‘Actumonnadā’ (Yeshuah and Sign Given)

—do you understand/your thoughts?/can you/do away/with them/conceive them/then get rid of them?—from ‘Actumonnada’ by Yeshuah

Actumonnadā (Yeshuah)

do you see the logic
in your thoughts?

do you understand
your thoughts?
can you do away
with them
conceive them
then get rid of them?

or must you act on them?

I'm† convinced you don't know
in fact, I† know
just blending with you
for a second

I† am the Son†
I† can see it all
I† wonder why you choose
not to

did you read what I† said
about wealth?
did you not understand?


get rid of your wealth
before I† come!
not for the world
but for you, each person

that is straight forward

what do you do
with your wealth?
feed the poor
house the homeless
take care of the widow
and the fatherless
take care of the sick
and imprisoned
care for the abused
of the world

at this moment
if all the wealth
were used up
for this purpose
there would be no more of it

it's so simple, isn't it

but those who preach about Me†
and My† Father†
can't give up their wealth
so why should the rest?

I† am going to tear them down!

for their example
cannot be set
by even them


I† am going to destroy them!

all who serve as a shepherd
and have wealth
are lying to themselves
and putting burdens on shoulders
that cannot sustain
God† the Father† is not in wealth
as in material possessions
and money

money is given to be given
not just some of it
all of it

you should keep just enough
to live on
then the rest is to be given

this is why God† and money
cannot live together
you love 'one'!
you cannot love both

do you not understand?

you have God† or money
not both


wealth has spread
satan has been enjoying
his time with you
all the wealth he has been
tempting
and many have fallen
to it

and you don't want to hear
what the prophet of words writes
you don't want the truth
of the kingdom

you want what satan gives
the desire for it is strong
the need of it is strong
mixed in confusion
it turns to lust
and this lust will grow
it will consume the world

the Father's† love is true
His† discipline is just

the world desires satan's house
satan is not in the world
but he is of the world
and he has taken many
and he will take many more

for money is his jewel
for lustful desire his instrument

you can't have lustful desire
and God† together
you must separate from
lustful desire


the need for it
will get stronger
throughout the world
all nations

you are being prepared
with the tools needed

the bible is not all you
will need
these words sent
these new words
are added weapons
and if you don't use them
confusion will tear you
apart

it is set
the Father† has set it

can you withstand the lies
being put upon you?
are you mature enough
to know the difference
between God's† house and satan's?

how do you know?

are you looking towards
your wealthy churches
for answers?
or are you looking directly
at Me†, the Son†?

has your wealthy church,
your wealthy pastor or priest
sold all the wealth
have they emptied their accounts?


that's where you start
if they cannot empty their
personal treasures,
they are deceiving you

I† am the Son†, Yeshuah†
the bell has rang
the call has been sounded
wealth is the cornerstone of the fallen
its house is built strong
its fire runs deep
and it never fails
it always wins

(June 23, 2023)—This piece was given June 20, 2023. He pronounced the title very slowly: Act-u-mon-na-dā. The sounds that I wrote are accurate and precise to what I heard because He said them several times.

Directly after the writing, He led me to Ezekiel 47 through Ezekiel 48. The division of the land!

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‘Shouldering Damage’

You deal and accept the physical damage caused by narcissism’s carelessness

 
Shouldering Damage
 
upon her shoulders
carries the weight–
shouldering damage
from those who couldn't stay
–a go-getter
they couldn't take
she...never wanting‒
any kinda hate
‒that was never
her intended fate
‒she let love lead the way
ending in heavy price's
to pay
 
only in moments
she lived in sedate
all them medical doctors
had to medicate
she just needed room‒
a bit of space
to grasp the idea
of her body ache
never using it as an escape
‒it hurt...and she was its bait
 
she knows she gave it all
she wasn't some pity rage doll–
standing somewhere in stall
she answered a simple call
–but others led her to fall
not caring the damage at all
 
upon her shoulders‒
she wears the cape
an anti-depressant to mask
a different kinda ache
–emotional chains
she couldn't tolerate
a burning heart
left in saturate
mixed with anger
lust and hate
screaming
without intentional berate
from love
that just couldn't stay
 
then again‒
she let love be her mate
a heart damaged‒
in too many ways
–again...a turn in obliterate
a brain burned in uncultivate
all that damage‒
on her shoulders
in blissful weight
men who couldn't bear
the cape
of her physical‒
being in waste
 
she knows she gave it all
she wasn't some pity rage doll–
standing somewhere in stall
she answered a simple call
–but others led her to fall
not caring the damage at all
 
she now wears‒
a suit of armor
from love's mate
as the heavy scars from fake–
I can't stay
you...I could only tolerate
builds her face
straight to a destiny's fate–
the writer in massive create
 
she...to never deny God
in whatever she faced
so she shoulders damage
left behind–
by carelessness
and self hate
building her rose‒
from a destroyer's
intentional state
 
she knows‒
she gave it all
she wasn't some pity rage doll–
standing somewhere in stall
she answered a simple call
–others led her to fall
not caring
the damage at all
 
oh! how
she can stand tall–
she picked herself up
from the fall
using the rest of her life
in God's hall
lost to true love's
missed call
she knows‒
she gave it her all
–it was not her
that caused
the fall!

(April 24, 21019)—I was sent to a heart specialist today. Although I’m 50, I’m always the youngest in the room when it comes to things like this. (I started saying this phrase back in 2013 when I returned to the VA. I was always the youngest in the room back then.) So, I’m sitting there going through Scriptures, keeping my mind occupied. I didn’t want to think about why I was there. Then I got called to the back. A slew of tests were ordered, including a monitor, which I’ll have to wear for a week.

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‘Troubled Soul’

Other people’s issues are not yours!

A sample from Book 9

  Troubled Soul
 
your mixed personality
doesn't blend with reality
 
your verbal kindness
doesn't add to
your stalking rudeness
 
returning to reality
‒stripping all vulnerability
takes...taking responsibility‒
actions of self
before experiencing life...truly
 
changing personalities
doesn't insure securities
needed‒
to strengthen possibilities
 
living in denial
mile after mile‒
brings the mind
to crash
heading south‒
once there
‒getting there
you can only ask...how
 
take a look inside
your round and round ride
‒a mind in hide
never subsides
'til you stop for a while
sink in like a child‒
all your wounds...untie
 
open that book
given by God†
look deep...deep into your I
write down your whys
all that pain
bringing you to hide‒
all those cries
 
all those ancient words‒
so many have heard
let them be your guide
it takes time
 
people won't untie‒
all those knots inside
‒admittance...of self
the help of only God†‒
your only needed drive
way...way deep inside
‒then He'll† show you
how to fly
without you‒
having to ask why
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‘The Experience’

Your Anger Turns to Lust to Move You!

A sample from Book 5

 The Experience
 
I'm your past
I'm what
didn't last
I'm what
could
never last
 
I'm the passing blast
to move through
really fast
with the quickness
of a kisser's dash
 
I'm the wine glass
wearing a mask
making
my on-stop splash
 
I'm your past
leaving you
in a gasp
easily slipping
from your grasp
in your mind
thoughts are cast
in my heart
the debris
of a failed lover's task
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