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‘The Coming Change’ (Yeshuah (Jesus))

…all of us are part of His† universe; no matter what we fathom, what we desire, what we look like, or how we were raised; ‒we are all part of His† heart

The Coming Change (Yeshuah (Jesus))

it is in seeing signs
that we are warned
the universe
moved by the Almighty God†
guiding us
in the daily living
of our lives

all of us are part
of His† universe
no matter what we fathom
what we desire
what we look like
or how we were raised
‒we are all part
of His† heart

this is He†, Karen Elizabeth
I† am part of His† heart, too
He† made Me† head
He made each individual the body
He† planted us on Earth
to grow and prosper
to be defeated and to learn
until that final day
young or old
each...a Life intended
each...a Life with meaning

each have a guide
if you know it or not
look for the signs
the smallest of them
to the largest of them

I† am He†
Yeshuah†
I† tell you the Truth
everything is connected
everything has meaning

numbers are 'universal'
it is the only language on Earth
remaining the same
they speak volumes

change is coming
change is in range

messages are everywhere
in all types of forms
for all nations: numbers

your guide guides you
listen you will hear
look you will see

five, five, five
five, five

change is coming
change is in range

don't waste time
your time will become Mine†
and...you won't know the time

(November 22, 2021)—The Scripture, Ezekiel 14:1-23 – 15:18, is for you as well. I was led to this after the writing of ‘The Coming Change’.

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‘Inside Thinking’ (Yeshuah (Jesus))

I was always the ‘different’. If you are the ‘different’ than you understand that. I never had a need to actually fit in a crowd or even stand out. I just did what came to me. I just did me. Most in my life penalized me for that. Read on and understand how this works when you do you without the fear of man in you!

 Inside Thinking (Yeshuah (Jesus))
  
 'come to Me†' He† says
 wash your hands
 wash your feet
  
 on this cement
 lay down straight
 pass your tears‒
 openly weep
  
 as people walk on by
 without tears
 to cry
 don't ask why
 ‒for them don't cry
 in a bitter sigh
  
 on this grass
 lay with pizzazz
 hear Me† speak
 ignore man's voice
 instead listen to the wind
 listen to the birds
 and to the rain
 and to the thunder

 hear My† voice
 I† always speak
 I† have come
 I† have been
 I† am
 as He† is
  
 lay in this dirt
 forget all hurt
 I'll† shoulder it all
 if My† name
 you call
 with a Sincere flirt
  
 I† am speaking

 are you listening?
  
 things are coming
 things you cannot prevent

 go ahead
 practice your 'holy' days
 in your solemn ways
 crucify Me† again
 without Understanding
 crucify Me† 
 again and again
  
 I† said I'll† die once
 it is enough
 for all sins
  
 your Guilt does not change
 it was the law‒
 commands He† gave
 you practiced and practiced
 until evil schemes
 ‒what God† put in hearts
 to test
 ‒you failed
  
 it was intended
 Malicious hearts don't lie
 ‒and it killed Me† 
  
 to kill Me† over and over
 Guilt
 Shame
 instead of living in harmony
  
 I† divided
 as I† said I† would
  
 it is on you
 you must decide
  
 My† church isn't in a building
 it is inside
 where the Father's† gold lives
 ‒it beats the finest of minerals
 it lays bare
 all your sins
  
 it's time for cleansing
 before you see the extent
 of His† wrath
  
 it is I† 
 the one and only Son† 
 Emmanuel† 
 go in Peace
 when you come to Me† 
 Peace I†  will give you
  
 ‒paul...he understood
 My† Peace
 he also understood
 the requirements

(March 26, 2021)—I was always the ‘different‘. If you are the ‘different‘ than you understand that. I never had a need to actually fit in a crowd or even stand out. I just did what came to me. I just did me. Most in my life penalized me for that. Read on and understand how this works when you do you without the fear of man in you!

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‘No Valentine’ (Yeshuah (Jesus))

We can’t changed what He already set in motion. All we can do is accept, forgive, and live.

 No Valentine (Yeshuah (Jesus))
  
 they say times have changed
 massacres and bullion
 gifts and heartbreak

 from here, I† see no change
  
 I† hear all the Words
 people say
 I† listen attentively
 I† don't...I† can't step in
 without the assurances
 of the invite
  
 each person
 must call
 each person
 must take note
 of themselves
 where they've been
 why
 where they are
 why
 where they are going
 why
  
 each must settle in
 take care of the children first
 the innocent

 whoever harms the children
 places too deep a scar
 on their heart
 satan has many rooms
 for them
  
 then take care of the gift
 the woman
 putting Ego and Pride aside
 for mothers of men

 whoever casted them aside
 whoever destroys just one
 scars embedded
 repent
 after Me†, she moved up
 satan has many rooms
  
 then to each other
 man, side by side of man
 securing Righteousness by deeds
 securing Righteousness
 by standing up for one another
 without condemning
  
 instead teaching
 instead healing
 being a shoulder to cry on
 being a rock
 a trusting advocate
  
 all things are subject
 to God†
 in every way
 all beings are under His† hand
 repent, save your self
  
 I† am He†
 the one He† sent
 out of Love
 Emmanuel†
 the Christ† of Redemption
 the Savior of souls
  
 I† speak
 if you have ears
 hear
 the Truth is spoken
  
 go in Peace
 because Peace I† give you.

(February 14, 2021)―The teacher. He brought me to Saul and Samuel this afternoon. The people had a king: God. But they couldn’t remain sincere to someone they couldn’t see, so they demanded a man-king. This truly broke God’s heart, but His love is so sincere that He gave man what man wanted. He always does. And what does man do: Protest.

Nothing much has changed as Jesus said this afternoon. You demanded for years, especially here in the US, more vacation time. God heard. He gave it to you byway of a plague. The message: ‘My hand is mighty. Repent.’ He forced us all into a corner and instead of accepting it because we all asked for it, we did what humans always do, bitched.

You forget that God is in control.

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‘Resorting Backwards’

Warnings For Today’s Society By-Way of Malachi. The message is clear. We can’t go on ignoring the signs, the Word. Okay, go on if you’d like. If you’re willing to gamble with your soul. Not your life, your soul!

 Resorting Backwards
  
 when they handed over
 what was not Good
 teaching less from the law book
 not doing what they should
 only what they would
 bringing the wrath–
 a mighty Father's† gasp
 neither cry nor laugh
 not even an autograph
 in the back...He† was stabbed
 by those forgetting His† grasp
 –around all things...He's† wrapped
  
 that was back then...this is now
 ask, oh ask...how!
 the question of the hour
 did all gain wealth...Power
 modern ways, productive days
 oh, how is it...how!
 all that's given–
 a turned step...completely backwards
 before the Christ† came
to move it all forward
  
 oh! the generosity given
 the law removed
 replaced by really Simple
 not hard to follow the temple
  
 churches raping children
 building evil's brethren
 churches gaining riches
 while the poor sleep in ditches
 false gods in material
 ignoring the Simple riddles
  
 backwards, backwards
 God's† anger...ignored
 for evil whores
 healing...not truly taking place
 Greed building webbed lace
 politics...the only base
 that you're willing to face
  
 messengers...casted out
 as they tell you what it's about
 eyes watching...beyond the clouds
 as the Lord's† voice screams...out loud
 His† Words...too many have mispronounced
 for a money-laced pouch
 stealing His† little ones–
 giving them to evil's crouch
 then placing Blame–
 there's no one held to account
  
 hear His† voice, hear it loud
 His† warnings are sound
 you are playing around
 lost...not found
 the next coming–
 slowly coming down
 space your steps...on the ground
 figure which side
 you are bound
 then take a knee
 stop acting in clown
 God's† Words...held sound
 the coming–
 as sure as the hound
 explosion will go your ground
 choose...choose
 which way you'll be bound!

(July 14, 2019)―My journey is getting more and more interesting. Two days ago, I wrote ‘Orchestrated Part’, about the veils and the Jews’ part in the crucifixion.

Reminder: I write what is sent to me. When the Bible plays a part, I usually ask, What do You want me to write today? or I just open the Bible and there it is! Very rarely am I told to close the Bible and reopen…though it happens; and sometimes when it is about politics, I close the book because I just don’t want to write about politics. This has been happening to me since 2013-14, so I don’t even question anymore.

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‘What Comes Out’

Anger: How changing this one emotion can change your entire life!

 What Comes Out
  
 she weighed
the things she's said
 ‒those retaliating words
 she weighed
the things she's done
 thinking it all hard love
 but it was anger
 ‒acting out
over another's danger
  
 what makes you do
these things?
  
 she pondered the question
 the only answer: retaliation
 she bowed her head
in confession
 responding to those living
in secret
 putting her in the dark...deeper
  
 she weighed
her lost of control
 ‒all man things took their toll
 grabbing at her in hold
 her...letting it all
use her in bold
  
 anger's put her in the red
 shaped thoughts in head
 then actions without thought
 knowing the wrong
in every heart beat
 then came further heat
  
 she weighed
all these things
 knowing too late always rings
 seeking truth
sets off anger in sing
 it's her life
not just some fling
  
 she sighed just a bit
thinking these things
 anger's become a distraction
 at times
giving satisfaction
 ‒the evil whore's demolition
  
 she bowed her head
in greater confession
 this her greatest sin
 one...with‒ 
she no longer
wants to blend

 control‒ 
a fight she's determined
to win
 ‒using gratitude
from God's† den‒
 the only way to contend
 ‒be put in the light
from way deep within

(April 27, 2019)―There are 2 large garbage cans that came with the house I live in. When we first moved in, they were in the corner of the garage. The side where I park my car. My car door opens up to the wall side of the garage. I have boxes stacked in there, which I never unpacked also on the side where I park my car. About a month ago, we were told by the landlord that we had to clean up the backyard. After the winter, the pine needles and pine cones had added up. So, in order to make my job a little easier, I moved the garbage cans to the side of the house, inside the metal gate. Since, they were out of the way in the garage, I moved over some boxes, which made getting out of my car easier.

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‘Shouldering Damage’

You deal and accept the physical damage caused by narcissism’s carelessness

 
Shouldering Damage
  
 upon her shoulders
carries the weight–
 shouldering damage
from those who couldn't stay
 –a go-getter
they couldn't take
 she...never wanting‒ 
any kinda hate
 ‒that was never
her intended fate
  ‒she let love lead the way
 ending in heavy price's
to pay
  
 only in moments
she lived in sedate
 all them medical doctors
had to medicate
 she just needed room‒ 
a bit of space
 to grasp the idea
of her body ache
 never using it as an escape
 ‒it hurt...and she was its bait
  
 she knows she gave it all
 she wasn't some pity rage doll–
 standing somewhere in stall
 she answered a simple call
 –but others led her to fall
 not caring the damage at all
  
 upon her shoulders‒ 
she wears the cape
 an anti-depressant to mask
a different kinda ache
 –emotional chains
she couldn't tolerate
 a burning heart
left in saturate
 mixed with anger
lust and hate
 screaming
without intentional berate
 from love
that just couldn't stay
  
 then again‒ 
she let love be her mate
 a heart damaged‒ 
in too many ways
 –again...a turn in obliterate
 a brain burned in uncultivate
 all that damage‒ 
on her shoulders
in blissful weight
 men who couldn't bear
the cape
 of her physical‒ 
being in waste
  
 she knows she gave it all
 she wasn't some pity rage doll–
 standing somewhere in stall
 she answered a simple call
 –but others led her to fall
 not caring the damage at all
  
 she now wears‒ 
a suit of armor
from love's mate
 as the heavy scars from fake–
 I can't stay
you...I could only tolerate
 builds her face
straight to a destiny's fate–
 the writer in massive create
  
 she...to never deny God
in whatever she faced
 so she shoulders damage
left behind–
 by carelessness
and self hate
 building her rose‒ 
from a destroyer's
intentional state
  
 she knows‒ 
she gave it all
 she wasn't some pity rage doll–
 standing somewhere in stall
 she answered a simple call
 –others led her to fall
 not caring
the damage at all
  
 oh! how
she can stand tall–
 she picked herself up
from the fall
 using the rest of her life
in God's hall
 lost to true love's
missed call
 she knows‒ 
she gave it her all
 –it was not her
that caused
the fall!

(April 24, 21019)—I was sent to a heart specialist today. Although I’m 50, I’m always the youngest in the room when it comes to things like this. (I started saying this phrase back in 2013 when I returned to the VA. I was always the youngest in the room back then.) So, I’m sitting there going through Scriptures, keeping my mind occupied. I didn’t want to think about why I was there. Then I got called to the back. A slew of tests were ordered, including a monitor, which I’ll have to wear for a week.

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Commentaries: Matthew 13:44-46

[k. e. leger’s Note: This article and all that goes with it from biblehub.com is not originally written in the English language. It was translated and I will correct spelling and punctuation as in keeping with the meaning of their content. In some places, I had to let it be. I hope that you enjoy this piece anyway. This goes with my article title ‘Discovering the Hidden Treasure in Yourself’.]

Ellicott’s Commentary [Introduction]

The kingdom of heaven is like unto treasure hid in a field.—Probably no parable in the whole series came more home to the imagination of the disciples than this. Every village had its stories of men who had become suddenly rich by finding some hidden hoard that had been hastily concealed in time of war or tumult.

Then, as now, there were men who lived in the expectation of finding such treasures, and every traveler who was seen searching in the ruins of an ancient town was supposed to be hunting after them. As far back as the days of Solomon, such a search had become a parable for the eager pursuit of wisdom (Proverbs 2:4).

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The Case of the Buried Treasure

by Ray Stedman, Authentic Christianity

[k. e. leger Note: This article was written June 27, 1971. Please take note how this article, written 48 years ago, still holds true today. This really helps us to understand the struggle with Israel, and why the governments are acting the way they are. This goes with my article titled ‘Discovering the Hidden Treasure in Yourself.’]

In the great series of parables in Matthew 13 our Lord gave us, as He said, ‘The secrets of the kingdom of Heaven.’ The kingdom of Heaven is God’s work among men, God’s rule and authority in the midst of human affairs. In this series, Jesus is revealing the work of the kingdom as it is going on throughout the centuries of this present age since His first coming and before His return. We come to the fifth parable this morning, the parable of the buried treasure.

I don’t know what that may evoke in your mind. It always reminds me immediately of Robert Louis Stevenson’s Treasure Island, of Long John Silver, and doubloons and pieces-of-eight, peg-leg pirates, and all the exciting things usually associated with the idea of buried treasure. It is intriguing to realize that Scripture deals with this subject as well. It recognizes the allure and the mystery, which always gathers around the notion of hidden treasure. God has His buried treasures and He is speaking of them in this parable.

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‘Anger’s Infest’

Anger wants you steadfast! God wants you moving forward!

 Anger's Infest
  
 feel it beneath your skin
 evil's way of getting within
 actions in horror's den
 ‒ways of evil's perfect sin
  
 it'll trap you in cussing
 it'll condemn you in swearing
 pulling at you...probing
 wanting your reaction
 for it's only satisfaction
  
 it'll take all
of your triggering notions
 you...down...dragging
 as it smiles
in sadistic laughing
 craving your giving in
 your fight...it's welcoming
 celebrating
your mind's condemn
  
 anger...evil's infested gem
 words, actions
its consistency in playing
 wanting you
self to defend
 so it can celebrate
in its win
  
 feel it beneath your skin
 evil's way of getting within
 actions in horror's den
 ‒ways of evil's perfect sin
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‘You Bitch!’

Simple Ways for You to Defeat Negative Self Talk

A sample from Book 12

 You Bitch!
  
 I've got an itch
 ‒pouring through my mind
a well-dug ditch
 screaming words in myth
to the highest pitch
 forcing me down a darkened pit
 ‒a text-blasting trip
 becoming an accusing witch
 out to smash an invisible zit
  
 every word on my lips
 disguised in angry fits
 passing along this typed niche
 thinking it's hip
making itself rich
 ‒taking advantage of my slip
  
 you evil bitch!
I'm gonna smash you to bits
 I'm so tired of your shit
 in the bud...I'm gonna nip
 not for a moment anymore
 forever...your throat
I'm gonna slit
 
 over the top
I'm gonna flip
 dunk you
down below...permanently dip
  
 no more...you get wit
 over the head‒ 
you...I'm gonna hit
 no more playful glitches
 in God†...get a good whiff
 of wine I'm gonna sip
sit back‒
 finally be done
with your controlling, irrational blip
 up goes my middle finger‒ 
see the tip
 up yours!
you piece of shit!

(October 16, 2018)—Are you mad at me for cussing? Get over yourself. This is a commentary that screams—It’s time for some cussing!

I’m going to give you some good information here if you suffer from depression, anger, negative self-talk to help you start turning things around in your life. Don’t worry. I’m taking this same journey, so let’s ride!

I’m doing two workshops at one time. The one on anger which I wrote a few posts about this past week and a happiness workshop. I’m also reading a second workbook titled Pathways to Recovery, A Strengths Recovery Self-Help Workbook by Priscilla Ridgway, Diane McDiarmid, Lori Davidson, Julie Bayes, and Sarah Ratzlaff.

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