Tag: Christ

‘Crucifying (Jesus/Yeshuah)†’

Persecution. I was led to the Acts in the Bible today. The historical account of what happened to Peter and the rest of them who initially was appointed to tell the world about their experience, their testimony, about Jesus Christ. Nothing much has changed!

 Crucifying (Jesus/Yeshuah)†
  
 I'm part of the body
 ‒that of the Christ†
 the head
  
 the bullying of me
 is the bullying of Him†
 the name calling...judgment
 of me
 is the judgment of Him†
  
 I am special
 for He† is special
 if I am part of Him†
 He† lives
 inside of me
  
 for:
  
 I am in the Christ†
 the Christ† is in me
  
 you forsake His† name
 deny His† claim
 I shall speak‒
 all the same
 –for He† removed my chains
 as to peter‒
 the angel came
  
 you crucify Yeshuah†
 when you crucify me
  
 you ignore Yeshuah†
 when you ignore me
  
 your Faith is tested
 ‒as mine
  
 I cry for you
 as your Doubt...revealed
 no longer can you conceal
 a heart...wasted
  
 for:
  
 I am in the Christ†
the Christ† is in me
  
 not just words
 someone once heard
 but forever in flight
 the Light
 ‒the saving bird
 who gave His† Life
 –to redeem the world

(October 6, 2019)—Persecution. I was led to the following Scriptures today. Acts. The historical account of what happened to Peter and the rest of them who initially was appointed to tell the world about their experience, their testimony, about Yeshuah, the Christ. Nothing much has changed!

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‘Fight!’

Crimes against you…it’s nothing to do with you. It’s a test of will…those God holds dearest are tested the hardest. Don’t give up! Don’t lose faith.

 Fight!
  
 put your heart
 into it
 fight the beast
 of it
 cry, yell, scream‒
 beat the walls
 of it
 ‒tear it down
 to bits
 you got this
 all the evil‒
 resist
  
 fight, fight, fight it
  
 you can get
 the best of it
  
 strip it, yank it
 ‒it wasn't your bit
 it wasn't your fault‒
 in any of it
  
 destroy that b---h
  
 fight, fight, fight
  
 punch the shit
 out of it
 be bigger than it
 you've got this
  
 scream...hiss!
  
 tear it
 to f--king bits
  
 fight! fight!
 fight it!

(Written October 4, 2019)

‘Share Grace—Repent’

To repent and forgive ourselves and others is really hard, but a must and it takes courage and a warrior heart. Do you have it?

 Share Grace—Repent
  
 it's all in how
 you run your race
 leaving behind
 God's† grace
 for the better
 of mankind‒
 changing their
 backward's trace
 relocating
 their hidden face
 to the onward‒
 Yeshuah†-inspiring base
  
 it's how you let
the pace
 ‒what you put
 on your plate
 then‒
 what others add‒
 for taste
 ‒it's up to you
 in good Faith
 choosing what
 to debate
 recognize
 evil's bait
 what's merely
 for the vase
 what's meant
 as a trait
 what's inward‒
 to lace
 ‒adding up
 to hate
  
 be careful not
 to move‒
 with such haste
 it could all
 add up
 to common waste
  
 if you veered
 from straight
 let evil drown
 you in mace‒
 it's not too late
 ‒change that fate
  
 Yeshuah† is ready‒
 to hear your case
 ‒you are never
 a mistake
 you just carried‒
 on your shoulders
 on your back‒
 a bit of
 heavy weight
  
 stop putting off‒
 stop the wait
 ‒evil likes to place
 on you‒
 an unsteady rate
 its lying
 trying to debase
 ‒deep inside
 you are 
 a Yeshuah† mate
  
 it doesn't matter‒
 what...at all
 you ate
 ‒dig in...regain
 your Faith
  
 ‒you'll find deep
 in your heart and mind‒
 combined
 a bright, shiny ace
 as you lose
 Pride and Ego‒
 move into
 a repenting state
 ‒willing in semi-sedate
 of your way
 in meditate
  
 opening doors
 for Yeshuah's† Way
 ‒Forgiveness of self
 for your grand entrance‒
 in God's† heavenly gate!

(September 27, 2019)–Jackie Robinson: Dodger’s #42! I watched the movie 42 last night and was in awe. God sure does make His stand through us. Branch Rickey, the general manger of the Dodgers at the time, was one hell of a God instrument. In one part of the movie, Jackie asked Rickey why did he do it?, take a chance on a black man. And Rickey told him about Charlie, a black player during his college years. Charlie was harassed to the max and Rickey didn’t do anything about it, he didn’t know what to do. He was finally at a place in life where he could do something about it. What was the it? Defeat racism in sports of course. Rickey said that what he witnessed happening to Charlie made him dislike the game because baseball was supposed to be a game of fairness. He told Jackie that Jackie made him love the game again.

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‘Taken Accountability’

Accountability is everything. It’s the first step to saving your own soul.

Taken Accountability
  
 oh, precious, precious maiden!
 see that the Lord†, you forsaken
 so simple His† ways
 ‒the laws He† gave
 a Son†...sent to ease the craves
  
 but...in...you caved
 pretending you're saved
 ‒feeling protected
with those natural resources
 in your caves
feeling protected by those hands
 you shake
  
 oh, broke, pillaged virgin!
 your beauty masked in sin
 sunk to greedy corporations
 stolen by man-made
 religious congregations
  
 you haven't looked in mirrors
 you haven't diagnosed
 your fevers
 your lack of accountability
 has awakened every surety
 God's† unconditional love
 ‒forcing you into maturity
  
 He's† waiting patiently
 for truth's sincerity
 for love's vulnerability
 in correcting‒
 through accountability
  
 but...on blind eyes, deaf ears
 you failed to see
 you failed to hear
  
 welcoming all nations
 by your vulgar invitation
 you've sold yourself
 ‒lust and corruption
 lies and manipulation
 drowning God's† vision
 ‒He's† pass frustration
  
 no longer‒
 your beautiful skirts
 can they be mended
 no longer‒
 your long wavy hair
 He† can spare
 ‒your jewels have
 lost their shine
  
 let this be your warning
 and your sign
  
 the world has fallen
 at your feet
 now...God† is out
 of His† seat
 standing firm
 on HIS† feet
 ‒He's† coming for full
 accountability
  
 no longer‒
 think of the body
 ‒too late...in retreat
 it's your soul‒
 in spirituality
 that salvation‒
you must seek

(September 20, 2019)―Oh, my sweet, sweet Job! This second writing I received today was revealed through the following passages from the Book of Job. In this set of passages, Job is making a case for himself on his righteousness. For you, God is telling you what to do. He’s giving you so many chances. Of course, byway of Yeshuah. He’s the one appealing for you. You should appreciate that because God’s already revealed through the visions He sent to me that the button’s been pushed.

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‘The Vine† to Nourish’

It keeps coming. Why to me? I have no idea. But I’m passing it to you. Hear or not. Your choice.

 The Vine† to Nourish
  
 He† came to divide
 knowing
in time
 Him†...so many
would deny
  
 He† wasn't unseen‒
 blind to the eye
 He† was touchable
 He† spoke
was in man's sight
 but so many‒
 cast Him† aside
 even with wonders‒
 done before eyes
 veils tested hearts
in try
 failing
as to knees
 they cried
  
 waiting there
in the light
 hearing so many cry
 He† wonders:
 why they don't even try?

 instead of nourishing
this vine
 they believe the lie
 they close their eyes
 to the truth
of the vine
  
 too long has passed by
 too long
waiting
for their try
 the body feeds
the vine
 yet
they're letting it die
 without even a try
  
 to rekindle this vine
 time has come‒
 birth
a new life
 that won't drain
 the head's light

(August 30, 2019)—This was the 2nd work that came to me this morning. I didn’t expect this work to turn out the way it did either. That last stanza…I don’t even want to think about it.

This work fell on page 1213=7. Again September 18 (9,9…all 3s (explained in ‘Time in Ticking’). And Psalm 80 (all 2s…which symbolizes the union between the Christ and the church…balance, a quiet power of judgment, beckons us to choose!)

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‘Time in Ticking’

Are you going to Hear? It’s Okay. You don’t have to. You can ignore and see what happens. I’m beginning to get worried about you.

 Time in Ticking
  
 you will cry the same
 you will remember
His† name
  
 He† doesn't play games
 still...He's† warning you
 all the same
 as He† did
time and time again
 a promise not to forget‒
 then forsaken
became your fame
  
 you will return to His† Words
 in tame
 darkened skies‒
 will make you lame
 as you sort through
 what remains
 mourning for those in flame
 instead of tending‒
 what remains
  
 terror will come
 from a different terrain
 while your defenses are weak
 in...will come this
 reckless train
  
 attacking
turning the Blame
 instead of togetherness
 in the hour that came
 hearts will explode‒
 out of Shame
 hate and bitterness
 deceit and malice
 ‒human nature's little dame
 wondering
where's God's† reign
 as blood soaks through
 your wedding train
 dawning armor and chains
  
 only then‒
 pillaged ingrained
 will you remember
 His† name
 and the reason
His† Son† came

(August 30, 2019)—From getting the visions to these writings, I’m a bit worried. No…scratch that! I’m a LOT worried.

I was led to the Psalms this morning. Psalm 79 was first. Now, you may not even think of numbers. Even I didn’t and I’ve been questioning them a lot lately, but the facts are the facts. This Psalm 79=7+9=16=1+6=7 (7 is the foundation of the Word of God!). This Psalm is found on page 1212 of my Bible (double 12 or double 3s or four 3s or 6 or three 3s (all 3s). 3 is the completeness but not as strong as 7. The 4 perfect numbers: 7, 10, 12.) My Bible is dated. The date on this page is September 18 (9th month…9 is a high number as well…representing the fruits of God’s Holy Spirit. Also three 3s. 18=9 as well or 3s!)

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‘Opening of Eyes’

The veils will blanket your vision. Love and honesty in Christ will open the see. Only you can do that! Choose.

 Opening of Eyes
  
 to heal
you must first hear
 to heal
you must then see
 for it is the only way
 to truly understand
the say
  
 to pedal around
 in the darkness–
 treading in waters deep
 without feeling
soles of feet
 without needing
hearts in meet
 –a voyage
in constant defeat
  
 you must fight–
 all the way
 listen to Words
in say
 be courageous and brave
  
 it is the man who hears
 –listens and adheres
 gives into His† will
 without argument or delay
 who moves on into see
 who breaks the chains
 –sets his heart free

(August 29, 2019)―You are not healed when you do not know or recognize the truth. Here’s truth: We are not born with illnesses, we do not get illnesses because we are sinners or cursed. I was told that my disabilities were because I was cursed. This is not so. Proof? John 9:1-12 through John 10:1-6. I’m including these Scriptures here today for this is where I was led to today. I’m going to go through these and give you what I see. I keep telling you, I’m not here to make you believe, or make you see what you cannot. You have to find your way…in the see.

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‘Scolded Child’

No one is smarter or has more power than God. No one. He WILL discipline you. He Will.

 Scolded Child
  
 the stubbornness of me
 has put me in deep
 but I can't deny
 the greatness of Thee
 all of my control–
 set in captivity
 as You† bring Your† hand
 down on me
 –not in subtle–
 but instantly...directly
  
 job knew this powerful deed
 many have felt and seen
  
 You† can push all eyes away
 turn people to blind
 give loneliness new bleeds
 then bring in welcomeness
 one by one–
 all on how you deem
  
 You† have the power
 to bring life or death
 people contend it's luck
 or an accident
 or a vicious attack
 they don't see
it's God's† tip
 of His† hat

 the predestined fact
 without prayer
without glorification
 no changes...it remains
  
 you will suffer
 for He† wills you to suffer
 you succeed
 for He† wills your success
 you mourn
 for He† wills you to do so
  
 if you go through life
 deaf and blind
 your predestiny remains in kind
  
 if you listen and see
 newness of destiny can be
  
 when He† demands you
 there's nothing you can do
 there's no dues to pay
 there's no getting outta
 anyone's way
 you must do
 or He'll† torment you
 'til you comply in the do
 so do what He† ask of you
 without question or drool

(August 28, 2019)―The Book of Job. I had a few more arguments with God. Yes, out loud in the space of my living room for several days. The Bible says to question everything…I do! In my argument, Job came up. My meditation journey has taken me to places I didn’t expect. I’ve done some reading online, some of the experiences I’m having aren’t written about…well, not what I’m finding anyway. There’s a part, which I’ll explain later, that is bothering me a great deal. I fight it. Well, I was basically scolded for fighting it then…THEN…I opened my Bible and there it was…JOB! I haven’t been led to Job in quite a while, but I in my argument, I used Job and there it is today…GOD IS AMAZING!

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‘Suffering is Personal’

You have a choice. I chose my journey because God’s more important than man…yes, even my children. It’s up to man to have enough faith to fear Him as much as I do.

 Suffering is Personal
  
 to cry is to water seeds
 hunger is to know how to feed
 –those in need
 those accustomed
to being the weed
  
 to the Word I shall heed
 no matter the cost–
 no matter how much I bleed
 it is written
 it is my forever creed
 –my vow, my chosen deed
  
 all this hope I shall mead
 I will adhere to what I believe
 good...I will constantly conceive
 open all that I am
 for what I'm to receive
  
 if I stand strong–
 I can always be naïve
 wear my heart on my sleeve
 allow others...me...to deceive
 allow others
me...walk away...leave
 I'll never
in negative...weave
 their meddling notion
in unbelief
  
 I'm His† child...this vine
 forever grows through weeds
 forever planting hope's seed
 forever holding strong–
 my intentions
 in all I believe
 for all creation:
the sun, the mountains
the animals, the sea
 the entire Earth...everything
 that my eyes see
 even this air that I breathe
 comes from the one and only 'He†'!
  
 I'm His† child
open to all
 there is to see
 moved by what is unseen
 what is to be
 what is already deemed
 all in the hope for souls
 to be redeemed
 –picked...one by one
those taken for weeds
 but have been already chosen–
 for the light...deemed

August 26, 2019

‘He† Said’

If you have ears, Hear!

 He† Said
  
 He† said it once
 He† said it twice
 still...they're not worried
 still...they don't bow
 still...they ignore
 the same
they don't hear His† name
  
 I cry for them
 I cry for me
 tormented just like them
 wanting more
 for my self
 glorying
for my self
 just like them
  
 He† said it once
 He† said it twice
 it's the same
 for they forgot His† name
 and the reason
 His† Son† came

(August 25, 2019)―I’ve been tormenting myself over the visions I’ve been shown. How can one accept that they have been placed in ear shot of the Lord? But I remain faithful. Some things have happened that I didn’t record here, some that I did and are worth repeating. The one huge fact that my vow, pleaded and made in 2012, was to ‘write for You’…meaning the Lord if He rescued me from my peril. I didn’t say ‘I’ll write 13 books’. I said ‘I’ll write for You.’ And as I wrote previously, He reminded me of that this past week. God takes things literally. He doesn’t, like we do, add stuff in there! That’s a very hard lesson to learn.

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