Category: Narcissist

Ambiance of Night (Yeshuah)

it follows a pattern
this emotion you have
not trusting in Me
though it seems
it is never easy

to wage war
or to wage peace
war is easier
peace is harder
because it requires forgiveness
ambianceness

to go against your traditions
that flow easily through you
like wind through rain
it is too hard

let Me, Yeshuah
continue the lesson
the instructions
on the secret hidden treasure

it isn't through grace
but through salvation
that peace is found

it is through forgiveness
true forgiveness
that the heart settles
and words out of love 
flow

one must seek Me
in order to find this peace

when another comes into your life
who does not have Me
peace leaves
both must have Me
in order to have peace

each is found
to also have complete love
complete respect
and this gentle awareness
of the other
an empathy of genuine concern

without this
there is no peace

to obtain this peace
takes a willingness of heart
in both persons

once this is achieved
the two become one

peace is your sole objective

to disrupt this achievement
means someone isn't yet healed

a gentleness is required

sin rages in unhealed hearts
their strife continues
round and round
in circles
without much release

no one can make another 
heal
it is a sole objective
to want to be healed

now this doesn't mean
that all memory
is wiped clean, erased

it means peace settles in you
and your spirit is equipped
with the tools needed
to fight strife
to keep it at bay
not letting it enter

this is a serious matter
for pretenders have surfaced
more than any other time
the anti-Christs of the time
bleed injury
with every turn
they disrespect without thought
they corrupt with every turn
and confusion bask
in their every walk

they turn around and mock
all who follow Me
all who see Me

their injury is not always physical
they rather go after the spirit within

be on guard
the tempter stirs its tentacles
from every direction

stay in prayer within
keep My words close at hand
keep the Father in heart
and seal Him up inside
with armory of the unseen

if he has ears
let him hear

[He led me to 2 Chronicles 19:4-11 and had me write the following: '…Consider carefully what you do, because you are not judging for man but for the Lord, who is with you whenever you give a verdict. Now let the fear of the Lord be upon you. Judge carefully, for with the Lord, our God, there is no injustice or partiality or bribery….'

then He led me to 2 Chronicles 20:13-19.]

do you know what it took
to fight such a battle?

many who preach this verse
do not
because they take single lines
out of context
and do not reveal truth

the truth
having total faith
that the Lord can deliver
without doubt
nor have any fear
of praising Him at any given time
how ever loud you feel
you need to be

to give it to the Lord
means just that
without interference
by clutter and confusion

release these spirits
banish them!

I have them in My grasp
but it is up to you
to banish them
to hold upright My words
to be still in prayer
and wait
no matter how long it takes

don't overload yourself
with worry
worry brings no justice

I am He
who directs justice
when sought in prayer
to the Father
with all your heart and
all your soul

(October 30, 2024)―I was awaken at three this morning. I lingered in bed for a while then my phone dinged. It was put into my heart to message the sweet man by answering something he said a ways back. I did and this led to strife. I reacted to what he said with such harshness that I had to finally delete and block his number.