Tag: Writing

‘A Talk of Sheik’ (Yeshuah (Jesus))

‘He who belief shall seek. He who seeks shall save himself…the word of Jesus the Christ’ (written exactly as He said to write it)

A Talk of Sheik (Yeshuah (Jesus))

it is a normal thing
to question
this 'everything'
this 'situation'

it is demanded
this 'questioning'
wisdom comes from understanding
not from words
of mouths of man

God† sends teachers
but they too must be questioned
as I† was questioned
‒then dive into meditation

don't just believe preachers
what they say
they stumble
protecting a reputation
‒question deep
they begin to rumble

from birth to leaving Earth
‒a body in a hearse
you have a choice
no matter your situation
even if you believe‒
you are lost to damnation

you are not

you are fumbling
lost in troubling

but not lost

seek your questions
pose them
don't let up
keep asking

your mind blossoms
when you easily
don't accept
words written and spoken

here's a token:
so much written
so much spoken
piled in buildings
specifically designed‒
for wisdom seekers

once reading was hard
God† threw a bone‒
words are no longer
lost in lard
instead‒
opened eyes wide
living
instead of die

now...the net of Confusion
released for the illusion:
everyone can read
so...everyone can write
but what is 'write'
if it's not done right

a noun, a pronoun
an adverb, an adjective
oh good! the order perfected

although God's† intention
a bit rejected

for writing lies
just as good
as telling lies

shhh...who will know
if false genius
you try to show

God†!

His† eyes always in glow

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the sheik

Words done in Truth
‒a little hard to do
when the collection
is the main due

you're given the tools
to use
when they settle in abuse
‒it's written off in taboo
where things matter
‒let's not confuse

you have 'til the hearse
to put God† first
release the collectional thirst

this is the First†
go in Peace

(September 29, 2021)—’A Talk of Sheik’ is written and formatted exactly as I heard it. The following Scriptures (Acts 17:1-4-18:8-11) were given after I finished writing what He was saying.

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‘Undo What’s Done’

You are worth every bit of struggle. It is up to you to take those struggles and help others with theirs. That’s the meaning of being the body and Jesus† being the head. He† is with you. Never forget that!

 Undo What's Done
  
 you are His† son
 a tiny dot of sun‒
 that can wage wars
 beneath the stars
 from so close
 yet so far
  
 I feel it all‒
 deep inside
 ‒you have
 what it takes
 undo what's done
 ‒show the world
 your sum
  
 you are His† son
 larger than life
 cut by a knife
 bleeding deep‒
 from the inside
 ‒throw it, throw it
 far from your outside
 grow outward‒
 don't hide
  
 prove to Him†
 you are more‒
 than just a son
  ‒you are a light
 shining
 from a darkened sun

(Written September 25, 2019)

‘Love in Action’

Actions, in spite of resentment, still say LOVE

 Love in Action
  
 no matter the resentment
 it was given then taken
 actions of love
 still...not just a must
but a do
  
 it's all giving
without judgment
 helping without faking
 actions in love
 doing
without needing a clue
  
 it's helping another
without commitment
 being truthful
without manipulation
 actions in love
 doing
for words are not enough
  
 it's getting over
the resentment
 ‒those taking without
returning the give
 actions in love
 still...a beautiful mark
 on the heart
in the making

(April 30, 2019)―Resentment. I’ve written a lot about resentment in Book 12. It’s part of the codependency deal. A codependent will give and give without thinking of themselves and then they begin to resent it because they carry the expectation of being given in return. Of course, the given in return doesn’t happen most of the time. A codependent is a bit fucked up in a sense because of this expectation.

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‘Anger’s Infest’

Anger wants you steadfast! God wants you moving forward!

 Anger's Infest
  
 feel it beneath your skin
 evil's way of getting within
 actions in horror's den
 ‒ways of evil's perfect sin
  
 it'll trap you in cussing
 it'll condemn you in swearing
 pulling at you...probing
 wanting your reaction
 for it's only satisfaction
  
 it'll take all
of your triggering notions
 you...down...dragging
 as it smiles
in sadistic laughing
 craving your giving in
 your fight...it's welcoming
 celebrating
your mind's condemn
  
 anger...evil's infested gem
 words, actions
its consistency in playing
 wanting you
self to defend
 so it can celebrate
in its win
  
 feel it beneath your skin
 evil's way of getting within
 actions in horror's den
 ‒ways of evil's perfect sin
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‘Quiets in Storms’

You Be You. Let Me Be Me!

A sample from Book 8

  Quiets in Storms
  
 open thoughts
living only once
 one...one long moment
in count
 which way
which way
to bounce
 choices to pound
determines ways bound
  
 silence the rush‒
 eyes in storms
see alarms‒
 which hat worn
determines coming forms
  
 stay in hate's way
or let go
just flow
 talk...talk a lot
let life know
  
 trust in God†
 or in silence
build knots‒
 life in compliance
  
 open thoughts
 one life
one...only one
 given chance to bounce
  
 live in it
 or from coveted walls
let it stall
 see it
without ever
actually
 knowing it
at all
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‘Enjoy the Journey’

One Day At a Time. Don’t Give up!

A sample from Book 1

 Enjoy the Journey
  
 struggling to achieve success
 unwavering with foolishness
 wanting to be the best
forgetting all the rest
 unsettling restlessness
  
 accepting nothing less
a tangled tireless
 rigid, forming mess
 without closing
in its materialness
  
 turning the page
with  new zest
 breathing stillness
 leaving out the self―
induced test
  
 feeling skin with
gentle caress
 listening to the inner
openness
  
 gaining comfort
from life’s scared nest
 becoming not just a guest
 to self’s empowering fest
  
 no longer having to second guess 
 seeing His† awaking crest
  
 no longer a pessimist
 learning to be quiet to rest
 to explore, think less
  
 the journey has become
a simple justice
 gaining self forgiveness
loosing material cravenness
 the journey has become a
willingness
  
 no longer a pest
more of an adventurous
 a traveling voyage of smallness
  
 one tiny step after the other
to forgiveness
 one more creation
of vastness
 that becomes real and timeless
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‘The Depths of Me’

Whatever You Do: Don’t Quit!

A sample from Book 5

 The Depths of Me

it's been many years
since God† put me here
 from very young
my ears open to hear
 from the depths within
a push
a shove
a demand
 His† gentle, silent command
 I always knew
like so very few
 it's not me
but what I do
 that is my truth
I always knew
 until I finish
this is my sentence
  
 write, write, write
My† child
 through every second
through every mile
 you can only stop for a while
but then smile
write, write, write
My† child
 until you reach the clouds
  
 my heart's been broken
it's just a token
 He† wants me to feel
all that's real
 my pride's been crushed
 but to Him†
there's no rush
I have to plow on
 even if all that I love
selfishly moves on
  
 write, write, write
My† child
 through every second
through every mile
 you can only stop for a while
but then smile
write, write, write
My† child
 until you reach the clouds
  
 He† wants me to see
life's darkest reality
 here He† planted His† seed
so I must feed
 amazingly enough
no matter how tough
 or how many tears I cry
it's still this pen and I
 with a continued faith
in all He† has to say
  
 write, write, write
My† child
 through every second
through every mile
 you can only stop for a while
but then smile
 write, write, write
My† child
 until you reach the clouds
  
 why have you forsaken me
He† cried from the cross
 when I feel alone and lost
 He† shows me
His† love runs deep
 for, I too, cry out
scream anger and shout
  
 write, write, write
My† child
 through every second
through every mile
 you can only stop for a while
but then smile
 write, write, write
My† child
 until you reach the clouds
  
 for others
I wish no hurt
 even when
they drag me in the dirt
 here...there's no whip
nor blood to squirt
 just silence and evil words
 leaving me out in the cold
with no arms to hold
 each moment I'm weak
 wanting to cry and cry
 -just fall asleep
 He† makes me see
this is not about me
  
 write, write, write
My† child
 through every second
through every mile
 you can only stop for a while
but then smile
 write, write, write
My† child
 until you reach the clouds
  
 He's† given me a gift
I can't ignore it
 -it's not a selfish whim
I'm being true to Him†
 I've been shown
I've always known
many will criticize
many will ignore
that I'm alive
 even those who love me
 will cease to be
will leave me
will deceive me
 as the devil fights
tries to drown His† light
 I must not bend
for the Lord† moves within
 I must write 'til the end
  
 write, write, write
My† child
 through every second
through every mile
 you can only stop for a while
but then smile
 write, write, write
My† child
 until you reach the clouds
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Anger Controls Your Every Emotion!

A sample from Book 5

Yes, it does. That’s why I felt compelled to write this book. Anger does some awful things to us. When you are going through something you really don’t understand and you don’t have the resources to help you, anger builds.

There was nothing for me to grab hold of. For you, you now have this book to help you understand how anger controls you and how to get a grip. The following is from the Introduction to my 5th Book in My 12-Book series. I hope that this book can keep you from making the mistakes I made.

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