‘Permission’

To be reborn, as Yeshuah said, you are not baptized in water but in the Spirit. This comes after you’ve died…for in order to be reborn, you must first die.

Permission
  
 He† sits there waiting for you to say it
 He's† giving you permission
 –why don't you take it
  
 He† stands there patiently–
 His† hands thumbing
 His† toes tapping
 He† sits then stands again
 He† paces...up and down, up and down
  
 He† can't intervene
 in frustration...He† waits
 He† goes to His† Father†
 tries to intercept
 wants to intercept
 but a mighty hand goes up
  
 'an adult's bitter heart is still present'
  
 so back to waiting
 He† goes
  
 He† watches, sends in the angel
 the guide
 hoping you'll see
 –that breaking you down
 is a matter of keep
  
 the permission is granted–
 fall to your knees
 cry over all those horrible deeds
 yell, curse, scream
 curl into a ball–
 hug, go on, hug those knees
 sniffle, let all your crevices bleed
 –wipe them on your sleeve
 pucker them lips
 suck air in deep
 –go on and just breathe
  
 look around, go ahead, look around
 things are beginning to look differently
 they seem...simple
 maybe almost magical
  
 go ahead, cry more if you need
 go ahead, sniffle
 pucker up them lips in pout
  
 things, indeed, have changed
 you are feeling your child-heart
 you are granted permission
 by He†...who is the Lord
  
 in the depths of your scream
 you called out His† name
 you see....
 that's what He† was waiting for
  
 He† was waiting for:
 the coming apart
 of your adult heart
 He† knows sincerity
 only lives in the child heart
 –that place where God†
 wants you to turn...truly
  
 when you get there–
 He† knows you died...truly
 for you called out–
 now....
 the crumbs of Yeshuah† comes in
  
 it is the time–
 for you to be redeemed
 the beginning of your new birth
 –a new baptism
 when the Spirit comes over you
 and you become clean
  
 patient...it's a slow process
 for Good reason
 a child's first steps are careful
 go too fast and you'll fall
 –you'll have to restart it all
  
 shh...slow, slow, slow
 the Lord† is waiting
 it's your choice to succeed
 –all you have to do
 is believe!

(January 24, 2020) Note: The photograph that accompany’s this work was taken on December 10, 2019, The Dragon, Angel, Mom and Baby. You can go to the page and read the work to understand the title and what is in the photograph.

‘He† Breathes’ (Yeshuah)

‘Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light.’…John 3:1-21

He† Breathes (Yeshuah)

there's a temple
it's aged and pristine
a glorious monument
celebrated, cherished
there's a cross in this temple
an image solidified to this cross
I† look at it
I† crumble inside
for they do not know
why

there was this boy
He† watched His† parents work
He† did what He† could to help
but He† kept hearing a voice
from way deep inside
He† said:
'do not be afraid
You'll† soon remember'
you see, I† was veiled, too
so that I† could learn Truth


it is normal to feel different
when our Father† speaks to you
He† changes you
the deeper parts of you
so do not Fear
it is more normal
than living on Earth

to believe is to truly feel
this unquenchable Desire
way deep in the heart
to Love our Father†
with everything we have

it is normal...to feel this Love
when the heart is pure
it is normal to question yourself
for to offend our Father†
is the worse thing
for a believer to do


rest in Him†
the One who gives Life
Fear Him†
for He† also takes Life


be patient in your rest
go about daily chores
forget your troubles

trust in Him†
our Father† knows
come to Me†
and I† will show you Him†

Love is all you Need
a heart bursting with Joy
for each other
without curses and Hate


lean on Me†
I'll† make your burdens light
trust in God's† journey
for you
‒He† will make you whole

let Me† Comfort you
invite Me† in
I'll† pave the Way to the Kingdom
in Love, through our Father's† Mercy
forever and ever
amen.


Words of Yeshuah, the Christ

(January 16, 2020)―I blushed and felt shy after writing what I heard today. I knew who was talking to me. Then I heard God ask after I wrote it, ‘You adore My Son?’ I said, ‘Yes.’ He replied: ‘As it should be.’

This is the second writing I’ve done for Yeshuah. The first titled ‘The Adjunct’ was written January 5th. This is going to be a very interesting year. I don’t know if anyone else has recorded Words of Yeshuah other than those in the Bible. This is extraordinary and I so want to share with everyone. He isn’t much of a poet, today…He was better at breaking the lines.

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‘A Bid for the People’ (God in Commentary)

‘You aren’t to pillage and force My covenant! Each person has to find Me and My Son on their own. PLANT SEEDS. Be graceful….’Another Direct Message from God!

 A Bid for the People
 
I have sat here, my Lord†
wrote psalm after psalm
read Your† Words
over and over
heard every Word
You've† sent
 
I pray they hear
I pray they open their eyes
I pray their hearts heal
 
have Mercy on them, O Lord†
show those who know You†
the Way
show them Your† grace–
through Your† Son, Yeshuah, the Christ†
give them Salvation‒
for trusting in You†
keep them safe and secure
‒help them understand
Your† process
help them to remain
in Your† Love
 
Lord†, there are many
who still fight against You†
they are still many persecuting‒
in Your† name
there are still many persecuting‒
because of Your† Son†
 
Lord†, bring Your† wrath upon them

‒awaken Your† Mercy
for the people who honor You†
give them relief‒
in the new coming year
reveal to them Your† glory
reveal to them Your† splendor
 
my heavenly Father†
reveal Yeshuah, the Christ†
‒His† Love and His† Salvation

reveal His† enemy
to those who seek You†
protect them in all ways
‒as the enemy comes to destroy
I know it's Your† hand‒
upon them
I know it's You† testing them
please, Lord†, be easy on them
for the enemy hates them
‒and they have remained
Faithful to You†
 
my gentle, everlasting God†
in the wake of Your† coming wrath‒
pave the road to the Kingdom's gate
for all those gentle hearts
who's day will arrive‒
without warning
‒release any pain that we see
awaken their souls
to the Kingdom's glory
 
in Your† coming vengeance‒
raise the children softly
they have done nothing wrong
‒for all those eyes opened
help them understand
the glory of Your† Love
 
for those struggling in death‒
Lord†, please guide them
allow Yeshuah's† grace
to fall upon them
release the enemy's hold
on them
so they can purify their hearts
unite with Your† Holy sanctuary
‒walk from the darkness
with upright, cleansed minds
 
oh, my precious Lord†
bless this land on all the Earth
she is proof of Your† everlasting wonders
from the mountains to the plains
from the deserts to the seas
all the animals of the wild
all that lives in the sea
place Your† glorious hand on them
‒for their innocence
is beyond measure
 
Lord†, I know Your† unending Power
I understand Your† pent-up anger
I've seen the coming storm
Lord†, the innocent fight evil
every day
they conquer deceit and manipulation
they survive the thieves, the rapists
and the murderers
Lord†, bless them‒
save them from their grief
help them understand Your† Love
help them feel Yeshuah's† gentle arms
around them
 
my Almighty Lord†
my eyes weep for the lost‒
their pride has consumed them
their idols have taken control
of their hearts
their politics mean more to them‒
than Your† strongest wrath
they have succumbed to their fall
as shepherds misrepresent You†
they have fallen to the glitz‒
of a shepherd's stage
‒to those leading them
from Your† Truth
 
Lord†, I don't know how to pray
for them
I meet resistance
I meet anger and hate
I meet the words
of those of the world
‒who set my emotions
in a dizzying swirl
 
Lord†, condemn me at every turn
I can't force myself‒
to speak against them
‒their hearts are just weak
their strength has left them
‒they hold no guns in their hands
Lord†, their malice...are just results‒
from their own pillage
so, I give them to You†
they deserve Your† Love
the most
‒for their suffering here on Earth
is deep
they aren't the worse on Earth
they're just lost‒
in their sea of grief
‒hand them over to Your† Son†
let Him† give them a shake
‒a chance for Redemption
before Your† wrath
comes to shake all the Earth
 
Lord†, be with all those suffering
in disease
their cross is their burden
‒man has egged on their pain
at no fault of their own

so ease their pain
put acceptance in their hearts
help them see the Kingdom‒
which is more glorious
than all the Earth
 
Lord†, my Almighty Father†
bring Your† wrath
upon the True enemy‒
the greedy corporations
‒the very hand the enemy plays

we, Your† people, are innocent‒
of the blood they shed
we, Your† people, honor You†
‒unlike them
who deceive and manipulate
‒all for money
that does not last
 
Lord†, be with the True
silver and gold
that which You† created‒
to think of You†
to feel Your† Love
‒in all these Words I write

I pray for all Your† people‒
who stand tall in strife
who run towards, not away‒
terrors of the night
who aid the hunger, the weak
the suffering
who put others before themselves
who follow the Truth of Love
‒that of Yeshuah, the Christ†
 
Lord†, humble us all
protect us in the sight‒
of Your† wrath
protect us after it passes
against the false
against the hate
‒all evil to come
help us see the True nature
of the heavenly Kingdom
‒the throne that You† sit upon
 
all of this, my Lord†
prayers for the people
as a new decade
falls upon us
without seeing the Truth
of Your† mighty hand
 
in Love and devotion
to Your† Son, Yeshuah, the Christ†
in True gratefulness
in Your† glory
‒this, Your† Faithful servant
pleads to You†
for Your† people
forever and ever. Amen.

(December 31, 2019)—The Lord Almighty God says: ‘You aren’t to Pillage and force My covenant! Each person has to find Me and My Son on their own. PLANT SEEDS. Be graceful.

What is this attack on the Jew? Who gave you the right to take matters in your own hands? You are but a tiny spec in My eye. This is the Lord, Almighty, the One and only God. I put you on trial, you Simple servant. Who gives you Power to take matters in your hands? Did I pass on My glory to you? You are but a bug in My eye with your self-directed wrath.

Look at your skin…does that tell you that you are My people? NO! It tells you you have skin.

I will unleash My Power on you, you small little bug. You are not listening to My Son. He will judge you accordingly. The scales are out. Hearts are to be weighed according to each’s Pillage of another human being. Peace. How is you striking another human being Peace? Who told you to do so? Who told you it’s My order to pierce another human being? Who told you you can condemn another human being?

Peace. Love those near you. Listen to My scribe. You are not honoring My name. Come to My throne. My Kingdom is mighty. Erase your sorrow. The vine is drying up and Needs water. The hungry are starving, they Need the Good, best meats. I see the leopards deceiving My people. I see all. This is your One and only God. My Son speaks. Listen to Him. He is the only judge. He is the only judge. Do away with your condemnation.

Strike yourself in the chest…all nations….strike yourself in the chest! Listen to Words I have sent. My Love outweighs My anger. My wrath will strike. Only My wrath! Your self-induced Power will not save you. Listen or bid farewell.’

The Lord has spoken.

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‘The Sending of Lies’

‘…The new wine dries up and the vine withers; all the merrymakers groan. The gaiety of the tambourines is stilled, the noise of the revelers has stopped, the joyful harp is silent….’―Isaiah 24:1-23

 The Sending of Lies
  
 God's† mercy is upon thee–
 when asked
 for a place to be
 with a good-weighing heart
 –absent of deception and deceit
  
 pray that you see
 all the angels sent
 see to it...their time
 is well spent
  
 God† works–
 in ways mysteriously
 in the smallest set
 of flowers seen
 to the destruction
 of your security
 He'll† raise you up
 to free
 or bring you down
 to your knees
  
 the heart...a scaled commodity
 God† praises its divinity
 but first–
 He's† going to hand you over
 to the enemy
 –this...is life's certainty
  
 there are a few things
 He† needs to see
 it's the process of He†
 –seeing....
 'are you worth the light
 of eternity'
  
 so He† takes away
 the moon, the sun, the stars
 darkness becomes–
 your reality
 –destruction changes
 your me
 in mind and heart–
 you struggle in fighting
 –depending on His† variety
 which cross is your certainty
  
 there...down there....
 comes in the enemy
 setting your heart to stone
 confusing your mind–
 everything seems wrong
 –fighting your every bit
 of strong
  
 it'll offer you some peace
 it'll tell you to ease
 –you...it's sent to burn
 push you to the limits
 –see what decisions
 you'll enlighten
 in firm
  
 for years and years–
 it'll stick around
 tearing you down
 piece by piece
 it'll bring in–
 hurt, anger...even dis-ease
 leaving behind
 the final key
 in destroying you
 with ease
  
 shame
  
 its ultimate end game
 –what's left behind
 the struggle
 of crossing the line
  
 God† is watching: patiently
 –the ask from a good heart
 sets the good vine apart
  
 'what will you do'
  
 as one by one–
 His† angels appear
 a ragged-out homeless chum
 a raging woman
 pushing you to dumb
  
 the looking glass–
 staring back at you
 the enemy enjoys its play
 it'll pull you further in
 welcoming you–
 in its den
 it'll send false friends
 put you into win
 –it'll build your pride and ego
  
 'those angels have to go
 this isn't...that kind of show'
  
 oh! no, no, no!
  
 your heart still confused
 –back around you go
 the same show–
 again and again
 as you keep on seeing
 every angel sent to you
 –forcing the enemy
 to drool
  
 'run...they're the fiends
 hide within
 shh...I'll bring you to win
 –all the world's possessions
 I'll bring on in'
  
 God† continues on watching
 tapping His† toes
 waiting
 sometimes...shaking His† head
  
 'oh my! back around again!'
  
 He† hears you beg and plead
 He† sees your heart bleed
  
 'oh that vine...so diseased'
  
 but...He† waits patiently
 for your heart–
 to finally heed
 –knowing the worse
 could very well
 lead you to the hearse
  
 the ultimate end game
 shame
 the hardest part to heal
 God† very well–
 knows the deal
 –shame carries
 the strongest seal
 –it's the Humble
 that awaits
 after the stumble–
 the over and over rumble
 –for Shame:
 destroys, steals, and kills
  
 it is the ultimate real
 that which breaks
 a man's strongest will 

(December 30, 2019)—Shame: Again the poem came first this morning. This is really odd for me, especially since the Scripture usually inspires the poem. Instead the poem is coming, then I’m led to the Scripture that backs it!

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‘Laying It Down’ and ‘Tell Me, My Lord†’

‘…I am the gate; whoever enters through Me will be saved….The thief comes only in to steal and kill and destroy…’He is demon-possessed and raving mad. Why listen to Him?” (John 10:7-21)

 Laying It Down
  
 these hands are up
 accepting this love
 come, gather round–
 this joined-together vine
 is all but enough
  
 take this chalice
 drink from the cup
 –you brave little cub
 this journey...not a strut
 it's a slow walking 
 in rub
  
 go on, take it...drink up
 but be warned little bug
 in will come...the judge
  
 then they'll be the tug
 some will come to bluff
 –making the drink
 a little tough
 there'll be a bit
of obstruct
 –some bumps and stuff
 maybe a little more
 in rough
  
 you may have to shed
some blood
 a time or two–
 you'll be covered in mud
 even some crud– 
 when you try to be a stud
 –it's just a kick
in the butt
 for being somewhat smug
  
 don't worry...it's just Yeshuah† love
 when things get too dicey–
 He'll† unplug
 give you a bit of a shrug
 but not all-together...pluck
 He'll† just help
 through the hiccups
  
 He's† patient...seeing
if you'll give up
 watching you
 with brotherly love
 pushing you
 to come out of thug
 –understand the tug
  
 go on, take it...drink up
 –it's unconditional
 and full of love
  
 but there isn't any luck
 and at times
 you'll get stuck
 in will come...floods
 jitterbugs and fluff
 you'll have to be
 strong enough
 decide differences–
 that moonstruck stuff
 and the real of love
  
 no, it won't be easy–
 so much will turn to muck
 you may see handcuffs
 even be awe-struck
 by the wrong products
 –just keep your head up
 things will ease up
 along the way
 somewhat
  
 it's your choice to drink up
 the hard love
 gets you through
 the rough stuff– 
 when Yeshuah† wants
 you healed enough

 –once you get over the fluff
 you'll see the true love
 that didn't give up
on you...in a puff
 ‒that's the truth
 of Yeshuah's† love
   

(December 29, 2019)—The ways of Yeshuah are simply amazing. He speaks to me when I’m troubled. I woke up around 2:30 a.m. after again laying down and saying, pretty much the hell with it all. I wrote about this man texting me. Horrible. I write about me being alone and how my family pretty much ousted me out for their own sins. I write about how people don’t read these writings or even consider them to be true. I’m working on faith, except for the small signs I’m sent…like the text I received day before yesterday.

So, I went to bed with all of this on my shoulders. (Don’t judge. I have to write this journey if you don’t understand it or not.) I get up this morning, not wanting to write, but I’m encouraged. I open my Bible to the following Scriptures:

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‘Careful Watch’

‘…judgment and justice have taken hold of you. Be careful that no one entices you by riches; do not let a large bribe turn you aside. …’Job 36:16-21

 Careful Watch
  
 He's† taken the chalice of my womb
 sent it away
 He's† taken the depths of my knowledge
 stripped it and remade
 He's† taken the love in my heart
 succumbed it to death
 ‒strangled it in plea
 forced me into bleed
  
 He's† forced me to see man
 the depths of his heart
 from the agonizing of sin
 as he pillaged my soul
 to see breaks of beauty within
  
 He's† taken my pride
 emptied its glass
 He's† smashed my vanity
 revealed how beauty doesn't last
  
 He's† placed His† hands on me
 holding me down deep
 'til all anger seeped
 ‒as on my bed...I selfishly wept
 He's† forced me to see
 depths of insecurity
 every seam of my body
 ‒forcing me to look at it
 in sincerity
  
 He† strangled my throat
 stripped me of my prideful-laden coat
 He† put strips of silver in my hair
 lowered my cheeks
 ‒keeping me from smiles
 as I laid down to weep
  
 He† sent rivers to my eyes
 He† laced me with horrible scenes
 ‒revealing man's discrepancies
 truth in what he denies
 ‒right before his very eyes
  
 He† brought pain to my heart
 as I listened to man's lies
 ‒lessons from He†
 forcing me to see‒
 the depths...inside of me
  
 like the thunder in the night
 He† forced me into fight
 turning me inside out
 struggling through a blind man's sight
  
 He† waged His† war on me
 taking me from a marsh, soggy land
 to a desert's broken sea
 He† swarmed me with locust
 He† opened up the lion's den
 devouring me down to bones
 covered in a blanket of skin‒
 not seeming my own
 ‒lost and unsure
 of where I belong
  
 He† singled me out
 forcing me to see man's empty clout
 He† filled me again with knowledge
 put a strong whip in my hand
 slashing a worded belt
 pulling empty judgment
 from man's mouth
  
 He† forced my body in paradise
 striping this mind
 with His† roll of the dice
 ‒using my voided, naked body
 as an eagle grips a helpless bunny
 He† took my heart and mind
 drawing out evil in kind
 ‒as I crossed every line
  
 ―†―†―
  
 His† power is beyond
 anything known to mankind
 He† can force us to see
 what He† wants us to see
 He† can force us to hear
 what He† wants us to hear
 ‒nothing is beyond His† reach
 it all happens‒
 for Him to teach
  
 man thinks he understands
 man thinks he's reached
 the depths of God†
 man throws:
 'listen, we can teach you'
 'listen, let us correct you'
 but man is wrong

 God† controls every song
 His† whispers are louder
 than the lowest of sounds
 His† eyes pierce the thickest of walls
  
 man can not teach
 where God† instructs
 His† knowledge out weighs
 any man's scale
 His† abilities are beyond
 any notion of achievement
  
 He† can bring you pleasure
 endless treasures
 then in a swipe of His† hand
 destroy with a swift puff
 of the sand
  
 who can dispute
 who can say they understand
  
 who buries themselves in science
 thinking they are in control
 of their conscience

 who can perform surgery
 thinking they are in control‒
 their knowledge is their own mastery
  
 who can build their wealth
 thinking they rule their money
 thinking they outsmarted
 the one and only Creator
  
 who bows down to statues‒
 man's endless idols
 thinking praying to them
 will grant their request
 thinking God† doesn't see
 their devotion to idolatry
  
 who controls industry
 thinking they themselves
 came up with the designs
 came up with the formulas
 came up with the ideas

 who writes a book
 who sings a song
 who acts in a play
 who plays an instrument
 who dances a dance
 who paints a picture
 who mothers a child
 who marries a wife
 who does any type of art
 ‒any type of skill
 thinking they rule their nest
 thinking they are excellence
 ‒above all the rest
  
 lost sheep
 in a blind man's sea
 ‒not looking at the truth of He†
  
 the Artist of artists
 gives you the heart
 ‒you have a responsibility
 through this given creativity
  
 He† puts it all into motion
 from the slightest of movements
 to the biggest of bangs
 from the slightest of whispers
 to the loudest of declarations
 ALL...at the mercy of His† hands
  
 —†—†—
  
 SEE in ALL things‒
 God† created
 ‒there is nothing
 that does not belong to Him†
  
 He† sends the good
 He† sends the bad
  
 ALL answer to Him†
  
 who can say
 tomorrow will be theirs
 who can say
 their lamp is good
 who can say
 they are seeing in careful watch
 who can declare righteousness
 through anger and hate
  
 SPEAK UP! ANSWER!
  
 He† gives knowledge
 where knowledge is due
 He† gives wisdom
 where wisdom is due
 He† will give, He† will take away
 He† will veil‒
 seal your mind
 seal your eyes
 seal your ears
 when He† needs to move you
 when it's time for you to prove
 the depths of your heart
  
 He† will send in hard love
 He† will challenge the depths of you
 ‒see what lies deep in your heart
 He† will shake you
 He† will rattle you
 He† will put before you
 what your mind cannot conceive
  
 when He† calls you
 He† will seek you
 when you turn on Him†
 He† will darken you
 until you answer Him†
 until you blast open your heart
 until you face your self
  
 that's
 that's
  
 the mercy...God's† help
  
 that's
 that's
  
 the reveal in judgment
 ‒the love of a Son†
 coming in‒
  
 for only then
 have you opened your eyes
 in careful watch‒
 you see truth all around you
 you become aware‒
 those blankets in deception
 that try to again steal you
 ‒absent is hate and angre's drool
 for Yeshuah†, you become the fool
 LOVE...LOVE is all around you
  
 that's
 that's
  
 when true knowledge awakens
 you become just a child
 your Father† tested you
 your Father† challenged you
 ‒you've learned...at last
 how to win your prized key
  
 by the force of heal
 from wounds buried deep
 ‒what God† wanted you to see
 destroying the shame
 that kept you in captivity
  
 that's
 that's
  
 when you are totally free
 ‒no fear to see
 for you surrendered
 to the ultimate Holy in See! 

(December 28, 2019)—A hypocrite. Shame. I addressed the hypocrite on my personal Facebook page discussing that I wasn’t a preacher. You can go read it. It’s public. Karen E. Leger…my page name. or k. e. leger my author page name. A hypocrite. I was called that too many times to count. Yeshuah called the Jews who were entrusted to teach the Law of Moses (God’s Law) hypocrites. Do you know why? Apparently not. I also heard that I needed to hang out with other Christians, so that they can correct me, by someone who calls himself a Christian, while calling me  names and saying I am the worse thing in the world and the cause of all his miseries. He is the second person to say such a thing in my life. How can I be the cause of another person’s misery? That’s the solid question.

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‘Ringing of Ears’

Humble. When you break, when you fall to your knees and feel shame leave your body, you aren’t afraid of people: No! You become afraid of the LORD!

 Ringing of Ears
 
it's been pushed
by the Lord†
 
'say what I† need you to say'
 
I dug deep
within my heart
 
'I can't...it's just too hard'
 
then He† stopped
the coming of love
‒taking flight
the wounded dove
 
so I sat...thought about it
 
'what more can I shift'
 
gave in...so here it is:
 
'whatever they say about me
whatever words run deep
it's the eagle that's going to seep
‒fall from its perch
send many to the hearse
 
it's not I...my little ole self
who has to heal
from the burst
 
the eagle has surfed
the wrong turf
out stretched‒
the hands of the Lord†
 
think...think with your hearts
the idol worship
has to end
the eagle has been taken
‒has become the fiend
 
go away, go away
my voice has to tell
no matter the yell
or who sends me to hell
 
the Lord† has His† grip
even if you call me a witch
He's† in charge‒
control of this ship
your hat...go ahead and tip
 
the eagle has deceived
‒what was given to her
has been stripped
no longer a graceful flight
‒the wings are soon to be clipped
 
hear, hear what I say
it's about to be the Lord's day
hear, hear what He† has to say
‒the eagle's flown
the wrong way
 
down, down, down
she will fall
roll to the ground
like a frustrated ball
oh! how once she stood tall
‒helping every bit of y'all
 
sad, sad rings these bells
as with my ears‒
I openly, loudly hear
the fall is drawing near
the Lord's† strapped me‒
in this corner
pledging...me move no further
‒unless I write the hear
 
ring, ring goes the bells
remembering...once the gentle flight
the eagle way up high
soaring through the open sky
 
the Lord† took notice‒
her careful ways
hearing her calls
helping in the save
 
oh! how she lost her way
that once beautiful eagle‒
so large and strong
how! over the edge
she has gone
as her young starve
‒sitting there alone
 
open your eyes
oh! beautiful eagle
see how you lost‒
your principle
your strong hold
has weakened
oh! how the Lord†
you have forsaken
 
awaken, awaken
hear the ring of the bells
deaf and blind
as you sit on a throne
‒one to soon fall
for the Lord† Almighty
has seen it all
‒His† hand is wrapping
around the ball
He† has sounded
His† final call'

(December 27, 2019)—Today, the poem came first. After I finished writing it, ‘Open the book,’ came. Zephaniah. What is highlighted in the Scripture below is what I underlined in red back in 2007, the first time I read through the Bible. Amazing.

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‘Vastness of Discourse’

Everything is connected! Everything is NOT what it seems!

Vastness of Discourse
 
it never fails
cruelty, disloyalty
forgetfulness
tiny bits...adds up
to the vastness
of ugliness
 
the Lord† showing His† face
only to be disgraced
man-made disobedience
the loaded gun of control
–in their seamlessness
of greediness
 
nineveh...your given symbol
truth of its legacy
–a failed heart
in its self-destructiveness
 
you aren't any better–
your stripping cadence
forgetting then adhering
–never knowing truth
in all its easiness
 
this lure of money's faithfulness
has again...trapped you
not knowing truth
in holiness
 
'why am I here'
 
your constant weariness
–your uncleverness
due to the end result–
the control of you
power, wealth
the seekers of the doers
keeping you sedated
over and over
 
you...not seeing God†
His† endless process
thousands of years
captured by your hunger
for lust
sexual, murderous mutilation
–without understanding
the connection of oneness

(December 19, 2019)―I was a little girl. My mother was sitting in her chair on the edge of the seat. I was standing in front of her. My back towards her, sort of leaning on her. Her arms around me. Daddy is stooping in front of me. My eyes are even with his. He has his arms up and he’s looking up. He has his fingers in my hair, moving my hair around. I feel the liquid running down each side of my face. He’s trying to clear the path so he can see the damage done.

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‘Prophecy’

‘for they scattered My people among the nations and divided up my land. They cast lots for My people and traded boys for prostitutes; they sold girls for wine that they might drink…’ He’s coming for Judgment…to fix Earth. It’s your choice on what gate you want to go in.

Prophecy
  
 it comes–
 a constant in proficiency
 each line in relevancy
 –nothing to be stuck in pudency
 except–
 for man's constant recusancy
  
 hundreds...hundreds of years–
 in between the aducacy
 comes the means in prophecy
 through oneiromancy
 releasing in recumbency
 –the authority in hearing
  
 pulling, pushing
 forcing the vibrancy
 reiterating its urgency
 repeating for reasons–
 in certainty
  
 always the same tendency
  
 coming for supremacy
 as man's lost in repellency
 –tipping over in dizzy
 his constant adamancy
  
 the warnings in relevancy
 'fix your infrequency'
 moving to and from–
 the only leg in legacy
 –what drives you to bankruptcy
 testing your ability
 in mercy
  
 lacking true love–
 the discrepancy
 –this awesome balance
 in delicacy
 giving into the divergency
 instead of remaining
 in consistency
  
 giving into currency
 being the shakable gypsy
 forgetting coherency
 –for materialism
 spiritual insufficiency
 –not seeing the blanket
 in urgency
  
 you're living in delinquency
 –for the Almighty Lord†
 lives in divine elegancy
 sitting as head abbacy
 –patiently waiting in consistency
 knowing the mind's balance
 in delicacy
 –struggling through its
 individual counterinsurgency
  
 He† waits...watching–
 in total clemency
 knowing He's† already told–
 the coming belligerency
 –over and over
 the constant discrepancy
  
 the coming hand that awaits–
 a sudden departure
 –a move in spiritual normalcy
 owning up to predominancy
 a time to mend–
 what's in virulency
  
 open in all transparency
 –His† voice in redundancy
 the reversal in testacy
 from right to left
 ...left to right
 –a rise from your somnolency
 for a shaking up in queasy
 the thief coming–
 destruction of the papacy
 removing all worldly certainty
 –in its pungency
  
 a fixing of inadequacy
 a lady lost in dressy
 –all lost in conspiracy
  
 a flip in intimacy
 so you'll know the Lord's† efficancy
 –comings–
 when the total of indecency
 smothers that of true divinity
  
 it's time–
 shaking, rattling, rolling
 just slightly
 all to become voided in hazy
 –a time for a soul
 to pick its currency
  
 bow your head–
 no time for immoral conspiracy
 the matter at hand:
 who's in supremacy
 –of all you see
 who heads the embassy
  
 what is true holy
  
 as the glass of water shakes–
 souls gone...sudden take
 remember your contumacy
 God† dwells over the living–
 over them
 He† stands always
 in ascendency
  
 do away with your hypocrisy
 in Yeshuah†–
 seek the true intimacy
 –a pure heart in frequency
 for whatever shakes
 will become steady again
 for whatever darkens
 will become light again
 it's up to you alone
 to decide your own competency
 no one can add the accuracy
 –truth of your heart
  
 the shake will determine
 a given time before the fire
 –this for your advertency
 no amount of worldly currency
 will aid allegiancy
  
 help the living–
 dead bodies no longer live
 the living breathes–
 that is certainty
  
 here's God's† consistency:
 the scales are out
 hearts are weighed
 rooms are being prepared
 two gates are being fully opened
 –the coming autopsies
 just the beginning
 –the constant in consistency
  
 words already given
 –without discrepancy
 line for line
 –a given conveniency
  
 the Lord† Almighty
 in all His† fragrancy
 awaits in His† diplomacy
 –your choice
 as given from the Abbacy 

(December 16, 2019)—What I write here is to the point. God has been revealing a lot to me. A lot that scares me. He’s shown me the unbelief of so many. He has shown me the reaction of the people after His warning happens. I pray that you choose from the heart. He’s expecting the greed, the lies, the hatred. Your job is to show Him differently. In Yeshuah’s name. Amen

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‘The Alpha, The Omega’

I ask the hard questions. I want to know. And do you know what? God wants me to know.

 The Alpha, The Omega
 
He† is
therefore
you are
 
words you say
words you hear
 
things you see
people you meet
 
places you go
things you do
 
things you write
art you paint
songs you sing
pictures you take
roles you play
‒task you perform
 
from birth 'til sleep
‒the works of He†

(December 10, 2019)—This continuation of the Lazarus Scripture from ‘In Good Faith’ leads to a strong breath of foretelling. Of all my young years, no one told me this and I was raised a Catholic. Why? Why didn’t they point this all out? I was a child eager to learn and I don’t recall anyone telling me this foretelling deal. Why didn’t they tell me the reason for the Bible? Why didn’t they tell me that God was all in a way that a child would understand?

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