‘Inside Thinking’ (Jesus)

I was always the ‘different’. If you are the ‘different’ than you understand that. I never had a need to actually fit in a crowd or even stand out. I just did what came to me. I just did me. Most in my life penalized me for that. Read on and understand how this works when you do you without the fear of man in you!

 Inside Thinking (Jesus)
  
 'come to Me†' He† says
 wash your hands
 wash your feet
  
 on this cement
 lay down straight
 pass your tears‒
 openly weep
  
 as people walk on by
 without tears
 to cry
 don't ask why
 ‒for them don't cry
 in a bitter sigh
  
 on this grass
 lay with pizzazz
 hear Me† speak
 ignore man's voice
 instead listen to the wind
 listen to the birds
 and to the rain
 and to the thunder
 hear My† voice
 I†  always speak
 I† have come
 I† have been
 I† am
 as He† is
  
 lay in this dirt
 forget all hurt
 I'll† shoulder it all
 if My† name
 you call
 with a sincere flirt
  
 I† am speaking
 are you listening
  
 things are coming
 things you cannot prevent
 go ahead
 practice your 'holy' days
 in your solemn ways
 crucify Me†  again
 without understanding
 crucify Me† 
 again and again
  
 I†  said I'll†  die once
 it is enough
 for all sins
  
 your guilt does not change
 it was the law‒
 commands He† gave
 you practiced and practiced
 until evil schemes
 ‒what God† put in hearts
 to test
 ‒you failed
  
 it was intended
 malicious hearts don't lie
 ‒and it killed Me† 
  
 to kill Me† over and over
 guilt
 shame
 instead of living in harmony
  
 I† divided
 as I† said I† would
  
 it is on you
 you must decide
  
 My† church isn't in a building
 it is inside
 where the Father's† gold lives
 ‒it beats the finest of minerals
 it lays bear
 all your sins
  
 it's time for cleansing
 before you see the extent
 of His† wrath
  
 it is I† 
 the one and only Son† 
 Emmanuel† 
 go in peace
 when you come to Me† 
 peace I†  will give you
  
 ‒paul...he understood
 My† peace
 he also understood
 the requirements 

Note: The picture is from November 9, 2019: Certainty of Visions. It was an interesting day for me. But it became even more interesting once I got home and downloaded the pictures and David started pointing out God’s art! These images that I blew up are from the shadows on top of the water behind me. Not only does he show me how brilliant God is, but also how quick He is and from where the art was coming from. In this set of images, you’ll find the masked lady. God warning us what was coming!

I did not know what I was taking pictures of. David said take pictures so I did. I didn’t realize that I took so many pictures of the shadows on the water behind me. That was one of the purposes of this set of photographs. God revealing how quick He is on top of the art. He’s telling us that He can do what He pleases. The warnings are to give you time to prepare.
The man sitting in the middle of the image caught my attention first. Then the other images of people conversing with each other face to face. Interesting since the masked lady appeared this day and the revealing tale of the virus that was to come.

I was always the ‘different‘. If you are the ‘different‘ than you understand that. I never had a need to actually fit in a crowd or even stand out. I just did what came to me. I just did me. Most in my life penalized me for that. Read on and understand how this works when you do you without the fear of man in you!

Parable of Place of HonorWhen He noticed how the guests picked the places of honor at the table, He told them this parable: ‘When someone invites you to a wedding feast, do not take the place of honor, for a person more distinguished than you may have been invited. If so, the host who invited both of you will come and say to you, ‘Give this man your seat.’ Then, humiliated, you will have to take the least important place. But when you are invited, take the lowest place, so that when your host comes, he will say to you, ‘Friend, move up to a better place.’ Then you will be honored in the presence of all your fellow guests. For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted.’—Luke 14:7-11

(March 26, 2021)—’Inside Thinking‘ actually came to me on the 24th. I sat on it. I still question myself and what is happening to me. The piece was written in two sittings. Unusual for me. Then I was given the title after it was written. Very unusual since all my titles usually come first. I was led to the Scripture first (Luke 14 and 15). I included them below. They are all about planting seeds, saving at least one soul and being humble. Jesus answered my heart and yours. I’ve been questioning again my servitude because I miss my daughter. I really don’t understand what could change that love that I knew. I’m going to get personal again. She, my daughter, blames me for this change because of what I write about. I don’t see it. I always taught my children to be individuals, to not stand with crowds. It seems that was too much to ask because they have…HAVE…to stand with crowds.

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‘No Valentine’ (Jesus)

We can’t changed what He already set in motion. All we can do is accept, forgive, and live.

 No Valentine (Jesus)
  
 they say times have changed
 massacres and bullion
 gifts and heartbreak
 from here, I† see no change
  
 I† hear all the words
 people say
 I† listen attentively
 I† don't...I† can't step in
 without the assurances
 of the invite
  
 each person
 must call
 each person
 must take note
 of themselves
 where they've been
 why
 where they are
 why
 where they are going
 why
  
 each must settle in
 take care of the children first
 the innocent
 whoever harms the children
 places too deep a scar
 on their heart
 satan has many rooms
 for them
  
 then take care of the gift
 the woman
 putting ego and pride aside
 for mothers of men
 whoever casted them aside
 whoever destroys just one
 scars embedded
 repent
 after Me†, she moved up
 satan has many rooms
  
 then to each other
 man, side by side of man
 securing righteousness by deeds
 securing righteousness
 by standing up for one another
 without condemning
  
 instead teaching
 instead healing
 being a shoulder to cry on
 being a rock
 a trusting advocate
  
 all things are subject
 to God†
 in every way
 all beings are under His† hand
 repent, save your self
  
 I† am He†
 the one He† sent
 out of love
 Emmanuel†
 the Christ† of redemption
 the Savior of souls
  
 I† speak
 if you have ears
 hear
 the truth is spoken
  
 go in peace
 because peace I† give you.  

Note: The frame was taken October 2, 2019: Wave Warning. None of the frames are manipulated in any way.

(February 14, 2021)―The teacher. He brought me to Saul and Samuel this afternoon. The people had a king: God. But they couldn’t remain sincere to someone they couldn’t see, so they demanded a man-king. This truly broke God’s heart, but His love is so sincere that He gave man what man wanted. He always does. And what does man do: Protest.

Nothing much has changed as Jesus said this afternoon. You demanded for years, especially here in the US, more vacation time. God heard. He gave it to you byway of a plague. The message: ‘My hand is mighty. Repent.’ He forced us all into a corner and instead of accepting it because we all asked for it, we did what humans always do, bitched.

You forget that God is in control.

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‘What Comes Out’

Anger: How changing this one emotion can change your entire life!

 What Comes Out
 
she weighted
the things she's said
‒those retaliating words
she weighted
the things she's done
thinking it all hard love
but it was anger
‒acting out
over another's danger
 
what makes you do
these things?
 
she pondered the question
the only answer: retaliation
she bowed her head
in confession
responding to those living
in secret
putting her in the dark...deeper
 
she weighted
her lost of control
‒all man things took their toll
grabbing at her in hold
her...letting it all
use her in bold
 
anger's put her in the red
shaped thoughts in head
then actions without thought
knowing the wrong
in every heart beat
then came further heat
 
she weighted
all these things
knowing too late always rings
seeking truth
sets off anger in sing
it's her life
not just some fling
 
she sighed just a bit
thinking these things
anger's become a distraction
at times
giving satisfaction
‒the evil whore's demolition
 
she bowed her head
in greater confession
this her greatest sin
one...with‒
she no longer
wants to blend
control‒
a fight she's determined
to win
‒using gratitude
from God's† den‒
the only way to contend
‒be put in the light
from way deep within
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‘Shouldering Damage’

You deal and accept the physical damage caused by narcissism’s carelessness

 
Shouldering Damage
 
upon her shoulders
carries the weight–
shouldering damage
from those who couldn't stay
–a go-getter
they couldn't take
she...never wanting‒
any kinda hate
‒that was never
her intended fate
‒she let love lead the way
ending in heavy price's
to pay
 
only in moments
she lived in sedate
all them medical doctors
had to medicate
she just needed room‒
a bit of space
to grasp the idea
of her body ache
never using it as an escape
‒it hurt...and she was its bait
 
she knows she gave it all
she wasn't some pity rage doll–
standing somewhere in stall
she answered a simple call
–but others led her to fall
not caring the damage at all
 
upon her shoulders‒
she wears the cape
an anti-depressant to mask
a different kinda ache
–emotional chains
she couldn't tolerate
a burning heart
left in saturate
mixed with anger
lust and hate
screaming
without intentional berate
from love
that just couldn't stay
 
then again‒
she let love be her mate
a heart damaged‒
in too many ways
–again...a turn in obliterate
a brain burned in uncultivate
all that damage‒
on her shoulders
in blissful weight
men who couldn't bear
the cape
of her physical‒
being in waste
 
she knows she gave it all
she wasn't some pity rage doll–
standing somewhere in stall
she answered a simple call
–but others led her to fall
not caring the damage at all
 
she now wears‒
a suit of armor
from love's mate
as the heavy scars from fake–
I can't stay
you...I could only tolerate
builds her face
straight to a destiny's fate–
the writer in massive create
 
she...to never deny God
in whatever she faced
so she shoulders damage
left behind–
by carelessness
and self hate
building her rose‒
from a destroyer's
intentional state
 
she knows‒
she gave it all
she wasn't some pity rage doll–
standing somewhere in stall
she answered a simple call
–others led her to fall
not caring
the damage at all
 
oh! how
she can stand tall–
she picked herself up
from the fall
using the rest of her life
in God's hall
lost to true love's
missed call
she knows‒
she gave it her all
–it was not her
that caused
the fall!
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Commentaries: Matthew 13:44-46

[k. e. leger’s Note: This article and all that goes with it from biblehub.com is not originally written in the English language. It was translated and I will correct spelling and punctuation as in keeping with the meaning of their content. In some places, I had to let it be. I hope that you enjoy this piece anyway. This goes with my article title ‘Discovering the Hidden Treasure in Yourself’.]

Ellicott’s Commentary [Introduction]

The kingdom of heaven is like unto treasure hid in a field.—Probably no parable in the whole series came more home to the imagination of the disciples than this. Every village had its stories of men who had become suddenly rich by finding some hidden hoard that had been hastily concealed in time of war or tumult.

Then, as now, there were men who lived in the expectation of finding such treasures, and every traveler who was seen searching in the ruins of an ancient town was supposed to be hunting after them. As far back as the days of Solomon, such a search had become a parable for the eager pursuit of wisdom (Proverbs 2:4).

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The Case of the Buried Treasure

by Ray Stedman, Authentic Christianity

[k. e. leger Note: This article was written June 27, 1971. Please take note how this article, written 48 years ago, still holds true today. This really helps us to understand the struggle with Israel, and why the governments are acting the way they are. This goes with my article titled ‘Discovering the Hidden Treasure in Yourself.’]

In the great series of parables in Matthew 13 our Lord gave us, as He said, ‘The secrets of the kingdom of heaven.’ The kingdom of heaven is God’s work among men, God’s rule and authority in the midst of human affairs. In this series, Jesus is revealing the work of the kingdom as it is going on throughout the centuries of this present age since His first coming and before His return. We come to the fifth parable this morning, the parable of the buried treasure.

I don’t know what that may evoke in your mind. It always reminds me immediately of Robert Louis Stevenson’s Treasure Island, of Long John Silver, and doubloons and pieces-of-eight, peg-leg pirates, and all the exciting things usually associated with the idea of buried treasure. It is intriguing to realize that Scripture deals with this subject as well. It recognizes the allure and the mystery, which always gathers around the notion of hidden treasure. God has His buried treasures and He is speaking of them in this parable.

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‘Anger’s Infest’

Anger wants you steadfast! God wants you moving forward!

 Anger's Infest
 
feel it beneath your skin
evil's way of getting within
actions in horror's den
‒ways of evil's perfect sin
 
it'll trap you in cussing
it'll condemn you in swearing
pulling at you...probing
wanting your reaction
for it's only satisfaction
 
it'll take all
of your triggering notions
you...down...dragging
as it smiles
in sadistic laughing
craving your giving in
your fight...it's welcoming
celebrating
your mind's condemn
 
anger...evil's infested gem
words, actions
its consistency in playing
wanting you
self to defend
so it can celebrate
in its win
 
feel it beneath your skin
evil's way of getting within
actions in horror's den
‒ways of evil's perfect sin
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‘You Bitch!’

Simple Ways for You to Defeat Negative Self Talk

A sample from Book 12

(October 16, 2018)—Are you mad at me for cussing? Get over yourself. This is a commentary that screams—It’s time for some cussing!

I’m going to give you some good information here if you suffer from depression, anger, negative self-talk to help you start turning things around in your life. Don’t worry. I’m taking this same journey, so let’s ride!

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‘Aversion’

Forgive Yourself for God Has Already Done That!

(April 8, 2019)—The commentary for my piece titled ‘Salvation’s Need’ I speak about salvation and God taking grace away if we go against Him. A friend called and told me that God does not take away grace. I beg you differ.

Ever since the incident with the Jeep, I have been reverted back to feeling like crap. I can’t seem to return to the good diet that was making me feel great, nor the tanning, nor the exercising. I’m told to get an attorney and sue these people, but, at the same time, that’s not what I’m supposed to do. Faith. I’m supposed to rely on faith. I’ve been battling with all of this lately.

I finished my vow. I’m supposed to wait now. And my relationship with the sweet man…what relationship? All my values, morals, principles are in question right now…every single thing I stand for! The voice of death has crossed my threshold several times in these last couple of months because I’m so tired of fighting, so tired of people lying to me. I’ve been in a battle per say.

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‘Thank You for the Time’

Let yourself learn from the lessons given!

A sample from Book 12

  Thank You for the Time
 
I often mix up the rhyme
wanting the rhythm
in times
then I think
this life of mine
has to end some time
 
thank you, Lord†, for the time
the silence
the frozen bones
thinking deep...on my own
without stories to tell
‒just a visit home
 
thank you, Lord†, for this time
everyone has seeds sewn
everyone to everyone...cloned
beeps from a wireless phone
passing on‒
without really being known
 
I thank you anyway, Lord†
for this time
for bleak bitterness
in my mind
for the tearing love
in my heart
‒I once fought so hard
feeling so torn apart
in this space...I am caught
reading words‒
to me...once taught
 
thank you, Lord†
my lessons are mine
listening deep‒
watching go by...the time
wondering if enough‒
I've been kind
 
no backwards
only forwards
can I move the line
taking the lessons‒
building new rhyme
understanding the journey
through time
is not just mine
 
thank you, Lord Jesus†
for all those moments
in time
I'll bring them all in
play with them
in my mind
then cherish the rhyme
after all, You've† given me
the time
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