Tag: choice

‘Scolded Child’

No one is smarter or has more power than God. No one. He WILL discipline you. He Will.

 Scolded Child
  
 the stubbornness of me
 has put me in deep
 but I can't deny
 the greatness of Thee†
 all of my control–
 set in captivity
 as You† bring Your† hand
 down on me
 –not in subtle–
 but instantly...directly
  
 job knew this powerful deed
 many have felt and seen
  
 You† can push all eyes away
 turn people to blind
 give loneliness new bleeds
 then bring in welcomeness
 one by one–
 all on how You† deem
  
 You† have the power
 to bring life or death
 people contend it's luck
 or an accident
 or a vicious attack
 they don't see
it's God's† tip
 of His† hat

 the predestined fact
 without prayer
without glorification
 no changes...it remains
  
 you will suffer
 for He† wills you to suffer
 you succeed
 for He† wills your success
 you mourn
 for He† wills you to do so
  
 if you go through life
 deaf and blind
 your predestiny remains in kind
  
 if you listen and see
 newness of destiny can be
  
 when He† demands you
 there's nothing you can do
 there's no dues to pay
 there's no getting outta
 anyone's way
 you must do
 or He'll† torment you
 'til you comply in the do
 so do what He† ask of you
 without question or drool

(August 28, 2019)―The Book of Job. I had a few more arguments with God. Yes, out loud in the space of my living room for several days. The Bible says to question everything…I do! In my argument, Job came up. My meditation journey has taken me to places I didn’t expect. I’ve done some reading online, some of the experiences I’m having aren’t written about…well, not what I’m finding anyway. There’s a part, which I’ll explain later, that is bothering me a great deal. I fight it. Well, I was basically scolded for fighting it then…THEN…I opened my Bible and there it was…JOB! I haven’t been led to Job in quite a while, but I in my argument, I used Job and there it is today…GOD IS AMAZING!

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‘Suffering is Personal’

You have a choice. I chose my journey because God’s more important than man…yes, even my children. It’s up to man to have enough faith to fear Him as much as I do.

 Suffering is Personal
  
 to cry is to water seeds
 hunger is to know how to feed
 –those in need
 those accustomed
to being the weed
  
 to the Word I shall heed
 no matter the cost–
 no matter how much I bleed
 it is written
 it is my forever creed
 –my vow, my chosen deed
  
 all this hope I shall mead
 I will adhere to what I believe
 good...I will constantly conceive
 open all that I am
 for what I'm to receive
  
 if I stand strong–
 I can always be naïve
 wear my heart on my sleeve
 allow others...me...to deceive
 allow others
me...walk away...leave
 I'll never
in negative...weave
 their meddling notion
in unbelief
  
 I'm His† child...this vine
 forever grows through weeds
 forever planting hope's seed
 forever holding strong–
 my intentions
 in all I believe
 for all creation:
the sun, the mountains
the animals, the sea
 the entire Earth...everything
 that my eyes see
 even this air that I breathe
 comes from the one and only 'He†'!
  
 I'm His† child
open to all
 there is to see
 moved by what is unseen
 what is to be
 what is already deemed
 all in the hope for souls
 to be Redeemed
 –picked...one by one
those taken for weeds
 but have been already chosen–
 for the light...deemed

August 26, 2019

‘He† Said’

If you have ears, Hear!

 He† Said
  
 He† said it once
 He† said it twice
 still...they're not worried
 still...they don't bow
 still...they ignore
 the same
they don't hear His† name
  
 I cry for them
 I cry for me
 tormented just like them
 wanting more
 for my self
 glorying
for my self
 just like them
  
 He† said it once
 He† said it twice
 it's the same
 for they forgot His† name
 and the reason
 His† Son† came

(August 25, 2019)―I’ve been tormenting myself over the visions I’ve been shown. How can one accept that they have been placed in ear shot of the Lord? But I remain faithful. Some things have happened that I didn’t record here, some that I did and are worth repeating. The one huge fact that my vow, pleaded and made in 2012, was to ‘write for You’…meaning the Lord if He rescued me from my peril. I didn’t say ‘I’ll write 13 books’. I said ‘I’ll write for You.’ And as I wrote previously, He reminded me of that this past week. God takes things literally. He doesn’t, like we do, add stuff in there! That’s a very hard lesson to learn.

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‘Backlash’ (Crucifixion Vision)

You must learn to fight with your mind!

 Backlash
  
 He's† coming
His† fierce wrath
 –a warning
that will steal your laugh
  
 He's† waited
as you gently
took your bath
 seeing you
enjoy your treasures
He's glad
  
 His† simplicity‒
 riddled with an interesting sass
 if you fall too far behind
on the graph
 He† has an unwavering strap
 administered by
a father's unconditional love‒
 in a dash
 giving you a chance
to bounce back
 from your deep, darkened nap
  
 but you haven't read
the telegraph
 you haven't heard
the endless knocking raps
 you haven't heard
the crash, the clash
 or the blast
 you haven't even heard
the slush
 of His† slow drag
  
 instead
you waddle like an ass
 pretending to celebrate
honor His† flag
 while others...with a bat
so willing to bash
  
 round and round
 lap after lap
 slowly distorting Him†
in every class
 mixing it all up–
 commoners can't even grasp
 leaving it all
to be given in mass
 not willing
to take on the task
 –it's all been a trap
  
 the mark of the beast–
 will be an easy lash
 they will be willing–
 without any wording sass
 let alone
a flame from a shiny blast
  
 how to measure gullibility–
 the strength needed
to cure this rash
 will take more
than attending a mass
 or around waist
wrapping a sash
  
 in the mind
will come the nag
 –a played-out invisible rag
 strange thoughts
making a face sag
 doubt...oh! how nasty!
its constant drag
 heaviness and confusion–
 mixing it all up in lag
  
 there's a better way to combat
 this dark invisible rag
 –powers hidden
once sealed–
 too high to be grasped
 it's now time
to bathe in its vast
 opening it up–
 the vaults...down...smash
  
 mind for mind...slash
 taking control back
 before the Lamb comes
in a flash
 open up for a higher stash
 –sorting through trash
 with an energy in splash
  
 yes, He's† coming
 a warning in passing
 a chance to be given
for a new class
 a higher way
fighting in blast
 a choice in self's brass
 –thrive in eternity's musical jazz
 or fall in evil's
forever fire-pitting trap

(August 24, 2019)―Wow! is how today began. A jolting out of bed at 4 a.m. to write. I didn’t want to get up. Three times I was literally jolted out of bed. I finally got up and I’ve been writing ever since. That’s what I’m suppose to do: keep writing.

I mentioned in a few writings that I’ll eventually have a section on here about my meditation journey…it will either be in a category or an entire section to itself. All I know is that I’m on an extraordinary journey and I’ve been on this journey for years now, only this time it’s elevated, and I’m to share the entire process here.

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UPDATE 10: [19 Visions plus Conversation With David]: A Test For All Nations. Horror Awaits If We Don’t Turn to Yeshuah!

God’s Going To Show You Who He Is! These Visions Are Steps! The Earth Will Change Its Direction…AND A New Earth Will Become! The Mark of The Devil…How It Will Be Done. He’s Warning You. You Don’t Have To Listen! And…He Sent Me Orbs To Prove All Of This IS From Him!

God’s Going To Show You Who He Is! These Visions Are Steps! The Earth Will Change Its Direction…AND A New Earth Will Become! The Mark of The Devil…How It Will Be Done. He’s Warning You. You Don’t Have To Listen! And…He Sent Me Orbs To Prove All Of This IS From Him!

[I put this in the order in which the visions are coming. So the Updates are added to the end!]

Co-Writer: David…He’s from Heaven!

The Beginning!

NOTE: I’ve never experienced something of this magnitude…EVER! The things I write in this post are things that I saw in visions very clear and in the course of 5 (FIVE) different meditating periods throughout the day of August 16, 2019. I do not know why this was sent to me, but if you know who to pass this to, please do. Yes, it could be wrong. But FIVE of them! ALL showing the exact same thing then adding something each time. This is too out of the ordinary for me to NOT pass it on.

[ I posted the first paragraph of this article, along with visions 1 and 2 on my personal Facebook page and author page on August 16, 2019 because by the 2nd vision, I was really shaken up. After posting that and going into my 3rd mediation, I was given instruction to wait and repost or reshare with the world tomorrow, which is today. I’ve spent all morning with an upset stomach thinking nothing but what I saw, and was eventually led to Ezekiel, which I explain later in this post. I’m shaking a bit while writing this because this is so extreme in nature for me. I’ve had spiritual things happen to me…I thought those were extreme. This far passes that! And what’s more bizarre is what I discovered in research today: The Nostradamus prediction is at the end of this post!]

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‘To Not See in Shame’

Micah adds to the importance of the Choose!

 To Not See in Shame
  
 He's† coming–
 He's† watching and...tired
 nothing has changed
 all lost in Shame
 playing a tireless game
 for Simple gain
 ‒forgetting His† glorious name
  
 He's† coming‒
 your songs are deranged
 your mentality strange
 believing in sports' games
 gold chains and diamond rings
 leaving His† name
out of range
 condemning those who sang
 glorifying His† name
  
 He's† coming‒
 152 sets the range
 in time...sets the change
 choose which side‒
 you'll play your game
 then it will be set
 no more chances to change

 you choose
it's your time
 to arrange the change
 before time
gets out of range

(August 14, 2019)―It’s not fair you know. Being the bearer of such news. But it seems only fair. Micah in the Bible. I bet he felt a similar feeling. Only I’m not a prophet. All I know is that the book is written. The only one needed. No need for another. History repeats itself. The warnings always the same. How many times will it have to be?

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‘Pulling A Jonah’

Adhering to the Message!

 Pulling A Jonah
  
 you can run
but you can't hide
 upon you, lies God's† eye
 from one end to the next‒
 He† does not change His† tide
 He† remains the same‒
 in all colors of die
  
 no use in the pretend‒
 no use in loud or shy
 His† call to you to ride–
 to accept or to deny
 either way
you'll pay with your Life
 eternity in die
 eternity in the Light
 you choose
you have that right
  
 ‒that calling comes
from really high‒
 you can run
but you can't hide
 you...He'll† seek and find
 throw you in perils of Life
 'til you accept with every sigh
  
 cry little birdie...cry
 He'll† wait
'til you get the right high
 bowing your head
reaching for the sky
  
 He'll† force your comply
 He† knows your heart inside
 His† calling
from within or outside
 important for the rise
 He'll† rage the water‒
 'til you submit to the cry
 then you'll see‒
 the beauty of the Light

(August 13, 2019)―The things we do NOT listen to! Oh, my! Karen, you’re such a hard-headed child! Agreed! Agreed! The story of Jonah. That’s where I was led to this morning. I’ve written about Jonah before comparing it to the feeling of depression. That’s how I find the separate parts of each Scripture is: They tell us something different to each individual, but as a whole, the story of Jonah is much more powerful.

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‘What Says You’

I am woman and my faith is my Choice!

 What Says You
  
 defiance in its True nature
 reaches those too immature
 to know the difference
 ‒a veiled struggling creature
 avoiding Words of the One
True teacher
  
 over two thousand years ago
 blood fell on hands‒
 those in the know
 as they began to sow
 deceptions made
of silver and gold
 dawning black hats and robes
 ignoring what Yeshuah† came to show
 choices of Ignorance
they choose
 ‒God† released His† grasp
His† hold
  
 time slips in its venture
 here and there...new adventures
 ‒Words remain
from the One and only teacher
 He† will come
without another lecture
 He† will come
in storms of weather
 they'll be no guessing‒
 go on being the hater, the abuser
 you won't have to wonder
 when it's time‒
 you won't deny
the presence of the Creator
  
 so go on...go!
 be the reason
for Destruction...hold
 be thoughtless and bold
 He's† coming!

 He's† coming
absent silver and gold
 He's† coming to decide‒
 who stays, who goes
 who rises, who He† shall behold
  
 152...a good number to consider
 ignore...it doesn't matter
 He's† never been the taker
 ‒a constant in giver
 lessons, tests‒
 giving all chances in reconsider

 now His† patience is on the damper
 time is over...in chatter
 get on your knees‒
 be the pray-er
 change your heart
to the honest giver
 repent in matters of sinner
 ‒time in choose
is now on the ledger‒
 no turning back‒
 He's†  becoming the taker!

(August 8, 2019)—My spiritual journey is continuing. I’m not really ready to talk about it but I’m sure there will come a day. Today, I was led to Acts…pages that I never marked up. I have been questioning my journey lately. I’m a woman…as a former Catholic…I asked: I’m a woman. What authority do I have to talk about such things? I’m not kidding. The Catholic church has re-positioned the woman below man for hundreds and hundreds of years. I’m lucky to have finally had my eyes opened to their cruel injustice…truly against anything the Bible teaches!

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‘Time Allotment’

Healing individual and nation byway of God’s tests!

 Time Allotment
  
 there were so many‒
 but not quite like the three
 babylon, rome, egypt
  
 babylon wiped from the map
 rome...an enemy-insertion trap
 as egypt turns
to left-over scrap
  
 there were many other nations
 tribes around the world
 worshiping their gods
in a swirl
 disappearing...gone
 ‒their gods' validation
  
 God† over-shadows all others
 they last quite a while
then smothered
 God† doesn't interfere
doesn't even bother
 ‒leave them to the world's wonder
 just how many gods
are under the thunder?
  
 once mighty rulers
 having gold and emeralds
 hundreds of years‒
 forcing slaves
to dry them tears
 in each heart
placements of fear
 thousands of years
 controllers held dear
  
 all before: Yeshuah† appeared
  
 slowly, slowly rulers
 of such magnitude...disappeared
  
 are you blind...think so queer
 that you can out smart‒
 thousands of years!
  
 just three: babylon, rome, egypt
 oh my! thousands of years
 they had reason‒
 held their egos so dear
 forcing love to the rear
 live by hate, pride‒
 the shield...instilling fear
  
 but barely old enough
 to even see rough!
 built up pride and ego
 not even three hundred years!
 laugh, laugh, laugh
 ‒the emptying of the glass
 chances were given
to help you last
 ‒you're just using it in sass
  
 sweet, sweet land of milk and honey
 days are coming less sunny
  
 countries with more maturity
 countries with much more history
 fell to the feet
of the Mystery
 ancestors left
with no one to call majesty
 ‒take heed to that of sincerity
 you're wasting a gift‒
 too young...a baby
 not even close to maturity
 ego, pride, greed‒
 wasted years in cruelty
 falling to the hands
of evil in royalty!

(July 5, 2019)—I was led to Ezekiel again today. Political mess. Shootings again in America. Not schools or theaters this time…Wal-Marts! I ask: Why not Target, or the malls, or Walgreens, or any other branded store. Why Wal-Marts? Strange occurrences. The schools. Sure there were a few out-of-sort shootings trying to throw it off, but mostly schools. Then theaters. Random? Across the country. Even less than six minutes from my house! Then a concert…I’m thinking it was going to be the first of many, but then security took over. Stupid really…to target a place like Vegas…that shit spills all over the country. I went to several concerts after. Security is high! Now stores….

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‘Renewing Spirit’ and ‘The Awakening’

For the Children…It’s a CHOICE!

 Renewing Spirit
  
 I wake up to an empty dawn
 raise my hands up
 give thanks...without a yawn
 knowing I wasn't deceived
 I wasn't a pawn
 by the One wiser
than a fawn
  
 take me, take me whole
 in Your† arms...hold
 for I'm just in mold
 clay being recast
in gentle's bold
  
 awaken me
give me strength
 take me from Death‒
 wash away my Sins
 put Joy in my heart
 weaken this defensive anguish
 steady my hands
calm my pulse
 give me the Words
 to speak to them
like a boss

(July 29)―It all led to the children this morning. It all led to the Coming and how it will affect them by way of their parents. Isn’t that something! I figured it was coming to this!

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