pleasures
  
 here's something to measure
 a good shaking-up lecture:
 a soul...beings under the texture
 live forever‒
 despite man's literature
 ‒this...where...in comes
 the mixture
  
 by man's hands‒
 the mind-bogging massacre
 where man thinks‒
 he conquered
 byway of the conjure
  
 this inside being‒
 driven by
 a higher chauffeur
 ‒one with
 a divine signature
 ‒in the moment
 of departure
 it leaves
 without torture
 ‒up or down‒
 depending
 on its nature
 ‒the heart's activity
 in haggard
  
 you see
 only a body's exposure
 ‒already gone
 its inside architecture
  
 so when comes massive
 in measure
 bodies will remain‒
 seen as volatile in nature
 by those stuck‒
 in man-made pastures
 ‒a common mistake 
 in manufacture
 ‒typical...man-driven legislature
  
 'everything
 is not what it seems'
  
 pay attention‒
 to the ultimate Wizard
 the one controlling‒
 backwards and forwards
 He† who makes‒
 the rain and the blizzard
  
 He† will come in seizure
 bust up your infrastructure
 for He† is
 the ultimate investiture
 ‒leaving you sit
 in questionable wonder! 

(December 8, 2019) Note: The picture that accompanies this work was taken November 9th. I haven’t finished putting up all the photographs taken this day. There is no rush as there was before. What will be will be. You will pay attention after God makes His move, for your faith is weak. (This is His message not mine.)

‘Pondering of Heart’

Jesus Speaks. What He said then applies to NOW as well! You haven’t heard…still!

 Pondering of Heart
  
 it's abundantly clear–
 a treasure
 from the house of asher
 –a simple, loud gesture
 giving, not taking–
 in the wavering
 of survivor
  
 don't look behind–
 in the rear
 what's lost...became
 of the wedding crashers
 taking, taking
 without thought–
 of the whiner or the loser
  
 from out of darkness–
 comes Light
 from an impending doom–
 to...there's still room
 –stretching these arms
 peace raging–
 out of the storm
 –for someone
   sounded the horn 

(December 5, 2019)―‘Pondering of Heart’, written on the 3rd, has taken me a while to think over. What Yeshuah has to say in the following Scripture is serious, and I usually write for God. Writing something for Yeshuah is a whole different emotion for me and I’ve been nervous, for He is my brother and my love for Him…always brings me to tears. Hard love. He had to dish it out as well and He’s showing me here that no matter how you put it, they won’t see if God doesn’t want them to see with their eyes. God’s biggest test is this: Can they see with their heart?

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‘Tests of Worth’ (God in Commentary)

What is life worth to you? What would you do to get it?

 Tests of Worth
  
 will you remain the playa
 the prima donna
 stuck in propaganda

 or will you see
 as did hezekiah–
 stand still
 drop all pride of heart
 pull out deception's dart
 do your part
 for the one and only Lord†
  
 in words of isaiah
 in words of the Messiah
  –now...will you continue
 to adhere to false dogma
 ridicule His† agenda
 words sent to heal, to save
 not break down, destroy
  
 will you see the difference
 change your ways
 will you continue your
 judging hoopla
 praise in a manipulative
 hosanna
 will you turn
 see truth in Yeshuah the Savior
 or abuse His† cross
 for money's gala
  
 what's your worth
 avoiding the pit
 why won't you heal
 from your trauma
 –understand the true utopia
 Heaven's doors...opened
  
 God† won't send a subpoena
 –it's all upon self
 seeing true worth
 the reason for the Messiah
 from death to resurrection
 from fall to rise
 the truth
 to your dilemma
 as in the life of hezekiah
 stand firm
 in God's† agenda 

(December 3, 2019)―I was told to wait and post this. I’ve been waiting for the go ahead. I finally got it.

On November 15th, I received the following message directly from God:

‘You will see. The test is coming. They will see I am the God, the Lord Almighty, the Alpha, the Omega. They will see My wrath around the world. I will shake it, rattle it, put it all in unstable. Unite or see the end. Unite. Come together. Help. The time has come. For the prophet Isaiah warned so now a new prophet warns. This is the one and only God. The warning is set. The button’s been pushed. You will soon know it is I.’

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‘Time to Pray’

It’s beautiful outside isn’t it? A peaceful time…give Thanks to God. For He is the reason it’s a beautiful day.

 Time to Pray
  
 don't bow your head–
 mourn for the dead
 they are now gone
 you're still safe–
 in your home
  
 pray for your resurrection
 pray for spiritual protection
  
 lift your head

 you are not dead
 praise in solemn joy
 in loud sounds–
 raise your voice
 you're given this choice
 let your eyes moist
 then look up–
 not down at soil
 –your life's not yet
 in spoil
  
 pray for happier days
 pray to live the Way
  
 unite together
 in these times–
 join and gather
 listen to your heart
 instead of falling apart

 all things done in darkness
 shines again
 with love and forgiveness
  
 pray...it's a time in rejoice
 pray in ease–
 leave out bitterness' claw
 –this is time to review
read over all the clues
 make a choice in go
 then let the heart grow
 forget long ago
 it's time to glow
 –let love flow
  
 pray in a unite
 pray for the Light
  
 when all comes in fold
don't grow cold

see...as the sun peaks
 there in...love sneaks
take time in weave....
 pick up piece by piece
 those living in receive

  –leave those in decease
for all those gone...
 Yeshuah's† wide open
for the receive

 you who remain alive
 know your body didn't die
 open up...feel the vibe
don't fall to plight
 so you too...will walk
 in the Light 

(November 25, 2019)―Read aloud the following verse and listen to the words coming out of your mouth.

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‘Wasted Time’

God sends signs all the time, but you still don’t get it. You have to learn His process first! War. Blood shed. Fighting over 136 acres of land…you DO NOT KNOW GOD!

Wasted Time
  
 you're constantly trying
 you're constantly studying
 –so much time...wasting
 gone are your days
 as you praise
 then argue and fight
 in constant delay
  
 how...how are you
 living the Way
  
 tell me...honestly
 all this strife
 blood dripping on grounds
 children dying so young
 women raped and beat
 killing, killing
  
 how...how are you
 living the Way
  
 can a child lead a lion
 do cats and dogs get along
 how...when colors of skin
 cause you to bend
 when shepherds
 can't keep watch
 instead build walls, laws
 sending innocent men
 to gold-controlled pins
  
 oh where! oh where!
 is the Way
  
 His† blood shed
 with just words to say
 a voice against this hate
 put you in mixed sedate
  
 signs! oh signs!
 always looking behind
 yesterday is yesterday
 how is that today
 when you pillage away
 what He† came to save
  
 wars are wars
 weapons are weapons
 the road...the Way
 is the only one paved
 raising you up
 out of the grave
  
 see...hear
 in the heart
 the sign is near
 always in awake
  
 He's† staying put
 patient in the wait
 a new Earth
 another journey
 –before that day
  
 a renewing of Spirit
 until you get it
  
 see...hear
 destruction does await
 –the way out
 the saved
 living the Way
 –is their new day 

THE WAY CAME BEFORE YESHUAH: Hundreds of years! Hello! God is ALL. Yeshuah is the Way…because God sent Him!

(November 18, 2019)—I had a interesting evening last night. Movies. A very important lesson that has been taught to me over and over for years is that ALL art, ALL everything is from God. Each song we hear. Each movie we see. Each book we read. Each everything that comes before us is sent to us by God to teach us something. The only catch: We have to pay attention. Simple. And it is amazing once you realize this and start paying attention.

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‘Which Wall?’

Not just one nation…ALL NATIONS. There is NO WHERE to run. Sorry. You pissed off the LORD! Not a human…like a president or some royal BS…THE LORD! He’s wrath is COMING!

 Which Wall?
  
 the writings were placed
 on the wall
 the people sat
 on the wall
 still…those beat their heads
 at the wall
 I, myself, wrote:
 'I stood on the wall'
 I, myself, wrote:
 'did you stand on the wall'
 arguments stand
 as today...up...goes a wall
  
 we each must fall
 to understand this wall
 from people to nation
 –significance of each wall
 reveals which next
 will fall
  
 those who guard the wall
 answered a higher call
 –stands to watch
 their guarded wall
 fall
  
 from person to nation
 their comes a stall
 when no one hears
 the call
  
 as humpty-dumpty
 all the kings horses
 all the kings men
 couldn't put him
 back together again
  
 after the coming
 of the fall 

Not just one nation…ALL NATIONS. There is NO WHERE to run. Sorry. You pissed off the LORD! Not a human…like a president or some royal BS…THE LORD! He’s wrath is COMING!

(November 17, 2019)―I don’t think I need to explain anymore here. If you can’t read the writing on the wall, then you are lost and need to search your heart very carefully, and very soon. I will try to give you a reasonable explanation, but the truth never EVER changes…that…by the way…IS GOD!

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