‘Punishments of Me’

This is My name forever, the name by which I am to be remembered from generation to generation.—Exodus 3:13-15

 Punishments of Me
 
You† give, You† take away
I've seen the dark of night
I've seen the brightest of Your† Light
I've written it all―outright
including this plea―wrong or right
 
You've† taken me down
turn me up-side-down
round and round
I plea with Job in sound
how much more 'til I'm found
‒in the complete of bound
 
I'm doing the work
my body withering in hurt
my heart, with Death, does flirt
my eyes filled with dirt
how much longer will my legs‒
vertical―surf
 
You† give, You† take away
‒a constant revolving sway
I pray every day
sometimes, struggling with Faith
holding on, Happiness‒
one day, You'll† pay
maybe, that day‒
I finally finish these Words in say
 
how much longer, Lord†‒
how many more days must I wait
‒too much time in weigh
passed me by
so much gone away
so much Anger said
without anything given in brave
 
hear my Words, Lord†‒
please return my grateful, Humble way
please return a home‒
where Peace remains in stay
‒I'm just asking today
for You† to hear my say

(January 10, 2021)

Moses said to God, ‘Suppose I go to the Israelites and say to them, ‘The God of your fathers has sent me to you,’ and they ask me, ‘What is His name? Then what shall I tell them?’ God said to Moses, ‘I AM who I AM. This is what you are to say to the Israelites: ‘I AM has sent me to you.” God also said to Moses, ‘Say to the Israelites, ‘The Lord, the God of your fathers—the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac and the God of Jacob—has sent me to you.’ This is My name forever, the name by which I am to be remembered from generation to generation.’—Exodus 3:13-15

‘Punishments of Me’ was written July 10, 2017. I was struggling. I had a job to do for the Lord, I always knew it, and it had been years since the promise ‘Write and they will come.’ They didn’t come. They still haven’t come. But then I know the truth of my work now. This work isn’t for this generation. It is for the future. This generation, I’m told, has failed.

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‘Inhuman Love’ (Yeshuah in Commentary)

Words of Yeshuah: “I† cannot counsel you if you do not want counsel
I† cannot tell you truth if you do not acknowledge truth….”

Inhuman Love 
 
she never thought
she was waterproof
she never thought
she was better at being new
‒many things
she just saw through
 
it didn't make her fireproof
‒she never really waited
for the burden of proof
she didn't Need to
‒much like ruth
she waited...followed her heart‒
it told her
what to say and do
 
her movements
weren't always smooth
she never gave into
the spoof
she did what
she was supposed to
she wasn't hurtful or cruel
she was honest‒
stuck to the Truth
 
oh! there was a time or two
she play the goof
tried to fit in‒
all the way down to fool
‒playing that old school
not the good-vestibule school
oh, no, that's not cool
'old school' compares
to april fool
it's the hidden molecules
that lives in dark pools
as long as it's secret‒
you're part of the school
 
once it's known‒
they do away with you
you're the punt of jokes
the redeemer for all
in ridicule
you become 'karen'‒
the bottom of tomfool
 
oh! yes she tried that school
when she finished‒
she beat her skin
turning it red from blue
 
she paid her price
in cruel
over her...men drooled
behind her‒
women played peek-a-boo
 
all the while‒
she always cooked
her own stews
she by-passed the taboo
dawned sin…twice the part
to get through
first a baby‒
instead of a coo-coo
second...a life‒
with a tattoo
 
she almost met her waterloo
she walked through
a witch's brew
of lies on a bayou
but....
she didn't flinch
at the bug-a-boo
 
instead…with raised arms
she moved with
the impromptu
a Love so far in‒
giving her strength
to continue
she wasn't the ruth
she was being 'ruthed'
‒at every move…moved
protected and soothed
when she didn't know
what to do
there came the coup
‒the hand of God†
the ultimate rescue
 
she knew there was no
whoop-de-do
with God†‒
there's no easy
walk-through
 
but of all life‒
His† way was above
all value
‒she didn't Need
a rendezvous
or the humanistic
games in zoo
 
she just Needed Him†
 
His† Love‒
was always True
through Him†‒
she became
weatherproof

(June 30, 2020)―I wrote ‘Inhuman Love’ yesterday. I was led to the story of Ruth two days ago. I don’t know what it is, but something struck me so profound that it’s had me sad since I read the story. It isn’t the first time that I read it. The first time was in 2007, but nothing inspired me then. Things have changed. So I thought about the story, then ‘Inhuman Love’ came. This made me even sadder, and I still don’t know why except that to see that my Lord has shown love to me the way Ruth has shown love to Naomi.

It also highlighted in my mind the betrayal of those who were supposed to love me no matter what. And this part really made me sad. Then this morning, after reading words of David, Yeshuah came:

Words of Yeshuah:

I† cannot counsel you
if you do not Want counsel
I† cannot tell you Truth
if you do not acknowledge Truth
 
I† cannot shed light
if you cannot welcome it
I† cannot Redeem Sin
if you do not lift it up
I† cannot release burdens
if you do not acknowledge them
 
I† cannot save
if you do not Want to be saved
I† will not enter
unless you welcome Me†
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‘The Adjunct’ (Yeshuah)

Yeshuah speaks.

 The Adjunct (Yeshuah)
 
it is written
time and time again
to be Faithful
to listen to the Words

of the Lord†
but Pillage continues
false gods are still in place
My† people still misplaced

 
they wreaked My† lineage
they seized My† Father's† house
where, O where are you
gentle souls–
who rest in the Lord†?


seek Refuge in Me†
Humble yourself before Me†
I will guide you
I will remove the fools

 
bow down and pray
Mercy will be yours
come to Me† and seek
change your ways
violence is coming
He† is angered
His† hands are drawn

 
you can't fight His† wrath
you can't mellow His† anger
bow down, seek Me†


there are wondrous things

on Earth
to keep it–
you must save it
all the gold and silver

won't do
it's inside you
the place of Refuge
open your hearts
clear your minds

 
it's time to change
His† angered hand is coming
His† wrath will decide
–hold Comfort in My† name
listen and hear
have Glory in the Father†
for He† is the vessel
all who comes into Me†
will open to Him†

 
blessed is the Kingdom
forever and ever
in the Lord Yeshuah's, the Christ†, name
Humble and Praise
with My† brothers and sisters
amen

(January 5, 2020)—The word adjunct means something added on, but not part of the whole; something added or connected to a larger or more important thing; an adjunct is a word, a phrase, or a clause that can be removed from a sentence without making the sentence grammatically wrong. An adjunct is usually an adverb used to modify a verb. When used as an adverb, an adjunct will usually indicate a time, a manner, a place, a frequency, a reason, or a degree.

I was directed to the Scripture concerning The Fall of Israel for the second time this week. After rereading it, the title ‘The Adjunct’ came. I wrote what I heard and later looked up the meaning of the word adjunct because frankly it threw me off…not to mention the whole piece, which I wrote what I heard as I always do. Only this time…it wasn’t my Father speaking or David. I wrote each word, each sentence as I heard it. I made no changes. My Brother is not the poet, but His words are eloquent…and this is Him!

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‘A Bid for the People’ (God in Commentary)

‘You aren’t to pillage and force My covenant! Each person has to find Me and My Son on their own. PLANT SEEDS. Be graceful….’Another Direct Message from God!

 A Bid for the People
 
I have sat here, my Lord†
wrote psalm after psalm
read Your† Words
over and over
heard every Word
You've† sent
 
I pray they hear
I pray they open their eyes
I pray their hearts heal
 
have Mercy on them, O Lord†
show those who know You†
the Way
show them Your† grace–
through Your† Son, Yeshuah, the Christ†
give them Salvation‒
for trusting in You†
keep them safe and secure
‒help them understand
Your† process
help them to remain
in Your† Love
 
Lord†, there are many
who still fight against You†
they are still many persecuting‒
in Your† name
there are still many persecuting‒
because of Your† Son†
 
Lord†, bring Your† wrath upon them

‒awaken Your† Mercy
for the people who honor You†
give them relief‒
in the new coming year
reveal to them Your† glory
reveal to them Your† splendor
 
my heavenly Father†
reveal Yeshuah, the Christ†
‒His† Love and His† Salvation

reveal His† enemy
to those who seek You†
protect them in all ways
‒as the enemy comes to destroy
I know it's Your† hand‒
upon them
I know it's You† testing them
please, Lord†, be easy on them
for the enemy hates them
‒and they have remained
Faithful to You†
 
my gentle, everlasting God†
in the wake of Your† coming wrath‒
pave the road to the Kingdom's gate
for all those gentle hearts
who's day will arrive‒
without warning
‒release any pain that we see
awaken their souls
to the Kingdom's glory
 
in Your† coming vengeance‒
raise the children softly
they have done nothing wrong
‒for all those eyes opened
help them understand
the glory of Your† Love
 
for those struggling in death‒
Lord†, please guide them
allow Yeshuah's† grace
to fall upon them
release the enemy's hold
on them
so they can purify their hearts
unite with Your† Holy sanctuary
‒walk from the darkness
with upright, cleansed minds
 
oh, my precious Lord†
bless this land on all the Earth
she is proof of Your† everlasting wonders
from the mountains to the plains
from the deserts to the seas
all the animals of the wild
all that lives in the sea
place Your† glorious hand on them
‒for their innocence
is beyond measure
 
Lord†, I know Your† unending Power
I understand Your† pent-up anger
I've seen the coming storm
Lord†, the innocent fight evil
every day
they conquer deceit and manipulation
they survive the thieves, the rapists
and the murderers
Lord†, bless them‒
save them from their grief
help them understand Your† Love
help them feel Yeshuah's† gentle arms
around them
 
my Almighty Lord†
my eyes weep for the lost‒
their pride has consumed them
their idols have taken control
of their hearts
their politics mean more to them‒
than Your† strongest wrath
they have succumbed to their fall
as shepherds misrepresent You†
they have fallen to the glitz‒
of a shepherd's stage
‒to those leading them
from Your† Truth
 
Lord†, I don't know how to pray
for them
I meet resistance
I meet anger and hate
I meet the words
of those of the world
‒who set my emotions
in a dizzying swirl
 
Lord†, condemn me at every turn
I can't force myself‒
to speak against them
‒their hearts are just weak
their strength has left them
‒they hold no guns in their hands
Lord†, their malice...are just results‒
from their own pillage
so, I give them to You†
they deserve Your† Love
the most
‒for their suffering here on Earth
is deep
they aren't the worse on Earth
they're just lost‒
in their sea of grief
‒hand them over to Your† Son†
let Him† give them a shake
‒a chance for Redemption
before Your† wrath
comes to shake all the Earth
 
Lord†, be with all those suffering
in disease
their cross is their burden
‒man has egged on their pain
at no fault of their own

so ease their pain
put acceptance in their hearts
help them see the Kingdom‒
which is more glorious
than all the Earth
 
Lord†, my Almighty Father†
bring Your† wrath
upon the True enemy‒
the greedy corporations
‒the very hand the enemy plays

we, Your† people, are innocent‒
of the blood they shed
we, Your† people, honor You†
‒unlike them
who deceive and manipulate
‒all for money
that does not last
 
Lord†, be with the True
silver and gold
that which You† created‒
to think of You†
to feel Your† Love
‒in all these Words I write

I pray for all Your† people‒
who stand tall in strife
who run towards, not away‒
terrors of the night
who aid the hunger, the weak
the suffering
who put others before themselves
who follow the Truth of Love
‒that of Yeshuah, the Christ†
 
Lord†, humble us all
protect us in the sight‒
of Your† wrath
protect us after it passes
against the false
against the hate
‒all evil to come
help us see the True nature
of the heavenly Kingdom
‒the throne that You† sit upon
 
all of this, my Lord†
prayers for the people
as a new decade
falls upon us
without seeing the Truth
of Your† mighty hand
 
in Love and devotion
to Your† Son, Yeshuah, the Christ†
in True gratefulness
in Your† glory
‒this, Your† Faithful servant
pleads to You†
for Your† people
forever and ever. Amen.

(December 31, 2019)—The Lord Almighty God says: ‘You aren’t to Pillage and force My covenant! Each person has to find Me and My Son on their own. PLANT SEEDS. Be graceful.

‘What is this attack on the Jew? Who gave you the right to take matters in your own hands? You are but a tiny spec in My eye. This is the Lord, Almighty, the One and only God. I put you on trial, you Simple servant. Who gives you Power to take matters in your hands? Did I pass on My glory to you? You are but a bug in My eye with your self-directed wrath.

‘Look at your skin…does that tell you that you are My people? NO! It tells you you have skin.

‘I will unleash My Power on you, you small little bug. You are not listening to My Son. He will judge you accordingly. The scales are out. Hearts are to be weighed according to each’s Pillage of another human being. Peace. How is you striking another human being Peace? Who told you to do so? Who told you it’s My order to pierce another human being? Who told you you can condemn another human being?

‘Peace. Love those near you. Listen to My scribe. You are not honoring My name. Come to My throne. My Kingdom is mighty. Erase your sorrow. The vine is drying up and Needs water. The hungry are starving, they Need the Good, best meats. I see the leopards deceiving My people. I see all. This is your One and only God. My Son speaks. Listen to Him. He is the only judge. He is the only judge. Do away with your condemnation.

‘Strike yourself in the chest…all nations….strike yourself in the chest! Listen to Words I have sent. My Love outweighs My anger. My wrath will strike. Only My wrath! Your self-induced Power will not save you. Listen or bid farewell.’

The Lord has spoken.

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‘Laying It Down’ and ‘Tell Me, My Lord†’

‘…I am the gate; whoever enters through Me will be saved….The thief comes only in to steal and kill and destroy…’He is demon-possessed and raving mad. Why listen to Him?” (John 10:7-21)

 Laying It Down
  
 these hands are up
 accepting this love
 come, gather round–
 this joined-together vine
 is all but enough
  
 take this chalice
 drink from the cup
 –you brave little cub
 this journey...not a strut
 it's a slow walking 
 in rub
  
 go on, take it...drink up
 but be warned little bug
 in will come...the judge
  
 then they'll be the tug
 some will come to bluff
 –making the drink
 a little tough
 there'll be a bit
of obstruct
 –some bumps and stuff
 maybe a little more
 in rough
  
 you may have to shed
some blood
 a time or two–
 you'll be covered in mud
 even some crud– 
 when you try to be a stud
 –it's just a kick
in the butt
 for being somewhat smug
  
 don't worry...it's just Yeshuah† love
 when things get too dicey–
 He'll† unplug
 give you a bit of a shrug
 but not all-together...pluck
 He'll† just help
 through the hiccups
  
 He's† patient...seeing
if you'll give up
 watching you
 with brotherly love
 pushing you
 to come out of thug
 –understand the tug
  
 go on, take it...drink up
 –it's unconditional
 and full of love
  
 but there isn't any luck
 and at times
 you'll get stuck
 in will come...floods
 jitterbugs and fluff
 you'll have to be
 strong enough
 decide differences–
 that moonstruck stuff
 and the real of love
  
 no, it won't be easy–
 so much will turn to muck
 you may see handcuffs
 even be awe-struck
 by the wrong products
 –just keep your head up
 things will ease up
 along the way
 somewhat
  
 it's your choice to drink up
 the hard love
 gets you through
 the rough stuff– 
 when Yeshuah† wants
 you healed enough

 –once you get over the fluff
 you'll see the true love
 that didn't give up
on you...in a puff
 ‒that's the truth
 of Yeshuah's† love
   

(December 29, 2019)—The ways of Yeshuah are simply amazing. He speaks to me when I’m troubled. I woke up around 2:30 a.m. after again laying down and saying, pretty much the hell with it all. I wrote about this man texting me. Horrible. I write about me being alone and how my family pretty much ousted me out for their own sins. I write about how people don’t read these writings or even consider them to be true. I’m working on faith, except for the small signs I’m sent…like the text I received day before yesterday.

So, I went to bed with all of this on my shoulders. (Don’t judge. I have to write this journey if you don’t understand it or not.) I get up this morning, not wanting to write, but I’m encouraged. I open my Bible to the following Scriptures:

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‘The Alpha, The Omega’

I ask the hard questions. I want to know. And do you know what? God wants me to know.

 The Alpha, The Omega
 
He† is
therefore
you are
 
words you say
words you hear
 
things you see
people you meet
 
places you go
things you do
 
things you write
art you paint
songs you sing
pictures you take
roles you play
‒task you perform
 
from birth 'til sleep
‒the works of He†

(December 10, 2019)—This continuation of the Lazarus Scripture from ‘In Good Faith’ leads to a strong breath of foretelling. Of all my young years, no one told me this and I was raised a Catholic. Why? Why didn’t they point this all out? I was a child eager to learn and I don’t recall anyone telling me this foretelling deal. Why didn’t they tell me the reason for the Bible? Why didn’t they tell me that God was all in a way that a child would understand?

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‘Time to Pray’

It’s beautiful outside isn’t it? A peaceful time…give Thanks to God. For He is the reason it’s a beautiful day.

 Time to Pray
  
 don't bow your head–
 mourn for the dead
 they are now gone
 you're still safe–
 in your home
  
 pray for your resurrection
 pray for spiritual protection
  
 lift your head

 you are not dead
 praise in solemn joy
 in loud sounds–
 raise your voice
 you're given this choice
 let your eyes moist
 then look up–
 not down at soil
 –your life's not yet
 in spoil
  
 pray for happier days
 pray to live the Way
  
 unite together
 in these times–
 join and gather
 listen to your heart
 instead of falling apart

 all things done in darkness
 shines again
 with love and forgiveness
  
 pray...it's a time in rejoice
 pray in ease–
 leave out bitterness' claw
 –this is time to review
read over all the clues
 make a choice in go
 then let the heart grow
 forget long ago
 it's time to glow
 –let love flow
  
 pray in a unite
 pray for the Light
  
 when all comes in fold
don't grow cold

see...as the sun peaks
 there in...love sneaks
take time in weave....
 pick up piece by piece
 those living in receive

  –leave those in decease
for all those gone...
 Yeshuah's† wide open
for the receive

 you who remain alive
 know your body didn't die
 open up...feel the vibe
don't fall to plight
 so you too...will walk
 in the Light 

(November 25, 2019)―Read aloud the following verse and listen to the words coming out of your mouth.

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‘Brave in the Snatch!’ (with God and Yeshuah/the Bus Vision)

The avenging angel. Would you warn for the love of mankind if you knew it was coming?

 Brave in the Snatch! (with God and Yeshuah)
 
don't quarrel
with unbelief–
don't defend
let's see who wins

 

the Lord† said
as His† voice
calmed my head
 
who will come
to my rescue

 
I asked
 
fifty years
I've paid the dues
they don't see You†
–how can I just 'do'

 
I† will see
who pleads for you

 
He† responded
 
no need to defend Truth
I† am Truth
Truth doesn't change
write what's in your heart
if they tear you apart
I† will do what's needed
to sort
trust in these Words
–write what you heard

 
my Father† said it all
even if I have to fall
again and again
in Him† I'll stand tall
–always back to paul–
I'll be who I need to be
sow as many seeds
–even if me
they don't see
 
so the Words get written
to defend
now forbidden
 
to snatch from the fire
as many as I can acquire
however I desire
remaining true
to my Father†
as each time
He† saves me from the brier
as each time...I feel
Yeshuah† by my side:
 
I've† shown you the liars
you're sent in hard Love
the mother of the dove
this isn't a job for hire
it's the Way–
listen to Me† inside
I'll† show the Way
–on the outside

 

so, I bowed my head
in cry
knowing the coming feuds
blasphemy, heresies
–all from the world's fuse
as God's† Words soothe:
 
you are not of the world
you are Mine† to use
sow your seeds–
I'll† do my job, too

 
so, I'll plow on...stand tall
for His† words mean all
with Him†
I never truly fall
as He† reminds me
again and again
 
you're not part of 'y'all'
 
I'm here for the snatch
however way
I can hatch
–the hard
those lost in dark
(a cussing and screaming–
hating the Lord†)
 
I'll fight my way in
whatever it takes–
shoulder them
'til that surface yell
is sent
straight to hell
–in my arms
they'll fall
protected from harm
joy filling their heart
their eyes crying in Love
–as they whisper
from out the dark
 
I Love you, Lord†
thank You
†
for not giving up

(November 13, 2019)―I had the most interesting experience yesterday. I wrote ‘Good of Earth’ and was shown the true meaning of a few things that filled my heart up. I have no idea how some of the things that I’m shown that will happen in my personal life will happen, but it still fills me up with joy. I was so full of this God-joy that I cried and prayed and wore myself out. I went lay down for a while and drifted off into this beautiful dream with my son and his wife. I was so enjoying the visit with them! In the dream, I grew tired and went lay down for a while. Then suddenly this huge bug with huge antennas crawls up the bed and I knocks my hair band out of my head. I woke with a startle. Then I it was put in my heart to look at my Facebook page. After several hours, I understood the bug. I see that a lot of folks don’t see how much the spiritual world is actually a part of our lives. The bug was sent to wake me up. David. The bug symbolized hypocrisy’s presence.

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‘Fight!’

Crimes against you…it’s nothing to do with you. It’s a test of will…those God holds dearest are tested the hardest. Don’t give up! Don’t lose faith.

 Fight!
 
put your heart
into it
fight the beast
of it
cry, yell, scream‒
beat the walls
of it
‒tear it down
to bits
you got this
all the evil‒
resist
 
fight, fight, fight it
 
you can get
the best of it
 
strip it, yank it
‒it wasn't your bit
it wasn't your fault‒
in any of it
 
destroy that b---h
 
fight, fight, fight
 
punch the shit
out of it
be bigger than it
you've got this
 
scream...hiss!
 
tear it
to f---ing bits
 
fight! fight!
fight it!

(Written October 4, 2019)

‘Undo What’s Done’

You are worth every bit of struggle. It is up to you to take those struggles and help others with theirs. That’s the meaning of being the body and Yeshuah being the head. He is with you. Never forget that!

 Undo What's Done
  
 you are His† son
 a tiny dot of sun‒
 that can wage wars
 beneath the stars
 from so close
 yet so far
  
 I feel it all‒
 deep inside
 ‒you have
 what it takes
 undo what's done
 ‒show the world
 your sum
  
 you are His† son
 larger than Life
 cut by a knife
 bleeding deep‒
 from the inside
 ‒throw it, throw it
 far from your outside
 grow outward‒
 don't hide
  
 prove to Him†
 you are more‒
 than just a son
  ‒you are a Light
 shining
 from a darkened sun 

(Written September 25, 2019)