Tag: forgive

”O Blissful Summer’ (Yeshuah)

…the Most High does not live in houses made by men—Acts 7:39-53

'O Blissful Summer' (Yeshuah)

times approaching
be well on your journey
speak well of others
do well by others
no matter what they do to you

be kind and gentle
soar in wings of Hope

let the past speak
don't forget it
heal from it
let its memory
just be a memory
that doesn't scorch
your soul

it is I†, Yeshuah†
teaching you
how to breathe Life
into you

don't frail over
what others have done
to you
remember, go over it
in your mind
but accept it
part of the experience
your journey to the Light

don't let it conquer you
it is only memories
yesterday is gone
today is here
let today be today
breathe in its magnificence

awaken
so tomorrow will be today
a new thought
a new experience

the ways of the Father†
will be
each journey crossing another
Forgive
use the Words I† send
as a guide in Hope
as a way to lighten the load
of another's trespasses

the sun is beautiful
as is the rain
the mountains and trees
lakes and rivers
grass and sand

take it all in
be in nature
feel its Calmness

the pains of yesterday
let them not be today
but take them
help others get pass
their pain

smile 'O Blissful child
let a bird sing to you
smell the flowers
and the trees
hear the wind
talk to you
feel the rain
on your skin

be well in all the Glory
God†, the Father†, gives

a time is coming
a darkness so overwhelming
will plague the Earth
for man is bent
on not Redeeming himself
but instead
being his own master
instead of listening
to the One who is always True

He† holds back and lets go
the Father† has that control
He† knows when to hold back
and when to let go

know in yourself
tears are okay
Anger is okay
but then let it go

each day is today
the importance of today
is vast
it is a chance to heal
it is a chance to do Good
replace all the Sins done

take today and make it yours
ask Me† to come into you
so that I† can show you
the way to the Father†

it is Just

I† am as you are

take today and breathe
let the sunlight
hit your face
feel its warmth
bath in its Light

Happy are those
who feel the Light
over all the pain
of yesterday

be well 'O child of Mine†
seek Comfort in Me†
so that your today
goes well

it is I†, Yeshuah†
speaking of today
for I† give you today
to live and not die

Peace

(August 19, 2022)—After ”O Blissful Summer’, He led me to Stephen.

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‘Dominance of Origin’ (Yeshuah)

Its ruins I will rebuild, and I will restore it that the remnant of men may see the Lord, and all the Gentiles who bear My name, says the Lord, who does these things’ [Amos 9:11,12] 

Dominance of Origin (Yeshuah) 

it's plain to see
Manipulation's twisted fate
with Love you have a date
if you remain
in the course of straight

it is never too late
hold hands on a date
seek a forever mate
if you just stay
live My† Way

it is I†, Yeshuah†
listen here
to the Words I† say

sometimes Patience is key
Love takes time in grow
it isn't always Simple
in nature
sometimes it takes
being away
to understand
one's fate

listen close, listen intensely
Words in Truth never Lie
time gets put aside
still moving forward
but still at the same time

it is in Patience
that it drives
a Simple byway
changing courses of time

Love does that

it is hollow
then it's full
but what is deemed
by the Father†
will be
even when you can't see
the possible
it is

time marks change

what you see in others
isn't always Truth
things don't mark Love
things can't measure Faith
things can't speak or hug

you will come to see this in time

Love marked by the Father†
will always be

it's trusting in Him†
it's being patient
and a willingness
to always be ready

what's marked Love
will always be Love
it will always find its way
home

trust in the process
Love hurts at times
always for reason
to build
to awaken
let it grow in its natural form

it will come to you
if God† deemed it so

(July 8, 2022)—He led me to Acts 15:1-5 through Acts 15:30-35 after the writing.

Love is true. For me, as His servant, He keeps me straight because truth is important. He once told His prophets that He will dumb-down those who ‘think‘ they are smarter than Him. He does this to me when I get too proud or do what He said ‘not‘ to do. I had to learn His ways the hard way.

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‘Times of Forgiveness’ (Yeshuah)

He unleashed against them His hot anger, His wrath, indignation and hostility—a band of destroying angels. He prepared a path for His anger; He did not spare them from death but gave them over to the plague.—Psalm 78

Times of Forgiveness (Yeshuah)

reach out to them
Forgive them
long goes...those who live
even those whom have died
reach a hand out
in Glory...to them...shout
the Spirit
is what it's about

I† give you permission
all the glorification
Forgive...bless them
in Love
through the Holiness
of Me†

who am I†?

I† am He†
the first
His† Son†...Yeshuah†
Emmanuel†

with the Spirit I† give you
bless them
oh singled out blessed one
bless them
give them the Strength
to Forgive

seek Me†
the Holiness of the One†

don't falter
in Strength...Love
through Redemption
you will be saved

it is all going to be
the atrocities must be
for Redemption

oh Holy, Holy is the Lord†
the God† of all mankind
seek Refuge
in Me†
dawn the Light of Grace

shelter within the coming storm

for I† am He†
the shelter of all
the Refuge of the broken
seek Me†
and I† will give you Strength
come to Me†
and I† will hold you
through the coming Calamity

do not falter
all is not what it seems
be in Grace
honor His† Words
He† will Forgive
come to Me†
so you'll be Forgiven

the choice is yours
bow down before Me†
outside of your crossed buildings
outside within Him†
for He† is 'free'
for He† is all things

awaken oh wonderful you
the temple of He†
the makeshift wonder of Him†
His† Love is boundless
His† fatherly ways are vast
‒without Understanding

Love the One whom He† sent
do not appease Him†
Love
Love Him† for His† discipline
for His† correction is Just
He† is firm
He† is gentle
He† is Vengeful and Jealous
awaken to your Sins
come to Me†
to be washed clean

I† am He†
the One who saves

it is coming
all that has been written
for the Word is True
for the prophets speak Truth
for the prophets see Truth
their Words must be
for Truth to be known

a war is waged
I† threw the stone
‒a forced Redemption
it is
for the Lord† Almighty says so
His† will will be done
amen

(January 9, 2022)―This afternoon I chatted with a friend about my writings and what God is saying to us, about what a past prophet had warned and how it is matching some of what I am writing. I didn’t know this and I cried. Selfishly. I cried because why tell me what’s already been given. It is a waste of time. God says no.

Then I was led to a writing, ‘Times of Forgiveness’, Yeshuah.

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‘Equal Parts’

God is waiting on you and you are taking too long to respond. He’s given you adequate proof that what is sent through me is from Him. Time is ticking. The button has been pushed. It’s up to you to decipher what He has sent thus far. He already knows that your faith is weak. He already knows how many people will die. Will you be one of them? You have a chance to change that number…more or less?

Equal Parts
  
 you are not better than me
 I am not better than you
 together
 we are sinners
 set in small parts
 ‒equal before the Lord†
  
 we are given chances‒
 jump
 over...under
 fences
 then judged by agendas
 ‒not circumstances
  
 will we abandon others' Needs
 or give until we bleed
 will we warn for safety‒
 protecting others
 ‒even for precaution's sake
 or will we forsake
 know but not tell
 for fear of society's yell
 ‒that would sink us to hell
  
 our judgment comes on merits
 not what we say
 ‒but what we do
  
 how will we respond‒
 will we see and hear
 in Love
 or will we judge‒
 through hatred, lies and fear
  
 are we willing to risk
 ‒go against society's twist
 show our faith in Yeshuah†
 even as they attack us‒
 condemn, crucify us
  
 can we live as we speak
 ‒putting God† and Yeshuah†
 on social media walls‒
 can we truly live the call
 ‒not be afraid to fall
  
 you are not better than me
 I am not better than you
 together
 we are sinners
 set in small parts
 ‒equal before the Lord†
  
 living our lives in parts
 makes it all‒
 not hard
 for we are part
 of the Lord†‒
 actions of the heart
 ‒instead of through
 hate, lies and fear‒
 we live in sincere
 ‒without anyone
 to sheer

(October 4, 2019)—God’s time is not ours. I waited yesterday for someone to show up because I was told they would. (The numbers 3 and 13 played an important role in this event, so I was sure it was going to happen.) I cried because I felt betrayed when they didn’t show up by 10 p.m. I said my peace to the Lord, letting Him know I was not happy, even though He already knew. Then I fell asleep for the first time in a very long time without a sleep aid.

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‘Love in Action’

Actions, in spite of resentment, still say LOVE

 Love in Action
  
 no matter the resentment
 it was given then taken
 actions of love
 still...not just a must
but a do
  
 it's all giving
without judgment
 helping without faking
 actions in love
 doing
without needing a clue
  
 it's helping another
without commitment
 being truthful
without manipulation
 actions in love
 doing
for words are not enough
  
 it's getting over
the resentment
 ‒those taking without
returning the give
 actions in love
 still...a beautiful mark
 on the heart
in the making

(April 30, 2019)―Resentment. I’ve written a lot about resentment in Book 12. It’s part of the codependency deal. A codependent will give and give without thinking of themselves and then they begin to resent it because they carry the expectation of being given in return. Of course, the given in return doesn’t happen most of the time. A codependent is a bit fucked up in a sense because of this expectation.

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‘What Comes Out’

Anger: How changing this one emotion can change your entire life!

 What Comes Out
  
 she weighed
the things she's said
 ‒those retaliating words
 she weighed
the things she's done
 thinking it all hard love
 but it was anger
 ‒acting out
over another's danger
  
 what makes you do
these things?
  
 she pondered the question
 the only answer: retaliation
 she bowed her head
in confession
 responding to those living
in secret
 putting her in the dark...deeper
  
 she weighed
her lost of control
 ‒all man things took their toll
 grabbing at her in hold
 her...letting it all
use her in bold
  
 anger's put her in the red
 shaped thoughts in head
 then actions without thought
 knowing the wrong
in every heart beat
 then came further heat
  
 she weighed
all these things
 knowing too late always rings
 seeking truth
sets off anger in sing
 it's her life
not just some fling
  
 she sighed just a bit
thinking these things
 anger's become a distraction
 at times
giving satisfaction
 ‒the evil whore's demolition
  
 she bowed her head
in greater confession
 this her greatest sin
 one...with‒ 
she no longer
wants to blend

 control‒ 
a fight she's determined
to win
 ‒using gratitude
from God's† den‒
 the only way to contend
 ‒be put in the light
from way deep within

(April 27, 2019)―There are 2 large garbage cans that came with the house I live in. When we first moved in, they were in the corner of the garage. The side where I park my car. My car door opens up to the wall side of the garage. I have boxes stacked in there, which I never unpacked also on the side where I park my car. About a month ago, we were told by the landlord that we had to clean up the backyard. After the winter, the pine needles and pine cones had added up. So, in order to make my job a little easier, I moved the garbage cans to the side of the house, inside the metal gate. Since, they were out of the way in the garage, I moved over some boxes, which made getting out of my car easier.

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‘Hidden Treasure’

Discovering the hidden treasure in yourself!

 Hidden Treasure
  
 I found it
in the mince of broken
 it was afraid and hidden
 an abundantly harvested token
 ‒over used and forsaken
  
 I took it in
without fear's notion
 ‒not even feeling a demotion
 I bathed
in its scented potion
 rolled around
in its storied creation
  
 I overlooked‒ 
its wicked formation
 for I saw‒ 
a different translation
 ‒one that needed
a believer's gratification
 one with a heart-filled formulation
  
 I listened
to its every beckon
 sometimes, in stages of drunken
  
 all around...deemed it poison
 something to be shackled‒ 
in a far-away prison
  
 I threw out‒ 
traditionalized opinions
 nothing stuck‒ 
rotten or forbidden
 its scent just heightened
 ‒nothing could be wrong
or mistaken
  
 I moved like lightening
 intentional burns‒ 
gone...forgotten
 ‒days passing slow, steadfast‒ 
good ridden!
 I drove it‒ 
to an endless vacation
 ‒whatever conviction
out...came my eviction
  
 I smiled as I saw its rising
 all my stops...fully opened
 pulling it out of hopeless‒
 with my inner-most motivation
 ‒a darkened star had risen!
  
 I fought everything
in grand petition
 every inside concentration‒
 I put aside
rose to the occasion
 ‒with the fierceness of driven
 this hidden treasure
overcoming every treason
 to become the lamination
of a new generation!
  
 stop!....
  
 reveal
came its different ideas written
 all avenues taken‒ 
off records...stricken
 –beating all those defeating‒ 
overcoming...petitions
 a losing validation!
  
 I lost to its mention
 ‒there...in its private station
 came to life‒ 
its own treasure hidden
 in all its careful motions‒
 belts and strings
forcefully tightened
  
 I craved to be enlightened
 –nothing valued...given
 anything to elevate my vision
 halted in moments of frighten
  
 I fought constant bent roads‒
 tried to straighten
tried to remember each lesson
 through all that glistened‒
 it had its own secrets woven
 ‒knowledge in listen
 mixing up pointless decisions
 taking all the forgivens
 icing them‒ 
in the forever of frozen
  
 yes, I found it
in the mince of broken
 it was afraid and hidden
 an abundantly harvested token
 ‒over used and forsaken
  
 but all the good of will‒ 
off...steadily shakened
 breathing‒ 
living a horrid token
 in anger's hidden conviction
 ‒all that's been stolen‒ 
on others
its constant reliving
  
 it found its way‒ 
in rebuilding
 using knowledge given
 slashing‒ 
all help's salutations
 keeping to itself‒ 
a stolen formulation
 ‒to avoid sharing‒ 
treasures hidden
 as I sit
in lost wanderings–
 moments
I took it
out of forsaken
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Commentaries: Matthew 13:44-46

[k. e. leger’s Note: This article and all that goes with it from biblehub.com is not originally written in the English language. It was translated and I will correct spelling and punctuation as in keeping with the meaning of their content. In some places, I had to let it be. I hope that you enjoy this piece anyway. This goes with my article title ‘Discovering the Hidden Treasure in Yourself’.]

Ellicott’s Commentary [Introduction]

The kingdom of heaven is like unto treasure hid in a field.—Probably no parable in the whole series came more home to the imagination of the disciples than this. Every village had its stories of men who had become suddenly rich by finding some hidden hoard that had been hastily concealed in time of war or tumult.

Then, as now, there were men who lived in the expectation of finding such treasures, and every traveler who was seen searching in the ruins of an ancient town was supposed to be hunting after them. As far back as the days of Solomon, such a search had become a parable for the eager pursuit of wisdom (Proverbs 2:4).

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The Case of the Buried Treasure

by Ray Stedman, Authentic Christianity

[k. e. leger Note: This article was written June 27, 1971. Please take note how this article, written 48 years ago, still holds true today. This really helps us to understand the struggle with Israel, and why the governments are acting the way they are. This goes with my article titled ‘Discovering the Hidden Treasure in Yourself.’]

In the great series of parables in Matthew 13 our Lord gave us, as He said, ‘The secrets of the kingdom of Heaven.’ The kingdom of Heaven is God’s work among men, God’s rule and authority in the midst of human affairs. In this series, Jesus is revealing the work of the kingdom as it is going on throughout the centuries of this present age since His first coming and before His return. We come to the fifth parable this morning, the parable of the buried treasure.

I don’t know what that may evoke in your mind. It always reminds me immediately of Robert Louis Stevenson’s Treasure Island, of Long John Silver, and doubloons and pieces-of-eight, peg-leg pirates, and all the exciting things usually associated with the idea of buried treasure. It is intriguing to realize that Scripture deals with this subject as well. It recognizes the allure and the mystery, which always gathers around the notion of hidden treasure. God has His buried treasures and He is speaking of them in this parable.

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‘You Bitch!’

Simple Ways for You to Defeat Negative Self Talk

A sample from Book 12

 You Bitch!
  
 I've got an itch
 ‒pouring through my mind
a well-dug ditch
 screaming words in myth
to the highest pitch
 forcing me down a darkened pit
 ‒a text-blasting trip
 becoming an accusing witch
 out to smash an invisible zit
  
 every word on my lips
 disguised in angry fits
 passing along this typed niche
 thinking it's hip
making itself rich
 ‒taking advantage of my slip
  
 you evil bitch!
I'm gonna smash you to bits
 I'm so tired of your shit
 in the bud...I'm gonna nip
 not for a moment anymore
 forever...your throat
I'm gonna slit
 
 over the top
I'm gonna flip
 dunk you
down below...permanently dip
  
 no more...you get wit
 over the head‒ 
you...I'm gonna hit
 no more playful glitches
 in God†...get a good whiff
 of wine I'm gonna sip
sit back‒
 finally be done
with your controlling, irrational blip
 up goes my middle finger‒ 
see the tip
 up yours!
you piece of shit!

(October 16, 2018)—Are you mad at me for cussing? Get over yourself. This is a commentary that screams—It’s time for some cussing!

I’m going to give you some good information here if you suffer from depression, anger, negative self-talk to help you start turning things around in your life. Don’t worry. I’m taking this same journey, so let’s ride!

I’m doing two workshops at one time. The one on anger which I wrote a few posts about this past week and a happiness workshop. I’m also reading a second workbook titled Pathways to Recovery, A Strengths Recovery Self-Help Workbook by Priscilla Ridgway, Diane McDiarmid, Lori Davidson, Julie Bayes, and Sarah Ratzlaff.

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