Your Anger Turns to Lust to Move You!
A sample from Book 5
The ExperienceContinue reading “‘The Experience’”
I'm your past
I'm what
didn't last
I'm what
could
never last
I'm the passing blast
to move through
really fast
with the quickness
of a kisser's dash
I'm the wine glass
wearing a mask
making
my on-stop splash
I'm your past
leaving you
in a gasp
easily slipping
from your grasp
in your mind
thoughts are cast
in my heart
the debris
of a failed lover's task
Don’t Use the Children!
A sample from Book 5
Anger's BrethrenContinue reading “‘Anger’s Brethren’”
its face is ugly
peeking through
little by little
building its soul
one small piece at a time
vulnerability
it patiently waits
then the attack
increasing the heartbeat
clouding
a once throughout plan
wilting the roses
rains replacing sunshines
beautiful language
turns to spiteful vengeance
over ruling logic
hardening
closing open hearts
its face is ugly
destroying all good
taking its time
taking all time
closing doors
'til love exist
no more
Do You Know the Truth About the 12 Days of Christmas?
A sample from Book 2
Twelve Days†Continue reading “‘Twelve Days’”
an english raid
catholics to fade
queen elizabeth invade
hidden christmas stage
counted twelve days
jesuit priests...for God† be brave
shh...can't right out say
our true God's† way
a secret betray
christmas melody wave
God's† life engrave
the children...learn His† way
my true love
almighty God† to pave
a partridge
in flesh He† gave
a pear tree
a cross's blade
an apple tree—
adam and eve to fade
tree of knowledge—
good and evil spade
two turtle doves
old, new
testaments made
three french hens
hope, charity, faith
blessed trinity colonnade
gifts of the magi—
gold, frankincense, myrrh
under the night's cape
four calling birds
four gospels
mark, luke
john, matthew
their humble hurry
four major prophets
isaiah, jeremiah
ezekiel, daniel
passing on our yesterday
five golden rings
five books of the old testament
genesis, exodus
leviticus, numbers
deuteronomy
our true maid
God's† eternal stay
nature, loving, faithfulness
six geese a-laying
creation of earth
in just six days
seven swans a-swimming
seven gifts of the holy spirit
wisdom, understanding
counsel (right judgment)
fortitude (courage)
knowledge
piety (reverence)
fear of the lord (awe of God†)
for us to praise
our seven sacraments
baptism
confession (sacrament of healing)
communion, confirmation
marriage, holy orders
death
a living portray
our seven corporals
spiritual works of mercy
feed the hungry
give drink to the thirsty
clothe the naked
shelter the homeless
visit the sick
visit those in prison
bury the dead
seven deadly sins
pride, covetousness, envy
gluttony, anger, sloth, lust
we must stay away
the seventh day
really is saturday
eight maids a-milking
the eight beatitudes
blessed are the poor in spirit—
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven
blessed are they that mourn—
for they shall be comforted
blessed are the meek—
for they shall inherit the earth
blessed are they which do hunger and thirst
after righteousness—
for they shall be filled
blessed are the merciful—
for they shall obtain mercy
blessed are the pure in heart—
for they shall see God†
blessed are the peacemakers—
for they shall be called the children of God†
blessed are they which are
persecuted for righteousness' sake—
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven
blessed are ye, when men shall revile you,
and persecute you, and
shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for My† sake
nine ladies dancing
the nine choirs of angels
seraphim, cherubim, thrones
dominions, virtues, powers
principalities, archangels, angels
ten lords a-leaping
the ten commands to obey
thou shalt have no other gods before Me†
thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image
thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy God† in vain
remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy
honor thy father and thy mother
thou shalt not kill, thou shalt not commit adultery
thou shalt not steal
thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbor
thou shalt not covet
eleven pipers piping
eleven faithful apostles
simon peter
james (son of zebedee)
john (son of zebedee)
andrew, phillip
bartholomew
matthew (levi), thomas
james (son of alphaeus)
judas (thaddues/lebbaues, son of james)
simon (zealot)
twelve drummers drumming
original apostles
simon peter
james (son of zebedee)
john (son of zebedee)
andrew, phillip
bartholomew
matthew (levi), thomas
james (son of alphaeus)
judas (thaddues/lebbaues, son of james)
simon (zealot), judas iscariot
twelve minor prophets of the old testament
hosea, joel, amos
obadiah, jonah, micah
nahum, habakkuk, zephaniah
haggai, zechariah, malachi
twelve tribes of israel
asher, benjamin, dan, gad, issachar, joseph
judah, levi, naphtali
reuben, simeon, zebulun
twelve fruits of the holy spirit
charity, joy, peace
patience, benignity, goodness
long-suffering (patient suffering
over an extended
period mildness), faith, modesty
contingency, chastity
so they say
of the twelve days
Would You Listen If Someone Tried To Help You?
Ignorance of SpiritContinue reading “‘Ignorance of Spirit’”
our bodies are the temple
our hearts...filled with love
a mark placed from above
through the spilling‒
of an innocent man's blood
since that day
comes few miracles
in faith, we must see
when words are sent to believe
to take us out of deceive
words placed in hearts
way down deep
for only us to reach
for only one to receive
we set boundaries, principles
God's† words come in a nudge
giving us a rush
with a unwelcomed blush
‒something He† wants of us
something we can't‒
down toilets...flush
in dreams, in signs
comes the flood
'til we no longer‒
to the side...can shove
we become
a quiet little disciple
knowing what‒
inside...breathes
relaying messages to relieve
to tone down‒
the spiritual creed
‒silently waddling in scream
how will they believe
without something in see
any forced retrieve
will just not be!
...goes further the decree
faith...for some...so weak
matching the heart's message in lead‒
a solid force shown in see
disclosing the known‒
small strokes to brush
without any lust
‒crushing every bit of trust
a task so tough
the pull to run...give up
wanting to do away
with this stuff
‒too deep holds the grudge
all the pieces‒
just too much
too many things
running a muck
realizing the struggling pup‒
unbelief
buried in dirty mud
‒thoughts in heart
begins to be enough
down, down, down
into so much mush
if you don't help
erase the slush
then...comes in
the morning dove
the symbol of love
saying don't give up
‒messages from above
that you can't
aside...shove!
…and Moving On To ‘Normal’
A sample from Book 12
That is the question that I had to end this book with. Going through the trials in life are hard. This year I had to face my mother’s death and the destruction of my three-year relationship, as well fight more health issues while being 1600 miles from all my family.
Codependency had still a hard grip on me, but the anxiety that I had fought through was just about gone. I would have to go through a forced intervention to figure out what the true medicine for codependency and all those negative thoughts were.
Continue reading “Breaking Your Codependency….”A sample from Book 9
Oh! Are you in for a treat! I began talking about codependency in Book 6. I didn’t see the horror in it until 2015…that need to make others happy began to affect me in the worse way. The following is part of the Introduction to Book 9 in My 12-Book series.
To heal…to completely heal from abuse, you have to deal with the codependent in you. It won’t be easy. From this book all the way to Book 12, I fought it. You can do it, too. Trust in the journey and get my books…I do have a different answer than most do.
Continue reading “Recognizing Codependency in Yourself!”A sample from Book 8
It’s a process. Sometimes a long one depending if abuse was in the mix. The follow is part of the Introduction to my 8th book in My 12-Book Series. It’s just the beginning of the acceptance stage. Depression still follows. Anger still follows you. You have a journey, but you can do it.
My journey took a twist by adding another relationship to the mix. This book is only the beginning to that. Oh! You just gotta love those who just think they don’t do any wrong. Life’s quite a ride!
“…This book is an exploration of self: Overcoming the anger, the hurt, seeing the damage and healing, understanding how God brings us to something in order to help us and not hinder us, to understand that God’s timing is not our own…and it doesn’t matter how we want to rush it, He’ll stop us in our tracks, slow us down in order for time to heal…[time to] work its magic.
Continue reading “Bringing Yourself from Hurt to Healing!”A sample from Book 7
All different shades! No one handles betrayal the same…or do we? We rage. We scream. We yell and cry. What happens after that? Depression. How you handle it is up to you. Many times…we don’t have a choice how that plays out. The following is from the Introduction of my 7th Book in My 12-Book Series.
“There are things you have to do to take care of yourself during this stage. You have to get out of it. I know showing you how I got through the initial shock of it, will help you make through alive!
Continue reading “This Is What Depression from Betrayal Looks Like”A sample from Book 6
You freaking bargain your way out of it! With a vengeance. Everyone will bargain differently. The following is from the Introduction of my 6th Book in My 12-Book Series. The Bargaining stage! In this book I will show you what the bargaining stage looks like. The fight is real! And you are not just up against your anger, but up against everything else around you!
Continue reading “This Is What Escaping Anger Looks Like: Bargaining!”A sample from Book 5
Yes, it does. That’s why I felt compelled to write this book. Anger does some awful things to us. When you are going through something you really don’t understand and you don’t have the resources to help you, anger builds.
There was nothing for me to grab hold of. For you, you now have this book to help you understand how anger controls you and how to get a grip. The following is from the Introduction to my 5th Book in My 12-Book series. I hope that this book can keep you from making the mistakes I made.
Continue reading “Anger Controls Your Every Emotion!”
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