‘I Am but Lowliness’ (Rough Waters Dream/Building Crashing Vision)

‘…I couldn’t tell what it was, maybe 1 very tall building, maybe 2 or a whole bunch of them, but whatever it was, it was so massive that it could be seen out in space…’ from the Buildings Crashing Vision

 I Am but Lowliness
  
 I am but lowliness
 the one they don't see
 I'm walked over
 I'm spit upon‒
 beaten and abused
 robbed and tortured
  
 I am but lowliness
 the one crying in depression
 the one carrying heaviness
 the obese, the skinny
 I have moles and wrinkles
 I am full of scars
  
 I am but lowliness
 barely getting by
 struggling for money
 doing anything for money
 I'm the disadvantaged
 the forsakened one
  
 I'm but lowliness
 hung on a cross
 betrayed, lied about
 scream at and cursed
 I pretend it's okay
 but I'm dying
 from all this ugliness
  
 I am but lowliness
 worthless to man
 a means for wealth
 for someone else
  
 I'm the one sabotaged
 manipulated and controlled
  
 ...but worthy
 to Him†
 for He† called me
 and I heard
 for when I was weak
 He† was strong
 and He† held me
 'til I landed
 on my feet
  
 though He† test the vine
 to see
 if they'll be kind or mean
 with every tear from me
 more worth
 He† gives to me
  
 I am gold
 a heart‒
 He† keeps from getting cold
 He† makes me bold
 say it
 breathe it
 for He† called me
 to do it
  
 I am the lowliness
 all around the world
 He† sees me
 in Him†
 I am free
  
 worthy
 for these tears are His†
 for this pain is His†
 and I am
 for He† is 

(March 8, 2021)―‘I Am but Lowliness’ was written December 23, 2020. I was directed to this piece to include with the Rough Waters Dream and the Buildings Crashing Vision. I was also directed to the two Scriptures included with this writing.

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‘Tests of Worth’ (God in Commentary)

What is life worth to you? What would you do to get it?

 Tests of Worth
  
 will you remain the playa
 the prima donna
 stuck in propaganda

 or will you see
 as did hezekiah–
 stand still
 drop all pride of heart
 pull out deception's dart
 do your part
 for the one and only Lord†
  
 in words of isaiah
 in words of the Messiah
  –now...will you continue
 to adhere to false dogma
 ridicule His† agenda
 words sent to heal, to save
 not break down, destroy
  
 will you see the difference
 change your ways
 will you continue your
 judging hoopla
 praise in a manipulative
 hosanna
 will you turn
 see truth in Yeshuah the Savior
 or abuse His† cross
 for money's gala
  
 what's your worth
 avoiding the pit
 why won't you heal
 from your trauma
 –understand the true utopia
 Heaven's doors...opened
  
 God† won't send a subpoena
 –it's all upon self
 seeing true worth
 the reason for the Messiah
 from death to resurrection
 from fall to rise
 the truth
 to your dilemma
 as in the life of hezekiah
 stand firm
 in God's† agenda 

(December 3, 2019)―I was told to wait and post this. I’ve been waiting for the go ahead. I finally got it.

On November 15th, I received the following message directly from God:

‘You will see. The test is coming. They will see I am the God, the Lord Almighty, the Alpha, the Omega. They will see My wrath around the world. I will shake it, rattle it, put it all in unstable. Unite or see the end. Unite. Come together. Help. The time has come. For the prophet Isaiah warned so now a new prophet warns. This is the one and only God. The warning is set. The button’s been pushed. You will soon know it is I.’

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‘The Way―Still in Dispute!’

Choices to follow is exactly that…a CHOICE! We don’t have to. That’s unconditional love. [Thou shall not kill? The Torah anyone? Hello! They killed Jesus, too! THOU SHALL NOT KILL! And NO ONE questioned/questions this!].

 The Way―Still in Dispute!
  
 two thousand nineteen years‒
 why...still questions
 why...still debates
 why...still doubt, disbelief
 when God† brings home‒
 unwavering tears
 that His† Son†‒
 still...not held dear!
  
 charges slammed against paul
 intended to maul
 by a people
denying the great hall
 for using them...veils in null
 to unleash a great stall
 against God†‒
 their voiced sword
was their draw
  
 oh! all these many years
 oh! so many useless tears
 ‒doesn't it feel a bit queer
 how evil continues its sheer
  
 after the sacrificing Lamb‒
 God† gifted the Spirit
 talking to us
as individual y'alls
 giving each...a different call
 instead of a slew of laws
 sending us to the wine
 –giving up to the ways of crime
  
 teaching us byway of paul
 there's one...love
the final law
 still...a crawl instead of a walk
 ways known better‒
 according to the dark
  
 all because...their attitude
in pissed off
 didn't...yet...thaw
 ‒God† using them
byway of the cross
  
 freewill...unconditional love
 they decided to withdraw
 spreading their anger
 like a slithering little claw
 not seeing
their self-inflected flaw
  
 years and years
spreading across the world‒
 their instilled fear
 as they tried to silence paul
 40 years, 40 years, 40 years
 ‒plus more years
 we don't live that long anymore dear
 ‒and questions rise?
 ‒isn't that a bit queer!
  
 as Yeshuah† rose above the law
 these people stripped Love to raw
 spreading hate, egging hostility
 ‒'til rape, greed, murder
Sincere's fall
 got up from crawl
 ran with come on y'all!
  
 the way to God†...in halt
 arrogance, ignore...their insult
 instead...the way to God†
the law
 they opened...wider
evil's vault
 for it
making everyone do summersaults
 happy in their material pursuits
 laughing at God†‒
 as they bang the wall
 mocking God†, cursing His† Son†‒
 at the drop of a jaw
 studying His† Words‒
 pondering, pondering
 questioning, questioning
 instead of actions...Good deeds‒
 allowing suffering to spread
 ‒becoming common law! 

(September 11, 2019)―I’m been paying attention to the hypothesis of my writings…as in the people’s reaction. There’s next to nothing or deletion of it all together. Quite the opposite of Paul’s journey. ‘The Way―Still in Dispute!’ was the answer I got this morning…byway of Acts 25:23-27 through Acts 26:30-32. Isn’t that something!

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‘The Vine† to Nourish’

It keeps coming. Why to me? I have no idea. But I’m passing it to you. Hear or not. Your choice.

 The Vine† to Nourish
 
He† came to divide
knowing
in time
Him†...so many
would deny
 
He† wasn't unseen‒
blind to the eye
He† was touchable
He† spoke
was in man's sight
but so many‒
cast Him† aside
even with wonders‒
done before eyes
veils tested hearts
in try
failing
as to knees
they cried
 
waiting there
in the light
hearing so many cry
He† wonders:
why they don't even try?

instead of nourishing
this vine
they believe the lie
they close their eyes
to the truth
of the vine
 
too long has passed by
too long
waiting
for their try
the body feeds
the vine
yet
they're letting it die
without even a try
 
to rekindle this vine
time has come‒
birth
a new life
that won't drain
the head's light

(August 30, 2019)—This was the 2nd work that came to me this morning. I didn’t expect this work to turn out the way it did either. That last stanza…I don’t even want to think about it.

This work fell on page 1213=7. Again September 18 (9,9…all 3s (explained in ‘Time in Ticking’). And Psalm 80 (all 2s…which symbolizes the union between the Christ and the church…balance, a quiet power of judgment, beckons us to choose!)

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Brace Yourself! Vision Update

God’s hand is coming and there’s nothing we can do!

I’d rather warn people then do nothing. I’d rather have all of this written down so that the future will know. I know God’s time is not ours. I also know that visions could be wrong. I also know God never lies. I also know that people don’t give a damn! They just like to call people names and ignore the One being who controls everything. Have it your way! You were forewarned.

Note: The following article I wrote early this morning on Facebook. I thought I share it here. All I truly know is that this morning around 4 a.m., I was jolted to wake up, received more visions to inspire me…see ‘Backlash’…and this jolting which felt like electric shocks happened 3 times! So, I got up and have been writing ever since. The visions are well explained in the article below. They are not just a one time deal. I’ve had them every day for 3 straight days, then I took 2 days off of meditating because I was devastated by what I saw. Then I saw the visions again 2 more days.

Someone is trying to tell someone something! And I’ve experienced this stuff before so, to me, this is really big! When exactly? Your guess is as good as mine. But these events took place.

Today is August 24, 2019. These visions and physical things are happening… and tomorrow is August 25th (read the article below to learn why that is big when it comes to these visions). I do not want to cause panic, but I was jolted awake this morning with like electric shocks and visions that I’ve seen already and told to prophecy…I’ve changed that to write because I don’t feel comfortable saying prophecy. I am NOT a prophet!

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‘Backlash’ (Crucifixion Vision)

You must learn to fight with your mind!

 Backlash
  
 He's† coming
His† fierce wrath
 –a warning
that will steal your laugh
  
 He's† waited
as you gently
took your bath
 seeing you
enjoy your treasures
He's glad
  
 His† simplicity‒
 riddled with an interesting sass
 if you fall too far behind
on the graph
 He† has an unwavering strap
 administered by
a father's unconditional love‒
 in a dash
 giving you a chance
to bounce back
 from your deep, darkened nap
  
 but you haven't read
the telegraph
 you haven't heard
the endless knocking raps
 you haven't heard
the crash, the clash
 or the blast
 you haven't even heard
the slush
 of His† slow drag
  
 instead
you waddle like an ass
 pretending to celebrate
honor His† flag
 while others...with a bat
so willing to bash
  
 round and round
 lap after lap
 slowly distorting Him†
in every class
 mixing it all up–
 commoners can't even grasp
 leaving it all
to be given in mass
 not willing
to take on the task
 –it's all been a trap
  
 the mark of the beast–
 will be an easy lash
 they will be willing–
 without any wording sass
 let alone
a flame from a shiny blast
  
 how to measure gullibility–
 the strength needed
to cure this rash
 will take more
than attending a mass
 or around waist
wrapping a sash
  
 in the mind
will come the nag
 –a played-out invisible rag
 strange thoughts
making a face sag
 doubt...oh! how nasty!
its constant drag
 heaviness and confusion–
 mixing it all up in lag
  
 there's a better way to combat
 this dark invisible rag
 –powers hidden
once sealed–
 too high to be grasped
 it's now time
to bathe in its vast
 opening it up–
 the vaults...down...smash
  
 mind for mind...slash
 taking control back
 before the Lamb comes
in a flash
 open up for a higher stash
 –sorting through trash
 with an energy in splash
  
 yes, He's† coming
 a warning in passing
 a chance to be given
for a new class
 a higher way
fighting in blast
 a choice in self's brass
 –thrive in eternity's musical jazz
 or fall in evil's
forever fire-pitting trap 

(August 24, 2019)―Wow! is how today began. A jolting out of bed at 4 a.m. to write. I didn’t want to get up. Three times I was literally jolted out of bed. I finally got up and I’ve been writing ever since. That’s what I’m suppose to do: keep writing.

I mentioned in a few writings that I’ll eventually have a section on here about my meditation journey…it will either be in a category or an entire section to itself. All I know is that I’m on an extraordinary journey and I’ve been on this journey for years now, only this time it’s elevated, and I’m to share the entire process here.

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‘Testing Will’

Testimony: One of God’s messengers. Saying YES to the Big Man Upstairs…no matter what! My 4-year journey for love, no matter the consequences!

 Testing Will
 
He† knows me deep within
He† knows I'd give in
then...feel the guilt of sin
 
He† held me
within this evil den
all along–
as I felt alone and abandoned
as I cried and cried
struggling, fighting
–evil's bid to win
 
four years in this brethren
a feel of insanity's hymn
negative thoughts...pounding
smothered in foreign emotions
evil aware of the reason
–knowing
the purpose of my season
 
sometimes
losing it without praying
lost in extreme's commotion
at me...came every explanation
learning my self
in its manipulation
 
evil tried to win
it tried everything
digging its teeth within
 
my angels were fighting
holding me in their wings
'til I was in delivering
–my will weakening...strengthening
a day-to-day variation
–wanting it all to end
 
this sixth sense
gave its warning
the stay kept on coming
along with each
secretive manifestation
in hiding
as anxiety and panic
kept attacking
 
my self-esteem
furiously stripping
burying me in ignoring
playing in my sexuality–
what was left
of its intention
through emotional baiting
fight's annihilation
this dizzying world
kept me sinking
'til my hands
living in jittering
my eyes...blurring, drying
my hair in constant falling
my weight in agonizing gaining
my chest in heavy palpitations
my body lost
in fatigue's aggravation
my mind fighting negative
horrid inventions
my mouth became
acid's salutation
from yelling, screaming
foul annotations
to a vicious appeal
in chanting
 
I held on tight
to the calling
knowing...soon...it was ending
pleading and begging
praying and sleeping
dreaming and imagining
–holding on to
the coming glorification
 
packing and moving
God's† quick verification
to do it
even through questioning, doubting
–it all wasn't fabrication
or some childish exaggeration
but a purposeful delivering intention
–a message coming through....
fighting evil's blocking mechanism
for a soul in saving
me: a favor in returning
as God's† hardened instrumentation
 
I took it in breaking
codependency's formulation
–holding on tight
to God's† coming verification
all...
leading to enlightening, awakening
a coming out
spiritual connection 

My Continued Spiritual Journey and My Latest Revelations…Because God Said So!

(June 13-July 6, 2019)―In this article: I will recap some events that led up to today where I’m sitting; I will show and explain how numbers work when it comes to messages and I will show how signs work (I’ve included pictures to demonstrate what I’m talking about); I will talk about the veils; I will talk about receiving messages and delivering them; and I will reveal God’s Grace once again, and how He shows His gratitude when we do what He wants us to do. So, sit back, grab a cup of coffee (because this is a very long work), and get ready to be amazed! God is powerful. God is just. God is sincere. God makes a promise and shows His mercy and delivers once we complete our vows and/or the missions that He requests from us. Learning to listen is key!

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