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‘O’ Hasty One’ (Yeshuah)

…You, then, why do you judge your brother? Or why do you look down on your brother? For we will all stand before God’s judgment seat. It is written: ‘As surely as I live,’ says the Lord, ‘every knee will bow before Me; every tongue will confess to God.’ So then, each of us will give an account of himself to God’ [Isaiah 45:23].—Romans 14:10-12

O' Hasty One (Yeshuah)

steady the hand
before you rock the land
it is in the gravest of detail
that you'll soon derail

back up slowly
brake here and there
steadily move
but move precise

the Lord Almighty† guides
if you listen
to the right tongues
be careful on the listening
not all tongues
are Good for you

thoughts waiver thoughts
a guiding hand is given
but don't move in haste
or haste will overcome you

it is I†, Yeshuah†
your instructor
the haste comes
with raised beating of heart
a testing tool
learn not to be its fool

'o Arrogant one
you brought them all
around
against…for
for…against
all around the world
Confusion's hold
binds the ways
of Confusion

rest in the Father†
seek counsel
be careful who counsels

the most wise ones
as I† walked among them
saw status
instead of Truth

the truest hearts
are after nothing
but giving of time

I† seek time
how will you give your time
is up to you
I† still seek time

awaken 'o wonderful you
time is offered
time is accepted
but it has to be your time
not time delegated
yours and yours alone

waste not 'o time
it all comes
it all passes
each time
does its thing
as time does

it is in those times
trying, stressful
strenuous
that hearts are awakened
failing or passing
honest or not
Truth is revealed

that sort of time
is approaching

what you need
is given
what is given
means Desperation
is approaching
as foretold
a darkness is coming
to Earth
how you survive
is up to you

all the ways are given
more will be given
until enough is given

as I†, Yeshuah†, gives
it is up to you to hear
since it is written
to also see

the Father† speaks
as I† speak

a preparation
for the approaching change
a discipline
at the hands of the Father†
a discipline decided 
long ago
for the Father† knows
how you are
and what you'll do

the matters are at hand
the silence of mourning
will arrive
the combine of nature
and man
the rapture instructed about
through the prophet

a beautiful day
it is

things are not always
what they seem

'what will you do?'

over and over
the teachings given
not for Me†
but for you
be well
go in Peace
then Peace I'll† give you

(June 29, 2022)―What He said here made my heart pound. I hope you are listening. After ‘O’ Hasty One’, He led me to Romans 14:1-4 through Romans 15:7-13. A lesson about judgment. We aren’t allowed to judge. As Yeshuah has said in many of these writings, we have to start with self. Just because someone else does something bad doesn’t mean we do it or accept it. We call them out, with a witness hopefully, but this is not always the case. With my experience, I stood alone most of the time, then later on, those who actually did the wrong were accepted equally. That’s on me. Meaning, it’s my test. It’s how I handle it from there. It doesn’t mean I have to associate with those who were wrong. No,  it just means that I don’t judge them. Even if they hurt me, which they did. I don’t have to do anything. I leave it to God. I just had to deal with my own self…my emotions about those who did me wrong.

And that is what we are all charged with: Dealing with self.

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‘Hyposensitive’ (Yeshuah)

‘…Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but anyone who speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven, either in this age or in the age to come.’ [Mark] He said this because they were saying, ‘He has an evil spirit.’—Matthew 12:31-37; Mark 3:21,28-30

Hyposensitive (Yeshuah)

you've become
like children in a park
handling business
like children handle disputes

he said, she said
instead of ownership
you Blame
scared, terrified of Shame
of falling out
of the collection

the disconnection of the vine
is vast
self-thinkers…no more

the vine supports
encourages, disciplines
but doesn't take the place
of self

the vine cannot get you
into the Kingdom
there are guides, helpers
their business
is to give you the proper tools
byway of Me†, Yeshuah†
the Son†, the Light

you Love like children
you come to the Father†
with a child heart
for you are a child
in God's† eyes

you handle situations
with maturity
if you can't handle ownership
then you are not mature

the child on the playground
in a world full of things that hurt
doesn't go well
for the child

'awaken 'o Wonder'
Words that are important
for you appear to be asleep
to the Vastness
happening
all around you

Calamity is gripping
it is your time to Wonder
it is your time to pray
release the seen for the unseen

it is time to see the childish play
at hand
for what is planned
is far worse

you have a chance
to redeem
Words sent through the prophet
change
'reformalities' not welcomed
in a world of Sin

what is given
will take place
in its time

the armor on guard
against all the things
the Father† hates
a washing
a pointing out
what man is charged with

fools overlook
such charges
for their participation

what's in the dark
will be brought to Light

you accept the Sin
because you Want to Sin, too

your tolerance isn't because
you Love as God† demands
your heart is full of Lust
you accept
you tolerate
because you Want the opportunity
to participate

your Desire is stronger
than your Faith

hypocrites!

I† lived this
I† witnessed this
I† witness this

all these years
nothing much has changed
those of the world 
are still

but they know Me†

those of the world
suppress Me† totally
or Pillage Me† to the point
the Truth of Me† is lost

'o Shameful nations
people charged with saving
are killing instead

look at them!

too much of everything

I† am He†
you're in discipline
the wrath of the Father†

use your time wisely
for time is slipping
changing
for the multitudes are changing

He† will walk away from you
He† is preparing
to walk away
for you dishonored Him†

He† will walk away
for the new to begin
a rediscover of His† Holiness
a reawakening of the Spirit

Pillage and Wreckage
must come
the birth of the new
is beginning

(May 24, 2022)―Luke 7: 36-50 and Matthew 12:31-37 along with Mark 3:21,28-30. This is what Scripture I was led to after the writing.

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‘Undo What’s Done’

You are worth every bit of struggle. It is up to you to take those struggles and help others with theirs. That’s the meaning of being the body and Jesus† being the head. He† is with you. Never forget that!

 Undo What's Done
  
 you are His† son
 a tiny dot of sun‒
 that can wage wars
 beneath the stars
 from so close
 yet so far
  
 I feel it all‒
 deep inside
 ‒you have
 what it takes
 undo what's done
 ‒show the world
 your sum
  
 you are His† son
 larger than Life
 cut by a knife
 bleeding deep‒
 from the inside
 ‒throw it, throw it
 far from your outside
 grow outward‒
 don't hide
  
 prove to Him†
 you are more‒
 than just a son
  ‒you are a Light
 shining
 from a darkened sun

(Written September 25, 2019)

‘Backlash’ (Crucifixion Vision)

You must learn to fight with your mind!

 Backlash
  
 He's† coming
His† fierce wrath
 –a warning
that will steal your laugh
  
 He's† waited
as you gently
took your bath
 seeing you
enjoy your treasures
He's glad
  
 His† simplicity‒
 riddled with an interesting sass
 if you fall too far behind
on the graph
 He† has an unwavering strap
 administered by
a father's unconditional love‒
 in a dash
 giving you a chance
to bounce back
 from your deep, darkened nap
  
 but you haven't read
the telegraph
 you haven't heard
the endless knocking raps
 you haven't heard
the crash, the clash
 or the blast
 you haven't even heard
the slush
 of His† slow drag
  
 instead
you waddle like an ass
 pretending to celebrate
honor His† flag
 while others...with a bat
so willing to bash
  
 round and round
 lap after lap
 slowly distorting Him†
in every class
 mixing it all up–
 commoners can't even grasp
 leaving it all
to be given in mass
 not willing
to take on the task
 –it's all been a trap
  
 the mark of the beast–
 will be an easy lash
 they will be willing–
 without any wording sass
 let alone
a flame from a shiny blast
  
 how to measure gullibility–
 the strength needed
to cure this rash
 will take more
than attending a mass
 or around waist
wrapping a sash
  
 in the mind
will come the nag
 –a played-out invisible rag
 strange thoughts
making a face sag
 doubt...oh! how nasty!
its constant drag
 heaviness and confusion–
 mixing it all up in lag
  
 there's a better way to combat
 this dark invisible rag
 –powers hidden
once sealed–
 too high to be grasped
 it's now time
to bathe in its vast
 opening it up–
 the vaults...down...smash
  
 mind for mind...slash
 taking control back
 before the Lamb comes
in a flash
 open up for a higher stash
 –sorting through trash
 with an energy in splash
  
 yes, He's† coming
 a warning in passing
 a chance to be given
for a new class
 a higher way
fighting in blast
 a choice in self's brass
 –thrive in eternity's musical jazz
 or fall in evil's
forever fire-pitting trap

(August 24, 2019)―Wow! is how today began. A jolting out of bed at 4 a.m. to write. I didn’t want to get up. Three times I was literally jolted out of bed. I finally got up and I’ve been writing ever since. That’s what I’m suppose to do: keep writing.

I mentioned in a few writings that I’ll eventually have a section on here about my meditation journey…it will either be in a category or an entire section to itself. All I know is that I’m on an extraordinary journey and I’ve been on this journey for years now, only this time it’s elevated, and I’m to share the entire process here.

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‘To Not See in Shame’

Micah adds to the importance of the Choose!

 To Not See in Shame
  
 He's† coming–
 He's† watching and...tired
 nothing has changed
 all lost in Shame
 playing a tireless game
 for Simple gain
 ‒forgetting His† glorious name
  
 He's† coming‒
 your songs are deranged
 your mentality strange
 believing in sports' games
 gold chains and diamond rings
 leaving His† name
out of range
 condemning those who sang
 glorifying His† name
  
 He's† coming‒
 152 sets the range
 in time...sets the change
 choose which side‒
 you'll play your game
 then it will be set
 no more chances to change

 you choose
it's your time
 to arrange the change
 before time
gets out of range

(August 14, 2019)―It’s not fair you know. Being the bearer of such news. But it seems only fair. Micah in the Bible. I bet he felt a similar feeling. Only I’m not a prophet. All I know is that the book is written. The only one needed. No need for another. History repeats itself. The warnings always the same. How many times will it have to be?

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‘Pulling A Jonah’

Adhering to the Message!

 Pulling A Jonah
  
 you can run
but you can't hide
 upon you, lies God's† eye
 from one end to the next‒
 He† does not change His† tide
 He† remains the same‒
 in all colors of die
  
 no use in the pretend‒
 no use in loud or shy
 His† call to you to ride–
 to accept or to deny
 either way
you'll pay with your Life
 eternity in die
 eternity in the Light
 you choose
you have that right
  
 ‒that calling comes
from really high‒
 you can run
but you can't hide
 you...He'll† seek and find
 throw you in perils of Life
 'til you accept with every sigh
  
 cry little birdie...cry
 He'll† wait
'til you get the right high
 bowing your head
reaching for the sky
  
 He'll† force your comply
 He† knows your heart inside
 His† calling
from within or outside
 important for the rise
 He'll† rage the water‒
 'til you submit to the cry
 then you'll see‒
 the beauty of the Light

(August 13, 2019)―The things we do NOT listen to! Oh, my! Karen, you’re such a hard-headed child! Agreed! Agreed! The story of Jonah. That’s where I was led to this morning. I’ve written about Jonah before comparing it to the feeling of depression. That’s how I find the separate parts of each Scripture is: They tell us something different to each individual, but as a whole, the story of Jonah is much more powerful.

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‘What Says You’

I am woman and my faith is my Choice!

 What Says You
  
 defiance in its True nature
 reaches those too immature
 to know the difference
 ‒a veiled struggling creature
 avoiding Words of the One
True teacher
  
 over two thousand years ago
 blood fell on hands‒
 those in the know
 as they began to sow
 deceptions made
of silver and gold
 dawning black hats and robes
 ignoring what Yeshuah† came to show
 choices of Ignorance
they choose
 ‒God† released His† grasp
His† hold
  
 time slips in its venture
 here and there...new adventures
 ‒Words remain
from the One and only teacher
 He† will come
without another lecture
 He† will come
in storms of weather
 they'll be no guessing‒
 go on being the hater, the abuser
 you won't have to wonder
 when it's time‒
 you won't deny
the presence of the Creator
  
 so go on...go!
 be the reason
for Destruction...hold
 be thoughtless and bold
 He's† coming!
 He's† coming
absent silver and gold
 He's† coming to decide‒
 who stays, who goes
 who rises, who He† shall behold
  
 152...a good number to consider
 ignore...it doesn't matter
 He's† never been the taker
 ‒a constant in giver
 lessons, tests‒
 giving all chances in reconsider

 now His† patience is on the damper
 time is over...in chatter
 get on your knees‒
 be the pray-er
 change your heart
to the honest giver
 repent in matters of sinner
 ‒time in choose
is now on the ledger‒
 no turning back‒
 He's†  becoming the taker!

(August 8, 2019)—My spiritual journey is continuing. I’m not really ready to talk about it but I’m sure there will come a day. Today, I was led to Acts…pages that I never marked up. I have been questioning my journey lately. I’m a woman…as a former Catholic…I asked: I’m a woman. What authority do I have to talk about such things? I’m not kidding. The Catholic church has re-positioned the woman below man for hundreds and hundreds of years. I’m lucky to have finally had my eyes opened to their cruel injustice…truly against anything the Bible teaches!

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‘Time Allotment’

Healing individual and nation byway of God’s tests!

 Time Allotment
  
 there were so many‒
 but not quite like the three
 babylon, rome, egypt
  
 babylon wiped from the map
 rome...an enemy-insertion trap
 as egypt turns
to left-over scrap
  
 there were many other nations
 tribes around the world
 worshiping their gods
in a swirl
 disappearing...gone
 ‒their gods' validation
  
 God† over-shadows all others
 they last quite a while
then smothered
 God† doesn't interfere
doesn't even bother
 ‒leave them to the world's wonder
 just how many gods
are under the thunder?
  
 once mighty rulers
 having gold and emeralds
 hundreds of years‒
 forcing slaves
to dry them tears
 in each heart
placements of fear
 thousands of years
 controllers held dear
  
 all before: Yeshuah† appeared
  
 slowly, slowly rulers
 of such magnitude...disappeared
  
 are you blind...think so queer
 that you can out smart‒
 thousands of years!
  
 just three: babylon, rome, egypt
 oh my! thousands of years
 they had reason‒
 held their egos so dear
 forcing love to the rear
 live by hate, pride‒
 the shield...instilling fear
  
 but barely old enough
 to even see rough!
 built up pride and ego
 not even three hundred years!
 laugh, laugh, laugh
 ‒the emptying of the glass
 chances were given
to help you last
 ‒you're just using it in sass
  
 sweet, sweet land of milk and honey
 days are coming less sunny
  
 countries with more maturity
 countries with much more history
 fell to the feet
of the Mystery
 ancestors left
with no one to call majesty
 ‒take heed to that of sincerity
 you're wasting a gift‒
 too young...a baby
 not even close to maturity
 ego, pride, greed‒
 wasted years in cruelty
 falling to the hands
of evil in royalty!

(July 5, 2019)—I was led to Ezekiel again today. Political mess. Shootings again in America. Not schools or theaters this time…Wal-Marts! I ask: Why not Target, or the malls, or Walgreens, or any other branded store. Why Wal-Marts? Strange occurrences. The schools. Sure there were a few out-of-sort shootings trying to throw it off, but mostly schools. Then theaters. Random? Across the country. Even less than six minutes from my house! Then a concert…I’m thinking it was going to be the first of many, but then security took over. Stupid really…to target a place like Vegas…that shit spills all over the country. I went to several concerts after. Security is high! Now stores….

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‘Renewing Spirit’ and ‘The Awakening’

For the Children…It’s a CHOICE!

 Renewing Spirit
  
 I wake up to an empty dawn
 raise my hands up
 give thanks...without a yawn
 knowing I wasn't deceived
 I wasn't a pawn
 by the One wiser
than a fawn
  
 take me, take me whole
 in Your† arms...hold
 for I'm just in mold
 clay being recast
in gentle's bold
  
 awaken me
give me strength
 take me from Death‒
 wash away my Sins
 put Joy in my heart
 weaken this defensive anguish
 steady my hands
calm my pulse
 give me the Words
 to speak to them
like a boss

(July 29)―It all led to the children this morning. It all led to the Coming and how it will affect them by way of their parents. Isn’t that something! I figured it was coming to this!

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‘Shelters From Storms’

Using our gifts the right way byway of Matthew! How do we discover our gifts? How to use them? How to multiple our inside wealth? Easy. Listen.

 Shelters From Storms
  
 take these gifts...give them more
 open, open...will be doors
 no more seeking to find
 say this is mine
 it shall be yours
  
 place bets on things
 instead of doors
 what's yours will be no more
  
 treasures are found
 in gifts stored
 open, open the doors
 heal from your sores
 be fierce...the Power is yours
  
 take these gifts...do more
 help the needy, help the poor
 put Life in their décor
 never asking what for
  
 open, open the door
 don't be the evil's whore
 take what you know‒
 take it and soar
 high, high...my little commodore
 what you wish...will be yours
 for without fear‒
 the Lord†, you adored!

(July 24, 2019)―There’s reasons for everything! Twice during meditation this past week I was presented with doors. The first time there were two doors. They were white and side by side. I went to open the door directly in front of me and it was locked. My team (I actually can hear them.) told me to try the other. I did. It opened. I was cheered. I didn’t see myself walk through this door. I just knew that I had entered. And the manifestation process began. The second time there was just one very large white door. I opened it and saw myself walk through it.

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