Category: Don’t Give Up!

‘Free Falling’

That option will not be on the table forever. You are currently in the process of making that choice.

Free Falling

it's nonnegotiable–
the ways of the universe

it's strange...this principle
even if things get worse
they'd rather take the hearse
then focus on verse

warnings for all municipals
a saving-soul burst
–they won't pay attention
it's already been rehearsed

they insert their own decimals
when God† truly comes through–
they see it as a curse
–for Him†, there's not enough thirst

they won't do the sensible
they don't see
how far down they've immersed
they don't see
even with all the advancements
how much they've reversed

the noah-infectuality

they always start with a blank verse
then they willingly free fall
back into perverse

in the sincere of impartiality:
they could be together
or dispersed
it doesn't matter–
there's always an adverse
to all the good in burst

in time
will come the eventuality:
in all the intended controverse
there's more and more converse
less and less remains the reimburse
'til the utopia...up...emerges
the second coming–
will be surprisingly diverse
–with zero coerce
in His† extreme of burst

(January 7, 2022)—’Free Falling‘ written January 4, 2020 says it all. Jesus’ ‘Called‘ and God’s ‘Murderous Tenant‘…the first two divine pieces of this year says it all. As in the dream I included with ‘Called‘, we are still putting new on top of old instead of healing the old first.

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‘Heal’ (God)

‘If you repent, I will restore you that you may serve Me; if you utter worthy, not worthless, words, you will be my spokesman. Let this people turn to you, but you must not turn to them. I will make you a wall to this people…’ Jeremiah 15:19-21

Heal (God)

heal to restore
heal to make forth
intentions made for you

says the Lord† Almighty

it is all being done
once done
it can't be undone

your absentness is on you
I† told you what not to do
but like peas
you've got to be alike
follow the wrong collection

your majority will not save you
your rulers are acting
on their own accord
I'm† halting them
they failed to preserve
what needs preserving


heal
stop using malice to avoid
your arrogance won't save you
only the humble are worthy

look at your troubles
O peoples, O nations
troubles follow the unhealed

the liars...O you deceivers
woe to you

says the Lord† Almighty

wrap yourself around the healed
absorb their light
for I† give them enough to share
watch what they do
follow what they do
break down your walls
and I† will come and rescue you
I† will send Him†
who serves Me† day and night
without complaint
I† will send Him† who I named
Emmanuel†
He† will be the key
to your resurrection

My† anger will not last forever
but it is
because you have broken faith
I† will pardon those I† choose
those whom I† don't choose
will stand before the Judge†
and accept their sentence

I† have spoken
it will be done

says the Lord† Almighty

the beginning and the end

(July 26, 2021)—He lead me to Jeremiah before He gave the writing. Jeremiah 15 actually. It feels like a direct answer to questions that I’ve been having. Questions about all that is going on…from this virus to all these vaccines and the confusion that is surrounding all of it. Of course, He said He was setting confusion upon us. And He has. He said that He was changing this virus and they wouldn’t be able to keep up. He’s doing. So for me, personally, He has instructed me not to get this vaccine, to trust Him. I have.

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‘Break This Down!’ (Jesus)

He sent all this before…BEFORE…the virus for you to be able to understand HIM! It is on you that you bypassed all that He sent you through me because of pride, lies, manipulation, jealousy, hate, sin of all kinds. He is and therefore what He says He will do IS! Pray!

Break This Down! (Jesus)

it is, you know
all that He† gave
all that He† gives
all of the old
all of the new

it says: 'do not add to this book
do not subtract from this book'

but they have
they have subtracted

I† am adding
this is He†, the first Son†
He† is adding‒
the Father†
My† Father†
your Father†

long after your body is no more
these words will remain

you have left out your teachings
the truth
you've added sugar
everything nice and neat

yes, everything is in the book
but you don't listen
to what the Father† had written

you passed on words
not many understand
then you sit there
pretending
you are the only one who understands

you have lied over and over

the prosperity the Father† promises
is not of the world
the prosperity given in the book
as it was written
was only given after the receiver
followed His† laws, His† decrees

none of you follow properly
you speak of Him†
you speak of Me†
then you gossip, slander, hate, judge
you have no place to do such things

then you commit all sorts of sin

hypocrites!

you don't know much

new has come
in order for new to come
old has to be destroyed

I'm† here to destroy
the old

nothing happens without Him†!
He† moves everything
including Me†!

you misinterpret what I† say
all the time
it is meant to be
I† have much to say on this
but the time hasn't come

pray
I† have given you the proper way
follow

I'm† not in a building
buildings will fall
the temple isn't in a building

that which is written about
My† Father's† way of teaching
go back and read
learn who He† is
you don't know Me†
if you do not know Him†

'do not make an image in My† likeness'
He†  commanded, but you do

'do not lie'
He† commanded, but you do

'do not have other gods before me'
over and over
He† said all these things
‒you still disobey

then
'love thy neighbor as yourself'
in doing so
there's no room for sin
love is too great

if you were in love
you wouldn't have room for sin
as long as you sin
there isn't room for love

go back and read
learn who the Father† is
His† wrath 'IS' because of love


there is discipline
and there is hate
He† is love
the world is hate


the words of Jesus the Christ†

(July 21, 2021)—‘Open the book’ came first, then Psalm 133:

Joy of Brothers Living Harmoniously (A song of ascents. Of David.)—How good and pleasant it is when brothers live together in unity! It is like precious oil poured on the head, running down on the beard, running down on Aaron’s beard, down upon the collar of his robes. It is as if the dew of Hermon were falling on Mount Zion. For there the Lord bestows His blessing, even life forevermore.—Psalm 133

Then the words of Jesus in ‘Break This Down!’.

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‘Aversion’

Forgive Yourself for God Has Already Done That!

(April 8, 2019)—The commentary for my piece titled ‘Salvation’s Need’ I speak about salvation and God taking grace away if we go against Him. A friend called and told me that God does not take away grace. I beg you differ.

Ever since the incident with the Jeep, I have been reverted back to feeling like crap. I can’t seem to return to the good diet that was making me feel great, nor the tanning, nor the exercising. I’m told to get an attorney and sue these people, but, at the same time, that’s not what I’m supposed to do. Faith. I’m supposed to rely on faith. I’ve been battling with all of this lately.

I finished my vow. I’m supposed to wait now. And my relationship with the sweet man…what relationship? All my values, morals, principles are in question right now…every single thing I stand for! The voice of death has crossed my threshold several times in these last couple of months because I’m so tired of fighting, so tired of people lying to me. I’ve been in a battle per say.

I have been working late on my website and getting up late each day. I had gotten myself on a schedule, but that has been thrown out the window. I suddenly have that rush again…like I’m up against a clock. So, this morning after reading a few things on Facebook, I got my coffee and sat down. My Bible and writing tablet staring at me. The pull to cry came from way deep inside. And the tears started to fall. I started to feel sorry for myself. I see my sisters posting about their lives. My little sister and her family. I asked myself, ‘Where’s my joy? Where’s my family?’

 Aversion
  
 You† stripped me of life
 sent me into strife
 in order for me
to truly see the light
  
 I knelt...prayed for truth
 stripped of wisdom‒ 
made into a fool
 only to rise then fall in glue
 stuck in deceived...malice
 drowning in the body's surface
 lust took hold...every crevice
  
 my mind stuck in evil's drool
 lying, stealing...seeking revenge‒
 all evil's time in consume
 I surrounded myself‒ 
in the duel
 bathing in its fumes
 yelling, pulling, yanking
 trying to see truth
 ‒in all I assumed
  
 all its evilness‒ 
pulling me from the light
 pushing me‒ 
to take my very life
 over and over‒ 
keeping me in strife
 leaving...I think not!
laughing at my struggle‒ 
in fight
 holding me down from flight
 suffocating‒ 
blinding my sight
  
 I prayed to see truth
 now I see evil's embedded rules
 the play‒ 
leaving countless clues
 lust being its endless tool
 using love‒ 
in its game of fools
  
 Lord†, I see the aversion‒
 I see the message in truth
 in my mind‒ 
the careless insertion
 ‒troubled heart
sunk in its inclusion
  
 I know why they sink‒
 into drugs...sexual immorality
 they were too young
when it all begun
 to fight evil's manipulating reality
 get to the children first
  ‒You† showed me this
before any verse
 revealing truth‒ 
way before my coming doom
  
 then my 360...then the loop
 three adults in evil's coop
 the wreckage‒ 
I didn't know what to do
 for I was encaged, too
  
 get to the children first
  
 innocence‒ 
pulled from the light
 no strength
to put up a fight
 ‒growing up
with an inside strife
 splitting the mind
 evil...preventing
the thinking of twice
  
 Lord†, thank you
for the truth
 please clear my mind‒ 
fill me with You†
 evil strangles
all that's true
 I'd rather be filled with You†
 than lust's
    careless drool
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‘Ex-foliate My Soul’

You have to leave others out of ‘self’!

A sample from Book 12

 Ex‒foliate My Soul
  
 I still hear the winds blow
 I know, still, from and to
the direction it goes
 I depend, too much
on human souls
 ‒directing my emotional role
  
 these feet‒ 
so stuck in muddy ground
 I've lost the feelings
of being found
 trying to understand
hear...every sound
 I've stumbled away
from which I'm bound
  
 raise me up, oh Lord†
 unclog‒ 
these maggot-filled holes
 rub your sands deeply in‒
 pull me out
as you wash away clean
 the filth
of this infested bowl
 help me again‒ 
feel fit and lean
 where I once had strength
of a lion
 ‒the sanctuary
of a crystal clear stream
  
 enlighten my heart, sweet Jesus†
 relight this drive
I so carelessly left behind
 enrich my soul
wash away the corrode
 so me, in ease, I can stand
on my own two feet
 understand words in my heart
 having strength to sort
 ‒without falling apart
  
 yes, Lord†, raise my tempo back up
 so I can feel, once more
the unstoppable me
 ‒that pure individual feeling
of being free
 without the need
of another's glee
  
 I open me up‒ 
mind, body, soul
 I'm, again, letting go
 so...whichever the winds blow
 matter is not needed
 for I'll be free again‒
 in the total of
letting go
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‘Thank You for the Time’

Let yourself learn from the lessons given!

A sample from Book 12

  Thank You for the Time
  
 I often mix up the rhyme
 wanting the rhythm
in times
 then I think
this life of mine
 has to end some time
  
 thank you, Lord†, for the time
 the silence
the frozen bones
 thinking deep...on my own
 without stories to tell
 ‒just a visit home
  
 thank you, Lord†, for this time
 everyone has seeds sewn
 everyone to everyone...cloned
 beeps from a wireless phone
 passing on‒ 
without really being known
  
 I thank you anyway, Lord†
for this time
 for bleak bitterness
in my mind
 for the tearing love
in my heart
 ‒I once fought so hard
feeling so torn apart
 in this space...I am caught
 reading words‒ 
to me...once taught
  
 thank you, Lord†
my lessons are mine
 listening deep‒ 
watching go by...the time
 wondering if enough‒ 
I've been kind
  
 no backwards
only forwards
 can I move the line
 taking the lessons‒ 
building new rhyme
 understanding the journey
 through time
is not just mine
  
 thank you, Lord Jesus†
 for all those moments
in time
 I'll bring them all in
 play with them
in my mind
then cherish the rhyme
 after all, You've† given me
the time
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‘Allegorium’

What it takes to keep love!

A sample from Book 11

 Allegorium
 
  
 (what is it in life
 if you can't tell
wrong from right
 to see in sight
what is of great heights
 to know
from a wrong fight
and a right fight
 ‒one worth the cry
one not worth the try)
  
 there was a yell, a scream
an act of rage
 mixed in scents of sage
  
 she would leave
she would leave today
 her bags...she began to pack
 ‒the stress off her back
  
 she voiced everything
she wanted to sack
 her mind lost in a haze
 remembering
all those great days
 ‒reasons why she stayed
  
 anger filled in a maze
this way, that way
 ‒which path to take
  
 wanting to run
 in spite of the fun
 then in comes the pun‒ 
standing eye to eye
 tears suddenly
fill in cry
  
 we just can't be together  

 shaking
coming from deep inside

 I know 

 each not willing to move‒ 
standing their ground
 knowing
without making a sound
 it all comes down
to mixes in race
 different traditions
different tastes
  
 but that's just the base
 to what lies beneath‒
 experiences
in the lace
  
 wanting her to stay
 knowing
his moments in rage
 ‒can't keep her in a cage
 from her mind
it won't fade
 searching
for words to say
  
 wanting nothing in fright
 in his dark eyes‒ 
seeing the willing light
 wanting her to seek it
 please make it bright
 understand the hard in my life
 for it, I had to fight
 sealing up everything inside
  
 confusion succumbed‒ 
the sudden in rays
 from his silent, pleading glaze
 it's not just his aces and eights
 that's on the take
  
 she adds up the sum
to it, he wasn't dumb
 every piece, every crumb
has to be sorted‒
 to smooth out
the constant lump
  
 another chance
another steady ride
 taking each side
 ‒what's buried in hide
 no matter how many lows and highs
 wobbling
through pass homicides
 all those moments‒ 
others confused their minds
 making them want to pounce‒
 in anger...quickly dive
  
 thinking through it‒ 
hearing every sound
 warnings, confusion, heart‒
 feeling the surface of found
 wondering where its bound
this constant round
 has to sooner or later
release its hound
 when wanting to stay
is all around
  
 softly relaxing
the lines on her face
 that unconditional
is not in a trace
 ‒it's in the base
of foundation's lace
 without living in a race
  
 what others see as a toxic tray
 may just be
the difference in race
 in raised traditional's case
 ‒angers set in
wanting to be erased
  
 each learning to let go‒
 what once slapped them
in the face
 releasing anger's ways
 that keeps trapping them
in a haze
 ‒exploding in a blaze
  
 what is it in life
 if you can't tell
wrong from right
 to see in sight
what is of great heights
 ‒to know Jesus'† life
why for us, He† died
  
 love is worth the ride
for it, pay the price
 for the reward
   everlasting life
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‘Live’

Don’t put it off until tomorrow!

A sample from Book 11

 Live
  
 today means nothing in tomorrow
 today means nothing in yesterday
 today is today
  
 yesterday was once today
 tomorrow will be today
 one known, one unknown
yet, today is
  
 what happened yesterday
won't happen again
 what will happen tomorrow
 just a guess, my friend
  
 today, oh! today
 each second, each minute
 each hour...is ours to devour
  
 don't think of what was
 nor what will follow
  
 today...over...tower
 be its blooming flower
 without counting
seconds, minutes, hours
  
 for death still comes
for all...not some
 never knowing the exact hour
 no more, blooms the flower
  
 today, shines the light
no need to fight
 it's up...so bright
use it in delight
 without thinking twice
  
 for yesterday is gone
 tomorrow...an unsung song
 today, oh! today‒
 today is
so...go on...live
  
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‘Looking Within’

Men miss the point of what makes a woman special!

A sample from Book 10

 Looking Within
  
 it's not to your treasures
you are bound
 look carefully around‒ 
is your heart sound
  
 quantity of possessions
 do you measure
your worth
 all your journey's identities‒
 do you take pleasure
now...from your birth
 is that the quality
your only creation
  
 all your roads traveled
 of life‒ 
are you still baffled
 wishing‒ 
you were still
in the cradle
 wishing‒ 
on no experiences
to tattle
  
 is it no more a mystery
 your back there history
  
 for every lesson
comes a reason
 for the next season
  
 round and round
goes the merry-go-round
 'til no more
you see the clown
 never lost, never found
 stuck in between
that round and round
 not seeing the lesson
not rightfully sound
  
 'til it comes from within
 the stuck
always in begin
again and again
  
 so sad at the end
feeling still in begin
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