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‘Pondering of Heart’

Yeshuah Speaks. What He said then applies to NOW as well! You haven’t heard…still!

 Pondering of Heart
  
 it's abundantly clear–
 a treasure
 from the house of asher
 –a simple, loud gesture
 giving, not taking–
 in the wavering
 of survivor
  
 don't look behind–
 in the rear
 what's lost...became
 of the wedding crashers
 taking, taking
 without thought–
 of the whiner or the loser
  
 from out of darkness–
 comes Light
 from an impending doom–
 to...there's still room
 –stretching these arms
 peace raging–
 out of the storm
 –for someone
   sounded the horn

(December 5, 2019)―‘Pondering of Heart’, written on the 3rd, has taken me a while to think over. What Yeshuah has to say in the following Scripture is serious, and I usually write for God. Writing something for Yeshuah is a whole different emotion for me and I’ve been nervous, for He is my brother and my love for Him…always brings me to tears. Hard love. He had to dish it out as well and He’s showing me here that no matter how you put it, they won’t see if God doesn’t want them to see with their eyes. God’s biggest test is this: Can they see with their heart?

‘Tests of Worth’ (God in Commentary)

What is life worth to you? What would you do to keep it?

 Tests of Worth
  
 will you remain the playa
 the prima donna
 stuck in propaganda

 or will you see
 as did hezekiah–
 stand still
 drop all pride of heart
 pull out deception's dart
 do your part
 for the one and only Lord†
  
 in words of isaiah
 in words of the Messiah
  –now...will you continue
 to adhere to false dogma
 ridicule His† agenda
 words sent to heal, to save
 not break down, destroy
  
 will you see the difference
 change your ways
 will you continue your
 judging hoopla
 praise in a manipulative
 hosanna
 will you turn
 see truth in Yeshuah the Savior
 or abuse His† cross
 for money's gala
  
 what's your worth
 avoiding the pit
 why won't you heal
 from your trauma
 –understand the true utopia
 Heaven's doors...opened
  
 God† won't send a subpoena
 –it's all upon self
 seeing true worth
 the reason for the Messiah
 from death to resurrection
 from fall to rise
 the truth
 to your dilemma
 as in the life of hezekiah
 stand firm
 in God's† agenda

(December 3, 2019)―I was told to wait and post this. I’ve been waiting for the go ahead. I finally got it.

On November 15th, I received the following message directly from God:

‘You will see. The test is coming. They will see I am the God, the Lord Almighty, the Alpha, the Omega. They will see My wrath around the world. I will shake it, rattle it, put it all in unstable. Unite or see the end. Unite. Come together. Help. The time has come. For the prophet Isaiah warned so now a new prophet warns. This is the one and only God. The warning is set. The button’s been pushed. You will soon know it is I.’

‘Collapse’

Maybe…it’s time to pray.

 Collapse
  
 as the turn of clocks
 begins its reverse in tocks
 shifting of rocks
 shall tie some knots
  
 shaky salted, soggy lands
 will no longer stand
 all those jagged, edging strands
 pushing down
 as sink, sink goes the sands
  
 no use tying to docks
 or hide treasures
 in a steel, hidden box
  
 no use trying for hot
 stuck in cold
 trottie, trot, trot
  
 nothing will come
 as in showers of band
 nothing will go bang
 by any hands of man
  
 oh! as the turn of clocks
 a passing by...no one can stop
 or...over...hop‒
 with a 'think not'
  
 thoughts of 'I don't understand'
 thoughts will come
 from every clan
 for to the stillness‒
 they became faithful fans
 never seeing 'I can'
 in the forever of 'I am'
 instead…away...they ran
  
 passing...turns of clocks
 ‒just a tip from the top
 a chance to untie tied knots
 after...a rapture's
 during-the-night rob
 of what you thought‒
 you had the power to stop

( December 2, 2019) Note: The photograph, taken November 11th, when the avenging angel appeared in the sky, says again…the vision will happen at night.

‘Time to Pray’

It’s beautiful outside isn’t it? A peaceful time…give Thanks to God. For He is the reason it’s a beautiful day.

 Time to Pray
  
 don't bow your head–
 mourn for the dead
 they are now gone
 you're still safe–
 in your home
  
 pray for your resurrection
 pray for spiritual protection
  
 lift your head

 you are not dead
 praise in solemn joy
 in loud sounds–
 raise your voice
 you're given this choice
 let your eyes moist
 then look up–
 not down at soil
 –your life's not yet
 in spoil
  
 pray for happier days
 pray to live the Way
  
 unite together
 in these times–
 join and gather
 listen to your heart
 instead of falling apart

 all things done in darkness
 shines again
 with love and forgiveness
  
 pray...it's a time in rejoice
 pray in ease–
 leave out bitterness' claw
 –this is time to review
read over all the clues
 make a choice in go
 then let the heart grow
 forget long ago
 it's time to glow
 –let love flow
  
 pray in a unite
 pray for the Light
  
 when all comes in fold
don't grow cold

see...as the sun peaks
 there in...love sneaks
take time in weave....
 pick up piece by piece
 those living in receive

  –leave those in decease
for all those gone...
 Yeshuah's† wide open
for the receive

 you who remain alive
 know your body didn't die
 open up...feel the vibe
don't fall to plight
 so you too...will walk
 in the Light

(November 25, 2019)―Read aloud the following verse and listen to the words coming out of your mouth.

‘Wasted Time’

God sends signs all the time, but you still don’t get it. You have to learn His process first! War. Blood shed. Fighting over 136 acres of land…you DO NOT KNOW GOD!

Wasted Time
  
 you're constantly trying
 you're constantly studying
 –so much time...wasting
 gone are your days
 as you praise
 then argue and fight
 in constant delay
  
 how...how are you
 living the Way
  
 tell me...honestly
 all this strife
 blood dripping on grounds
 children dying so young
 women raped and beat
 killing, killing
  
 how...how are you
 living the Way
  
 can a child lead a lion
 do cats and dogs get along
 how...when colors of skin
 cause you to bend
 when shepherds
 can't keep watch
 instead build walls, laws
 sending innocent men
 to gold-controlled pins
  
 oh where! oh where!
 is the Way
  
 His† blood shed
 with just words to say
 a voice against this hate
 put you in mixed sedate
  
 signs! oh signs!
 always looking behind
 yesterday is yesterday
 how is that today
 when you pillage away
 what He† came to save
  
 wars are wars
 weapons are weapons
 the road...the Way
 is the only one paved
 raising you up
 out of the grave
  
 see...hear
 in the heart
 the sign is near
 always in awake
  
 He's† staying put
 patient in the wait
 a new Earth
 another journey
 –before that day
  
 a renewing of Spirit
 until you get it
  
 see...hear
 destruction does await
 –the way out
 the saved
 living the Way
 –is their new day

THE WAY CAME BEFORE YESHUAH: Hundreds of years! Hello! God is ALL. Yeshuah is the Way…because God sent Him!

(November 18, 2019)—I had a interesting evening last night. Movies. A very important lesson that has been taught to me over and over for years is that ALL art, ALL everything is from God. Each song we hear. Each movie we see. Each book we read. Each everything that comes before us is sent to us by God to teach us something. The only catch: We have to pay attention. Simple. And it is amazing once you realize this and start paying attention.

‘Pledging the Way’

Ignoring reality of the truth is setting yourself up for the final judgment. Are you willing to wait eternity in the pit for that final judgment? Damn, you must be dumb!

Pledging the Way
  
 God's† utopia in affect
 not hard to connect
 dots in dissect
  
 creating bodies in alphabet
 in growth–
 comes the pickpocket
 taking each knowing nugget
 –what sticks to mind
 what drives us in let
 it's all stored up
 in chambers of secrets
 to be used against us
 like a useless puppet
  
 in ways of interpret
 how this picker
 uses each snippet
 sending out lives
 to the toilet
 if not taught the process
 of the bullet
  
 if taught in correct
 we'd know it's all useless
 for yesterday is gone
 sins brought to offset
 like untying a corset
 letting our hearts breath
 rethink in etiquette
 asking for mercy–
 so in comes the flower
 in violet
  
 then what happened
 becomes our asset
 changing the blanket in forget
 to a lesson to teach
 in rocket
  
 the how in putting our lives
 on a budget
 living the Way–
 with zero regrets
 –that's God's† ultimate utopia
 the love in magnet
 without fighting useless
  
 but...there is a useless
 a warring jacket
 with material sockets
 bleeding blood from facets
 masquerading....
 as beautiful sunsets
  
 learning the difference
 warding off the pickpocket
 saying
 'go ahead....
 take but you can't stay'
  
 –it's all a sublet
 learning sin's object
 then letting go–
 moving into the Way
 the total in accept
 without losing God's† gifts
 that which
 He's† the architect

(November 16, 2019)—Every single thing around you. Every single breath. Every single word. Every single idea. Everything…EVERYTHING is GOD! When you start realizing the truth in that, then you are on your way to knowing who God is.

‘His† Spirit’ (with Yeshuah)

You got this…BUT only if you WANT this! It’s your CHOICE!

 His† Spirit (with Yeshuah)
  
 He† took me to the cross
 pulled me within
 like a boss
  
 all my anguish
 He† tossed

 'I suffered, too'

 revealing truth's 
 heavy cost
  
 when I felt lost
 He† came to me again
 in the glow of brilliance
 He† held my hands
 as in His† eyes
 my childish self
 got lost
 building me up

 'you have a blessing coming'

 His† words
 adding a heavenly sauce
 to the love
 in the raw
 that filled me up
  
 I can't complain
 in patience
 I must wait
 all the judgment
 take
 for He† said:

 'trust....
 living in truth
 a heavy cost'

 as He† reminds me
 of the cross
  
 so I bow my head
 welcome in
 the Holy Spirit
 filling me up
 letting me hear Him†
  
 then there He is

 'I love you karen elizabeth'

 'I love you, too, my Lord†'

 as I'm surrounded
 by the arms
 of the Boss

(November 14, 2019)—To deny Yeshuah is to deny God. You must look within your heart, examine it, toss it all around, then come to truth with self. This is today’s Scripture:

‘Brave in the Snatch!’ (with God and Yeshuah/the Bus Vision)

The avenging angel. Would you warn for the love of mankind if you knew it was coming?

 Brave in the Snatch! (with God and Yeshuah)
  
 don't quarrel
 with unbelief–
 don't defend
 let's see who wins
  
 the Lord† said
 as His† voice
 calmed my head
  
 who will come 
 to my rescue
  
 I asked
  
 fifty years
 I've paid the dues
 they don't see You†
 –how can I just 'do'
  
 I† will see
 who pleads for you
  
 He† responded
  
 no need to defend Truth
 I† am Truth
 Truth doesn't change
 write what's in your heart
 if they tear you apart
 I† will do what's needed
 to sort
 trust in these Words
 –write what you heard
  
 my Father† said it all
 even if I have to fall
 again and again
 in Him† I'll stand tall
 –always back to paul–
 I'll be who I need to be
 sow as many seeds
 –even if me
 they don't see
  
 so the Words get written
 to defend
 now forbidden
  
 to snatch from the fire
 as many as I can acquire
 however I desire
 remaining true
 to my Father†
 as each time
 He† saves me from the brier
 as each time...I feel
 Yeshuah† by my side:
  
 I've† shown you the liars
 you're sent in hard Love
 the mother of the dove
 this isn't a job for hire
 it's the Way–
 listen to Me† inside
 I'll† show the Way
 –on the outside
  
 so, I bowed my head
 in cry
 knowing the coming feuds
 blasphemy, heresies
 –all from the world's fuse
 as God's† Words soothe:
  
 you are not of the world
 you are Mine† to use
 sow your seeds–
 I'll† do my job, too
  
 so, I'll plow on...stand tall
 for His† words mean all
 with Him†
 I never truly fall
 as He† reminds me
 again and again
  
 you're not part of 'y'all'
  
 I'm here for the snatch
 however way
 I can hatch
 –the hard
 those lost in dark
 (a cussing and screaming–
 hating the Lord†)
  
 I'll fight my way in
 whatever it takes–
 shoulder them
 'til that surface yell
 is sent
 straight to hell
 –in my arms
 they'll fall
 protected from harm
 joy filling their heart
 their eyes crying in Love
 –as they whisper
 from out the dark
  
 I Love you, Lord†
 thank You†
 for not giving up

(November 13, 2019)―I had the most interesting experience yesterday. I wrote ‘Good of Earth’ and was shown the true meaning of a few things that filled my heart up. I have no idea how some of the things that I’m shown that will happen in my personal life will happen, but it still fills me up with joy. I was so full of this God-joy that I cried and prayed and wore myself out. I went lay down for a while and drifted off into this beautiful dream with my son and his wife. I was so enjoying the visit with them! In the dream, I grew tired and went lay down for a while. Then suddenly this huge bug with huge antennas crawls up the bed and I knocks my hair band out of my head. I woke with a startle. Then I it was put in my heart to look at my Facebook page. After several hours, I understood the bug. I see that a lot of folks don’t see how much the spiritual world is actually a part of our lives. The bug was sent to wake me up. David. The bug symbolized hypocrisy’s presence.

‘Good of Earth’

Reason…in my personal life…because they had a dark secret as well! The guilty help the guilty. So, when the victim of a crime screams wolf….all the wolves help the wolf.

 Good of Earth
  
 healing begins
 in the heart
 setting pride aside
 that which tears us apart
 letting out the light
 which brightens stars
 building another's heart
 by halting pain
 from the start
  
 without this healing bark
 pain lives on
 adding to its cart
 more parts of the dark
 stripping lives
 –that mercy of heart
 building the prince of the Earth
 –it's army in surf
  
 it is only through
 admittance, accountability
 that we add a ball
 in curve
 understanding...fully
 who we serve
  
 by casting out
 pain's dart
 dealing immediately
 byway of God's†
 merciful heart
 that we justify
 Yeshuah's† part
  
 His† death wasn't a fart
 for the innocent–
 always pay the heaviest cost
  
 go to the cross
 then sort
 –the heaviness
 won't be a part
  
 hide in the dark
 deny the sort
 –the heaviness
 becomes the burden
 in pain's cross
 becoming too difficult
 to sort
 leading us to
 true intimacy
 of the dark

(November 12, 2019)―Judgment. Abandoning the weak for pride and selfish ego. Today’s Scripture: WOW!

I posted a number of things on my Facebook personal page this weekend and past week. Again, God working through me. Judgment. I said posted today:They crucified Yeshuah for the words He said. Not what He did. And the Lord directed me to more of the good works Jesus did. He did not ONE thing wrong. He spoke. And they nailed Him to a cross because of the words He spoke. Hypocrites!

‘Your ‘Why”

For the morning dove, how sweet it is to finally know the truth. The decision to live life over society byway of the truth is the most courageous act of love mankind could ever witness.

 Your 'Why'
  
 I know your why
 it's okay
 you...no longer
 have to just get by
 it's okay
 lay it out–
 let yourself cry
  
 before you came back
 in this earthly body–
 you made a truth
 in decide
 a cross to occupy
 in honor of the One
 on the cross...died
  
 you came here
 in His† honor
 to experience
 then to testify
 to stab that evil prince
 in the eye
  
 no one else
 made such a decide
 you already knew–
 the truth
 behind the lie
  
 you came here
 to verify
 –put an end
 to the genocide
  
 of all the crimes
 added to this homicide
 you chose the worse
 in horrify
 the one left out
 in write
 the one to evil
 to supply–
 stripping dignify
 of the preciousness
 of the Magi
  
 your importance
 now...in verify
 the love
 in transcribe
 not in implied
 not in modified
 not in mystified
 never...again...in nullify
 but in exemplified
 –for you died
 in deny
 then resurrected
 in verify
 on how to beat
 evil's formaldehyde
  
 for out of vampire
 you fought the fires
 to break the liars
 of their infested pesticide
 elevating the life
 of Yeshuah, the Christ†
  
 for you...and you alone–
 chose to bear the cross
 that didn't even
 live in deny
 –one hidden by evil
 to awaken and thrive
 –stealing little lives
 for sake of die!
  
 you will change the ride
  
 for you came back
 to experience
 then testify
  
 this...the meaning
 of your why
  
 so do it...outwardly cry
 for your cross
 reasons...from way up high
 –a dove in flight
 for all mankind

(November 3, 2019) Note: The photograph that accompanies this writing was taken October 23.

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‘Pondering of Heart’

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‘Tests of Worth’ (God in Commentary)

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‘Collapse’

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‘Time to Pray’

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‘Wasted Time’

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‘Pledging the Way’

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‘His† Spirit’ (with Yeshuah)

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‘Brave in the Snatch!’ (with God and Yeshuah/the Bus Vision)

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‘Good of Earth’

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‘Your ‘Why”

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