‘Pillars of Death’

Depression: The Feeling of Your Own Death!

A sample from Book 7

 Pillars of Death
 
I'm an apparent suicide
who took
everything buried inside
‒sprayed it out
like pesticide
 
they call it a homicide
raging words
was all it took
for love to dry
‒leaving only tears
to cry
 
slowly I died
asking every kind of why
 
why only anger's words
was enough
to cast me aside
 
why my truth
was reason
my life
‒its very existence
to hide
 
my being
no longer resides
in hearts
I believed
could override
evil's prancing stride
 
they all cast me aside
for thoughts...words
I could no longer
hold inside
 
instead of holding me
as these eyes cried
they buried me
‒an unmarked grave
deep outside
with bugs and flies
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‘Veiling of Truth’

Speak Your Truth or Live in Captivity!

A sample from Book 7

 Veiling of Truth
 
we start off life
slow–
like a snail
 
taking each moment
as it comes
giving ourselves
time to breathe
 
inhale
exhale
 
we're young...vibrant
over anything
we're champions
we have mentors
–someone always there
 
pushing us
tormenting us
encouraging us
criticizing us
 
it doesn't matter–
we feel invincible
–strength
in our youthful hearts
gives us one desire
over anything
we can prevail
 
so we take chances
we jump fences
crawl through tunnels
see life
as a simple funnel
 
when we're derailed
we take a moment–
wail
giving ourselves
time to breathe
 
inhale
exhale
 
we get back on the rail
sail
 
then life tips the scale
–half-way point
where all just stops
we're pushed over the top
 
we try to sail
to no avail
we start to see
–the slow coveting veil
the part of us
for others we curtailed
 
bit by bit–
small pieces of our being
we willingly retailed
leaving us
feeling alone and stale
 
it's at that moment
no longer wanting
to feel frail
wanting instead
again to breathe
 
inhale
exhale
 
taking from our legs
our tucked-in tail
revealing...opening
this perfectly placed veil
 
it's at that moment
we explode
our outpouring gale
see me, hear me
I'm not for sale
 
opening our truth
putting ourselves
in plain view
screaming out loud
this is what I'm about
 
it's at that moment
when life tips its scale
all is unveiled
we see every detail
 
who impaled
who drove the nail
 
ourselves
 
we chose to lower the veil
we signed our own
bill of sale
 
it's at that moment
–tipping the scale
our truth
to unveil
get back on the rail
over our own injustice
prevail
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‘The Hanging’

When You’re Caught In Silent Abuse

A sample from Book 1

 The Hanging
 
the heart thumps
a thunderous bolt
tightens and roars—
wrapping, squeezing
like a sailor’s rope
 
hunger escapes
while sleeplessness eludes
jolted and battered—
feeling the vapor
of a flowerless fool
 
shaking
with rupturing chills
cold and hot—
not quite understanding
this weathering thrill
 
voice over voice
cloud the mind
yes or no—
eyes turn cold
moisten
then go blind
 
searching for light
yearning to yell
craving an escape—
this pending doom
to a bottomless hell
 
beneath there’s bound
to be salvation
somewhere to run—
‘til then
there’s only damnation
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‘Twelve Days’

Do You Know the Truth About the 12 Days of Christmas?

A sample from Book 2

 Twelve Days†
 
an english raid
catholics to fade
queen elizabeth invade
 
hidden christmas stage
counted twelve days
 
jesuit priests...for God† be brave
shh...can't right out say
our true God's† way
 
a secret betray
christmas melody wave
God's† life engrave

the children...learn His† way
 
my true love
almighty God† to pave

a partridge
in flesh He† gave

a pear tree
a cross's blade
an apple tree—
adam and eve to fade
tree of knowledge—
good and evil spade
 
two turtle doves
old, new
testaments made
 
three french hens
hope, charity, faith
blessed trinity colonnade
gifts of the magi—

gold, frankincense, myrrh
under the night's cape
 
four calling birds
four gospels
 
mark, luke
john, matthew

their humble hurry
 
four major prophets

isaiah, jeremiah
ezekiel, daniel
 
passing on our yesterday
 
five golden rings
five books of the old testament

genesis, exodus
leviticus, numbers
deuteronomy

our true maid
 
God's† eternal stay
nature, loving, faithfulness
six geese a-laying
creation of earth
in just six days
 
seven swans a-swimming
seven gifts of the holy spirit
 
wisdom, understanding
counsel (right judgment)
fortitude (courage)
knowledge
piety (reverence)
fear of the lord (awe of God†)

for us to praise
 
our seven sacraments
baptism
confession (sacrament of healing)
communion, confirmation
marriage, holy orders
death

a living portray
 
our seven corporals
spiritual works of mercy

feed the hungry
give drink to the thirsty
clothe the naked
shelter the homeless
visit the sick
visit those in prison
bury the dead
 
seven deadly sins
 
pride, covetousness, envy
gluttony, anger, sloth, lust  

we must stay away
 
the seventh day
really is saturday
 
eight maids a-milking
the eight beatitudes
 
blessed are the poor in spirit—
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven
blessed are they that mourn—
for they shall be comforted
blessed are the meek—
for they shall inherit the earth
blessed are they which do hunger and thirst
after righteousness—
for they shall be filled
blessed are the merciful—
for they shall obtain mercy
blessed are the pure in heart—
for they shall see God†
blessed are the peacemakers—
for they shall be called the children of God†
blessed are they which are
persecuted for righteousness' sake—
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven
blessed are ye, when men shall revile you,
and persecute you, and 
shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for My† sake
 
nine ladies dancing
the nine choirs of angels
 
seraphim, cherubim, thrones
dominions, virtues, powers
principalities, archangels, angels
 
ten lords a-leaping
the ten commands to obey

thou shalt have no other gods before Me†
thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image
thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy God† in vain
remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy
honor thy father and thy mother
thou shalt not kill, thou shalt not commit adultery
thou shalt not steal
thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbor
thou shalt not covet
 
eleven pipers piping
eleven faithful apostles  

simon peter
james (son of zebedee)
john (son of zebedee)
andrew, phillip
bartholomew
matthew (levi), thomas
james (son of alphaeus)
judas (thaddues/lebbaues, son of james)
simon (zealot)
 
twelve drummers drumming
original apostles
 
simon peter
james (son of zebedee)
john (son of zebedee)
andrew, phillip
bartholomew
matthew (levi), thomas
james (son of alphaeus)
judas (thaddues/lebbaues, son of james)
simon (zealot), judas iscariot
 
twelve minor prophets of the old testament

hosea, joel, amos
obadiah, jonah, micah
nahum, habakkuk, zephaniah
haggai, zechariah, malachi
 
twelve tribes of israel
asher, benjamin, dan, gad, issachar, joseph
judah, levi, naphtali
reuben, simeon, zebulun
 
twelve fruits of the holy spirit  

charity, joy, peace
patience, benignity, goodness
long-suffering (patient suffering
over an extended
period mildness), faith, modesty
contingency, chastity
 
so they say
of the twelve days
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