Tag: messengers

‘Told but Not Heard’

God’s choice on how He reveals Himself is His call. He’s leaving how we see it up to us individually. Will you see it?

Note: The photograph attached to this commentary reveals who’s speaking. If you can’t see Him, you are blind. This isn’t in my imagination. All the photographs from September 27, reveal Him is the most extraordinary ways. Those whose faith is solid will see it. Those in disbelief are veiled and will not…that is His ultimate test for you.

 Told but Not Heard
  
 the past is not history
 ‒its repeating
 to God†
 not a mystery
  
 no matter the millennium
 not matter the decade
  
 the repeated rebellion
 against the Father†
 of all creation
 who sent His† Son†
 ‒seeing how hard
 to listen with the heart‒
 He† dealt an easier card
 but that too...too hard
  
 His† wrath was shown
 again and again
 ‒disasters of nature
 turned to scientific adventure
  
 to Him†...forgotten amends
 left for a sunday's amen
 instead of an every day win
  
 lessons not learned
 as fires in forests burned
 as wars over and over turned
 ‒rewards taken
 not earned
  
 rape, murder, lies
 pillage, corruption
  
 on and on and on
 then judge
 when God steps 
 on the ledge
 ‒criticizing, condemning
 those He† uses
 to spread His† news
  
 go on, go on, go on‒
 He's† already prepared them
 for your abuse
 ‒they...have a place
 reserved...in heaven's muse
 your criticism
 doesn't have a chance
 ‒only puts you further
 out of heaven's range
  
 look to your selves
 seek refuge inside
 rather than outside
 ‒debate with your self
 heal your own
 spiritual health‒
 then and only then
 can you reach out
 beyond your self
  
 repeating of history
 not at all a mystery
  
 nothing is better
 ‒hence God's† coming wrath
 coming...to re-gather
 what's been shattered
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‘Pulling A Jonah’

Adhering to the Message!

 Pulling A Jonah
  
 you can run
but you can't hide
 upon you, lies God's† eye
 from one end to the next‒
 He† does not change His† tide
 He† remains the same‒
 in all colors of die
  
 no use in the pretend‒
 no use in loud or shy
 His† call to you to ride–
 to accept or to deny
 either way
you'll pay with your life
 eternity in die
 eternity in the light
 you choose
you have that right
  
 ‒that calling comes
from really high‒
 you can run
but you can't hide
 you...He'll† seek and find
 throw you in perils of life
 'til you accept with every sigh
  
 cry little birdie...cry
 He'll† wait
'til you get the right high
 bowing your head
reaching for the sky
  
 He'll† force your comply
 He† knows your heart inside
 His† calling
from within or outside
 important for the rise
 He'll† rage the water‒
 'til you submit to the cry
 then you'll see‒
 the beauty of the light
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‘Renewing Spirit’ and ‘The Awakening’

For the Children…It’s a CHOICE!

 Renewing Spirit
  
 I wake up to an empty dawn
 raise my hands up
 give thanks...without a yawn
 knowing I wasn't deceived
 I wasn't a pawn
 by the One† wiser
than a fawn
  
 take me, take me whole
 in Your† arms...hold
 for I'm just in mold
 clay being recast
in gentle's bold
  
 awaken me
give me strength
 take me from death‒
 wash away my sins
 put joy in my heart
 weaken this defensive anguish
 steady my hands
calm my pulse
 give me the words
 to speak to them
like a boss 
 The Awakening
  
 it is of great joy
 those willing to voice
 ‒given a sincere choice
 bent over
wrapped in foil
 thrown out
like a broken toy
  
 those from suffering
 will be the saving
 their choice
in their hearts
 no need to sort
  
 the warnings
are coming to pass
 make the choice
make it last
 listen to words
already cast
 fires in blast
soon to be coming fast
  
 love, love one another
 protect each other
from evil's smother
 know life
know how to cover
 shielded in hope
 for your coming Brother†
  
 don't be weary
don't be tired
 for the light isn't a liar
 but from the One† higher
 the One†, your deliverer
 your mother, father
brother, sister
 your everlasting Father†
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‘Men of Songs’

Understanding depression and the veils by-way of Job!

 Men of Songs
  
 I thrash out my complaints
 I take the hurt, the blame
 put it all on my shoulders‒
 knowing
through all this rough terrain
 not one showed sincerity
not one came
  
 so I let tears fall
like rain
 open my mouth
my worded train
 feeling alone, empty
worthless...plain
 wondering if I'm really insane
  
 I cast out my stones to You†
 ‒Your† broken little dame
 all these tasks
my life...so drained
 not knowing the final aim
 just take it all in‒
 the arrows of false names
 on invisible ropes...I hang
  
 told...life is but a game
 learn to play it...you win fame
  
 You† and I know‒
 that's not how it's framed
 life isn't at all a game
 You†...no one can tame
 someone so righteous‒
 You† easily cast in flames
 and that person
will never be the same
  
 when this heart
feels weak in faint
 I look at all my I can'ts
 I re-hear all those filthy names
 know...none of them...I ain't
 but I know‒
 I'm such a tiny piece of grain
 and the only fame
to be claimed
 is that of Your† sweet, sweet name
  
 I'm so, so tired
of being maimed
 so tired of lonely's strain
 what have I gained
 on this hateful, lonely lane
  
 I know it's part of Jesus'†
 each and every vein
 I'm so weary...feelings‒
 my work done in vane
 so, I call on you...Jesus†
 please take all my complaints
 straight to our Father†
 ‒pull me out
this agonizing drain
 forgive all my trespasses
 turn me over‒
 to at least one heart
who feels the same
 ‒a bit of hunger
a bit of tame
 to do works of good‒
 in Your† sweet, sweet name
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‘Solitary Confinement’

The truth of planting seeds by-way of Jeremiah! It’s time for hurting to take the personal responsibility to heal.

 
 Solitary Confinement
  
 they're out there enjoying life
 those who lied and betrayed
 while she sits in silence
 waiting for her time
  
 they all believe the opposite
 of what is true
 they are all blinded in fool
 while her tears cause her to drool
 praying...her inward tool
 for being condemned
 doing what she was supposed to do
  
 all abandoned her
 deciding to judge
 where no judgment was due
 pitying her–
 where no pitying was due
  
 so she accepts the cross
 ‒knowing full well...who's in charge
 in the waves of other's flaws
 like a rage doll...she was tossed
  
 but her hopes
stayed with the light
 their insecurities
weren't even her fight
 in her eyes
she just watched their blight
 screamed at them
in her troubled fight
 thinking it was her right
 standing up for herself
against the night
 those suffering for lack of insight
 in only the Lord†
can things ever be right
  
 yes, she watched...screamed
 with all her might
 years of blight‒
 but it was never her fight
 ‒she was already in the light
  
 so she waits...sometimes in cry
 accepting the silence
 her temporary confinement
 for ever lasting enlightenment
 as those who suffer inside
 play with false lives
on the outside
 ‒the lost coveting what they lost
 concealing in lies...lost
 not knowing what it means
 to take it to the cross
  
 yes, they condemn her, judge her
 placing her in depressed...lost
 when all the while‒
 what they refused to see
 she was always a faithful child
 of the Boss†!
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‘Hold Them Hard!’ and ‘Rest in Certainty

Our Lord is demanding of today’s society through Ezekiel: Accountability and personal responsibility! 

 Hold Them Hard!
  
 don't let up
 they must see love
 it's coming from above
 ‒not in some tattered glove
 to the side...to be shoved
  
 give them the hard
 look beyond the stars
 way, way up...far
 help them remove scars
 rise up...be hard
 ‒make them see the cards
  
 don't give up!
 hear words of the morning dove
 they are all the cubs
 make a fuss
 even if you have to cuss
 don't...don't give up
  
 so many are in starve
 needing life in carve
 open up, open up the jar
 be the worded bar
 know I'm† here in hard
  
 instruction in the shove
 My† little turtle dove
 no worries for the fluff
 I'm† done with that stuff
 it's coming
to the push and shove
 and...I'm† the shove
 I† give you the boxing gloves 
 Rest in Certainty
  
 take time My† child
 rest...take care of self
 you're off the shelf
 I† came in to help
 it wasn't in a matter of stealth
 you played well
the cards I† dealt
  
 sit back...relax
 it's okay to wonder
 but I'm† the thunder, the rain
 I'm† the shoulder that came
 be gentle with self
 –you understand the meat
 –and the milk
  
 so just relax
 in good time
 all this rhyme
 will be understood in kind
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‘Resorting Backwards’

Warnings For Today’s Society By-Way of Malachi. The message is clear. We can’t go on ignoring the signs, the Word. Okay, go on if you’d like. If you’re willing to gamble with your soul. Not your life, your soul!

(July 14, 2019)―My journey is getting more and more interesting. Two days ago, I wrote ‘Orchestrated Part’, about the veils and the Jews’ part in the crucifixion.

Reminder: I write what is sent to me. When the Bible plays a part, I usually ask, What do You want me to write today? or I just open the Bible and there it is! Very rarely am I told to close the Bible and reopen…though it happens; and sometimes when it is about politics, I close the book because I just don’t want to write about politics. This has been happening to me since 2013-14, so I don’t even question anymore.

Okay, now that you are reminded. I can give a rat’s ass if you don’t believe this. I’m doing what I’m told. I accept…on full terms…you ignorance of crazy!

Today’s writing ‘Resorting Backwards’…all I can say is things are getting serious. It actually plays like a continuation to ‘Orchestrated Part’.

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‘Testing Will’

Testimony: One of God’s messengers. Saying YES to the Big Man Upstairs…no matter what! My 4-year journey for love, no matter the consequences!

 Testing Will
  
 He† knows me deep within
 He† knows I'd give in
 then...feel the guilt of sin
  
 He† held me
within this evil den
 all along–
 as I felt alone and abandoned
 as I cried and cried
struggling, fighting
 –evil's bid to win
  
 four years in this brethren
 a feel of insanity's hymn
 negative thoughts...pounding
 smothered in foreign emotions
 evil aware of the reason
 –knowing
the purpose of my season
  
 sometimes
losing it without praying
 lost in extreme's commotion
 at me...came every explanation
 learning my self
in its manipulation
  
 evil tried to win
 it tried everything
 digging its teeth within
  
 my angels were fighting
 holding me in their wings
 'til I was in delivering
 –my will weakening...strengthening
 a day-to-day variation
 –wanting it all to end
  
 this sixth sense
gave its warning
 the stay kept on coming
 along with each
secretive manifestation
in hiding
 as anxiety and panic
kept attacking
  
 my self-esteem
furiously stripping
 burying me in ignoring
 playing in my sexuality–
 what was left
of its intention
 through emotional baiting
fight's annihilation
 this dizzying world
kept me sinking
 'til my hands
living in jittering
 my eyes...blurring, drying
 my hair in constant falling
 my weight in agonizing gaining
 my chest in heavy palpitations
 my body lost
in fatigue's aggravation
 my mind fighting negative
horrid inventions
 my mouth became
acid's salutation
 from yelling, screaming
foul annotations
 to a vicious appeal
in chanting
  
 I held on tight
to the calling
 knowing...soon...it was ending
 pleading and begging
 praying and sleeping
 dreaming and imagining
 –holding on to
the coming glorification
  
 packing and moving
 God's† quick verification
 to do it
even through questioning, doubting
 –it all wasn't fabrication
 or some childish exaggeration
 but a purposeful delivering intention
 –a message coming through....
 fighting evil's blocking mechanism
 for a soul in saving
 me: a favor in returning
 as God's† hardened instrumentation
  
 I took it in breaking
 codependency's formulation
 –holding on tight
to God's† coming verification
 all...
leading to enlightening, awakening
 a coming out
spiritual connection
  
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